feels thread, I need my /b/ros right now
The stories and information posted here are artistic works of fiction and falsehood.
Only a fool would take anything posted here as fact.
Only a fool would take anything posted here as fact.
feels thread, I need my /b/ros right now
shameless self bump
mr rogers reminds me there are aren't people out there to get me
Fuck everyone, /b/ro. Do you. Suffer. Be in pain. Embrace it. It makes you strong. And soon, you'll look back and see that you not only survived, you bounced back. Soldier on.
I think I fucked up, /b/. I'm not sure if I should've kept living in fantasyland, or if I did the right thing. Pic related.
>>674844990
beta
>>674844990
You did the right thing. You will NEVER get anywhere by not taking chances. Be fucking legendary.
>>674844990
Right thing, it hurts, but now you can move on. Being infatuated creates a tunnel vision, she's not that special
>>674845154
I was pretty beta, I won't deny it.
>>674845183
Thank you for the encouragement, any advice on where to go from here?
>>674844990
You did the right thing, but in the most beta way possible
I have an old "feelings" folder
Emphasis on old, could be lame stuff idr
>>674845641
Pretty much this, there are plenty of girls out there but now at least you don't need to sit there wondering about what will happen with her since now you know.
>>674845787
Yeah. Where you go is easy - forward. You took a shot. It didn't pan out. So.....move on, bro. For real. Stay in touch if you want. It's gonna be weird. Especially at first. So be distant. Don't be available. And for fucks sake broaden your horizons.
>>674845956
>>674846159
This one isn't much but I remember I teared up after reading it
>>674845956
>>674844990
Filename kek
>>674846407
I felt like I had, to be fair.
>Be me
>Be 16?
>at grandpas house
>he is 85 at this point
>hes incredibly healthy
>golfs all the time
>really proud of him
>im talking to him about college
>tells me he never went and turned out fine
>"well you were drafted into the military"
Little backround, my grandpa didnt graduate high school and went straight into the military at 17 or 18, when ever the lowest age was. he went to WW2 a little bit after D-Day, was in the battle of the bulge
>Talk to him to about
>tells me a story about his friends, especially the ones who died
>starts to tear up a little
>he closes his eyes
>wait around 10 seconds and ask him if hes ok
>says "yes of course! just remembering it all"
>later that night i see him holding a photo of him, starts touching the photo as if its a child of his, very soft and smooth like
>starts to cry again
this was probably the saddest moment of my life with my grandfather, he is still alive at 89 turning 90 soon. I have photos of him if anyone would like to see!
>>674846729
You need this.
Can we get some feel songs up in here?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8uxt-FnNy2I
>>674846967
this
>>674846967
My favorite:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B8UeeIAJ0a0
>>674846355
you may also be tired after a long grueling day of monotonous blue collar work
I haven't actually cried in over 2 years now and sometimes like right now I get the overwhelming urge too but I just can't and I don't know why
>>674846967
>>674847120
if this doesn't get you
https://youtu.be/84zXffLRKwQ
>>674847120
That was her favorite band...
If only i wasn't a failure. She'd still be next to me
>>674846687
Please share, sounds like a great guy
gonna buy some n2 from a local welder and gas myself when they open on monday
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CGrR-7_OBpA
>>674847848
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TWcyIpul8OE
>>674844990
Wow, you kids need to learn how to say this shit in person.
>>674848095
for emma forever ago kills me everytime dude
>>674847538
Tell anon. I'm listening.
been fun /b/oyd
itd been a tough ride
last feels thread
its time
so long and good night
>>674847541
ok, give me a second, got to find them
Feels song of choice: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KOuepo6DP4k
>>674848293
I know. In this form, it's cringe OC. However, it would be a lot worse in person. I can always write things with far better diction and more powerful language than could ever formed by my tongue.
>>674847269
Welcome to emotional detachment street.
>>674848695
Anon, what's wrong?
>>674846687
oh man
>>674848695
Please don't go.
There's a interview of my grandfathers amazing life.
He's about to die soon.
I'm afraid to post link due to the evils of 4chan that I've seen.
>>674848695
join you on Monday, fag.
>>674849080
Haha I think we can understand =] why not paraphrase it?
>>674848909
elaborate please
>>674849103
>whats wrong
everything
>>674849063
dont wanna be a burden/attention fag so, im sorry
>>674848959
see you there
>>674849259
this. holy fucking this
>>674848556
Well...
I'm fresh out of highschool, and by that i mean i recently dropped out. I have crippling depression and i fill the void inside with drugs and alcohol.
She was a smart, cute, kind girl.
I wanted her to smoke with me and i almost got her to before she realized what she was doing. Me and her both looked for a long-term thing because all we really had was eachother. But after i had helped her though her problems, she made more friends and shes blossoming. The other night she talked to me about how if we want something I can't be doing what i am but i can't change. I can't do anything different than what I do. So while shes out hanging out with friends and having a good time, im here, listening to sad music and reading through what you guys have to say. Sorry for my ramblings.
TL;DR She left me because shes going places and i'm not.
>>674844281
Right in the fucking feels with that one.
Even as a kid I knew Mr. Rogers was a fucking sissy...but he was a good guy.
>>674849371
fucked it up of course
>>674848959
>whats wrong
everything
>>674849063
dont wanna be a burden/attention fag so, im sorry
>>674849103
see you there
>>674849623
fuck you
>>674846859
feels activated
>>674849371
I won't see you in person. I'll never know your name... but I'll never forget you.
>>674847541
this is him during the war i think in germany?
>>674849623
I know this feel all too well.
>>674849623
damn I wanted to stop crying awhile ago
>>674849597
Talk anon, you'll feel better.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FGwFZj3YPwY
>>674844450
that room looks dope how is that feels
>>674850366
ive tried a shrink and i can tell their fucking judging me. i thought therapists were supposed to help you cope with your problems but i didnt think i would notice that moment when they hesitate after i tell them even a little bit of my problems . so ive tried talking and im done with all of it,. ill go see my family next week then maybe i can feel like its time and ill be happy. i dont wanna deal with mysellf or anybody anymore
>>674844281
I'll start dumping
>>674851064
I live in a rural town, it's all woods and farmland. The tallest hill in town has been a farm since around 1690. It's behind my parents' woods. They own several acres of forest (with the neighbors all owning several acres as well) and this large hilltop field abuts the back of all of our land, with a stone wall separating it from the forest. I think it's about 25 acres cleared. The farm itself is long gone but a farmer still owns the land and comes and hays it once or twice a year.
>>674851184
>>674851228
My childhood was filled with adventures in the woods, and when we were old enough to explore all the way back to the field it was like a rite of passage. That old stone wall, laying there in the shadows, overgrown, covered in vines. It's hard to even see out into the field during summer because the brambles and vines are so thick at the edge. Old trees of cider apples grow feral in the thicket beyond the wall, too deep to even sample an apple. This is what made the field itself so great. It was hard to get to, and when you did, the world opened-up into what seemed like an endless green pasture with the biggest sky you could ever get to see in New England. The view from the top was amazing, especially for a kid. The slope down the opposite side would grow acres of milkweed in the fall and we'd spend the day out there having wars with milkweed pods, throwing them at each other until someone got the juice and their eye and cried.
>>674850615
Fuck you. 15 years later. God dammit!
>>674850810
Tell us. We aren't therapists anon. Even if you regret it, once this thread 404's, you'll just return to the endless pool of anons. I'm not going to give up on you anon.
>>674851342
I move a lot as an adult. In one city or another, around the US and overseas, but every few years I come back when I'm between things - jobs, moves, etc. I get back into camping and enjoying the woods before my family sells the property. I still walk out on nice days and follow the stonewall, fight through the prickers and walk around the field and enjoy the view from the top. Even as an adult I throw a few milkweed pods, despite the fact there's nobody there to thrown them at. I still love the vines, the sky, the forbidden apples.
>>674850810
Bubbles
>>674851442
A couple weeks ago a tractor appeared in the field. So did a few large dump trucks. I took a walk out to snoop around the wall and take a look. The field has been marked-out with dozens of pink survey ribbons. The corner of the field near where the road passes was getting dug-up, and they were laying a large gravel driveway leading in from the street. For sure it's been sold and a cul-de-sac neighborhood is going in. Probably at least 10 shitty mcmansions full of yuppy perverts and immigrants and their kids could fit in there. Not only will it ruin the field, but then my woods would become someone else's back yard. The stonewall wouldn't stop them. It's horrible.
>>674847269
I've had that for 12 years now
>>674849259
Seriously can somebody answer this question?
>>674850846
This picture sums up what is wrong with betas. Why did you give that bitch your heart? That shit is for you, she needs to sort her own out.
We need to stop seeing women as women, and start seeing them as people.
>>674851527
Well, /out/, after much research and coming up with nothing, I asked one of our town selectmen. The farmer sold the land alright - to another farmer. He's putting in an orchard. No houses, no neigborhoods, no immigrants, no perverts. Just apples and bees and a gigantic blue sky. Feelsfuckinggoodman.
Hell I guess I'll put a story
>be me
>be 16
>stupid
>though life was hard (blah blah edge lord stuff)
>grabs dad's gun from safe
>search up how to kill self in best way
>behind the ear i put the gun
> 30 minutes gathering up courage
>pull trigger
>jammed
i took this as a sign and decided to do something worthwhile in life. now I'm in medical school learning to be an ER doctor.
so for those of you who are depressed, you are useful. Just endure and soon you'll find your purpose.
>>674851548
Did something happen?
>>674851592
becasue the person who used to show us the most attention stopped and we want that feeling back again
>>674851064
You bastard, you made me cry
Everything before this was just feels for me but this really got to me
Thanks nigger
I really needed to hear this
https://youtu.be/j664_l8ExUk
>>674851592
Let me take a swing at it.
Without sounding like an asshole but you're not exactly the social type, you don't know many people, girls at that too. When you meet a girl it's like getting a new friend. She shows you attention because you are fun, but that's it. Not because she wants to be with you, but she's the only one that gives you attention in your life. She's the only option you have. You focus on her while she's probably doing the same about 10 other guys.
>>674849522
Do it, i did and i got somewhere good
I thought that eventually things would get better, that I'd learn to manage, that I would get over myself and do something.
turns out I didn't do anything and it never happened.
don't procrastinate, guys.
>>674849318
>Be him
>Have alcoholic father.
> Have medically insane mother.
>Great is splitting the family.
>Father leaves.
>Mother gets put in asylum.
>Go to his mothers sisters house.
>Family to poor to feed him.
>They kick him out.
>He lives by a river in a wooden crate by age 8.
>He lives there for about a year.
>Catching fish with string and his bare hands
>Eventually a man named Clyde Ice finds him. (You can find him on Wikipedia)
>He takes him in as if he was his son.
>Clyde owns a entire airport.
>Starts teaching my grandfather to fly.
>At the time you didn't need to be a certain age to fly.
>By the time he's 12 he starts flying solo
>One day Clyde want him to drive into town and get groceries.
>He doesn't know how to drive a car.
>Clyde gives him a quick crash course.
>MFW he crashed the car into a barber shop.
>WW2 comes he wants to become a pilot.
>He can't because of hay makers disease.
>Joins Navy. A crew member on a LST (Landing craft)
>Joins in Iwo Jima, and other large scale battles in the pacific.
>See's a lot of people killed on the beaches.
>He says"The beaches were covered in what look like red wine."
>After the war he doesn't know what to do so he begins working for factories.
>He eventually meets my grandma at a dance and realizes he loves her.
>She ends up being engaged.
>He goes to her house everyday for 2 weeks straight.
>She ends up marrying him on the 4th week.
>He then began building houses for a small town.
>With enough money he starts his own farm and starts becoming rich.
>Carter comes into presidency and my grandfather goes from Upper middle class all the way down to Lower class in less than a month.
>Then he started working on more houses
My grandfather.
>A Child.
>A Survivor.
>A pilot.
>A solider.
>A lover.
>A builder of a town.
>A grower of food.
>A family man.
My grandpa died last night in his room. I was rubbing his arm. Dad kissed his forehead right before he took his last breath. My cousin was holding his hand. He had bad dementia and couldn't say anything remotely understandable. I'm crying, /b/ros. He was my hero.
>be me
>19
>know this girl
>funny, virgin, thinks for herself, and beautiful.
>she's about to move
>I go up to her and start to chat
>she seems a little bit uncomfortable.
>probably because I'm a fucking beta and acting like an autistic shithead
>start talking
>she laughs and I start to feel lightheaded
>work up the testicular fortitude to tell her how I feel.
>she just pauses, and gives me a look
>she doesn't say anything, but I can see so many things in that look
>things I thought about, too.
>this was the worst time to do this
>our friendship is now damaged beyond repair
>Anon is an idiot
>she turned to leave
>I grab her hand
>she turns around
>her eyes are wet
>mine are
>she lets go and I never hear from her again
TL;DR I can't make descissions that will make me happy.
>>674844281
Didn't he die like immediately after that?
Also, sorry you guys can only see the worst in life.
>>674851228
>>674851342
>>674851442
>>674851527
Good story. Someone Chronicle
>>674852373
My grandfather died the same way in 2009 :( I know that feel man, stay strong
https://youtu.be/6xN3hbJG2tc
>>674844990
I've done similar things, maybe not exactly, but close. If she doesn't want to give you the time of day, fuck her man. Just think if some girl you were friends with, even if she was annoying as fuck and you kinda hated her, wouldn't you at least go on one date with her, just to see? Maybe there was something you were missing?
But this bitch showers you with complements of how nice you are, etc, and then says no way no how? The only thing worse she could've done is say nothing at all.
>>674849522
just get inspired. Humans can survive almost anything, emotionally. Think of all the actors in the Holohoax. if you have nothing left to live for, live for Trump. MAGA, Compadre.
>>674853028
Happened to me before, too.
High school senior and never even held hands with a girl outside of gym class
I'm content with being beta because there are so many years ahead of me and so many opportunities, I'm sure someday something positive will happen
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2kxjtXG12Cc
i love this song when i'm sad
>>674853838
>based sheepy
>>674851758
No i'm boring, it's just there
>>674851652
Are you joking or are you actually 55 years old? You want to avoid perverts and you visit this shithole?
My fellow /b/ros.
I see these messages and how you all might feel and I felt some of these feelings too, some have eluded me, others I can't even begin to understand then there are others that I've felt full force.
Though from my personal experience, a lot of what we need to do is find a motivation and that can be both so frustrating and difficult, especially for those of us born in the 80's, we have lived and worked with technology and seen things that are now so obsolete. Pictures in this thread prove that.
But if we can get ourselves up and find our passions, our motivations, things that make us smile and feel happy and human.
I won't lie, it can be hard, it can be difficult and it can fucking suck so much. However, I'm not going to tell you things are wonderful or that things are amazing but what I can tell you...
Is that if you ever find yourself sitting comfortably, with your favourite drink in your hand and are in a place of sheer content, then you will know as I have found, that this life? It's not bad.
It's not bad at all.
>>674844281
This makes me cry
>>674852678
Thanks, man. It means a lot
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_AWIqXzvX-U
>>674855599
Isn't that a meme? I saw the same shit where there an old dude with a bong and it had the same text except about weed. Or is that the original?
Let's see if my story is sad at all. I'll figure out after I write it.
>Be 23
>Get job straight out of college as an engineer in the oilfield
>Work sucks, a lot. Just absolutely miserable, but it's real life so I dig in
>One day I get a call that my grandpa is ill
>Hadn't talked to him in years
>He's the inspiration for me being an engineer (he was an IBMer during the space race)
>Parents say they drill holes in his head to relieve pressure
>Starts getting better
>Two days later things take a huge dive south
>Call him and tell him how he shaped my life (he's unconscious, don't know if he heard me)
>Next day I'm in the middle of nowhere Wyoming on a drilling rig, get text that he died
>Don't tell anyone, hide any emotions
Fast forward
>Doing great at company a year later.
>Everyone loves me, do great work, best in WY probably
>Drive to Utah for a job
>Fall asleep at wheel, crash in ditch
>No injuries, but I could've died if I was 10 ft in any direction
>Rip rear axle off F-550
>Investigation
>Think I'm fine
>Get called into office a month later (and probably after $100,000 worth of jobs later)
>"Sorry anon, you were going 5mph over before you crashed"
>terminated
>No unemployment
>No backup job
>Move in with parents
>6 months later, no job.
>drinking in parents basement alone
>Glad my grandpa's dead and can't see this mess.
TL;DR Can't even make my dead grandpa proud.
>>674855927
It's the original
>>674855836
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pMErlY2CIs0
>>674844990
You were forthright and didn't fuck around which is good.
You did it emotionally and made yourself look weak and dependent, which is bad.
Women always prefer aloof indifference to saccharine love notes.
>>674854916
dam
Yesterday I read part of a story on feels about a guy who was an army ranger with his high school friend. I didn't get to finish the story before it 404d.
Does anyone have that story? It was about two friends who enlisted together. They were boxers and stuff before they went to the army. I want to read the rest of it.
>>674856006
Oh I guess I should add:
I met someone through work and I'm going to marry them. But she is from Kazakhstan. In order for the K-1 visa to be approved, I need to prove I can financially support her. No job, no marriage. Because we already applied for it, time is ticking until our petition expires. So if i can't get a job soon, I won't be able to bring her over for another year or something.
>>674844281
Lately, I've been feeling like not even Mister Rogers would like me just the way I am.
>>674856911
Why apply without job? Anyway, a job always comes eventually. I had leech off my parents for a whole year but i eventually got a job again and paid back every penny. You just gotta keep sending out emails daily, like fucking 20+ or some shit
>>674850686
why is the poem shaped like a guitar?
>>674850205
my grandpa was in germany too bad he passed before i was born wouldnt eat chicken because of what he saw in berlin
Today is my birthday
> Not a single one of my friends remembered.
> Not a single happy birthday from any of them, only from my family (who I live with)
> parents are starting to notice my lack of social interaction
> don't know that all my friends left me and refuse to talk to me (believe me, I've been trying to reach out for 4 months now, but they just ignore me, and the girls get pissy when I ask to hang out bc they think I'm hitting on them)
> I've never felt this irate and depressed at the same time
>>674857257
He'll always like you just the way you are. You might be in a bad place for now but it never lasts. Went spelunking once and the dude guiding us had the best mentality. You're never stuck, you're just momentarily slowed down.
>>674857633
>guitar
that's a noose friendo
>>674857792
Happy Birthday /b/ro
You're loved here
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xKxghcoDMW0
>>674857792
For what it's worth, happy birthday anon. You're in my thoughts for the day
>>674857792
Hey man it'll get better just remember that. Also happy birthday!
>>674856006
you still have a chance to make your grandpa proud anon.
you still have a chance.
>>674857792
Happy birthday honey I still love you.
>>674851592
Options.
The fewer options you have in the dating/sexual market, the more you'll overvalue female attention.
Conversely, the average female usually has more options than the average man, so they'll undervalue male attention since they receive it so much.
Women are the pragmatic realists pretending to love as romantic idealists.
Men are the romantic idealists pretending to love as pragmatic realists.
>>674844281
A wonderful man. It's a shame he's gone, but at least people still remember him.
>>674844281
girl of my dreams and also my best friend would rather be with an asshole friend of mine than me
I'm fucked idek what to do
I'm drunk as fuck rn
make me feel /b/
>>674857792
happy birthday, nigger.
you know we love you here
>>674857792
i know that feel
>>674858243
Very true
>>674858243
What he said
Why don't I feel anything when friends tell me they love me? Do they feel something I don't when I try to reciprocate these feelings back?
>>674856911
>In order for the K-1 visa to be approved, I need to prove I can financially support her. No job, no marriage
b-b-but feminism...p-p-patriarchy....
>>674858051
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Uh-Zww7F-yo
this song always makes me emotional.
https://youtu.be/pY9b6jgbNyc
>>674858243
Doesn't this kind of switch around as you age? Typically men age better plus in general are more financially stable and therefore have better options
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s70OsXlDD94
this song fucking destroys me
>>674849623
help
>>674857304
Because 6 months without a job didn't ever seen possible. But I guess a Petroleum Engineering degree is kinda useless with oil prices like this.
>>674858171
I know. But right now it doesn't feel like it.
>>674847269
I've been crying for the last month and a half, every day, multiple times a day. Does that mean I'm still ok?
>>674849522
if this is in the present, you CAN do this. try your best, because if you don't, it will lead to nothing but regret.
>>674859292
No dude, u need help.
Like a mood stabilizer to balance your emotions.
It might be mental, or it might be chemical, either way, talk to a psychiatrist
>Life is bad
>Overweight and jobless
>Get my friend to get me a job at the grocery store he works at
>janitor
>after 2 months of that I decide it's time for a change
>Lose weight and get a promotion
>back in school
>Gets a gf
>I'm still nowhere near where i want to be with my body but she wants sex
>I dont feel like im good enough
>She constantly accuses me of cheating
>She breaks it off
>I put back on weight
>drop out of school
>Lose job
>Addicted to alcohol
I'm exactly where i was 10 months ago except now I'm an alcoholic.
I came to this city to be an actor. I came because all my life I had a dream. The first year was constant isolation. I was always alone. Then I briefly joined a cult (long story). Then I decided to stop working as a busboy and go full time as an extra. My finances went to shit. I spent a year living in squalor, clinging to my apartment... until I couldn't keep up anymore. I became homeless. While homeless I found myself in all kinds of situations. Dangerous neighborhoods at 3 in the morning. I spent a large portion of time sleeping on the floor of an apartment with 5 other homeless people. It was owned by a rich 30 year old kids who's parents paid for everything. He let us live in the living room of his one bedroom apartment, but he was constantly abusing us. He'd scream. He'd kick us out when he had a girl over. He'd kick us out if he found out we were spending time with a girl. It was awful. I fell in love, had my heart broken. I was manipulated over and over and over again. There were times where I thought about killing myself, not because I was sad, but because it seemed like the only way out of all the money problems and the people who walked all over me.
But I got on my feet. I moved into an apartment with a good roommate. I have a good job that's flexible enough to go out on auditions... but I don't. I wake up. I drink my coffee. I spend hours online. I play with my cat. I smoke about a pack a day. I go to work. I come home. I smoke weed until 4 or 5 in the morning. And then I go to bed. Lather. Rinse. Repeat. Occasionally, I get lunch with a friend. I don't do anything. I don't make any effort for the acting thing. I struggled for so long and now that I'm stable, I'm bored. Yet I feel like I've forsaken my dream and I don't know why.
I came out her to be an actor, but instead I became nothing.
>>674857792
Happy Birthday!
My highschool "friends" of 6 yrs. abandoned me after I opened up to them about being depressed during sr. yr. They all went to a beach house for spring break and not a single person even mentioned it to me :( I spent all break playing video games and browsing 4chan. It feels terrible :[
>>674859601
HAH
i shouldnt laugh
but pills
never helped anyone
please dont start
i did
its not to late
>>674858016
>>674858104
>>674858139
>>674858188
>>674858308
>>674858413
Thanks m8s, you'd be surprised at how good it feels to have your peers acknowledge you, even if they're anonymous.
>>674857633
Kek
>>674857792
happy birthday sweetpea
never forget that I love you so so much
>>674858839
Kind of, yeah.
Louis CK has touched on it
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ohbv6haI1aQ
If a man keeps his shit together and stays in shape, his value increases as the value of women his age decreases.
A 31 year old single woman will likely be in a panic, looking to settle down ASAP and have kids because she's wasted her prime years getting pumped and dumped by players and now he's down to her last few eggs and it's crunch time.
But she'll be competing with the 24 year old girl who, like her own younger self, "just wants to have fun" and isn't demanding a carbon pebble ring and a wedding and a house with granite counter tops and babies.
Who do you think the 34 year old man who has his shit together is going to choose, if he's not a fucktard?
When women get tired of the Tinder scene, they start looking for the nearest useful idiot and compiling a mile long list of requirements.
ALL men see this. and no man wants to pay sticker price for a used car with a lot mileage. I mean, relationships are a fucking value exchange. and you're paying a premium for something that other men got for free.
To be your average married chump is an absolutely soul-destroying experience. I've seen it happen to friends of mine. As soon as you get married to a broad, you can say goodbye to your freedom and goodbye to all your aspirations and dreams
.
Women are the only asset in the world where the price goes up as the underlying value goes down. When they're 18, they fuck the hot loser who has a car and his own shitty apartment where he can bang her. When they're 35, you need a "respectable career" and substantial savings.
Don't be THAT guy.
>>674850615
This cuts deep
I'm thankful to have this place, at the very least. Thank you all.
Her name is Javiela. She cheated on me for a few months before I figured it all out. It hurts like a bitch and it's my time for payback. I am here by today releasing all her videos( bitch loved getting in the ass , jesus that pussy) She is also legal I promise. .. http://www78.zippyshare.com/v/ubuw4Usy/file.html .. Will be removed in 5 mintues. /b/ OP is not a fag <3 39
>>674860999
And I'm thankful for you trips-man
>>674859783
sounds like the only thing keeping you from being who you want to be is fucking with dumb whores
do that first part again but without the bitches
you clearly have what it takes
>>674860927
This is incredibly fucking insightful
>>674858016
>>674858104
>>674858188
>>674858308
>>674860215
>"Loving" someone you've never met on an anonymous anime oriented imageboard who you won't even remember existed after the thread 404s.
I come here for porn and the occasional thread that gives you a great laugh. Implying it's anything deeper than that is just a fallacy.
If intimacy and compassion is what you seek they have call girls on backpage who will listen to your woes and feign interest for quarters on the dollar.
>>674861119
i dont trust that shit nigger
>>674861140
> One off from quints.
> Now contemplating suicide.
>>674860215
whyre you depressed faggot?
r u oppress ?
>>674861368
I thought you were going to say, "This is incredibly fucking spiteful."
>>674861627
9000 off from quints....
>>674860982
This cuts deeper
>>674860927
This guy knows his shit. Thanks based wise anon for the sour truth
>>674861502
Good for you. Now get the FUCK out. I'd rather baw with anon bros than random hoes.
>>674861858
No... 1 more would've made it 674870000
>>674860927
> THIS IS FUCKING BEAUTIFUL
I agree 100%, and I've read several articles stating that men should avoid any kind of serious dating or relationships for this very reason.
Your 20's should be the decade where you maximize your potential, learn anything you can get your hands on, and make as many connections as possible. If you do this, you will have it much better off than the other guys who spent the past decade drinking, reminiscing of their college years, and occasionally going back to school hoping to relive their glory days, and get another certificate so that can make an extra $2-3 on their hourly wage.
But no, the majority of young adults, specifically melenials, are complacent and content to indulge their emotions and hormonal desires, rather than take the logical route in life and build toward the future.
I have a story, I'm not normally in these threads bc I have a happy life, but a girl has got me down this weekend.
>be senior, 18, mods fuck off
>dating a real qt for a month or so
>not that long but I figured it was just starting out, I'm really into her, we talked about the future and stuff
>out of the blue on Friday she talks with me after school and breaks it off
>said there was nothing I could do to fix it
>she was "stressed out" and she didn't feel like us being together made sense
I've been flipping between being glad it's over to super depressed for the past 2 days, not sure what to do, I usually don't get this way from a girl. I think I just need closure on why it was so quick. One day we're fine, the next she's gone. Help me /b/ros
>>674844913
I'd gladly choose being a happy, blissfully fucking ignorent person to all of my past and present life situations for happiness. Being wise comes with a catch; extremely difficult and in the long run not worth while situations that last for years
>>674862188
Shit nigga, what am I talking about?
>>674861858
You right, I'm feeling extra stupid today.
>>674862188
You're literally forgetting to carry the one
>>674862258
M O D S
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>>674862395
No hard feelings. I thought for a while about it too
>>674845956
>>674844990
I have a respect for you. I've been in situations like this many a times
In a fucked up situation /b/. My best friend's sister and I hang out a lot and I've always wanted to fuck her but I get the looming thought of losing my closest friend. Last time I was with her she told me she was cold (she had a blanket). I was 100% that she wanted me to come lay with her but I was stoned out of my fucking mind (we both were, thanks to 2 pot brownies each) and I got up and got some water and was about to bail but then she started vomiting in the toilet and begged me to stay. She told me she broke up with her boyfriend but I asked my friend and he said they're still together.
TL;DR Best friend's sister wants the dick but I'm unsure of how to proceed. What do /b/?
>>674862763
How badly did YOU fuck up?
>>674847658
Why kill yourself today when you could find even better reasons to do it next year?
>>674857792
Happy birthday anon, here's to hoping your life turns up Bc you deserve it, where ever you are.
>>674847658
Gl hf anon
>>674862436
>>674862578
> tfw I'm a math major
> now contemplating suicide over failed addition of quints
>>674862884
Don't do it that's your best friend
>>674861808
Long story
>>674862884
>She told me she broke up with her boyfriend but I asked my friend and he said they're still together.
> I'm unsure of how to proceed
You don't.
This is the old "women are monkeys" adage; when it comes to men, women won't let go of one "branch" (man) before having a hold on another.
She lies to you about her boyfriend to see if she has a hold of you, the new branch, before letting go of the old branch, her BF.
If you decide to make her your GF, one day you will be the old branch. One day she will be moving to fuck a new man, and she'll lie to him about you, and lie to you about him..
Remember that.
Women decide a relationship is over long before they say "I'm leaving you." By the time they leave, it's been over for months, they've been mentally checked-out for months and they've been looking for the new branch.
They are nothing if not pragmatic.
>>674864594
This, also don't risk your friendship for a girl
>>674863095
She called me ugly, told everyone at school and now, like literally every other time in my life I get called ugly. I don't even know what to say to it. It's so bad being ugly
>>674862258
She decided she had more preferable options. Easy as that.
She's a woman at the peak of her physical prime, so her menu is endless...for now.
have some humor about it
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zHY93RaSWf4
>>674860215
> tfw abandonment issues
I know this feel all to well
> be me, 18 freshman in college
> have swell group of friends
> make more friends
> we all takin classes together
> we all have similar goals and are looking forward to the future
> start to drift as friends take higher lvl courses (I was a lazy shit in hs, so I have some catching up to do)
> friends start making fun of me for being stupid and not as advanced
> get discouraged, so start to hang out with other people
> other people are really experimental
> be 19
> spend 6+ months doing every drug possible and going on midnight adventures with new friends
> New friends get busted so we all have a falling out.
> decide to get my shit together, get better grades, old friends start to hit me up more often
> be 20
> still studying
> hit a bump and fail a class
> word gets out
> It's like they all remembered at once why they didn't like me
> friendships start to fade once again
> they claim to not have any free time
> see them getting drunk and having a good time on all their snapstories
> get depressed
> gain 60 lbs
> be 21
> have surgery, look different, but also better
> loose 40 lbs, and currently working to loose more
> none of them notice
> none of them care
>>674865623
>friends
none of those people are really your friends if they don't stick by you through the tough times and the good times
>>674849895
That got me
>>674865623
Psh. Fail 1 class and they treat you like that? How can people be so arrogant. Everyone struggles with at least 1 course in college. And yeah... about the snapstories thing... I know that feel.
I can't believe my friends of 6 yrs. (some even from elementary school) could so easily forget about me. I'd see their stories and feel so damn left out. The whole gang reunited... everyone except me. Deleted my snapchat. Never looking back :[
I hope you can let go too, anon.
>>674863873
>>674864594
thanks /b/ros. So do not attempt to proceed with anything sexual with this female? That's the side I was leaning to anyway.
>>674852285
That hurt like a motherfucker holy shit
>>674844281
if it bothers you when people do things like make fun of you then you should just get really good at talking shit. for instance if someone calls you ugly tell them that your going to go to Walmart and buy 15 sets of kitchen knives slit there throat and cover there entire body with knives sticking into there flesh just before setting there knive filled porcupine like body on there grandparents door step. or that youll slit there throat and pull there tongue down out of there mouth and through the hole in there throat. I usually just go with the meanest most vulgar thing I can possibly think of. remember at least in my state its not a threat unless you have intention of doing it. and don't cuss in front of children either. thanks op
>>674857792
Happy birthday, anon. I love you
Theme songs of this thread
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6DILENcLL9A
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z3yQiNutBqQ
>>674861551
nope
IM GOING TO DO IT UNLESS A REAL PERSON TALKS TO ME!
(402) 612-2940
>>674867440
Some times it's the only way out.
I'm considering doing it too. The only thing stopping me is that I only have a .22LR idk if that is strong enough to kill instantly.
>>674865623
theres been a couple of times in my life were I had friends that pissed me off. what I did was called the police and told them that they were growing and selling weed outside of there allowed licensed amount.
>>674866565
The risk-reward ratio is fucked: risk your friendship to bust a nut in a cheating jizz jar who will just cuck you too ASAP.
fuck that
>>674844281
Fuck fuck fuck. Right in the feels. 80's kid here and I grew up with that mutherfucker.
>>674867811
like a true nigger
>>674867440
Do it already faggot, getting sick of seeing your fuckin' posts everywhere.
>>674867811
you're right.
I can't lose that friend.
bumpg
>>674868707
>>674868862
cheers
>>674865980
I know, but that's what's so depressing.
You never know when a rough patch comes, so when it does and they leave, the disappointment is heartbreaking. It's gutwrenching to know that it was all so very shallow.
>>674869165
Yeah I agree man and I've been there too, but the positive side of it is when you do go through rough patches it let's you know who really is a real friend and someone you can count on.
Saturday night special
>>674870924
me every weekend
sad dog is sad
>>674865330
this image perfectly describes why you shouldnt be good towards women, because you do not want to spend your life with them
What's everyone listening to? Here's what I got.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sGL5SXrCFXk
Does anybody know how to actually hack a Hotmail account?
There's this chick in my college who takes shit loads of nudes (she even showed it to me on her phone) and its somehow all in her Dropbox, the only way i can access it is to login via hotmail, so if anybody can give me a tip, it'll be well appreciated .
P.S not a new fag, just a horny buddy...
Story time, /b/rothers.
>be me 4years ago, 16 and just moved across many state lines
>got molested as a young fag, by two teenage girls
>barely remember, but always scared of girls. cant touch girls without feeling sick
>never had a gf obviously, but not gay. Im between a rock and a hard place
>anyway, I move over the summer and start high school somewhere else
>first day, at the bus stop, surrounded by girls
>see one off by herself
>instantly attracted
>I'm 5/10 at best, shes maybe a 6
>has a strange alluring gravity though
>get to school, sucks of course
>have class with girl
>find out her names Callista
>cal for short
>we talk once or twice
>shes quiet and reserved, draws a lot
>don't know why but I am really attracted to her
>months pass, we've talked like 6 times at most
>march, my brother gets sick
>have to walk his dog right after school
>take the dog out begrudgingly
>two blocks down, see Cal. shes waiting for me
>sees it's me and not my brother; shes confused
>we start talking, I'm disappointed
>shes clearly into my brother
>hes 9/10 alpha, 19 and fucks every girl with a vag and nice tits/ass
>Cal meets that criteria
>we talk regardless
>end up standing in the snow for 4 hours talking
>smitten.png
>shes very smart, and can keep up with my convo
>we talk politics, philosophy, then morals and sex
>tell her that I wont date until I have money and a car
>she agrees, likes my reasoning
>talk every day after that, and I fall in love
>turns out she loves my dog, not my brother
>invite her over to watch a movie with my family
>she holds my hand under a blanket
>I start sweating and freaking out
>she rubs my leg, and I calm down
>shes the first girl to touch me in years
>later we hang out again
>she tells me she wants to date
>I say no like a dumb cuck, tell her my reasoning
>cant pay for dates and whatnot
>she kisses me suddenly
>says I am worth waiting for
>we kiss for a long time
(This is going somewhere relevant, should I continue?)
I'm at a point, but still so far away. I'm getting over most of my fears, but one has been an Achilles tendon for me. I want to meet new people, for friendship or romance. The issue with the latter is that I've taken six years (the time I've been single) to build these walls, and tearing them down scares me. What do I do? I want to break away from the old me, but it's a struggle
>>674872292
Brian Eno Music for Airports
>>674844450
>>674872420
Please do
>>674872420
continue if you want but yeah she fucks your brother because he's hotter
spoiler alert women are opportunistic whores.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6XdqMGBZjGM
>>674857257
No you've been thinking that. Do something about it instead of complaining like a faggot.
>>674872292
Not a Coldplay fan, but Coldplay - Fun
puts me in my feels, it's fitting for the moment.
>>674872991
But wait, there's more!
>>674865330
> for now
Work your ass off. Study hard. Do well. Have a successful career... so you can win back the power and gloat.
>>674873483
yeah I have that one too
>>674854916
Jesus fuck... Looks like this is my stop, /b/ros....
>>674873349
I get you, I'm not much of a fan of Coldplay either. This is more my kind of thing personally.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1_9FywC00jU
>>674872991
That last slide
Fucking kek
>>674873667
>>674857792
Happy birthday brother! Love from the northwest!
can't believe how fast she got over what we had, those were "just" 6 months, but everything she told me during those months sounded genuine and than without hesitation, she doesn't even text me at all again.
plus i still think she's insecure, showing off how happy she is being back with her ex, by taking a pic of them every other day
/blog end
>>674873578
I make decent money and I live cheaper than I would if I had to subsidize a soggy hole with an attitude, so I have a lot saved up.
I don't bother gloating. There are a few women who wouldn't look twice at me 10 years ago who approach me now. I don't talk shit, I don't make sly jabs at them, I just avoid their advances and parry them by segueing into another topic.
I'm way past venom. I don't think I was ever there to begin with. It's just indifference now.
Now there's dank memes and all manner of entertainment.
>>674874271
I'd say you had dodged a bullet if she went crawling back to her ex, if it didn't work out once, I don't think it'll work out again. They'll most likely split up again.
>>674873880
I'm generally a fan of everything execpt country, in all honesty.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H0lG7kAEYIk
>>674867440
It will be okay Lindsay
>>674850205
My grandfather was in WW2 too. Jumped into. Normandy. Crazy shit happened if anyone is interested
>>674874657
shoot, nigger.
>>674872420
/b/ro, continue, holy shitfuck
>>674874318
> soggy hole with an attitude
10/10 line right there
>>674874540
yeah they will, just a matter of time
funny enough the reason she broke up with him in the first place was because while she was working out more and more, he didn't really acknowledge it, staying fat.
she slept with a guy shortly after the breakup for weeks, started things with me for nearly half a year and through a coincidence found out he was working out, something probably clicked in her brain whatever.
had to really contain myself from laughing when we talked and she told me "he's the guy she wants to be for her whole life"
>>674874686
K give me a sec on tablet
>>674874566
Fuck... I really liked that, thanks for sharing that one. Favourited. Here's one that I quite enjoy.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ipx8qWt2fVA
>>674849259
never watch this movie after a breakup.
>>674874318
Living the life my friend. But do you ever think you'll regret it? As you near old age?
>>674874271
Again, it all boils down to options; this is a marketplace like any other. No more, no less.
Women on average have more options in the market than men.
The more options a woman has, the less emotionally attached she will be to any one option.
Women therefore are, on average, the ones to initiate a breakup or divorce, and the ones to rebound more easily from them.
The inverse is true for men on average; fewer options, more attachment to any on particular option, etc. Divorce is even worse; in a breakup you'll be emotionally wrecked, but in a divorce you can add financially to that as well.
https://www.psychologytoday.com/blog/it-s-man-s-and-woman-s-world/201412/why-breakups-are-actually-tougher-men
>>674874855
Jesus, you really dodged a bullet. Fuck. Well, I say to try your best to get over her and find someone else, hell, someone even better!
Hey guys. I have a question.
How do you smile when there's nothing to smile about?
>>674875000
I really like the drums and guitar.
Here's another one of my current feels songs.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TM6zvGnPCxc
>>674874686
> Year be 1944
> Grandfather be in 81st Army paratroopers
> be fighting in war since Pearl Harbor
> While training meets his friend Dante ( important later )
> Fast forward both receive word about a massive invasion
> ohshitno.exe
> Go out together in Washington DC to get a drinks
> On way back to base to get ready to ship out
> see hooker in ally
Cont?
>
>>674875154
i guess so yeah
>>674875324
definetely did yeah, had the best sex yet with her though so there's that.
>>674875439
Because the future you needs you to.
>>674875154
> On average, you're a faggot
>>674875561
>hooker in ally
interested, cont plz
>>674875136
I might capitalize one day and have a casual relationship or maybe a GF. Or finally move overseas. But relationships are usually more expensive than I'd like. Not always, but on average.
But never marriage. There is no benefit besides tax breaks, and even those are outweighed by the risks involved.
>>674875514
I'm fucking digging it, you've got a great taste in music, anon. I like the lyrics a lot in this one.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S7zHZrcHdxg
>>674875677
> both stop and joke around about having some ' fun '
> both were dating future wifes at the time
> one of them decides to go down there to do something
>( hooker will be important later)
> fast forward to D Day
> both getting ready to fly out
> In a plane that has 50-100 men
> grandfather and Dante sit together
> plane takes off
> here we go lads
>>674860927
Everyone man in this thread NEEDS to read this. ALL of it is true.
>>674876241
yass
>>674844450
This belongs in a comfy thread
>“The Town Without Me” by Kayo Hinazuki
When I get bigger, big enough to go somewhere by myself, I want to go to a land that’s far away. I want to go to a faraway land. I want to go to an island that has no people. I want to go to an island that has no pain or sadness.There are no adults, children, classmates, teachers, or my mom on that island. On that island, I can climb a tree when I want to climb a tree, swim in the sea when I want to swim in the sea, and sleep when I want to sleep. On the island, I think about the town I left behind. Kids go to school, as if nothing has changed. Adults go to the office, as if nothing has changed. Mom eats, as if nothing has changed.
When I think about the town without me, I feel a sense of relief. I want to go far, far away
>>674861915
this is why i've considered deleting my facebook
but it's also the only way i can contact some people
>>674868862
haha shit
the best part, is even with the name on there its so old no one likely knows who the fuck it is anyway. might as well be the hamburglar
>>674856131
>Drugs won't break your heart
Tell that to Zyzz
I wanna be a girl but I know I'll never be a qt so I'm thinking of killing myself
>>674876863
I CRIE EVRY TIEM..
>>674876647 >>674876241
> flying into Omaha Beach
> Grandfathers plane was first wave
> under heavy ass fire
> fuck fuck fuck
> plane hit with fatal shot
>Grandfather and Dante say fuck it and jump
> last time my grandfather saw, Dante
> Most if not, all men on my grandfather's, plane died
> lands wayyyy off course
> by himself
Cont?
>
>>674849522
I can relate to this. Just know that playing yourself as a victim is crippling and it's vital that you accept that you have a lot to offer whether you think so or not.
Getting hung up on a girl as a teenager is common because you havent gotten to meet many other amazing girls. Don't feel like she was the only one because I can almost fucking guarantee you can find someone even better. You just gotta be patient.
![[nodding intensifies].png](https://i.imgur.com/3IEP8za.png "[nodding intensifies].png")
>>674876326
screencap it then
>>674877301
keep posting motherfucker
>>674872420
>totally in love with Cal, we get real intimate
>I tell her about my past, she shows me the cigarrette burns on her back
>her dad was super abusive until he was imlprisoned, aparrently.
>we continue to kiss and hold hands whenever were in private
>later she is in my bedroom and jumps on top of me
>shes super horny
>She kisses me and grinds her pelvis into my dick
>that's too much, I freak out and push her away
>I'm 6'1" 170 lbs and she's 5'0" and 100 at the most
>I'm stronger than I thought, especially when panicking
>adrenaline.jpg
>I accidently threw her across the room
>shes fine, but nearly in tears
>I try to apologize, but she doesn't respond.
>she ran out of the house
>I don't see her for a week, not even in school.
>when I finally do, she said she'd forgiven and forgotten
>Cal says her dad threw her once, just like I did
> I kiss her and apologize, but she wants to forget it
>things go back to normal for us
>she joins a summer swim team, becomes fast friends with the group
>I go away to my cousins for the summer
>ignore the dime next door, Cal is the only girl I can think about
>when I come home, she tells me all about her swim team
>shes now best friends with a boy on the team, Joe.
>no problem, girls can have guy friends
>Cal starts to talk about him incessantly.
>I know where this is going
>after a few weeks of hearing about Joe nonstop, I get sick if him.
>one day she leaves my house to go to swim
>I realized much later that she didn't kiss my goodbye like she always does
>I went to her next meet, got to see joe
>Joe is literally 13
>stupidme.gif
>I stop getting concerned.
>Cal isn't going to cheat on me with someone four years her junior.
>two more weeks go by. We stop physically interacting.
>its Tuesday in October. I text her to see if she can come over.
>"cant anon, going to watch a movie with some friends."
>fine by me; she can have friends besides me.
(Cont.?)
Thread's going to 404 here soon. It's been good fun, guys. Take it easy.
300 posts lads
>>674847111
kek
>>674877423
HURRY THE HELL UP AND POST GOD DAMNIT
>>674844990
holy shit I once wrote an actual letter to a girl something like that
thank god it was before the internet and i ended up throwing it out, so cringey
>in b4 grandpa
>>674846035
Just this
I was in a similar situation, you move on and learn from what happened and become the better for it. Just remember that you need to take chances, once I learned that life became a hell of a lot easier, at least in respect to women
>>674877657
he gets cucked in an extremely twisted and hurtful way
the end
Lose hope. Losing all hope was freedom. I found freedom.
It's really hard to get this way of mind when you're depressed, but when you reached it it's really hard to lose it.
>>674877301>>674877418
> after roaming around for a bit meets up with a small group of Army/Marines
> band together and proceed to a local town
> small group of about twenty
> enter town met with extreme resistance
> about half of group killed rest forced to surrender
> captured by fucking Nazis
>>674844281 Im really worried about what I should do and I need some advice on this subject
Ever since I moved back into my parents house a few months ago, they've been having these weekly fights, I usually just ignored it for a while, but tonight what happened was my dad had appearantly fell on his head to which he got a big gash from, he then started crying in pain and when I ran in the room he was bleeding a little from a cut on his eyebrow, my mom then started crying saying she didn't know what happened. Eventually we cleaned up the little gash and my parents told me both sides of the story, I then started talking to my parents about how accidents happen and that the little scar will just remind him how they are able to stick together no matter what happens and comparing that to how when a baby you love shits all over and that just because the baby shits itself, that doesn't mean you disown the baby, eventually they both forgave each other and went to sleep, what scares me the most is that they might separate and eventually one of them will probably kill themselves, so what does /b/ think about what I did, and whether or not what I did was good
>TL:DR Cliff notes
>parents are drunk
>dad falls and hits head
>dad blames mom in blind pain
>I run in thinking abuse
>turns out both were drunk
>I explain accidents happens
>compare explanation with babies you love shitting themselves
>they both forgive each other
>im worried about possible future
>>674847269
I hadn't cried in about a year then lost it at my dad's retirement party while giving a speech. embarrassing as fuck
>>674846355
I've been insanely depressed lately and all i really want to do now is sleep, I can't bring myself to get out of bed. It's slowly destroying me and I can't bring myself to tell anyone I know about it even though I know thats what i should do. My grades are suffering as a result which just propels my depression further
>>674877694
I have a feeling this will indeed end up on a cringe thread....
>>674877694
GRANDPA!
>>674877938
>stay in this mutually destructive relationship because babies shit themselves
great advice there, kid.
