Want to kill myself. Need someone to talk to.
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Want to kill myself.
Need someone to talk to.
Talk anon. What's up?
>>674401989
Do it
We can't use mentally unstable people
Tell us.
>>674401989
Tells us why.
Else stop being a faggot and stream it.
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>>674401989
>implying living isn't better
>>674401989
i'm here, what's poisoning you?
Don't do it anon, or at least not yet, remeber that tomorrow daredevil season 2 premiers
>>674401989
eat shit and die op
stop being a coward face the world with some dignity you retard.
Pixies - Wave of Mutilation. helps me. and then i break a ton of shit.
>>674401989
We're happy to shitpost with you, but I'd recommend a hotline where you can actually talk with someone.
>>674401989
Seriously nothing matters.
>All the pictures we take or save will just be wiped when someone cleans out our places when we die.
>We will only be remembered because we died.
>We make no difference in the world.
>Also have serious depression, bipolar, paranoia, antisocial personality disorder, adhd, alcoholism, and substance abuse.
>Family literally couldn't care less about me.
>Mother one upped me when I said I attempted suicide. She's three above me on te attempt list.
>>674402684
You are not special. No one cares about your twitter feed and Facebook page. No matter how hard you try, very few people will be remembered two generations after they die.
I was like that a few times. Still alive, but my military career ended because of the admission.
Just do it, the world is only a shitty place and if you are hating it already it will only get worse.
UNLESS YOU GOT A KILO
of cocaine then your life will change.
>>674401989
Suicide is pathetic, unless you are doing it to regain your honor.
So unless you accidentally killed a kid or something don't do it faggot.
>>674402684
Well, I guess you should do it then
>>674402684
Geez you are such a faggot, the world will indeed be better if you are gone.
Just stream it before you go, give some people a bit of fun at least so someone remembers you.
>>674402895
What's a good site to an hero?
Might do it at work tonight.
>>674402684
As far as the absence of intrinsic meaning or purpose to life, I certainly can't disagree with you; however, I'd highly recommend seeing a therapist and perhaps attending AA.
Would you mind telling me your age?
Mate have fun in life and do whatever the fuck you want. Death is the best thing ever to happen to humans.You watch a movie and enjoy it until the end. You cant just skip to the end because sometimes its boring and might not make sense. Just keep living and see how "your" movie goes. :D
>>674403026
Just set up facebook mentions app on your phone and live stream it that way all your loved ones and closest friends can be hurt and traumatized by it directly.
>>674403359
26
Male
>>674403735
Seriously, several of my friends have told me to do it, and most of my family would expect it of me.
Nice things might happen if you keep at it OP. Just figure things out and look for stuff to make you happy - you might not find it immediately but I wouldn't let that get you down.
I'm bipolar, on a bunch of meds, have attempted suicide in the past, but what the hey, my wife is in the exact same boat. But we found each other and we're quite happily married..
>>674403359
This is how they start. After you give him your age, he'll be all sympathetic and suggest you guys chat over another medium. He'll talk you into meeting up and you'll spend the next decade in a sex dungeon having this guy plow you in the peehole with variously sized sausages.
Do it
>>674402767
>>674402684
why is all you care about being rembered by some future fags? you live for yourself.
couldn't care less if anyone remembers me after i'm gone
Suicide is selfish. Other people insisting that you live with your day to day pain is also unselfish. If you want to feel better and learn to deal with your depression, find people who will help you. You can't do this alone. I understand that you may not be able to see a future for yourself, but it is there. Don't worry about the future right now, just get through today.
>>674401989
a/s/l?
>>674402324
Ye OP, Stream it on Twitch... Since u wanna play games.
>>674403840
Well then you're old enough to break things down for yourself, so I won't give you any "you have a long life ahead of you, and you can change it" kinda bullshit.
If you're suffering too much to carry on, then I wouldn't try to talk you out of it; nevertheless, my advice to seek a good therapist still stands. And if you don't have insurance, there is plenty of government assistance for this kind of thing
You really should just do it. I'm 32 and have been seriously suicidal since about 19 and I really regret not killing myself back then. When I tried it at 26 I was stupid about the method.
FYI, shotgun for the win.
Do it and stream it loser
>>674404027
He's right. Nice things will happen. I had a bad few weeks lately, but my old boss called me today and asked me to come back, so that made me feel appreciated again. Find stuff that makes you happy. I take care of my plants, for instance.
>>674402684
> pictures are just captured memories we dont need after were dead anyway
>who wants to be remembered by the insignificant cancer that is man anyway, seriously those guys are assholes
>we need not make any difference in the world . the planet was fine until we got here with all our "improvements"
>life sucks, everybody has there own distractions. yours are just more honest.
>its cool in a few years theyll all be dead too
>thunder stealing over achiever. life's a game that no one wins
>>674404336
out of curiousity, because I find reasons to enjoy living... I've got to ask, Why do you make it sound like you've only got certain opportunities to do it? Why can't you just off yourself whenever you want?
>>674404308
Seconding this guy's talking to someone/therapist suggestion. I didn't need all that much of it once I finally hit on some good medications but it got me through some tough times.
>>674404149
this
>>674404475
Because wanting to kill oneself is a serious mental disorder. And mental disorders aren't rational or well-founded.
Go do something nice for someone else, even if they don't deserve it. Stop focusing on yourself so much. Go find people who aren't surrounded by negativity.
>>674404475
because you need to be brave and fucking desparate, and these conditions togheter don't happen a lot.
>>674405007
>>674404722
Then wouldn't shit like Alcohol influence it substantially while drinking? or even cocaine? I'm not trolling, just very curious and I never had the opportunity to ask someone with such disorders. I do appreciate the response.
>>674405141
Anon, Alchool and substances helps to relief the pain, not the other way around
>>674404475
You can do it whenever. Struggling with depression and existential bullshit, I've personally come to the decision that I'll do it when living becomes too much to bear.
I've only been moderately depressed over the past 5 years or so, so I haven't had as much determination to kill myself. I've made my life comfortable and low-stress, although rather pathetic tbh. So for now I don't feel the immediate need. But it is undoubtedly my end game when I feel it's time.
>>674405141
not OP, but yes that sort of thing fucks with your already fucked up brain - and generally not for the better (though there is such a thing as self-medicating with drugs)
>>674404703
Thirded. Fuck 'em OP
>>674404475
because my gf would call an ambulance if she caught me trying again.
I work alone all night every night. Towers and shit to jump from.
Access to chemicals and sharp objects.
No witnesses or cameras to tip off anybody to intervene
>>674405454
>>674405445
>>674405366
Last question. Does the whole thing ever become like a catch-22, or a paradox? Knowing when you're "ready" but not sure if you want to go just yet or if you REALLY want to go at all?
like does it ever cause anxieties deeper than "hey I have no purpose in living anymore, i'm going to kill myself, someday."?
Like do you ever ponder if "Now is the time, but then again maybe I'm wrong" or "What if I really want to live, but something in my head is pushing me to die?"
>>674401989
i am also a depressed alcoholic. my friend, we will be okay. i'm buying a gun with my tax returns. i told a lot of people that i wont kill myself with it. im not sure if thats a truth that i can hold up for long. some people just weren't meant for this world. our brains were made wrong. its just like any other physical disease. it wasn't meant for us. its not our fault. its nobodies fault. its not a tragedy.its just the way it is. now if you'll excuse me. im gonna try to masturbate.
>>674406126
Occasionally, yes.
I have someone talk me down and give me options or false hope.
Then that wears off and I'm right back at this point.
Tomorrow night, I'll be standing on the roof again, and quite possibly streaming it on twitch.
>>674406126
I never got quite to that point. In my case I just kept having more and more thoughts about hurting myself while at the same time realizing that it wasn't normal. I was never scared of dying which is why attempting suicide wasn't all that hard but mostly I just wanted things to be better rather than worse which is why I sought help and drugs and people to talk to.
>>674401989
>>674406126
Not really for me. But I've logicked out that I should do it eventually, or at least that there's no good reason *not* to do it. And I know the relief it will bring. So when the time does come, when I have the desire and the stomach to do it properly, I won't have any regrets.
Though I imagine I'll hate to miss the last books in the A Song of Ice and Fire series. Damn you George RR Martin.
>>674404434
>>thunder stealing over achiever. life's a game that no one wins
das deep mane
Hi, i am eva and if u want some anon to talk, i am here.
got depressions too, and harmed myself. but got some positive attitude going on ^-^
my email is: [email protected]
