Feels thread I'll start, >Be me >be 19 >live
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Feels thread
I'll start,
>Be me
>be 19
>live in Australia
>like 1 hour from the inner city
>Need to go to the city every day to go to uni
>Take train
>Stops every station
>Takes 2 hrs
>Go out one night in the city
>Meet some girls from my uni
>9/10 and a few 7/10 or 8's/10
>Totally getting in.
>Broken up with ex girlfriend and i don't have feelings for her anymore
>Still not sure where my hearts at
>Night gets longer
>Talk a lot with the 9/10, really open with each other.
>Tell her about how far away i live and how shit it is
>Tells me that i should stay at hers for uni
>Act unsure
>Go home that night and stay with a friend
>Add her on fb
>Adds me to one of her events, a party at hers
>I can't go because i wouldn't have anywhere to stay and it's tomorrow.
>See her at uni and chat before she has class.
>Tell her that i'm 'considering' her offer
>She just nods
>2 days later i message her on fb to ask her
>She saw it the moment i wrote it
>2 days later it still says seen and it's holidays for 1 week.
>What do? Wait it out?
>Worst part is, is that i think i might of ruined something that would of been nice.
OP.
If she hasn't even bothered since then, chances are for her, it was just a passing thought that she hadn't put that much thought into and would of changed her mind last minute or regretted it within the first few days.
It's annoying sure, but don't worry about it and move on.
>>675696704
OP you screwed up. She was hinting you something. She wanted you at this party and she wanted you to stay at her place. Why in the hell did you even refuse the offer?
Done is done. Now just keep the holidays far from your screen and just do your shit. When uni starts again just go to her and ask her out. You'll know if she's still interested.
>>675696989
Thanks but it i don't think it was, she was quite specific, talking about how large my room would be ect.
I don't know i guess.
I just don't know.
We didn't even talk about costs but i'd still be willing to pay good. :/
>>675697538
Fuck, you reckon? I didn't even really connect this.
Maybe she'll have another party and i can go to that one? Then i'd be able to see her casually again.
> be me
> be 20
> dropped out of college today cause I'm dumb and lazy
> mom yelling at me to get job but I hate talking to people
> life sucks wish I could get cancer or a disease to kill me that way I don't have to an hero like a coward
>>675697538
>suggests staying at her place
>Invites you to a party
>Then you don't show
>But you still are interested in her place
>She doesn't reply
Clearly because she was into you dude and you didn't go to her party man. She probably thought you weren't interested in her like that or her at all and now you're trying to get what seems like a second chance.
Girls like that don't give second chances. Good luck.
>>675698037
>mom
American i see
What were you studying? Now you've dropped out you're going to need to find a job. It'll earn you some money but you'll realize how good the job you would of gotten if you hadn't of been lazy. You need to get up off the ground.
>>675698037
Motivate yourself or you'll fuck up ya lyf. Sorry annon but it's the truth.
>>675698037
"accidentally" an hero. i plan on doing this sometime in the next couple days
>>675698691
Explain please
>>675698691
No point being an hero. Stop being a pussy. Get your shit together.
>The good thing about being at rock bottom is knowing that it can't get any worse.
>>675698668
I have no interests I build up motivation at the beginning of every semester but it fades away quickly
>>675699104
To keep that spark flying you're going to need to do something that you're passionate about.
Find the thing you love.
Hold onto it with both of your hands and never let it go, because once you find it. You'll never have to motivate yourself.
>>675698037
I feel you man
>>675696704
>be me
>meet girl from when i was on a boarding school
>she says hi, i say hi
>about a week pass
>meet her again same basic greeting
>start getting this feeling everytime i think about her
>me being a bit of a weirdo think it's just me being weird
>weeks pass
>realize i'm really falling in love with this chick
>can't stop thinking about her
>she is a pure natural beauty, she is so pretty without shitty fake ass makeup atleast 9/10
>realize i'm a fat, alcoholic, socially awkward beta faggot
>20 years old virgin, never had a girlfriend
>realize how hopeless this situation is
Holy fuck i'm still having these weird awkward falling in love with way too attractive and functioning people phase. I just wanna fucking kill myself for such a miserable fuck, i'm only too much of a pussy to actually do it.
>text gf daily
>big walls of text
>we can't see each other so we're compensating for that this way
>she reads my messages
>always replies at around 1 AM
>ALWAYS, even when I send her the message like around 10 in the morning
>stalk her to see if she's busy
>she's not, she's playing stupid fucking league of legends and doing tumblr shit throughout the day
>get pissed
>ignore her for like 3 days
>"anon whats wrong"
>"sorry had internet problems"
Repeat process. I'm so sick of this, it's the only way we can communicate for now..
>>675699604
It's not love, you just like her a lot becuase you don't talk to a lot of girls.
Go to the gym.
You'll never feel like this every again.
Because it'll be girls feeling this away about you.
>>675698037
Realy dood don't an Hero just because you get slapped from life one time.
And if you realy don't care about ure life anymore, volunteer to the army. There your life will eventually save the life of sombody else when you die.
>get ure shit together
>volunteer and get a new life
>>675699604
If you are thinking of suicide then why just dont go kamikaze and ask her out
>>675699662
make the conversation interesting,
really personal ones,
make jokes too and you should be set on keeping in good contact with her.
Ask her about skype maybe too?
>>675700182
al qaeda style, i like it.
>>675699912
Well i am going to start going to the gym and eating right. Try to stop drinking, don't know if i can though. I know what most girls like but i'm just not any of those things. I also fear if i start getting fit it's just my boring and slightly awkward personality that throws them off.
>>675700213
>skype
>>675699604
i've been in the same situation anon
>know a girl for about 5 years (was a friend of a friend)
>me be 22 kissless virgin
>alcoholic
>random small talk whenever i saw her
>awkward as fuck
>this will never work
but because i was desperate, i remained persistent and after a month or so of actually full on talking to her, we ended up being together for about 3 years. I wouldnt recommend it if you just wanted pussy though, that was a lot of work
>>675700213
Man I do all of that shit and I know she enjoys talking to me.
But thay bitch is just lazy as fuck and it's pissing me off man, I've mentioned this to her once and she was like "I'm sorry for hurting your feelings but I need time to think about what to reply"
Considering we send like BOOKS to eachother.
I can fucking reply within an hour, it just seems lazy to me man. She has time for all this other shit throughout the day but always replies at 1 AM or later. And it sucks because she's too socially awkward to fucking skype.
Just venting my feelings here
>>675700446
You don't have to be boring man!
Learn to be more interesting, look up cute pickup lines and use them on her based on what shes into.
Eg if shes a surgeon use:
"Hey, you remind me of my appendix because i dunno what it is you do, but i think i want to take you out."
>>675696704
That is not sadness. This is not depression. Your life is so good you don't even realize it.
>>675697873
Idk OP, if she's a 9/10 she can find another 10 guys to invite to a party. You have to show your interest before she moves to next target.
Coffee is nice and better than a party because you get two advantages: no other guys to distract her, no other girls to distract her (and eventually be bitching).
>>675701012
>>675700753
All good bro, OP Here i'm a total fucking cuck myself.
When i used to text my ex we got into a thing where she didn't text me sometimes so i just started to call her instead.
Ask her if you can call her sometime and tell her about how much you'd like it.
Or/and when you skype tell her she doesn't have to talk and make it so you both only type so that way her parents or people at her place wont hear and it will make it less awks.
Hope all this helps man.
I bet it fucking sucks.
>>675701233
>>675701012
Sad thing is,
I agree with both of you. It's just i think i fucked up a bit. I just thought i had a chance and i screwed it up.
Or maybe i didn't
Or maybe we're all over thinking it.
If there is one thing i know it's that i'll be okay.
>>675699604
Oh fucking shit fuck, just found she have a boyfriend now i really just feel like dying. Maybe i'm gonna drink until i drop and just hope it kills me.
>>675701500
Thanks man, really. But I've tried that as well. She's reluctant to talk over Skype because she's scared of being "awkward"
Man I don't know, it feels like the walls of text we send eachother are the only means to communicate. I've skyped with her once while playing a game together and we had fun. But something is holding her back.. not too sure what.
Thanks for your input though, man. It made me feel better.
Not very different but i want to share my personal "story"
>be me
>small crush on this new girl
>after about 3 months starting to think that im in love
>1 month later i cant of anything but her
>she sometimes ignores me but i feel like she can like me
>helpless beta
I really want to confess her everything or go normie and ask her out but cant do either
>>675702189
Find a new girl.
>>675701796
>pic
>me
>mfw
>noface
>>675701796
we, or at least I really tend to overthink things. Don't worry about it, it will all be ok in the end, otherwise it's not the end.
>>675698037
>98037â–¶>>675698555 >>675698668 >>675698691 >>675699481 >>675699944
> > be me
Get a job, easy enough, you'll be happier for it. You don't wanna talk to people? Fine. Work in a factory. Work as a cleaner. Work in a warehouse, just get on with your job and go home and make as minimal human contact as possible.
>>675701796
that pic is me. Just kill me now.
>>675702214
>>675702214
anxiety?
>>675702307
I dunno i just keep running into these situations would probably be better to become an hero.
>>675702189
Dude just leave her be, she's not worth it. There are plenty of other chicks that are gonna be wayyy better than her. You jusy haven't met them yet.
Stay strong bro
>>675697655
Just follow up man. She might've seen it and got busy with shit. "Hey I'm interested in that room if it's still available! What would my rent be like?" That simple dude and if she doesn't respond just keep looking
>>675699604
Then get your shit together and do something about it. Wallowing in self pity is wasted time and effort.
This is top fucking feel mate
I want to bang a hot chick, but I always become spaghetti when I talk to one. However I'm really good at talking to ugly/fat girls. Why is this??
>>675702197
Bro you can always come into one of these threads and find me, or a guy like me.
True story, my ex was fucking 15 other guys whilst dating me so trust me i've been thru all of this.
I saved the 4chan comment on my other pc that was from one of these threads that told me how i need to move on ect.
Ask her whats holding her back
If she doesn't let it out
Remind her of how much you like her to make her feel guilty if she is hiding something. Continually be yourself and friendly and part of her world.
Try to find something she likes. Maybe stay up really late and reply straight away at 1 with "Hey can we talk for a bit?"
or something like that to get her to chat normally and maybe,
just maybe she'll miss you more and the next day she'll want to text you back.
Also maybe let her know you don't like the walls of text and prefer actual conversing. careful on how you do this though.
>>675702510
Exaxtly
Im thinking about it all the time and i have noone to share with,which generally helps me
>>675702601
>If there's a will there's a way my friend
Whats with all of us rejected betas being alchocolic?
I saw a feels thread once when I was young. Now they're everywhere. 4chan went and got itself in a big damn hurry.
Moot got me into this halfway house and a job moderating threads at the food & cooking board /ck/. It's hard work. I try to keep up, but my hands hurt most of the time. I don't think Moot likes me very much.
Sometimes after work I go to /pol/ and feed the trolls. I keep thinking Boxxy might show up and say hello, but she never does. I hope wherever she is, she's doing okay and making new friends.
I have trouble sleeping at night. I wake up scared. Sometimes it takes me a while to remember where I am.
Maybe I should post in a ban me thread, so they'd permaban me. I could post nudes while I was at it, sort of like a bonus. But I guess I'm too old for that sort of nonsense anymore. I don't like it here. I'm tired of being afraid all the time. I've decided not to stay.
I doubt they'll kick up any fuss.
Not for an old crook like me.
>>675703073
>True story, my ex was fucking 15 other guys whilst dating me so trust me i've been thru all of this.
ouch anon. I lost my shit when I found my ex flirting with another guy. If I found out she'd been fucking 15 other guys it would've been on the news
I really want to fucking kill myself today but I keep pussying out when I get to the train tracks before jumping in front of the train. Please help fucking kill me /b/. I am fucking suffering
Gotta share my story too.
>be 22
>kissless virgin
>had kinda good childhood, no bigger worries and shit
>studying computer science
>after one year I realized it learns me nothing and I lost all motivation to learn for myself
>never been in relationship
>had noone I could call friend
>now don't even have acquaintance outside of uni and even there I hate most of the people and talk only with something like 3 pals
Everything seems so pointless. I want to find soul mate to share my joys and sorrows with as I think it would be only way to get motivated to do anything with my life. I feel like I no nothing of use in professional life and real life as whole and can't find motivation to change it.
Sunblock didn't protect Steve Irwin from harmful rays ;_;
>>675703491
I drink to put me to sleep. I feel happy when I'm asleep. All other times I'm miserable, so I repeat the process
>>675703804
>>675703594
I didn't want to let people know for obvious reasons, she was a slut and she played me for the idiot that i am and i will never know if anything she ever said to me she meant.
Never.
Last thing she ever said to me was that i was the best guy she'd ever met
But that's okay because there's always more girls.
>>675703594
My friends girlfriend left him after cheating on him.
After 6 months or so he's "over it" and starts seeing another girl. She leaves her phone in his car one day, he see's texts from other guys she's fucking while she's with him.
>mfw this shit doesnt happen to gay guys like me
>>675703804
Go home. People love you.
>>675703073
15 other guys? Jeez man, my situation right now is nothing compared to yours. Really man, how could she do that? .. Wow, I have no words. I'd lose my shit, what a waste of time.
Anyways, thanks a lot dude. Thanks for your thoughts, I'll keep it in mind. I've screenshotted your replies and I'm gonna get to the bottom of this.
Thanks for everything and take care!
>>675703491
I'm just from Poland. It's a norm here.
>>675704299
wrong pic
>>675704299
Damnnnn
>>675703973
(not him)
My girl cheated on me numerous times in the 3 years we've been together. I kept taking her back cause she kept saying that things will change, and because I'm a beta idiot. After like the 7th time she did it was when I had enough and left her (2 weeks ago). We are both miserable and unhappy atm.
I hate her so much, wouldnt be surprised if she's already been fucking someone else
but I miss her just as much too, so many good memories, so much time, all just gone
>>675703914
I'm fucking serious too. I didn't even eat today I can't fucking live with myself. Nothing brings me any fucking joy please help me
>>675704143
No actually noone fucking does. It would make no difference if I was dead. Noone would care, everyone would be fine and this shit world would keep on turning. I just want the lights to go out
>>675703865
OP here,
Look for a uni event
Go to it
make friends with a guy,
Tell him to tell girls you do computer science and you're a fucking genius and you'll do the same for whatever his specialty is.
Easy ice breaker.
Meet loads of new girls.
Add them on facebook
Talk to them when you see them at uni
Tada you have no only a social life but even possible 'choices' of girlfriend.
Dunno if you're fit but if you are girls like that, also be interesting and they'll love having you around them.
>>675704271
She was a slag.
You too! all the best /b/ro!
>>675704674
I am just like you. I feel nothing. I can't get any joy out of anything. I guess shoot yourself if you're in the US otherwise jump of a bridge, in front of a train, drown yourself.
>>675704605
OP here,
My advice is to move on, i've been there.
I wrote pretty much that in a thread and the best advice i ever took was to move on. You can do it, i believe in you /b/ro.
There's plenty of other girls out there!
>>675705095
Can't get a gun and don't know wherected to jump. I keep pussying out with the train. I can't get myself to do it but I don't want to live. God I hate this earth!
>>675704674
>>675705095
OP ere,
Someone does, somewhere someone likes you at least and would attend your funeral.
Find that interest or that hobby, go in the army, make a random new friend, do something you haven't done before.
Because that's the only way you'll get something you've never had before.
>>675704730
I don't want to have pussy. I want to find soul mate and that's kinda unlikely at social events. Also thanks for advice, but it wouldn't work for me because of circumstances I'm in (for example my faculty is outside of campus, so there is no way to meet people outside of my faculty and I hate stupidity of most of them; or I can't lie about my skills and things I'm kinda good at are totally useless in normal human interactions and jobs too)
>>675705327
read
>>675705497
>>675705195
Thanks. I'm still in the initial shock of how all that time has gone to waste. Trying not to dwell on what could've been done to save the relationship. I think just letting go is going to be the hardest part
>>675705497
I've been in the army, I've been to bars, I couldn't find any hobby that really makes me feel anything anymore. I am so depressed that I've even given up on killing myself. I don't even know how I even exist anymore.
>>675705327
Exit bag is what I've seriously considered. Painless and peaceful
>>675699604
I'm in a pretty similar situation except 3 years ahead of you (23). I found though, After I turned 22 I had already passed my final milestone of getting fucked before or at least while I was 21 and my interest in women has since plummeted drastically. I've had a few short relationships, but I find my life has become so busy and most women aren't worth taking time away from doing my own things anymore. I've nearly lost my virginity a couple of times, but I always find myself thinking, if I somehow impregnated this woman I'd be completely trapped for what could be the next 20 years, and then my erection completely fails me. I blame a small part of my situation on feminism, and most of it on my own psychological problems. Anyway, back to you OP; you just gotta decide what you want. If you want to make your fantasies a reality, work on improving yourself (and make sure to be socially active with friends and what not, that's really important). If you just want your love fantasies to go away, just keep plugging away, make yourself busy with lots of work and studies, don't worry about socializing with people cause that won't matter much in the lonely world you're heading towards, and eventually you'll be where I am (I am not by any means saying I am not happy with where I am, I am a very lonely person yes, but I have achieved a lot more than I could have if I had spent my time socializing or building a relationship).
>>675705497
I really just don't even want to. They'll all be just fine without me. There is no reason for me to get out of bed. Nothing can help me escape the shit that I am. I really only desire a quick and painless death for my future but that is impossible to achieve. I am in eternal termoil. Eventually I'll just go crazy enough that I don't care about pain and just make it happen. I wish I could end it before I get to that point
>>675705327
I guess as long as you keep pussing out there is something left in ya that keeps you from doing it.
>>675705564
Dude, you need a social life to get a soul mate. You don't just meet a random girl and she's like "Aye we soul mates now yo, when ya wanna get the ring?"
You need friends, this is how to get them easily enough. Oh okay, Well then get a job if you dont have one and meet new people there, find an event somewhere. Talk to some of your old school friends? Something, to assist you in finding your soul mate becuase you're going to need to be desirable, and having friends will assist you in this.
>>675705659
It is so hard, but you can do it.
>>675696704
>Have money for weed
>no connects
How do I make money /b/?
I have literally no qualifications of value.
No natural skills. All I do is enjoy drawing low quality pictures with my graphics tablet but don't feel like I could ever make money off it.
op is out.
>>675696704
Why have you totally written off the possibility that she was just busy when she read it and forgot you sent it? Just send her a second message but no more than that.
>>675706510
this.
>>675706187
Same here. What's worse is that I can't feel horny without it.
>>675706023
Yeah, I'm aware of it. I joined salsa class and because I used to dance I hit it off kinda good, but it's been 4 weeks since the class have started and I don't know a name of a single girl. It made me think if I forgot how to behave in social situations. Oh, yeah and facebook is totally not my thing.
PRETEND FEELING FAGGOTS
>>675699662
jesus anon, take a hint
>text daily
that's your problem son
talking excessively takes away the substance from the conversation
it makes it dull and boring
i bet you text shit like how much sugar you put into you coffee this morning
although not seeing each other is difficult try to tone down the texting, communication is the key but in moderation
keeping in touch all the time implies you're clingy and not trusting each other as you can't go a day without checking if you're on the same page
I hate the mentality of always wanting more. It's like diving into depression when you know you can't get it. I wish I could just be happy with what I already have.
>>675706311
1. Find a career you might like and that the government don't force you to take long studies.
2. Have an apprenticeship in a business (work for free / experience / mentorship).
You have experience in a job that requires experience!
Then you go speak to someone that knows his shit in finances about "compound interests" or three.
>>675706311
Construction worker.
I'm lousy at greentexting, and drunk as a mofo so this will suck, but anyhows
>be me
>teenager
>one of the "cool kids"
>getting laid, lots of friends, people look up to me
pretty alpha I guess
>meet this 9/10 awesome girl at an afterparty
>we hook up
>started dating
Fast forward 5 years
>still seeing this girl
>pretty sure I'll ask her to marry me once she finish Uni
>we'd have our rough patches as any cpl, even a break a few years back
>fucked another girl during this break
>all of sudden, a friend tells me the other girl claims i raped her
>Everything fucking crumbles
>friends don't want to be seen with me, me and gf eventually break up
>just a few friends stick with me, including this cute, insecure hipster girl I was really good friends with
>hipster girl finally grows enough balls to tell me she's always been in love with me
>we start dating
>my life actually doesnt suck, I feel safe in this relationship
>One night, she drops MDMA and make out with this guy
>Don't make to big a deal of it, she was high and stupid
>it happens again, relativly sober this time
>I freak out, can't trust her anymore.
>just walk out on her, haven't spoken to her since.
>two family members end up in ER, just a month apart
>really close call on one of them
>I suddenly realize I have noone to call, to talk to.
Never been alone before, I don't think I'll ever get used to this.
>>675706592
I don't get the logic here... Is double messaging that big of a faux pas?
>>675703589
that fucking movie
fuck you anon
>>675699662
sauxce
>16
>Math teacher is a shit eating rapist devil fuck
>I have friends that I could take a missle for but most of them are only out for what they can get out of me
>one of my friends is a compulsive liar that always starts social drama
>another friend is basically the type that likes to hear himself talk, and is constantly trying to get my compulsive liar friend to break up with his gf because why not
>another friend is a weeaboo fuck that never makes any god damn sense
>I have others, but am too lazy to list them
>im at the point where I can't decide if I should be glad to have friends or just sever them from my life completely and live as an outcast
>I want to leave this cesspool of a school but then i'd be sacrificing my entire social life
>mfw
>>675707119
It depends. In this case, making up a bogus reason to write to her about something else would be the smartest thing to do. If she has forgotten, she will remember then
>>675705973
It's only a fear of pain
>>675707114
From my experience, you can never get used to being alone.
>>675707256
>Brooks Was Here
Pic related
>>675703589
what is that a pic of?
>>675696704
learn from your mistake and move on. dont beat yourself up over it.
next time dont hesitate to say yes. you can always drop it later
>>675707526
I can't help you with that. I could tell you how to kill yourself, but I can't make the fear go away. Sorry Anon..
>>675696704
OP, by any chance do you go to Macquarie or UTS?
>>675705833
>>675708581
I have almost no money and no car. I can't make one
bumpit
>>675709019
No sorry anon i don't
ttt
>>675707267
I was in a similar situation once. talk to other people outside your group. compulsive liars dont get better in my experience. they just get worse.
stick with it. better days are ahead if you keep friendly, nice and sociable.
>>675696704
DID SHE DIED FOR OUR SINS?
Remember Tay
>on feels thread
>realize how most stories involve a girl
>tfw kissless virgin
>tfw you realize these stories will never have happened to you
>tfw you're hopeless
>tfw pretending doesn't help anymore
>tfw there's no point
>tfw you can count the amount of people that care on one hand
I have no reason to live. Everything I was taught to want as a kid is either illusory or unattainable.
>>675710397
Read this
>>675704730
>>675710397
whats your story?
since everyone's sharing stories
>be me, 16
>had a crush on this girl since i was, like, 7
>we are friends for a while now, a few years really
>finally confess everything
>we start dating
>date for a year and a half
>eventually we break up
>she moves on
fast forward 4 years
>still can't stop thinking about her
end me.
>>675710991
get her pregnant. then she will be stuck with you or a single mom.
or an abortion
>>675710397
I don't even know if I relate to this I guess im so used to being alone that the idea of change disgusts me now
>>675711563
thanks for great advice, anon, will do
