If we could get a feels thread up that'd be great. I've been diagnosed with clinical depression and sometimes it hits way harder than others. I've graduated and all my friends are gone, the ones I talk to now just treat me like shit. I just want to end it all sometimes. I have to keep myself preoccupied or else all I think of is suicide. I just need something /b/ros
>>674504221
I know the source
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FJJ8hWDXWGs
>>674505328
Yeah, it's the shit I listen to when I feel like garbage.
>>674504221
Fucking noobs
>>674505772
Listened to them before David posted that, thought it was funny that we both liked I'm God though.
I should start with some problems I have /b/ros.
Girlfriend left me in December, dated for a while but long distance is a killer. Anyways we broke up and I've taken up drinking and smoking more. I'm drinking now because I can't stop thinking of her.
>I love you Emily, I guess I always will
Thom by Joji or George Miller is my song to listen to. Oh and have you wondered which hurts the most: saying something and wishing you hadn't or saying nothing and wishing you had?
>>674504221
>>674506218
OP here. Yeah, FF makes some good music. I dunno, life's rough and I'm just a /b/itch. That's basically about it. Probably say nothing. Always leave an endless pit of despair in my stomach.
>>674506218
Both of those have fucked up my life, and searching that right now.
>>674506185
>>674506218
Since his isn't really a feels thread I'll give you some more music to listen to when you're struggling with the urge to live :^) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aFUzvbkEvRk
>>674506900
Just grabbed another beer
My recommendations of songs for sad times are
Chaos Chaos - Do you feel it
Big Gram - Lights on
This ruined that song for me
>>674504221
>get arrested at 19 for pot your holding for a friend in the car
>get anxious all the time start abusising Xanax
>couple months down the road start getting paranoid from prescription adderal
>get high on Xanax to try to stop paranoia
>get in argument with mother the next day from thinking she is spying on you
>get arrested
>go to county for the first time not know how to use phone for 3 days because still under effects of Xanax
>get out and go to sisters house because they're scared of what You might do if I go straight to the house
>after a couple days go back to house
>fall into the deepest depression I've ever had rock bottom
>don't second guess buying meth off the deep web
>abuse it for about 4months
>have mental breakdown think cops are spying on me
>it all comes out in front of parents
>become sober
>21 now and still soberish besides alcohol
>feelsgoodman
Tldr don't abuse adderall
>>674507323
i wasn't planning on it ad all
>>674508174
Fuck first time I've gotten feels on /b/
Is it wrong that I wish you neets and shut ins and poors and faggots still hanging on your mom's tits always crying over some bitch or that you think you're a cock gobbler would just go ahead and fucking kill yourself?
Like fucking do it. Life is difficult for most everyone and you cunts crying about it like your problems are somehow special is an insult to those of us who have the backbone to face our shitty lives.
All of you eat a bullet thanks.
>>674509825
Kek, if only I had a girl I was hung over. I just have clinical depression, I currently live in an apartment in Columbus. Sometimes it's rough anon, I try not to talk about shit because people like you but eh, I just wanted to vent and don't talk to anyone as much anymore. I want to go out and do things but just don't have the energy anymore. Life just seems endless and hopeless. Meh
>>674504221
kill yourself,youre too weak to survive on your own and no one will ever love you because of it.
>>674509825
>implying we are basement dwellers.
Crying can be good for you. Relieves a lot of tension. I make be hung over a girl but she doesn't stop me from living my life.
>obvious bait is obvious
>>674504221
http://www.tomahaiku.com/youre-not-depressed-youre-selfish/
>>674510559
If only, the only reason I haven't is because of of that reason. The people I still associate with and my family. Tried it before, fucked that up even.
>>674505328
I've always loved clams casino.
>trolls going to troll
>>674510777
so much of a fuck up you cant even kill yourself right. just walk into a black lives matter crowd wearing a trump shirt,theyll do it for you.
>>674511007
Nah, I want to sometimes and then want to great things other times. keep on pooping anon, doesn't really phase me.
>>674509764
This one shattered my heart, first time I've ever cried while reading something
been a depressed faggot for longer than I can remember. don't even know how it started considering I live in a wonderful home with a beautiful family. tried hanging myself at age 11 because I thought I was mental and my parents hated me. only reason I'm still here is because my dad walked in on me suffocating and got me down from out of my closet. I've been on Prozac since I was 13, still haven't attempted suicide since that time because I know it's not worth it. started smoking pot and abusing hydrocodone at age 15. stopped hydro and stuck to pot. I'm 20 now, and even though I'm still a sad faggot, I get out of the house every once a day aside from work for a hike or a drive. that's what helps me get through life I guess.
>>674506319
Homonculus or something, right? Author of ichi the killer?