Who else /perpetuallyaloneanxiousshutin/?
The loneliness, the fucking loneliness.
Feel you bro
>>674983698
It shouldn't be like this man. I'm an attractive female ffs I shouldn't be a hikikomora!
>>674984052
Full body?
Yes, its sucks.
>>674984052
Get out there, talk to people, at least.
Fuck, just swipe right on Tinder.
>>674984052
Post proof of such claim.
>>674984840
Tinder seems so depressing though. Everyone I've dated before has been crazy about me, I'm scared of people just wanting to hook up and not thinking much of me. I know that's pathetic.
Stop crying, go out and have fun!
>>674984052
>I'm an attractive female
I have a hard time feeling bad for you.
>>674984052
I've got plenty of friends, but i like to be alone sometimes. Those times quickly become longer than i want, though. It's like being by myself eventually turns into lonliness and some sick sort of will to remain lonely :(
>>674983117
Get in a poly relationship. Best decision of my life so far.
>>674983117
All but anxious reporting in. Shut-in is more of a choice though since everything people want to do is expensive and I have tuition to pay...
OP, what country do you live in?
>>674986442
I've seen that gay blowjob before
>>674986042
sounds familiar... i like being alone every now and then and it drives me crazy not to alone for too long, but when i actually am alone i quickly get bored and lonely...
dafuq
>>674985991
We all have our crosses to bear anon, remember that
>>674983117
when you live in germany i could arrange something haha
>>674987037
Yup. It's like i don't know when to start meeting people again and not being among other human beings eventually drives you mad without you even realizing it.
>>674986042
Yeah I guess I like being alone to recharge (INFJ scum here) but I feel purposeless atm as my social life is dwindling. I'm usually the one to look after friends but I'm a bit of a mess
>>674986814
Scotland.
>>674987805
Cool beans. Sweden here. If you were somewhat closer we could have smoked some weed.
>>674985410
If you are really that worried, look for the bios that describe a lot, get a feel for who you're talking to, don't agree to meet them for at least a week.
>>674988362
I actually don't even have Facebook, so I cannae get tinder. Probs for the best but thanks for the tips.
>>674983117
Well lets see more of your body
op, come here if you wanna chat
http://stinto.net/sx2g7
>>674983117
Yo OP, here is my email [email protected]
If you feel like talking.
honestly anon, after trying both lifestyles, active and social vs sedimentary and alone, I much prefer to be alone. most of the people in the world are stupid and annoying. pick up a hobby and get great at it, it will provide much more happiness than any idiotic companion.
More body beautiful <3
>>674990057
I have hobbies, I make clothes and I play chess and I enjoy birdwatching. It's just I want to be a part of other people's lives. I love being alone but all my best memories are with others and I feel like I've stopped making memories.
>ITT BETAcon
>>674985410
>Everyone I've dated has been crazy about me
You poor poor soul. I can totally see why you came to this beta virgin site to get sympathy for getting too much cock.
Just get out there beautiful the wonderful truth about thi world is to easy for a pretty girl to make friends and get into a click just go be yourself :)
>>674990936
That's just how it seems from the outside! Life's so hostile for everyone
>>674990812
Well I'm alone af now, isn't tha beta enough for ya?
Hey.... Uuumm, if you write fuck me above you pussie and show me I'd would jut about die happy
>>674988605
Then start talking to people, you seem like a decent conversationalist, just get out there, be yourself.
>>674983117
are you really shut in or do you go out and about sometimes
>>674992146
Well I went out to buy some gin today. Went out for toilet paper a few days ago. Living the motherfucking life on the town herr
>>674992589
how bad are your hangovers these days
>>674992777
Nah I'm a grill m80, don't want pain and death, just attention and sympathy.
>>674992777
checked
Oh look, another tumblrina. Stop feeding off of male attention on the internet like a leech and go outside once in a while. It really isn't difficult.
>>674993303
I've never been on tumblr, but I've been on the chan for a good six years now and look what I've become!
>>674991552
Beta is just a feeling, so yeah I guess, but I'm inclined to believe, that your way out of the beta 'hole' is far FAR shorter than for so many other people. Perhaps attention whoring?
Pics or gtfo <3
>Has pierced nipples
>Which means had to go out and show tits to stranger, get touched by stranger, to please other guys seeing my tits
>lol guys I'm so alone and anxious
Fucking hell
>>674993611
You make me want to vomit
>>674993634
I don't really see the purpose of relativism, there's always someone who has it worse. I'm not saying I'm the most beta neck beard but I'm anxious and struggling like a lot of my /b/ros and it sucks
>>674983117
:( we r 2
>>674994045
Just another attention whore m8
>>674992884
Fortunately I feel anxious and queasy all the time anyway so I hardly notice
>>674994045
My ex bf did them for me tbh but whatever.
Lol I can't stomach anymore of this without seeing your pussie outti
>>674994598
>has a chance to fuck and hang out with tens of guys at any given moment as a girl
>guys I'm so lonely :(
Literally fcking kill yourself. ANd then you hang around people that have the ability to üierce nipples, in other words retarded chads, and you wonder about them being assholes. Fucking kill yourself.
>>674994598
lel, you had a bf
there is a difference between you and us
>>674994811
He wasn't an asshole, I'm not complaining about exes.
>tens of guys
Please, tell me how! I've literally not had sex in months. I've not even talked to a guy for a while.
>>674994926
No I'm not a normie I swear. I HAD in the past, but I'm a full on loser now with like no friends or romance. I'm like you! I'm one of you
>>674995177
Yeah I'm sure he wasn't point is you experienced love multiple time, you have no idea what it means to be lonely you piece of shit. And holy fuck that second question, women are all, no excpetion fucking stupid. You deserve to be alone.
Probly cuz your to busy bitching about your "issues" if you can call them that on 4chan. Nude or get the duck out you attention whore, want attention that's ur best bet here
>>674994191
Relativism can work wonders. Wouldn't you like to be in her situation?
>>674984052
for future reference you cant feminize japanese words the way you can do in the romance languages. a female hikikomori is a hikikomori. a mans kimono is still a kimono.
also, to your point, literally anyone can experience crippling anxiety/depression. your attractiveness and gender has shit all to do with it.
>>674995177
Holy fuck you're a pathetic waste huh. Please just fuck off already
>>674995398
meh, i was the same, the difference is that i was pretty young when i was normal, like 14 or 15.
nowadays nothing is fine for me, i can go out, hang out whit some friends or just stay at home, but i'll feel like crpa anyways
>>674983117
I am a /perpetuallyaloneanxiousshutin/
the only time I feel any relief is when I fall asleep from too much klonopin.
I used to be a pretty cool guy, I was always the life of party but I was an alcoholic and it all went away when I stopped drinking. Now it's just easier physically and mentally to spend my nights watching televison and surfing the internet. I would like to have a girlfriend but I'm too much of an awkward spaz to talk to anyone. I get nervous and start sweating, I think they feel more like they're about to become a kidnap victim instead of being hit on
>>674995624
Oh I wasn't trying to feminise it, I thought that was the word lol.
Yeah true, true.
>>674995972
That's how I feel! Anyone I talk to I assume has something better to do than talk to me as well
Hey so you should go see a counselor, you know someone who is paid to talk to your naive ass and sit there am listen to you oh so awful problems if not post more pics as our payment for continuing to even give your attention whore ass attention
>>674995935
I think I was normal until about 19. Idk why I would change then except a family member died and I guess that made me more reclusive and sad.
>>674996316
Honestly with how much bitching you're doing, do yourself a favor and realize that they DO have something better to do than listen to your whiny ass.
Bitch I watched my father die in nam gtfo
>>674995431
Meet all women and then tell me that pleb. I'm not stupid I just have standards for whom I fuck, wondering if you had any suggestions besides tinder or discotheques.
>>674996724
>I'm not stupid
hahahahahahaha
>Standards for whom I fuck
Literally admitted you wouldn't mind just fucking around, see "I'm not stupid"
>Thinking you can only meet people to fuck on tinder
>Thinking there aren't any other internet related things that are less about fucking and more aboout meeting
Also
>Having no interests that brings you together with other people
You're just a fucking stupid cunt.
>>674996316
I know that feeling "why would anyone want to hang out with me?" and when you are hanging out with someone, you don't really trust them because you don't know if they're your true friend or not. I've never been able to trust anyone who wasn't my family and if you can't do that, you're not going to be 100 percent comfortable around anyone. Maybe for anxious people like us it's more of a trust issue
>>674983117
2:31 am as I write this.
I will not go to bed tonight, because if I do I won't be going to school. Last week I went on Monday only and felt bad about it because the class is actually cool for once and I get to do my favorite shit all day if I want to.
What's preventing me is anxiety to go outside and talk with people, even the people in my class are really nice but I still can't go.
>Feel like a failure all the time
>Feel always lonely and unconnected, even when with people
>Can't sleep most nights, end up staying up and sleeping at weird hours
>Don't have anyone to open up to about it and even if I did I couldn't due to crippling social anxiety
I feel you OP. I feel you.
>>674996489
the only thing that i really want is a gf, but not to fuck, that's the main problem, i don't want someone who i should gift things to keep her whit me or pretend to be someone I'm not, i really want someone to hug, listen to music and play vidya, and i know that i look like a faggot by saying this
>>674997300
post dick
>>674997040
My interests are mainly solitary I suppose, I don't think there's an innate superiority to group activities though. Probably the other way around really.
>>674997557
>Be stupid cunt
>Try to sound smart
>Turns out it just makes you sound even more dumb
Kill yoursef
>>674997430
I have a small dick, I think that's one of the things that's holding me back in life
Tits or gtfo gur
>>674997306
Nah that's what everyone emotionally mature essentially wants. Why are there so many lonely single people the math doesn't check out
>>674997557
Damn there was an attempt
>>674983117
i used to fuck a depressed bitch like u.
she'd come over sometimes while her boyfriend was away after school.
once the door would close she'd almost instantly get naked. most times she'd put on her favorite song and start sucking. then she would cry. her tears and makeup would drip down her face onto my dick. its surprising how cold tears are. eventually i finally asked her what was wrong. in between licks she told me that her favorite song was also her bfs favorite song. so even though she loved hearing it and it totally got her pussy wet, it also made her think about the fact that she was cheating on her boyfriend. i dont think i ever came harder down somebodies throat then right after she told me that. she was beautiful. we dont hang out anymore. wanna get lunch?
this was the song:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2tgwFpMA61c
>>674997430
>>674997792
Not that person, but I actually do have a fairly small penis.
Not that it matters since I don't get no pussy due to mentioned social anxiety.
>>674997694
>being a bitter virgin
>insecure about intellect
>takes it out on strangers on a Cambodian mirror exchanging forum
Get help.
>>674998002
you'll feel better and I'm sure OP would like it
>>674998057
>defending attentionwhoring stupid sluts
top kek
I'm not a virgin either.
>Intellect
Yeah, sure. Posting your pierced tits on the inernet, what better way would there be to prove how intellectual you are.
>>674998057
Found the white knight
>>674997557
are people naturally social and communial tho? even animals have a pack mentality
>>674983117
Come cam here, we will keep you company!
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>>674998168
I've accepted my life as it is, this is what it's going to be, probably not forever, but for now this is my reality.
There's a certain mystical element to women for me, I've never really been close to one so it's very hard to approach them and they've never approached me.
Well, naturally since I'm always inside.
>>674997300
OP here. I feel you.
I go to class bc I like learning, but I'll be fucked when uni ends. Socialising and working suck.
>wanting to talk to people but can't
>they don't exist anyway
>>674998341
Some animals. Some go it alone. Humans are so developed we can make our own rules. I like reading mostly, though it would be nice to do it with a qt bf stroking my hair
>>674997852
>Why are there so many lonely single people
I think it's because standards of living and high expectations. too many people want to keep their options open and any relationship that's based on sex alone isn't going last. Nobody is happy with anything any more, we're all doomed
>>674998558
I feel that way about all humans. They're so intimidating.
Don't worry about your dick though, oral enthusiasm is way more important.
>>674998606
I'd feel you OP, no homo. you should make your other nipple cold and post another pic so they dont look so different
>>674983117
Go get a hair cut, and make an effort to talk to the hairdresser. You're improving yor appearance, and it's 30 minutes of talking 1 on 1 to another human being. Prostitution for $25
>>674998606
It's hard for me to see the point. I mean, I understand the concept that getting an education and a job is important but I just lack all motivation when I start to think about it.
I don't want to work. I don't see why I need to do some menial, boring job 8 hours a day to get money to buy things.
This is probably just depression talking, but it's hard to see what the point is in any of this.
I have hopes and dreams as much as anyone else but achieving them just doesn't seem possible, working towards them seems like setting myself up for disappointment.
I've been ignored all my life and for good reason, there's nothing actually here, it's just another meatsack among others.
>>674999732
I'm mates with my hairdresser actually, he gives me free cuts.
But I heed your advice on forced contact. It's so awful tho
>>674983117
I'm the type of person who can go out and expertly pretend that I'm not alone, to the point where people believe that they can leave me and I'll be fine.
But I'm not. I miss something I never had, and my stupid mind won't ever let me forget that. Every now and then I find someone who I think I can trust with who I really am but they end up passing me by before I can stop being a stupid fuck.
I'll carry on though, because I am not a single feeling, I am a multitude of experiences and feelings that we call a consciousness. I define who I am, not some small aspect of myself that I can't control.
So can you.
>>674999732
it would be cheaper to talk to the prostitute
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>>674987805
Prove it.
>>675002142
sheep
>>675000318
>>675002142
Actually the language alone in this post proves it.
>Sex from 15 to 19 with the same girl
>Second girl at age 24
>Complete shut-in since, no steady work.
I'm 33 and I work at a grocery store.
A co-worker used to smile at me and pushed up against me probably by accident, but it made me have feels and I felt like shit for over a week. Now I'm too awkward to even talk to her and I'm not sure I even want to because I'm such a depressed boring fucker.
Sometimes I fantasize that I'll have a heart attack and I won't have to worry about living for another 40+ years alone.
