Feels thread
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Feels thread
>>674518213
let's do it
>>674518213
post the image source greentext
>>674518410
Still waiting for return
>>674518213
post the story
>>674518733
Thanks. Glad I'm not the only one who has it
>>674518410
Google it.
>>674518821
Keep em coming guys. Gimme some stories
Make a wish /b/ros.
>>674519589
I'm willing to post the reason I'm searching endlessly for feels threads. It might be long, no one dies, and to a lot of people it probably seems like not that big a deal, but it is to me.
>>674519753
Op here. Let's hear it
>>674519753
Do it anon.
>>674519753
Yeah bro. I'm here too.
>>674519753
Here for you. Let it go.
Op here. Actually guys if you don't mind I would like to get something off my chest. Up to you guys if you want to hear it.
Haven't done this for a while.
Feel pics inbound. Feel free to post feels in the meantime.
>>674518733
i hope the fine lad went to europe and started a new life.
>>674520158
Go ahead, boss-man.
>>674520254
>>674520394
>>674520254
Thank you for the pics.
>>674519612
I wish I knew what it feels like to be loved.
>>674520426
:w
:) saved
>>674519842
>>674519892
Alright guys.
>be me, 20
>just moved into new apartment with best friend
>other friend got me to make a tumblr recently
>recently, like the day we moved in, fucked over by the girl I thought was my first love
>got really drunk the first few nights we were there, we home brewed mead since we weren't 21 yet
>started talking to this girl I followed on tumblr, actually just followed her because I thought she was cute
>quite a bit younger than me, 15 to be exact, but we hit it off really well
>i open up about my ex, she opens up about how shitty her life is, abuse, depression, etc. etc.
>feel weird because of age difference and she also lives halfway across the country, but I start crushing
>she does too, it's fairly obvious
>her phone is fucked so we can't call but we text all the time, she sends me voice messages on facebook and I leave her voicemails (phone works but the speaker is broken so I wouldn't be able to hear her talk)
>we eventually decide to try long distance dating
>at first neither of us take it overly seriously, lots of drama and shit because she is fucking 15 (recently turned 16 but same thing)
>difficult to put into words how special the relationship became to me regardless
>she was there for me through all my stupid shit, my endless drinking, the time my best friend and i ended up living on a school bus
>always there, I could always go to her, sometimes she was cold, distant, not affectionate, but she was always there if I needed her and vice versa
>fast forward to the end of 2014, moved back in with parents the beginning of that year, I am now 22
>we've been together this whole time and I realize at the end of the year that I've started taking this extremely seriously
>we talk about it and she agrees with me
>we talk regularly on the phone now and sometimes Skype
>she's sent me several birthday/v-day cars
>finally in December I make plans to come visit her the following September when she turns 18
cont
>>674520662
Bro!!!!! NOOOOOO... DONT STOP REVERSE THAT SHIT QUICK!!! NOW!!!
It's my 34th birthday.
I still live with my mother
I make 12.50/hr working at at warehouse
I look like this
>>674518213
Most newfag wont get this
>>674520306
Op here. Alright. Well about a week ago my mother told me that my dad is back in jail. And has 2 warrents on him. Not only that but he is on methamphetamine and cocain. No idea how to deal with it other than letting my anger out on my mom and others. I even decked a brick wall a few times and messed up my knuckle being so pissed off.
>>67451821
Many a feels, here you go buddy
http://frtyb.com/go/gQ0i_bAaEj/cheesepizza
>>674520719
go on...
>>674520903
This was the first feels post that got to me.
>>674520947
No matter who you are, and nomatter how lonely or fucked you are, larry loves you ^^
>>674519225
That's fucking gay.
>>674520719
>she's excited as fuck and so am I, make plans for the trip, decide to start saving immediately
>relationship is better than ever after that point, I start seriously "introducing" her to my friends (up to now only my best friend knew she existed)
>she takes as much of an interest in my life as she can, sometimes when I practice with my band I set up Skype on laptop and let her watch
>she sings for me, a first for her, has a great voice but doesn't think it and never sings for anyone
>around the end of March things start getting different
>she has crippling depression, anxiety, self-esteem issues, is bipolar, has problems pushing people away because she gets scared
>she starts getting distant
>we start fighting a lot more often
>eventually in mid-April she wants to take a break because it's too hard to focus on her issues and our issues as a couple
>i am fucking devastated but I agree
>our communication becomes less and less
>eventually around June she texts me confessing that the break isn't ending, she dated someone else in an effort to feel better about herself, he fucked her, dumped her, and spread rumors that she is a slut
>tells me I need to get out of her life before she hurts me anymore
>i am fucking crushed but I refuse, I text her periodically expecting nothing back just to let her know I love her and I'm there
>it takes a while but we start talking a little more, she isn't so prone to snapping at me anymore
>we start talking very regularly in September of 2015, she says I'm her best friend, she's willing to let me come visit her but we're still not talking about being more than friends
>one night we end up talking for about 16 hours over the phone, we talk about our feelings, still love each other, we agree to get back together
>I am happier than I've been since we broke up, even resolve to stop drinking
cont
>>674520850
Happy birthday anon.
>>674520850
>>
consider suicide m8
>>674521226
>>674518345
Fuck you the fact that every single articulate thought that everyone comes up with in the 'current year' is called something as oversimplified as "word porn" makes me get the most feels of all
END THIS FUCKING RIDE /b/ros
>>674520850
Honestly, I look up to folks who do manual labor. It's a real job. A practical one.
>>674520850
Hahahahahahahaha
>>674520850
Happy b-day
>>674520913
It's time to change the family tree anon. That's how we deal with it and feel good about ourselves again.
>>674520913
Life is about choices. Your father choose to be an addict and a looser. You choose to get angry at him.
Choose different. Be smart. Take control of your own life and stop getting mad for things that are out of your control.
You need to start looking forward, looking after yourself. Stop looking back, your parents made their own choices.
>>674520850
Happy birthday!
>>674521246
>The only thing that can love you is something that doesn't exist.
This makes me feel way fucking better.
>>674521413
>I start working my balls off to pay for the plane ticket and hotel to go see her
>she's just started her freshman year in college, she's very stressed, and her anxiety basically makes it impossible for her to make friends
>i am her sole anchor to not attempting suicide, have saved her from it a couple times previously and she saved me from an attempt in 2014
>finally get enough money to visit her in November
>spend two weeks with the only girl I have ever loved, spend Thanksgiving with her family, they all love me
>decide to move there in February because at this point there's not much left in my home state for me
>when I get back things are fine for a while but I'm scared shitless because for the first time this is a real thing and I have found real love with someone
>start becoming accusatory, not shit like "you're fucking everyone else" but just kind of overreacting about things
>her horrible self esteem problems make things like this seem to her like I'm saying she isn't good enough
>she keeps hanging on and I force myself to improve
>now when I'm insecure about something I talk to her in the gentlest most non-accusatory way possible
>doesn't work, every single instance turns into a huge fight
>culminates into an explosive argument in January where she says she doesn't know if she wants to be with me anymore
>give her space, let her know that I'm sorry, I still love her, and she did nothing wrong
>breaks up with me on January 25th, blocks me on facebook and shit
>am a destroyed wreck of a person, start getting wasted every night
>decide to send her all the stuff I saved up to send her on Valentine's Day along with a long handwritten letter expressing how sorry I am
>get a text from her a couple weeks after I sent the letter
I don't want to go into detail about the shit she said because I don't want to break down right now, but it was bad. My friends all hate her now.
cont
>>674521933
Thanks /b/ros. I will remember all of you forever.
>>674520181
I don't know what I want, m8. If I could have whatever I wanted, I'd like to make other people happier.
I don't know how.
>>674521456
Reminds me of this:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wK7GSARUs_Q
>>674520913
That sucks ass man. Dont feel that your dad being horrible had anything to do with you because it didnt. You are your own man and can make a better life for you and your family. Nobody but yourself is in control of your destiny. God speed anon!
>>674522112
>>674522112
God speed anon. It's very possible, trust me. Make us proud.
>>674522112
We're helping hands
>>674522097
Damn.. I hear about this. I just wanna know how these relationships tick. Like these can be like some powerful ships if it was all figured out. Like something is always trying to fuck it up.
>>674522097
>it hasn't even been a fucking month since we broke up and she's seeing someone else
>says she's happy
>her words and shit she posts on facebook lets me know otherwise
>I know her better than anyone in her life and vice versa, I know when she's happy
>today it's been a month since I've heard from her, I deleted everything but her number, put away all the shit i ever got from her, and put all her pictures in a mess of like 15 folders
>i wonder if the shirt i left her, necklace i bought her, and stuff I sent her is still there or if she threw it away
I've been a mess since it all happened. She was the first person in my life I really, truly felt love for. She was there for me through the worst time of my life. I gave her my virginity.
What hurts is that I don't just feel like I've lost a girlfriend. Until her, I wasn't aware that I wasn't happy. Now I know what real happiness feels like and it's killing me. Never before was I grateful to be born. When I was there with her I would thank a god I don't even believe in for my birth because the moments we shared felt like something fucking magic, like something out of a fucking movie. Now it's gone and I don't think I'll ever get it back.
I love you Jessica, I guess I always will.
>>674520372
oh my fucking god. saved so hard.
>>674522459
This one is obviously fake and cringe worthy.
>>674518869
That's dark for cyanide and happiness
>>674518213
>>674520850
happy birthday, buddy. you've still got it a lot better than a majority of people in this world. be thankful for what you have and keep your head up.
>>674522017
Oh anon, you discovered my obvious plan.
>>674522552
Everyone who's reading this story, thanks for hearing me out. Typing it out feels good somehow. I know it's pretty trivial compared to a lot of people's problems but this is the worst pain, emotional or physical, that I've ever felt.
>>674521075
Im sad now... does.. does this mean ive lost?
>>674522552
Op here. Holy shit man... I have no doubt you will find someone else or possibly get her back. We ask support you here.
>>674520158
Do it OP. I poured out my heart and you listened, it's your turn now.
>>674519612
I got nothing
>>674522552
The heartache never goes away, but you will learn to cope. And in time who knows. Maybe you'll find another girl.
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=p8vQF5eLfrM
>>674522805
It means you keep going until you want to die.
>>674522729
Stay strong anon, I'm sure brighter days are to come.
>>674520850
at least i'm not alone.
>Be me today
>Came and moved back to my old hometown
>Want to visit my dads side of the family
>Came on bus and i am happy to see my father who I have'nt seen in years.
>He doesn't hug me and he doesn't even say anything to me.
>I get in the car with him and he drives.
>throughout the time here he acts like a dick.
>wtf.jpeg
>Ask him whats up and he brushes it off like nothing.
>I find out he is having a rocky relationship with his girlfriend of 15 years.
>I want to go do somthing with the man since its been years, (18 btw)
>he refuses to do anything other tha. Sleep because he has "no money"
>next day (2 days ago)
>He buys her $150 flowers and im kinda pissed.
>feeling no love or even want at this point.
>I loan him a 20 for food for himself because now he is really broke.
>His girlfriend sends back the flowers.
>Dad sighs and goes back to sleep
>I wake him up and ask him why he is acting this way with her.
>Turns out my Dad wants to kill himself.
>He says that His now ex and I is all he lives for and he is "fucked up" from her.
>Dad threatened to have her killed, and he could if he wanted to.
>she leaves him.
>Tell Dad i love him and give him a speech.
>never seen this man cry before but he did.
This just got me bad becabecause even though my father hardly was around he was still a tough guy i looked up to. Just shows love really does "Fuck us up."
>>674522754
This isn't a YLYL thread. Holy crap.
>>674518213
Did he ever log back onto steam?
>>674521688
closest i came to crying in a long time
>>674522385
Some good stuff out here tonight.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H-p5LMrmyOQ
>>674523124
You're a good son, and a caring person.
>>674520850
Happy birthday /b/ro. You look good for 34
>>674521958
wow
>>674522822
Ready back. I said some but not all. Let me recap. My dad's back in jail and has 2 warrents and is on coke and meth and I blame myself for it. Now for the whole story. I have depression, screws me over pretty often if you ask me. I can't date a girl for over 2 months because I feel like everything I do is wrong. I feel like everyone at my school hates me, I have few friends but I admit they mean a lot to me. Me and my mom argue more than healthy, way more than needed. My mom is an alcoholic and she can't seem to chose a guy to be with. I have had 3 step dad's now. (No she didn't marry them I just considered them stepdads because they were so close to me) 4 counting my real dad. I never get to see my real dad because he makes terribke choices but I love him and can't help but defend him when my mom calls him out on his bullshit to me. Cont.
>>674523377
Thanks Anon but I am worried about my father. I have battled depression before and thats why i try helping anyone out of it that i can but my own father. It even made me cry.
>>674523283
>>674522818
Thank you. I find it crazy that coming to /b/ might have stopped me from attempting suicide a few times. I'm sorry for the shit about your dad too, /b/ro. Stay strong for everyone in this thread, we're all in this miserable ride together.
>>674523252
No. Not as far as I know
>>674521310
Feels bad
>>674520158
Warning: dinosaur ahead.
>>674520305
and lost his steam ID in the process ? nop he's dead
>>674520158
Nah.
> Today I saw my ex wife for the first time in years and she talked to me
>Had to drop of son
>I have my mom deal with her and her mom usually drops of picks up son because she knows her daughter is a whorebag piece of shit
> years ago this would have distroyed me just seeing her
> but because of hanging out on b and growing and changing my life seeing her didnt matter, i didnt even notice at the moment
> instead she tried to talk to me and it didnt even bother me
> my son loves me more and she looked miserable
> it was probably how happy and above her I seemed In my nice new mustang i have a nice condo and after 3 years she still lives in her mother attic
> she looked sick and sad as she asked if i had this weeks check
> i laughed and said its in his pocket
> get over things and grow
> hurt but dont linger, dont let your pain define you
> if you have a drinking problem get help join aa
> thanks bros my life is great now and I have you to thank
>>674523637
>>674523860
well, good for you.
>>674519612
Wish I was dead, just don't want to make family sad
>>674523885
any ones about getting old usually get to me pretty hard.
>>674523860
>>674523885
That's awesome to hear. Solid proof that everything is going to be alright. Life is indeed a roller coaster.
>>674523860
Will you have to keep giving her checks after yer pup is grown?
>Now I know what real happiness feels like and it's killing me.
>>674522729
Not that the pain isn't real, but you are simply strung out. It will get better.
greatergood.berkeley.edu/article/item/this_is_your_brain_on_heartbreak>>674522552
Tell me her name, /b/. Or his. No matter what relationship they have to you, everyone has that person who immediately pops up when someone says "Tell me --'s name".
Share with me if you're comfortable.
Op here continuing. My mom has yelled at me and straight said my dad is worthless, she was in a motorcycle accident in October breaking her ankle-area putting her out of work and pushing us into welfare and causing me to take up all the jobs around my house. Every morning feed horses, every morning feed chickens, every night feed horses etc. And even when I do all this (and then some) my mom yells at me for making a simple mistake. My friends, I'm pretty sure most of my friends hat me at this point. Well. I have given up on making friends. At this point I just sit with my real friends and make offensive jokes trying to fit in with anyone.God damn. That's about it for now. That about everything important.
>>674524148
No way, faggit. Why would I tell you?
>>674518213
Anyone have this wallpaper as a mobile? With the just do it quote? I can't find that shit anywhere.
>>674524114
I've actually been to that exact article several times, usually when drunk, with differing reactions.
Fuck addiction. Thank you anon.
>>674524060
My biggest fear. I need to get something into my will that says 'kill me' if pic related happens.
Out of pics. Feel on /b/ros.
>>674521958
The true meaning of an hero
>>674524232
Fuck your mom and fuck your friends if they won't stick with you. Most of the people I've gotten close to have been people I met online with a couple exceptions. We're all here with you. None of the shit that your family or anyone else decides to do is your fault.
>>674524394
yeah. fucking shit man. *sigh* i really need to sleep. night guys.
>>674524549
Thanks bro.
>>674524020
I've been there before, thinking it'd be easier, but had the foresight about who would find my beautiful corpse and the trouble they'd have to go through just to dispose of said body.
15 years later, I was a moron for just thinking of it. Live your life, don't waste it.
>>674524572
Night bro. I will try to make the same thread at the same time tomorrow. Goodnight
Holy shit, I'm just kinda depressed but you guys are great, I will remember this forever
>>674523743
maybe he forgot his old account password and made a new one, I hope he's still alive.
>>674524394
It must be awful. My grandmother is 90, totally spry, but I've heard her talk about when she goes back to her hometown, all her friends are dropping like flies. Can you imagine when you start to become the only one left? I hope it's not as miserable as I imagine it.
I wonder at time if we should live for as long as we can.
This song gave me feels today.
http://youtu.be/BezYg1QghdU
>>674524815
I've posted most of my good ones
>>674525042
Same
>>674524113
9 years and im all done. 70 bucks a week the judge could tell how much of a horrid person she was
>>674524394
I don't get this pic?
>>674520850
No one can change your life but you, so get out and go do something! Start working out, or take a college course, anything to get out of the house! Who knows, next year you could have a girlfriend or a better paying job, but you won't find out unless you make a change!
I will make the same thread tomorrow with the same pic St 10:59, same as today. People who were here today. Please be there tomorrow. Love you guys. Goodnight /b/ros
>>674524631
That queered the friendship
>>674525304
You know, that ain't all that bad. Some poor cucks have it much worse.
>>674524148
Victoria
You were the best thing to ever happen to me and i ruined it.
>>674524148
Rachel.
Haven't seen her in years but I still can't stop thinking about her.
I'm scared she might be the "the one" and that I'm losing my chance at true happiness.
I normally don't believe in things like destiny, but it really does feel that way.
I don't deserve her though.
I'm a lazy underachiever and a coward.
Why would she want to be with me?
And even if she did, I wouldn't want to do that to her.
>>674518733
>>674518213
arabs arent people
>>674520850
happy birthday anon
>>674525436
Nursing home for the elderly. It's where they send people to speed up the dying process.
>>674522552
>Ok so you've got it off your chest; now it's time for action
>Action levitates pain from a stagnant negative to a forward moving positive.
>Time to focus your entire being on yourself. You're smarter now when it comes to Venusians; you understand their perspective and prerogative and you won't leave yourself vulnerable for the next one
>Realize that at the core of every man, is Mars
>Mars doesn't depend on Venus, nor on Earth, but only itself
>It it confident in the sole fact that it exists, it's density proving wisdoms that other terrestrial systems will never understand
>Get fit, talk to as many people as humanly possible, gain as much knowledge in a particular subject as you can then begin to sell it; such is business
>Become career and life driven
>Become impenetrable at your core as is Mars
>Live
>>674525436
They're wearing happy masks but everyone is obviously miserable.
>>674521958
shit man, fuck
>>674518213
>was seeing a girl i work with
>really liked her
>thought i did everything right but in the end she still lost interest
>we called it off today
>tfw i shouldve known better than to get attached
>tfw i shouldve known better than to get involved in the first place
>tfw everythings gotta go back to normal tomorrow and i cant let it bother me
i wish i knew what it was about myself that makes girls only want me until theyve got me.
>>674524394
This only happens if you don't look after yourself, don't look after the people around you and don't keep yourself mentally stimulated.
>>674525569
I'll be there if I can anon. Sleep well and don't let the feels get you down.
>>674526399
What makes them miserable?
>>674526712
Probably yer bad breath
>>674525190
Who the fuck would put a beloved family member down and not stay with them while they passed? Fuck some people are spineless shits.
>>674526145
I'm sorry anon. I hope you can at least remain in contact with her.
>>674526178
Listen bro. Don't think that way. Thinking that way poisons relationships. It's a big part of why Jessica broke up with me. When you think that way you project onto the person you're with because you expect them to think of you the way you do. And that hurts them, because if the relationship is real they love you with every fucking fiber of their being, and hearing you expecting them to act the exact opposite way is horribly painful. You're worth a fucking lot more than you think you are.
>>674523860
Everyone needs to watch this
>>674525304
You know she's still raising your kid right?
>>674526369
This was...pretty inspiring in a weird way. Thank you planet anon.
>>674526796
They've been dropped off there to basically die. Nobody wants to take care of them or look after them anymore, you are now all alone. Whoever put them there doesn't trust them to use the stove or drive a car anymore. It probably reeks of medicine, waste, and old people.
everyone needs to see this
http://youtu.be/49Gz0Jfp-jI
>>674522616
do you even know that depressing comic week is?
>>674519612
Myranda. She is my wish.
Met a girl in idaho. Im a canadian. She came up here a few times never fucked tho. She says she wants to be friends forever. Start feeling angry. Dont know if its me that is the problem. I constantly debate deleting her from snapchat/facebook and cutting her out of my life cold turkey. But something holds me back. Advive brothers?
>>674527160
Her mother does it mostly
>>674526796
They've essentially been placed in a parking lot for people where the next stage is inevitably death. Probably smells bad and imagine how shitty it would be to live with a roommate who has dementia and your family visit you out of occasional pity.
>>674526999
you got me again, gingivitis. nice trips btw
>>674526369
This guy gets it.
>>674526712
>tfw i should've known better than to get attached
This is exactly what you do that makes them lose interest. They can sense that you've put them on a pedestal putting them before yourself.
>tfw i shouldve known better than to get involved in the first place
Nothing wrong with getting involved, there's just the right way to go about it. Make them chase you as opposed to vice versa. Your happiness is paramount.
>>674520712
Finished this for the first time. Will I ever find my own Ella? A girl who shares my interests, is beautiful to me, and reciprocates my feelings. Is that too much to ask for?
>>674527324
give it a chance, but if she's not down for being more than friends than move on imo. Life's too short to get stuck on a person like this.
>>674520850
Happy birthday man, the day you lose value is the day you stop caring, don't let anything or anyone take you down dude, the only moment that you can fucking say "it's too late now" is the day you fucking die, work towards yourself, try to better yourself FOR yourself, work on feeling better with yourself instead of trying to create an image that others (in your opinion) might like. When people become happy with who they are and when they accept themselves and how they look really gets you places, so don't feel bad about how life is going right now anon, you just have to go and tell yourself you need to change what you dont like about yourself.
>>674527324
Just tell her what you feel. Talk about situation. It's fuckin simple, man.
>>674522729
Hang in there bro, we've all been there, at the end of the day we still love ya
>>674527528
youve got it wrong, friend. offering to take a female on a date to and casually hang out is not putting pussy on a pedestal. its simply showing emotional interest beyond just friends who fuck each other. im not an 11th grade >tfwnogf fag who tries to spend copious amounts of time with a girl he just met.
>>674527337
So its not about them waiting for death but more about their own family having no heart and not taking care of them that makes them feel miserable?
So, I'm going to tell you a story. It might not mean anything to some, but here it goes.
>be me about 21 or so (so like 3 years ago)
>in college, live with parents, but don't mind it
>have two cats
>one had many medical issues
>starts to refuse to take its med. So because of that, my cat is slowly and painfully dying from constipation and all the other medical problems it has.
>stops eating, stops drinking, moans in pain often.
>day before me and my family go to have my cat put down, i'm hanging with a friend and my cat crawls into my room, only has strength to pull itself into my room with its front legs, its hind legs are completely useless at this point.
>Am deeply touched by this, I was always close to this cat. But I then, knew how deeply this cat loved me. its dying and in pain, but still wants to be close to me.
>eventually put my cat out in the living room and take my shirt off my back and place it on my cat like a blanket.
>next day come home from school see cat still there in living room
>try to comfort my cat, place it on my lap as best as a I could
>trying to talk calmly to my cat and make it feel better.
>suddenly and violently i burst into tears, i begin to wail with grief. I've never feel such despair in my whole life.
>I want to help my cat, but I am utterly powerless to do anything. So I sit there and mourn for my cat, who is clinging on to life.
> do this for about a solid 10 minutes of sad shouting and scream. Ask the heavens what am I suppose to do, how can I help my cat? The only thing I could do was cry my fucking heart out.I'm absolutely devastated by my inability to do a thing.
>finally get my shit together and prepare for my mom to come home so we can finally put my cat out of its misery.
>later a vet my sis tells me its OK to cry as the lethal injection is carried out.
>Can't cry, I've no more tears to shed.
I loved that Cat, and it loved me. I can't stand people who think cats can't love. Not after I had a cat love me so dearly.
>>674525264
Since going to college, I'm ever so slowly going down this road and I want to stop but for whatever reason I want to keep going more and it is fucking awful.
>>674524148
Maggie
I've made a lot of mistakes since we parted ways. I've never been happier than the afternoons we spent just being together.
>>674528462
My best friend lost his cat recently, who until I moved back in with my dad was my cat. I've lost two others too and I cried like a bitch both times. At least your cat's not in pain anymore anon and at least you know it loved you.
>>674527942
You have another thing coming, friend, if you think women are interested in casually hanging out with someone that is keen on "simply showing emotional interest beyond just friends".
A woman's female social circle give her all the emotional support and interest she needs; you're the last place she's going to look for such things.
Try being an unwavering source of confidence, direction and security and you'll see how quick she'll seek your attention.
>>674520850
Thanks guys
I'll go on at least another day
>>674527052
She hasnt responded in over a week, i had $70 in flowers sent to her house, and she didn't say a thing. I'm headed there tomorrow to at least,try and get my shit back, she has my 128gb flash drive
Good evening /b/ros,
It is quite late and I am off to sleep, but know I am there for any of you at a moment's notice. I'm nothing, but maybe to the right person I can be everything. And I guess to me that is worth waking up for tomorrow.
Maybe it has been a while since you have heard this from someone who meant it, but damnit I love you. Yes you.
If the ghosts of my past allow me, I will sleep now and return to you very soon. Never stop believing.
>>674520850
Happy birthday anon. You're doing better than I am, at least you're employed.
>>674523860
good for you anon. godspeed
>>674527701
Thanks brother youve helped me out>>674527889
thanks awsell man. I have talked to her but she says she could never picture herself in a serious relationship and the tighter i squeeze.. you know the rest. Btw everyone in this thread is cool as hell for being real tonight
>>674520850
Honestly you don't look bad. You just have to develop a style. Have your own unique personality. You have a job, that's good, you live in a home, that's good. Fuck you aren't even done with half your life yet. Save money, move out far away, find a new person. Weather it's a friend or a girlfriend. Go live life, do something new
>>674529130
Give it time. Any time at all seems like forever when you're hurting like that, but sometimes it takes months. I've heard of it taking years. If she is willing to talk to you when you head over there, try not to get combative even if she pushes your buttons. That'll only lead to more pain and make it harder to reconcile down the line. If she is dead set on making you feel like shit, leave and cut all contact with her for a while. If she knows you well she'll be able to make you feel like the scum of the earth.
>>674529204
I second that, been quite a good thread even though i've been crying like a bitch
>>674524148
Journey
Thank you, for every moment of the times we shared, even though they weren't always the best. I hope that you and him are happy now, without me in both of your lives. And even though I catch glimpses of you every now and then, and wonder what made him a better version of me. I hope you both end up happy, because that's all I've ever wanted for you.
>>674529441
Did somebody say Journey?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LatorN4P9aA
>>674528914
>women dont look for any kind of emotional connections with men
>not even with men theyre currently fucking
i hope you dont actually believe this.
and what is even the point of dating a girl if youve got to play bullshit games constantly to keep her interest? at that point how do you even find enjoyment out of spending time with that person when youre not fucking her?
>>674529414
I just hope she hasnt done anything. She said in the last messege she sent, that she hates losing me, because she felt i was the only one who cared about her
>>674519612
I wish my son could walk.
It just happened last week
>be me
>23 years old
>have mental issues asperger and shit
>rarely goes outside
>knows a cute girl 8/10
>we use to talk every day all day for like 5 years
>she blocked me from all social media
>dont pike up my calls
>she just says im pathetic and that i bored hear
>feels like shit
>still crying
>i still sending her messages just in case
I dont know what i did wrong or why she suddenly started hating me, but i really wish i could die right know she was my everything i miss her so much.
>>674522729
Don't worry anon, it gets better. I've had the same experience, too. We loved each other, but the influence of crippling anxiety and depression tore us apart. But that was years ago, now I'm happy that I was able to let go and lead a happy life without her. Your first love is almost never the one you'll be with forever. Sometimes people aren't meant to have another half, or someone who can fill the void. But I'm happy just the way I am.
>>674522729
anon. im in a similar boat as you..not the same, but similar.
keep your head up man. There are plenty of other women out there that are sweet and lovable and will make you feel special again. Just don't be a basement dweller and go get it! You need to put forth that energy and love will hit you when you least expect it ... trust.
>>674521456
This fucks with me so much. I remember when my best friend died, it was a monday morning, i woke up and got ready for just another day in October of my sophomore year. I was waiting to catch the city bus, and checked facebook for some reason. Maybe it was just something i did to keep my hands from going numb in the cold, maybe it was coincidence. I started scrolling and seeing "RIP Niko" "Miss you Niko" at first i didnt know what was going on, so i messaged him. "bro, wtf is going on with you on fb?" no response. We didn't go to the same school, mind you, it was a middle school bromance, but shit if we didnt hang out all the time. Anyways, I messaged a girl we both went to middle school with and he went to high school and just asking what the hell was going on. the only response i got was "he's dead". After that i got a call from his number. it was his dad, telling me he had a seizure in the middle of the night. Two days beforehand we were talking about hanging out, making stupid inside jokes and talking about what hot girls we had seen. Fast forward to now. Its been almost 4 years, and I still miss playing God of War and SR3 with you while we just talked about shitall and played on your sweet as fuck electric guitar. Every once in a while, ill call your cell to hear you again. Thankfully, your mom keeps that line open, which is a godsend since your father left her soon after you passed. Sorry bro, but your dad's a dickhead. I cant look at your brother. He's the mirrored image of you. It hurts too much, i hope you understand.... Oh, and im glad your mom gave me the only clone of the shirt you died in, since the coroner cut that one off of you. It looks like a regular Pizza My Heart shirt that's 2 sizes too small to most people, but they don't know. Pic Related, I miss you bro.
>>674530110
did you do anything out of the usual around then?
>>674528893
Sorry to hear that, and yea that is true.
>>674528443
Essentially, yes. It's all about disappointment.
There was this girl I was with for 5-6 months. She was the first one I (truly) liked/loved. We did everything together, talked literally 24 hours a day, hung out alot, she watched me play scary games, we browsed /b/ sometimes (she had a dark side only I and one of her other friends knew). We recently separated and I act fine.... but I'm not....
>>674530345
Glad someone screen capped this
>>674519612
Pls kaylee, pls
>>674519612
I wish that it'll all work out and we'll all be happy.
>>674520850
Happy birthday man, enjoy it
>>674530383
Nothing at all, the last thing i did was coment one post on her facebook as usual but she just told me she didnt want to have a conversation, i send her a message asking her if she was ok, but the only thing she say waas "stop sending me messages"
>>674529154
Feelings are gay. But thank you, anon.
>>674530110
this girl doesnt deserve you. Check out Tom Petty's song "You Got Lucky". You may find it empowering
>>674522080
>>674522083
Jesus don't remind me...
>>674522552
Reminded me of my girlfriend.
>>674527028
>>674527028
>>674520850
Happy birthday anon.
>>674530110
The more you try to contact her, the deeper her resentment towards you will become. Believe me, you've got to let go.
>>674529431
were in the same boat anon
>>674520850
No matter how bad you feel, it'll never get better if you don't do anything about it. Keep your head up, and keep trying. Never give up, okay?
Happy birthday, anon.
>>674530976
Maybe it's true, that but still hurts, and i will check it, thank you anon,
>>674530330
Shit that's sad man.
>>674531105
I haven't given up on trying to get her back, either.
I hope it works out for you anon. Just tread carefully. Getting your heart ripped out multiple times by the same bitch takes a toll.
I fucked up
I met a girl on the other side of the world online and fell inlove. shes in love with me too. I dont think it is possible.
>>674528462
>>674528893
This thread was good until you two faggots killed the mood with your dead cat bullshit
>>674520662
Just as you throw your life in suicide, relentlessly commit yourself to stop needing other people.
>>674531159
She was the only good thing i had i years of crippling depression, the only one who made me feel like i have something to live, someone that cares about me and in the blink of an eye, everything was over, its hard to not at least try to fight for it
Me
>>674531426
youre welcome buddy. Stay golden
What's the point to any of this? I guess I forgot somewhere along the lines what the point is, or maybe I just tried to keep distracting myself from the realization that there isn't one. I don't know. But I just don't see a reason to keep going. There's nothing for me here, and I am nothing but a burden to everyone. What's the fucking point?
>>674523913
To real
>>674518806
Get out you focking edgy faggot.
>>674528462
Fuck.
My catbro was pretty old, but he wasn't sick or unhealthy or anything. Just old.
He spent a lot of time hanging out with my in my room and,
coming to the realization that he wouldn't be around forever,
I said some goodbyes, just in case.
Not a even a week later he was gone. Up and left.
Don't know if an animal got him or if he went somewhere to die or what.
But I'm glad I got to say goodbye.
My other cat, she's getting older too.
She was my catbro's prodigy. The only cat left who has his knowledge and skill.
Her back legs havn't been so good these days,
and she has trouble getting up the stairs to my room.
And trouble jumping up on my bed for cuddles.
I know she will be gone soon too.
And you think it would get easier. But it doesn't.
I'll be leaving home soon, and I'm afraid when I do, it will be the last time I see her.
Tomorrow could be the last time I see her..
Well /b/ros, it's late and I have to sleep so I can wake up tomorrow and feel miserable all day until I get back on here and lose myself in another feels thread. Thanks to everyone's who been here tonight, thanks for listening to my story, thanks if you supported me, thanks if you called me a faggot that needs to get over it, thanks if you read but didn't respond. You guys are all worth a lot more than you think you are and I won't forget this thread. It really helped make my night more bearable.
>>674532270
You know you're a fool to chase dragons like this. It isn't real, none of it. And you've got to decide that you're worth more than that. Only ever commit yourself to someone who loves you more than you love them.
>>674532486
Kill yourself. Who knows, maybe you'll figure it out in the next life.
>>674524148
I never actually knew her real name, but one I did know from a game was Shadow. Edgy certainly, though she wasn't that kind of person.
I may have loved her once, but it's hard to know for sure when you know her only by what you see on a computer screen. But really, that doesn't matter so much. She was a good friend of mine, I'd stay up late all week to talk to her about our lives, share our hopes and dreams. But life got in the way and I stopped going back to see her, and in that time she left. I miss her a lot. I can't think back on our good times and just smile anymore because I just cry instead. Loosing contact with her and having no way to talk again makes me miserable at times. I just wish I could sit down and type out one more conversation with her, I'd give anything. I miss her so much. But I can't do anything about it.
>>674519612
I wish I was happy
>>674522552
i read this. i somewhat feel for this post, for i've just starting talking to a girl via the internet. i fear that it will end like this. i have also never been love. it's all so exciting, but reading things like this makes it so scary.
>>674519225
Context please.
I'm guessing a t.v show?
>>674524148
Savannah is my girlfriend now. She knows about my past where I was going to jump off the Golden Gate Bridge, but chose not to. She still loves for who I am, and cries in fear that I'd ever go back to that place.
>>674518213
>be me
>Started off in middle school
>parents fought a lot
>had a bunch of friends at said school which most helped me with parental issues
>progress to 8th grade
>mom started to become an alcoholic
>since I lived in a different zone than said school, I was zoned for a different high school
>progress to 9th grade year
>was the only one in my entire class to go to new high school
>high school full of niggers
>dad started taking his anger out on me verbally
>lost literally all my old friends from middle school by the end of 8th grade - 9th grade summer
>hate literally everyone at new high school
>progress to 11th grade
>hatred never calmed and only got worse
>parents pushing for divorce, police at my house quite often
>never made a single friend at new high school
>dog passed
>12th grade right now
>usually being asked what I'm doing next along with my 'class' and 'friends'
>know I'm never going to have said future and probably won't make it much longer
>never had a girlfriend
>have the shittiest job where I get yelled at constantly
"these will be the greatest years of your life." said my guidance counselor.
>>674533115
Well, consider yerself lucky. This anon gave you a window into the reality of Internet relationships. You won't take it to heart I guess, but you'll look back on this before the end.
>>674519612
I wish I can have a relationship like all my friends. I wish I can have a kiss. I wish I can have sex. I wish i can have someone to truly fall in love with.
>>674520372
everyone laughs at this. and it is a little but funny. but supper sad at the same time. i get a whole mix of feels when i see this one.
>>674525519
I can't handle this
Don't you guys ever feel like wallowing in self-pity only gives the self-pity strength. at some point its not inoculation its infection
>>674533213
It's hard now, but this life will be what you make of it. The cultural cliche is true; as a man reaps so shall he sow. Persevere anon, and your time will come.
Anyone have the copy pasta 'poem' that contains the phrase 'close-minded niggers' seriously can't find it anywhere
>>674520850
Please taker this baby ant eater.
>>674533192
It's from Team Fortress 1
>>674533115
It can work, but if you decide it's a real relationship one of you has to be willing to relocate. Internet doesn't hold someone forever. One of my only regrets is not making that goddamn move sooner. I'm not saying moving will solve everything but in my case I think it would have saved the relationship. Just try your best.
>>674533579
You say it like its a bad thing
How's it going /b/ros. I'm going to spill my heart because I'm bored and its 4AM. I'm 18, let's get this out of the way. I live Canada, and I came into contact with this absolute gorgeous girl who lives in the states. A goddess. My age, into actually good anime, the full package. I know how edgey it sounds but I've always felt awake while everyone else seemed asleep to me. Everyone has been so simple, not because I'm some mastermind protagonist, but almost everyone I've ever met has been super easy to understand. Anyways I talked to her for months, loved every second of it. She's the only person I had ever talked to where there was just this almost synchronization in terms of thought processes. Obviously we had differencing opinions on things like politics and whatnot but it didn't matter because the conversations were always interesting. Anyways I started to fall for her basically. When I initially started talking to her, I had a girlfriend. I knew things weren't going to last much longer and I was hopeful with this new girl even though it was long distance, so I broke up with my gf. Fast forward a couple months and she starts telling me about her friend. By the way, she's bi. Probably should have mentioned that earlier. Her friend is female, let's call her Ash. Ash is into her and wants to date because they go to the same school, and she kinda likes ash too. I say go for it, at this point she doesn't know I like her. They date for a week. Then break up. Everything goes back to normal. Skyping every night talking all day. Eventually I tell her how I feel. She says she feels the same but the distance is too much, she's not into long distance. That's okay, I do what I do best and basically cut her from my life for about a week and a half. Continued next post.
Nihilism is the answer my friend. This fish is the perfect example.
>>674533213
Join the military. Free college after 4 years and an opportunity to get the fuck outa town permanently. The Air Force and Coast Guard are very low risk services and pay the same as the rest (you need higher ASVAB scores to join them compared to the other branches, though).
>>674520918
Too real
>>674533115
Just be glad your not in america, while the girl you love in in Asia.
We both have extremly strong feelings for each other, but I am smart enough to know whats going to happen...
>>674534018
I'm on meds for OCD & depression and deaf in left ear.
>>674533801
Basically she messages me asking what's going on. I tell her I'm not interested in just being "friends" I'm not complaining about being "friendzoned" or something, it's just not in my best interest mental health wise. Whatever. We start talking a little more and I explain my feelings. Eventually she slips up and admits she's dating another girl. Well shit. I said my goodbye and whatever, and now I feel like shit. This conversation happened like yesterday and I don't know what to do with myself. I know it'll get better with time but I feel like utter shit and don't know what to do with myself. I loved her. I don't know what to do, think, or feel. Help me.
>>674520569
i feel this
>>674529943
The only thing stopping you from enjoying the company of a woman is yourself, and from what I've read it's because you're being too emotional (a romantic) and expecting them to provide you with a love or connection in which they're incapable.
It's not a matter of belief, it's a matter of experience and realizing the female prerogative.
From what I've seen, love is a vastly different experience and endeavour for men and women.
Men are the romantics forced to be the realists, while women are the realists using romanticisms to effect their imperatives; which is hypergamy.
Women are incapable of loving men in a way that a man idealizes is possible, in a way in which he thinks she should be capable.
She’s not incapable of love in the way she defines it, she’s incapable of love as you, yourself, would have it. She doesn't lack the capacity for connection and emotional investment, she lacks the capacity for the connection you think would ideally suit you; and because this is what you're looking for, you're being left empty handed.
>>674524032
I fucking love that painting.
>>674524148
Scarlet, i will always carry you in my heart
>>674533213
THEY ARE NOT THE GREATEST YEARS OF YOUR LIFE. THEY ARE NOT THE GREATEST YEARS OF YOUR LIFE. THEY ARE NOT THE GREATEST YEARS OF YOUR LIFE. THEY ARE NOT THE GREATEST YEARS OF YOUR LIFE. THEY ARE NOT THE GREATEST YEARS OF YOUR LIFE.
that bullshit they tell you in high school is false. It might be true for that guidance counselor, but it doesn't have to be true for you. It wasn't true for me.
>>674519612
I just want her to love me
>>674533801
Continue
>>674534490
Continued as
>>674534156
>>674534156
Oh anon, that's such a tragic feeling.
Give yourself time. You don't get over someone in a matter of hours, days, or even weeks. Focus on yourself - you're your own person. You have your own life to fulfill that you're the protagonist of. Do things for yourself and live - not for her, but for yourself.
>>674534148
Im deaf in my right.
>>674534083
that picture's from the cybernetic ghost of christmas past from the future episode, but the text is from the mail order bride episode, what the fuck
>>674522552
Get some Xanax and get laid
Thank me later
>>674534468
i feel you
>>674534554
My issue is that in general I don't have anything to live for. I have 0 drive to do literally anything with my life. I have no career dreams, I generally hate my family, and don't care about much. Sometimes I consider suicide because it seems like less work in the long run. I can't live for myself because I am nothing, and believe in nothing.
>>674534653
I'm glad you've done yer homework, but don't think about it too hard. Just imagine Carl saying that while reclining on his cum-stained futon whenever life starts getting hard.
>>674522080
Hit me hard anon
Ask myself what it's all for..
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=03qBqP2I4p8
>>674534665
He's right you know
Light a cigarette, pour yourself a stiff drink and feel feels with me brothers.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SwbdWgvX560
>>674533674
we live within short driving distance of about an hour. but even that has caused us not to meet yet.
>>674533670
Thanks.
>>674535102
https://youtu.be/WAGAoy5WZWY
I know this is a feels thread over music, but it's helped get me through high school thus far.
>>674535528
This got me through those four hellish years.
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=p8vQF5eLfrM
>>674533333
cuck
>>674519612
Thank you so much.
>>674521498
kek
>>674533333
Lonely quints
>>674519612
Make it fast and painless
>>674534156
Well fellow Canadabro, I don't know anything about being in love really, I haven't felt that I need it in my life yet. But I can say that if you pull back from her, and try not to to talk with her anymore, it's going to hit you in a while that you fucked up. And if by that time she's decided to forget you, and cut all contact with you, it's going to eat you up that you can't even speak with her anymore. I've come to understand that the people you make connections with on the internet aren't fake connections, they can be real. I'd say at least stay her friend, it might hurt to know that she'll never reciprocate her feelings, but at least you won't look back and wish you could type just one more time into the text box or talk one more time over Skype. When you let friendships drift on the internet they tend to come back and bug you in the wee hours of the morning. But anyways, grain of salt, Canadabro, I haven't been swept up by romantic feelings yet.
>>674521579
right. if no one moved shit around nothing would happen ever. if we all did college degree jobs the world wouldn't work. if you are a part of a lower paying, or laborious job, it may not be glamours job, but you are a part of a bigger and more important collective than people take into consideration. the back bone of the world really.
>>674520712
I haven't cried like this for a long time. Thank you.
>>674534204
>be overconfident and accept that women are literally not capable of love as men understand it, therefore driving away any possibility of a decent female ever maintaining interest. the main upside to this is that its easier to get laid and youre less likely to be the one broken up with.
or
>attempt to actually date females who arent just fuckable children by believing that women who meet that criteria actually exist. still pretty easy to get laid regularly as long as youre not an autist but run the risk of actually getting hurt in relationships.
ill keep your suggestion in mind. maybe youre right and i just dont have the experience to accept what you believe but im not ready to completely throw away all hope of actually being interested in a girl who is also interested in me.
