Ask a meth/heroin addict anything. Before we start please note a fee things.
>I have a full time job
>have committed crimes before for drugs but no longer do. Only stole from stores never my Family / friends /even strangers.
>been on for 3 years (hard shit, pills before that so add 2yrs for the total)
>Ivd H for about 2 years
>std free
>Did great in school. Good with everything beside spelling and grammar (still good at creative writing, even poetry, and could understand and decipher / comprehend shit well)
>don't look like a junkie. I dress well, am fairy handsome, seem to be in good shape believe it or not.
>If requested will shoot up on camera
>>672463196
shoot up dawg
>>672463196
bump
All my shit I am using for entertainment.
>>672463196
shoot up on camera with timestamp, pls
>>672463437
shhhhhit post dick
Lol meth and H in the same needle!
>>672463196
What is your job
Nigger does h but drinks vanilla fucking porter.
What does heroin seriously feel like. Can you describe in anyway besides happiness. What do you feel like right after
>>672463675
Speedball
What made you want to try Heroin and Meth? I've always wondered what possess people to try these things. Do you have a girlfriend? What's your occupation and what country are you from?
Where you live at dawg
He's too high to answer
>>672463196
>>672464034
Also show your dick
>>672464124
Probably nodding. Fucking junkie
OP.. u ded?
rest in peece op
>>672464131
why do you wanna see my dick, I'm not OP
Opie is die :(
>>672463694
I am in sales. I won't say more then that incase someone I know is on here. I have some friends who sre /b/tards. I make good money,not great but good. I have several years of sales. I don't go to 7ywork high but would be sick so I have a script to suboxone. When I was homeless I learned how to convince people to give me money and the streets showed me how to deal and sell. Im one of the best salesmen at work.
I wonder if OP is okay
Good night sweet Prince
Op here. Haha not dwad but I am oh a phone and type slow.
Probably lives in Baltimore, nodding out on some bus.
Faggot.
Good thing op drinks sugar free red bull. Wouldn't want to get diabetes.
>>672464034
Well my life was fucked up so I started experimenting with various drugs. After I tried opaites I got hooked. It felt like I was actually hapoy with who I am. Eventually it got worse and worse till I switched to heroin. Then after awhile I decided to shoot. By this time I had meet a lot of meth addicts. She stoped caring about my life and started doing both. Will desribe how it feels in a sec.
>>672463838
breck van porter is bretty good
>>672464981
You live in co?
>>672464578
Colorado native. Not gay but have lots of gay and bisexual friends. Just fuck a hot bitch today. She a junkie too but is way hotter then you would exoect, if not for her track marks she would be perfect. We speedballed and then fucked. My homie who is gay is heading iver here though. I am gonna get him high because I owe him.
>>672464894
So are you still together with your lady then? Does it sting when it enters your veins?
bumping for time for OP to describe effects.
Op will be out for like 10min. 404
I'm curious if you really believe you don't look like a junkie? Very few people can pull that off. The ability to pull that off gets exponentially more unlikely the longer time has gone on. Two years on, I'm sure you look like a junkie. Even if you don't realize it.
What with the sunken eyes, and the tweak jaw and facial sores.
>>672465154
Not op. Have you ever tried oxy or percs?
>>672465580
This.
have you done most other drugs & how do they compare? i enjoy drugs a lot and am considering doing heroin, how addictive is it really? i kno much more about meth and have no interest in trying misery
>>672465582
yeah i have but only because i was in severe pain from a car accident so they didn't make me feel super loopy. It just made me feel really relieved and tired.
>>672463196
>stole from stores only
>did not steal from strangers
unless you knew the owners you're lying to yourself.
Do you often lie to yourself to cope?
>>672465828
Did it give you any type of warm feeling? Are you a big dude?
>>672464408
cuz im a 4 chan fag
This fucking guy is wasting his dope. If you are on suboxone for maintenance than the naloxone in your system will prevent you from feeling anything at all from the H. Fucking noob. Learn 2 junkie right
>>672465984
No not at all no warm feeling what so ever to be honest. When they gave me morphine i felt like i was on a cloud for about 30 seconds with no pain what so ever after shattering my foot in 14 places tearing all the ligaments an rupturing my spleen and then i passed out.
>>672465118
Well lets talk abour how it feels. You know when your at the doctors and they give you a shot or draw blood? That hurts way more. When its in your mussle it hurts same as a flu shot but in the vein their is bo pain. Also the needle I use is 29guage way smaller then the ones they use to draw blood so nonit doesn't hurt at all. You don't even really feel it. UNLESS its a reused dull needle OR if you miss two things you never want to hapoen but always will at some point for addicts next post is on effects I swear.
>>672465984
>>672466647
also i'm not a big dude at all im only like 135 pounds.
>>672466037
I don't post my dick on 4chan sorry
>>672466669
Considering the following you can be an hero
>>672463196
how can i get a user to quit? my cousin is going to end up dead and it ruining my family. I've tried everyhitng. what do.
>>672467093
Other drugs
>>672467093
Let him die.
>>672467273
>>672467362
Thats why im on /b/
>>672467093
ive let him smoke weed with me before(i usually wouldn't because i know he's an addict.) but he just can't seem to get into them now that he's done H. What do friend... Ive already accepted he's probably going to die, and expect that call any day.
But hes a really smart guy. he was abused young and shit. Poor fucker. Makes me mad af. My aunt(his dads sister) was the one who got him into it all too.
>>672467492
meant for
>>672467362
>>672467273
Ok lets start with H. A speedball is the best but lets start with how jusy the first one feels. First off shoting kinda makes the high a little different compared to smoking(how I started )its hard to desribe but its a rush. Hiwever its not super intesne like you think hatdcore drigs would be. Its actually feel gentle and warm. I live doing meth and heroin vut weed for example is to inyense and makes ne parnoid lol its true. The rush onset is not always tight away and may take a min to 5min for the full rush to hit. Its pute bliss. Warm and you can feel it spread threw your body. All your muscles relax and you may go into a "nod".when you first start ods can be so strong that you actual dream while awake. I had a time where I was with friends in the livong room and thought I was at a beach. However the more youbdo the less intense the nods are and with the meth the nods kinda come and go. One big myth is you will always be sleepy. Heroin gives a lot of addicts energy to clean and work believe it or not. Even socialize and party. How would describe the word happy or fun? Its hard right! Its hard to describe a feeling vut trust me it feels fucking awesome.
Did it fucked up you mentailly or psyhically somehow? Like tiredness or something like that
>>672466631
2mg of oral naloxone, what are you, a faggot? Naloxone won't become active under 24mgs. It's put on those films because buprenorphine is an opioid, meaninh it will constipate you, naloxone helps you take a shit. Kill yourself, faggot!
>>672466712
Hahaha, manlet
Just finished my speedballer. It's a hard fucking road. Once you realize how much you love the feeling and get physically addicted being clean seems so dull and boring. That's why depression sets in like a motha fucka. I just wish that it didn't hurt so much when you're dope sick. It's fucking awful. Good luck to anyone out there struggling e this shit like OP and I.
>>672468234
yeah it kinda sucks no need to remind me
>>672463196
Can we see a pic of them teef?
>>672468075
Actually dipshit naloxone has nothing to do with constipation relief. It is an opiod blocker which binds to the receptors in your brain which basically turns them off. Based on your response I can safely deduce that you in fact have no idea what the fuck you are talking about. Have a glass of warm milk and go to bed kiddo. You are cranky
>>672468860
Drugs are bad. Faggot, you don't have a single clue, why naloxone is added to opioids. Naloxone won't do shit at 2mg. You have a massive cock in your ass m8. Learn to opioids before you start spouting shit. You probably believe that it's impossible to get high off of subs.
>>672466631
You are soo fucking stupid. I stop taking subs 3 days before I get high. However, you dumbfuck who knows nothing about the himen brain, the narcon isnt even active orally. The idea is it stops you from shooting it has no other effect. Its the buprenorphine which is a partial opiate that blocks the other opiates. In fact buprenorphine has such a high affinity for your receptors that you can shoot subs and the narcon will have zero effect. Iv done it. On top of that dumbass noob you have no idea how many subs I take a day. I only take 4mg so only something like 40% to 50% of my receptors are filled. I can get high with sa 4mg subs in my system although it does waste some. Ethier way I havent taken a sub sense wensday you fucking faggot so why don't you pick up a book on drugs a read before you xome here and tell me me,a junkie, how to do drugs. Im bot even mad its just stupid how they let kids with down syndrome on the internet.
>>672470210
Typo human* brain. I said before I was high so I am allowed a typo.
>>672469421
Don't ignore me you sleep faggot.
>>672465580
>>672468860
oh my god stop talking shit man
fuck off
<-med student
>>672463196
Why are you smoking? Don't you know that smoking kills?
>>672463196
pathetic. wow. so cool and edgy. "did great in school". how does that even matter? what are you, 16?
>>672465754
It is really addictive. You will think you have it under control for awhile, but then you'll realize it's too late and it has you locked down. You can muscle through the withdrawal, but it sucks terribly and you will do whatever you can to avoid it.
Bump while I do a bump
>>672463437
that's a clean pipe
>>672470764
I'm not OP. My charade of being a clean person has gone on for 6yrs. No one knows I'm a junkie, besides my wife who I got to take a course on how to administer Narcan. I don't use on weekdays, only weekends, I get 124ml(1240mg) of methadose (methadone syrup) for a week. On weekends I either slam fentanyl or sip it like it's lean.
>>672463437
So like two hundreds bucks, some wash, a beat up glowie, like not even a gram of shit, and a bunch of ativan? Good for you.
Hey OP, we have a lot in common except I have never shot it. Tried to get pins once and every pharmacy turned me down. I started yelling at the last bitch about safety and disease prevention and then just said fuck it and left. I initially told them I needed them for my diabetic mother but they wanted to see a script. Anyway, do you like sniffing or vaping your meth better? Obviously you like goofballing, but answer my question.
>>672472526
That pipe is frosted white, moron. You are probably the same faggot crying about Naloxone.
Not OP
Keep this shit alive. I am enjoying it.
Seriously what the fuck OP, I was looking forward to chatting. I guess I'll go do my drugs alone. AGAIN.
>>672473255
Agreed, this OP is a faggot and not a cool faggot, but a faggot faggot.
>>672470765
>>672471252
OP here on my laptop .Ok first off I don't care about whatever the guy(guys)who are talking about subs are saying.I already explained in one post(me the OP only posted once about subs) that nalxone is not active till injected. i apologize for the insults I am just sick of all these people not understanding even the basics of how subs work.they didn't even ask me if I stooped taking subs haha. Now sir, I did not mention school to be "edgy". I listed those because I have seen people say shit like "wow your retarded did you even go to school" or things like "how does it fee to not work and be a plague on society". that kind of shit. People assume people who are addicts failed out of high school or don't work. I want the questions to focus on the drugs/lifestyle not other shit. I could care less what people think of me I do opiate rage however.So im sorry to whoever I cursed out.
>>672473871
I am a single daddy, hard working machinist, functional addict. I still feel like a piece of shit.
>>672463196
>still good at creative writing
Yeah, it shows.
>>672474222
HahahahahahzLOLXDXD tell us another one you clever little dick carrot!
>>672473871
What about the last part of
>>672472743
?
Last bump then I am leaving to play some GBA.
>>672474541
Back to 9gag
>>672472743
OP here.Hello brother glad to meet you. First off I highly recommend not shooting its a big mistake. I was badly addicted when I was smoking but within a year after I first started shooting I ended up homeless. It took forever to rebuild my life and without these subs shooting would have fucked me all over again. I know you didn't even ask this but teh reason I mention it is I'm about to tell you where to buy needles. Walmart.Every Walmart I have been to sells them to anyone over 18. Ask for 100 unit 29 gauge half inch. Best needles ever. To be honest I like smoking meth over shooting even.I get tons of free meth because I'm in good with a few dealers.Hell this one girl I fucked(shes super hot by the way idc if you believe me just saying ) sells me half grams of top shelf for 25$.Smoking also seems to last the longest. The other reason is shooting meth t gave me a seizure before so I don't shoot a lot.Meth is also the hardest thing on you veins. Snorting meth is great but smoking has a better rush in my humble opinion. also it doesn't burn as much as snorting. Seriously I smoke and high for like 12hours compared to 8 for banging and snorting
how did you addiction start?
>>672463196
Fuck me. I'm nearing my 1 year mark sober from the dragon and this thread is fucking destroying me ... even still, cravings and feeling sick to my stomach. I moved far, far away to keep myself from the shite and not end up dead. Remember all the complex emotions I bottle up from those days is agonizing. I feel I'll never find a love as intense as that, I want to live so badly though. fuck. fuck.
>>672474222
OP here.let me clarify please. Do you think I'm lying about something and are suggesting my writing talents spring though the page to sound like a real story.Or are you being sarcastic because of my poor ability to type when I'm high makes me sound like a idiot. Either way I lol it was funny. Good joke dude lol
>>672475198
Back to thinking up your clever jokes, fedoralord.
>>672463437
I used to get those same rigs when I lived in arizona. Been clean for like a year now
>>672467585
am also a junkie, do agree on weeeeeed
>>672472855
>That pipe is frosted white, moron.
I know. I'm just wondering how he kept from decomposing it. Stuff tastes horrible when burnt.
>>672475229
I actually tried two different walmarts in that single endeavor. I'm just taking as a sign that it's not for me I guess.
>>672475851
Download TOR and find the url for alphabay and buy heroin :)
>>672475851
If you use again, I imagine the feeling of disappointment in yourself will outweigh the high. Please don't man. You can power through. Go learn how to sweep arpeggios, that should keep you occupied for a while.
>>672476208
Damn Daniel, back at it again
you live in WA huh?
>>672476336
I apologize for the moron comment, but you should never burn it. Ever. Your lighter flame shouldn't hit the bottom of the glass. Ever.
>>672476489
I use ToR. and well, as much as I want to be reunited with my love ... a year is a long time, a lot of willpower has been built, and honestly I lost everything and am finally rebuilding. To piss it all away because god knows when I start I can't fucking stop ...seems a waste. my palms are sweaty as fuck and I feel like I'm going to throw up though just thinking about a rush after this amount of time passed. The forever love/hate battle with it. If I had infinite money and no repercussions I'd be hitting that shit so hard right now.
>>672476580
Thanks, I actually picked up Piano upon quitting so I have that to distract me. Don't get it twisted though, that shit is still considered my love ... sometimes we can't be with the one's we love because our lives are more important. so I heed your advice .. for now :/ trying to stave off the vampire thirst as long as possible.
From what height did your parents drop you at birth?
>>672475851
You can do it. The longer you last the easier it gets.Its not worth it to use eve the way I am. The subs help me but I still spend at least to much money on drugs YOU CAN DO IT.
> only stole from stores
> never strangers tho
>>672463196
how accurate is the meth journey in Breaking Bad portrayed?
>>672477195
That has been pointed out. Read the fucking thread, slut.
>>672477320
It's not supposed to be blue, I can tell you that much.
>>672463196
Help a detoxing addict out fam
>>672477044
That isn't very clever, samefaggot.
>>672476717
Thanks. Is drinking it ok?
>>672477999
Checked.
I have read things on bluelight of people using waterpipes and deinking the water after the stash is gone because it's filled with speed, but I can't confirm.
You all probably do heroine because you are weak and cant handle life and using it as an escape route you will end up dead or rehab or in jail or homeless no matter what shape you are in you will end up badly druvs were never a solution although i do drugs but hashish isnt considered that much ofa drug but it force me to this life style of slacking and shit drugs are bad guys.
>>672478263
I meant *drinking the water.
>>672478334
Fuck off, chad. Your slightly holier than thou attitude has no relevance on this website. Also, your grammar is atrocious and you type like a dumbass. Please put some more effort in if you must post here.
>>672476208
ddaaaaamn daniel back at it again with the heroin
>>672478992
Now that was clever. 10/10.
Have a bit of mind, people.
You are asking questions to an addict who is high right now.
You can't expect to get serious, good answers. This fucker is so deep in his own world right now he's probably not aware of how fucked he is on the outside.
Do drugs if you want, but don't take lucky bastards like this one as an example. Every mind reacts differently to drugs. It's all something you have to find out yourself. Maybe it's not worth it.
OP you seem like a great guy the only thing that disgusts me about you is you smoke menthol.
>>672480268
You sound like a gay.
>>672477195
Yeah I only stole from massive stores not mom and pop stores. We stole from home-depot and Walmart a lot.Say what you want but I don't consider giant corporations people. Walmart is a example of the greed of capitalism making a monster.They can easily afford to pay their workers way more but don't,and they import shit from sweatshops from China. I never stole from a store that I felt was ethically sound.A lot of the times we would also steal food and the money we got from the booster scams was not all spent on drugs.we gave a lot of cash to one of my friends moms who was struggling with cancer. You all probably don't know a lot about a booster gift card scam but needless to say we also gave a lot of money to the homeless.Not out of kindness but it was required as part of the scam ,still we probably gave 20%-30% of are money to the homeless. Don't judge me stores like Walmart are way more immoral then and ethical then what I was doing. .
>>672480268
Reported for using the word "react".
>>672463196
You can, with great willpower and a good job, maintain a heroin addiction if you take days off to maintain a lower resistance.
Meth is fucking up your body in ways you can't see yet though. You'll find that you're fine for years, then suddenly you have appendicitis. No biggie, plenty of people get that. Plus you smoke tobacco so that's a risk factor.
You'll find one day that one of your teeth hurts, and on looking in the mirror you'll notice all of a sudden that you've got receding gums and blackened areas around a few teeth. No worries, you're heading towards 30 and that's the age people need dental work anyway.
Things like that will continue to happen and you'll keep denying them until in the space of a few months you've suddenly aged 10 years as your body gives up the invisible war that it's been fighting for the duration of your meth abuse. Your teeth will rapidly degrade, you may find a few tufts of hair disappear, and you'll break out in a skin disorder as your immune system cracks the shits at natural fungal and bacterial colonies in your skin that don't cause issues for other people.
Look, I sound like a 'brain on meth' ad, but I guarantee I know far more junkies than you and it always creeps up all of a sudden in the space of a few months. No dramas for years, then bang you're absolutely fucked.
>>672480854
Sorry I'm so high so I know there is a lot of typos
Haven't used daily in almost 11 months. Have fucked up and used 5 times tho. Tired of this shitty drug always in the back of my mind. If you haven't done it don't do it. I always click these stupid threads and I don't even want to my brain just sees the word heroin and is like yes this.
have you ever cooked your own/do you know how to if needed? if yes, how good your own product is?
>>672476785
I just get like a half gram and some Xanax once every few months. It's nice to feel in control of it
>>672463196
>I have a full time job
But is it one to be proud of? "McDonalds" incoming.
>have committed crimes before for drugs but no longer do. Only stole from stores never my Family / friends /even strangers.
"only stores", "never strangers"
Kill yourself
>been on for 3 years (hard shit, pills before that so add 2yrs for the total)
I hope you die soon.
>Ivd H for about 2 years
Too bad you're still alive
>std free
but HIV very plausible
>Did great in school. Good with everything beside spelling and grammar (still good at creative writing, even poetry, and could understand and decipher / comprehend shit well)
Yeah Meth makes you think you do.
>don't look like a junkie. I dress well, am fairy handsome, seem to be in good shape believe it or not.
For now, it will become worse.
>If requested will shoot up on camera
Go fuck yourself. Low-life.
>>672479301
With the black heroin would have sounded better
did dope for the first time yesterday. it was pretty good tbh. but I snorted a bag and a half, didnt shoot. if I didnt have to go to a shitty part of a town to get it that was so far, id probably do it on a daily basis.
>>672463196
Ever have any religious/spiritual experiences on drugs?
>>672464559
does meth and h
>tries to cut calories by drinking the sugar free red bull
>>672464559
>bupe, h, shard
Yeah, you're fucked in 2 years tops.
>>672480947
I know a lot about drugs and how they function.I am well aware that meth is neurotoxic and quite literally poisons dopeamine receptors but still,if you look at the statistics, heroin is usually much deadlier. I have seen 3 people die from heroin. I have seen one temporally go crazy because of meth. Thats not what I'm basing that statement off of their are actual statistics you should check out To be honest heroin is my DOC, I just get free meth a lot.I usually trade it but I do do here and there. I have never stayed up for more then one all-nighter from meth though. I also never do a huge amount at one time.I am very careful around meth because I know so many people who have gone nuts from it. Also junkies have a name for a regular but infrequent user(sounds like a contradiction I know but I mean they use consistently but not often like twice a month). .Its called chipping. Most chippers succumb to the seduction of smack.It has very little to do with will power. Its more like neurotransmitters and neurological pathways being formed. lol I'm sure some people both genetically and mentally are different but in reality their is no responsible Heroin use. I would argue that its in fact more dangerous because they have no tolerance and could easily overdose on a bag of good shit even if they smoke or snort. They are probably more likely to die then someone with tolerance>>672481451
>>672481451
>>672481451
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>>672482963
tl;dr
>>672482963
Heroin is much deadlier, for sure. It's an addiction for life.
Shard is addictive, but not the kind of epiphany inducing, world ending wonder of H addiction.
The statistics of Meth are young, the statistics of H are old. Unless you're looking at them the right way, you're not going to see the important stuff.
Shard causes a far more rapid decline into criminality and desperation. Needing H may lead you to burglarize a family member, but shard will make you beat the shit out of them at the same time.
Shard won't outright kill you, but it would almost be kinder if it did for the damage it causes. It stops just short of crippling, but you'll need to be medicated for the rest of your life, have dentures, will have lost your ability to learn and wind up visually a meth-head for the rest of your days. I know plenty of reformed and seesawing hammer junkies, and they can at least put on some weight and lead a normal struggling life(So long as they avoided the worst effects of Hep C).
Good luck with that on Meth. When you're in that last cycle of "I'll just use a few more bags and I'm done", the damage compounds every day and by the time you're off it you're knackered.
>>672473255
you don't have to be alone were here
inb4 you're a faggot
>only smoke weed now
>used to do a lot of xtc, acid, shrooms
>pain pills periodically
>morphine is the favorite next to percocets
>>672483661
Then leave the thread asswhipe
>>672476208
damn Daniel
>>672480947
OP here My job is in sales I make good money.I'd say I average around 20$ a hour and a 50 hour week so around 50000$ a year. I also love my job.Its a great office to work in.The job itself is fun and they add team building and work games and events to make the day fun.I have never loved a job this much.My boss also loves the same music and is super cool.I am almost always on time and am great at sales but there super relaxed if your late and if you ask you can always go home whenever. I can easily pay my rent which is expensive and eat good food while buying cigs and drugs. Anyway why are you so angry. To wish death upon someone? I can tell you had a junkie for a dad or something right? So you hate drug users. Yeah we stole from Walmart. Walmart is not a person.Hell have you seen factory sweatshops in china. I would never buy shit from those places they are way worst then me.Yeah just so you know I am alive. I am also in perfect health. From my heart rate to my blood pressure and even my body fat low. My doctor was surprised. haha also I didn't do meth in high school anyway. I have never shared needles. In the end I'm not sure why I am telling you this. Your just angry person.Go ahead call me scum. Anyone who wish death on another human is in the wrong.I am sorry for what ever happened to you to make you so angry. I hope you find peace in life and I hope you have a great day. No for real, I bet a junkie fucked you over so I get your anger.Just know we humans are all connected and all share the same home.
Rest In Pepperonis OP :)
>>672480268
drugs are always worth it.
but only in moderation and if you have enough will power to stop
>>672484346
I didn't wish death upon anyone. I used a term of speech to emphasize the damage that meth causes. Your rambling diatribe and snap defensive behaviour epitomizes the onset effects of meth damage.
I'm not angry at all, if I can stop one person from using this drug then I'll be a happy man. I wish you no harm, it's entirely the opposite.
Believe me when I say that out of the thousands of users I have met, not one of them stopped in time, and all of them experienced crushing regret leading to a helpless continuation of use. They all figure "Well, I've fucked my body anyway now so what's the point.".
I really hope you can help yourself man. I've been on and I'm now off your drugs of choice and for me, it was nothing more than pure luck that I had a burst of willpower before it was gone.
>>672464431
OP trust me, as a high functioning addict once myself, I have this to say - 3 years is a long time for opiates. that shit ravages you, makes you lose weight and age. You'll increasingly need more and more to stop the withdrawal. Those people around you dont care about you theyre just hungry for their next hit. Everyone has a sad story as to why theyre addicted.
youre smart OP. you know this isnt a life to live forever.
>>672478263
You can eat meth so it's highly likely that people do this.
>>672483889
Nope, I just don't like poorly written junky paragraphs.
>>672463196
60ml of smack
>Just to feel normal
>>672481585
find the right guy and they'll bring it to you
>>672468371
Well there is heaps of people that are free from their drug addictions, Using or healthier alternatives to increasing the brain receptors that get triggered from the drug
>It's just not as euphoric or powerful
>>672484753
Yeah, though I feel very desinterested about drugs like h and meth, I'd like to try LSD or shrooms.
I just feel like I am too young to risk fucking myself up irreversally
>>672467492
You can do literally fuck all to "make him quit" so stop putting that burden on yourself. The only way he will quit, and I mean the ONLY fucking way, is when he finally decides that he wants to quit and even then it may not happen very easily, or ever for that matter.
>>672486031
personally I've never done straight meth or heroin
however I'm 99% some of the xtc i was doing was cut with one or the other or both at times.
biggest thing that helped me stop using harder drugs was the fact i grew up around junkies and shit and always told myself from a young young age, "no matter what i do in life i don't want to be them people"
i don't use hard drugs anymore but the want is always there. the will power is what stops me from going back.
>>672463196
now marijuana is legal the imported mexican market is dropping , the cartels are switching to poppies and now it seems this is some preliminary advertising on /b lovely
>>672486178
or death
Bouta smoke some gear right now, its my birthday today and I had a kickass party last night, hopefully itll help the hangover. I feel you op, people are always suprised to hear that I do smack because on the outside I pretty much have it together.
>>672486476
this goes to you an OP
>have neighbors
>a young couple
>both do heroin/sell heroin/ sells her body for the drug
they are constantly fighting outside of the house and making a huge ruckus for all the neighbors to watch.
I'm talking jerry springer times 10 easily, they always bring their junkie friends/clients around
so the question i have for you and OP
are you guys these type of junkies
also no judgement just questioning
>>672464810
kek
>>672486700
Im not op im the post you replied to, I dont do any crazy shit I'm a really low key junkie. I have one reliable dealer who I've used for over a year, I stopped doing crazy shit like walking miles to score dope or going out all hours of the night to score, I just use it to self medicate for depression really. I don't steal or anything when I'm out of money either, I've gone through withdrawl so many times that I'm pretty good at getting through it relatively comfortably at this point so its no big deal to me, I just wait till I have more money.
>>672487132
see i can deal with that
I've never had a problem with people using drugs as long as they can function and be responsible with it(yea i get it to all the dickheads in the thread, no reasponsible drug use, worthless scum ect.) its when you start selling your body, stealing your families tv and then fighting about it on the front lawn.
would have never found out his girl was a hooker if she just walked down the street to the store to get picked up
wouldn't of known he was middlemaning heroin if he didn't ask the neighbors if they wanted to buy some and the all times of the day foot traffic. then the stupid ass clients throw their empty needle boxes out of their fucking cars
i just don't want my kids shot or have to see that shit
>>672464578
>Riding on bus
>Carpet
must have meant a Volkswagen.
>>672465078
Whats colorado like?
Are the gun laws still good? Are the liberals moving in in droves?
>>672477404
Heroins my DOC meth is just my side bitch so idk but not at all like breaking bad.I have dealt heroin before going into rehab.
>>672488118
just don't shoot any marijuanas
You're probably gonna end up dead OP.
You seem to think you have it under control, and that's how it gets you.
Be aware
>>672481451
Get a load of this fucking crybaby. I get it, your mom is a meth head and your daddy beats you because you're a little bitch who doesn't stop complaining. Why do you even post in this thread? There is a reasonable amount of other ones you can go fag up, but you come here, typing like a douchenozzle like any one of us really cares about some strangers opinion on drug use.
Inb4 "hurrr durr you replying to me that means you care ahuurr" fuck off kiddo.
>>672464559
>marlboro menthol
the worst thing in this picture would be the fucking marlboro menthol
for someone who doesn't/hasnt(almost once) use heroin, I'm enjoying the thread if it counts for anything
>>672489295
it doesn't.
what do you drink daily anyways? wine?
>>672489367
i don't drink for real
usually for social situations regarding work and not even then for real
however i do partake in the devils lettuce
>tips his bong to ya
>>672489473
hmhhh
take a load of equality, my bongtiper friend:
>pic retaliated
>>672485224
Yet you read the OP.
>>672489595
i bet she put mayonnaise on his sandwich.
how many times is he going to have to tell her
>>672489714
hah
>>672489367
>>672489473
>>672489595
>>672489714
used to use a lot of xtc that was more than likely cut with heroin and meth. did some coke, a lot of lsd, some mushrooms and some pills every so often.
i dont fuck with any of it other than a pain pill every so often and weed. we all have our vices even if they aren't drugs. shit happens though. hope you're doing well in life though
>>672489916
totally fake
she pretends like she doesn't like it
if she didn't like it she wouldn't have gotten online like he warned her
>>672487498
those people are scum, they give people who have made a choice to consume a drug as a responsible adult a bad name, those are the kind of junkies who are just selfish people to begin with
>>672463871
warm, comfy, joyous, loved, euphoric, orgasmic
>>672490099
definitely, if you wanna do drugs cool do drugs. but morally you still have an obligation to the people around you whether neighbors friends or family
>>672490029
heh
agreed
>>672489928
doing well, yep.
just having my favourite drug: coffee. black.
>>672463196
>>If requested will shoot up on camera
>>672484995
I think he got posts mixed up. The other fag wanted him to die.
>>672463196
shoot up on camera official request
by: anon
DO ET
>>672490194
Yeah you're right, I've known some pretty fucking selfish junkies who would do anything to avoid the withdrawal. In my mind I'd rather reach out to someone who could help me through it than manipulate my friends for money because that will leave you completely alone.
>>672489928
Who would cut xtc with heroin? Adderal is cheaper and would add to the roll, heroin would do the opposite. Along with heroin not being able to absorb into the blood stream as well when swallowed.
Probs meth though. Considering MDMA is just a derivative and gets people hooked on it.
>>672490194
>2016
>God is dead
>still talking about objective moral obligations
top kek.
>>672486476
East coast does not get Mexican heroin. But that's a very nice start to conspiritard theory.
>>672474191
you have a kid, get clean
>>672490259
to each their own amigo. i would really like to do drugs again, but I've gotten to a point in my life its not worth it. at this moment i have a reason to live. I've only done xtc once in 6 years(like a .3 or .4) and before that it was like another 5-7 before i had did it before that.
drugs just don't excite me like they used to. but i was also living the life of guns, drugs, whores, money and the fast lane. since I've changed all that the urge for drugs is only that, just an urge
>>672490099
>>672490194
here you go buddy, whore junkie down the street. all his clientele traffic stopped and all her traffic has picked up.
thats because when you're a middle man drug dealer you tend to dick people over even if its just a .1 on a gram and they stop fucking with you. that was about the time she started getting all the traffic.
if she didn't make it apparent something was going on i wouldn't even know. but when you make things apparent to someone who's live in the lifestyle for so long its only normal to start snooping around and figuring things out
How does it feel being a weak faggot?
>>672490647
Did you reply to the wrong post because I have no idea what the fuck youre talking about
>>672486700
I am another addict. I own my home. Two modest/mediocre vehicles. I go to work 6 days a week, and when not there I am raising a 4 year old by myself. I am a good parent and a productive member of society.
>>672464559
Why do you take pictures with the money laying around? Acting like 200 bucks makes you rich. Jesus, what a faggot.
>>672490491
the ones we were told were cut with heroin made you have the hallucination/lovely the world feeling only it made you feel like jello and couldn't get up and walk around. they were some of the best rolls i ever had. coulda all been horse shit though, when drugs are being cut theres no real way to tell whats in them unless you're the one cutting them
Sorry.
>>672490641
right cuz being a human being who understands how people should be treated is top kek worthy. cool story bro
>>672490858
She looks like a whore junkie haha
>>672463196
Why don't you just OD already and get it over with?
>>672463196
no thanks. don't want to give a loser like you any airtime, faggot
sage
/thread
>>672491158
>being human leads to necessarily agree with my morals
no. not even close bro.
Show us ur socks
Also CHECK EM
>>672490966
and thats perfectly fine, the only thing i see a problem with is the possibility of an overdose and your kid being left alone while your dying or afterward. but none the less thats what a "responsible" drug user is. we all use drugs for different reasons, some worse than others and even some of us for no reason at all other than to fit in. drugs aren't the problem, its the over use of drugs and not having the willpower or knowing when its the proper time to stop.
don't let any of the dickwads on this thread get any of you people who use down. hopefully one day you all can stop, and if not at least be a functional user who still handles your business
>>672476208
hey congratz. Mesa fag here. 5 years clean. proud of you!
>>672491485
>and if not at least be a functional user who still handles your business
hahah yeah. good luck with that. escalating tolerance + day to day risk of arrest... it never ends well.
>>672491179
theyre getting much worse. they live off grandma and grandpa, have stolen grandparents tvs, computer, electronics, more than likely straight money from them all to feed their habits. she's like 22 and he's like 24 i forget exact age, I've known him my whole life
>>672491637
i don't even use heroin as I've stated numerous times before. even if you don't believe it, there are functional addicts who never get busted and use for decades
>>672467457
>>672490728
I know. I really do. I have cut back significantly, but I haven't dropped it completely. I always get the relief from it and then the guilt. Under it's influence, ai tell myself I don't need it, but when I wake up the next morning, I am ill. I've suffered through it before, and I know I can do it. I just need to do it.
>>672491682
id never do that shit the guilt would eat at me. one time I was twenty bucks short to pick up and I took a twenty from my brothers wallet cause he had well over 200, didnt even notice but I felt so bad I put a twenty back in his wallet the next time I had cash. Thats the only time I've stolen from a family member or anyone for that matter.
>>672491869
I'm sure there are some, but as a recovered heroin addict - I sure don't know any. Shit is just too stacked against you. Eventually you run up against your tolerance, your financial limits, or the law. Catches up with everyone.
>>672492015
wrong to take it in the first place, but putting back will help you stall going down that type of road
>>672463196
What do you think about H getting extended with Fentanyl.
Did you already get an fentanyl h mix?
>>672492054
Im sure its like that. its a lot more expensive than a weed habit. unno, maybe I'm just trying to encourage the users to keep fighting the good fight and know that eventually you have to stop. even pain clinics aren't meant to be forever.
I always been around drugs and drug users do to my families life decisions and I've always mix well with the drug crowds, just don't let it get to much of a hold of you and if you're not using anymore do what you can to stay away from it
i was thinking some stuff, let's post it.
drugs fuck you externally, yet give something to you internally (the feeling of it, the enjoyment of it, an extraordinary experience that 'normal' people don't have).
if you continue, you get fucked up internally too because of habit-tolerance which escalates' as anon said, and the fear and suffering of withdrawal.
>>672492425
due to my families*
sorry for the typo
>>672491485
I don't know if you are the same people but>>672491969
isn't the problem with drugs always about lack of existential meaning?
if someone has a clear path ahead, a clear objective, then that person develops a rejection position towards drugs.
but if someone doesn't have a clear path, if someone doubts too much, if someone doesn't find meaning,
then probably will fall into drugs...
any thoughts?
>>672492241
I think that is terrible. That is a major cause of OD as of late. Not OP
>>672492647
I'm this person
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>>672484753
and many more not going back further though
>>672492822
for sure
if you're set up to win you'll more than likely follow that path
if you have nothing to live for, was fondled by daddy at 10, can't hold a job and have no social skills you'll more than likely fall into drugs
that also doesn't mean that the one in these scenarios thats likely to fall into drugs won't and will win and vice versa
bottom line= drugs don't discriminate its a decision people make for many different reasons
>>672492980
also this person
>>672493211
>>672492822
Idk why I ever started using drugs of any kind. I remember being extremely young and being curious about it all. I wasn't exposed to much other than beer growing up until about middle school, like 8th grade. As for a clear path, I have never really had one. As stated before ITT, I work and function mostly well. I am what you would consider an "artsy creative faggot" type, but I still don't know why I use.
>>672493502
because it kills some sort of pain, you enjoy the high and believe it helps you be more creative?
>>672493502
To add, fwiw there is a significant history of addiction in my family. I don't blame anyone else or make excuses for my habits though.
>>672493211
>people make rational decisions about doing drugs
im not so sure of that.
my proposition, that about the 'lack of existential meaning', doesn't necessarily imply that the individuals that fall into one category (has a clear path) or the other (lost in life, so as to say) are AWARE of the real, profound reason why they really do it...
sorry for bad English.
>>672493844
in my experiences all the "history of addiction" did was more readily expose me to drugs not necessarily make me do them
Fucking degenerate. Kill yourself OP.
>>672493965
you're good on the grammar.
i don't thinks its a "rational decision" but more a believed decision that they won't end up as the stories they are told about drug users.
now someone who deals with pain(lets use cancer as an example) on a severe daily basis, eventually their pain medicine isn't going to end the pain. would it not be a rational decision to move on to heroin to stop the immense amount of pain they are in?
>>672463196
Why would you brag about something like this? I could be wrong man, but it sure sounds like you are.
>>672494224
also to add
i didn't necessarily mean that the decision to use drug for whatever reason was a rational one. i simply meant there are many different reasons a person decides to use and that drugs will not discriminate who the user is.
>>672493965
>>672494224
>>672494419
if i were being traded for sex through human trafficking, I would like to think that i would much rather use the heroin they keep me doped up with than to feel that pain and humility, so eventually i would decide id rather do the heroin than have it forced on me
>>672494224
you're using cancer as an example of continuous pain. let's say the lack of meaning hurts some individuals, those who feel more intensely the need of it. wouldn't that individuals turn to drugs to at least live the most high experiences possible in their meaningful life, while sheeps that easily accept social imposures of values etc would live comfy without drugs?
>>672494419
you defend that there are 'reasons' that lead to certain actions without that actions being rational?
sorry again, fucking english
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zO56id6qk7M
>>672494877
are you saying, someone who feels as if they have no meaning to the world would be more likely to use/turn to drugs?
if thats the case then yes, but not always true.
Ive always felt like I've never matter to anyone or anything in this world until recently and i was a user of drugs
but i always watched my parents and associate sell junkie drugs, that always intrigued me. So instead of lying to myself at a very early age and saying shit like well i see how they are so ill never use drugs cuz i don't want to be like that
i always told my self, regardless of what happens in life ill never let myself get to that point. I believe looking at it at such an early age that way helped me have more will power when it comes to drugs
>>672495640
>are you saying x?
yep, that's what i was proposing.
my parents have nothing to do with drugs, yet i have some emotional problems and some liters of beer help me cope with it.
im young, btw.
>>672496091
young doesn't matter to me, we all have problems one time or another. its how you chose to live your life and own up to your forthcoming or loss. i used to be that druggie, running the streets, playing with guns, getting ready to do long bids or die. i hit the fork in the road where it was either, ok a. i keep up all the shit I'm doing or b. i change it. luckily enough i found a reason to change it and have.
im not longer a felon due to expungement and it feels good man
if you're young I'm definitely older than you. I won't take a guess and say much older, well just leave it at older. life is a bitch, its about making it do what you want it to do
>>672496091
also, alcohol can be just as bad if not worse as all the other "hard" drugs
>>672495640
wait, i read you wrong.
i didn't mean that someone who has no meaning to the world is more likely to use drugs, but that someone who doesn't find a meaning for his own existence is more likely to use drugs.
there's an important difference in perspective.
i wanted to correct that.
>>672493720
I would say at first, you feel drugs make you creative. In the long run they are a hindrance to me. Family guy hit it on the head imo, when lois and peter thought they were the best at some talent show or something and they were just screaming into the mic and being retarded.
>>672496573
i know, but it feels easy for me to quit whenever i want to.
i usually taper down (or whatever the verb is) every five or six days, then two days after that i come back again.
the truth is im just bored. i find no reason to keep sober all the time, i consider myself too intelligent for my professors (im studying criminology) and my classmates... i have an underlying feeling of futility all the time... that's my '''reason''' to drink...
>>672496649
man i still haven't found a meaning for my existence and I've tried a lot of different shit.
i dont do drugs now cuz i just don't want to any more. health, age, a reason to live.... so on and so on.
I'm catching your drift on perspective, but it all boils down to if you want to do drugs you're going to do drugs
it doesn't need meaning, it just needs a willing party.
don't look for a meaning to your life, try to find happiness in the moment of what you're doing.
for example, I'm going to school now for digital cinematography. is that what my life is meant to be or do, i have absolutely no fucking clue. but I'm enjoying it while I'm working through it and ill continue to do it till it doesn't pay the bills and I'm wasting my time.
>>672496573
>>672496952
correction: i dont just randomly, ingenuously, consider myself 'too much' for others like a fucking preadolescent. i am honestly a literal fucking genius compared to them.
its a reality that i try to fight everytime, yet it always remains. each and every single day, in the more general and the more specific, their superficiality and general unconsciousness hurts me...
this is completely impossible to understand for anyone in this board anyways, i should even be writing it, but fuck it, who fucking cares.
>>672496775
i feel ya /b/rother
Thanks fot the chat /b/ros. I have to leave but I really enjoyed this thread.
Godspeed OP.
>>672497347
i don't really fuck with people man, they bore me, they will hurt you, they will use you. as long as you fuck with yourself thats all that matters because in the end you're gonna be the only one to take care of yourself. you're going to be the only one that decided to use drugs or not, you're going to be the only one that deals with whatever happiness or struggle comes from it.
>>672497318
>try to find happiness in the moment on what you are doing
if i only could even do this, anon...
i've been into buddhism and tantra, if you know what that means. it means that i know what 'carpe diem' trully signifies. and its scary.
even my ego is deeply hurt.
dont do meditation. that's all i want to say to all anons. don't do it, because if you are intelligent, you will find a terrible sensation of emptiness that cant even be put into words.
keep yourself distracted, in a hurry, 'enjoy life in the moment' but dont completely stop. dont be too selfconscious. that destroys you..
>>672468860
Kek
>Only stole from stores never my Family / friends /even strangers.
>steals from store
>store owner is still a stranger
fucking faggot go od
>>672497789
>>672497318
i agree with you. thank you for putting things in a simple way, anon/s
>>672497799
yea i don't fuck with religion for real. its all organized bullshit to generate money from nothing. if i did fuck with religion it'd be hail satan. for that teaches one to only care for yourself over everyone unless they deserve it, never turn the other cheek, and give in to your carnial desires.
Did you buy drugs on deepweb ?
Have you got an idea of the price of pills for an european ?
Jesus
>Just gets here notice that op first started and got high at 4:02 am this morning.
Goddamn song you must be just floating along.
>>672497991
im not one of these faggots thats gonna come on here and project hate because i have nothing better to do. what is "fucking faggot go od" going to do, nothing. its not even gonna effect the user(OP) because he's gone.
you wanna talk about people that have no existence or meaning for life. those are the ones with it real bad brother
the come and project hate, which just goes to show that they really have a lot of anger and resentment built up. so they go through life(at least on here.) trying to use shock value to pull attention their way.
they most likely use drugs or will end up using them eventually anyways
>>672498131
i've also been interested in satanism, specifically the atheistic satanism of Church Of Satan. and i disagree completely with them. i find that its full of contradictions and its very superficial.
indulging in desires is someone that everyone does. it holds no merit, it doesn't mean anything. it is really sad.
also, a Religion about Satan is a contradiction itself.
religion, spirituality, is always about God.
Satan just means: Nature...
anyways, this is some metaphysical stuff that doesn't have to do a lot with drugs, so i will stfu about it.
Have you ever tried a not faggoty opiate drug ? Have you every tried mdma or lsd ? Too much of a pussy for a real trip ?
>>672498539
something'', not someone.
>>672467093
Honestly dude there's nothing you can do to help if he doesn't want the help. You can do an intervention or whatever but he's just gonna relapse. He has to hit rock bottom and realize for himself that he's gonna die. Just hope he realizes it before death looks him in the eye.
It's a sad story but one I've seen many times.
>>672498575
found the big deal guy
all bow down to our boss
>>672498539
You should know if you ever experienced it that spirtuality is not about god
>>672498539
>indulging in desires is someone that everyone does
actually a lot of people are raised to suppress those desires (which very well leads a lot of people to the path of drugs)
whether its to not masturbate, not have pre-marital sex ect ect ect.
religion is a fucked up subject regardless of the organization.
you gotta live for you, fuck what people tell you, fuck what the government tells you. just be a man(or woman) and own up to your mistakes and try to fix them and build a better life for yourself
always try to be in a better position in 5 years than you are now
>>672498868
Christian spirituality is. and the word Satan in 'Satanism' doesn't come from the egypcians, my friend. it comes from Christianity, where The Spiritual is opposed to Nature: the Other World vs This World, etc etc etc
anyways, nice b8 if it is the case
>>672498575
read the thread faggot
a lot of people have mentioned using a lot of other drugs
as well as op i do believe
however haven't heard from op in at least an hour
>>672499110
Not bait I just know nothing about christianity because all I ever heard about it is bullshit
You actually have a good point btw
Bro I have such a bad headache. I have been trying to taper off, and work at the same time, and its been hella. Where's a good place to shoot? Ive fucked up the normal spots and the crook of my arm.
>>672463437
I wonder if op still alive?
But I also do these drugs and support myself and my habits. Also go to NA, to meet new people lol
>>672499171
Well there's more than a lot of drugs out there, did OP said anything about psychedelic ? I really don't give a fuck about other shit-class drugs to be honest
>>672499733
thats rough man
how does that make you feel when you open a path for someone to relapse?
no judgment, general question.>>672492980
>>672499928
i think he said MDMA
>>672499967
I don't use around these people, nor do they know my clean time... It does suck, but you know what I hate about drugs is the isolation. So fuck being alone
>>672500298
my bad i thought you were saying you went to na meetings to meet people to score/use with
>>672500298
maybe its because i was a dealer, but i never have problems with drugs and isolation. isolation and not having friends and shit came when i stopped selling
>>672495090
sauce?
>>672500687
(not him)
its relevant cause
the boy stole the gun of the dealer and tried to sell it back to him. the dealer grabs it, looks at him, there's a moment when he considers the value of this life in front of him, and then does a favour to natural selection, as you can watch.
fast painless death
