new feels thread?
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new feels thread?
Gladly oblige
Well not so much gladly
>empathetically oblige
>>675205913
>tfw you drove her away
>tfw she was definitely the one
Sad Rilakkuma is sad :(
Does it ever get better anons?
Help me out /b/, so there's this girl, she's my cousin's best friend, we met at a thanksgiving party, actually one of my parties, and I found her pretty cute and she found me funny and flattering. Anyways, couple weeks later I ask her out to the movies and she accepted my "offer". We kissed, held hands, shit like that. We both like each other, or at least I like her, I say this because at another one of my parties my cousin brought her to, I took her to the store to buy something real quick. I held her hand and she resisted and said "I don't like you, leave me alone." I told her I was going to be right back, and I left for 15-30 minutes thinking about what she said.One night I start asking her questions like, does she really like me, and she says she really likes me, like a lot, but she's emotionally detached and she wouldnt want to do that to me, she said it exactly like that. I don't know what to do. She ignores my messages, barely speak to her. I don't know /b/, I think ending it all is better, just so I can stop dealing with shit like this all the fucking time.
>>675207242
0/10
>pasta
>alone practically my whole life
>pet cat of 11 years dies two weeks before my birthday
>slip into the deepest depression ever
>two weeks pass
>itsmybirthday.jpeg
>mother surprises me with a new cat
>mfw i got everything i wanted for my birthday
>except the updog
This is for the girl who wouldn't say she liked me in return. Fuck you Mary! I can do better.
>>675207390
not a copypasta
>>675207441
what's updog?
>>675207607
not much
>>675207441
What's an updog?
Glad to hear everything worked out in the end
>>675205913
When I'm sad I listen to the best buttrock I got and I turn back into a man
You guys should try it
>>675207441
What's updog???
>>675207675
huh?
>>675208015
not much
>>675206749
I'm not sure if I drove her away, or if she was never interested. But yes, I know that feel, anon. I know when you look back days, weeks, months later and realize that yes, she was your other half.
https://youtu.be/zA5h6YYcIEQ
Heartless human beings is it?
No, that's not what they are.
These people aren't as heartless as you may think.
They have emotions and brilliant minds of their own.
Some less than others.
Like you or I.
The only difference is.
They see the world for what it is.
A dark decrepit place of pain and torture.
You choose to see it as a beautiful place of wonder.
Some people here never leave, they never choose to believe in the lies again.
Some people leave and never come back, they just found something else to cling onto.
Some people who do come back are even more hollow than when they left.
Me?
I'm here because I'm waiting.
Waiting for someone to come along and see through my lies.
Waiting for somebody to come along and tell me "You are not okay."
Waiting for something to come along and take me away from here.
But until then, here I stay
Laughing at 9/11 and all the other horrible tragedies of the world.
These people aren't heartless, they're just dead inside.
Just like you and I.
Welcome to 4chan.
Enjoy your complimentary feels.
>>675208537
Faggy words
>>675208236
Holy fuck, that is an amazing reason to lift. Not the "lol sick gains brah!" or "Get mad pussy brah!", but for a bro.
this picture right here changed my life
>>675207918
sheeeeiiit. a-almost got me there anon
>>675207918
...fuck
>>675205913
Goddamned roommate's gf is over AGAIN tonight. Fuck. Does this bitch ever leave? Does she have her own dorm!? Damn. I really wanted a full night's sleep tonight, too.
I think they do this shit on purpose.
>Feel: Frustration
>In mental hospital
>visiting hours
>"Someone's here to see you anon!"
>Walk in and my sister is just standing there staring at me
>she looks at the band on my arm and breaks down crying
>I go to hug her and she says something I thought people only said in cartoons and movies or something
>"I changed your diapers"
>she collapses in my arms and I stay silent holding her for a few minutes
I wish I wasn't so fucking dumb man
>>675207441
You sneaky motherfucker
>>675208096
Moron
Does anyone have any quotes or things that would relate to this? I honestly could care less about myself. If I was homeless or if I was king of the world I still would just have no care about what happened to me. With that though, I deeply care for others and like to form deep relationships. I like the idea of give your burdens for me to carry so you can be happy. I often think of joining the military because of this but I know I need to be here at college. Can anyone else relate to this? Or have anything that does?
>>675209968
Im the same way Anon
>>675205913
>>675209723
>That guy waiting for someone at 3:30pm
Any lurkers here tonight that have something they want to get off their chest?
>>675210217
It's like I would do anything to help someone else out but if I have to do the same thing just for myself I just don't care because I don't care about myself to motivate myself to do it
>>675207918
This got me yo
I'm just gonna share this with you fags. So I met this half Swedish half Chinese girl who was adopted into a Muslim family. Prettiest girl I've ever seen. Amazing. Smart. Sexy. She was perfect.
Well I got together with her. I was her first boyfriend. I was her first kiss, first fuck, first everything. 2 years in. We never had any arguments and we were going strong. She was the one folks. 3 weeks ago her dad found her a guy to marry. It's her brother. This is to ensure his money doesn't go to outsiders. In Muslim law, if you're adopted you're allowed to marry your brother since you're not of their blood. Fucked up.
She told me. She cried and cried and cried. Gave me the longest hug known to mankind. I was broken. She made me promise to always be by her side and I'm willing to keep that promise. We see each other everyday since we're in the same uni.
Sometimes she'll just hold my hand out of the blue. Or she would just hug me for no reason at all. I break each time she does that. We both that we're the one for each other but we can't do shit.
This is when I realised even if you find the one for you, doesn't mean you'll spend your life with them. It's a fact that shows life can be total shit at times. I don't think I'll ever get over her completely. I'm not depressed now and I'm going on dates with other girls but man lemme tell you something, I'm never gonna be myself ever again.
Oh well. Shit happens.
>>675210955
I hope some do I want to hear these
Dumping 911-bro
>>675210997
exactly
>>675210955
I would, but I feel I've told my story too many times. I've bored people with it because I'm not a writer. I think I'm happy just to let others post for now.
>>675211174
I had a blast last night with the girl of my dreams....Then I woke up to find out it was really a dream. Life is hard /b/ I hope I get a better life soon.
>>675208099
You goddam sly bastard
>>675207918
This doesn't bother me anymore. Have I made it? There is no crush, no name. I don't want women. Am I free?
>>675207918
This hit me hard. Saved
On spring break. No drivers license, no one to hang out with and no where to go. Fun stuff.
>>675210955
I dont know if I love her, or i just love the idea of being in love, and its tearing me apart.
>>675211245
>thinking your shadow banned but nobody gives a shit
>>675207139
Nope, life is like a druggie, he can go to rehab and get better and go cold turkey, but in the end, he'll rebound and just get worse, and maybe clean himself up a bit, but just rebound again, this'll go on in a loop until he OD's or loses the will to live anymore
>>675208537
>>675211676
I had the same problem. after a couple of years i realized it was the later
>>675210955
I don't know. I'm really tired right now so I'm probably not going to be very verbose and well-spoken.
I'm at a point right now where I have to make some important decisions. I'm thinking about (heavily considering) dropping out of university.
This doesn't seem like a huge deal on the surface, but I've been stressing out this whole semester because it will affect the people I know, and I truly hate to be one to let people down. I'm just that kind of person.
>>675207242
Dude, who knows what the matter was. Clearly she changed her mind for some reason, maybe she felt bad for kissing you when you're related to her friend, maybe your cousin got mad at her, maybe she found someone else. Whatever the reason, you dealt with it entirely the wrong way. If she says that she likes you, but is too detached for you, you may have come on too intense and controlling right off the bat and scared her. I know you weebs think it's romantic to fall in love at first sight forever and always, but she might be more comfortable with a lighter kind of scenario.
>>675211781
I see what you did there
How badly did I blow it, /b/?
Yes, I know I was a beta faggot. I'm just asking if this is still a salvageable situation.
We used to do drugs together and stay up late on facetime having virtual sex and whatnot, she led me on so hard but shes a whore anyways so fuck that bitch.. but she threw away my sweater so i hate her even more.
>>675205913
>love girl
>give her gifts daily
>compliment her constantly
>make every effort to spend time with her
>dating for 4 months
>she dumps me
>hear her excitedly tell her friends she "finally did it"
>they all celebrate
>i've never seen her so happy
>her best friend tells me she hates me
>calls me creepy and a loser
I shouldve known no one could ever love me.
>>675212355
Horribly anon. You can't let out your feelings like to a woman, especially over facebook.
She wants to remain friends with you because she senses no strength in you, you do not come off as a person who can provide for her or protect her, just another needy guy who is feeling feelings for her.
I don't say this to be critical, I say this because I did something very similar, and it wrecked the fuck out of me.
Believe me with 100% certainty when I say, anon, that girls do not like the "nice" guy or emotional guy. She wants the strong man, the man that can provide and protect. You don't have to be douchmaster flex or Chad Thundercock to do that. Simply know yourself, and present yourself confidently and girls will be attracted to that. Let your emotions out like a pussy nu-male and girls will only want to be friends with you because they literally see you on the same level as they see their other girl friends, not somebody to be respected.
Got one
>be me
>be 7th or 8th grade, can't remember
>school sends busses to pick kids up
>usually sit alone, since i'm a kissless virgin
>beautiful girl decides to sit next to me one day
>don't bother because she only sat there because there were probably no other seats
>plot twist, she actually decides to make conversation
>imagine mfw
>we actually become pretty good friends on the bus rides
Cont?
>>675213238
always cont
>be me
>manbearpig
>pic related
Im sick of all these fucking needles and tests with nobody to hold my hand through it all. I cant even move on after her. I haven't even tried. Why would anyone even want to be with someone who has a life span expectancy of half of theirs. I don't want to inflict my pathetic existance onto someone who could potentially love me. Slowly dying alone with a medical condition fucking sucks. But whatever, atleast I got to feel what it was like to be normal for the few years she put up with me.
>>675213173
...... Fuck. There goes the only thing I thought I had going for me.
>>675213399
Bear with me, as I can't remember some of the finer details
>one day she grabs my phone
>don't object
>she enters her phone number
>secretly shocked, but decide not to show it
>fast forward just a few months
>by this point she's contacted me for just about every problem she's had
>schoolwork, relationship advice (ironic, right?) You name it.
>She says to me "Anon, whatever you do, never change... ok?"
>of course I agree
>at the end of the week all contact ceased.
Cont?
Medication is working.
Turns out people are more willing to turn the other cheek since I'm basically useless and they have more important shit to worry about, which is a great relief, gives me time to read and draw and other bs.
Everything's even coming to me easier now, being more proactive about solutions and managing to be effective with cruelty when the moment suits.
I love it.
I just want a gf now, not to sate some ferocious internal void, just someone to love on and play with and call my own.
Even if I don't though it's still okay, I'm patient.
That's it.
>>675207575
This reminds me of that /fit/ thread where the guy could lift a tree off of his brother, so everytime he dead lifts, he pretends that he is lifting the tree off of his brother.
>>675208096
Updog is kind of like Bofa.
>>675211693
I see you
>>675213982
Don't beat yourself up too much over it anon. It will pass with time.
And I can say very confidently that what you are feeling towards her is not love, rather strong infatuation.
Do you know her well? Do you know anything about her personally? and I mean on a meaningful level, not stuff like her favorite color or book.
Otherwise it's impossible for you to love her. You cannot love somebody of which you know nothing to little about. Hardest lesson I learned from the girl who rejected me (I did so many stupid things, I was deserving of that).
It's ok anon. Feel bad now, get it over with and it will pass. But for your future knowledge know this.
Focus not on getting the girl of your dream. Focus first on improving yourself, whether through fitness or knowledge or both. Better yourself as a man, become a man who knows himself and knows what he stands for, a man who can provide and protect, and women will be attracted to that.
Women will Never ever be attracted to this modern image of a "male", no matter how much the advertisements claim otherwise.
>>675214631
bofa deez nuts
>>675212958
WHY DID I READ THIS
>>675214175
cont
>>675214768
Well then. Off to /fit/ I go.
>>675214553
Nvm it's been posted
>>675207675
i see wat u did there
Yesterday I went over to my paternal grandparents house and they all morphed into dragons spiraling kooky abstractions of the infinite.
It was impossible to follow their conversation without appropriating the material to some celestial narrative that has been intersecting my life in key intervals, and I hate that this persists despite me striving to alter my conception of events.
It's not fun being paranoid of your own blood and inadvertently lashing out at them when your threat detector is swiveling off the charts.
>>675215861
sorry you had to experience that Anon
>>675207918
this one always made me cry
This is a habit of mine now, I suppose. I'm posting this image in every feels thread I see, so that hopefully I can help others. I'm here to listen to the tales of woe from all of you. After all, if I can still feel myself die a little inside, I know something's still there.
The last one
>>675216069
Thanks man.
>>675211021
Got me
>>675216488
This one fucking killed me
>>675216824
same thats why its always the last one i post
>>675209019
Thanks for posting my story, anon
>>675211021
Lost it
>>675216222
scumbag cheater. Deserved it.
No mercy or sympathy for adultery.
>>675211096
That was pretty sad bruv
>>675211021
FFFFFOOOOUUUUAAAAWWWKKKKK
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>>675218280
>>675217568
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>>675216984
>>675216824
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>>675216542
>>675216488
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>>675216145
tired of being sad
i need music to get mad to
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xHgZOMQQTDA
Anybody here have something they feel the need to get off their chest tonight?
>>675211021
Am I the only one that hopes the other driver lived? That he goes through every single day remember how badly he fucked up?
>>675205913
>>675209039
Jesus mother fucking Christ, man.
Fucking everyone needs to fucking read this shit, holy hell.
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