How often do you think about suicide?
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How often do you think about suicide?
>>675093147
everyday
>>675093147
Same as >>675093353
>>675093465
>>675093147 (OP)
Same as >>675093353
>>675093147
every
day
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>>675093147
How often do you think about creating this shitty thread?
>>675093147
how often do you post this thread?
>>675093147
do it
>>675093830
>>675093147
Going to/out of bed = worse emotional state. I'm not going to kill myself, but if I happened to die in something where lots of other people died and I wasn't singled out, it'd be alright.
>>675093147
As an concept? I've lost a few people in my life to suicide.
As something I'd want to do? Never.
>>675093147
Every couple of weeks. Sometimes life just starts to seem pointless. It's not because of sadness or depression. It's just an objective observation that nothing anyone does will matter in the end and that kinda sucks. So I just kinda go "why bother?"
>>675094122
It would bother you if you were the only one to die in an accident but not if others died as well?
I don't understand..
>>675093353
Sometimes.
I dont want to die
I want to be happy
>>675094404
Why can't you be satisfied that what you do will matter in the moment, why does it need to matter "in the end"?
>>675094585
That's actually not something I've considered. Thank you, Anon.
>>675093147
Yeah ive been thinking about it a lot today. Seeing some fentanyl front page stories makes me want to OD on Herion. Never done but seems like a peaceful way to die
depends, used to think about it all the time then i tried to do it now it's just another goal i'll never achieve full of dysphoria
>>675093147
For the past three days in a row, I have thought about suicide.
>>675095724
Did something happen?
is suicide possible with lorazepam?
>>675095805
> triggered
>>675093147
Every day. Not actually think about doing it, but consider it.
depends on how much you take
>>675095899
how much you have?
>>675095899
I don't know, when it comes to od'ing on medicine there isn't always clear information to find about it.
I'd search "lorazepam overdose" and try to see if you can find out the details like what amount would be lethal.
http://www.emedicinehealth.com/drug-lorazepam_oral/page3_em.htm
Everyday, all is planned out, just need to take care of the details and chores before I go
>>675096127
im gonna have 2 bottles of pills 30 mg each.
so 60 mg alltogether and im gonna use a 20oz beer.
>>675096258
Whats your method?
if you realllly want that to kill you have to get super drunk for the blood brain barrier and crush up the medicine and take it while you down the everclear, probablly will just result in having to live with a stoma tho
>>675096152
well the LD50 is 3,000 mg/kg
>>675096307
thats not enought to kill you but you might get a small OD. Either you can get fucked up enought to kill yourself another way or you could take all of those then chug a bottle of liquor but thats no guarantee you'll die.
Since i started taking antidepressants, rarely
drinking about six or seven different kinds of the big bottles of alcohol seems to work by itself tho
>>675096592
how much lorezapam is enough? wtf?
>>675093147
Fairly often but not so much anymore. I was planning on spending most of my money on a last 'hoorah' with drugs and hookers and then ending it. After the fun i realized i still wanted to live. Now i see my doctor once a week (is actually a high class hooker i inhumanely facefuck)
>>675096380
Stab self in heart, when drunk in a bath.
>>675093147
Whenever I'm sober/conscious.
just try to fall in love with a hooker and live happily ever after
>>675096816
lol
Have you ever purposely harmed yourself before?
>>675096730
how much do you weigh? not completley sure but youd need atleast 500mg to do damage. 60mg will just get you seriously blackout for like 12 hours.
sometimes blackouts are enough for awhile too
>>675096919
Yeah, when I masturbate m8.
>>675093147
Somewhat more often than I think about sex.
how do you harm yourself when you masturbate?
>>675097122
???
>>675093353
Same. My life isn't even that bad materially speaking, and I'm pretty good at rolling with the punches. But being autistic and bipolar I am going to be a burden on people I care about to some degree the rest of my life, and I can't help but feel like suicide is just the right thing to do.
i wish i could get some labels so i had an excuse to act like i want too
>>675097648
>But being autistic and bipolar I am going to be a burden on people I care about to some degree the rest of my life
Everyone is a "burden" to other people to some degree, but that's alright because the people you are a burden on are a burden on you too.
That's how relationships work, give and take.
i just watched this movei called are you here and there was a line about friendship and how it's rare because people are just there for you without expecting anything in return
>>675094122
Maybe you are just feeling lonely, so lonely that you even don't want to die alone.
You know what? Think about this, if you can change shit stop caring, eventually you will suicide or change for better.
Best of the luck
or you could call the suicide help line
>>675093147
I knew about the idea of suicide. However the thought of doing it has never crossed my mind.
>>675099166
Does it make sense to you?
>>675098440
People will always want something in return.
If someone gets nothing out of a relationship they have no reason to hold up the facade and will just cut all contact.
"getting something in return", however, can be as simple as enjoying someone's company.
>>675099289
Sort of. I question the reasons as to why someone would want to take their own life.
>>675098179
It is incredibly frustrating to have the intellectual capability to be university educated but socially incapable of handling my own affairs. My girlfriend has to order for me when we go out, my parents still make all my appointments, I haven't picked up any medication since it changed to electronic prescriptions because I can't figure out how to ask for it and I cant just silently hand them a piece of paper and pay
>>675099658
Isn't this something you can practice with though?
>>675099964
I try to practice with limited success, but it is still very difficult and support services for adults at my ability level don't really exist.
>>675093147
Constantly... but not my own suicide, I think about OP killing themself
ok, we are now on a mission to link the webpage that knows how much lorazepam is needed for a suicide.
>>675095899
Eat all lorazepam you can find. That'll do it.
>>675093353
/thread
>>675102875
no because apparently 60mg might not be enough. 45mg gave a doctor some concern i read about his patient. maybe 60 mg is enough who knows? let's find out.
Sometimes, but then again, I just like to dream as if I had a good life.
Sometimes it makes me feel a little better, sometimes.
>>675103158
I said all you can find at once.
>>675093353
Same.
Everytime I see a thread like this
wikipedia says it can only be given in a four week supply and the supply i have been given is only 7 pills.
i think this may be bullshit and all you have to do is ask for a 24hour a day pill. -once a day pills which are 2 mg i think maybe. i think all you have to do is ask for a long term prescription and save up the pill for one large enough lethal dose.
so lets keep searching guys, reply to me.
hopefully they come in bottles of 30 the more the merrier.
>>675103400
well depending on how much you find.
i took a bunch of meds once hoping i would kill myself but i woke up and couldnt' eat for a few weeks
Many people have a natural tolerance and can handle this amount (especially with a weaker benzodiazepine such as lorazepam) and then others will be knocked out by 1-2mg. -bluelight
Like others have said, benzos alone are very hard to overdose on (you'd pass out before you had the chance to take enough to kill you) but mixing them with alcohol or other CNS depressants is like playing with fire. A little bit of each goes a long way. You really are lucky that you were completely fine. Just be careful in the future and learn your tolerance before you use high doses like that. For harm reductions sake please do not mix drugs like that unless you know what you are doing. I am sure that you didn't have a heart attack or any damage or problems elsewhere (the doctor would have mentioned it obviously).
-bluelight
so maybe 60mg which is enough to go to the doctor the next day with and cause amnesia is enough if combined with alcohol. is it painless though?
is it the same guy posting this shitty thread or is this a meme now
can't be too certain without the fact im not sure its worth the risk if it can cause brain damage.
memes are always a shortcut of ideals, hence always causing brain damage
once every 2-3 days
>>675093147
pretty often.. dysphoria sucks.
>>675093830
Everyday
>>675093147
only when my ex posts shit on various social media about "i miss him so much i wish he would take me back etc etc etc" but she wont return my texts or answer my calls. once a week maybe
yes its a shame they dont classify stupidity as a mental disorder anymore, now they have special talents, like trying to tie their shoes
>>675094404
I feel you! Doing stuff helps to take your mind off the futility of life though. If you're enjoying something in the moment then that's gotta be worth something.
>>675093147
I don't think about it anymore. Then again, I don't think about it any less either.
>>675093147
Every hour I am not goofin
>>675093147
Like 3-4 times a week, 30yo, live with parents, dont know how to success, poorly paid, no gf, not too ugly but thin =/
>>675093147
Just yesterday I was pondering the idea.
>>675093147
Since my girl left me after 8 years. Every.fucking day. Also thinkig about killig her too.
>>675093147
Every day after day after day you post this less than worthless bullshit.
my girl of 8 years kicked me out of my own apartment, i just miss the cat we got together
