Does anyone else like imagining female qt soldiers getting shot and killed in combat?
I don't know what exactly it is, it's not really a sexual thing cause I don't get a boner from it but I really enjoy thinking about female soldiers dying. Particularly the noises they would make and their helpless cries of pain.
I remember being a kid and not liking to watch death scenes in movies because they gave me a boner. Now they don't and I don't really care. But when, for example, I played Half Life 2 and one of the female rebels got shot in the head and died I kind of liked it. Later on I would line up female citizens in Garrys Mod and shoot them or have them shot by powerful combine soldiers just to hear their moans of pain.
This wasn't enough so I started looking for movies with a lot of female soldeirs dying in them but I couldn't find many. As a result I play female characters in games just to hear the noises they make when they get hurt or die.
I dunno what it is. I used to imagine being a soldier when I was a little kid while masturbating fruitlessly because I didn't know how to fap, so I am wondering if that fucked up my sexuality somehow.
Does anyone else share these feels? They give me an odd satisfaction. i watched the Hatred trailer where the woman has a gun stuck in her mouth and she begs for mercy and for some reason I really enjoyed it. I don't know how to explain it. I don't hate women and would never do anything like this, are there any other vidya or movies you would recommend for this kind of thing?
>>675163296
my god, I didn't think this was actually a thing for anyone but me. I don't want to talk about it because people will think I'm an edge lord supreme but you must be me.
>>675164353
Did you have the same kind of shit when you were a kid? I am trying to figure out where these feelings came from.
>>675165048
Yea. As early as I can remember really.
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>>675164353
Future psycho killers assemble
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>>675163296
please don't ever leave your basement
>>675163296
Pretty sure you are a fucking psycho.
>>675165393
Im not psycho, fuck off faggot.
>>675165392
Weird. I wonder if it comes from some instrict to be sexually dominant and a helpless woman turns us on. I don't know what it is. It's weird af but I can't pretend I don't enjoy it.
I remember imagining lord of the rings battles had had female elves instead and they were getting mowed down by crossbows and the bodies piling up. I was 13.
I would consider therapy but honestly I don't need to be on a list the rest of my life and spend 200 dollars for something that isn't really a problem.
>>675166028
I don't live in a basement and I leave it all the time. What's wrong?
Tfw you realize the amount of legit psychopaths that congregate on /b/
>>675163296
I don't feel comfortable knowing you are out there somewhere. Please stay inside your hole. Don't. Come. Out.
>>675166099
>Im not psycho
you clearly are
>>675163296
you'd make a great field officer to lead an all female assault battalion
>>675166099
You are a fucking bag of fruit loops m8.
i, for one, would like to hear more about this fetish.
>>675166099
At least you don't watch snuff....right?
>>675166099
I really hope it's just an obscure fetish. I would never act on it, but feeling sexual pleasure from seeing a woman get shot or killed just can't be good. Plus it's hard as hell to find good material on it.
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>>675166059
Jesus Christ all this reddit.
>>675166465
Okay give me a secnod I can explain more.
>>675166465
Seconded. Is it just the noises or the fact they're dying? Not to be cliché but how's your relationship with your momma, OP?
I don't give a fuck about this unless you have pics.
>>675166650
True. That's why I was asking for movies that had that in them.
>>675166643
No. And I don't really jack off to it. It doesn't erally give me a sexual satisfaction, I just ... enjoy thinking about it.
Yes I understand it's fucked up but please don't call me a psycho and make me feel bad about it. I want to figure this out so I know why i have this enjoyment.
>>675166864
I think a coupel times I drew shit like this but I don't have it scanned in and I'm pretty sure I destroyed the pictures.
>>675166661
Everyone has their dark inner fantasies.
At least you're not a pedo like some of the fuckfaces on /b/.
>>675166977
>destroyed the pictures
You're not supposed to show them to your classmates you fucking retard
>>675166798
Okay. I still live with her. I want to move out but I still need to finish CC and get some shit degree so I can get out of their hair.
> Is it just the noises or the fact they're dying?
It's a bit of both. It's like the sadness of it gets to me but in an enjoyable way. And the moment that I realize they can't be saved and it's too late for them no matter what I do.
I had several scenes like this in my writing when female characters got shot and the main character tried to save them while they bled out. I won't ever go back to writing it because I was 15 and sucked at writing but it was like 80% of the female characters got killed in some way or another.
>>675166977
So...not a fetish, just a hang-up. I used to have those as well. Pretty sure it'll wear off with time or when you find something better.
>>675167048
Yeah but this has been happening since I was little.
Pic related gave me a boner hwen I saw it in a book about WWII. I am not joking or making this up to be edgy. Later that went away and after I awakened sexually I began to have these thoughts as I described in the OP.
I swear to god this is not a troll.
>>675163296
looks like mommy never gave you the attention you so desired.
>>675167633
theres a few pics of polish partisans getting hanged in ww2, you might wanna take a look at those
>female partisans of course
>>675167633
more edgy than the blade I slit my wrists with
>>675167611
well, sometimes I get a boner from it, and when I was 13 or 14 I didn't have any porn so that was what I would masturbate to. I remember I would masturbate to some illustration in one of my Dungeons and Dragons books of a woman getting shot with an arrow and bleeding everywhere, like one of hte female warriors.
I dunno, I don't really do it anymore, but the feelings are still there.
>>675168220
Is that your mom looking over your shoulder OP?
>>675168111
Don't slit your wrists idiot. My friend has scars from when she did that shit. I know you're being sarcastic but still.
>>675167693
Nah not really a problem.
>>675168071
Not quite my thing, but thanks. I did look. I guess it's more of a shooting / knife thing. I like imagining the lead going "thunk" when it pierces their soft ivory flesh. Or when they gasp and start spitting up blood when they are about to die.
>>675168440
She's not even home faggot. I'm 20, I get the house to myself quite a lot.
>>675163296
I put UT into gender-select mode and shot up a bunch of bimbos.
Strange feeling. Not sure if I like.
>>675168636
Not home? How the fuck do you eat you fat faggot
>>675168816
What is UT?
>>675169150
I cook food. I'm not completely helpless imbecile.
>>675163296
You're gonna love playing Tomb Raider then
>>675169180
Interesting cause for some reason it's russian / white chicks that I think about the most with this. Just how innocent they look and how the ravages of war rips them apart.
I don't know why I have these fucked up thoughts. It's a weird cerebral enjoyment, almost like that ASMR shit, when I imagine it. Especialyl if they are in the cold and alone and mortally wounded so they have to drag themselves along trying to not to freeze to death. And then some sniper spots them and takes his time linig up the shot because he knows she can't really get away.
I'm probably on a list now but whatever it feels good to get this off my chest.
spiderman thread naow?
>>675169208
>I'm not completely helpless imbecile.
Good. Don't forget it has to put the lotion in the basket.
>>675169744
what the fuck are you on about now?
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>>675169686
No.
>>675170100
fuck you, spiderman thread now.
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>>675163296
Check out Bizarre Battles.
guess what guys, you can buy full auto weapons on the deep web, just make sure to have firefox amd proxy on
>>675169987
>goddamn airforce
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>>675170273
Fuck off, it's never anything new, spiderman threads are always the same 50 images posted in a slightly different order. I laughed my ass off at them years ago but they aren't that funny anymore.
>>675170379
Will do thanks anon.
>>675170470
Or you can go somewhere and rent them and shoot them about as much as you would anyway. Or just start a business and get a Class III license.
get into guro. 2d is never as fucked up as 3d.
>>675163296
sounds like you're on the path to kill a bitch
seek help when it gets to that
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>>675170593
or pay $200 and get them legally
>mfw
>>675170660
wasnt there a guro board on 4chan?
>>675170749
I would never do that. I have never wanted to actually kill women.
>>675170862
Where the fuck can you get a full auto weapon for 200 bucks? Africa? Dude even cheap semi autos are at least 200, a semi-auto AR is like 500 to 1000+
As long as the bitch can shoot straight, talk shit, and fight, i really dont give a fuck. But if she cant hold her own or carry her own weight, then gtfo bitch!
>>675171121
You can get a used one, with no paperwork in Cali for 250
>>675163296
Go watch aeon flux
Plus there's a lot of stuff like this in fantasy or sci fi settings in Japan
I share your feels op, it makes me super horny
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>>675168440
Look: women DO come to /b/!
>>675173110
Aeon flux... can I watch it for free? Anything I should look up on youtube to skip to the "good parts?"
>>675166236
lol I'm not op
But I'm gonna think of you tonight, sister ;)
>>675168220
I'm right there with you, OP
>>675169208
Unreal Tournament I'm guessing
>>675174968
this
>>675171608
No you fucking can't. I live here, and it's only marginally better than Jew York. There's an AWB in effect with no sunset statewide, and full autos are banned. Also, there haven't been new full autos legal for civilian ownership since 1986, when they closed the Machine Gun registry, and the ones that exist are stupid fucking expensive. As in, $8,000 for some shitty Mac10/11. Get fucked.
>>675163296
WOAH! what could such an alpha male be doing here?!?!?? i seriously can't even handle your hardcoreness man
>>675174953
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