when was the last time you cried /b/
>>674403746
i don't even remember
This morning, funny comedian, tears went down my face
>>674403746
3 days ago after fapping.
>>674403746
3 weeks ago. Woke up covered in my own vomit; and the noose somehow got loose. Can't do anything right.
>>674404033
dumbass can't even tie a noose. No wonder no one loves you.
>>674403746
when my dad beat me up with a belt
When my mom was in the hospital dying of then undiagnosed Diabeetus
>>674403746
3 years anon 3 fucking years
>>674403746
This morning. A lot, like a little bitch. Depression is fun.
>>674403746
My grandmother's funeral. That was 10~ years ago. I welled up at some movie the other day for no good reason. Managed to pull my self together.
>>674403746
Last week when i heard my favorite uncle was taken to the intensive care, he's doing a bit better now
probably last year in some feel thread or something
The last time I cried is when my friends surprised me infront of my dorm with balloons and cake because it's my birthday, I cried cuz seeing them there all singing and smiling it brought back childhood memories when my mom and dad are still together and we would always celebrate our birthdays with a huge gathering, now I'm living with my father it's since my mom left everything just when downhill. I cried like a little girl back then that they all hugged me so thought that at that time I actually felt that someone cares and loved me.
2 days ago.... I hadn't cried in so long it actually had hurt a little
My dad would always tell me never to show weakness or I'm not worthy of being a man
So I cried alone, like I always do
Even tried to make a feels thread
Bumped it with as many pics as I had before it was deleted in 5 minutes
Not even /b/ wants me
Ace's death was one of the saddest thing that i saw this week, so i cried like a bitch T__T
Last christmas I cried tears of pure anger because I failed after training for months.
>>674404033
damn dude
i didnt ask for this feel, but then again neither did you
>>674403746
January 11th when I heard David Bowie died
>>674403746
Usually every time I'm alone I let a bit out.
>>674403746
march 3 2011 when my cat had to be put to sleep. I sobbed like a bitch.
still can't face getting another kitty pet
>>674404033
the noose was loose goose
>>674404033
how do I upvote this?
>>674404592
You are not alone brother
8 years
You're all gonna laugh, but It was two days ago, and I had just finished kill la kill
I've always been a nerd and a weeb but have actually had a few relationships in the past
I hadn't watched anime in such a long time it seems, so I decided to pick up my slack and binge watch the rest of it, that and sao
Now a little back story, 2 relationships I had in succession were disasters, toxic nightmares. And I stayed with both for a long time because I have such a low self as teem. I was told at a young age that my parents did not and would never love me, that no one wanted me, so a sense of worthlessness has stuck with my whole life.
So I stated in those relationships for as long as could before they fell apart
And then in succession again, I actually had some good ones. One girl who I was with for a month was actually very nice. This was my senior year, but she had very protective parents and wasn't allowed to date. When they found out we were together they threatened to call the cops and all this other shit. Well I thought I was actually doing something right for investors so I stood my ground and stuck with her anyways. The last time I saw her was graduation since they moved shortly after, I didn't even get to go to grad night her.
The second one is from an earlier time but it's more important....
Should I continue?
How do I upvote this?
>>674404536
turn in your mancard you sissy faggot
>>674406047
Sorry for the errors I'm on mobile
>>674406047
Continue fam
>>674403746
After having a stroke, being told by the neurologists that the loss of function that occurred is most likely going to be permanent.
Like a year ago. 39 yr old man.
>>674403746
When I watched "Your Lie In April". Then I started to realize a bunch of things in my life and I just got more sad and well, I'm ready to cry again.
>>674403746
Sun was too bright and made me tear up a bit
>>674406310
did your dick fall off? can you not solve the capitcha? no? stop fucking whining
>>674403746
christmas 2015, found out my dad cheated on my mum some time before they devorced in 2000
Life is strange ep 3 ending
>>674403746
2006
feelsbadman.jpg
>>674406310
Eh they don't know shit
>>674403746
I cried earlier today when someone downvoted my upvote
2 days ago. My ex threatened me to call the cops cups I threw her around after she was kicking me out of my own apartment and annoying the fuck out me. I told her to leave me alone and she didn't. Kept fucking with me on my face.
I was scared I was going to lose my career.
>>674406997
>15 years later
pfft. if your half brother didn't show up after 21 years to your still married parents house after his mom died and he finally found your dad's name in a box you don't have shit to cry about
>>674407141
how do I upvote this?
>>674407113
yeah, was more or less "could get better, the brain is an amazing organ we don't entirely understand, anything is possible, but be prepared that this is just how it is going to be now"
I've gotten over it since, adjusted ok, cope much better etc. So, yeah. Time improves everything
>>674403923
>not fapping 4 times a day
No wonder you cried.
>>674407294
>tfw I can forsee this scenario happening to my cousin
my uncle has a great family of 6 but i overheard my dad parents one time and they brought up how he knocked up some girl and she has a kid
literally nobody in his family knows
>>674403746
12 years
12 fucking years and counting
>>674407556
I cry just seeing the fucking thing.
>>674406289
>Continued
The one from before wasn't necessarily a relationship, but it was definitely a bond that I'm going to miss for a long time.
There was a girl I met in 10th grade and I instantly had a crush on her. I was still a weird fuck up however and so I did nothing about, but through some Miracle we ended up being good friends, so much so that we ended up going everywhere together, taking trips, going out, telling each other everything, and it wasn't even the friendzone, I was just too much of a pussy to make the first move. So time goes by and I meet first toxic relationship, decided to go for it of course. However two months prior me and friend were holding hands. She texted me later that day asking about it, and asked if I liked her.... the worst decision I've made so far was to tell her that I didnt, and that it was just a friendly thing people do. I was so anxious that I was going to fuck something up that I did it on purpose, so that I could still maybe hold onto her as a friend... I was young and my logic was totally flawed but you get the idea. So after that and after I got out of both toxic relationships, both of which she helped me get through. I come to find out that she had liked me that whole time of course. It's still the top thing that I regret in my life. At this time though she didn't want to have "labels" so we remained friends. However I've never been more intimate with anyone before, or since. We kissed, we hugged, we did so many things, and all of which felt so right. It didn't feel forced or rushed, we just connected. But... like all good things, they came to an end...
Continue? The story is almost over
>>674407673
Lol, why so sad? faggot
>>674407683
Why cry, it's not like anyone else will ever see it.
>>674407673
12 years a faggot
>>674407897
It's a thing. dw.
>>674407457
What functions have you lost?
>>674408252
Do you have a fucking cry fetish or something, do you use the tears as lube to fuck yourself with
Man the fuck up.
>>674403746
A couple weeks ago. I was high and I realized my life is going nowhere. I went out to the woods and just started screaming. Only after did I realize I had cried a little.
When I started being blackmailed by my sisters ex bf - 6 month
After watching my best friend get his head blown off by a sandnigger In Iraq. Ex Army fag here
>>674408606
Emo much
>>674403746
death of my bestfriend 2 years ago
>>674403746
Last night.
My dog died.
>>674407745
Continue anon
>>674408806
Dank meme
>>674403746
6 years ago, like a true faggot over a girl of all things...
5th of march
>>674408424
memory, sleep pattern fucked up, and mostly vision. 65 percent vision loss, massive blind spot that is stuck on my field of vision, sometimes I do not understand what I'm looking at etc. Can't really watch tv anymore, can play slower paced vidya for a while but not super long.
Had to figure out different ways to spend my time, audio books, just listening to documentaries, shit like that. The vision thing I've learned to deal with, occupational therapy helped out a lot. The sleep pattern thing sucks, but the short term memory really is the worst part about it. It's worse than it sounds. Waking up sucks because my memory is fucked up, I often mix up whatever I dream about with actual memory. Dreaming seems as real as RL.
PTSD cause change occurred overnight, anxiety and panic disorder cause the way I perceive the world now is entirely different. I'm cool now, ish. I've learned to cope, the biggest thing is just accepting it.
>>674403746
I started crying 25 April 1945 and I still am to this date..
>>674408906
Long story short, she found someone else, some she really liked. So, out of respect, I let it be. High-school ended, and she went into the military. Navy though so I didn't really have to worry about her getting good head blown to bits in some desert. Still worried about her though. A long time went by and I had no contact with her. I was still friends with her on snap chat however and one day I see she posted a story. Seeing as she had some time to spare apparently I decided to send her a snap with the usual banter we used to have... it took her 6 days to open it, all the while continuing to post stories everyday. 2 days after opening it she sent a snap only captioned "hey"... I figured by this point that I was old news.... she had little to no desire to talk to me, so I never replied. But I stay friends with her on it because it's the only way I'm able to see her face and hear her voice. Even though almost everyday I see her post snaps about how she misses her partner, about how that's the only thing keeping her going, about how she can't wait to see them again. And all I can do is sit back and watch it happen. Watch the one person who I still have found memories of just slip away. Ive kept all this from everyone, because I try not to seem weak, so I let it fester. I recently tried to get a hold of the girl I dated my senior year through email since it seemed that was the only way to get a hold of her. When she responded she said to leave her alone, that she didn't miss me at that her life was much better with me gone, and that she's happy to be far away from me. It hit hard... but I buried it deep down, because I was angry. Angry that I wasted me time and almost my life on that. So... some time went by and I was actually convincing myself that being alone was what made me happy, that I didn't need anybody. Then here we are two days ago, and I finished kill la kill, a couple years late at this point... and seeing mako and ryuko at the end. continue?
Yesterday when I asked my current crush out and she said no... Fuck me, I've never felt like this, it already happen other times and I've had two gfs, but this time it seems like her refusal broke something inside myself, not talking about my heart because it is obviously normal when something like this happens, but right now I feel like I don't know what to do anymore. I mean, before I always thought of her every morning, when I woke up and when I went to bed, but not only that, she quite was my raison d'être, every time I was with her I was feeling happy, I wanted to go to school just to see her (i'm 19, maybe newfag but not underage) and now I really dont know what to do.. Help me /b/ what the fuck do I do? Is this what true love is supposed to be?
Last sunday, I try to get it done before school starts
>>674411109
>raison d'être
Try being less of a pretentious faggot with the next one.
>>674409420
Godspeed to you anon, I'm sorry that this happened.
Also the dream and memory thing, I know what that's like. I've experienced similar, and I hope you figure out how to deal with it fully.
>>674411887
thanks /b/ro.
>>674403746
Is that anon's pie adventure?
kek this tread is hillarious
it was a few months ago i was in bed just trying to sleep and it just happened
About one year ago, or like 10 months, i dont know the exact date
It was after i got told my dad cheated on my mum and talked shit about us all
They got together, we all forgived him, but i havent been happy nor sad since then
>>674403746
like 2 years ago when i became homeless.
A single tear rolled down my cheek when watching the movies 50/50, and a swedish movie with a long ass name
But the last time I was really crying was probably over 5 years ago
>>674404033
Hey, last time I cried was on Sunday. I woke up with a puddle of vomit next to me after downing about 25 sleeping pills with half a bottle of vodka. The pain was horrible, so I cried like a bitch.
>>674410689
Well hopefully this will be the last post
Seeing mako and ryuko at the end, after having seen all the hell that they both went through, and seeing all the sacrifices they made for each other, same with how kirito went through hell and back to find asuna... it all just hit me at once. That I'm going to die alone... I will never have someone care for me the way that they did, I'll never find anyone genuine enough to want to sacrifice so much for me, it's not the reality, it's not possible, that kind of love and care just doesn't exist. I'll never be important to someone, I'll never have someone who's actually happy to wake up to my face every morning. I'm not good looking, I'm not charming, I'm none of the things that define someone who matters. I know it's a show, I know it's just an anime, but seeing it all at once and having the sudden realization that my life will never amount to anything that amazing or important, I just felt lost. I'm not meant for something great, I'm just another spec that will never be seen in the vastness of this life. I'm going to die alone, and there's nothing I can do about. I thought that all of these nerd things I indulge in were because I was strong enough to be alone and happy. But it's a lie, nothing is going to make me happy, nothing will bring me joy. And so I just don't care, that's why I am the way I am. I'm going to die alone, it's the only thing I've ever been truly certain about. And so I jumped in my car and tried to drive and forget about it, then a song came on and I just broke down... people say crying makes you feel better, but all it does is make me feel like shit... it's just a reminder of how weak I am, and how it will be how my final moments will be. Dying and crying alone in the dark with only my sobbing as the final thing I hear... I know this for certain now... so why bother... now I'm just waiting to die. Every day I wake, I know I'm just one more step towards my death. I'm looking forward to it.
