Feels thread continued. Welcome anons. Listen to music, have a drink, open yourselves up.
Let this man herald the new thread.
>>674690483
I'm waiting on that anon to post his story.
This is mine, posted it last night. Sorry if the quality is shit, I've never screen capped before.
>>674690875
Reading it now anon
From the end of last thread.
Things will be bad for me soon.
>Aunt terminal with cancer a week - a month left
> 97 yr old grandmother not doing well
>gram wanted to see Toshiko (my aunt) this summer, not going to happen.
>gram is tired and wants to go, all her friends are gone
>she will give up and die soon too
I will try not to fall apart, but I may fail. Gram is.. can't even say.. she taught me how to fish for trout, how to hunt rabbits (lead them with a 22), life will suck this summer.
not looking for sympathy. Any moron can find that between shit and syphilis in any English dictionary. Just venting what is happening
>>674690483
I've been diagnosed with cancer 4 months ago and i won't ever tell my parents. Literally just waiting to die. There's nothing for me but routine:job-home-sleep-repeat. I'll be glad when it's done.
I had a fight with my Gf a week ago, we havent been talking. I went to go see her today to apologize, and her dad said she was at the movies. I asked my best friend a while ago if he would go see Star Wars with me in Omnimax, he said sure. I found out he took her instead. I know shes not cheating, he's gay, he was like that before i met her.
Tl;dr, both my Gf and Best friend ditched me. I haven't thought about an-heroing in a long time but it sounds good right now
>>674691398
Are you afraid at all? Of what's on the other side...?
>>674691232
Like I said anon, be there for her until the end. Try as hard as you can not to fall apart.
>>674691398
I'm sorry anon. Why won't you tell your parents? Too hard for them to bear or are you estranged?
>>674691398
I love you anon. I envy you.
>>674691105
Thanks anon. Reread it myself just to feel.
>>674691550
No, i'm tired all the time, i'm ok with whatever there is or isn't on the otherside.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ma7lyfYzIw8
>>674691539
Don't an hero anon. Sounds to me like you guys haven't broken up, you're just going through a really rough fight. Tell her you want to talk things out. Talk to your best friend too, that's kind of a dick move.
Here you go /b/ bout to get those feels out and ready.
>be me
>17
>mom says "Anon dinners ready"
>Run downstairs since it was Friday mom normally makes tendies
>Smile on my face wiped away
>Smell non tendies cooking
>Mom made meatloaf
>Kill mom
>Go back to computer games screaming nigger and newfag at people
Best years of my life wish mom was there to see me grow up
>>674690875
Sucks anon, I feel for you. I hate online relationships, because I feel like they're such bullshit sometimes, but at the same time, it feels like the only relationships I can get are online. Online a girl isn't put off by my awkward demeanor, or stupid fashion, or ance or anything. Online all they have is my words, my thoughts, who I truly am. Fuck, the internet can be cool, but in a way it also was the worst thing to ever happen to mankind.
>>674690875
>>674691105
>>674691743
Fuck, strong feels.
My relationship was also online at first, it has one or two similar points with yours.
It might have ended worse than yours though, I don't really know how to judge that.
But for me, it's gonna be two years soon, and this shit only gets worse.
>>674692029
I actually found out, through my relationship with her, that I prefer long distance. There was something absolutely magical about the way her face lit up when she saw me get off the plane and we hugged for the first time. There's something amazing about going to visit someone and letting them take you through their life in an entirely new place that you're not at all familiar with. I spent two weeks with her but I remember her city and those streets better than I do mine.
>>674691681
Here is that thread
>>674692082
It's hell. It really is. Hearing that it's been two years and you're still in pain scares the fuck out of me. I've barely hung on for two months.
>>674692323
I don't know how people can be that way to each other. This person obviously cares more about you than some over might, yet you take it for granted.
>>674691921
It's complex. I was in the feels thread last night, the name "Victoria" might ring a bell.
>>674692323
Not yet two years man, not yet.. Just two months shy.
Fuck, I still love her so much. But we haven't talked in a year, and that conversation lasted 5 or 10 minutes.
To be honest, I don't fucking know how I'm hanging on. It fucking hurts.
So fucking much.
I guess drugs do help, but on nights like these, when I'm sober... I wish I still had a gun close.
>>674692506
No one's perfect, we all fuck up. Except you I'm guessing
>>674690875
i can relate to this to no end. youre not alone anon. much love
Steam girl anon here. Also the op of this thread. I dunno, in way I think I can do distance easier too. I've never gotten that far along though. Most I've ever been with a girl was 6 months, and she was some super christian girl who had these stupid expectations of me. She wouldn't even say we were dating.
>>674692506
I know she doesn't want to believe it, probably because she is hurting too, but I really did care for her on a level I will probably never care for another human being again. I can't, there's no room for anyone else.
>>674692570
Ah yeah, I remember you. Try to keep the faith in your relationship. That shit sucks. On the other hand, if you sense a slow, drawn-out breakup approaching, get the hell out. That will ruin you.
>>674692847
wuts ur steam bby?
>>674692737
I don't what implied that, I have my own share of problems and imperfections. I'm just prone to not think of individual people, but humanity as a whole. A real philosophy fag.
>>674691983
MODS MODS MODS
Feels.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SDGuNWu9WSo
>>674692784
It's appreciated anon. I'm sorry that you can relate.
>>674692847
I just think starting out a relationship long-distance and eventually moving to be together makes it more solid. That sounds like you dodged a bullet though. Relationships can really mess a person up.
>>674692948
I'm not a girl, if you read the other thread you'd understand that I'm the guy who fell for a girl I met on 4chan and woke up to being blocked for a reason I don't know.
>>674693185
cuck'd into oblivion, whats her steam bby?
>>674691593
I hope not to fall apart. I can't fall apart it's not allowed. When my first wife's parents passed I was there to lean on, when a family pet dies I'm there for the kids, I'm the one that is always there and sound. But it builds up over time and now this will happen, but I will not fall apart. I will be there for my mom and extended family.
I may be an asshole, most of my family sees me as such, but.. Gram has always been my rock, a reason to be civil. When she is gone, they will know what an asshole really is
Music: https://youtu.be/A22qZhQAwTE
>>674692936
The thing is, i can't leave her, at least not now. She said, even when we were fighting, she was the last person i could talk to about her personal stuff. She's been suicidal for a while, and if I left and she killed herself, i feel like it would be my fault, i cant have tbat on my conscious
>>674693185
did you ever see "her"?
>>674693161
I did dodge a bullet. Whatever hell that girl was, it would've been far worse if we got farther along. For the past year or so I've just been doing nothing relationship wise. I really want to be in another one, and I guess distance really is the best for me.
>>674693254
tell her how much she affected me if you want http://steamcommunity.com/id/charapls
>>674693532
>http://steamcommunity.com/id/charapls
>was banned before
did you even hear her voice, see her pic, anything?
>>674693383
We met in a faces of /b/ thread and she sent me a picture, so I saw whatever she wanted people to believe was her. Who knows if it was actually her or not. Who knows if she was a trap. I don't have the pic anymore, I deleted because I was upset. It's buried on imgur somewhere.
All I can say is that she was blonde, had long-ish hair, kind of an emo-ish "bangy" cut. I'm so weak to that type of hair.
>>674693380
As frustrating as it is I can relate to this. We are way too caring for our own good but I wouldn't change it and I have a feeling you wouldn't either.
>>674693425
Just be careful with distance. They can work, even though a lot of people will say they can't. Mine would have if I hadn't been such a goddamned idiot. Understand that if it becomes serious, one of you will have to relocate, or both if you're adventurous.
>>674693532
lmao dude she plays smite. looks like you lucked out
>>674693905
I don't think it was your fault, I think that girl's issues got in the way of the relationship.
>>674693742
>>674693885
Ok so you probably just got too clingy too fast and she back peddled. cool your jets next time son
some metal for ya bastards
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rr-k8lojEcw
>>674694135
im with this person. odds are you creeped her out, and she did the natural thing of blockin yo ass
>>674694258
bruh tank sucks mad cock. get this shit out of here
>>674693742
As I said, I saw whatever she posted in the faces of /b/ thread and the pic she sent me. I can't say if it was her or not, but it felt like it. I never heard her voice, she might have been a trap. I always feel a person is genuine online by the way they talk. I can't read people well I guess. Regardless, I was hurt.
>>674694047
There's a lot more that I didn't post in that story for the sake of condensing it, but most of the blame lies on me. She does have a shitload of issues that made it difficult, but I knew what she needed and I responded with exactly the opposite because I, too, have a shitload of issues. I beat myself up for it daily. She told me once that I was the only compassion she'd ever known in her life and it ended with her believing that I didn't care about her and that I thought she wasn't good enough. That more than anything kills me.
>>674694408
what are you some Tool faggot?
Here's some of for you guys
1
>>674694135
>>674694272
Yeah, I probably did. Who knows when next time will be. Meh, life is bittersweet. I don't hate it, I don't love it.
>>674693885
Probably this
>>674694135
sucks that she went that way and didnt give you any explanation for why she was blocking you.
>>674694659
Yeah, people can be harsh. People are so used to having the convenience of blocking people online, that they don't realize sometimes a genuine person on the other side is really affected by that.
>>674694561
lmao they suck mad cock too. get outta here with your wanna be cool music. if you wanna listen to metal at least listen to something good
>>674694597
tried to get that bitch on coms huh? usually a bad sign when they refuse to vocally talk even in videogames
>>674694876
so whats "good"?
>>674694876
Ok, what's your opinion on Dio?
>>674694597
just dont mess with people from faces of /b/ threads. especially if you can be fooled easily by people posing as others. keep it face to face
>>674693905
I just don't know anymore. It seems like no matter how hard I try, how much effort I put in, no one cares. Not her, not my friends, no one, it seems one sided with everyone
>>674694680
The pets feels never get me. probably because ive never had one so i cant relate to them
>>674694951
pantera, metallica, slayer, megadeath, iron maiden, shall i continue?
>>674695019
im a fan, but cant say ive listened to much
>>674694888
Yeah, never talked to her. I asked if she wanted to voice chat tomorrow once, and her response was "umm.. sure?". Take that as you may. A big problem was that she often would be playing smite or space engineers and wouldn't talk during that time. There was a lot of "hey I wanna talk when you can" shit.
>>674695046
I know the feeling. It feels hypocritical as fuck for me to tell you that someone will care eventually, because I feel like those words are so much bullshit. I will say though that I don't regret my relationship. Yeah, I wish I was dead right now, but the memories I got from being with her are more precious to me than anything, I'd kill to keep them. I'm sure you feel the same.
>>674695170
main stream baby, metallica's only good for their first three albums, slayer is shit and I never understood the cult following, ill give you medadeth MEGADETH NOT DEATH YOU FUCK and iron maiden tho.
>>674695321
smells of catfish
>>674695430
I know, I know. Regardless, I was feeling something and am affected by that.
>>674695405
haha yea theyre mainstream, but Idk i like it. I havent found other bands of the same genre I like as much.although i do love sepultura. i dont know how mainstream you'd rank them
>>674695618
what was it about them that got you to catch feelings. they seem like a bitch
Will continue dumping sad shit because everyone loves feels.
>>674690659
Fuck Robin Williams. What a pussy.
>>674695779
woah so edgy xDDDDDDDDDDDD
>>674694888
>>674695430
Doesn't matter anymore, but here's what I believed to be her twitch. If you watch the star wars streams, when she speaks, she might have been a trap. Whatever. https://www.twitch tv/charaph/profile
>>674695170
Mors Principium Est, Insomnium, Kalmah, Omnium Gatherum to name a few melodeath metal
>>674695618
?
>>674695655
dunno how you like all of them but still hate on Tank, Sepultura is pretty bland
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QZF39Iyt5cQ
>>674695940
you've got good taste. i like you
>>674695940
Love all of these
>>674695954
Yeah, I have a problem with that. Just haven't had much contact with women. Mom always said to just start as friends, but none of the people in my circle of friends were ever girls.
I feel unconfident because of my height. I've been told my face is nice, but I've been called short before, and I notice girls usually think taller guys are the hot ones. I just feel insecure, and I sort of tucked it away for a while. Now it's grown beyond that and spread to other factors of my life. I don't know how to make it stop, it's starting to eat away at me.
>>674695985
just my personal opinion i guess. I cant really explain it. Maybe its just the nostalgia I get listening to them cause i was raised on it
>>674695927
thats totally a fucking dude
>>674694258
This is no where near metal. This is hard rock at best.
Metal is usually 160+ bpm with growling vocals.
>>674696157
>>674696157
height?
>>674696283
literally retarded
>>674690483
I'm fuckin poor need a part time jobs
>>674696310
is that james franco as the firefighter???/
>>674695718
Well, the pictures that I believe were her certainly helped. She said she was born in russia and moved to us. I thought that was cool. Said she knew three languages: russian, chinese, english. We had a lot of the same tastes. She liked old school punk, I like old school punk, metal, and rock. Liked sci-fi stuff. Gamed.
I just want a girl who is somewhat cute and has mutual interests.
>>674696361
I like how this got out on social media and now all of his guys kids but her probably feel like shit
>>674696307
Five foot ten, or 1.78 metres.
>>674696261
Maybe, maybe. Who knows. Might've been a trap. It's over now, point is, I fell for it.
>>674696243
I feel ya, maybe check out Armored Saints
>>674695917
Fucking lost it with that gif
>>674696450
ahh i feel ya man. dont we all haha. if theres a game store/card shop/ comic book store nearby, go there more often, and who knows maybe you'll find a girl or two there you can get to know
>>674696361
I feel like shit every time I see this and I didn't even do anything.
I don't have a shit life. I don't have even a semi shit life. I just feel like theres something thats missing from it. Idk what it is but I've felt like this for a while.
>>674696602
MAYBE? are you deaf man? That voice screams dude.
>>674696539
age?
>>674695830
gay
>>674696097
I understand i felt the same way about the only girl that ever talked to me in high school, but realized after i graduated that i really didnt like her that much. most of our beliefs were polar opposites. I liked that i was getting attention from a female more than i like the female
>>674696539
We all have problems anon. I'm 6'0 and probably going to grow more, but I need to lose weight and get a little muscle. All I can suggest is maybe try to date really short girls?
>>674696310
I'm 55 years old, and this image made me shed some tears.
>>674696673
get out there and do something new. especially if youve got some money, go travel and experience all that the world has to offer to you. or just fill your brain with lead in some beautiful forest somewhere. both work nicely
>>674690875
I wrote you a nice antidote in relation to Mars yesterday as a plan of action in regards to this...
Remember anon? I can post again if you need inspiration.
>>674696911
nice dubs
no money
am i better with or without a female
>>674696767
What does you being six foot have to do with anything?
>>674696693
You're not being very conducive. Regardless of if they were or were not who they say they were, I developed feelings and was dropped. Time to fall for another girl.
>>674696938
You're planet anon. I actually mentioned that to my friend earlier today, he thought it was cool.
Go ahead and post again, I'm gonna cap it.
>>674696375
literally a faggot
>>674697048
how old are you if you dont mind me asking? you cant just fall for a girl you have to let her fall for you and then work from there, bitches will drop you so fast.
>>674696813
eh youre fine dude. just get some muscle, not like total manlet status, and work on charisma some. I have a friend whos about the same height, and he just works out, and finds ways to be fun to be around. hes had pretty decent success with woman mainly cause hes fun to be around and doesnt let his height hinder him at all.
>>674697040
I intended it as saying that I don't have a problem with height like him, but have a problem with my build. Just trying to say that we all have our insecurities.
>>674697140
really not sure if you were serious.
>>674697037
thats all up to you. relationships bring a bunch of potential issues, but even more benefits. its up to you if you wanna risk it
>>674697210
19, entering college soon
>>674697085
here you go, move forth and prosper
>>674697389
go to bed jimmy
>>674697243
Hm thanks anon, I appreciate the advice.
>>674697293
Thanks, I'll keep that in mind.
>>674697389
well dont fuck up by making female friends and then trying to date them, take it slow
>>674697473
fuck off, a person of any age can have problems.
>>674697513
this
Dude this girl is playing me hella bad. I kept my distance , we fucked, then she hits me with the " I love you, can't wait to grow old, blah blah " so last night when I got wasted do st pats I tell her I'm falling for her. She hits me the " I feel different, you said alot last night, I need space"
Moral of the story girls are dumb as Fuck
>>674697445
Thanks planet anon. I'll have to remember to look at this when I seriously feel like an-heroing.
>>674697387
okay im gonna go get my heart ripped out. or hopefully not. heres to you anon nobody else save
>be me
>23 years old
>havental issues, asperger and shit
>parents always were very distand
>they are divorced since i was a child
>rarely goes outside
>meet cute girl 8/10
>we use to talk every day all day for like 5 years
>One day she stop talking to me
>she blocked me from all social media
>dont pike up my calls
>she just says im pathetic and i bored her
>still wants to talk to her
>she told me she will upload our conversations on a fb page if i wont stop
>feels like shit
>afraid of she exposing me
>still crying
>still want to talk to her
>startes seeing another psychiatrist
>send me some pills
>prozac, altruline y kastandi
>love her like a sister
>she just doesnt want to talk to me
>doesn't tell me what went wrong
>still looking at her pictures
>still a patheric little shit
Will de medication help me out?
Will she come back some day?
no metter what, i love you /b/ros you always there.
>>674695940
Please add to the list if you can, I'm always out for melodeath metal bands
Wolfheart is another one
>>674697604
lmfao you got catfished by a dude, basically knew it, but was in denial, and now you want us to feel bad for you? get that shit outta here
>>674696673
I'd say the best thing to do is get a hobby besides gaming. Learn an instrument like bass or guitar, learn programming, something. That will make you focus on yourself. A lot of people are most attractive when they're not trying to be attractive.
>>674697679
Bitches ain't fucking shit but hoes and fucking tricks.
>>674697693
bless you anon
Okay, my story.
>be me, 16
>greasy little loserfaggot, a few male friends, but more of less resigned to never speaking to girls or having one in my life.
>girl I used to annoy the fuck out of for shits introduces me to her cousin, and we both troll her a bit together
>newgirl named Samantha - truly a beautiful person, incredible face and a body to match and the sweetest, most caring personality I'd ever seen.
>grow to know Samantha more
>she's clearly showing signs of being into me for some reason, although she's very shy
>me, being a greasy faggot, can't quite believe it and don't make a move.
>Christmas rolls around
>asks me to be her boyfriend
>complete shock, must be a joke right?
>after several minutes of panic, agree.
Interest? Continue?
>>674697604
to be fair >>674697893 has a valid point, also dont be a faggot and take the bi route because you fell for a trap one time, unless you're already a bi fag
>>674697893
I'm not that anon. Sure he was a little naive, but we've all done the same shit. This is a feels thread man, the only threads on 4chan were we support each other.
>>674697738
Sounds like she's unstable. People don't just randomly flip around like that unless she just gets off on fucking others over.
Fuck her. I know it's hard but you don't deserve shit like that especially with all the other bs you have to deal with.
>>674697738
You are an obsessive fuckwit. You sound like a fucking creep dude. Just back the fuck up.
>>674698068
thanks for the backup fam
>>674698082
>we've all fell for some trap we met on 4chan
speak for yourself
>>674697738
chicks are crazy man. your guess is as good as mine
>>674698000
Nice trips, continue.
>>674697679
>>674697904
Amen Brody. Only problem is I like her. I think I'm going to dump her tomorrow but I feel conflicted
>>674698000
Keep going trips.
>>674698082
ive never fallen for a trap. sorry. and these are for people with real problems
>>674696069
you have any more bands you can add?
I'm really stuck on MPE and Insomnium at the moment, looking for something similar
>>674698192
>hurr durr I must take everything said so specific and literal
Not that retard, but we've all done stupid teenager shit we regret.
>>674696094
you have any more bands you can add?
I'm really stuck on MPE and Insomnium at the moment, looking for something similar
>>674698286
ive been there bro it sucks. she was 10/10 tho and it was fun while it lasted
>>674698286
>Only problem is I like her
Hey, when I said bitches ain't shit, that didn't mean it was a magical password that enables you to not fall in love with one like some dumb bastard who loves getting hurt.
Do what you think is right bro. At the end of the day you have to look out for you. Now if only I could take my own fucking advice.
>>674698362
unfortunately not, I havent been listening to as much metal recently, so havent been exploring new bands in that genre
>>674690483
What in the sweet glistening FUCK is happening to this site....
>My best friend killed himself a week ago
>don't know why he did it
>wrote his last letter telling me to kill myself like he did
Should I do it?
>>674698362
Look up Imperanon
>>674698369
Yeah thats fair, but even you trying to be the good guy has to admit falling for a trap on 4chan takes the fucking cake
>>674691777
Uncheckd trips?
Wow, this thread is depressing
>>674698524
>Now if only I could take my own fucking advice.
This so much
>>674698676
this right here
>>674698656
Honestly? No. That's a fucked up as shit situation but you can't let him drag you down with him. The absolute shittiest reason I can think of to an hero is because someone guilted you into not joining them in doing it.
>>674698656
do you honestly care what we say? ask yourself that
>>674698572
What do you mean is happening? This place has always been shit to some degree. I'd say a feels thread where anons are talking and interacting with genuine emotion towards each other is far better than shit like ylyl, hunger games threads, and the fucking zootopia threads.
>>674698656
if you question it the answer should be no
>>674698676
I know it's stupid man, but I didn't begin to suspect she might have been a trap until after she blocked me and I started digging.
>>674699070
LOOK BEFORE YOU LEAP KID
i normally don't post on these threads, i just kinda lurk and feel. but i gotta talk to someone. i feel like there's no point in life guys. my mom died when i was 13(now 27) and i didn't really have anyone to talk to so i closed up completely. when my friends in college talk about deep shit and they turn to my for my 2 cents i can't say anything, and when i do talk about feels, it makes me think about the last time i saw my mother, and how i held her hand at the hospital and thought "why me". not all days are bad for me, but most are. i haven't had a gf for a long time. life just seems boring and repetitive. wake up, eat breakfast, go to class, get home, sleep, and then it repeats. i just feel so sad. but i guess things could be worse.
>>674699345
That's fair.
>>674698000
>grow to know Samantha during the spring of 2010
>still look back at this time as the happiest in my life
>Samantha was honestly the most selfless, giving person I had ever met
>had barely any money but would spend it to buy gifts for others for no occasions
>spent hours wrapping gifts, writing nice notes for people who really needed it.
>but problems
>every aspect of her life was a complete disaster
>crippling mental issues, anxiety, depression, a fog that would set over her mind and make it impossible to think straight
>low weight issues, incredible and unexplainable muscle and joint pains that doctors weren't able to help.
>piercing headaches and constant sore throats that left her in bed, unable to move
>through some strange affliction required an absurd amount of sleep - 12 hours of sleep would leave her as tired as if id had 6
>insomnia, only a couple toxic friends who would mistreat her
>a terrible family life and a borderline abusive sister
>too sick for school, she'd dropped out in grade nine and couldn't reattend.
>if there was ever a greater disparity between the life this girl deserved and the one she'd received, I've never seen it
Con't
>>674693568
this. :'|
>>674699396
Things could always be worse, but that doesn't mean shit. It doesn't make you feel less like shit, in fact most of the time hearing that makes you feel worse because you now feel like shit for feeling like shit.
I'm sorry about your mom anon, and I'm sorry your life seems so meaningless. Just imagine taking life and punching it in the dick, if only so it doesn't win.
>>674690875
Did this anon leave? This thread took a pretty unsupportive turn.
>>674699396
theres pretty much nothing worse than feeling like theres nothing worth waking up to. go ahead and put it out there thats what these threads are for
>>674699504
She sounds a fucking LOT like my ex. Goddamn. Continue anon.
>Be me
>be 16 years old
>Had only ever had one girlfriend before this, which was a long distance relationship so it wasn't even really real
>Start talking to a girl at my school, who I met through a mutual friend
>She's really cute, has a personality that's great and we just click
>We're best friends for a few months, talk on the phone every night for hours and hours
>I'm happy, not lonely, I have something to look forward to everyday
>Few months pass
>I tell her how I feel about her
>"I know but it's okay"
>what.jpg
>"It's okay that you like me, we just can't do anything about it"
>Why the fuck not
>"You're too old, anon"
>We're 2 years apart
Cont.
>>674699504
I think you're sensationalizing her background to give her depth that she doesn't actually have. But continue.
>>674699649
Still here, trying to find more stuff to dump. This is all I do at night anymore.
>>674699461
you know thats kinda true, but simply because you forgot the day happened doesnt mean everyone else did too. You are remembered as who you were.
>>674699795
Continue.
>>674699639
thanks man. im not gonna an hero or anything, because that doesn't solve shit. although i've been close. thanks for putting in your 2 cents. glad to know that there's someone out there, where ever you are, whoever you are, that shares the same opinion as me. cheers
>>674699504
>together Samantha and I grow stronger
>she teaches me that I can dress well, actually talk to people, be an attractive person
>I help her painstakingly through each of her issues
>feels like every time one is solved, 2 more arise
>but we make progress
>standing up to her sister. Being independent from her family. Going places on her own. Working her leg strength so she can walk for more than two blocks at a time.
>all the while we fall deeper and deeper in love
>her being a minor weeaboo and knowing some things about Japanese culture, come up with the perfect birthday present.
>she tells me her wisdom teeth will be removed the week of her birthday.
>I spend four months constantly folding and numbering a never ending series of paper cranes
>in Japan, there is a legend that 1000 paper cranes will bring one wish - traditionally, a cure for illness.
>her wisdom teeth come out and as she sleeps I display one thousand paper cranes laid out for her to see upon waking
Con't
>>674699690
agreed
>>674690483
I've never told this on here before. Only my closest friend and the parents of the man involved know. But even they don't know in detail. I'm 28 now. Just for reference. And drunk on my phone so deal with it.
>I'm 13 at the start of brotherhood and best friend is 14. We have known each other since 1st grade. We start boxing and kickboxing.
>we both become consumed in the sport.
>I'm obsessed. Diet is on point. Healthy. Training every day.
>my friend was always interested in doing the wrong things like smoking and drinking.
>nah bro we need to train we are fighters.
>he starts smoking pot.
>I'm young at 16 and think pot is a horrible drug.
>we stop hanging out.
>I train like crazy.
>best friend goes down hill.
>I come home from class and whole family has moved out and took all my shit.
>found out they moved to Colorado. I live in Illinois.
>fuck them I'll keep fighting.
>talked to my sister and brother for the first time last Christmas. It was awkward. Fuck them still.
>I lived in my gym for a while. End up staying with a teacher Mr. S. Who was a kick boxer back in the day.
>I'm 17 and fighting at worlds Muay Thai.
>2 day bracket tournament.
> fight my heart out and win.
> months later I'm in Walmart and see Tim. My old bro who smokes pot now.
>kind of excited. "Bro I won worlds."
>he tells me " bro I know I was there I watched you fight."
>I'm almost in tears. No family to watch my success but bro was there.
>he's out of shape and dressed like a thug.
>bro we should enlist. Let's be Rangers.
>he's not into it but I press the issue. We can be successful.
>let's be Rangers bro.
>he agrees after a long while.
>we enlist when I'm 18 and he's 19.
>do the buddy system after signing ranger contracts.
>go to basic and AIT together.
>after that we go to jump school.
> Tim is scared of heights.
>bro it's ok. We're going to be Rangers.
>we go to RASP. It's hard as fuck we want to quite but we don't.
>bro were going to be Rangers.
cont?
>>674699795
>I tell her okay
>Try to go back to normal
>For some reason, her dumping me made me want her more
>I've never felt love before but this was it
>We were perfect for each other and she told me no
>But I respect her decision
>We're kinda quiet around each other now
>Awkward, I guess
>Don't know how to talk to her suddenly
>Used to be so easy
>One night, I can't take it anymore, I call her and leave her a voice mail
>I tell her that I love her and I can't control it
>Cry myself to sleep because I feel alone again
>She never replies or even acknowledges that I told her I loved her
>Stop talking until my junior year, when I turned 17
>The only reason we started talking again is so that school is less awkward for us
>Still can't control my feelings for her
>This time I don't say anything though
>Turns out she's dating a guy
>He's older than me
>Whatthefuckwasthatshitfrombeforebitch.gif
>Get furious
>Tell her how I feel, why I'm mad
>Stop talking again
>School is really weird until I graduate
>Kinda become friends again after about a year
>I'm with another girl now, have been for over a year
>But it's not the same, even though she lives with me and she's great, she's not my first love, I don't even know if I love her
>I still feel alone
>I still regret falling in love
I really don't want to but I'll have to sleep soon. I love to sleep because of the pic I just posted but I also hate it because I really don't feel like there's shit worth waking up to.
I dunno if I'll be able to hit up any feels threads tomorrow, but I'll definitely be back Sunday night. You guys are all loved, and worth more to me than a lot of people I've met in real life, and these threads are the only time of day I feel relatively at peace, or at least not like slipping away and dying somewhere. So thanks for that everyone, and thanks for listening to my story.
You guys all hang in there, I'll see you soon.
>>674695830
hit me so hard..my name is matt
>>674700220
>I display one thousand paper cranes laid out for her to see upon waking
If this is real there's no way you wouldn't have taken a picture of all of those cranes. Post the cranes so I can stay interested in this story.
>>674700454
Not dumping, denying.
I found out my 17 year old cat ive had since i was 3 or 4 has cancer. Its a large bulge in his jaw and now i have to flush his mouth every other day to prevent infection from growing. Its an aggressive cancer but he will hopefully be okay as long as it doesnt spread much more. I dont know how much longer ill have him.
>>674700454
No girl will ever be your first love anon. But your first love isn't always the one that is right for you. The only reason your first love feels so special is because you don't have to worry about shit like bills, college, jobs, etc.
>>674697738
Anon, if she's having such a bad impact on your life, leave her. Ik it is hard, but I was in the same position and walking away was def the right call. Pls don't let yourself be harmed any further.
>>674700454
Man, fuck her. What a bitch cunt.
>>674700220
>wakes and is overjoyed, her family expressing how sweet it is that I want her teeth to heal
>but her and I know
>this isn't a wish for her teeth, but a wish for her entire life
>a wish that would slowly come true
>other gifts followed - a song I wrote and recorded myself, a street sign with her name on it I'd stolen, intricate and detailed notes and cards
>one Christmas, give a series of 12 gifts leading up to Christmas day, each more personal and beautiful than the last
>one ornate tea set I'd made myself
>an old spice rack filled with round jars
>hours of scrubbing and washing to get all scents out
>28 different teas, each selected by hand with different moods in mind
>hand-drawn calligraphic labels tied on with black ribbon
Con't
>>674700491
same
>Be me
>meet girl of dreams
>completely fuck it up lke everything else in life
>make it almost almost 2 years
>5 months after our breakup we are starting to friends again
>talk to her like nothing is wrong
>secretly dying inside
>be me tonight
>alcohol and sleeping pills
> gnight /b/ love you guys </3
>>674700907
what brings you here brother?
>>674700779
Yeah, you're right. But I still feel like it could have been something great. Something worth taking a risk for.
>>674700404
Yes continue
>>674700478
goodnight anon hope i talk to you in another thread sometime
Steam girl anon here. I'm about to head out. Anyone have advice or anything to say that is actually supportive?
>>674700454
the gayest thing i have ever read:) ever.
>>674701147
Thank
>>674700535
Some. Her mom had shaky hands so most pictures didn't turn out.
>>674701322
jesus, I thought this story was bullshit, but this shit is actually real?
>>674701145
Get over it, there an actual fuck ton of women out there, and traps if you want to keep up your faggotry
>>674701322
Not bad anon, very nice.
>>674700404
Continue nigga
>>674693568
legit made me cry jfc
>>674697684
>Yesterday I presented Mars as a cosmic entity
>Today I will present him as a deity, Mars; the God of War
>Mars will never succumb to something as weak as an-heroism. He has taken too many lives to take his own; it would go against his purpose and all of the virtues Mars upholds
>The virtues are:
>Strength
>Knowledge
>Wisdom
>You must seek victory through all battles. Begin to focus on turning your recent minor pitfall in to a triumph through perseverance and determination; what does not kill you makes you stronger
>In peace, Mars is also the God of Agriculture for his wisdom tells him that when his blade is sheathed he must give back to the universe for his victories; you must sow to reap bountiful harvests
>Through Mars, you will learn that you have the power to influence the events of your life as he does the tides of the battles in which he has fought
>Every battle makes him stronger, every brush with Venus makes him more knowledgeable in her devious manner and every time he rises after falling he receives the wisdom of Jupiter, the heart of the universe
>This I promise you anon:
>Life is worth living
>Life is worth adventuring as a child does a sand box
>Pain can be a wonderful thing depending on your perspective and can stimulate internal change like no other
>All it takes, is to pick up the blade and use it to your advantage
>>674701448
Thanks anon (?). I'm getting over it, just as I've said before, I think you have to go through the motions of sadness before you can be happy. It's a natural emotion. Hopefully one day I'll be in one of these threads with feels from a relationship with a girl that has actually lasted a decent amount of time. Or hell, even supporting others with a success story.
>>674700961
If your TV nking of killing yourself over a bitch just don't ok /b/to?
Dated girl A cheated on 3 times, once with lil bro
Dated girl B Dumped me because she didnt want to cheat on me. I no longer trust women, and am horrible at keeping them
>>674701426
Yes.
>>674700854
>tea set
>one of the greatest gifts I've ever made anybody.
>she loves it
>I'm the boyfriend she'd always dreamed of
>she's the girl I never deserved
>some years pass
>we only grow closer, I trust her with everything
>never know what it is to be in love
>true happiness
>to have complete and total faith that no matter what terrible events
>having no money, having no friends
>being weak
>any of these things are okay.
>the worst possible outcome is okay.
>because you know that no matter what it is she'll be there with you
>support you
>love you unconditionally
>the biggest sacrifices are irrelevant
>because whatever you do, shell understand
>even if she can't she trust that you do
>go wherever you will go
>love and hold you no matter who you are
>a stunning human example of success
>or a weak sobbing coward
Con't
>>674698119
>>674698228
>>674698140
>>674700796
Its been just a week, leting her go may be the best thing, but still hurts, thank you
>>674700404
Where you at fam? Continue b4 this 404's
Im filled with so much rage n hate that im concerned i will become a supreme gentlemen. Hopefully they dont throw me in the looney bin...ths my biggest fear.
bumping this shit
>>674702114
I want to see how this ends.
>>674702114
>>674702114
>an old friend, Joshua
>also leads a rough life
>an unbreakable attachment to an awful girl
>doesn't allow him friends
>cheats on him while he's in the same bed
>generally terrible person
>years of coercion from Samantha and I
>he at last leaves her
>a close friend
>but closer to Samantha
>over the last half-decade she's only grown more beautiful
>men trying to take this from me constantly
>but I don't mind
>after all, what are some desperate strangers when you have this level of trust?
>and my trust for the pair of them was extraordinary
>and it cost.
>>674690483
just came home from a night out, was fun but as i was waiting for the bus i stood at the exact same spot where we were standing when we were dating.
i miss her yeah, i miss texting with her, i was about to fall deeply in love with her before she ended it. still continued to see me for several months when her excuse was the usual "it's not you it's me" and days later she's back with her ex.
>>674700404
Cont.
>bro we did it we are Rangers.
>were going to deploy to Afghanistan.
>were both 3rd batt Rangers.
>were scared nervous and excited.
>bro it's cool were Rangers.
>we deploy. Shit is awesome.
>two casualties but no deaths.
>few fire fights but a lot of success.
>we're Rangers.
>second deployment is going to be in Iraq. We're getting attached to TF bruiser.
>we know Iraq is a shitstorm. Ramadi was bad. Fallujah was bad. Fuck it were Rangers.
->Tim is nervous really doesn't like being in the shit.
>bro were Rangers.
>Iraq is bad. Have our first KIA within 24hours of being on the ground.
>pushing north. Shit hot firefight.
>we get pinned down for 4 days.
> we're stuck. Taking a lot of casualties.
>medivac can't reach us. Every time they get close they take heavy fire.
>bro were going to be ok we are Rangers.
>were in a valley pinned down on all sides. A lot of dead. Even more injured.
>Tim runs to get ammo from AV in the back. I watch him take rounds and drop to the ground.
>I run to get him. Lay down some heavy fire.
>this is day three of non stop fighting. It cools off for about three hours at a time then is shit hot for an hour or two before it cools off again. Tim is yelling G (not using my full name) please help me help g I need help please g help helpHELP!
>I reach Tim. He's bleeding a lot.
>he looks me in the eyes and says please help I need to go home I can't stay here I don't want to be here bro. Please.
>tell him he's ok I will get him home.
>I fear that he is going to die and I think he can see the fear in my eyes.
>I pick him up and start to run to cover where my unit is. It's 1000 yards northwest. Along the way I take a round through the leg. Just meat no bone.
>i fall on Tim. I lay on him covering him the best I can and I just breath. So out of breath my lungs burn.
>his eyes are closed.
>he says" tell my mom I died a warriors death. Don't tell her I died in pain. I love you Greg. You are my brother."
cont.
>>674702798
Oh shit...
>>674702972
Tuping this shit all right here on my phone sorry I'm slow as shit.
>>674702798
>september.
>receive a series of texts I never thought possible
>its ending
>no face-to-face meeting
>just there one day and gone the next
>she doesn't say but I know why
>her final issue we'd been fighting was for independence
>from her mother, from her toxic friends
>but never could have guessed from me too
>I know she's leaving me to be with Joshua
>but the truth is even more depressing
>a month later I discover
>he and her weren't together
>not through some loyalty to me on his end though
>but because she wouldn't put out easily
>all of this, gone, for such a stupid reason and nothing to show for it
Con't
>>674703173
It's cool /b/ro. This Ones really interesting. Screencapping as we speak
>>674703292
This is fucked. Seriously, I swear women don't have any emotion or empathy.
>>674702918
bumping
i'd love to text with her, we are separated by 150 miles so there's that
>>674703292
getting good or bad depending how you look at it bump
>>674703292
>another month
>recluse, barely leaving the house
>friends have never known us as anything but together
>the group dynamic is shattered
>but some were still there for me
>in particular a close friend, Alan
>an awesome guy
>so easy to talk with, always gives the best advice, trustworthy, friendly and genuinely concerned for his friend
>he buys me beers and listens to me drunk ramble
>doing whatever he can to help me through.
>two months later
>the group to hang out again
>"oh, Samantha wanted to come too so I said it was okay"
>whatthefuck.jpg
>can't just leave
>down a few drinks
>act normal, things are cool
>laugh, joke, have fun with friends and Alan
>she arrives
>tense
>barely can talk to her
>she leaves to cry
>texts me asking to come talk
>we sit in a stairwell and talk for hours about everything that's happened, about our feelings, about where we went wrong
>maybe we can actually be friends
>maybe this can work
>stay out until 430
>wake up the next morning to a text
Cont
>>674690483
I'm basically a giant vagina.
I've always loved nature, science, adventure. i was the 3 year old that would demand to be read animal encyclopedias instead of a pop up book. I've always wanted to be a scientist, I've always wanted to study nature, ever since I was a toddler. The ocean is my speciality. By the age of five I knew I wanted to be a marine biologist. By the age of 10 I knew everything I loved was disappearing or already gone.
I could go into details.
It's hard for me to care about myself when I'm so distraught over problems that are much larger than any of mine.
It's are for me to feel empathy for people that are mainly concerned with personal issues. This is a self destructive way of living, i desperately want to make a change but I just can't when I'm so apathetic toward my own life.
The worst part is I know everything I need to do to succeed, I get the big picture, it's the little things I cannot accomplish.
So here I am on bullshiting around on 4chan at 3 in the morning, drunk, pumped full of adderall trying to deprive myself of sleep. I have severe ADHD by the way, it's legitimately debilitating and I have struggled with it my entire life, I also happen to be profoundly gifted. It's not very fun being extremely intelligent and struggling keeping up with basic tasks. The theory is, when I am deprived of sleep I think more like a normal person, my mind isn't jumping around so much and I can focus on a single activity. I've had some success with this in the past couple weeks.
I don't even know what I'm typing here anymore.
Oh, here is the thread full of misogynist pigs that pretends to be tough guys harassing girls by day. By night, though, lurks 4chan for feels threads.
Maybe if you stop wasting your time being sexist and being part of the shitty 4shen hivemind, your life would be better.
Haven't found a sadder one then this tbh
>>674704193
Tits or gtfo
>>674704005
>a text from Samantha
>"I have something to tell you and I'm scared how you'll take it"
>what could be worse than the last?
>"I'm dating Alan"
>can barely respond
>hopes and dreams of friendship crumble
>rage-fueled flashes of me and Alan laughing together the night before
>having his arm around me
>looking me in the eye
>I look back to his last text asking me for beer this Friday
>of course
>even he would tell me face to face
>two people I trusted most
>how can I trust anyone?
>enter depressive spiral
>much worse than the post-breakup
>barely eating, barely leaving home
>speaking to nobody
>compounding with seasonal depression, old anniversaries and Christmas, valentines holidays
>I've never felt a pain like this in my life
>develop terrible coping mechanisms
>run out of money
>pray that if only I can make it through this winter
>if only I can see the sun again
>maybe I can barely pull through
>maybe I can scrape by, wounded but alive
>these thoughts get less and less frequent as I resign myself to living this way
It's 1:30 at night I'm laying next to my son (he's about to be 1) and my gf which I'm about to be 3 years together now. I recently got my ps3 fixed and decided let's play cod modern warfare 2 played for about a couple hours and it just hit me all the good times I had with my closest friends all the laughs, all the good games and matches I've played with then and I just sat there feeling sad cause I can't have those good times back. We are all old and have kids that we have to take care of mot only that jobs, bills to pay shit sucks as you get older but it's worst when you sit back and look back at everything you have done I miss my brotherhood I miss staying up late and talking to them thru the headsets...... I wish I could have one last match with everyone together I know I'm just talking out my ass b/ but felt like saying something for once
Here's a pic of my gf ass enjoy guys hopefully it'll cheer someone up
>>674702972
Cont.
>Tim stay look at me bro you are ok your going to be fine we are Rangers bro.
>he won't open his eyes.
>I love you Tim. You are my brother.
>I hold on to his hand as I lay on top of him still winded and bleeding.
>I can't feel him breathing anymore.
>I'm crying so hard begging him to get up. I need you Tim please we can fight our way out please don't go Tim.
>I lay there for I don't know how long.
>I pick him up and run to where the rest of my guys are. The next 24 hours are bad. We take a lot of hits. I get shot again in the foot and take shrapnel in my neck and forehead.
>all while standing over my best friends body going to war with these savages.
> im running low on ammo. No help can reach us. Helo has dropped supplies when it can. But we have been fighting for 4 days now. So tired I can't remember a lot.
>almost out of ammo. Im bleeding all over.
>my best friend my only friend is dead but for some reason I keep believing he will be okay when I get him to medical.
>80% casualty .
>I grab my gun and start sprinting up the hill towards the gun fire. Screaming/crying to be honest at the top of my lungs.
>I've had enough. I know I'm going to die. Fuck these savages for killing the only person that ever cared about me.
>I charge. Guns blazing shit hot bullets are flying and I don't fucking care.
>I look to my left and to my right and my boys are right by my side. Charging up the hill towards the gun fire with me.
>the tali end up pinned between us and a special forces unit.
>we slaughter them all.
>when all is done I go to medical. Fly to Germany. Get patched up.
>ride plane home with Tims body.
>meet his mother father and sister( who is my best friend now) at air port. We all cry.
>tell them he died a warriors death and I would not be alive if it wasn't for him . He saved me time and time again.
>his mom sister and father hug me " I love you g. You were always a good influence on him."
>I feel a family connection.
cont.
>>674704672
Man that was one of the most fucked up stories that involved a girl that I've ever read on here. I don't think I'd ever be able to trust again if I were you.
>>674704733
more of her
>>674704672
Are you willing post a pic of samantha?
>>674705175
Sorry bro that's all I got
>>674690483
>be me
>complete and utter failure at life
>got expelled from school for fighting
>didn't go back
>spent years being antisocial and learning shit online
>become social again but cant be social because socal life requires money
>cant get a job because i have no qualifications in anything
>own a car but is completely fucked and have no money to repair it
>have gf but i dont feel anything for her because i have trust issues
>lie to her about my job tell her i sell drugs when in fact im unemployed
>cant even get welfare because my mum makes a grand over the limit for welfare
>cant get money off mum because she says she gives me enough
>feeling angry and sad at what i've become
>suicide seems like a good option
you come to a point in life where you can take the hard way or the easy way and for the past 6 months i've tried the hard way but lifes not giving me any breaks.
>>674704672
>but what's this
>a nice day?
>a day not so shitty? Where I can look forward to the evening?
>yes
>I've met a friend, Megan
>we just clicked and I poured out my heart to her
>not only a beautiful person but intelligent as well
>there's something you can't describe without feeling it
>a certain personality click you have with some people
>talk to them twice and you think "yes, I already know we'll get along incredibly"
>the weather turns
>more and more sun and sky
>more and more warm weather
>what is this feeling?
>its familiar but I can't quite place it
>we hang out constantly
>finally I understand
>its this feeling from six years ago
>spring, 2010
>a feeling I'd long since archived as unattainable ever again
>a feeling I'd finally closed the book on when Samantha left me
>a light heart, a hope for the future, but also so much more
>this is my new spring 2010. This is where my old life ends and my new growth begins
>I know it'll still take time
>to be okay
>I don't know if I can have another girlfriend
>but that's okay because she has no expectations of me
>we can just be whatever we are
>and that's an beautiful new experience for me
i cried after this
so beautifuol
>>674704733
if that was what was making you happy then i'll be blunt and tell you you fucked up by marrying and having kids anon, you should look into letting em go and get your free time and money again, that is the only way you will be happy.
>>674704672
>mfw i read that all
>>674704070
Someone tell me they feel the same way
>>674704928
>>674705468
shit's not over yet >>674705308
>>674704672
Holy fuck man, what a harlot.
>>674705327
>>674705327
>>674705327
>>674705327
>>674705327
>>674705327
>>674705308
how did you and megan meet? also this >>674705219
>>674690875
I feel ya.
Gave her this Tiffany's necklace...she fucking lost it -.- thank God it wasn't too expensive, tho...
It's been awhile now but your post kinda brought the feels back...eh, I'm in a better place, tho. You will too. Just hang in there and keep moving forward.
>>674705308
>we can just be whatever we are
And that's how it should be. Moving story man. I stayed up to read all of it. Although I wonder whatever happened to Samantha.
>>674704734
Cont.
>I get out a in 2014.
>move back to home town.
>start drinking. Hang with Tims sister. She's my best friend now.
>my only friend.
>we get drunk together often.
>I about a month ago I invite her over. We start drinking and watching the movie southpaw.
>I tear up thinking about him.
>she notices.
>gets mad flips out and says he would have never died in Iraq if I had not forced him to join with me.
>ic though about that a lot and she is right.
>I punch hole in wall and walk to take a piss.
> I hear the door open and close as she leaves my apartment.
>she drives home and I say fuck it and go to bed.
>I wake up to a phone call from her mom.
>she wrecked her car on the drive home because she was drunk.
>I break down.
>why would you let her drive g she's all I have left.
>she's in the hospital now.
>in a medically induced coma.
>she will live most likely but she has brain damage.
>this was her last year in college before she was a veterinarian.
>were not sure she will be able to do the job.
>she skips parties to keep me company and now she's in a coma.
>life is rough.
>every Friday I go to toms grave and sit for an hour. Sometimes longer. Sometimes I sit there all night until the sun is high in the sky.
>I miss him.
>idk why I'm typing all this. But it kind of feels good to get it out I guess.
>if I wasn't drunk I wouldn't say this shit.
Idk where else to go from here so that's my story.
>>674705353
My family now makes me happy cause I'm not alone like I was back then yeah it sucks not having the good times like I did back then but it's time to hang up the jersey and make space for new memories
>>674705308
One more thing
>be yesterday
>meeting some online friends for the first time with Megan
>she says she's brought a gift
>because I've been sick and not feeling well
>pic related
>"Anon's Tea"
>I never told her what I'd done for my ex
>the tea set I'd given her
>I had to go to the bathroom
>to avoid breaking down and sobbing in front of my friends
>know this, friends
>no matter how difficult your circumstance
>how hopeless everything may seem
>time doesn't stop for feelings
>that's all I could tell myself this winter
>time doesn't stop for feelings
>I could feel lower than any human in history.
>but the sun is still going to set and rise
>days and weeks will still pass
>and in time, maybe even months or years
>that pain will fade a little
>its okay Samantha.
>I forgive you.
>>674706133
>be 18 year old still in high school
>working overnights at a group home with mentally ill adults aka schizo and shit
>$10 an hour for sitting on my ass doing laundry and fucking around on computer
>work is easy but lonely as shit
>girlfriend knows it's effecting my sleeping habits and wants me to switch shifts
>finally snaps and breaks down after not getting any sleep after 3 days
>tries to talk to girlfriend about what's going on
>ends up triggering girlfriend's depression and anxiety
>girlfriend wants to go home
>takes girlfriend home and starts crying on the way there
>she asks for a kiss good bye but can't make myself do it
>drive home and stay in my car for a minute just sitting there
>finally end up snapping and scream at the top of my lungs
>start balling and sits in car for 30 minutes hating my life
>girlfriend ends up texting me and blames me for ruining the night
>she tries forcing therapy down my throat
>refuse to go because never helped before
>too smart for my own good
>finally try to stop arguing
>tell her I need to sleep for a bit before work
>still feels like shit because am struggling with depression and suicidal thoughts
>the one person I want to go to flat out says she can't be the support I need
>don't know what to do or where to go
>can't even count on gf for being there for me
>running out of ideas
>what do
>>674706037
Don't blame yourself anon. Sorry about your bro. And his sister. Best of luck to you
/b is my new home, i love all you faggots
post creepy shit for uber keks
>>674706133
Powerful advice man. The world stops for no one. It's all about how quickly we can get back on the horse after a setback.
>>674706037
Dude you need to write a book or something cuz that's some inspiring shit
>>674706037
There's a million things I want to say to you but none of them come close to expressing what I feel for you here. If I had one wish right now, I'd give it to you.
At first, I was sad because she loved someone else.
Now, I'm sad because she will never love me.
>>674696157
Dude, I'm 5'9" You're taller than 5'5 which is really all that matters. Just find short girls - because then you're tall anyway! Never had a problem dating because of a girls height. I've dated girls from 5'- to 5'10" and the only drama is when the taller girls wear heels. Even then, you get to stand on your tip toes and be the cute one trying to get a kiss.
TL;DR
DO NOT BE SELF CONSCIOUS ABOUT HEIGHT. JUST BE THE BEST MOTHERFUCKER YOU CAN BE AT ALL TIMES.
>>674706133
someone cap this shit, finally a feel story with a hopeful ending
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Czft46heJI4
If anyone likes rap aka nigger music
Been listening to this song a lot
Maybe someone else will like it.
>>674703746
You can't blame her too much given her traumatizing childhood. I'm sure it's left it's fair share of character defects on her, but I get what you mean man
>>674707305
This
like a bird in a cage
years we have been enslaved, by others, by our own minds
rise to the belief and goal of freedom and infinite happiness and abundance
>>674705769
No pics, sorry. she was a beautiful girl, short, very small. She had a lot of different hair over the time I knew her. Brown, bleached blonde, black, dark red, neon red, pink, purple. Lip ring. Septum piercing. Used to hate those, but thanks to her I love them now.
>>674705769
Me and Megan met on an anonymous app that's based locally. I was going to help her pick out a kneehigh sock/skirt combo but instead she ended up buying me coffee and we just sat and talked.
>>674705908
I'm not sure, I don't speak to her because it hurts too much still. I hope she hasn't regressed with her issues but I don't think it would surprise me.
>>674707204
I'm 6'2 and could care less about a relationship, I've never opened myself up to one. I've hooked up with friends, had a few one night stands, and got even got close to a relationship once, broke it off.
I don't want to open myself up to another person, I don't want to care about anyone else when I don't really care for myself. But don't get me wrong I am very lonely sometimes.
Consider yourself lucky that you actually want to have a relationship.
who wants to hear whiny teenage drama story
>>674706927
>>674706889
>>674706487
Thanks bros. I know things will get better. For a long time I was in a darker place than I am now. I come here ay night for the ylyl. I can't sleep when it's dark out. I've always wanted to post in feels but never have.
You /b/ros have always been here for me.
I miss him. I've set goals to accomplish to keep me going. I miss him a lot. But I know I will see him again. Rangers don't die, they just go to hell and regroup. Until then I will make him proud.
Thanks bros.
>>674707816
wow, i'm in the same fucking boat anon... I just don't feel the need to be with anyone... I'm fine being alone, I prefer it if anything
I'll fuck/date a girl but make sure I never get emotionally involved
relationships are overrated
>>674699843
The only part of this story sensationalized was that Megan made tea sets for several people. It still hit me hard though and the text flows better and wraps up nicer without mentioning that.
Thanks for the therapy, /b/ros. I don't normally talk to people about this.
So there's this girl. She's been my best/only friend in school for like 4 years now, but lately she's gotten popular and got her own friends and just kind of left me behind. Also we went to different classes this year so I barely get to see her anymore. I barely talk to her now, and if we do talk, I'll be the one to initiate it. I want to text her and tell her I miss her. I wouldn't know what to say though without making it sound whiny/cringy or making it sound like I'm trying to guilt her into hanging out with me or something
I miss her. more than anything.
>>674708489
Yeah, I have a feeling that I'll remember your story for many years to come. I don't know, it just touched me.
>>674708838
I'm glad to hear it had an impact. I'm not better yet, but I'm far from hopeless, and I can only hope that in any future disasters like this I can look back to how I was this winter and know that even that turned out okay.
>>674690483
>Be last year around this time
>Father schedules a concert for a famous female singer near us
>Has connections, don't really know the details
>Singer comes, has concert, stays at our house for a while instead of booking a hotel, leaves
>Few months later my grandfather on mother's side dies from heart attack
>Kind of strong guy who doesn't show his age
>Paratrooper in military and all around healthy
>Anyway, about 30 days after the funeral the singer does another concert by us
>Stays at our house again
>Father goes back with her for "business reasons"
>Find out he had an affair
>Everybody acts like nothing is wrong because my older brother's wedding is coming up
>Mother keeps saying that after the wedding she's divorcing him blah blah
>Wedding comes up, I'm the only one actually upset at this guy
>Tells everybody that he's going to kick me out of the house when we get back (Not underageB&, was 18 at the time)
cont.
>>674708508
Help me anons
>>674707733
what app?
>>674702481
309 in Illinois.
>>674709384
Yik Yak, why?
>>674709276
>cont.
The thread is auto-saging. You won't be able to dump your story before the thread 404's
>>674709276
>wedding passes
>Mother decides to forgive even after I call her a moron
>Don't talk to him for months, he's spreading lies about me ect
>Over time we talk again
>Mother finds out he is still messaging the singer
>Stop talking again, everybody hates him, I contain my need to say "I told you so"
>Forgives him again
>Goes on and of like this
It's been 3 months, shouldn't I be over her by now?
It took her 3 days after she dumped me
Also to anyone with a gf in this thread this is for you
https://youtu.be/dBGiorOhPq8
>>674709535
I assume your post was meant for this >>674709405
Just asking, maybe I'll meet a girl some day. Hope for me bros, I'm going on to college soon.
>>674709649
Been 8 here, dude. Don't let anybody tell you when or how to get over it. Just do your best to dress well, leave the house every day and hang out with friends if you can.
>>674709559
>Few days ago find out hes taking out $100k and running off with the singer
>Basically told us we're on our own
>He didn't actually tell us my mother found his facebook page open on the computer
>Because of family problems I've distanced myself from any social life
>Obviously not all of it is their fault, but a big contributer
>Girlfriend of 4 years broke up with me a few weeks back because I "changed and don't have time for her"
>Working longer shifts at a job I'm not okay with for next to no pay
>Fell asleep driving a few days ago so have to repair my car
>Grades also in the shitter
And here I am, still up at 530am when I have to get ready for work at 6.
>>674709756
I just wish I could go back now that I know what went wrong...
I wish someone would have told me she was unhappy. If her bullshit friends really cared about her they would have said something to me right?
>>674710071
If you have to change how you act for her to be happy, you won't be happy. You would have broken up a few months down the line even if you did all you could to keep her. Just dust off your boots and move on, stop caring about the past so much and wondering what could have been.
>>674710071
People are dumb and do things for reasons that aren't easy to understand from an outside perspective. If you're still hoping of getting back together, don't. What you guys had is gone and even if you were to make up it wouldn't be the same thing. Take your grieving period, accept it as a loss, and try to see the good things in life from your new perspective.
