Feels thread? Make me cry
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Feels thread? Make me cry
The only text I've gotten all month is an auto update
>>672856253
Your awsome anon
>>672856031
Bump
I want to cry
>>672856534
What about his awesome, faggot?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pY97_a5ewVk
672856792:-
You high?
>>672856958
welcome newfag
>>672856958
no, you
>>672856958
No, but I'll just let you stay in your unintelligence.
>>672856958
>>672857504
"Unintelligence"
Yeah, that's a word.
>>672856958
>retard detected
>>672856031
more than i expected
>>672858353
http://dictionary.reference.com/browse/unintelligence
This isn't a personal story, but something that recently happened to a guy I went to high school with.
>Meet this guy in high school
>He's a huge stoner, but legit the nicest guy I've ever met
>Hang out with him once or twice (not as much of a druggie as he is)
>His dad is out of the picture, he has an older sister but she ran off, and it's just him living with his mom
>His mom is mid 50's or so and doesn't have much money
>I go there, get stoned out of my mind, and she makes me tea and talks about how "as long as we're safe"
>Friend walks by with a huge ass bag of weed, maybe a pound of it
>His mom doesn't even give a shit
Fast forward a few years
>Guy's brain is basically fried from all the drugs he's done
>He sells acid, ketamine, shrooms, and I've even heard he's sold meth
>His mother looks the other way because he's the only family she has left
And then I get the news
>Guy was driving across several states high on acid
>Police pull him over
>He freaks out and starts assaulting the cop
>Cops arrest him, get a search warrant on his house
>Cops break down his mom's door
>Find a shit ton of hardcore drugs in the guy's room
>Guy sentenced to up to 40 years in prison
>Apparently his mom is gonna do time as well
All his mom wanted to do was hold on to the only thing she had left in her life. Now she's probably in prison for it, and her son is probably gonna be in prison when she dies.
>>672856031
there is a room, that can be filled with people .. see it positive
>>672858494
>> 672858537#
> using online dictionaries
>>672858868
>Being this much of a newfag.
last time i was here, feels threads were still a thing. what did i miss?
>Called in sick
>Sitting here on b, alone
>Considering killing myself
did I mention it was my birthday today?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8JNyllXJEKY
happy bday stranger. keep going. have a drink.
>>672859275
Try to become this day your deathday.
>>672859275
:(
>>672859275
shit fuck too drunk to navigate. that was mean just for you
happy bday stranger. keep going. have a drink.
Most confusing shit ever
>>672859395
Yeah think some beer is in order.
>>672859058
>name-calling
Alright
>it's 4 am here
>im still awake
>living in a third world-ish country
>fucking chickens started cuck cooing n shit
>>672859275
happy birfday
go buy yourself a vanilla soda they are good
:)
>>672859623
ill toast you with my gin. one day at a time.
>>672859502
who else is plastered this morning?
>>672858649
goddamn this some requiem for a dream kind of shit
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vVTP0DOL_2Q
>>672856253
fite me fag
0 text messages for almost 3 months now
last messages i got was from new years
>>672859980
hey, it's 5:38 pm here. im good.
i just spend the whole refreshing the 1st page of /b/
My love life is so bad i'm starting to think i have a fetish for women that have absolutely not interest in me.
>will greentext but expect one of the lames stories ever
>>672858649
This is why a father figure is so important.
>>672859275
Happy birthday and other stuff like that. I'm not good at this sort of things. But What I can say is that suicide isn't worth it. Too complicate. And remember, life is like a game, everything has to be earned. Even death. Killing yourself is like cheating.
>>672861696
I was just thinking about this today.
My dad beat me until I was 13 when I told my country's child protection service and was put in a foster home.
Until 18 I lived with a foster mother and her elderly father.
My shitty father and lack of a competent male figure isn't the sole reason for my problems, but it sure as hell affects me.
I'm either going to kill myself on my birthday this year, or next year; I'm just figuring out what I really want to experience before I die.
every story in this thread
[spoiler] girl dies, anon cries [/spoiler]
>>672861012
I will now elaborate my latest love-related fail.
>be me
>18
>5-6/10 at best
>not the brightest either
>literally all i have going for me is the fact that i can be funny sometimes
>meet qt 3.14 through a friend
>he says she's available but a bit weird/childish
>dontcare.webm
>trying to get close to her, at least build a friendship
>kinda make a friendship happen
>i'm the only one in class that can make her tear-up laughing
>says i'm a pleasant presence
>literally only compliment i've received in 5+ years
>talk some more, mainly just exaggerating stories of dumb shit i've done to make her laugh
>one thing leads to another and she starts talking about her a bit
>turns out she's a virgin, which is amazing, at least she won't find it laughable that i am too
>ask her if she plans on losing this status, as a joke
>she says she "has someone in mind"
I know it's not me, there's not reason for me to be. I'm a distant friend at best.
I actually thought i had something going and yet again it all came crashing down in one sentence.
I'm supposed to be studying for exams this year. These ones that are coming up are really important in my country. I'm convinced i'll fail because the only thing i can think of at any give time is her.
>beta
>fag
>an hero
Heard them all before.
>>672862536
Try out skydiving, it's really fun if you like adrenalin sports! Also you could get a heart attack if you freak out too much, so that could be a bonus
everytime I confess to a girl these are my exact thoughts. Been rejected three times within a year and a half i don't know how much my heart cant take. I'm not your typical beta fag that does not get close to the ladies because I'm a very friendly dude. But I know to all the girls I get close with I have no fucking chance. Its like having been teased by a delicious cake but you can't eat it.
>>672860093
gamer moms are cool as fuck
>>672856031
That room may not have people, but the back wall is a mirror reflecting the ceiling. Break it and there's a safe with millions of dollars in it.
>>672863010
can*
>>672862813
Literally me
>>672860134
>not christmas
Come at me bro
bump
>>672862813
Never give up Anon
>>672863622
turning into dump
part 1/3
> be me, in ending years of college academics
> still single as fuck, but doing ok with good bunch of bros
> one day hanging out at the fields far from citylights
> see this qt3.14 across the road with sunset light blazing through her golden hair
> angelic.jpg
> most of the other friends already seeinf someone so they insist i try
> gather courage and approach her
> we get along pretty well and start seeing each other
> start knowing a lot about her
> her favourite music, favourite books, places she likes to visit, fetc
> feels like i'm in a movie, goes pretty well
> she introduces me to her friends group
> a few guys and girls, nothing out of the blue
fast forward from summer to monsoon
> we go out on a date/trip
> lodge a place in countryside near meddows and fields, she loves that backdrop a lot
> we settle our stuff and quickly move out for a walk
> after 20-30 minutes, clouds gather and it starts raining
> never took umbrella, i remove my coat and try to cover us up
> "no need anon, i like rains"
> rains? dont they make you feel down and low spirited?
> "no, they're good
> she seems off, she keeps staring distantly at dark clouds, i cannot be sure if she was tearing or not but something was not quite right
> i still let her have her moment
> after a few minutes " come on, let's go back. dont want you to catch cold"
> ok
I only met my dad a handful of times. When he died, my response to the question of "Do you miss him," was "I can't really miss what wasn't there, can I?"
>>672862813
That's not that bad.
>be me
>18yo
>4-3/10
>virgin and kissless
>decide to pay a hooker
>50 euros sex+BJ another 50 for topless
>pay her just 50 euros for sex+bj
>limpcock.jpeg
>now, 20 yo
>still kissless and virgin
>no female friends (in my entire life)
>can't talk to a girl or stare into her eyes
So, at least you have a female friend an you can approach girls. Also, I'm two years behind with studies.
>>672862820
I've been thinking about those types of experiences: skydiving, bungee jumping, rock climbing, cave exploring...
My "end of times" budget is very minimal; originally, I was planning on going away to another part of my country (far from where I am now) and just renting out a room, eating junk food, doing drugs, playing video games and watching t.v/movies until I off myself.
A heart attack while falling to Earth isn't a bad way to go, by any means.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XsTjI75uEUQ
>>672863733
I appreciate your support but i've heard this so many times it's becoming tiring.
The only thing i wish right now it to at least have the balls to tell her how i feel. I won't care if i'd get rejected, i'm almost 100% she's not into me at all. I just want to get over her but i can't.
>beta
>>672860093
This one...every time...
>>672864086
I know what you mean...
I'm sorry if I annoyed you, I did not mean to...
>>672863835
Part 2/3
> we go back to the lodge.
> she seems drained out so i help her with the dinner, made stew and some nice beef
> didnt say a word
> have dinner and go to bed. decide to comfort her and open up
> now this is her story :
> " it was when i was just a child, not even in teenage when it happened
> i woke up like every normal day and mom got me ready for my school
> have a nice pancake and some fresh juice before i leave
> mom said : it's a bit cloudy today dear, wear your raincoat and dont jump into puddles if it is raining whil you come back ok?
> ok mom
> now if you be a good girl, i'll prepare your favorite stew for dinner ok?
> yay! thanks mom!
> dad walked me to school bus and then went to his office like usual
> get called by principal during recess
> he seems shaken
> "look dear, everything is going to be ok.."
> they take me home , i dont know wht is happening
> it was raining as mom said, so wear raincoat so she be happy
> reach home, see police
> they dont let me in
> dad rushed in from work, all sweaty and shocked
> Nobody told me what happened
> Where's mommy?
> police wont let me go inside with dad
> dad goes in, come out crying
> i never got my stew that night, there was an armed robbery and mom...
> we move to a new place far away
> i still feel her in the rain"
> her story ends
> omg im sorry anonette
> hug her as tight as possible and let her go all out on tears.
fast forward to 2 months
> we've finally moved in together, and stuff is going on well
> after that night, things went pretty good for us and we started opening up a lot to each other and can now relate very well
> mom and dad too very happy for us
> was gonna propose her soon
>>672864001
are you me? excep i was 19
>>672864001
I really hope we'll be able to sort things out at some point.
Look back at this and laugh to myself.
I'm just scared i may not be able to do this in this life.
>>672858353
lol but it is anon
>>672864056
Who the fuck thought it was a good idea to put that text in that shade over that image?
>>672858868
well done
>>672864466
we aren't allowed to have a female loving us anon. face it.
>>672859549
fear cuts deeper than swords friend,im really bad a shoving people away, but you cant live in fear forever
>>672864347
No, you didn't. At least, even if this is no more than a superficial feel, i still feel a sort of compassion, which in turn make me feel a bit better about myself.
>>672859275
Happy Birthday Anon!!
>>672864600
I found a better one, I think.
>>672856031
A girl that was insecure a few days ago that I wouldn't talk to her now ignores me and rejected me a kiss yesterday, been feeling like shit man
>>672864466
Now I accept this. I am lonely and i will be like that for the rest of my life. I mean, it isn't a huge problem. Last 20 years passed away with no girl interaction and staying at home playing videogames and watching youtube videos. I got used to that. I will be alone for my entire life.
>>672864784
I don't want to accept but i know you're right.
>>672859275
Fag, stop wallowing in sorrow and turn your life around.
>>672864932
I just hope i will learn to accept it too...
>>672856031
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b3HydRGIwt8
>>672864990
i accepted it. this is the only thing you can do anon. do it too and you'll feel slightly better, i promess.
>>672859275
happy bday, and dont do it man. you will do better.
>>672860093
I'd fuck that cartoon mom.
>>672860513
Homo, /pol/ is where it's it. We have the dankest memes.
>>672862813
Okay, enough faggot.
>>672862813
country anon?
>>672862792
Every story in feels threads are fake as fuck or just dumb shit like, "I stubbed my toe." I'm really tired of feels threads, I hope mods make them against the rules to be honest.
>>672864990
i dont think you have to accept it. I think everyone will find somebody someday. I mean, even I did. and I'm not attractive or very intelligent or have any talents. Bitch broke my heart and now i feel worse then before, but hey, i had a girlfriend once. and you will too
>>672865511
It doesn't quite matter really. Some Eastern-European shithole.
Nice dubba-dubs btw.
>>672865678
no.. thats not like this for all
>>672862813
fatniggercuck
>>672865083
Well, it depends by many factors. For example I have two "friends". One, every time I ask him to hang out, he says that he has to go to a birthday party or he is busy with his GF and the few times we hang out I always have to pay. The other one has always to study or to work on his PC or he has to chat with a girl, yes he can't hang out with be because he has to chat. So, i accepted it pretty fast. Maybe you have better friends and the process will be a bit slower.
>>672865721
okay that's fair, I just wanted to you know you're a good guy and I hope everything works out for you.
I'm rooting for you.
>inb4 suck his cock faggot
>>672865863
If i were a nigger i'd at least have my priorities straight. Bitcheez and drugzz and mah homies.
I'm a beta-fag white-boy. I have literally no direction.
>>672864360
Part 3.1/3
> "what would you do if you lose me anon?"
> you speak to from where ever you are, call out my name and i will meet you, coz i love you
> "but what if you forget me?"
> the pain of losing you will wash away, but not you.
> We keep dating for a considerable time and get pretty comfortable around each other
> introduced each other's parents, life was good..
fast forward to 2 months
> we've finally moved in together, and stuff is going on well
> after that night, things went pretty good for us and we started opening up a lot to each other and can now relate very well
> mom and dad too very happy for us
> was gonna propose her soon
fast forward to a year
> a lot had happened, we went on tours, to many place, made a lot of commitments
> finally it's time
> "will you marry me?"
>"OMG YES ANON!"
> get engaged the very next week fine as fuck
> life is awesome
> cant get any better
> our friend circles join too, now we have a huge gang to enjoy and party
> a few of her friends had gotten in to cult stuff they thought it was really cool
> those guys bring 'their' few bunch etc etc
> basically a lot of fresh and unknown people cluttered up
> i told her about letting most of them go and move along with only few those who have been togetehr for years
> "it's ok anon, my friend's friends...i'm sure they can be trusted"
> "uh, sorry but i think we'll pass" whenever they usually invite us to their sessions
> i used to have a full-time job so she's pretty much upto herself most of the weekend
> would do the household chores and then go out with her friends for shopping etc
> might ocassionally call me saying she's out with 'those' friends just for keepssake and will be back home by dinner time
> i found them creepy as fuck
> didnt even have most of their contacts, except for few of her friends who actually introduced her to that group
>>672864046
What about just not opening your shute?
>>672866053
This one gets me every time.
>>672866217
Part 3.2/3 (end)
> nothing weird reported so i guess they'll do fine
> but i found that cult stuff childish as fuck
> one of them owend a goth store so she would usually end up there, taking care of store etc and earn a few dollars for herself
> fineman
> used to warn her not to get too involved
> ok love
fast forward one month
> she goes out with her friends as usual, i want to go too, but i got some work assignment left to be done, so i stay back home
> 7pm, 9pm, 10:30pm, 12pm, 2pm
> i had done my work quite early before evening but and kept waiting
> she didnt pick up the phone
> call that gothstore, no reply
> something's fishy
> call police and let out a search
> nothing
> none of her cult friends were reachable
> ohfuckno
> go nuts literally shouting out her name in every street hoping for a reply
> it wasnt supposed to be like this
> search goes on to surrounding suburbs
> fucking hell where is she
> got reply from her gothstore friend next day, she was sick and called it a day for that day and was still in hospital
> week passed by, she still missing
> lost hope to find her
fast forward to a few months
> it rained heavily
> just down the river bank in the next city a lot of erosion took place and a rotten corpse was found, 70% skeleton
> police call me for identification
> see the engagement ring
> it is her
> she's gone
I still feel her, she's the falling rain. but the rain would never quench the fire of pain it has left in me.
"I still feel her in the rain"
>>672865884
I can't say my friends are bad, i have two close ones and then another friend that i haven't quite kept in touch with lately. It's not that they don't wanna hang with me, it's just that i feel bad around them. I mean, they've pretty much got things figured out, future plans, cute gfs, and whatnot... And then there's me the "funny lively guy, that no one can stay mad at". Everything is perfect in my life, perfect family, great social life... yea right ... no one wants to see the clown cry.
>>672865670
stubbed toe is more painful than this entire thread
>>672862536
whats going wrong in your life, anon?
>>672862813
get that experience to learn on how to approach women, snap out of your oneitis asap, for fucks sake you are 18, don't put all the easter eggs in one basket
>>672856031
ive got some feels for u OP. i like to dress up as wolvy (my 4th fav x man)
not everybody thinks that its cool, but i finally met a girl who thinks im a 10/10 would bang like bam in my wolverine suit.
she'd come over sometimes while her boyfriend was away after school.

once the door would close she'd almost instantly get naked. most times she'd put on her favorite song and start sucking. then she would cry. her tears and makeup would drip down her face onto my dick. its surprising how cold tears are. eventually i finally asked her what was wrong. in between licks she told me that her favorite song was also her bfs favorite song. so even though she loved hearing it and it totally got her pussy wet, it also made her think about the fact that she was cheating on her boyfriend. i dont think i ever came harder down somebodies throat then right after she told me that. she was beautiful. we dont hang out anymore. wanna get lunch? or start a chubby thread? im just sad and lonely.

this was the song:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O2dsGeGzxTs
>be me
>6 yo
>happiest child in the world, going on vacation with family
>get in the car and the trip starts
>asshole drives into us
>bigcrash.gif
>father dies
>i got lower body paralyzed (penis included)
>asshole was drunk and on drugs, but has influential father, so he gets away with it
>ff 10 years
>mother gets cancer
>hire nurse to help her (i'm on a wheelchair)
>after 2 years mother dies
>now, 27 yo
>incapable of having sex or even an erection
>doing part time jobs as a computer technician
>no GF
>no friend
>no parents
>the only thing that i have left is my grandmother, who lives with me
>now she is about to die
I am seriously thinking about killing myself. I have no reasons to live anymore.
>>672859275
well don't a hero, nobody has given shit about my birthday since mom was around, it doesn't get better but you start to just not giving fucks about birthdays tbh
>>672859368
cock got cucked by cunt.gif
>>672866549
Well, you're not so bad. Perfect family and perfect social are some huge life goals. I don't have a perfect family, my sister yells at me every time she can, my father and my mother quarrel quite often. And i don't have a social life, i just stare at a computer screen for most of my free time. So, there is still hope for you, don't let yourself down.
>>672866488
everytime i see that monkey island cd i already tear up.. fuck this story
>>672867568
SHIT
>>672867814
On the right of the third picture there is someone. Fake as hell.
This one fucking murders me every time even though I had a wonderful relationship with my dad.
>>672866478
I'm sorry anon
>>672856031
>write with an anon in a feels thread over on fit
>we decide to continue writing on skype
>it's actually a girl
>she actually lives in my country and not that far away ( 150 miles )
>luck/10
>after a month of texting daily we decide to meet
>she's staying at my house for 3 days
>no awkwardness at all
>felt a special sort of connection
>have sex albeit unplanned
>spent the days together doing a lot of stuff, just having fun
>couple days after that i get a 6 paged love letter from her
>month later i drive to her house
>first time i went that far from home for a girl
>stayed nearly a week at hers
>went on for about 5 months
>week before christmas i get a christmas gift from her
>we plan the next days, she wanted to stay over NYE
>couple days before christmas she tells me she wants to end it between us
we never had the "are we in a relationship now?" talk
she broke up with her bf about 2 months before we were texting that 1 month daily
>after NYE we talk
>she tells me she's back with her ex-bf
we talked again a couple of days ago, for an hour we laughed and whatnot, felt good but on the other hand she played with my feelings like a toy, used me for a rebound.
we're on no contact now, haven't deleted or blocked us, just not texting.
I guess its time to share a experience that happened to me, not so long ago.
So basically
>Couldn't go to any other high school than the one i was on primary school. (I don't live in US or UK)
>Saw some old buds there, nothing special.
>I see this kinda lonely girl, pretty long hair, nothing special.
>Start slowly develop a friendship, then i start to develop too many feelings towards her, now this wouldn't be a problem if she wasn't taken.
>We shared similar experiences with depression and stuff
>One night we cuddled and kissed, nothing more. Small stuff
>Other Regretted it a little bit.
>Pretty solid after wards, just problems with my feelings
> Until one day, i feel like i am getting more distant from her, i tried to see if the problem was that i just didn't talk enough to her.
>Then suddenly, No answer, did read the message. and says "I need some personal time" and so on.
>Okay.jpg i let it be a bit.
>One day come to school
>I notice that she kinda ignored me. I thought it was kinda strange
>I feared that i will be left behind, as a second option, which i didn't want, because she was only person i could talk to at the time.
>Feeling Confusion
> Next day, i notice she doesn't wait for me as usual, i start to panic.
>Day after that, one class, the first class we have on same time, She started to talk more and more to one of my friend
>She sat next to him
>Didn't notice me at all, no goodbyes as usual after school
>She just went after my friend
>I felt pure anger, i felt cheated, i felt betrayed.
>Couldn't Talk to her anymore, i started to get further away from both my friend and her, because i couldn't watch from the side as i was left behind
This isn't probably the most dramatic story, but at the time it hit me hard because of my life situtation
>>672867972
He said the party was at his mom's house, so it's probably her.
1/8
>>672868241
2/8
>>672868270
3/8
>>672868076
pssst, this is why girls are icky
>>672868316
4/8
>>672868354
5/8
>>672868383
6/8
>>672868415
7/8
>>672868439
8/8
https://vine.co/v/iWexn3zBT1e
gets me everytime
>>672867972
probably his mother
The last line gets me every time.
>>672866488
Fuck. This one. I usually avoid feels threads because of this. Pretty much the most depressing story I've ever read. I wonder if that OP is still alive and ok somewhere.
>>672864308
This is exactly me.
>>672867814
>>672868687
Where is that from
>>672868076
falling in love with your best friend (i suppose she was yours at the time) is the worst thing that can happen.
Happened to me too. we became a couple, she breaks up, gets another guy, but is jealous when i have another girl.
You know, I cant be happy with her because it drives me insane to know that she has another dude, but i also cant be happy without her because she was my best friend like forever and without her i just feel empty and alone. it fucking sucks
>>672869004
Dunno, I saved it from one of these threads.
>>672866478
Holy shit anon. I feel so bad
>>672863010
better an idiot than a coward, fag
>>672860093
Everytime....
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Twg25xkACwo
>>672868851
i know that feel. i sometimes i wish i didnt meet her. and fuck "dont cry because its over, smile because it happened." bullshit.
>>672861696
9000%. and why niggers never have a chance
I was trying to kill myself with helium and my mom walked in and asked what I was doing. I didn't answer and almost died in front of her
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DRkgH7Uu-hA
aaaaaaaa
>>672866488
I loved so much that story that I translated it into my language. I don't know why, bud I felt like I had to do so.
>>672856031
I LOVE NINJAS!
>>672866940
Do us a favor, and please if you actually plan on doing it, please go to a Bernie or Hillary rally and strap yourself with explosives and detonate next to them
>>672868067
hey man, saw you in another of these threads yesterday i think.
i can just say it again. cut her out of your life while you can. you deserve better man!
>>672869287
you know Ive recently started smoking, long shifts at work with chefs that hardly speak english. "You met the new waitress"? "yes" "So how are you" "Yes, yes". Long shifts so I have some spare time. Become friends with a chef, cool af. Heard he has hit his wife a couple of time but try to ignore it, we're good friends. He invited me outside for a smoke once, gave me one so I offered him money, he would always refuse the money. I love going outside with him and smoking, talking about shit he barely understands, but hes great. I think the only reason I kept smoking was to see the good in people, giving away free smokes which they have bought with their hard earned money. Maybe I just wanted to see the good in people... Times have been rough
>>672869680
thanks anon.
she already is cut out for ove ra month now, but i just can't go on knowing that i have to leave everything behind just because feelings arose.
>>672869021
Yeah, it feels bad, we werent exactly best friends, rather at the time she was only friend, i guess that made her the best friend, well "best"
But this sort of thing happened to me three times, one with just a friend, with my ex-gf, and then the latest one. So i felt like i was running in a circle, worst thing is that i had to stand her everyday around 6hours, 5 days a week
>Be me
>Have best friend
>His mom was chill
>She always baked the best fucking brownies
>Fast forward and I find a bottle
>Full of anti-depressions
>Confront her
>Says shes been depressed for years
>I try to treat her
>Holy fuck it works
>She stops taking pills
>Tells doc she feels better
>Mom tells friend
>Fucking praises me
>Few years later
>Chillin outside with friend
>BANG
>"What the fuck?!"
1/2
>>672862813
Anon, make your move. You're assuming she's not thinking of you, but you don't know. If you try and she rebuffs you because she wants someone else, then you're no worse off and have the certainty.
>doubt gnaws away at you and kills you.
So you enjoy her friendship
However, if she is thinking of you....
>happy days
>>672869975
>Go inside
>Look everywhere
>Moms room
>Oh my fucking god
>No nononono
>This isn't happening
>I scream
>Friend bust in
>Sees mom dead
>She fucking shot herself
>Friend starts crying and screaming his lungs out
>Call cops
>Can barely speak because hes crying so much
1.5/2
who here can't relate to all these love greentext/feels because he has never had a girlfriend but still get sad?
>>672869884
i know, it may suck, but staying friends with her wont work. even if you dont have feelings for her now they will come back if you continue to talk to her/see her. and loving someone who doesnt love you back and knowing they have somebody else will just fuck you up. find a new girl and forget her, it will be the best for you.
>>672870467
That would be me
>>672870385
Waiting for dinosaur
>>672869931
3 times, thats hard.. one time already fucked me up. stay strong bro, may you find true love soon
>>672870549
would you like to have a gf knowing that she will cheat on you and use you like toy? but at least you ll know once in your life what love means?
>>672859275
Happy birthday /b/ro. But self-pity is just narcissism. Go get laid, eat a fat steak, get drunk and quit whining.
>>672870385
>Few years later friend has bottles of empty anti-depressions
>I can't help
>The man could go through 5 bottles a day
>Try to stay positive
>Finds out he cuts himself
>Yell at him
>"WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU"
>ITS MY FUCKING LIFE ANON
>WELL, YOU WANT TO END UP LIKE YOUR MO-
>Holy shit what did I just say?
>Tears flowing down his face like a river
>Storms out dorm
>FUCK I DIDN'T MEAN TO SAY THAT
1.9/2
>>672870731
Yeah, thanks. I have always kept the hope up somehow
>>672860134
Post your number.
We'll text you.
>>672871223
i'll join if he lives in england
>>672870508
funny enough she was that "other girl" to get over another.
why shouldn't we stay "friends" though? we're separated by 150 miles, we're not gonna see each other, maybe talk a bit but that's it.
>>672860093
too fast
>>672870842
>Get in car try to find him
>HOLY SHIT
>Calls him like 50 times
>HOLY FUCKING SHIT
>Drive around whole neighbourhood
>NO NO NO
>Give up like dumbfuck
>Can't sleep that night
>Next morning
>Still calling
>Turn on TV to calm nerves
>Anon of Anonymous High School has been found
>On west Anon 22 street
>HOLY FUCK
>His mom lived there
>Rush over there
>Police covering whole place
>I tell them I'm a friend
>" IF your a friend then you don't want to see this"
>LET ME THE FUCK IN
>"Should I do it?"
>"Ehhh. What the hell"
>Swing open doors
>Hanging from ceiling
>He fucking hung himself
>NONONONONON
>Cry on the floor for a solid 4 hours
>Police have to fucking drag me out
The last words to my best friend were "WELL, DO YOU WANT TO END UP LIKE YOUR MOM?
I feel like killing myself
2/2
>>672858649
TL;DR
>>672859470
"Via 9GAG" Lmao
>>672871671
Holy fuck
>>672871680
I have a friend who did and dealt a shit ton of drugs under his mom's roof and she didn't do anything to fight it because he was the only family she still had. He eventually got busted and now they're both going to prison.
>>672860134
>caring about a text message this much
Let's be real here: A text message is just a text message. Don't put much stock in whether you get them or not. A phone call? Maybe yeah but definitely not a text.
>>672866478
Anon you almost made me cry, and that's pretty hard.
I'm very sorry anon, I just wish I could smoke a few with you and have a nice evening talking, I feel very bad for you
>>672871671
Well? Do you want to end up like his mom?
>>672868076
it happened to me too some time ago anon ...
iknowthatfeelbro.png
i felt so anger like u
in the end all we can do is move on and forget this fucking troll girls ... and we figure out that its better like this , than a fake friendship or a friendzone q-
>>672871671
ayyyy lmao
>>672872289
TOP KEK
https://soundcloud.com/taskmusic/nef0fxf1w986
>>672872203
thanks for support anon
>>672872289
An anon just made me laugh about my own best friends moms death
Only /b/
>>672869021
this
>>672869645
Fucking republicans
>>672859275
happy birthday
From here on it's only going to get worse and you know it
Life is a downhill slope
So technically, this is the happiest moment of your life because it's really going to get shittier and shittier
If no one really cares about you, ie you have no family friends or anyone that would miss you, go ahead and do it. Enjoy your afterlife, or even better, your non - existence!
Good job anons, I haven't seen a feels thread this good in a while.
Mines a bitch story compared to a lot of these
>be me
>junior in high school
>haven't felt romantic feelings for a gril in a long time
>rewind about 1 year prior
>last "relationship" i had was online
>was 9 month relationship
>tfw she broke up with me because she "wanted to make everyone happy"
>meet other girl
>depressed
> she uses me
>I feel paranoid that I'm always fucking up now because of her
>called me creepy and a stalker all over social media
>fast forward to junior year again
>meet gril in PE class
>didn't have enough classes so they stuck me in there
>super happy
>9/10 qt 3.14
>get really close to her in a month
>friends with her boyfriend
>they break up
>week later
>get back together
>month later they break up again
>now here comes the cylce
>a week later she starts dating some fuck named stephen
>the day they started going out I confessed earlier
>she was super happy
>kissed me
>feels good
>by the end of the day she tells me shes still gonna date him
>cucked.jpg
>break up with Stephen after a month
>get really close to her
>ask her out
>her religious mother cock blocks me
>go see a stupid musical just for her
>tells me the next day someone asked her to prom and she has his jacket
>she's dating this stupid fuck Gavin now
>Have no feelings for her anymore
>I ask her why after she said "I'm not gonna date until college"
>"I just want to make everyone happy and not hate me"
>Nonononotagain
>Memories of ex brought up
>get really depressed and paranoid again
Here I am now as a senior. Still friends with her. Sorry for the shitty greentext can't think
>>672871223
Will join too if in france
>>672872693
>An anon just made me laugh about my own best friends moms death
Forgot the best friend death already. kek
>>672873851
Isnt it painful? To be friends with her i mean
>>672871361
oh, i see.
well, even if youre seperated that far, you will grow feeling for her again... and it will hurt.
and even if you dont.. nobody needs somebody who plays with their feelings like that in their lives.
>>672874250
It sounds edgy but I learned as a freshman if you play a scenario in your head over and over again it doesn't hurt anymore. It doesn't really hurt, she's going to eventually ask me and I'm probably going to say no because I want a real relationship not just dating for a few weeks
>>672873851
hearing "good job" for being in a thread is the best compliment i got in month
>>672874651
You're welcome fam. Every greentext in here is good. Make others for keks it makes you feel better
>>672874444
guess you're right anon yeah
might just be heaaring her laughing thatll make me feel for her again yeah
>>672874444
Holy shit I didn't even notice. QUUUUUAAAAADS
>>672873739
>tfw you're not a republican
I just wanted to say that I know you are suffering but please don't throw it all away. Sharing your feelings might be uncomfortable but in the end you stepped up to the plate, shared those damned feelings and persevered. You are all stronger and I thank all of my brothers.
>some of you may remember me as the vanquisher of demons
>>672875306
shit, me neither. first time this happens to me.
>>672875192
woman laughing is a evil love trap
>>672875515
Bow down to the god of digits
>>672856031
I love you
>>672862536
Start a hobby, anon.
Like skateboarding or some shit to get your mind off of things that make you angry.
Since you're gone I'm in freefall
I 'm going to live fast, die young and be your pretty corpse
People lie when they say "time heals all wounds"
Because it's over, since 5732 hours
And now another man Lies next to you and kisses you awake
Maybe I can love him someday for making you happy
The girl I love more than anyone ever can not or will not be with me even though I mostly think she loves me. She suffers from bi-polar and she stays with the father of her two children who is a drug addicted loser. Every time I try to show her how much I love her she starts to push me out. I recently been doing bad emotionally mostly because of work so i broke the rules and contacted her. She still has not responded after almost ten days. The worst part is i worry she did some thing stupid, because she did attempt to kill herself last year. If i find out she has died I do not know what I will do. I think it maybe the thing that pushes me over the edge and there may not be any coming back. All my friends tell me I just need to give up on her completely and not even try and be her friend. While i know logically they are right I just cant escape this. Also all this makes me feel like im a pussy bitch because I keep allowing this to happen to me. Fucking feelings and love boy they can truly mess you up some times.
>i use to have a friend that i would hang out with all the time
>his patents were abusive
>a lot of nights he would sleep on our couch
>my patents treated him as if he was their own son
>fast forward
>half way through high school
>he started hanging out with other people
>started doing drugs
>we grew apart
>one day he told a bunch of people shit I've only shared with him
>i had secrets about him, but i felt like it would crush him so i didn't share it
>fast forward to final year of hs
>by this time we stopped all contact with eachother
>he drops out of school
>moves in with a bunch of drug addicts
>one day he calls me saying he would like to hang out sometime
>agree and we go get lunch
>he ends up insulting me and junk
>i left after that point
>fast forward two more years
>i saw him in some ally
>turns out he's been homeless for a while
>he starts crying and says he misses sleeping on my couch
>i told him i have roommates and they wouldn't like the idea of a homeless man sleeping at our house
>i hand him a $20 and walk away
>see him around everywhere
>one day he hands me a box and says goodbye
>i get home and open it
>it's a picture of us when we were kids
>look through the box and there was the $20 i gave him
>a zippo i bought him when he was 16
>and a note saying he missed being friends
>turns out he killed himself later that day
>there was no funeral because no one cared for him
>and since then i keep looking back thinking what would it have been like if we stayed friends
>>672859470
My first love just broke up with me last week. Felt numb and dead since then, just dont know how to get better
>>672876457
Misspelled parents both times...
>read the whole thread
>LOVE LOVE LOVE bla bla
Really? Some of you are even considering suicide because someone dumped or doesn't notice you? Fuck you all, you are worst than these tumblrinas.
>>672866478
Its pouring outside where i live and this hit me so hard
This is my medical bracelet.
I am required to always wear it and never take it off.
This is my constant reminder that I am pathetic.
I can't get over being raped several times by multiple people as a kid so I have anxiety and memory issues.
Frequently I forget my name, where I am, where I'm going. Why I'm going.
I'm an geriatric in a young body.
How stupid.
I can't handle being surprised, or yelled at, or touched. I can't handle emotions, really. I was able to, for a while, but now I can't.
How pathetic.
This is my constant reminder that I am unlovable.
My ex left me because of my mental issues.
....Despite the fact that when we met and got into a relationship, I was self harming, in and out of wards, and an overall uber depressed piece of shit.
When he dumped me, I hadn't hurt myself in at least 6 months.
I had went back to school and was doing well.
I had got a fucking job and was able to hold it.
I hadn't forgotten anything important for over a month.
I was healing. You helped me heal. I did it all for you. I looked at you, and I thought, hey, maybe people and the world in general isn't all bad.
And then you shit all over it by telling me that I was still a depressed piece of shit who would end up killing themselves.
I asked you once, after, why you even wanted me to be your girlfriend in the first place, when I had nothing to offer.
You said "you're that pretty".
I believe you.
No one would ever want me for me.
This is my medical bracelet.
I am required to always wear it and never take it off;
even if it kills me.
>>672866940
don't go without taking the other asshole with you
Oh and do shrooms at least once
>>672866940
Start smoking weed, youll love life alot more
>>672876457
nice fake story anon
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SDGuNWu9WSo
>>672876476
i was going through the same. Its true, the first cut is always the deepest..
you should just try to go out and meet other girls. Maybe let a female friend of our introduce you to one of her female friends and start fucking her. that will make you feel better and maybe make your ex jealous.
>>672876457
You can't blame yourself, especially if you tried to help and he bit the hand that feeds. Sounds like you did the right thing and acted above the pettiness and jealousy he was throwing at you. It's sad but he could've made a great life for himself had he chosen to work and utilize social programs. It's his fault entirely not maintaining his vices and letting his life slip into the abyss.
>on 4chan
>implying isn't already crying
Nice try, OP
>>672876753
Why a medical bracelet?
>>672877728
Cause memory and forgetting shit.
It has my name, medical record number, ICE number.
>>672877901
That's sad anon :(
I have a friend who I've been friends with since like Year 3 (I'm now in Year 9) and have "liked" him since Year 5. He's always been there for me and we went to see movies and stuff, but not bf/gf stuff. Last December I worked up the balls to tell him my feelings, and he said he liked me back. We didn't decide if we wanted to go out before my bus came, and our text convo after that was inconclusive. I decided to push for an answer, but he seemed to want to avoid the topic, eventually saying he thought we were "too young" (him 14, me 13, now both 14). I was satisfied, and when half-term came I asked via Skype chat if he wanted to see a movie, but he didn't respond. I had had conversations with him about other things, so was he ignoring me? Out of curiosity I striked up a conversation about unrelated topic, and let it come to asking him out (not in gf way). He left the conversation after that and set his status to "Do not Disturb". I know I should move on but I still love him. Sometimes I wonder if it would've been better if he said "I only like you as a friend".
>>672878189
yeah.
>>672877901
stay strong. i know, someday you will find someone who loves you for who you are. may it be soon, and dont give up!
Before my mother died she was suffering from horrible amnesia. I remember talking to her and she said "you're a nice person, i wish i knew you longer" and what really got to me was when she told me she wished she had children and that she's going to die without having kids.
>>672860134
Get the fuck out, its been half a year since my gf broke up with me, she was the only person I've ever texted for 2 years and I have skype, gmail, kik, regular text and facebook messanger. Only open chat is hers and a monthly reminder to pick up my check from work which I intentionally dont pick up just for a new message each month. Fuck my life sucks
>>672878209
Last december you were 13?
You know what that means?
>>672860093
I wish my mom cared about me like that
>>672864056
I never before felt like reading "all that text", but after seeing
this so many times i figured i'd just read it.
When i had read about 50% i felt sad inside, but not at the point of crying.
A few rows down it hit me hard
I never planned to cry and i've never cried on one of those feels threads before,
but this time i couldn't hold it back
>>672878479
Even if I do, would I deserve them?
>>672878209
>love
>13 years old
Fuck off nigger get off 4chan
>>672864086
You just need to nut up. Some people spend their entire lives alone by choice. Just remember that if you need something to make you feel like a bitch
i think the problem u all have is that 4chan is a negative place and u all go here. if u leave then there won't be as much negativity in your lives because you won't view things negatively.
>>672879437
>>672860093
Well that's kind of fucking stupid. Why didn't she spend that time with her child?
>>672876744
i wish it rains soon here too
>>672879014
of course you do.everybody deserves somebody who truly loves them. especially somebody with a hard life like yours. everybody deserves to be happy and you will be too.
i will smoke a cig for you now.
>>672879867
Where's that image from?
>>672879437
We're here because we want to escape our shitty lives, anon.
We could just shitpost
Call each other retarded faggots
Hang out in a rekt thread
Or spend an ultimately useless time on dubs thread
And when it's all over, we go back to our lives, where most of us probably don't want to be.
>>672865909
>Literally crying
>>672880262
fullmetal alchemist : brotherhood
>>672880396
thanks anon
>>672866478
> Tfw you don't have the chance to communicate with another person enough to form an emotional connection
>>672865909
This phrase exists in english too? Cool
So this isn't my story, but my neighbor.
>he was born deaf and had slight mental issues
>his patents meet after ww2 (the moms german, the dad is Jewish)
>and they've been together since then
>he's 21 and has always lived with his patents (because of the mental health)
>his father has been sick and is basically homebound
>one day i was asking his mom is she needed any help with yard work
>she said maybe in a little bit
>later that day she was in her garage trying to get something from the top of the shelves
>apparently she took a weird step and fell from the top of the ladder
>the dad was asleep and the son couldn't hear anything because of being deaf
>he found her in the garage on the floor
>he had to get his dad to call the cops because he couldn't talk to them
>the mom died that night
>his dad died of a heart attack two weeks later
>now he's alone, and he's always lived with them
>his brothers basically raided their house getting stuff to "remember" their parents
>he had people who would come in and try to take care of him because of the mental thing, and being deaf
>one day he got into a fight with them and was on his front porch yelling at them about how he cash take care of himself and he didn't need their help
>since then he's been on his own
It makes me feel bad that he has no one to go to, so i like to visit him and hang out with him every now and again. He's a cool dude.
>>672880763
that hurts
a lot.
the unknowing of whom, where, when.
i might not feel you anon, but i understand you
>>672863042
Fucking hell that was a fantastic movie. Anon wins 4chan today
>>672868439
> kicked pot for good
>>672881029
You're a good guy anon, and it sounds like he will be ok.
That'll showem anon!
>>672862536
>>672868687
God damn.
>>672881029
>patents
again?
>>672876476
>>672876989
Happened to me too, back in 2011.
Still don't know how long before I feel OK...
>>672882245
Huh, i didn't know i typed that. But what do mean again?
>>672881029
>mental issues
>has patents
What did he invent? Also: how?
>>672859275
See, it works like this.
You have your thoughts and you have your awareness of your thoughts. Your thoughts are your emotions, your feelings and to some degree your actions. Your awareness is the awareness if your thoughts. It's the voice of reason, it's "you" to some extend who "sees" your thoughts and spotlight some of them.
Now. Without the awareness, you're not you. You don't exist. Because you only exist because you think you exist. "I think therefore i am", that's what that quote is all about. So what happens when you stop thinking? Wouldn't you seize to exist?
Well, to answer that, you already know what happens when you stop thinking, you do it every night when you fall asleep and you wake up in the morning. You just kind of fade off, fall away into nothingness. Not darkness, just nothingness. You can't remember yourself sleeping. You might remember your dreams, but that's just fragments of awareness during your thoughts mental processing, and you mostly don't remember dreams.
So what has this to do with anything? Well, death. Death is a permanent sleep. The eternal sleep. Or so it would seem, to others. Because you, in person, will not experience this. You'll experience death the same way you experience sleep, a big "nothing". Or rather, an equally large "nothing" as in the "nothing" when you sleep.
Then there's the multiverse theory, that anything could and will happen, which is highly supported by most scientists by now. This states that every single possibility isn't only highly probable to happen, it's inevitable to happen.
So when you suicide, you won't die. When you pass out and fall into "nothing", you'll wake up, somewhere else, noone can know where, and you'll be someplace else. Your body in THIS universe is most likely dead. But your EXPERIENCE of yourself is going to live on in some other universe, where you live on.
ITT you laugh you lose
>"Best friend" started dating girl I had (I still most likely have) feeling for
>She told me that she is not looking for anyone right now
>Came out HE told her some shit about me basically convincing her not going on a date with me
Never trust anyone /b/ros. Never.
>>672883249
I only did the neighbor story yo, that's some other anon.
>>672883383
Dang! Did you talk to your "friend" about it?
>>672883270
cont.
So basically, all our consciousnesses here are eternal in our own perspective. So suicide wont really fix anything.
>Talked to girl for a solid 730 days.
>Actually found her funny, wasn't a bitch
>Played games erryday
>Last Online 215 Days ago
>>672883383
honestly if she took his word without asking you thats how u feel it just means she made the choice of him over you
she could be a cunt and not worth your time, but as far as this scenario you have to look and ask yourself if he had a better job/hygene/behavior overall. was he in better shape etc
>>672859717
I imagined myself there, sad.
>>672881127
It's not even like I don't go outside, when I'm not on my computer i'm on one of my bikes. I'm in pretty good shape and I have good hygiene, but I'm boring as Fuck and I don't really have anything to say when the time comes I do have to talk to someone. Even though i'm pretty tactful that's pretty much turn off for most people. I just want someone who I can comfortably share a silence with.
>>672868761
lost. I cried ;-;
>>672884227
that's a nice comfy bike you got there.
also, i know that feel of not being able to speak up when time comes, i tried was to get people interested in what i know when talking.. like praticed it everyday when talking to everyone...it helped me blend in and get a hang of who likes to talk about what
it goes like this
> you : Hey! hi, ..(how you doin etc.) [obligatory topic of your knowledge or interest]
> they : oh! cool! how about this! [their topic of intrest]
> you : well, i dont know much about it, tell me more!
let them open up to you before, so it can help you know their personalities and you can open up gradually too
>>672866488
Is this worth reading? The beginning looks bullshit
damn
>>672858649
fucked up laws. guess who's behind it?
>>672866478
I always thought not knowing love was worse that feeling love then losing it. I take that back now, and today I light a candle for you brother, hopefully it's flame will keep your heart from turning cold.
>be me
>beta faggot
>5/10
>still pretty charismatic and social
>meet this girl
>qtest pie ever
>don't have any hopes because at this point I'm confortable with the idea of dying alone
>she keeps wanting to talk everyday
>" why am I always the one to say hello, Anon? "
>start texting
>everyday
>every night
>every hour
>she recently broke up with 2 years bf, somewhat an on/off relationship
>state my feelings
>says she has feels too but it's complicated
>she starts talking to him again
>fast forward a couple months
>she's with him, we don't talk anymore, all I can think of is her
>>672888796
>I'm confortable with the idea of dying alone
>all I can think of is her
Im lost
>>672888747
Stay safe brah
>>672858868
NEWFAGSRUS
>>672856031
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CFfe1GVCxwk
>>672889114
I thought I'd never find someone, she proved me wrong
>>672891015
ok well she is a cunt thats a fact you shouldnt give love to cunts they dont understand love they dont have feelings
