Things you want to get off your chest thread.
Drop that baggage off here. You don't need to carry it anymore.
Buddy and I went to a house party where we didn't know anyone. Kid throwing the party had a 12yo sister who got fucked up on Jell-O shots and got double-teamed by two guys who police could never identify...
>>675574188
Losing the use of my legs to neuropathy was probably karma for being a shitty person. I hate myself.
>>675575730
Why do you think you're a shitty person?
>>675576081
I can't motivate myself to be productive.
>>675575730
DNP?
When I was 12 I ate my second cousin's pussy to orgasm. She sucked me off a little. It's been 12 years and I still fap to the thought of fucking her and eating her pussy and I'm married. I love my wife though, deeply.
I am so tired of working with women, they are so pety and unproductive, can't believe the same woman gets to keep leaving work early because her period hurts too much.
>>675576195
GBS actually
>>675576174
I feel you there, brother.
As much as I love my girlfriend, I can't stand listening to all of the bullshit and petty drama. It's taking a toll on how I am emotionally, and I really just don't want to be with her when she rants on about some bullshit that doesn't pertain to me.
>>675574188
I don't even know how to feel anymore. It's mostly regret of not telling her how I felt and now I see her with someone else.
My life is fine, but I'm too stuck in my comfort zone to try and aim for something more. I feel like I'm not really making the most of this life...
I cucked someone, hard.
I feel sicked by people. Worst of all I work at these huge amusement parks in the state of FL and i have to deal with so many fucking people. I have never in my life felt so alone being surrounded by so many fucking idiots, it pays okay, but Im just so fucking sick of people. Just wanna find 1 good GF and never make any frinds at all or have to talk to anyone ever again.
>>675577648
Sounds like me
I'm doing alright, on the surface. I make good money. But I'm utterly alone. My last real relationship was seven years ago. I don't really care about anyone anymore. So I'm slowly destroying myself because it's what I deserve.
>>675576226
I know that feel, Im >>675577892
Im doing my job, the best way I can right, all the male bosses give no fucks and are actually quite nice. then there are fucking female supervisors, old fucking women, some in their 40s 50s. FFS! Its like they hate staying quiet in harmony, and have to fuck with me! doesnt happen all the time, but my gosh, why are women this way? No wonder these motherfuckers need feminism!
>>675577892
>>675574188
I like to think of myself as a nonviolent guy but I often find myself wanting to inflict painful death on OPs who are faggots and don't start and it's killing me.
>>675574188
, my future is always on my mind. I want to be successful. But fucking college and finances are fucking brutal. I just dropped the luggage here for all of you
I think my friend is getting raped right now and I don't know where she is and I'm having an anxiety attack
My bf and I are planning on eloping but I feel like it's not gonna happen because everytime we plan something, it never happens. We're both terrible planners.
>>675578636
You know, I needed that chuckle today. Thanks.
I have no friends and I used to be okay with it and it never bothered me but lately I've been wanting to go out more and do things instead of just staying locked in my house but the lack of friends makes going out lonely.
>>675574188
Leaving someone behind. I had to do it to this girl because she was too much of a burden. I often think back when she was trying her best to get my attention, my only response to her was don't worry about me. It hurt but I did it.
>>675578993
Literally me
>>675578993
I know that feels
This is me>>675578455
I don't know what the fuck I am gonna do for work. I feel I am not good at anything. I did bridge construction for 5months my boss was a prick and made me feel worthless. Then goes on to say how I was a really good worker after I left. Life is gay.
>>675574188
I think about ways to kill myself everyday then do scientific calculations to see if my body will allow me. I also think about killing/raping my friends and family and if I can actually do it.
>>675574188
I want to stop smoking everyday so I can get productive and get my shit done, but then everything stresses me out so I smoke, then I get even more stressed out. It's a vicious cycle
I fantasize about having a threesome with my best friend and his gf. I have never been with anyone and I'm moving in with them this fall to go to the same school as them. I'm pretty sure they won't be on board with the idea and I'm terrified I'll come on too strong and sour the friendship.
>>675579301
Make up a lie about why you left and use him as a reference
>>675579301
You're not supposed to play games at work unless it's your job
>>675579661
You and my bf are the same. He's a walking stress, so, he'd smoke to calm his nerves.. Smoking leads to drinking. Viscous cycle indeed.
my uncle is very close to killing himself, he has schizophrenia. my mom is trying to get him to a therapist. my grandma is cancelling appointments for him, setting him up with a neurologist? and just generally believing shes a doctor. and doesnt believe hes got a problem. all at the expense of my uncles life
>>675575490
>tfw you where one of the men
wake up from your twisted reality.
I always want to do stuff but when the opportunity arises I just say no. I don't no why and I hate myself for it, I miss out on so much for doing it. Also starting to feel signs of depression and just feel like a shitty person in general even though I know people like me and enjoy being around me.
>>675579839
He was my uncle boss. And he actually died of cancer 2 weeks ago so I can't use him as a reference.
i made some backyard napalm and tested it in the desert since southwestfag and it got on some baby coyotes, i didn't know what to do so i just kinda froze and had to watch.
>>675580049
fuck
>>675580351
I can relate to this. I'm trying to go out more and do things instead of passing up on opportunities.
Used to be a hardcore, autistic neckbeard. Pretty sure I'm kind of aspergersy. Didn't get laid til I was 24.
>>675580479
Sucks. Well just make up a resume and get people you know to pretend to be past supervisors. Vandalay fucking Industries
>>675579842
I was never on my phone. And I had 1 15min break in a 12hr day. I actually stopped playing video games while I had a job. Worked for 21 days straight and had 2 and a half days at home.
I shot a guy in self defense (he was inside my house at midnight)
it happened a good while ago but i can't forget him screaming and then moaning while hes trying to stop the bleeding while we wait for cops to arrive. i just had do sit right near him, i talked to him, asked him why did he do it, he just kept moaning. he died before the cops got there (like 5-7 mins, i shot him in the chest) i felt very empty and couldnt sleep for a week straight.
>>675579976
glad to know I'm not the only one
>>675580775
I have a foreman I worked with that could vouch for me.
>>675580831
While it is grim, you did what you had to do to protect yourself.
I don't love you, and I don't want our autistic child anywhere near me, I just want to have gay sex for hours with my best friend and be free again.
>>675580351
>Also starting to feel signs of depression and just feel like a shitty person in general
Sorry anon but you already have depression. The sooner you realize it the sooner you can start digging yourself out.
Let me ask you, have you ever felt like you were just existing? Not living, but you just simply are?
>>675580888
Not at all. He's been trying to quit but it's really hard for him. I want to stop him but beer makes him happy. I like seeing him happy. Sober him is a walking stress.
>>675580955
There's always a way. But it doesn't always help. I said it above, I have a good job, good money and still want to destroy myself. So I am. Slowly.
>>675581166
And these are the third goddamn dubs I've got in this thread
>>675580831
you were fully in the right anon.
don't feel bad.
I had to watch all of my great-grandfather's possessions, even some he got in WW2, be pawned off by his daughter (my aunt) and since his son didn't have POA, nor did anyone else, we couldn't do anything.
I still feel really bad about it and wish I could've changed something, even 5 years later.
>>675580888
how rude nobody complemented your trips.
nice trips bro
>>675574188
Current gf of 1.5 years is great, but I have to break up with her and it tears me up inside. She loves me so much...
When I was 7 I placed my baby sister on her stomach during the night to make her stop crying. When I woke up I heard my parents crying and screaming at each other. They got a divorce a few weeks later and I never told anyone about it.
>>675581890
Why do you have to break up?
I can't get over my ex and check her Instagram almost daily, seeing her happy still makes me smile a bit.
Why are women allowed to vote? They're fucking stupid and overemotional and thus are unable to reach logical conclusions.
Just got done talking to my 60 year old dad about why I don't have a GF and why I am in general a real asshole to be around. he told me about how it was when he was a kid and how he had to pinch pennies to survive everyday. Then goes on about his 3 houses, his 69 firebird and how come I don't have the same luck he did finding work at my age. The thing that bothers me is even though he had a rough childhood, his life growing up at my age was heaven. He and other people his age don't realize how great their economy or quality of life was back then and it really peeves me off. Sure they complain about our work ethic and for for a while I believed his point of view but no longer. Just because our generation seems unmotivated compared to theirs doesn't mean we have lost something that they had, it means we are cautious and unwilling to dive head first into any situation that could cause financial loss. Back when he was my age he was fired 3 times in one year. He would just lie on his resume and get hired because his bosses trusted him. Nowadays you do that shit and you end up in prison or worse. He once told someone he could drive a crane and with no prior experience, they gave him the job. To him that's "doing what you have to do" to me, that's FRAUD.
Want to know why it's harder to get work nowadays, because GenX took advantage of a system of trust set forth by their fathers and others. Now, they do a thorough background check on you and I couldn't be happier. My father, the proud owner of a sportscar, 3 houses, 2 SUV's and a molehill of forged and fraudulent resumes that helped him get where he is today.
He also taught me fighting was wrong but once beat up a hobo for a case of beer. What a hero
>>675581991
you kill your sister?
>>675582018
Because I want other girls and I dont feel the same way about her. Ive cheated on her already and she deserves better. But holy shit she tries so hard and she really is devoted to me
>>675582299
I didn't mean too. She threw up and choked on her own vomit. She was only a few months old at the time.
>>675574188
I am the one holding myself back from reaching my goals.
>>675582330
It's better to break up with her now than her finding out about your unfaithfulness.
>>675582330
oh god i know that feel so hard anon ive been in that boat
>>675582404
Oh, man.. I have a 6-year-old child. I can't imagine the guilt you have inside you.. Are you alright, though?
>>675582404
thats fucking hard to tell
sorry bro
>>675578834
Stop planning shit then dummy. Call him now, go to the court house now. Post pics of consummation afterwards.
>>675582819
Don't we need rings? Or could we just get the rings later?
>>675582560
pretty sure 75% of this board can relate.
gonna greentext this baggage
>few years ago
>into guns, still am
>friend shows an interest, I take him shooting, stuff like that, show him the ropes
>he buys a cheap shotgun and we have fun for a few weeks shooting clays
>one weekend, call him to go out
>no answer, very unlike him
>try again
>fuckfuckfuck
>keep trying, eventually call the cops to his house
>blew his fucking brains out with the shotgun
>no note
I practically taught my best friend how to fucking kill himself.
>>675581991
>>675582404
That's tough anon, you're gonna have to live with that. You didn't do it with malicious intent so keep that in mind.
>>675582658
I know... but that doesn't make it any easier. Thanks for the confirmation
>>675582697
How did she react when you called it off? Did you regret it? Did you find someone better? Guide me anon
>>675582948
What state are you in?
Usually you need photo ID and birth certificate or social security card, the court fee ( bring like $200, depends on County though) and you may need a witness. If you don't have one they'll grab a desk clerk or some intern to witness the ceremony. Takes an hour or two.
>>675582708
It was a long time ago and I don't feel any guilt inside since I was so young. I do occasionally have nightmares of the morning after.
>>675583058
I just had a girl pull this shit on me with a friend of mine a few days ago. I wouldn't have felt betrayed if she just told me that it wasn't working between us once she felt that way.
>>675582948
Rings aren't a requirement though
AoC is 16 here mind you.
Im a 26 year old guy and I miss my 17 year old fuck buddy. Shes studying for exams now and we haven't been able to see each other since the end of January, I am afraid that when her exams do end at the end of this month that the stress would have killed her passion for seeing me. We don't talk as often anymore and while she has bouts of rapid reply to texts or Whatsapp it can often go hours or even a whole day(s) before I can hear back from her.
On top of this I am fucking sick of the job hunt process and I just want it to end already. Said fuck buddy lives a reasonable distance away for me and i secretly hope that I can get a permanent position on the side of the city closer to her, so that we can more easily see each other even during times she is more busy. The month of time we were together and having sex around 2 or 3 times a week was some of the most fun i've ever had with another person.
I find myself comparing every potential girl my own age to her (shes into the same stuff as me, cute, charming and pretty physically flawless to me, easily the most attractive girl Ive ever been with), i don't really want a serious relationship with a girl my own age because having fun with her is just so much more satisfying thanks to what I consider the most honest and powerful emotional connection Ive ever had outside of a very specific girl in another city (who is for all intents and purposes, a soulmate of unmatched quality).
Everything would be so much better if i could just get work closer to her side of the city and perhaps start to actually date her with a little more intensity, have her come over to study at my place after school regularly while i do my work so we can spend time together and fuck like rabbits before I send her on her way.
I want to just believe that all the problems are just because of her intense schedule at this time, but i really don't want to go back to seeing the jaded cunts who are more 'appropriate' to my age.
>>675583391
Toronto. We probably go to Walmart to get a couple of cheap rings and then get drunk.. And then get married the next day because hangover makes us a couple emo fucks.
>>675583004
Jesus anon, I'm sorry.
Don't blame yourself though, you were just trying to show one of your friends a good hobby. You couldn't have known.
>>675583485
Oh, no? Sweet!
>>675577302
I had the same problem and it nearly drove me insane. I don't know if there are better ways to handle it other than just ending it
>>675583478
I know I feel like a shitbag
>>675583058
Not him but broke up with a girl i had been with for four years who always contacted me first she was deeply devoted to me, if you honestly feel like you can do better go for it but expect to feel like shit and expect your respect for love as an emotion to dwindle hard.
>>675583723
yeah, I know that.
but going with him and everything, going shooting.
it felt so good, it was the happiest I was in a while.
having a friend who liked another major hobby of mine, awesome!
and then it's all gone.
still kinda in a slump since then, feels like mlife has gone to shit.
>>675583656
You have to tell her anon, there's no way either of you can make a choice without all your cards on the table. Was this "fuckbuddy" situation mutual? Or was it to her a dating thing?
>>675583697
Do it. I'll have a drink here for you tonight. Best of luck, and God speed you crazy canucks!
http://www1.toronto.ca/wps/portal/contentonly?vgnextoid=8095fe581b7ff310VgnVCM10000071d60f89RCRD
It's been nearly a decade now, and I still wake in the night from dreams of her. I can't even be bothered to go through the motions of a relationship with anyone else anymore. It's hollow.
I feel imense regret for giving my gf hpv. I didn't know I had it and we only found out during a pap test because she's pregnant.
She doesn't show that cares and told me "I'm not a lepper and it doesn't matter."
I feel awful, she's just a good person and I feel like I'm not good enough, but we love each other deeply.
I need to show my love for her more often.
>>675583697
amerifag here.
if you love each other that much, fuck rings, fuck the family.
just get married.
shit, one of my best friends was really poor when he got married so he welded his wife up a little metal ring.
godspeed and I hope you guys the best.
I feel like I've grown too independent and now I am lonely. I have my dream car, dream house, and I love my job. 24, single and no kids. But I can't seem to get a partner. I've had previous relationships and they were just awful. Drug addict/cheater , alcoholic/bipolar, abusive. I'm really good at wanting somebody who doesn't want me back.
I developed feelings for someone who was just supposed to be a booty call. I just wish I could be good enough for him to want to have a relationship with me. I just wish I could want someone who wants me just as much. I feel like I'm cursed. I've thought about just settling for someone who has feelings for me but I don't have feelings for them. I always thought you weren't supposed to settle but at this point I'm just so lonely it's painful.
>>675583996
Ive only really been in love once. Every other girl I said I loved I was manipulating emotionally
>>675583058
She was devastated. Then she wasn't. Then she tried to forget me. It wasn't close to 1.5 years though. Still she was super into me and I was chasing some slut that I shouldn't have been. I'm glad I did it because she deserves better than me. I regret it a little now mainly because I'm single and she was really hot, but that's okay. Life goes on.
>>675584177
Thanks, anon! I'd invite you to have a drink with us but you're way over there.
I've been alone for awhile, and I fear I fell somewhat in love with this chick at my new job, we became good friends, and I fear she just doesn't see me in that way, and I'll get hurt when she goes for someone else...I try not to think about it, as in it's out of my control, and we weren't anything to begin with so no harm no foul...but shit ya know, where's the pat on the back for the lil guy... maybe I'm just a huge cunt...
I have the potential for a life of happiness sitting right in my lap. I'm a very functional person on my own, precise and directed. That is not to say that humans aren't social creatures; A bad social life can really break you. I feel as if I've finally found that person that I've been working toward since I first realized that marriages fail. I'm really terrified because if I fuck this up, I will not know how to continue.
I killed my best friend because of an argument we had in the car, so I ran into a telegraph pole and killed him...
>>675584454
Thanks man.
I robbed a house of about 1000 dollars and all their drugs, worth about another 2000. Had the opportunity because she was going to stay with her sister in the hospital for a week during her heart transplant. TFW shes on facebook talking about dont know if i can handle any more, bitch you about too, all your expensive shits gone and the rest is broken
I shot a man in reno...
>>675584390
I know. We're not getting younger. What's the point of being in a relationship if you don't want to spend the rest of your life with that person? Some time next week. Shitty weather this week.
>>675584390
Thank you, by the way.
>>675584849
Lol u cunt.
>>675584402
you're not too independent, you're too big of a target.
those people, I bet all of them were leeches.
and it makes sense. someone with a nice house, nice job, nice car, well they would be great for a druggie needing money.
as for the finding someone thing.. I assume you're gay and well, 4chan is known for traps and gays so you're in the right place.
good luck anon.
>>675584009
It's not your fault, anon. You will be okay. He's in a better place.
>>675584615
My wife and I eloped 5 years ago, drop of a dime and we never regretted it. Spontaneity is the spices of life.
Cheers!
>>675584834
Just do what you feel is right. Also try not to overthink it. It you don't think she's the one then she is not the one. For her to be the one you have to know and she has to know that you two are bound by soul.
>>675574188
Just shagged my ex
I haven't felt this shitty in a while. Also I think she just fucked me to get back at her current BF.
She's also turned into a mean person since we dated. Like, ragging on me in the middle of pillow talk because I'm a man - child who doesn't want to be an adult yet.
Feels bad
But got laid, unlike you fags
I love my girlfriend deeply, but I have no impulse control. One of my friends is a grade-A cocktease and flirts with me a lot and always sexts or sends dirty pictures. I egg her on out of desire to fap. I feel like a dick, but I can't just ditch the tease; we've been friends for years.
>>675575730
How did you lose them to Neuropathy? How long did it take etc?
We had a pitbull when I was 14, and one time I took him to the park and I let the leash go for a moment, and then watched as he killed a daschund that was on the park. No one saw it.
>>675585139
But my inner douchebag shines through and I like having pussy always available. That's just me being selfish
>>675574188
I have a "friend" who I just can't stand anymore. Some of it is personal, but it's mostly that I just don't get along with him well enough to consider him a friend. Not much in common, and then a few personal things on top of it.
He still calls me one of his best friends. I never invite him to things one on one (Unless if it's a group thing) or hang out with him. I can tell it irritates him, but it's better than just being honest with him, because then he'd try to make the rest of our friends pick a side. I've already been told by two of our friends that he feels constantly in competition with me (I honestly don't know why) and that's what the personal reasons are, is because of that, he just constantly tries to rub any little good thing in his life in my face. Or says a shitty thing. It doesn't personally hurt my feelings because I don't really care about the guy, but it's annoying because it's like "I know you're specifically saying that just to be a dick. Fucking cut it out."
>>675581890
Yeah, since you already cheated you have to. hope you learned your lesson
I told my ex of 6 months ago 2 weeks ago I still love her. Still dating her current guy [of 2 months] and hasnt shown any signs of wanting to come my way, shes just compalinging about him and waiting to see if he fucks up as bad as me and then might come back. but i cant take it anymore. im gonna ask her to make a decision on friday. crying everyday since last week. the days are fucking torture.
I have a solid career, education, house, wife, daughter, car
I'm so unhappy all the time
I have no friends because I'm terrible at making/keeping them
I don't want to exist most of the time, but I can't bear for my little girl to get fucked up because daddy offed himself
I really want to suck a Dick. Just a dick, until it cums in my mouth. then I swallow. I hate men though, and am not sexually attracted to anything masculine.
>>675584402
The strongest relationships are those you build, anon. You don't have to have deep passionate love for someone at first for it to work. A lot of arranged marriages in the U.S. were found to be just as happy, if not happier than those who got married based on love-at-first-sight. Like anything in life, you've always got to settle on something or someone that suits you best, and if that means having to build a relationship from the ground up, then give it a shot.
>>675579661
Bruvh, use your vice to your own advantage.
Once you get your shit done, burn one.
Use it as a reward mechanism.
I've been doing this for a while woth good results.
I smoke less and i get more done.
>>675585249
FOR THE LOVE OF GOD DONT TALK TO HER ANYMORE ANON PLEASE IF NOTHING ELSE LISTEN TO ME
im begging you anon listen to me
>>675585239
I've done that. Turned out bad because she thought it meant we want to be together again.
>>675585101
I prefer eloping than a fancy wedding. I hate the attention. Also, being a trans-kike, I told him to not get a ring. Save the money for grocery.
Made my girlfriend hate me so she would break up with me. Apparently don't have it in me to do it myself, but I do have it in me to be an asshole. Though, she was never really supportive and put me down for a lot of things. Belittling. Now I can focus on what I really want. I also am in love with this lesbian. Which is stupid, but hey, can't control that.
>>675584947
Just to watch him die, eh?
>>675585420
if you're of the female sex then i'll do that for you
>>675584808
I can only pray for you, anon. May God have mercy on your soul.
The girl I was dating most of last year was nice, I was the first person she dated actually
shes dating someone else now and she seems a lot happier with him than with me, I think they're in love or something
I'm happy for them, I dont actually really give a fuck really
something just kinda bothers me knowing someone wasnt as happy with me as they are now
I'm learning to be independent and shit
i know if i let shit like this bother me too much im never gonna be happy
it just peeves me that shes suddenly way more comfortable with him now
maybe shes just learning how relationships work
also theres ladybugs everywhere in my house
>>675585067
No these relationships were before I had everything put together. lol I'm not gay either. femanon reporting in.
>>675585626
Male sorry
>>675585420
pretty sure they make dildos that do that.
>>675585407
you ever considered throwing a block party or something?
might meet some people or just be able to ride that high of happiness for a bit.
>>675579661
Deep breaths anon. Thats why people think that smoking calms you, but in reality its just deep brearhs. Try some breathing exercises when you feel nervous.
>>675585444
Listening, anon. Did something similar happen to you?
>>675574188
first time i had "sex" the condom was too tight and I couldnt get hard half the time, didnt even nut just peaced and went back to school
>>675582404
No. She choked on my fat dick as I raped her and cucked your father who just watched and wanked.
Its been a year and me and my girlfriend haven't even fucked yet yeah sure we got to 2nd base but God fucking dammit all she does is blue ball me and tease me when she doesn't even want to fuck me
>>675585420
Find a trap, /b/ is full of them
>>675585737
A block party actually sounds like a good idea
Thanks for the suggestion
>>675585088
Dude he's in hell.. He killed himself. That's the worst place
>>675585676
ha, sorry for the assumption.
well now that you have your shit together, should be pretty easy to get a good man.
protip: we like women with their shit together.
good luck.
>>675585887
more than happy to help.
>>675585737
I want a real dick with real cum. Wish I knew a hot Tgirl
I over analyse things and it fucks me up and gives me social anxiety.
Only good thing about it is i can read peoples intentions with a pretty accurate degree of success.
>>675585407
>>>675585407
>you ever considered throwing a block party or something?
>might meet some people or just be able to ride that high of happiness for a bit.
What he said. Block parties are a great way to meet people and mingle.
>>675585817
try different ones
or use use a trashbag
>>675585381
Ive been there with one of my exs. I know it hurts that shes so important to you but youre basically nothing to her. I got past it and now I post her pics here all the time (so maybe I guess not completely past it) enjoy
>>675584689
ask her on a date. Make sure to call it a "date". get answer to what she feels before you start caring too much, or else you are FUCKED.
>>675574188
I fapped in my church bathroom. I was mormon
>>675586022
a friend of mine tried to make a condom out of a ziploc and a few rubber bands over his dick.
it didn't work.
his son's nickname is zippy and he will never know why.
>>675574188
Cara.. Eu só sei que putaria pra mulher é só posição maluca, toma na toma na toma na xota, toma na toma na toma na bunda, toma na xota, toma na bunda. Fico feliz de poder tirar esse peso das minhas costas.
>>675585907
I like to believe there's room for forgiveness. He bad his demons, but the powers that be may yet forgive.
>>675585768
Yes. But I can walk you through it logically as well.
So theres someone who loves you. You get sex, you get love, you get to cuddle. All these amazing things that come with relationships, yet one text from some other bitch who never wants anything more that a rise out of you and you want to disregard everything about being in a relationship. I get it, cheating is an amazing rush in the moment, but I promise you it is only that. A moment. As compared to someone wo will stand by you and help you and love you just because she wants to make you happy. The best part of relationships is that they aren't just a moment. I promise you anon if you don't cheat you will be curious, but at least you won't be feeling the most heart wrenching regret.
>>675586291
Hahahahaha that reminds me of my friends in Amsterdam. I visited them a couple of years ago. I was gonna use their saran wrap to cover a leftover food. She said, "don't use that! That's our emergency condom.."
>>675585817
Same here anon
>>675577329
Tell her the truth. Just tell her you "need to get something off your chest" and that it's been bothering you for awhile. Then tell her how you feel
I want to die
>>675586473
???????
In 10th grade i broke into my friends house while he was on vacation with his parents. His mom was on heavy medication because she had serous brain cancer that was getting worse and is why they went on vacation before it got too bad. I took all the meds i could find and hungout with him when he got back and pretended to be surprised when he told me the window was broken and meds were gone. The funny part is his parents thought he told a friend to break in while they were gone to steal the meds for him.
I'm currently taking a shit upstairs while my awesome, loving, supportive girlfriend who cooks and cleans the house, is ERPing with at least one guy she knows on WoW. She will likely atay up all night and morning doing so, and while I'm usually okay with ERP fucking around in relationships, it is bothering me because 1) I'm not getting any sexy roleplay and 2) she should be geting in bed with me to sleep.
I'm not usually a jealous person, and I am not worried that shes going to cheat or anything, but I can't shake feeling sick about it right now.
>>675578825
Why the fuck are you on 4chan then?!?! Call the police already
>>675586176
I KNOW RIGHT...Like...I already feel kinda fucked, because she's spending a LOT of time with this other guy, who coincidentally became a really good mate of mine before her and I started hanging...so it's awks as fuck in my mind...and I feel she'll end up with him anyway...seeing as she already goes to his house and sht a lot...he said nothings happened, and doesnt know I like her so there'd be no reason to lie...but...who knows...fucken fuck...so hard to find a decent girl, and when i do, theyre not for me haha funny joke right...
>married young (20) because horny US Marine fucking ex gf on vacation
>raised by hardcore Christian aunt
>did not know this prior to marriage
>expected me to fall in line with her beliefs
>Humanism is my calling
>Teach son and daughter about science and how to arrive at own conclusions
>hates me for it
>mfw I'll divorce her and keep custody once I get hired after graduation
>>675586266
ive never been one to do weird shit but i jerked it in the high school bathroom
i couldnt get off so i had to think about the fat mexican supervisors tiddies
i did it in the disabled stall and wiped the cum off with some papers i had since there was no toilet paper there
am i going to hell
I miss this girl.. I had to move out and i never had a chance to say what i feel to her. Yes, this faggot is me.
>>675579976
>he'd smoke to calm his nerves.. Smoking leads to drinking. Viscous cycle indeed.
Stop being a bitch?
>>675586904
We all are
>>675580351
Take chances, and try new things. Remain headstrong, and don't do anything TOO crazy or extreme. Just have fun. That little voice in your head knows what's best. Trust it
>>675586176
and like I care about her so much, like I've helped her through some tough sht and such...but maybe she just sees me as that...a friend to help...and she's a really affectionate person so I get these mixed signals from her, like she'll be all over me in a sense, then be somewhat distant...it's really playing on my emotions man...she's like the biggest tease without even knowing it
>>675586038
Thanks, /b/ro
2nd girl ever been in love with, last love was 12 years ago, so shit is rough
>>675586832
>hello yes police i'd like to report a rape in progress
>where
>I don't know
>click
you're fucking retarded.
>>675586839
fuck yeah, man!
more free thinkers.
jesus, you're the only non-retarded marine I've ever heard.
>>675584434
Are you me?
>>675586543
I'll do that, anon. You're right. I gotta ditch the bitch.
>>675586744
Sou brasileiro gringo filho da puta xia ae cuzao
>>675585429
You make a very interesting point... I never thought about it that way. But I do feel guilty when I'm dating someone I don't have feelings for. Like I don't know if the feelings will ever grow so I just stop talking to them.
thanks anon
>>675585649
it happened so fast, I just jerked the wheel and in an instant we both smashed our heads, except he died and I survived. I just wish I died right there and then before it happened....
>>675574188
every social interaciton i have is a game of strategy
my girlfriend is now obsessed with blowjobs
>>675586720
We all do.
>>675587142
Maybe
>>675586808
nigger, go the fuck downstairs and tell her how you feel now.
Half of the anons on this thread are talking about bad shit they coulda fixed/not regretted if they just stood up and said what the fuck they felt. dont be another fucking statistic.
I have anxiety and depression.
not tumblrina style, it's Dr diagnosed and shit, I even take prozac to help me out.
problem is, I don't do anything anymore.
"hey anon, wanna go and take the ATVs out?"
"nah we can do it next weekend"
every single time.
if I don't take the medication I'm sad and anxious but if I do take it, I become a human rock.
what the fuck do I do?
>>675587119
When did you get off the leash, faggot?
Why the fuck are you pushing someone away that cares about you? You keep in touch with those other assholes and all they wanted was pussy because they thought you were an easy lay.
>>675585817
Same story here.
I feel like I'd be much happier if I lived my life in solitude. I just want to get a nice easy job and live my life by myself away from other people's baggage. I'm currently in a great relationship and doing well for myself but I still feel alone. I've been thinking of just leaving early one morning and never coming back.
My entire self-worth is based mostlt on a GPA which is already doomed with respects to getting me into a Canadian medical or dental school. Fuck me I don't want to have to move to a different country.
>>675583004
It's not your fault
>>675586808
>ERPing in WOW
>People still play wow
>People still erp
Dont worry OP i dont think shes getting any dick and your not getting any pussy, you cant beat em join em i reccomend going horde plenty of easy chicks in there to erp
>>675587475
Try another meds. My new one makes me sleepy all the time.
>>675587517
nah, not a devildog.
gonna go army airborne, cause fuck my joints.
but I have talked to quite a few jarheads and you seem to be the only one with a braincell or two.
>>675587463
And go back on my usual stance regarding these things? To be totally fair, were it me with the hot ERP going on I would be totally okay with it. In fact Ive been in that situation with an ex, who was originally okay with it and then did a 180 and it ruined us. We have a great relationship and I don't want to fuck that up
>>675587171
phew
thank you anon
>>675579565
You need help if thats true.
>>675586808
Whats her wow name? Email it to me and I'll RP with her and find out everything and tell you
>>675587239
Maybe you'll meet again. I hope you can apologize to him someday. But no matter what, I'm sure things will be okay on the other side.
>>675587475
Why would you be depressed in the first place? Tell me anon
>>675587268
>every social interaciton i have is a game of strategy
same im autist though so its far more difficult but the problem allows me to say shit no one else could due to my brutal honesty
>>675574188
I go to a college where I don't have a single friend.
>>675582255
The baby boom generation are a bunch op hypocrites, nothing new here
They are also the ones who destroyed the environment and, in Europe, the ones who thaught it was a good idea to bring immigrants in for lower end jobs.
I'm planning to kill myself next week.. And I'll take my loved with me. I want his company everywhere I go. I know my family will be ruined, but I just can't handle it no more.
>>675585471
Ya, I know.
I fucked up, now she's going to want to shag again. Bright side, she is now capable of orgasm, so sex is better than shit teir.
Goddamm, she's gotten vicious. She used to be so sweet, I don't know what happened. I remember barebacking her when we used to be a thing and condoms are so shit.
She was ragging on me in my bed, my dick still in her, about how I'm an unmotivated retard and how my only redeeming quality is that I'm good in bed.
>>675587816
Then talk to her about it. Ask if there's something you can do to slice things up for her. Don't let this grow worse.
>>675587708
tried that some, I think the med was called tripzopan or something, I forget.
acted more like benadryl for me.
>>675587859
I feel like I'm a failure.
I once was the top of the class, the best in the pack.
but now I dropped.
F's and D's in all my classes, ugly as sin and decently antisocial.
fuck, I couldn't even be born right.
I'm always a 3rd wheel and all of this is making me more of a beta.
I don't know what to do.
>>675587073
Have you dated other girls but not been in love?
>>675574188
I love my gf but, holy fucking shit. The petty bullshit she has is taking a toll on me emotionally and mentally.
She hates certain people so much yet still hangs out with them. Then bitches to me about how awful they are and that she doesn't know why she even associates with them.
I just wish she'd stfu for one day in her life.
>>675587577
Talk to her. Take a small vacation alone and see how you feel.
>>675588006
Same here.
A while ago I went through a short period (about a month) where I looked at child model photographs. Never sought out CP, but still. I got rid of it all shortly after but I still have residual guilt about it that eats me alive inside. I have a special hatred for pedophiles now. I hate that I ever looked.
I refuse to believe I'm a psychopath. These thoughts bother me every night.
>>675587817
Thank YOU.
>>675576174
That doesn't mean you're shitty, so long as you aren't actively detracting from the life of someone else in your apathy, then by all means, be apathetic.
>>675587475
you start living and start doing shit. its the only way out
>>675576421
What's gbs?
>>675587739
I'm actually a vet working with an Army HELO vet lol Yeah Mike's joints are fucked. Unless you come from a broke ass ($ wise not fam) I suggest you get a bachelor's and go officer.
>>675588058
We have a great sex life and it isn't really a problem. We both met tbrpugh wow and RPing, so this is just a natural thing that we both do/have enjoyed. This is the first time I've been jealous over this and I can't fully explain why.
>>675587816
yeah.... then just ask yourself why its makes you sick" jealous, fear..considering your 1st post, aint easy to figure out
>>675577302
Ive been there. The girl I was with would nag, and bitch, and moan over the smallest shit and make a huge deal out of it. I loved her too so I put up with it, but I was so unhappy at the end and by that time I figured out what kind of selfish, unfaithful bitch she really was.
>>675588292
what makes you fear you're a psychopath? if the notion of being a psychopath bothers you, chances are you aren't a psychopath.
>>675588035
wait take me with you
>>675586473
That's not taking it outta your chest if you cypher it
>>675588325
in that case youre welcome
>>675588133
Class grades don't mean shit, anon. What matters is what makes you happy, in the long run. You can change things. Even if they aren't what you expected, it can get you by.
Dont give up.
>>675586904
I have no idea. But I literally jerked it in gods house. Prolly to some anthropomorphic pony, but I can't remember I think that killed all religion for me because I don't really believe in god anymore... But there's more
>>675588485
Whatever.. It's fine by me
When I was 12 I got really messed up on jello shooters and got double teamed by two guys at my brothers party.
All I want is to fucking kill myself. I want to do it tomorrow as quickly as fucking possible. I'm going to lay my head on the part of the train track the wheel rests on if I can't think of a better method asap
>>675588035
If you have someone to live for why die? Doesn't make much sense. There's no company in death I can promise you that.
People think i'm really anxious and i'm glad they do, but I actually have no emotions. I'm slowly losing the ability to control myself in any situation. I haven't talked to any of my friends in months.
>>675587859
Take the meds and shoot up a school faggot.
>>675588035
Don't take him. If you want to go, it's your demons to face. He doesn't deserve to go with you. Talk to him. Let him know you need him. Get help.
His life is not yours to take.
>>675588160
yeah, between 6-ten between the 2 loves, and a few fuck buddies
>>675588334
yeah but see, I try something new and I get out, I tend to not like it and hermit back up again until I try something new, and it repeats.
>>675588370
no, fuck that shit.
either gonna be a pog and go 91B or go 12B because blowing shit up is fun.
>>675588666
satan trips.. youre changing anon.
I go to church every sunday, nenn going to church since i was two. I've been a licensed preacher since i was 16 and a licensed minister since i was 18. Despite all this I can hardly remember the time i truly feared and revered God. I no longer preacher and minister for my own faith, fame or money. I do it for the faith if others. I guess what i want ti get off my chest is that I'm an agnostic atheist at this point in my life.
>>675588806
then find something you do like. don't assume that all because some. you just havent found your niche yet
>>675588380
Well, maybe you like her more than you think. Sit her down, talk it out. TThat or just show her more affection than usual.
>>675588639
Mosquito bites or gtfo
Blessed are all these white knights on this thread. By far one of the best threads I been!
>>675588133
Hmm okay. If you accomplish something good like those grades, or those sweet dubs you got there, you gotta make yourself feel proud and accomplishes. I'm studying it&business now and always get the highest grades for every test and always feel great about it. It makes you feel secure about your abilities, like you've worked hard for it, so try to score good again. As for your "uglyness", try to take good care of yourself, people like someone thats taling good care of themselves. Shower, shave if needed, clean your face and try to get rid of acne(had to do this myself), and try to find a haircut that suits you very nicely.
Explain the third weel thing to me more anon
>>675589037
this
>>675588644
I wouldn't. It isn't worth the suffering. You can persevere, anon. I believe in you. I want you to do well, but this is not the answer.
>>675588639
Greentext story???
>>675589037
Thanks. I need to, I just don't know how to go about it. I wake up for work in 5 hours and im wide awake about it.
>>675589016
somewhat have, 2 things really.
I love to go shooting and I love guns, but poor as fuck.
I also love doing offroading and stuff, but getting a proper setup that won't kill me when I drive up a sand dune is really expensive, and again, poorfag.
all I can do right is post on a retarded frog website and jerk off.
fucking kill me already.
I'm horribly depressed. When I was 12 my parents hatred for eachother spilled over and I woke to find my drunk mother attempting to come into my locked room and my father's blood on the walls. Long story short I'm an unemployed NEET who still lives with my mom. She's felt bad in her part of the divorce for years now and I still resent her for taking away my childhood optimism. I think about suicide daily as a way out of this fucked world. Sorry for the block of text, I just needed someone to hear it.
>>675589210
I have nothing to live for. Life is user shit and I just want to shut it all off forever. That is the only bliss to me
>>675587941
Please tell me more
I kinda feel this way too
Am I autistic?
>>675588867
kek so you just capitalize on other people's gullibility
>nice
>>675589270
Do it now. Maybe make a pot of coffee and just deal with the tiredness tomorrow. Do it while it's fresh in your mind.
>>675588276
>is a pedo
>has special hatred for pedos
I'm alone in this world.
>>675589315
age? also try meeting people. making other people happy is the only thing that keeps me from doing something absolutely terrible. i literally live for others
>>675589107
well, for the third wheel thing.
let's say my friends are gonna have a little get together party thing, right?
I'm the last invited, every time.
or they just fucking forget.
they just call me when they need someone to get them somewhere or snacks since I want to be nice and have a good rapport, but I'm afraid I'm just their bitch now.
I've known these guys for years so I feel really bad ditching them but it almost seems right at this point.
>>675588806
Bruh it's peacetime military. Trust me only spec ops gets to do anything in times like these. Unless you plan on flying war machines (or drones).
>>675588276
Sorry buddy this is how the reconditioning usually starts your hate stems from fear not for them but for your feelings the pictures bring you, your in a stage of grief i know it sounds hard to believe but you cant close pandoras box id recommend telling no one about this except here.
>>675589541
Gonna need more context than that /b/ro, its an overpopulated world, how are you alone?
My uncle who helped raise me died suddenly a few days ago.
I can still see his face and smile as he watched us play as kids. How he took care of us when our parents were fighting, at work, or asleep. I can still gear his voice in my head.
But, I feel nothing. At the news I just said "huh." And carried on with life.
I feel so guilty. I just can't feel anything anymore but, sadness and I've become numb to it...
I'm a fucking monster.
>>675589443
It feels that way, but you never know what you'll miss. Believe me. I was once in your shoes. The difference is that I failed, but I'm glad I did.
It does get better, as cliché as it sounds. There's more to life than you yet realize. You may need to rethink what you want and how to get it, but there's much work left to be done, anon.
A tiny part of me wants to see trump elected just so I can mock his supporters when he fucks the country and them.
>>675589232
>Got on 4chan one night
>Thread about stories on our chests
>Read first reply
>Make a joke about being said person
>two retards believe me
>write greentext story because newfag asked.
there's the sum.
>>675589505
The gifs are nice
I'm going downstairs. I don't know how it'll turn out, but I'll tell her that I cant sleep because something is bothering me, and play it from there. Thanks anon.
>>675588867
You'll feel differently once the first paycheck comes in, they all do.
Sometimes i feel like i want to kill people for no good reason. Ijust want to let loose and destroy everything and everyone
>>675589435
Your parents are not you. You are not them. You never will be.
Things will get better.
>>675589503
No, that's not it. I only make enough from that to cover gas costs to and from the venue. Nothing more. These are places where the offerings bring in thousands. I go to the places to help others along the way. I thought about doing that though. Wrestled with it for a while.
>>675589665
I go to a shitty university, have a shitty job, no friends, no gf, nothing to look forward to in life.
>>675589665
>overpopulated world
>everybody in the world can fit inside Jacksonville
Kek
>>675587268
Hahaha top kek the master strategist.
>>675589435
Ever try reaching out to father?
>>675589435
dont blame yourself for your parents issues with each other
>>675586720
I'd hug you if I could and probably suck your dick
>>675585862
SAUCEEEEEEEEEEEEEE NOW
I gave my wife herpes
>>675589683
was like that when my uncle died too, he was like a 2nd father and really cultivated my interest in cars and engineering.
for a few weeks I was like that.
then it all came back at once, and I just fucking broke down and cried like a baby.
don't put up the tough guy facade.
let it all out, man. trust me.
>>675587268
>>675587941
I feel this, sometimes I worry that people will catch on that I am just playing a game but I doubt it also
>>675589541
Trap, grill, or faggot?
>>675589765
Good luck, and Godspeed. One more gif for the road!
>>675574188
I like lots of things about our relationship but all of the house and kids bullshit is weighing me down and I cheat whenever I can with any woman that will do the nasty stuff you won't.
>>675589815
BOO fucking HOO
You spoiled brat. You don't know shit about suffering. Get your shit together.
>>675589802
mother of god, he actually exists!
>>675589683
Nah you're a scientist in the making. Slug it out faggot, the world doesn't pity the likes of you.
>>675589707
I just don't want anything. All I can do is sleep forever. I only want to do it quickly
Hey /b/ros, I need some help. About a month ago I finally scored. This beautiful girl of my dreams basically threw herself at me. For 4 years we had just been friends. Around 2 weeks ago she told me that she really liked me but wanted to slow down. We stopped sending pics back and forth. At this point I was desperate to see her again. I called her up and asked if she wanted to come over. She agreed. That night was one of the best nights i've ever had. Anons, im telling you, it was beautiful. We watched fucking Good Will Hunting and cuddled. That's enough for me. Because of what she told me about the whole "Take it slow" thing, I didn't try anything. 3 days later shes upset. She tells me "Why didnt you kiss me?" I tell her that it was because I respected her decision of taking things slow. Yesterday she told me that she feels like its not going to work out. She wants to be friends again but told me "I really do love you and I want to be with you, Its just that I dont want to ruin our previous friendly relationship." Today we hung out. I really felt that she was regretting what she said. What do?
I can't get over my ex, even when she left me 4-5 times for other guys. We were together 1 year and 1 month and 13 days, and in that time I saw her just 18 times. Yes, it was a long-distance relationship. I miss her a lot and I stalk her everyday, but she's about to reach 1 year with her new boyfriend, she dumped me to go with him.
>>675588185
I hear ya, the only way I ever stopped that shit was calling her out on it and suggesting she was two faced. She got mad but then had a real think about what she was doing and how shitty it made her as a person.
It's a risk but it's better than carrying that shit around, you'll end up hating her anyway.
>>675589653
>but you cant close pandoras box
Man, reading that gave me actual chills. I guess you're right though. I've talked to my shrink about it briefly. I would never bring it up to other people.
>>675589744
You could've just said
>I'm a lying faggot that doesn't understand the perks of anonymity
I've always been a good guy, and I have a great girlfriend whom I've dated for 2 years. I have a great group of friends who I have know for more than 10 years, and I have a pretty alright life. I've never been one to have a pretty penny, but I've made it through my life living okay. I have what I need and keep myself entertained with my friends and gf. But for some reason, ever since I was 16.. I can't stop thinking of murder. I can't stop thinking of killing someone, just taking someone's life. I don't know why, I know I have issues talking about my problems, but I don't see any problems in my life right now. I need help.
>>675588035
That's some selfish shit anon...you aren't fucking special to make that decision...
>>675579301
People are fickle this is the problem with the younger generation. Just put up with boss shit, they are supposed to rib you thats how you fit in. I suppose its better that he blowing you after the first week and then the rest of ya colleagues hate you.
>>675590335
If you're dead set on it, then go the helium route. Give yourself something painless. But I think you're better than that. I want you to be okay and really think about it. Things can get better, you just have to slog through hell to get there.
>>675590356
You want honesty?
Slap her ass while maintaining a confident look.
If she stares at you right after, grab her by the waist and kiss her.
tl;dr she thinks you're a pussy
>>675589935
He had to leave as soon as possible and I don't blame him. My mom was and is psychotic whenever they interact and to this day I can't tell who did what wrong that night, honestly I don't care anymore.
>>675589937
>>675589805
I know that, having a divorce wasn't the problem, my mother was jailed for 3 days after that and I suspect my father attempted to kill himself after moving to Texas. He said he only moved there to find a house and then send the divorce papers to her but I just don't know.
>>675589714
We'll see about that.
>>675590511
how old are you now?
>>675589802
Marine special ops, MARSOC if you can make the cut.
>>675590356
>she regretted what she said
then calm the fuck down. shes as happy and scared as you
>>675587119
You ever heard of positioning on phones? That shit is done all the time and very easily.
>>675576081
Because his legs don't work... Duh
>>675589983
Thanks man. It's just hard, y'know?
Even drunk he was always nice to us kids. Hell, he treated us better than our own father.
I'm gonna miss him so much. I hate that I'll be missing his funeral. But, the military doesn't give a shit unless it's immediate family.
>>675574188
Please i fucking need someone right now. I failed at my directing course at properly getting the actors to feel during each sentence of the scene.
Even tho I came up with my own story idea and the characters background, i just stumbled on page 2 as i explained "i want u to feel emotional and depressed cos u got cancer and ur ex left u pregnant".
I explained all this to the actors but teacher said I did not do enough with using adjectives and that the teacher cut in too many times and actors did too asking me more about their emotion.
I failed and the teacher failed me but demands I come next week with a different story and try again.
I cannot do this. I cannot go thru making up a whole new story to see it fail because i didnt give enough direction.
My parents are paying 4 this course and my mother wants to see me pass and i am in the pre production of a short film that am in a group with.
I am a shy person and cannot fully put things into sentence form and act prepared when talking to people in publix.
I would rather kill myseld than face seeing me fail again with using the wrong adjectives and sentence structure.
I wanted to die when i was at the front of the class cos u have no idea how scared and nervous i was.
I just cannot face doing it again please god please just do not make me do this again please help me..
I know i sound fucking pathetic but u have no idea the stress and how hard it is when teacher screams at u for not talking correctly.
>>675589592
Well if thats really true then try letting go of them slowly. After you have improved on your anxiety and depression try to find new friends that suit your new lifestyle a little better, maybe do sports or some other activities. Remember to feel good and proud when you accomplish certain stuff, what else would be the point of it? Also forgot to mention in previous post that new clothes that you like might also help in confidence and such. Try talking to people and try to socialize, this doesnt have to go good at your first attempt, this takes practice. Like try to make goals: step1=starting conversations, step2=actually figure out what the fuck to say, step3=make a "new" you, practice to express yourself and people will find you interesting, which results in WANTING to hang out with you, step4=speaks for itself but you'll be done here and you'll be interesting and enjoying the talks you'll have with people.
I get it, you're very very anxious but try to make lil baby steps to progres.
>>675589805
This...took me a long time to accept this
>>675590539
I don't think I can afford it and don't even have a car so I'm not even sure how I could get it. I'm not better than anything. I just want all this shit to be over. I hate this world I just want to be fucking gone
>>675590062
We all play the game faggots. Some are just better than others.
>>675590772
>I am a shy person and cannot fully put things into sentence form and act prepared when talking to people in publix.
Then why do you want to be a director?
I don't know where to go to college this fall.
I can go to UF, but I'd have to graduate within two years since they'd consider me a transfer student (graduating HS with over 60 credits) or FSU, where I could go for the full 4 years and have the traditional freshman experience.
What do??I come from a really sheltered and repressive ultra-religious household, so I wanna branch off and party in college. Not sure if the whole graduating within 2 years thing would damage that opportunity.
>>675590475
There's better women out there, /b/ro. You can do better. You will do better!
>>675590643
19.
>>675590729
>I felt that she was regretting
You're not helping him anon. She wants her man to take some initiative.
>>675590751
aha, military.
that's why.
they hardened you, your mind is tempered steel when it comes to fucked up shit, you feel nothing.
let's just hope that breakdown doesn't come in combat.
yeah man, I know it's hard.
>>675590832
holy shit, something I can actually quantify and work towards and isn't just "how does that make you feel"
this is great, man.
better than my shrink ever has done for me.
I think I might finally get my shit together.
>>675590475
>long distance relationship
>1+year boyfriend
Nigga wut???
I was a very calm chilled person until my father died last year since then everything is out of control dont get support from family i cant get my shit together im hungry no money and everyday feels like i have to run but i really dont have the power anymore
>>675590772
*hug* you don't belong with those assholes....find something else
>>675591049
I thought i was capable of but i am not. Also this course isnt just directing but editing too which i like.
I have put myself in the lowest form possible in my life as i wish for thursday to not happen.. i cannot quite unless i run away from home cos my mother wouldnt want that BUT i am stuck with passing this
i'm 20 and moved in with my girlfriend a year ago. we share a room and sleep in the same bed. she broke up with me a week ago. i don't have any friends around here so i'm always stuck at our apartment. we still sleep in the same bed and it fucking sucks. she's way hotter than me too and can easily fuck other guys and holds it over my head. i have to live here for 2 more months before i can move out
>>675590910
You don't know that yet. Some people don't realize their potential until the right opportunity comes along. You could be the one to change the world you hate.
