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Feels thread
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>>673758737
Too much feels in 1 pic ;(
for those who just want to fap
>>673760303
I think thats just you.
Got off the phone with my dream girl 2 hours ago. She's dealing with depression and I just feel so powerless because I don't know how to help her. I try my best to just be there for her, but I don't know if it's enough, and to be honest she doesn't really seem to get better, despite being in treatment.
>>673758737
nice pug
>>673760303
kek
>>673761202
make her fall in love with you. The rest will solve itself.
>>673761567
I agree, i recently started talking to this girl. Shes pretty fucking ugly but I like her personality. Ik sounds gay af but I was depressed and now every time she messages me time fucking flies by when we're talking and I get so fucking happy
>21, male, live alone, years of drugs and crime finally i got out.
>problems now:
>alchohol, alone alone alone. Need relationships to function. Friends, family so on.
>Cant get up in the mornings, dont have any energy
>Currently on my chair drinking beers, got any good music for me? I like die antwoord, queen, hiphop, old songs.
>I've learned alot thru the years but i know im still a young lad in need of advice so if u got some and u think u can relate then please give one
cheers
>>673760383
summerfag detected
>>673761567
nice utopia
>>673758737
>>673761202
Ask her out, bring her places, and do things with her. Like bring her paintballing everyone loves paintball.
>inb4blehblehairsoftisbetterandwhatnot
>>673762249
I have and had the same thing. I was broken, left shattered and then I met a girl, a girl who was like me although I never told her I was quite lonely and sad. She was on the other hand...Everytime she was sad, I was the one making her smile, everytime she was crying, I was the person collecting her tears. When we met, we were like a couple. Now we barely have contact, all of this changed within a week and I have absolutely no idea why.
>>673762330
nah, i joined last summer m8
>>673762330
summerfag ? its not even summer you autistic piece of shit, kys fo real
>>673761567
>make her fall in love with you.
lel, thanks mate. I would if I could. Seriously though, that's not really likely to be happening.
baawww
>>673758737
Still hot, that girl.
>>673762723
Kek
>>673761567
love does not cure depression sorry fam. maybe for a week a month it will work but after that...
>>673758737
that fucking picture gets me every time
>>673760303
>>673761202
anon, just sharing the experience with her is meaningful. life is unpredictable and impermanent. cherish the now without expecting anything in the future.
>>673762649
Things change fast, for better and worse. Keep your chin up, anon. You never know when things will change for the better.
>>673758737
i bet he gets more pussy than i do
>>673763557
Yeah, I know that feel /b/rother.
But I miss cuddling and kissing more than sex
>tfw there's no gf to cuddle with
>>673763541
The thing is, it is such a twist, first we have this amazing connection, we meet. We hug, we hold hands and so on, 1 week later "I'm not ready to be in a relationship Anon, let's be friends instead"...few days later, we barely have contact, haven't had contact with her for more than 24h...
>>673759827
man, the feels are real
Fucking bump
>>673760303
We are not the ruthless psychos we were advertised to be. Leave son, we are just sad fags who feel like breaking down sometimes.
>>673764082
this
fucking this
>>673760303
>>673763837
Well, unless you did something creepy or stupid and came on too strong, then I wouldn't worry. Idk you or her, so I couldn't say what's going on, but I would be hopeful that shit could change. Just wait her her out. Be the tiger in the tall grass.
>>673762493
jesus man that was 5 years ago? now im really feelin
Tonight, less than three hours ago I found out my parents are getting divorced and now I just feel terrible.
I have more or less seen this coming, even though they have been together for over the twenty years I have lived, there have been several severe arguments and talks about divorce.
Now it is a reality and there is nothing I can do about it. The stable family dream that I have taken for granted for so long is ruined and I feel terrible, not so much for myself as for my mother, because she seems to take it harder than both me and my father.
>>673763483
>>673762509
thanks for listening guys, I just wanted to get that off my chest.
>>673764336
We even had already planned when we want to hang out the next time but she got ill so we had to cancel it. I know she wasn't lying that she's ill...but then after a while, she started responding less on my texts and all that. Somehow everything turned around..I suspect different scenarios but I am not sure.
>>673763837
If it makes you feel better, same shit is happening to me right now. I've been seeing (+banging) this gorgeous girl for a couple of months, our last date was good, but now she's suddenly cut off all contact without explanation
>>673762763
The thing with love is that you don't always just fall in love with the normal type you go for.
If you're not the kinda guy she normally has a relationship with, you're not out of chance.
You seem to have a nice friendship with her. Ask her out sometime. Bring her somewhere nice. Don't say it's a date, say she should get out sometime, have some fun.
You will help her with her depression and as you help her something can happen. It's probably not gonna happen in the first moment, but be patient. Love can always happen.
>>673758737
/r/ing the pic of him with the "u wot m8" written on it
>>673764564
Time to man up and make your move to become the man of the family.
>>673764251
happens to me once or twice a month
That moment when you realize it was all just a dream is dreadfull...
>>673764564
Feels man, my parents have been married 25 yts soon and i see it comming too!
>>673764640
Yes, I suspect I was one of her "Many" and now I'm ignoring her, I do not text her. I've proved to her that I care for her so much, now if she cares about me as much as I care about her, she will notice and try to fix it. If she won't, well I shouldn't stick around then.
>>673758737
>PROJECTING
that kid will be bullied less than your average /b/aggot ever was and his bullies will be social outcasts. everyone will be nice to him and he will have this life long story of how he is so inspiring and such a hero, dont feel bad for that kid, feel bad for the fat, ugly kids who are the real victims of high school, oh, except no one gives a shit about those kids so lets pretend that we feel sympathy for this fucked up kid.
>>673761202
there is only one thing you can do if you want to help someone who suffers from depression: being there. not only physically near her, but entirely. you don't have to do much. hold her hand, sit next to her, whatever. depression drags you down like crazy. be there man, be there for her. it will pass eventually, and then you can work on it.
>>673762723
>not knowing the actual meaning of summerfag
>>673758737
The last time I was happy? My wedding day... Boy shit went bad fast
>>673759759
Arrfh every time the feels
>>673758737
>>673764741
>>673764564
Therefore you must fuck your mother in front of your father. It's the only way to go in this one m8
>>673764681
well I've known her for a few years now. During that time she made it obvious that she wasn't interested in me. To top it off we had a talk about it on January 1st. Was a really great way to start the new year...
>>673764953
yeah but he can't work out, get /fit/, pick up a lil confidence and score 7/10s
>>673763834
As do most men.
I hate that we always have to pretend to just be in it for the sex.
>>673760303
Glad I'm not the only one who thought she was cute af.
>>673764505
and he's still waiting
>>673765190
>have to pretend
Only a dishonest person would pretend a thing like that.
>>673764931
Yeah, the best thing to do it to move on asap and start seeing other girls. Then if she wants to come crawling back at a later date you can get back with her if you want. You might even find someone better than her
>>673758737
1) girl is cute
2) I met one of my 2 best friends and other "regular" good friends when I was 16, teenage years was at least for me more real than now while I'm adult
now every new people I met are just someone I know, our friendship feel superficial, nothing like when I was 17 and was doing stupid shit with my mates
fuck this shit and fuck my life, why is everything so shit now
>>673764606
Just hang in there. Don't come off too strong, don't keep texting her if she's not responding. Girls can get weird when they get strong feelings fast, and hopefully that's what happened. Your job is to keep as cool as possible, give her space if that's what she wants. Don't let desperation make you ignore her signals. If things started off as well as you've described, then you have a good reason to be optimistic that she'll come back around.
I lost all of my friends a few months ago. Recently i found a picture of all of them hanging out together, It made me realize how much of a no life cunt i am.
>>673758737
it gets me everytime
I had to surrender my dog this week, feels bad man.
>>673765468
Why did you lose them? What happened?
Everyone in this thread should really just do the world a favor and kill themselves
If you're not doing yourself any good then why would anyone else want you around
Make it easier on the rest of us and just drop out of the human race
>>673765279
he's propably dead.
>>673761202
Don't bother.
>>673765632
Trump 2016
>>673765373
Yes but what annoys me the most is not that she wants to be friends, I understand why she wants to be friend, she already explained it to me and it's totally understandable that she isn't ready yet. But if me and her should be friends, that shouldn't mean we have less contact than before...We should still have fun, we should still interact with eachother as much as before. But I have no idea what's going on in her head. Right now I'm trying to forget, it's going pretty well but if she messages me, I will be neutral, I will not be mad. I will try to meet her IRL and tell her that her behaviour makes me very uncomfortable and sometimes I even feel sick...
>>673764629
holy shit that hit me hard
>>673758737
Gets caught peeping at hot sister in bathroom she stabs hot curling iron through rudimentary hole in between there rooms little brothers face is permanently disfigured. Feeling sorry for what she did she gives it up to him every night and swears off having any other boyfriend. Shit is cash.
>>673760303
and then you have this edgelord
>>673765468
>print off multiple copies
>cum tribute them
>mail them to everyone in the group
>natural masculine scent of orgasm juice makes them welcome your friendship again
>???
>profit
>>673759827
>>673759827
Here dude, I marinated some chicken. Lets get that barbecue going.
>>673758737
Very sorry to hear that, I wish them happiness!
>>673758737
>almost four years later
Wonder how he's doing? Did me make it?
Is he a /b/tard? Are you here little dude? How's your life?
>>673765632
>Everyone in this thread should really just do the world a favor and kill themselves
>If you're not doing yourself any good then why would anyone else want you around
>Make it easier on the rest of us and just drop out of the human race
yes, will do very soon...
Death just sucks /b/ros. I'm only 20, and I really haven't experienced the feeling of losing someone. I lost my grandfather two years ago but he was 94 and I never really knew him that well, and some guy who played on my highschool football team that I barely knew. Both didn't shock me that much.
But yesterday, a guy who was one of the first new friends I met in high school killed himself. We weren't best friends or anything, never hung out outside of school, but we were cool with each other and we had some classes together and we got along really well. I miss the guy already and I've only seen him once since I graduated from highschool two years ago. It sucks man.
I couldn't imagine how shitty it has to feel to lose someone who actually IS your best friend, or just someone super close to you. Gotta feel like your life has one big hole for awhile after.
>>673765779
>>673762763
Oh man, the edges in the photo are too sharp.
>>673764707
>>673765719
Often people (girls) say they want to be friends as a way of rejecting someone gently. Maybe that's what happened here? If she really did want to be friends then it doesn't really make sense she would keep cancelling plans with you.
I would tell her that her behaviour makes you "feel sick" though - that's a bit melodramatic even if it's true
>>673764082
>>673764190
samefag
also, the one who is not supposed to be on here is you :(
>>673765632
>implying our existance affects other peoples lives in any way
>>673762649
Im in the exact same position as you right now.
>we are like a couple (kinda)
Just hoping we dont stop having contact
>>673765600
I was distrustful and thought they pretend to like me. From what i've heard they are a lot happier without me now...
>>673766185
it hurts man
>>673766179
Yes. I suspect she has someone else, maybe I was her "Plan B"...And by saying she is not ready or just wants to be friends, that's maybe her way of rejecting me. But still it is stupid...doing all of that when I met her and we hanged out. It's fucking insane. What would you anons recommend me doing once she messages me next time. I'm not messaging her anymore. She will message me eventually.
>>673765597
This is him he was an aggressive asshole but he was my aggressive asshole.
>>673762770
maybe stop being a fucking jerk?
>>673766383
Try to hang out with her often. Show her how great of a guy you are!
>>673766162
Thanks fam
>>673759827
This guy isnt as lonely as you think. I saw the comments on his pic like 7 of his friends didnt even know he had a party. He's just another nigger.
>>673765401
You need to have novel experiences with others to form bonds with them, ya goof.
>>673765632
where not all bad. most of us put on a smile everyday because we dont wanna hurt the people around us, we come here to feel the things people we loved and/or knew took away from us, we dont come here becasue we want to die, we just want to fell something, anything. life is one fucking hell of a ride but sometimes we need to take a break and im not saying you have to deal with it, but at the very least understand why we fell the way we do.
>>673764286
sauce?
>>673766480
I like the other dog walking away full Sasquatch mode
>>673764587
with the anime pictures and shit this is just fucking cringe, rope yourself
Thing is I'm just tired. I came to this thread to feel sad or something, but lately, I just feel numb. It's like I've been carrying around a heavy weight and I'm getting ready to set it down. I don't know when, maybe soon, but I think the rest will be nice.
>>673766612
Someone else could do better
>>673762281
Go on walks. Just around the neighbourhood. Yes its retarded to walk without real ourpose but it will make you feel better. Physical activity does that. 28yo here and depressed for 10. I'm on wellbutrin and fluoxetine(prozac). i smoked weed daily until 3 days ago. My gf for 11 years left me. We had a house and everything. It hurts so fucking much since its my fucking stoner fault and i cant fix it anymore. Dont be like me. Quit drinking while your life is not a crater but just in ruins. There is a major difference you don't want to find out. Im probably not gonna make it to 2017 if things don't improve for me. Best of luck man. You CAN do it.
>>673765632
You are a bad person. Really take that in.
>>673765114
that doesn't belong in this thread
>>673766185
The bottom comment guy just proved we aren't the same fag, and this is a feel thread, how does the dude making jokes belong and the one who is here for the feels doesn't ?
>>673766408
I'm guessing your self loathing may be what makes you think they're happier. Any chance for the friendships to be rekindled?
>>673766581
I made a bet with her yesterday, she said that shes really good at tennis. The deal was that if I didnt cry in a movie then we had to go play tennis since she said that she was good at it. i cried and she said she's still down to go and play with me. So im pretty happy
>>673766408
what are you, 13?
>>673767453
That's fucking amazing. I'm so happy for you. I hope it goes well Anon.
>>673758737
started reading, 1-2 sentences in - fuck that. already know.
>>673767441
Nope, not a chance in hell
I made up with one of them but its the only one i'll get back. He's pretty nice he's given me advice and helped with my social anxiety and stuff.
>>673767587
Thanks, all my friends say that she seems pretty interested in me, but im too scared to ask her out since I dont wanna make things awkward if she says no.
>>673767731
trust me, if you never go for it you'll regret it
not having the friendship is worth the risk
>>673767731
Do what your gut tells you to do. Your friends don't know how you feel about her, they don't know how she feels about you. The only person who can find out is you. Hang out with her and just notice what she does to you. Touching you, hugging, see how she reacts when you tell her she's beautiful etc. After 1-2 hang outs like this, you should know.
>>673762281
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yu3mNKpJLgc
Here man. This song always makes me feel better. I hope it does the same for you
https://listenonrepeat.com/?v=HQx1X5HhkoI#Yung_Lean_-_Leanworld_(HQ)
for extended feels
thinking of her right now, you guys?
>>673767830
Yeah, it's happened before.
>>673768055
You're right. I can't fucking wait to hang out tomorrow now. thanks guys
>>673760515
Had to do a double take
>>673760383
no not really. she's hot
>>673768245
ghost town is also damn good
Gonna be honest as fuck, only reason I come into feel threads is to feel better about myself, some of you mother fuckers really going through them tough times. Makes me feel like so much shit when my biggest problem is I dont know what to do with my life carrear wise.
>>673765947
I lost a girlfriend when I was younger. She was my first love, but her parents had an awful divorce at that time and then her dad and her little brother died in an accident shortly after and she just couldn't move on. It still hurts, especially when the day comes closer (4th of April). It's a hard time, although it was 12 years ago.
>>673768289
You got this. Do not complicate it, do not overthink it and most important. Do not PLAN anything. Just live the moment with her, hug her, tell her she's beautiful, do not stand there and think for 5 minutes "When is the right time to tell her she beautiful"...For things like this, the right time is always.
>>673768514
Okay. thanks a lot for the tips man. I feel like I knew I'd probably do that since I have done it before.
>>673768419
career
do what makes you happy, live where you please
in the end money isnt going to mean shit if your to depressed to spend any of it
>>673768782
Sounds good!
>>673762452
Kek
>>673764629
What a wet wipe
>>673768874
Wow I never thought of it like this
>>673766437
Just be her friend when she wants to hang out, or write her off. Don't worry so much about it, plenty of fish and all that. Do something you enjoy doing. Life's too short to let bitches get you down.
>>673769607
Thanks Anon!
>>673762649
>>673762649
Had the same thing happen to me man. In my case she bounced back and found some one knew which ended up causing me to spiral back down into my depression in which I have not even attempted to climb back out of for fear the same thing will happen again. I can't say the same is true for her but either way I wish you the best of luck.
>year 2000
>see a person with a broken leg
>person complains about shoulder pain
>draw up plans for a hands free crutch for tibia/fibula and below
>thigh, hip, and waist section straps up like a traction splint to take pressure off knee rest.
>started to draw plans for patients with shattered femur.
>carried on as wage slave, never taking the risk to pursue any big ideas
>this and other ideas, such as a nintendo DS Cartridge guard.
>year 2015
>be 26
>been in Army for 4 years
>at Bagram in transient barracks waiting to go home
>watch Star Wars:The Force Awakens at MWR
>friend tells me that Harrison Ford was injured on the set
>joked Han Solo probably got killed off for that reason.
>Banter: He wouldnt stand for it, and he's probably already casted for the next movie, brace yourself. Replaced
Wilhelm scream, etc.
>Year 2016
>find out Harrison Ford used a hands free crutch in 2014 with similar design; same concept
>inventor was supposedly on set of movie
>google patent
>2013
>I think to myself "that could have been me"
>Never Again
>>673764629
R.I.P
favorite
Feels.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SDGuNWu9WSo
>>673770590
holy shit
>>673771092
of course (s)he is that "friend", otherwise (s)he wouldnt use tumblr
>>673765777
Checked, and that anons life wasn't sad at all.
>>673770590
why did he leave then?
>>673771914
because the mom is a cunt.
>>673758737
felt and fapped
>>673771914
wife kicked him out im guessing, it said he just abruptly left so im guessing bad divorce
>>673771914
maybe mom broke up. or he didnt love her anymore, doesnt make him not love his children
>>673760303
thanks, anon
btw how the fuck you still have that pic
a girl i've been talking to has told me that she likes my best friend, fuck do i do guys, the loneliness is eating me up, i don't know if i can live any longer, not like this
i wish i had a dad that loved me
that didnt use me to get back at my mom
that didnt cheat on my mom 3 times
that didnt lie to my face
that didnt have his own agenda
that cared for me
that didnt leave me when i was 5 ans only come back for a little bit then leave
that cared for my step brother to
that didnt beat me
that didnt call me names
that didnt break my moms hear more than once
that gave a fuck about why im crying
that called me
that didnt call me names then tell me he loved me
i just wish he was there
i wish i could have had good memories with him
i wish he loved me
i just wish he loved me
>>673772541
get over her and find a better one
>>673762649
Dude I'm not even kidding the same shit happened to me . And within a week we don't talk anymore and I didn't do shit . She just started distancing herself after us being cool for like 7 months straight . I miss her but I plan on not acting on it because I didn't do anything weird . She did
>>673772541
man up, pussy
>>673772750
>get over her and find a better one
but to me shes a dream girl, im a fucking weirdo, the only girl who gave me a chance was her, she makes me laugh, plays vidya with me, watches anime, all that i could ask for.
>>673772541
take him out of the picture
>>673759827
>>673773173
but he's my best friend, a guy who showed me this place.
I like this kind of threads, they remind me that even if I don't cry I'm still a human. Have a nice day guys.
>>673771292
wtf, today?
>>673772941
Then make yourself more likable to attract more girls. Also, dont think that she was perfect and the only one. You dont need no "hot nerdy gamer girl". Making you laugh, playing ames with you, watching anime, all things friends can easily do. Why do you need a girlfriend for that?
>>673771914
same thing happened to my parents, the recession ripped their marriage apart and they tried to make it easier on their kids. fucked everyone up though, shit gets me every time. I wonder when i'll see my dad again.
>>673773746
>hen make yourself more likable to attract more girls. Also, dont think that she was perfect and the only one. You dont need no "hot nerdy gamer girl". Making you laugh, playing ames with you, watching anime, all things friends can easily do. Why do you need a girlfriend for th
i just want someone to love me anon, im getting too lonely
>>673773313
show him his place 6 feet under, then she will love you. you could also move on, but if you still gonna be friends with him then you gonna get cucked big time.
Someone at my university killed himself not long ago. It wasnt until the body started to smell that they found him. For over a week nobody missed him, nobody cared, nobody checked on him. This happened in the dorms and his roommate didnt know. Its shit like that that makes me call bullshit on everyone saying there is someone who cares, maybe there isnt. Not everyone has a friend, or family who care, some of us just exist because there is nothing else to do.
>>673765556
TL;DR
>>673767083
Take care Anon. There's at least one person rooting for you. Godspeed.
>>673774066
Purdue?
>>673762452
Holy shit that's ohio
I know this isn't nearly close to being on par with all these feels, but im just not having a good day.
>gf of 11months
>every Sunday we watch the walking dead together, fuck for hours, and go to bed
>we've done this every Sunday since walking dead came back on as kind of a tradition
>she can't be here tonight for family reasons
>our first Sunday not doing it
I know it's not a big deal, I know. It's just it makes me realize how much I love her, and how much I would miss her if she was gone.
My ceiling in my apartment bedroom fell in and my car got totaled in the same week. count your blessings /b/ros
>>673773968
i know this guy too well, he would never cuck me. we have this conversation almost daily, we promised no cucking even if the grill is worth dying for
>>673773957
The first person to love you is yourself. You can't have your happiness depend on other people.
Every relationship I have ever seen which was based on the premise that one of the two is unhappy and wants someone to make him happy, ended badly or is still running but the girl is unhappy.
>>673774373
Nah, utah
>>673768419
same here , i'm stuck now ,i dont want to go forward , i really wanted to finish college and got stuck , now i have a civil engineering diplomat that means shit without a master degree ,i cant find work because how shit a third world country i live in , the only thing i'm doing with my life is taking a french class once in a week and fapping all night long , i met this girl in this class , she 's very competetive , i like her and i know she likes me , but it get me so depressed how she is 2 years younger and working in a bank and doing great in college , meanwhile i'm 22 living with parents and doing anything with my life ,i holding my emotions because once i talk to her and start a link between us , it will hurt me so much to break it and i dont need something else to think of through lonely nights
>>673772909
WTF you're stupid . Are you telling him to suppress his feelings ? Seriously how is that gonna help
I really needed this thread, today was really fucking bad and I want to thank you guys for posting, it helps to know its not just me
>>673765646
/b/ sent hundreds of birthday cards to the man. He had a great time, and people came and visited him... Because /b/ launched a campaign to get people to attend his birthday. You would know this if you had been here for more than half a year.
>>673774095
It actually means a lot to me. I have only one friend who lives in another country and I can only speak to him via Skype maybe once a week. It feels good to just talk ya know? Even better if someone listens. Thank you
>>673775003
but i don't want this loneliness anon
>>673775350
because women already have one pussy. they don't want or need another one. faggot.
>>673762668
>>673762723
Lmfao
>>673759827
Op said feels thread not ylyl.
>>673772941
It'll be hard for a while, but I promise you'll get over her. no matter what you think now.
>>673773609
i wrote it today, about 30 mins ago
>>673775441
I hope you feel way better soon anon, everyone has times like this. My dad passed away 3 months ago and I felt terrible then, still do a little bit today
>>673775752
Damn mate, thats pretty hard hitting. I hope you can forgive yourself.
>>673775738
Oh look, edgelord has arrived
>>673772639
Be your own dad. Teach yourself to be a man.
You're old enough now,
Start exercising every single day. Do good quality pushups, read about them on the internet. Put all your frustration into them.
Within a couple of months you'll already feel stronger, internally too.
Keep at it.
Study hard, put intensity into your studies. Find a part time job, save up.
Use all that pain, turn into anger, then the anger into a fury, then into intensity, and channel it for positive things. Always improving yourself, practising hard.
You can do it.
>>673762452
Holy shit I wish the worst thing I ever got was super troopers. That movie is tits.
>>673775746
anon i don't know, i hope you're right tho
>>673764629
Is he actually kill?
>>673758737
>>673775528
Sadly, I know.
>>673775556
This isn't about her faggot this is ALL about him. To grow and figure shit out to free from the pain. Females are irrelevant right now
>>673772541
If you like her, make a move.
Tell her you like her, or flirt with her more. Make it clear.
Take her on a date.
If she rejects you, be cool about it, but cut contact.
You don't want to be friends with her it looks lie, so don't compromise.
Next time, when you like a girl, make it clear from the beginning dude. That is the way to stay out of situistions like this.
Move on, no matter what. keep moving forwards.
What's everyone listening to?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wVGyXpNE28k
>>673776092
i strive to be the dad he never was
been working out 3 days a weel since the summer. i have been putting more time in my studies then im used to, all i want to do is to prove him wrong
>>673762655
Damn hit me
>>673762655
I hope this is real and the kid played the hell out of that thing.
>>673765073
the guy in the lower left survived
>>673771292
thats some heavy shit ese
fuck
>be me
>be 23
>5'9", ~220lbs
>lead a normal, and kinda active life
>suffer from psoriasis since I was 16
>met now ex-gf 4 weeks ago
>saw me naked before
>2 days ago had sex for the first time with her
>looks at my two huge spots on my legs, my arms and on my forehead, I'm kind of a heavy case
>says she isn't in the mood, we break it off for that night
>after she left next morning, called me 6hrs later to drop me
>tfw
>>673776531
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_R3B2Xr8kwQ
Been talking to this girl I like, getting myself relaxed and in the mood to ask her out in the next coming days
>>673773178
Someone has to care
>>673764629
rip /b/ro
>>673775532
nigger, everyone is lonely sometimes. i dont know your age or your past with women so imma just tell you my own experience: i got my first gf with 19. I relied on her to make me happy, just like you right now. Because of that I didnt love her for the person she was but for the way she made me feel. That gave her severe depressions and she broke up with me, which in turn gave me depressions. I was back to being a lonely fuck with barely any friends. I was just lying in bed everyday waiting to die.
Even if I would have waited out the depressions it would all be back to start. I would have to be lonely for like another 5 years until maybe I will find another girl. That sounds pretty shitty so I took the other route: improve my faults to like myself more. I didnt like my looks, so I grew a beard and went to the gym. When I had an interest which I wanted to share with someone, e.g. table top RPGs, I approached an acquaintance whom I didnt have any contact to before, and asked him whether he wanted to start a group to play.
Now its some years later and I dont have a gf right now and its been over a year since I even cuddled with a woman. But idc because Im not lonely because Im happy the way I am.
>>673761202
Send her some dank memes
>>673776546
Good work. Keep going.
Remember, it isn't about him,not proving anything to him, or anyone else.
It is about doing it for yourself. Never let anyone negative control you, one way or another.
Let it go, focus on yourself and your future. You'll be fine.
Negative people say negative things because they don't feel good about themselves, don't let it touch you and don't over think.
>>673776092
wise words, listen to this person
>>673776426
holy fuck you are a faggot of unprecedented proportions.
>>673776531
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YthChN1Wq8M
>>673766179
Why aren't men allowed to be dramatic?All the great poets are men, we feel
Sigh. Im tired of coming on 4chan and seeing the same thing day after day. It never changes year after year.
Old guy here
if you are friend zoned with a girl, be okay with it
always be witty, nice and keep looking
some girls will realize that you are cool and then you will become more than friends
Just don't use all your energy on her....keep looking, even when she is around
>>673772541
>>673772941
Be a good wingman.
>>673776531
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U76AGSP4Ix4
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Dp8BkP01Rk
>>673762493
Makes me sad to think this poor fella must be probably long gone dead by now, and that he died alone, in a filthy bed in an asylum. His body' rotting in a grave no one will ever visit or deliver flowers to.
>>673762723
topkek
Remember
No matter how dim the future seems, keep giving it your best.
Who knows, that little last bit of effort can change that whole future.
Give it your best till the very end, and things just might change for the better.
>>673765279
Nah, /b/ did crash his birthday party. And a lot of cards were sent as well...
>>673777533
Dude I guess I thought for a moment there you were serious but that's cool then
>>673762655
the worst part about this is that even if it's true his parents probably sold it for food or rent or drugs.
>>673765556
>>673765631
>>673765697
>>673765777
i was expecting a sadder story but that was great. i am glad it all worked out for them without getting into any serious trouble/crime. really makes you think how awesome it is that people in their position were able to live comfortably and support themselves and yet some faggot like me who had a family and a roof over my head cant get anywhere in life.
also the ending was very quick and random.. all the sudden it was like a year gap and they were married already?
>>673776987
That's cold. Shallow cunt.
>>673777736
It's a place for lost souls.
If you are tired of it, it is time to do something else.
What do you want to do? Work towards it.
Start now.
>>673778603
>>673778297
I hate advice like this it's so fucking gay and soulless . Literally sounds like it comes from someone who doesn't understand what suffering is
>>673762493
Holey shit that was fucking birthday pete!!! 5 years ago before I was even in college, there was a group of (now I know we were all retarded) internet trolls. We called this dude's retirement home every week for like 6 months..
how the time flies...
>>673778603
god damnit..
>>673778945
But I guess that's the point
>>673775482
>>673778335
>b-but /b/ is the internet hate machine
I like these threads, it's one of the only times /b/ cares and we don't act like animals
>>673760303
Thanks, bro
If you ever need a soundboard to vent to, message me.
Puredemonicevil at aol.com
It may take a minute but I'll respond eventually. Nobody should go through this shit alone.
>>673758737
That's Chael Sonnen.
>>673778752
wow....lost hard
>>673768874
What if doing what makes you happy doesn't pay enough to live on?
>>673778752
I lived in a total shithole in MS with my father my entire childhood. Each of my cousins were murdered one way or another. All of the respectable friends I had got smart and left when they got older. I pretty much played Nintendo, Diablo II, Counter-Strike if I wasn't in my shitty school and that was all I ever did. When I turned 17 I pretty much dropped out and moved to another state with my mom, got my GED, a job, and finally tried to connect with people. It was a different world. I tried for 2 years to connect with my half-sister but her life was too busy. My oldest nephew was only a few years younger than me though and we got an apartment and were close. It's a long story but overnight I lost everything and had to move back with my dad. He had a girlfriend finally and she was an abusive, toxic cunt. Her six-year-old daughter was the only positive thing left in my life. I had to protect her every night from her mother abusing her or making her drive with her while she was completely trashed. This year that girl is 13 now, but her mother won't even let us talk to each other because she hates me for standing up to her. That girl was the only friend I had here. Now I truly have nothing but a room and a computer. I'm done, /b/. I've lost too much and the worst part is for a few months I had a taste of what a normal life is like, and I know I will never have it. As soon as I collect enough Insulin I'm out.
>>673777086
Chill tunes, man and best of luck asking out the girl I'm sure it'll go well.
>>673775926
>forgive
>>673777584
EDEN is a superb artist, good choice.
>>673774066
Dubs checked.
How could his roommate not know? Didn't he wonder why his roommate seemed to be sleeping all day?
>>673779761
>>673779801
Talk to your dad. Man to man. Make it clear it's dead serious.
>be happy 16 year old
>Mid way through sophmore year
>Mom gets pregnant and depressed
>Sister and mooch boyfriend move in with us
>Mom loses her job
>Kills herself and unborn child
>Homeless
>Sister moved in with boyfriend
>Won't let me move in with them says "This is what happens when you are the favorite child and mom isn't around to take care of you"
>Aunts uncles have no room for me
>None of them pick me up from the bridge to even attend my moms funeral
>Literally try and lay under the bridge and die
>Mom never left a will so my older sister got everything
>Asian corner store owner near my bridge feels bad for me, says he never had a son to do this for him
>Lets me sleep in the store and eat what I want as long as I don't go overboard
>In return I have to work 5 days a week and PRN
>His wife is a nurse and she enrolls me in a training program for a CNA
> FF 18 years old
>Working double shifts most days
>Look 30+ due to stress
>DoN notices how good of a worker I am and says the facility will pay for me to be an LPN
>Have my own place at this point and no longer living paycheck to pay check
>Start a 8 month LPN program easy AF tests but 5 a week.
>WOrking a full time job at the same time
>Still considering killing myself because I'll have to work my ass off for the rest of my life
>Never got a chance to finish growing up
>Sister begs me for money now while cutting me off from the rest of my family
>Asian H/W tell me that they want me to move in with them while I'm at school so I don't worry about rent money/food
>Awkward at first but say yes and adjust
>Sent my sister money here and there to help her out
>FF now
>Got my Nursing license
>Cut off family from my life and sister
>Asian Husband and wife invite me over for dinner when I graduate
> when I walk in 3 cakes are lined up "17, 18, 19 numbers on each"
>Each one says happy birthday son with a congratulations poster behind them
>Break down crying infront of them
Happiest/Saddest moment of my life.
>>673774066
It's likely that his family cared, but it's also easy to go a week without talking to them while you're away at college, especially if they're trying to give you some space.
>>673778109
I've never been much of a fan of rap, but I like to keep my taste of music diverse and those weren't too bad, quite pleasant actually. Thanks for sharing, Anon. Here's one of the only rap songs I know.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UMs0P-e9CsQ
>>673779801
Hey dude, you just need to move away and make a new life.
Leave it all behind you.
You can build a life for yourself, and a family of your own eventually.
Work hard, save up and keep going. Things will become better as time goes on. You need distance though, so you can clear your head.
>>673780083
I can help you forgive yourself.
Cringey as fuck but:
>Be me
>Be depressed for years
>Stems from my knowing that existence is meaningless and every human can and will die alone, only to be inevitably forgotten
>And fear of dying in general
>Lose sleep because of it
>I know I'm stupid for it
>Have to keep telling myself that I won't even know I'm dead and that I can take comfort in that
>Be me now
>Know I can't contribute anything to this world
>Keep telling myself that I'm going to die a failure
>Thinking about an heroing but too much of a pussy
>Never going to get the guts to do it
>Wake up every morning wanting to die
>Wish I didn't exist in the first place
>Lose sleep at night because fear of death/meaninglessness
>Cycle continues
How do you live knowing you're going to die? That your life is meaningless? Tell me.
>>673780641
are you in the uk?
>>673762493
lonely old people who seem nice always get to me
>>673762493
I totally remember this guy. We sent him 100s of cards and ass loads of pizza. Was actually pretty cool. OP posted a few days later, there was an article about all the cards he got.
>>673772639
tu viens d'où ma couille ?
>>673776987
get in shape. that's probably what really did it.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T_ZBqpEUbik
this song gives me feels every time
>>673779650
then you find a new job
pick something that makes you happy. not becasue itll make you money. but because itll give you something to look forward to
>>673780510
Did my TXN on the IPB while the EDF LKP'D my AKC, turned out I was a FAG.
>>673780701
You're just a lazy fuck that has to justify your laziness with 'but mah depression, but mah we is going to dies'
Stop making excuses, go out and fucking live, get laughed at and laugh at a lot, find stuff to do, and stop kidding yourself faggot
>>673781107
90% of depression, imo, is having nothing to do. Once you find shit to do, and keep at it, depression largely goes away
>>673758737
Shes cute. Any pics of her?
>>673781104
Sorry here
>LPN - Licensed Pratical Nurse
>CNA - Certified nursing assistant
>PRN - As needed
Hard to break the ABV habit when you literally write pages of it every day.
>>673780083
they had this in the hospice where she slept until we buried her
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yCjJyiqpAuU
>>673760303
for those who just want to fap
>Be me 11 years old
>Recently moved to sweden
>Moved to sweden for a better environment to grow up in , living in the UK , South London before, in a not so great area.
>My dad had come into alot of money after his company was succsesful , he sold his part of it and we moved back to my mothers home town
>Its my birthday, its me , my mom and my little brother living in Sweden.
>Dad still lives in the UK attempting to sell the house in the shitty neighbourhood we lived in and finishing up buisness
>I dont see my dad for 2 years while hes in the UK before he moves into the house in sweden
>Its my birthday and after a year of living in the UK where my dad was getting paid alot, I was used to getting alot of gifts and expensive ones
>My mom wakes me up on my birthday and comes in with 2 gifts.
>Im not botherd at all about the gifts, im just happy its my birthday
>Shes been crying I can see
>"Im sorry its only 2 presents anon but thats all I can get you for now"
>hug my mom and im happy anway
Fast foward to now im 23
>Talking to my mother and father about when we moved here
>Dad admits he didnt get a good deal on his share, thats why it took so long for him to move, ended up selling it for alot less money
>I knew he made alot of money but I also thought it was odd that we werent really rich and he still worked after moving to Sweden
>Tells me thats why it took 2 years too move
>Those 2 years of my life were the 2 years I really needed a dad
>My relationship with him has been shit up until maybe a month ago
>Ive barely hugged him
>We barely speak
>He told me he was ashamed, and me being mad at him made him feel bad but and hes sorry he missed a gap of my life but didnt know what to do to get back into my life. even if it was a short period some would consider
>I go home to my apartment later that night
>That night is tonight
>Im crying
>It comes back to me, My mother was crying because she knew what had happened
>mfw I was too young to understnd all along that birthday
>>673781104
Oh and FF - fast foward
Husband and Wife - H/W
>>673780701
I want to die but im a pussy so i cant kill myself
>>673780701
well, stop worrying about things you can't change.
No point to it at all. If you understand logic, you can follow that.
Keep repeating it to yourself whenever you start thinking about unconstructive things.
As for falling asleep. Exercise every day, do some pushups, good ones. Turn off your computers and mobile phones and tablets a few hours before bed, the blue light keeps you awake and alert. Sleep in a really dark room.
Read a little light fiction before you go to bed, something that will stir your imagination.
Have plenty of sunlightmduring the day.
Apart from that, think of what you want to do in life, and start taking steps towards doing it.
Enjoy your time. It's priceless.
>>673760303
Idgi
>>673781107
>>673781347
I won't try to defend myself because I know that I'm pathetic. It's not so much that I have nothing to do in life, since I work and go to uni. It just feels meaningless, though, like everything. I don't have much free time for anything else. Do you have any suggestions of what I could even try to do to keep myself distracted?
>>673781806
jesus christ man I needed to hear that
thank you
>>673765114
forced meme
you're either the one who made it or you were tricked into sharing it because you think it's funny. which is it?
>>673781688
Glad I wasn't the only one
>be me
>diagnosed psychopath
>feel empty
>go to /b/ to fill the void
>hate literally everyone because I'm a fucking narcissistic proto-hipster
>abusive dad
am I fucked
>>673780083
One of three things happens when you die.
The first is the least likely, reincarnation. Though the atoms that comprise you will decompose into other substances you will not notice them. I don't think you have to be explained what spiritual reincarnation is which is what I am referencing here. There is no proof of the spiritual, and your consciousness is most likely the electrical current running through your brain.
The second is what every one wants, nothingness, however, even my fellow atheists fail to understand that this is a pipe dream because of the very nature of the universe. Hell and heaven obviously do not exist, but the reality is much darker which leads to the third and most likely possible outcome.
Third; you relive your life, over and over and over and over for an eternity. The reason why this is the most likely outcome is because time is a real and retaliative thing. We know it exists and we are responsible for our lives. I hate to tell you anon, but if you blow your brains out than this is going to probably be your life. You live, you die. You experience all the joy misery and pain you have had in this life. There is no escape I am afraid.
There still is a hope though, carry your sins with you. Use the demon that you were made into to devour the evil. I am not saying go on a killing spree I am saying hate those that commit evil, and hate the bad, allow yourself a chance to live. Seek joy again, your daughter may have never made it to maturity, but I am sure she would not have wanted you to do this given the circumstances, she would have wanted to see you live and help others selflessly.
Before you kill yourself at least listen to this book.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x2Nds3t3CQ0
I had similar though less extreme things in certain respects and worse in other done to me. I still get up every day and know that even if I never find happiness and I am caught in this cycle of torture I will have at least fought.
Sorry for your loss.
