I know this is a terrible place to come for any sort of help and I don't even know what to say or if I want to say anything. I just don't have anyone to go to and I've already attempted suicide twice and go to therapy regularly Im 20. I just need help. Could you guys please give me something to feel better or okay or anything good just this once. Or not and just let this 404. I don't know.
You always have us b/rother.
>Pic related help you feel better
>>674255575
Go workout. You will feel better, bro
God bless u
Don't give up anon, one day you will feel better.
>>674255575
Keep your chin up anon. Shit always gets better, as cliche as that sounds
>>674255575
Grow a pair of balls Cecil
Pic I meant to post
You are never alone..never...meditate
Dude. You'll get better soon.
All the best man.
Dont give up, i dont usually reply to threads like this, but just dont. Its not worth it /b/rother
Do the world a favour and off yourself k?
Drugs make you happy
they'll also ruin you if you're not strong enough
but you will feel content
>>674255787
I completely agree do you have kik op maybe someone to talk to might help even if I'm a huge fgt
>>674255575
You'll be fine
>>674255575
dont give up bro, youre only 20! so much left to achieve! :^)
Jesus christ man. Take a pill for the depression and start working out.
>>674255575
Seriously, embrace hedonism until you find a purpose
If you're suicidal then there's no point in thinking in the long term so make a bucket list of everything you want to do before you die and do it
Bear in mind you don't need to give a shit about health, friendship ties, relationships or making a family
>>674255575
Nah everyone goes the same road you are taking anon. If your past and present is shit you still have a fresh tomorrow like the rest of us.
>>674256057
I don't have anything like that, no social networking stuff.
>>674255908
Thats one of the funnyest thinks I've seen here kekekek
Take some LSD it will teach you what you need to learn tk get through this
Going out and walking/running for 30 minutes a day will improve most people's lives dramatically.
90% of the problems people in first world countries have physically or mentally could potentially be solved if they just ate less shitty food and went for a 30 minute walk every day.
>>674256221
I get drug tested
Shit sucks but sometimes it doesn't. Hold on for better shit anon
>>674256483
Lsd doesn't come up in drug tests but I don't know if I'd recommend that if you're depressed
go search for medical help
you van live with depression under control
dont give up anon
be string buddy
some courage wolf guys, post some
>>674256483
for what?
If you say work then quit your job like now
You should be employed if you're suicidal, it will just lead to you definitely killing yourself
I assume you have some money saved
Like you have to figure how suicidal you are
If you can't quit because you're afraid of having no money or not being able to afford rent then subconsciously you still see purpose in life
Go do some charity stuff if you have the energy for it. Helping others will probably make you feel better because of more purpose in your life. Plus you get to talk to new people.
>>674255787
>>674256037
I can confirm both of these points OP, do drugs and work out. Trust me
>>674255575
>>674256833
I literally get tested because I'm suicidal by the state. I know it sounds like it isn't real or doesn't make sense but it does.
WTF u want someone to talk?
Killurself
if u cant handle life end it
why waste time in a live u never had good times in?
>>674256695
Hang in there! Be string!!
>>674255575
Man just don't give up. Ok? You see how even /b/ cheers you on? C'mon anon there's so much to live for. You just experienced the shitty side of life.
Op here I'm gonna go watch youtube videos and lay down. Thanks to most of you. Bye.
Kys fgt
>>674257124
meibi u cud kil urself bc of ur speling huehue
>>674257102
Kratom, LSD, shrooms, alcohol, none of those show up on tests. And all drugs other than weed only stay visible for like 3 days.
>>674257102
stop showing up for drug tests?
what are they gonna do? come find you and do what?
I don't know what shithole you live in, but in most countries drug consumption isn't actually illegal, it's only drug possession that is
>>674255575
OP, don't kill yourself. You have your whole life ahead of you.
Do this:
>go to /fit/
>set a goal for yourself
>read the sticky and start working towards that goal
You can pull yourself out of this hole, man.
How did you fuck up suicide twice? If you're not going to do it right then get your fucking shit together. If you can't die, then you're going to have to live and you're going to need to make that as bearable as possible. Half-hearted cry-for-help suicide attempts are the fucking worst. Do it or get your life together, the worst thing to do is to sit there torn between life and death just stagnating. Change or die you fucking faggot.
Hey, OP, listen to this poem, it always cheers me up when I'm down.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mwGnCIdHQH0
I have fought with depression since I was in middle school until junior year of high school (I am a sophomore in college) I find that the best ways to get through this bad time for you are doing drugs (not super heavy shit like heroin and cocaine) do shit like weed, acid, shrooms, etc. Exercise reguraly (go for a run, go to your nearest basketball court and ask people if you want to join a game, etc.) Travel to places that you would want to go. Find a girlfriend (or boyfriend) and connect with your family more often, let them know what you are going through. And the best way to feel better is LISTEN TO MUSIC, take at least an hour or two to LISTEN to the music that you like. Definitely keep talking to people you trust and hope you feel better :)
>>674255575
Start relaxing,or try self hypnsosis.
Sports work too.
Read some philosophy book.
Íf you have a new attempt try to seek some help (hotline)
Try to give a meaning to your life (even a small one work as a start,like donate some food to homeless or some charity)
>>674255575
Listen to tool (reflection)
>>674255575
i used to fuck ur sister OP
she'd come over sometimes while her boyfriend was away after school.
once the door would close she'd almost instantly get naked. most times she'd put on her favorite song and start sucking. then she would cry. her tears and makeup would drip down her face onto my dick. its surprising how cold tears are. eventually i finally asked her what was wrong. in between licks she told me that her favorite song was also her bfs favorite song. so even though she loved hearing it and it totally got her pussy wet, it also made her think about the fact that she was cheating on her boyfriend. i dont think i ever came harder down somebodies throat then right after she told me that. she was beautiful. we dont hang out anymore. wanna get lunch?
this was the song:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lvNmDqkHir8
kill yourself you fucking millenial
>>674255575
Look for something in life, something for you, then do it. I used to hate myself, and even tried to off myself once. For me it was martial arts that changed it all. Started with gym, then boxing, then karate, then wrestling, and now its mma. Just try find something that makes you want to see tomorrow anon, hell something that even makes you excited for tomorrow. That something is there you just gotta find it anon.
>>674256695
Be string and courage wolf!
>>674257878
this faggot is all over /b posting the same shit video
that i haven't even seen nor i will.
go fuck yourself you little dipshit
>>674257878
How many times you gonna post this stupid story
>>674255575
Hey Op, try and find a hobby or expand your friendship group, pick up a new language or sport - think happy thoughts and soon happy feelings will come!
Keep well man, things get better :)
just bee urslelf :^)
>>674255575
Try keeping a diary of one thing positive you experience each day, and go out of your way to experience things to put in it. Join clubs, go to the gym, go for walks, take up a new hobby - just do anything other than stay in your home. Things will get better anon
>>674255575
You are never alone, you always have us /b/rother
You're not ready to kill yourself so don't bother. You'll only fail again.
Go do whatever it is you want to do. While doing it, slowly sever any close relationships you have and do not replace them. Move far away from friends and family and don't keep in touch. In 3-10+ years, however long it takes you, you will be completely ready to kill yourself.
Then shotgun to the face so there's no mistakes.
>>674256406
Not OP.
I have a depression and whenever I drop acid I get this extremely intense feeling that makes me went to kill myself as quick as possible.
It kinda feels like your mind is completely boiling over and there's absolutely nothing you can do to stop it but end yourself
>>674258738
Also not OP. I get happy and giddy, laugh my balls off at even the most cancerous YLYL bullshit.
But when I'm coming down, near the end of the trip but especially afterwards, I get super depressed and feel like I have to stay away from everyone.
do it faggot
>>674258627
This
Hey anon, this is gonna 404 eventually, and so are all of us but that doesn't mean we have to hasten the day.
I don't even know you, never will, but I know that you deserve to live and that you can bring good into the world.
Imagine yourself being tested. This downtime is your greatest opportunity to rise up and show your strength. Because having been there, having been through the absolute worst of it, only you can reach out to others who are in such desperate times.and remind them that life is worth living. That fundamentally you are a good person, and your presence is not only appreciated, but needed on this earth.
Gather strength and remember that someone less fortunate is waiting for your help. And having been so vulnerable, so hurt, is your greatest strength. Only someone who has known that pain can see and help another in pain. And in the end, I think that's why we are here...to help each other. If nothing else, to help someone in need. A friend, a love, a family member, a pet...we are nurtured and we nurture in return. Good luck, friend.
Just watch some Kitten Vids m8!!! XD They are so fucking funny that u only can be happy ! Stay strong dude
>>674255575
travel the world, you have nothing to lose and see some nice sights in nature, all you need is a tent and a backpack filled with beans in can and bacon or something.
Stay strong OP you faggot. We love you
>>674255575
You are young, you have to be patient
>>674255575
Here ya go OP!
Have a laugh or two
>>674255575
No matter how bad things may look now, things will get better and eventually work out. 5 years from now you'll see it was just a temporary dark time.
Go to therapy, pull yourself up, and never surrender. Suicide is not a solution.
Good luck anon!
>>674255575
Remember us posters, you always can talk to us and get any of us kind of help Only if you ask to. See we have many different people from all kind of experiences and work all around the world. Peace
Greeting from Finland!
>>674258738
>>674259008
>>674258738
Sometimes you just have to look around and get out of your mind, enjoy your surroundings.
Other times it's good to let your mind fall down the rabbit hole.
people are selfish,
u don't need no one OP
u can be happy with yourself
>>674255575
If you consider suicide, then consider the following
If you attempt to do something you always wanted to do. With a big pay off and high risk... Then just fucking do it anyway. Whats the worst that could happen? It doesn't work and then you are so embarrassed you'll have to kill yourself?
Well hey. There's a 50% chance it will work and all your dreams will come true. But if you kill yourself you have 0% chance because you didn't risk anything.
Is your dream to go surprise sex someone? Plan it out and execute it. It's better than killing yourself. And if it doesn't work you can always kill yourself anyway as a backup plan. But you'd be surprised how easy it is to do what you wanna do. Just carefully plan your next move and execute it well so you don't get caught. That way you won't need to die yet and you can keep doing it to more victims. If they die you don't have to. Remember that.
>>674261349
they really don't, things just get shitter and you are fooling yourself
>>674255575
Third time is the charm
>>674258738
>>674259008
>>674261660
Next time you get depressed or overwhelmed during a trip, I know it sounds gay, but throw on "over and over" by joe Walsh and really concentrate on the lyrics.
>>674255575
Stop bitching, and crying about life. You may think there's nothing you can do, there's no way to do anything, but there is. The problem with people today, is because we have all relied on our government so much, we end up feeling more trapped. Remember that the United States was founded because some people left their governments clutches, to do their own thing. You are free to live man, better yourself, become more.. That doesn't always entail having to gain tons of money, or become rich. It all entails making success what you want. You could even say where you are now is successful.. You could always say: "there is always room for improvement", and do what you can to get there. Always make logical obtainable goals, and if you can't reach all of them, then they may not yet be logical. We live, then we die, try to make more of the living part before thinking of death.
>>674255575
Any time you experience negative thoughts deliberately think of constructive things to do and how to do them.
When you wake up in the morning write down a list of positive or productive things to do and do them.
if you have trouble finding motivation to do the constructive things your planning do not think about anything but doing them. divide it into a series of steps and don't think about doing anything other than the first step until it is accomplished.
>>674255575
U said it anon. This is not the place to go for advice. Kill yourself
>>674255575
I want you to know that there's a lonely abandoned broken soul out there. Deep in the dark shit just like you. And longing for comapny of people just like you. Not some fucking worthless cunts and edgy motherfuckers, but you, haunted soul with rotten heart and maimed mind. Take care and control.
Rember that life is like a bow... You mau be dragged back but in the end you'll be fired far..so all that suffering was given to you so that you'll eventually find happiness... Life is the greatest gift bro.... I also suggest gym and try to find atleast 1 friend
