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Feels thread? Feels Thread.
>>672958427
Yes but things didn't work out so cps took her from them and there's shit I don't want to get into that's stopping me from having her. I love her so much and sometimes I feel like I can't live without her. Tonight especially.>>672958427
>>672959258
Mademoiselle Vivianne.
>>672959258
ur mom
I feel like I am trash and therefore deserve to be burned alive.
>>672959258
Maggie.
>>672959258
Michelle
>Be me
>First day of high school she walks in
>10/10 perfect in every way
>Instantly feel for her, as the year goes on i learn more about her.
>me being an overweight beta fag, i never talk to her.
>sophomore year now been 18 months since i first saw her
>never said a word to her and never will in fear i'll just bore her or she'll think i'm weird
>she doesnt know how i feel
>she never will because i don't have the confidence to even try saying hi
>>672959336
I don't need female companionship
I'm a perfectly independent human bean
>>672959258
Maja
>Her.
Do you guys think guns are painless, or...?
>be me
>gf breaks up with me yesterday when school starts
>feel like shit for the rest of the day
>she texts me later yesterday and this morning
>trying to "be my friend" and even saying she "still loves me as much as when we dated"
>we dated for 3 months
>i attempt to be friends with her, but she kept telling me she still loves me
>i tell her "i dont see how this will work out, i think its best if we part ways"
>she sends "okay... i understand... im sorry"
>>672961423
>>>
> Anonymous 03/09/16(Wed)00:01:09 No.672961057 â–¶
>>>672959258
>Maja
>>>
stop being so depressed. Obviously you don't register the pain. There isn't some purgatory of what it is like to die. It'll be like falling asleep except more sudden and there will be no sensation of dreaming. You will simply not; nothing less and nothing more. So if you want to kill yourself, don't do it pretending like you will be some sort of third-person entity that is still around to watch the repercussions of your actions nor around to see the ways in which peoples lives are effected. If you shoot yourself, that is the end of everything you will ever know.
>>672961163
>>672960525
>>672959336
>>672961614
I dont understand this mindset. like ive been depressed and literally have tried to kill myself but now that im older... just being like "tfw youll never book a date with so and so" thats such like a cuck mentality. like shut the fuck up because your worth more than that and quit bitching about things thats arent true. hell yes you can get a gf are you joking? its your mentality and perspective that makes it seem like you cant
>>672959914
Fucking gets me every time
>>672959258
Sara
>>672958264
ONLY THE FAITHFUL SHALL WIN THE DAY
>>672959258
Cassandra (pic very much related)
I keep a pic of us happy together for a rainy day.
>>672959258
L.j.p.
>>672962734
You sure she is a she?
>>672962222
checked ya m8
>>672959258
stephanie
>>672959258
JoLynn
DOUBT HAS NO PLACE AMONG US OP
YOU WILL NOT FEAR
YOU WILL NOT FALTER
>>672963063
lost
anybody else throw up when feeling depressed?
im 100lbs already and i dont want to eat anymore
>>672959914
>>672961986
Underage b&
>>672959615
Kill your self
sad keanu irl
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MzK6kGwo70M
>>672959258
Ember..
>>672959258
An alcohol
>>672964164
Fuck you
>>672962439
SADNESS IS THE GREAT ENEMY ATTACKING YOUR SACRED SOUL
OUR EMPEROR DID NOT GIVE OF HIS LIFE FOR YOU TO WASTE YOUR DAYS IN SADNESS
>>672959258
She doesn't exist
>>672960906
Stalked the hell out of this guy when i first saw this...
Just wanted to let you guys know he actually has some friends but yeah this is sad...
>>672964612
Hey warhammerbro, what brings you here?
>>672959258
Lily
>>672958264
>tfw 22
>never dated anyone
>never had a crush except on a boyish looking girl
>was oblivious to it, but I am at least bi
>still want to fuck things dominantly though
>have no emotional interest in girls prefer guys
>tfw no bf who is my best friend at the same time as well
>>672958264
>>672964931
COURAGE AND HONOR, SAD MORTAL
>>672963232
that hits deep
>>672959914
What fucking weeb made this read like a manga?
>>672965125
how does one become courageous and honorable?
>>672965125
Fair enough, fam, kindness keeps me alive and brings me here. :)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SDGuNWu9WSo
>>672965018
>>672958264
just remember, when you give someone shotgun shells for christmas, they'll probably blow their brains out with 'em
>>672965125
Tell me marine, how does one crush these heretic feels?
I feel devastated inside.
We've been having sex for a while, for her it's just that, but I managed to fall for her.
She has a boyfriend and she's been cheating on him with me, I was fine with it at first, I thought it was just the two of us. But then I found out there are 2 other guys and that somehow breaks my heart.
The worst part is that I have to live with her.
She's sitting right here next to me, lucky she can't speak or read english.
>>672959258
Kitty
>>672965644
all you faggots need to look at this
>>672965479
>>672965479
Gonna read it later, but I still want someone to hold and cuddle, m8.
>>672964904
Would you happen to still have his fb link ?
>>672964612
FUCK YOU I'M JOINING CHAOS
>>672961133
Hello darkness my old friend...
>>672958264
>grandpa shoots elephant on his game farm
>elephant was almost as old as the farm itself
>grandpa sends tusks in for shaping
>one tusk was turned into a warhorn
>other tusk was turned into knife hilts
>years pass and grandpa spends fortune to make master work knives for our family
>knives finally arrive and look like the stuff out of legends
> 5 knives were made.
>grandpa gives one to every man in family over 18 except me
>i get mad as fuck
>months later i show no respect to him all over that goddamn knife
>grandpas health gets bad
>cancer
>he dies and i think:'yeah selfish cucks go to hell"
>a week after his funeral i get a package in the mail
>note on package
"Anon. sorry we never got along. i never made you a knife and im sorry. you can have this -Grandpa"
>open package
>its his knife
>i cry for days on end
>mfw
>>672959258
Vicki
>>672959426
Inquisitor! hows Varric?
>>672965936
fucking find someone then.
talk to 50 girls
get rejected 50 times
talk to 50 more
fucking do it until you get it right
fuck the ones that let you
and ignore the ones that dont
an infant doesnt fall down a few hundred times trying to learn how to walk and think
"this isn't for me"
get over yourself god fucking dammit and find someone, even if it's out of spite and ahte and lonelieness GO GET SOMEONE FOR A NIGHT
FUCKING TALK TO A GIRL
START
SOMEWHERE
do it for us, anon.
do it for yourself you fucking faggot
>>672966160
that really hurts, i didnt asked to be a fuckign faggot, and no matter how much i try to hide it its so obvious for my parents, i wish they would had never stop talking to me
>>672965282
>>672965589
WHEN YOU LEARN TO SERVE OTHERS AND THE CHAPTER BEFORE YOURSELF, IN TIME THE "FEELS" WILL LEAVE
OTHER MORTALS ARE ALSO SAD, DEPRESSED ANONYMOUS KNITTING BOARD POSTERS. BY SERVING THEM, THE EMPEROR'S LIGHT ILLUMINATES THE MIND
>>672965018
I haven't had a crush in my life either. I'm straight, sociable, and talk to lots of girls but I've never had one that i thought was special.
The best thing is not to be on 4chan.
>>672966043
did I just hear "JOINING CHAOS"!!??
UH OOOOOOOHHHHH
>>672966362
It's OK anon. I think you're great just the way you are.
>>672965159
3 year old daughter is crashed out in bed next to le, she's scared of the dark sometimes and her mother left me a few days ago, didn't want custody. Love her and her brother more than life itself, still raw from losing their mother.
My daughter loves pb&j cut into triangles.
I'm fucking crying anon and damn it feels good.
>>672966765
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IEGo41443iI
>>672966326
>>672966404
okay, I guess I could be confident with girl, because I now see them as an alternative version to femboys
basically the real ones, but the same level of "omg I'm so cute", attention seeking and admiring dominance, so I have confidence in maybe pulling it off
On another note, how do I make friends with guys?
>>672959258
Margery Gladis Wellington
>>672963866
every time
>>672966160
>play baseball
There's no where to play baseball in britain
>go fishing
My dad hated fishing
>ask him about girls
I asked and he told me to fuck off
>make him proud
He beat me
>>672966043
>>672966382
Oh shit, this is actually good advise
Thanks anon
>>672959258
Lindsey
>>672966933
Same way you make friends with everyone else. Common ground
>>672959258
I don't even know who to think about anymore
>>672967411
>using le epic maymays to try and fucking trick me
fuck off to 9gag you piece of shit
XD amirite? Fuck you.
>>672967193
Chaos is eternal
>>672967282
YOU SEE MORTAL, YOU ALWAYS LOOK UP TO OTHERS FOR STRENGTH. WHEN IT COMES DOWN TO IT, YOU CAN BE YOUR OWN BASTION OF FAITH AND FURY, COURAGE AND HONOR. ALL IT TAKES IT PRACTICE
WHEN WE SERVE OUR FELLOW MAN, WE ARE ONLY IN THE SERVICE OF OUR GOD EMPEROR
Does anyone have any military related feels?
I'm still pretty mentally fucked from the time I spent in service
>>672967298
hey anon, we both browse 4chan
do you want to be friends?
:^)
>>672959258
Teresa
>>672968063
>>672968149
I don't want anyone from here being able to contact me ever.
>>672968063
Here
>>672959258
Iwonna Ryder
>>672967589
>>672968063
what branch, son?
>>672968063
3/3
>>672958264
Is this the ending of Batman V Superman?
>>672962696
>>672963252
>>672964612
>>672965125
>>672966382
>>672968048
Jesus fucking christ. How can a video game sounding anon deal such good advice and actually make me feel better? I like you /b/ro.
>>672967589
Leave him alone!
>>672959258
Kathryn
>>672959258
Caitlyn F
>>672961933
How'd he cut the cake?
>>672968827
With his self hatred
>>672968388
you lied to me, anon
you said it would work
>>672968723
>mfw
>>672968505
>>672968745
Baited
>>672968923
A croation paper mache board is not a good place to find friends. Especially on the random board
>>672959258
Cunt
>>672959258
Emily F.
>>672958448
I don't get it.
>>672961986
I'm sure you're very attractive
>>672969435
Kek lurk more newfag
>>672966125
Are you fucking 12? Not even joking. Over a knife? Are you serious?
>>672968723
IT SOUNDS "VIDEO GAMEY" TO YOU BECAUSE YOU ARE NOT READY TO MAKE YOUR OWN HAPPINESS.
YOU HAVE LIVED LIFE IN THE SHADOW OF OTHERS WHO HAVE GIVEN YOU DARKNESS, AND IN RETURN YOU EXPECT DARKNESS
A TASK UNFINISHED IS A PRAYER UNANSWERED
>>672959258
Madeleine
>>672968531
Marine Corps
>>672964710
i crie evre teim
>>672960116
Aye
Just remember that no matter how beautiful/sexy/gorgeous/cute/charming/ pretty/etc. she is, somewhere, someone is sick of putting up with her shit.
>>672966160
My dad wanted someone to get him beers and stay out of his way. eat a dick anon.
>it's fine man i get it
>>672959258
Taylor
>>672966160
Yep, my dad. The dad who abused drugs, was bi-polar, and hasn't talked to me in years. Sorta the opposite here, I'm not the disappointment, he is.
>>672959258
Annie
WITH THE EMPEROR'S TORCH I WILL BANISH ALL SADNESS
>>672965972
Tried to find him now on fb but no luck
I think the version i read had his surename so it wasnt a problem.
Anyway i remember stalking him when i saw it in a feels thread, and seeing a picture of him in a suit, with a description about finally getting a new job or something that made me happy so i guess he has it good now
I hope so at least
>>672968437
;-;
>>672969621
Holy shit. You made me shed a tear at the utter truth you've put in front of me. It's crazy how accurate you were. I thought "nah fam" then I started reflecting and realized you're right. The only problem is I don't know how to create or find my own happiness when I can't find a single thing in this world worth living for. I no longer get excited for/about anything. Suicide is an idea I'm currently close to fulfilling but I don't want to die. I just want to be happy.
>inb4 pussy
>inb4 "do it already"
This girl that's my best friend, and knows I like her, keeps getting with other guys and always gets hurt and comes back to me. I'm really distraught over this. should I give it up? or stay with her? I've known her for 7 years and we've been though tough times. but she hasn't been as close as we used to in the past.
>>672966160
My dad left when i was three. I still wonder what its like to have a dad.
>>672965972
Julius mvogo
He's fine, the original post makes it seem a lot worse than it is
>>672968437
>>672970510
I mean I feel for you military bro, but I am from Germany and maybe the culture is just different, but I don't get how one can go enlist and potentially do that to themselves.
Anyway call me a fag, I hope you get better, bro.
>>672970716
Awwww
I just want to hold you in my arms.
>>672970864
Thanks bro. :)
>>672970556
YOU WILL FIND MY FRIEND THAT YOU ARE THE SAME WHEN YOUR SOUL PASSES ON TO THE IMMATERIUM AS IT IS WHEN YOU ARE ALIVE.
DO YOU REALLY THINK THAT YOU WILL BE HAPPY AFTER YOU COMMIT SUICIDE? WHAT WILL YOU DO WHEN YOU CANNOT KILL YOUR IMMORTAL SOUL TO END YOUR DESPAIR?
IT IS A TRUTH OF THE MORTAL WORLD THAT EMOTIONAL STRENGTH COMES FROM PHYSICAL SELF DISCIPLINE.
THE EMPEROR, WHEN HE WALKED AS "THE BUDDHA", PERFECTED SELF CONTROL, JUST AS WHEN HIM ON EARTH WALKED AS "JESUS".
>>672966064
Amhi?
>>672959914
This one is fuckin heart wrenching.
/b/ I won't lie. I am almost 16 and know almost nothing but I do know somethings.
1. No one cares. I know I don't and hell some of you are going to skip this post or disregard it for my age, don't blame you.
2. I'm a lonley shit, I'm the friend whohas to get himself into parties and groups, and I know this site keeps me from getting anywhere.
3. It's your fault too
4. I claim to be some smart shit when my grades are in the toilet, most people do.
5. It's never about what is on the inside.
6. Every girl is fake.
7. It is all your fault.
8. She is only happier than you because she doesn't think abouthow lonley she is.
9. That means she is open to true happiness. Your just scared to jump into her arms because you are afraid of hights.
10. "Depressed" people aren't depressed. They feel sorry for themselves for being assholes, let the feeling sit and rot, and continue being an asshole.
/b/ros, if you wanna cry, look up "Carissa's Wierd" (yes it's spelled wierd). They're a good sadcore band.
>>672971693
>I am almost 16 and know almost nothing but I do know somethings.
this is stale pasta
I joined in 2007. Because I was sad and needed something in my life besides drugs and achohol. My gf got killed that year. And I was nearly arrested several times. So I got on 4chan because I needed something. And it was something. But it's not everything, sometimes I wonder why I'm still here. I watch the same things happen every week. The same threads, porn,ylyl, bait and then something original. The process repeats for months and then years. What am I looking for when I come here?
>>672960906
i would go to your party, lonely man.. this is sad. reminds me of myself.
>>672971998
the same thing we all are, the answers.
>>672971998
I met an anon who was having weird dreams, and researched into it. I told him he was having the flashback dreams of a front runner in the French militia during a battle.
>>672971693
mods
CARRY THE EMPEROR'S WILL AS YOUR TORCH, AND WITH IT DESTROY THE SHADOWS
>>672971173
But who's to say the afterlife has suffering in it? I'd be able to meet up with my family that has passed on. Besides my family, I have nobody. Despite all of the efforts I have made, I have nothing to show for it. Sadness and loneliness has become my entire being and I can't seem to change it. So if I'm gonna be in despair for eternity, why not get a head start?
>>672968827
with his sharp edges
So there's a girl I like.
Her name is Alyssa, we get along just fine, have tons of stuff in common. Even view life and relationships the same. Only downside is... she's in love with someone else. I've thought about telling her how I felt; obviously feel more than just friend feelings for her, but meh, I'm not one to fight for a girl, so yeah.
>>672971998
>>672972262
That was the nicest thing I have ever done for an anon, and not be rude about it either. I did it because he sounded hurt by it, someone who needed some advice to look up to, or some reasoning to tell him that he wasn't insane. I helped him find it.
>>672960487
Same here, damn anon...
>>672972216
To our problems? Lol what will be different on this website in 9 more years. Will people still be posting the same shit? More than likely the same thing that happened to it in 2007, everyone moves on. And I'll still be here, looking for someone.
>>672966160
This kinda hits me
>Got named after a football legend
Never interested in football even though dad loved it
Barely watched any games ith him
>Never asked him about girls cause i tought it was lame even thou he would mention it
I'd sell my soul to watch one more game with him at that shitty bar or go on a roadtrip where hed let me drive that car i loved so much that we had to sell because of cancer...
>>672971998
>What am I looking for when I come here?
Me. You are looking for me.
Let's exchange contact details and hang out.
>>672972367
best to carry it together with a battle brother like standard. right warhammer bro?
>>672972480
dont be cucked bro
>>672960950
Jesus that was worth the read
>>672959258
Kathryn W.
She stole my heart sophomore year of HS and has had it ever since. Just kill me now.
>>672959258
cracky chan
>>672971866
It's been in my pockets for weeks what do you excpect?
>>672972851
>>672966326
Not so fast nigger
What you don't know is that it's too late for me
I've started smoking and become an alcoholic
Only have a few months savings
The only thing I want to do less than keep drinking and throwing up and killing myself is try to live
>>672972396
WHY DO YOU SUFFER NOW, MORTAL?
>>672972592
In Warhammer there is no guarantee that your comrades will be there to slaughter heretic scum with you, but there is always a guarantee of the God Emperor's infinite wisdom and glory.
>>672971693
um, mods?
>>672972480
You're not always as similar as you think you are, and no matter how great you think a girl is, there will always be one to come along who is equally great if not more. This is a guarantee. Don't allow yourself to believe otherwise, you will only be proven wrong.
>>672960950
fuck..
>>672958264
i'm gonna re-enkindle contact with a girl ive fallen in love with a couple of months ago probably
>>672958264
I remember my life through dreams. I remember, when I was so little, my father used to lift me so high that I could run my fingers through the clouds. I used to dream about how I'd hide, but he'd always find me. It was a fun game we'd play almost every night. Then, one night, he told me that we couldn't play anymore. It was time for the games to stop, to grow up. Now I'm older, and looking back, I miss those dreams. All that's left is the memory of a dream, and the mornings that followed when I'd hope that would be the day he'd stop drinking and hurting me. Even now,I can't help but wish that one day he'll be proud of me, that I'll be the son he wanted.
>>672961133
Man, this shit just hurts my fucking feelings.
>>672959258
Nicole
>>672973006
>>672973120
I can't answer that. I don't mean that in a "you wouldn't understand" way but I really cant explain. Over the years that I've aged since I was 10 everything slowly became gloomy and dark until it absorbed me and made me apart of it. Cynicism set in at age 12. By 18 I was fully depressed without any good reason. My life has been handed to me on a silver platter. I'm relatively attractive, everybody says I'm smart (even the smartest people I know), I'm athletic, in good shape, have a decent financial standing, yet I'm sad. I know people that would kill for what I have and have been given throughout life. So the answer in short, I don't know. I try everyday to understand and examine every aspect of my life but have ended with no results. But I thank you for your words. They have helped a bit. I really wonder what you're like as a person outside of 4chan.
>>672959258
Britney
>>672959258
Two girls both named miranda
>>672960906
awww noo this got me :(
>>672974107
that's just bad luck
>>672966160
My dad's 48 right now. Every year his anger for everything that surrounds him increases substantially. I have vague memories of me at around age 4, he tried to play with me, hug me, and kiss me. But for some reason, that stopped before I even hit third grade. He's always so unhappy now, and deep down I know it's because of me. I'm his constant reminder that his life is infinitely worse than what he had always dreamt of. His own siblings and parents call him a scumbag for the way he treats me and my mother, but who can blame someone whose dreams were forced to end so many years ago?
FAREWELL MORTALS, I GO TO THE GYMNASIUM TO TRAIN MY SUPERHUMAN STRENGTH.
IT IS NOT WRONG TO FEEL SAD. THERE IS NO SHAME IN DEFEAT SO LONG AS THE SPIRIT REMAINS UNCONQUERED.
LET THIS DARK DAY FUEL THE FIRES OF VENGEANCE
AVE DOMINUS DEUS IMPERATOR
>>672972809
>be a Junior in hs
>>672970844
>>672960906
>>672972056
>>672965972
He's doing good
>>672959258
Jasmine.
>>672966160
I may not be the actual son he wanted. The really outgoing guy, the guy who is good at sports, or isn't introverted, or is good with girls or not being annoying, etc.
I'm only me. I'm sure he thinks that deep down I'm not the son he ever wanted, but I'm his only son, the only one he'll ever get. So he atleast cherishes what he has now.
What's am I? I'm just one man. A musician, a computer geek, a bit of an ambivert, no lady killer but I'm something. Something to be proud of. Because I know that with everything that I've accomplished in my short lifetime he never could've done. And he's proud of that. He's proud that I am what I am. And that's his son that he brought into this world.
>>672974396
sophomore college now
>>672959258
Kaia. I was stupid enough to disband her for another girl. I've been regreting it ever since. I just fucking miss her.
This one gets me every time...
>>672959914
This one gets to me. I have been here a ridiculously long time and will be here til the day it dies and beyond.
>>672974542
Long one, but always get me too. Was wondering when it would show up.
>>672974085
CLINICAL DEPRESSION IS REAL, DESPITE WHAT CHAOS CULTISTS AND THOSE DAMNABLE SORORITAS WILL TELL YOU.
SEEK MEDICATION, FOR NOT EVERYONE IS BLESSED WITH SACRED GENESEED TO WARD OFF THE SHADOWS OF DOUBT.
>>672974739
Fucking thank you anon. I've cried tonight because of you but good tears. You have no idea who the fuck I am but yet you seem you care enough to respond. Say hello to the emperor for me if you see him at the gymnasium.
>>672960950
do you ever just read a story and know its made up but its still a good read
>>672974343
/salute
farewell, brother
>>672967411
All the shit in this thread...
A I lose to this. Fuck.
>>672961933
that cake looks relly cute
>>672974406
im so proud of him
>>672959258
Meaghan.
>>672959258
It's not like it matters ...sigh.
>>672974226
Ones my ex and the other im into and i think shes into me. But its hard to forget about my ex and its even worse they have the same name. I think about asking her out about every time i see her but i chicken out like a bitch.
>>672959914
This is some cringe tier faggotry, what the fuck.
>>672959258
I don't understand how people could put themselves in a relationship. they always seem to end in suffering and pain
>>672976104
Heart wants what the heart wants.
>>672976104
Isn't that just life. Id rather have love and tragedy than nothing.
>>672976104
we were built for relationships. Don't fear the unknown.
I feel so depressed and so shitty I can barely communicate what griefs whether it's real or imagined.
>>672966160
Neitehr of us know what we'd be like otherwise. He doesn't want me to go fishing with him, he wants to go fishing with me, and can't. So he sits on the couch, watching Fox News, hating the democrats as much as I hate the republicans, and hating the republicans half as much as I hate them myself. When he gets his MS attacks once every couple weeks I help him stand and, lately, help him clean himself up if he craps himself. When I get my migraines every week or two he turns the TV down a bit and asks the stupid-ass question "Are you sick?" after I start vomiting. He clings to the idea of heaven simply because he can't do anything else, now, because of his near blindness and everything else, while I just take care of him, waiting for him to die, before I walk off into some woods and kill myself with helium and duct tape. For no reason except that I've known I'd kill myself since I was 13, and his situation is so massively worse than mine that I can't do anything but keep being his caretaker. Thankfully, neither of us think of care about death itself. For him, because he's going to heaven, for me because it's not like death is some kind of suffering or loss. So while I wait for him to die so I can finally suicide, he waits for himself to die and get his legs and eyes back.
>>672976754
why, though? why go through it when you KNOW there's going to be tragedy?
>>672968063
yeah 1st Sgt wants you in his office at 0700 tomorrow he sounds pissed some thing about Mci and what lcpl schmuckatelli did with his daughter also bn hike be at the armory at 0330 to draw weapons
>>672959258
Madison.
>>672959258
florence...
man, i should have said that i loved her that time after we went to the movies, i never got to see her again... fuck, i will never met someone like her again...
>>672976900
Because maybe one day it will be different. I get what your saying though. Lost my gf of 3.5 years and i cant imagine caring about someone again.
>>672966160
> and make him proud
I never asked to be born.
I never asked to have such high expectations for me
I never asked to be expected to fill his shoes
>Fuck you anon this one hurt
>>672976835
Same, bro. Same. Popped double amount of Cipralex this morning..
>>672974406
That's awesome man. I'm happy stuff is going well for him.
>>672959258
her name is byanka
>>672959258
Melody
I'm 95% she was into me, but I was to much of a cuck to make a move.
Now we pass by each other day, but now she doesn't even glance in my direction.
>>672976796
We were built for reproduction and I DON'T want kids.
Also, people were born into this world atheists and looks how artificial and unnatural our beliefs became.
>>672962734
trap thread?
It's almost 1 AM where I live now. My family decided to move over 1,200 miles away from home and I decided to tag along against my better judgement. I just felt so cut-out and so driven out by the time I left I felt I had no choice but to leave. The girl I loved broke my heart. My friends had less and less time to hang out. I had just graduated college, a harrowing period in my that was plagued by deaths of family, friends, illness, betrayal, and suffering. I miss my friends and I wish I could just tell them why I thought I should have left. I can see now that this was a mistake, but one cannot simply undo something like this. Monetarily it's no small feat, and then there's the time invested.
I'm friendless. I quite literally have no friends. I have co-workers and neighbors, but no one with whom to hang. What kills me is how pointless life feels right now. I feel lost and without a purpose. I don't have a support structure. The things that one takes for granted really boggles the mind. I know I will never take anything for granted again.
I could go back to therapy again, but I feel like it's bullshit and I'm spinning my wheels. I feel light years away from normal. Be happy with what you have /b/ros. Thanks for listening. I wish I could say 'it gets better', but I think that's a crock of shit.
>>672977772
I take Abilify. That's another fucking problem lol.
>>672959258
>Elizabeth
And that just happens to be my favorite name
>>672978272
we have the capacity and psychological drive for relationships. We were born to breed, as well as to form bonds with others. You shouldn't be afraid of getting a girlfriend and falling in love, it doesn't have to end up badly.
>>672966011
God damn it
>>672964142
Ember?
>>672964164
I've posted this before but this post made me remember it again. It's a piece of writing I did for a short story, based more than a a bit in my reality.
He realized it then. He was in love with time. Not the concept of it like some philosopher fantasizes about or the human representation of it you’d find in childhood fiction. No, he loved time. He fell in love with memories and parts of his life that he would never truly relive, constantly personifying them into whatever he could rationalize in his head. He raised women to these pedestals to represent to him his childhood, happiness, and countless other emotions he never truly understood. To represent all the good times he had long since left behind. He remembered the first girl he could ever say he fell for. Her name was Emily, a sweet girl filled innocence and ignorance of the world around her. He remembered when he moved, how he would visit and how he would use her like a tool to go back to those wondrous days of childhood. No, he wanted her as one wants a memory. He felt for her as one would feel looking through a photo album. All the women of his life fell to the same fate, to represent a point in his life one which was never truly as great as it once was. Lonely times represented by sparks of hope, angry times represented by moments of sight, and apathetic moments mistaken for the gaining of maturity and knowledge. He was helplessly, head over heels, and blindly in love with the great delusion of time. Lost time, spare time, old times, and new times, but goddamn him if it wasn’t the good times that were slowly killing him.
>>672978959
And now she was no different, just a goal to him, a challenge that perhaps he never really expected to complete. A target he never truly thought he could hit and when he eventually did, he’d lose much of the passion he had felt. Memories constantly relived aren’t memories, and you simply end up living in the past wishing and hoping for something to force you forward; he couldn’t, and it ate at him. Every time he tried to move he felt as if he was banging against a brick wall, simply watching others walk through and wondering why he was so unable to do the same.
>>672974537
Tell her
>>672959258
For the first time in 15 years, no one and it feels fucking amazing.
>>672974585
more doge feels.
>>672978618
I'm not the same anon you were talking to initially, but I see his point as well as yours. I'm not afraid to let myself fall in love, but there's no one I love but the family who raised me and myself, and I'm not so sure about myself. I suppose the closest crush I ever had was my cousin who's now married, but I'm not hurt over it or nothing. I'm happy for her. Other than that, no one has ever come close. Call me crazy.
>>672965086
"he went that way"
>>672979154
Already done.
>>672960906
Dude this is the path I'm headed down its fuckin sad
>>672959258
Jasmine
>>672979185
"Do you know what love is?"
"Sure I know. A boy loves his dog."
>>672958264
Ugh.
>tfw you're an alcohlic who is depressed
>the ship has sailed for any chance at getting a gf
I get manipulated far too easy. I promised myself that i would never talk to her again, only put up with her in social situations when i have too.
She text me and i text back and i felt happy, she then cried and said she was going crazy not talking to me and i said the same, we agreed it'd be like it was, best friends again before it all happened but whenever i see her now she just blanks me, she hardly messages me and blackmails me when i don't reply to her.
I'm going insane what the fuck do i do, I can't be without her but i can't stop being wrapped around her little finger.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B1Nzr-lwO-I
>>672968827
Liek dis
>>672966125
youre a piece of shit and it takes away from the feels, but i screencapped anyway, dickbag
>>672977248
the first 2 of that hit me fucking hard, I'm feeling those right now, struggling to finish an essay that's due in 6 hours
Why can't I do it /b/? Why can't I focus
I've lived in the same town for seven years and I can't keep or make friends... Just kill me now fam.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aqaWjmsSJUk
>>672980516
Literal Satan.
>>672977248
These fucking posts got me in tears.
My life is going to change from heaven to hell i've fucked up bad /b/, halfway thru this semester and I know im going to fail it, losing my scholarship for the 95% of the price and getting a 12k USD equivalent debt to my parents, we are broke as fuck and I am going to lose the opportunity to finish my career in the best university of my country.
This week i have to decide either to do shit wrong and fuck up my life, getting the money for the debt so my little brother can continue studying or study and work at the same time having a mediocre life.
Or an heroing.
>>672980375
who cut all these fucking onions?
>>672959615
kek
>>672980736
you aren't alone, I may not be in a situation as dire as yours is, but I too struggle with school work that feels like it should be easy, and I have for years now.
Every assignment, every exam, always finished last minute, can always be better, but I can't bring myself to change who I am, and I don't know why.
>>672959258
Megan. She is sleeping soundly at her place, after I held her so she could fall asleep focusing on the comfort of my embrace instead of her crippling anxiety. I love her dearly, and she feels the same, but I wonder if it is really fair to let her want a life with me. I'm a broken person, and I'm certain that my cause of death will be suicide, whether soon or far off. I would hate for her to endure that kind of loss for no fault of her own.
>>672981711
Instead of focusing on suicide, focus on living for her. If you truly feel that way about each other I see no problem in finding happiness in and around her.
>>672968318
these ones are great
>>672967193
oh with pleasure
>>672965751
This hit harder than it should have
Ya know I keep going to these threads thinking
"I'm gonna find something so sad or true about me that il finally look at my life and do something about it"
I'm still looking anon. Are you?
>>672958264
>>672980375
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UAaEw_EB7Ws
>>672974585
As touching as this is, it's really important to make sure the dog knows you're the alpha. You do have the power to kill it but you choose not to.
>>672981992
I really want to think that way, but no matter how hard I try, both depression and mania, though for somewhat different reasons, bring me to a place where I start tying up loose ends and putting a plan together. I've just started getting professional help, but it is slow to get going.
>>672959910
trash isn't alive
therefore you are more than trash
>>672960950
TL;DR...
There isn't one you heartless fucks.
This gave me a soul (ginger).
>>672966160
Dude every time I see something like this it makes me realize I'm fucking lucky. My dad has been cool with whatever makes me happy. I played sports for a while and whatnot but I didn't dig them that much so I developed an interest in table top games (cards, minis, rpgs, every type of game) and what did that fucker do? He said that they seem a bit weird and then learned how to play a few of them. Then he started going to the weekly tournies with me because he learned he liked the games too.
And when it comes to girls I tend to date whoever is my best friend so the girls aren't always the prettiest or succesfull or whatever but whenever he sees me happy he just says he's proud. Not trying to rub it in anyone's face but I fucking lucked out with my dad, he's an amazing human and I wouldn't trade him for any dad.
My mom's a stupid whore though
Today's my bday can I get a few HB from my /b/ros? Had a shitty day.
>>672960906
4-day-old cake???
>>672983123
Happy birthday man
>>672983123
happy birthday fam. wish you the best
>>672959463
What do you know it's 2:36 as i read this and im drinking and smoking to take my mind off of girls.
>>672959258
SlaveWhore
>>672983756
i feel ya
>>672982862
The professional help may indeed help, but I couldn't say much more than I've already said. I have more experience in getting through post-love.
>>672959258
Bridgette
>>672983123
happy birthday friend
may we dine in asgard one day
