Feels thread?
Feeling angry, alone, shitty about life, and nearly out of booze to boot.
i feel you anon... im like the ''black sheep'' in my family and i have friends but i feel alone... like Robin Williams felt... Rip Robin
>>672419732
What makes you feel alone, anon?
I'm feeling shitty over a girl. Thought she was different, but noperino; just wants to manipulate and use me like all the rest. :D
I don't have anything feelsy to post but I'm with you /b/ro. I thought I was over her but I can't sleep again because she's all I can think about.
Wish I could be his happiness
>>672420543
Fuck it, feels pics are cool. Feels music is good to post too. Here's a good breakup song for dudes (in4 gay af).
Needing/Getting by OK Go
> pic related
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MejbOFk7H6c
Feel ya anon. Life's a bitch, exploit the good things to theit fullest. Fuck anyone who says different
>>672420320
i love my family but i don't think i belong here... and i just had ONE friend people was thinking that we was boy/girl friends because we was so close but 4 month ago she gets mad at me when we are at her moms house, and i don't know why... she doesn't want to talk or see me... she was the only one that made me happy and made me smile. i hope that one day i see her and we become friends again.. people have backstabbing me and bullied me but she had my back and i had her
>>672421279
Can't place your personal happiness in a girl/boy. Shitty deal but it's true.
Maybe I'm just feeling cynical because this lesson keeps getting jammed in my face. I dunno. Here's my new wallpaper to remind me.
I met someone who i think could be the one...
Online. She lives in eastern europe. Im a broke useless fat fuck that cant afford my own place, let alone a marriage immigration
>>672420864
It's been two years since we broke up, I've been with several other people since then but it never works out because I can't get over her. She was everything I ever wanted in a person. She was perfect for me. I fucked it all up.
The song is great though.
>>672421713
Sounds like you need to get over her anon, no offence, you already know this.
I've got words I live by; a lost love is just like hate, it gets weaker and dies, UNLESS you feed it. Stop feeding it.
Delete the pics (who are we kidding, we both know you kept at least 1 pic of her smiling for a rainy day), stop going on her facebook/instagram, just cut everything that reminds you of her out of your life.
Still think about my ex sometimes. Dream if things had gone differently it would be better right now. Patch things up, crawl back to her or leave things be? I want some opinions from you all.
>>672422125
> patch things up or walk away
Nobody here can tell you what to do, we don't know you. But if you want honest opinions/advice, we'll need a little more story than that.
>>672420646
I know this feel anon.
I lost the one most precious to me. And you feel like you will never be able to love again. Not now or ever, not anyone but the one you lost. But in time the wounds heal, and you will find the one who will make you feel loved an appreciated.
Trust me.
I just went to a brothel and spent $170 for a 45 minute session. I was in and out in about 25 minutes. It was satisfying but I feel ripped off at the same time. I am glad I broke the 3 year dry spell though. I'm conflicted.
>>672421651
i know but i was suicidal and she gave me purpose to live, so i don't know, when i felt alone i could meet her or she could meet me at 3 or 5 am but now i don't have nobodey... i have you guys on /b/ but no one i can see and talk face2face. i always fighting at home and im 20 and haven't got a girlfriend yeat and all my ''friends'' backing of from my life more and more
More story, really just had amazing fun times together, but over time she and I grew distant of eachother. I jumped the gun and made accusations. Through that it was a fall of grace. Few months pass and a friend of mine notices we haven't talked much. Explain it to him and wants me to have one last conversation with her. Conversation is tommorrow.
>>672422715
You got your dick wet, and you've got one-up life experience on me. Never got a hooker... was she good? What did she look like? So many questions....
Why you conflicted? And what brought the dry spell on?
>>672422720
I think I might know your feels.... you feel like this girl was the one person you could always turn to, true love kind of thing?
I've heard of this, even thought I felt it, but it always turned out to be bullshit in the end. My logical brain tells me "people grow up" or "people change" but I still hold onto the lesson, rely on NOBODY.
Do you have anybody else irl to talk to? Why are your friends "backing away?"
I'm just not in love with her anymore. She's my best friend in the world and I love her to death, but I'm not in love. I fell hard for another girl recently who is perfect for me in every way and I want to be with her, but breaking up with my girlfriend means I lose my best friend, because I know she'll never speak to me again. So instead, I'm just pretending everything is okay and suppressing my feelings for this other girl.
>>672423026
>was she good
Yeah, she really fucking was. Kissed all over my body, sucked my nipples, blew me, fucked me, moaned and shit. She was a little asian with C cups, who couldn't speak english, but it was good. I went to finger her pussy but you can't do that because she sort of squirmed away a little bit. Fair enough.
>Why you conflicted
It cost me $170. I paid for 45 minutes. I was in and out in about 30 minutes. I barely fucked her for 10 minutes. I felt like once you come then you're not allowed to fuck her again or something because she made me shower with her after and cleaned both of us up and it was over. Got dressed and I left.
>What brought the dry spell on
Depression, anxiety, lack of confidence, not really trying to look for a relationship even though I want one. I don't use social media either. It was a good experience to have though. I might do it again one day when I have more money.
he he, ain't posted this in a while. It's a fucking novel, but good read.
> new tab, idiots
>>672422043
I know I need to get over her, and honestly I thought I was over her. But tonight I fell back into this state and I just can't stop thinking about her.
I haven't fed my need to see her for a long time until tonight I caved and just looked at the pictures I had of us together and I just lost it. She was my childhood sweetheart and I'd been with her for 5 years before we broke up when I was 19. I just can't cut that section out of my life no matter how hard I try. She was always there for me.
I just can't bring myself to get rid of the pictures. I never look at them, I just kept them hidden away. I only lost it tonight because I saw her when I was at the bar. I can't even afford to move away otherwise I would. It would make everything so much easier if I could.
>>672423535
Sounds like you'd benefit from getting out there. Do you still have friends? Go to a party, meet some girls.
Can't imagine hookers would be much of a fun diversion for long. I mean, really, how long before you just want to cuddle with a girl.
>>672420646
You are more than likely someone else's happiness. Hell, you could be mine.
>>672418926
Do you have the opposite gender of this? Where he does it for her?
>>672423642
Shitty deal man..... I dunno if this is an inappropriate question, but any chances of you two ever working out again?
>>672422284
I'm sorry you had to go through that.
Thank you for your words ^ ^
>>672423754
Yeah well obviously you're restricted with what you can and can't do at a brothel. I just wanted a fuck. I've been extremely horny recently and I've no explanation why.
I definitely want companionship along with sex though. Like when you look at porn it's just not the same. When you look at home made sex tapes online they're definitely a lot more passionate. I miss that.
>Do you still have friends
Yeah. I mean. Kind of? I don't get out much. I'm kind of always "that guy" that organizes everything and I'd never see my friends if not for me. It gets annoying being the only one to organize shit.
>>672421664
/b/ro, I bought/brought over an immigrant wife. You can do it, but it's worth it. Most of the time. But every day we have is a journey,
Use her as your inspiration and get it done- any way you can. She will love you all the more for it.
>>672422125
My advice? Walk. Because chances are, what split you up will never die, will never be forgotten, and you'll always want to know what she did while you were gone. And even if you find out, it'll eat you alive.
>>672422438
T.T
>>672424104
Do you love her?
>>672423326
i have hard to talk to people because my dad was abusing me from i was 6 till i was 7 so i cept in all my feeling and everything but she was the only one that i could talk to.. i met her true one old school friend. and from the first eye contact we started to talk and see each other every day in 3 years. i wanted to ask her to be my g friend but i was afraid to loose her so i cept it a secreat. (sorry for my bad grama i got dyslexy). i only have one friend but its har to talk about feeling so we don't talk about that stuff. im in depretion and people doesn't want to be around me cause they day might be fuckt..
>>672418926
Honest to god. I miss her a lot. I know it was just first love and that is why it stings so bad and I cant forget her. I know she misses me, but not enough to fight to get me back. She's with someone else now... I have gone a couple days without thinking about her. Those are the best days. Everything is good right now, but Im scared of the next couple of months and Im even more terrified of the past. Ive been living in the present for quite some time. I think Im better for it, but Im scared of crashing. Here's to 163 days since I got out of the mental hospital. I hope you can have happiness fellow b tard. I'd sure give you some of mine if I could. To everyone out there suicide is not an answer. It is giving up. Rage. Rage against the dying lights my brothers.
>>672423939
The two of us working out again is everything I want. But it will never happen. I fucked up and shut her out of my life when I needed her the most. Now she's moved on and found a new guy and has a kid. She's so happy with them and I'm happy she's happy. I just wish she could be happy with me again. But that will never happen.
>>672424390
Shit man, I do know your feels. Was similarly abused (beaten until left home). Grew overly attached to first gf b/c she was the first person I felt I could trust.
Do your friends really not want to be around you due to depression? Do they think of you as "the guy that gets upset for no reason?"
>>672418926
Right now I feel like the first box should be blank. Does something like that exist?
My main concern recently is women... No matter how confident I am or how confidently I approach them, there is always something unsettling about me in their eyes. I just want some fuck buddies... Feels bad man... I am fairly decent looking with decent cock and decent money. I just don't understand it sometimes.
>>672424669
Delete the pics. Running into her in a bar is a fucked up random occurence, but there's always other hangouts.
>>672424882
Just keep working at it anon, this is hardly the place to come for advice on how to be a pickup artist.
>>672424862
shit man.. that feeling is the worst. no i don't think so but it feels like they just want to be people that are happy (no one of them know my life story) so. my mom tries to make me happy when im down but i keep pushing her away, and when my lill brother want to be with me or hughs me i push him away to, its hard to be with my family because she (lets call her A) was like a family and not them
>>672424376
At this point? No. It's been 3 years and she has gained even more weight (she catfished me anyway) and always does the exact opposite of what she should do. For example, when I'm mad, I leave cuz I don't wanna hurt anything or anyone, but she chases me down and repeats questions, she know this only makes it worse, but she just thinks I'll never snap because she thinks she knows how my mind works. Idk, it was good at the beginning for what it was, but we are just in a rough spot. She gave me a beautiful daughter and brought over a son who needed a dad, so that's kinda the only reason I've stayed this long. Besides, I still owe shekels on the Visa immigration stuff. Basically, what I'm saying is the accent is hot and the newness is refreshing, plus the social bump of status when your gf/spouse will always be a conversation piece. Just make sure she is who she says she is, and you know how she is before she gets here, because it's a literal ball and chain.
>>672420539
jesus fucking christ...
>>672425689
Why didn't you try and settle down for a real proper wife? Someone that you feel compatible with? And fall in love? Why the other other option?
>>672425722
I know, right?
Even if it's bullshit
>hurr durr autistic works
It's still heart wrenching... makes me really want to adopt an animal on death row tomorrow.
>>672426049
I already had two wives... I needed a reason to live, since myself wasn't good enough, if that makes sense. I didn't plan on falling for my current one, we were net friends for a year before it got serious. The more I think about it the more I resent her, because I almost feel like it was set up. I dunno... I made my bed, I need to sleep in it I guess.
>>672426423
Fair enough man. You do you.
>>672423219
Fake.
>>672425021
I'm doing it. I'm going to delete it all.
>be me
>bi
>like this guy
>at a party last night
>start talking
>he says that no one would ever want to fuck me
>not a big enough (dic size) and heigh to be desiered by females
>not tall and skinny to be a sub
>>672426063
I know what you mean. I've been thinking about adopting a pet for awhile now. Knowing i could save a life by doing so is more than enough incentive.
>>672427413
Dude sounds like a dickhole anon, ppl always have negative things to say. Better to work on being a good lover than worry about height or dick size.
I love someone who has, in all likelihood, forgotten that I ever knew them. I fall asleep to imagined scenarios. I have for years.
I have spent my waking moments using them as inspiration to better myself, and I have for years.
It'll have been just over a decade of this before I am free from my obligations and may return home and do as I please. Before I can make my return to them, I must spend a few more long and lonely nights. I have throwing myself into this life on the inspiration they have given me.
I read something on here one about having these people in your life and choosing not to meet them later, as they may not live up to what you become after meeting them the first time... I honestly, don't know what to expect, but I know that given the gifts I have been so far, the experiences of the future will only enhance, or at least add some depth that I now want as much as I did that person.
>>672427786
like my dicks in like 5.4 in i don't think it's that bad , i was happy until the alcohol wore off now im really sad
>>672427716
I took In a stray cat, my kids and wife love him- we want more pets, but renting so we can barely sneak a cat by. But as soon as we get a house, yeah we are adopting hella dogs.
Maybe you can volunteer at the shelter, housetraining animals? An ex and I used to take in all the new cats, litter train them and get them used to being handled. We also took in new dogs for the same thing. We kept them for about a month before returning, it really helped the adoption rates, since they all had detailed personalities and skills already taught. And we got new animals weekly, it was a nice thing for the soul.
>>672425021
I did it. after two years I finally deleted them. I can't even get them back and look at them no matter how much I want to. I've acted like such a little bitch tonight because I just can't get over her. But thank you anon, you have been the one person I've talked to about how I feel. I just don't want to push the burden of my feelings on anyone I know because it's not their problem. But just thank you for this.
>>672428628
>>672423868
delivered.
All I want to say is thank you /b/ for always giving support when I needed it the most
I think my ex is trying to make me kill myself. It's working because I just want to die so I can stop feeling all the awful things he makes me feel, and so he can't hurt me anymore. I'm afraid he's going to seriously hurt me.
>>672430799
> awful things he makes me feel
> i'm afraid he's going to hurt me
Shit sounds kind of abusive anon, what's going on?
>>672430799
why don't you tell the police?
>>672430799
Well, all the power others have over us is only the power we give them. Slaughter their influence. Unless you're in love, I can't imagine how they have any sway
>>672431498
This.
>>672430799
Why cant you cut him out of your life? OR distract yourself?
>>672420539
>smell of carbon monoxide
colorless and odorless
this pasta is bad
The girl that I love trusts me enough to talk to me about how much she misses and loves her ex-boyfriend, who's a collossal mongoltard. Enough said.
>>672432325
Probably using denatured chemical. Same with propane; odorless and colorless but has a stinky gas mixed in so we can detect it.
>>672418926
in love with a girl
my friend also is in love with her
he is suicidal and believes she is the only girl for him so he will probably off himself if i try to do anything with her
on top of that the girl is my best friend and i don't think she wants to have any sort of boyfriend.
also I'm lazy and ugly
need some feels
>>672422438
This one fucks me up
>>672433961
Roger roger anon
>>672423606
Dude...
My personal favorite feels story
> For full feels play No Surprises by Radiohead (song featured in story)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u5CVsCnxyXg
>>672425174
This one hurts :(
>>672433961
My friend and I were in love with twins. He loved one and I loved the other. He killed himself this last November, and his story will never progress. His funeral, she wasn't there. She never knew. I have to live and have to choose now whether to not to tell her... make your life better. Treat those who you can right. Make other lives better. I'm sorry about your friend. I wish you could bot be happy...
>>672434554
I'm sz and that has caused me to lose everything and none understand so they just distance. I'm too afraid to go get help though.
Does anyone have the green text of the guy who danced with his girlfriend in the dark to "No Surprises" by Radiohead. They ended up getting into a car crash and she died.
>>672432140
Holy shit this one is making me tear up
>>672434719
YOU FUCKING ASSHOLE GODDAMMIT!
>>672435027
Here ya go >>672434315
Makes me cry everybtime
>>672434704
This brings feels I don't want to feel
>>672435125
My bad, thanks
>>672434718
so me... its true
>>672434675
thanks anon we are in highschool and I keep telling myself that I should just leave it alone, but every time I'm with her it's like I fall even more in love with her. So there even though it would be amazing if we both could be happy. The way it looks is that both of us will not really get anywhere with her, but we still are with her all the time.
>>672435140
Jesus dude....right in the feels
> 1/3
>>672431090
It's very abusive, he's spent the last 2 years manipulating me, gaslighting me, cheating on me, just everything he could possibly do to make me hate myself and to make me terrified of him.
There's honestly too much back story I'd have to tell for it to all make sense, but another is that a few months ago he told me that he likes to push me to suicide just to see if I'd fucking do it. I've spent the last 2 years in and out of hospital because of him, and he doesn't even know all the times I've nearly killed myself thanks to him.
I'm too scared to leave my house, I've only been eating half a small meal every 3-5 days for the last 5 weeks, I'm not sleeping yet I hardly get out of bed.. II haven't taken my meds in a few weeks either because I just don't see the point, and I've been missing all my support appointments because I'm too depressed and have no energy.
Fuck I don't even know anymore. I just want this to end, I want to die, i'm over everything, I can't do it anymore
>>672431129
Honestly, I'm too afraid that if I tell them and they get involved (even if they don't get involved), then he'll find out and he'll hurt me even more. I finally told someone who can kinda help though, I called my local domestic violence hotline on Friday night and the counselor I spoke to gave me a heap of info and advice. I also don't want to call the cops because I don't want to ruin his life and I don't want him to hate me... I have this stupid hope that if we just spend some time apart and get our heads on straight, then he'll change and he'll stop treating me like shit and he'll love me and everything will be okay again
It's so fucking pathetic, i'm pathetic
>>672431498
>>672431744
I still love him. Although not like I used to and not as much as I used to, there's still a big part of me that loves him. And a miniscule stupid pathetic part that thinks he still loves me, under all the abuse.
It's ridiculous and I fucking hate myself for it.
>>672435925
Post your tits, that might help.
>>672423438
This is the most depressing story I've ever read. No fucking happy ending.
>>672435925
Sounds like this guy is no good for you, anon. Patterns of abuse don't stop, there's no magic "he'll change one day"
Get out of there, anon, you already took the first step by talking to the hotline. It's time to move on with your life.
For those interested in how I feel about how things have been going, I don't.
>>672420646
Blue is a cuck
>>672436568
>le cuck meme
>>672435925
I've been there, years ago. I know have a wife and kids. I know it's shit, but the part when you start getting better is the part that makes it worth living. Suicide gets rid of the pain, yes, but also the joy. Any living after now means there's a hope for joy. And if you really wanna kill yourself, why not make someone's else better? Put an ad on CL, offer yourself up. Worse case scenario, you are a fucktoy, someone to murder, someone to cuddle; and that is someone else's dream. Basically, if you really wanna go, let yourself be used by someone first so your life isn't a total waste.Make your last week/month/year worth the life you're giving up.
Where do you think we are?
So lonely..need some friends to have fun. But I'm so shy that I'm scare to meet new people. And so thus i rot little by little within my ironically safe haven I call home.
>>672422111
Well that's bullshit. I'm in a healthy recipicated relationship but still awake.
I'll keep you in my heart
>>672436905
If you're in such a healthy relationship, what brings you here, anon?
>>672418926
Cringe
>>672431623
but the two of you will NEVER meet each other.
Why do people break pretty things?
Nearly a year separated and not a day goes by that I don't think of my wife. She's moved on, I haven't. Fuck.
Sometimes i feel like i don't have a partner.
Sometimes i feel like my only friend is the city i live in.The city of angels. Lonely as I am. Together we cry
>>672437799
Why haven't you?
>>672437898
I don't ever wanna feel
Like I did that day
Take me to the place I love
Take me all the way
>>672429612
kek'd
>>672437941
Because I still love her through everything. Because when I am up late alone in my one bedroom apartment she's all I can think about. Because the thought of her with someone else makes me want to not be alive.
>>672435140
fuck man... right in the heart :(
>>672438121It's hard to believe
That there's nobody out there
It's hard to believe
That I'm all alone
At least I have her love
The city she loves me
Lonely as I am
Together we cry
>>672438196
Dude, make a meetme account, a tinder, fuck randoms and lose yourself in pussy. Save your money, invest your money, prepare for the future. 'Cuz at your age (20-27) women are fickle as fuck. By the time you're older, 35-40, you'll have financial freedom and that will make you have full power. Women will be chasing you. And your wife will look at her shitty husband she doesn't fuck anymore and wonder why she left you. Don't let bitches get you down.
Sluts, sluts, I fuck sluts.
Sluts get fucked when I fuck sluts.
No if and's, and or but's. I fuck sluts.
I fuck sluts. Nice girls are nice but no good for nut-suckin,
You'll need a serene night to green-light a butt fucking,
But that'll be easy with sleazy old slut fucking.
Boo to the nice girls! Praise be to slut fucking.
I have a list.
A list?
Yes a list of all the sluts I've missed.
I've never fucked or sucked these sluts and thus my nuts are fucking pissed.
So when I fuck the lucky slut my nut removes her from the list.
Another dumb cum-bucket struck from my nut sucking,
Suck it slut, slut-fucking bucket-list.
Sluts can be white, black, brown, pink, or almond.
They can be skinny with big tits or skinny with small ones.
Sluts can be perky, preppy or posh with their brains and their clothes all shrunk from the wash.
But other sluts are pretty and funny and smart.
And they lift all your thoughts from your dick to your heart.
They can talk about science, music, or art.
They can put you together or they can pull you apart.
But don't trust these sluts, don't, don't you dare.
They'll force you to trust them and love them and care.
And then they'll be gone and then you'll be aware of that hole in your heart
That that dumb slut left there.
>>672438815
I love Bo, and this one hurts.
>>672428585
That is a great idea anon! I've always wanted to work with animals and i was going to do some job hunting in this coming week. i could stop by the shelter and see what kind of opportunities have to offer.
do you pay for all the cost for caring for the animals, or do the shelters cover it?
>knowing you will never take a cute teen's virginity
I am fucking sad because I am illegal in the US (came over here to escape from my bio dad because he was extremely abusive) I've been living here for almost 13 years. It sucks dick because I don't have enough money to pay for legalization documents and apparently there is a dead line. Shit sucks ass. We don't make enough in my house to pay for my mom's cancer meds. Life is futile. People say there's a lot to live for, but we are only thinking about our circle. Humans are fucked up. There's plenty to die for. I don't know how people aren't depressed as fuck knowing all the horrible shit that we do to each other and still not give a fuck about one another
>>672436471
anyone know who this is or where it's from?
i was never really able to forget her
i had this incredible relationship with this girl, we were like a match made in heaven, but i guess the opinion of her friends was more valuable that us, i guess i wasnt good enough beacuse i didnt fit her standars...
FOUR fucking years later, i find her walking in the street, four years, i now have a diferent life that is finally starting to smile at me, a new girlfriend that i love with all my heart, hell, im eaven taller than beafore...
i wanted to apologize, to say "i miss you", to talk like we were just friends, i wanted to hug her like beafore...
i turned around and ran away...
she didnt saw me, she was paying attention to her husband.
>>672435925
Love is fickel, unforgiving. You won't be saved. No one will... I'm sorry
I've had a few cases of girl problems, and I wanna share 2 of them with you guys.
Girl I loved fucked me over a few months ago, lied to me, and used me. I got over her but I'm still sorta depressed about it.
I met someone even better, but she lives 2 continents away, and she's always depressed. I love her so much but she's always depressed and shit. I just wanna be with her, man.
Fuck. Every girl I find is either depressed or she's fucked up and ends up using me
>>672432984
bruh
>>672438889
Fuck all of 'What.' is basically a feel thread... so much of his material is like a part of my life he saw. This one makes me hurt too, and the song 'From God' makes me get the feels too. He really is talented, and he knows pain.
/b/rofist.
>>672439041
We paid, but I have no idea what the regs are whereabouts you are. The shelter loved us though, and being a small town we were always treated nicer in the shops and whatnot.
Go for it /b/rother, it'll give you something you didn't know you missed.
>>672439370
Pretty sure he's a comedian with multiple limbs barely vestigial- hes handicapped but he's cool about it. I think. He's actually more like a motivational speaker, now that I think of it. 4chan made me think crips are humor now...
>>672419612
Damn this got to me
>>672422438
was gonna post this pic but seen you already did
THE FEELS THO
>>672440028
I'm falling the fuck apart rn tbh and Bo, while making me sad, makes me feel like someone at least understands me.
>>672433961
Holy shit I'm in a similar situation
>>672418926
>be me
>almost 24
>same gf 8 years
>Crazily cheated on her
>No friends
>noone but her
>Can't leave her cauyse we share dogs i know her parents my family know her... too much shit to just say "no , Your'e not for me..."
>>672439370
>>672440028
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6xUEg2WxGqQ
>>672437366
Is that really true? I am physically incapable of emotionally suffering. I literally can't be sad. I mean, I can't be any other emotion, but I can't be sad either. I have noticed hearing music boxes allows me to feel emotion. I have a tendency to do whatever I can to stop any music box that is playing. I don't like when I have emotions. The sudden realization that every single person you have ever met is now suffering from crippling depression, and it is all your fault, and you enjoyed it.
>>672440253
I hope you read my other post>>672434675
>>672440213
It's good to know someone that shares our pain can wear it with pride and get sheckels for it- you go Bo, we need you to win at life, if only to show us it can be done.
>>672440325
You forgot:
>is a pussy piece of shit
I feel like such a failure. My parents know that I have poor social skills, but occasionally bug me about getting a girlfriend. I'm a month away from being a 20 year old kissless dateless handholdless virgin. I've ended up in this situation because of horrible social anxiety. I'm trying to improve it, with some self help stuff. But 'im too depressed to focus on it and my mind is just a fog. I feel trapped forever.
>>672440349
I was wrong. Good show though m8, thanks for helping the other Anon.
Red 5 reporting in will proceed to dump
>>672440731
Aye no worries. He does a pretty good run here too: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vnKZ4pdSU-s
>>672440028
>>672440349
Thanks bros.
>>672438490
>mfw when that song is about heroin but its so emotional it makes me think of her
>>672440634
I'm sorry, mr. my life is perfect.
Fucking normie, why don't just go back to stacy and leave me alone.
>>672440701
How would you rate your looks m8?
>>672440759
>>672441023
good face but 5'5"
>>672441178
Isn't PB Immortal?
>>672441168
So? you're short. Accept it, embrace it. I'm 6'5" and people think I'm a monster, so I make jokes about it. They either joke along, see past it, or leave. It may bug you, but if you announce your flaws to the world they can never remind you of them. Make yourself desirable.
>>672418926
I've been talking to a girl for the past couple of days on FB that I have known since seventh grade.
yesterday she just outright confessed that she wishes I had asked her out before I left that highscool.
Today I was told by another friend that the day before that she was really fucking depressed because some dude turned her down.
Next day she wants me.
I tried to talk to her today, but that has been weighing down on my mind, so I started a convo, that was relatively short. I couldn't stop thinking about it, I didn't know what to say, it was hard to act normal. I eventually just told her I was going to sleep.
I tried to go to sleep actually, but now I can't sleep.
I feel fucking useless and pathetic.
I really like this girl, should I still go for it?
>>672441698
She's reaching out... take her hand /b/ro. Life is too short to wonder 'what if?'. Just message and say I can't sleep because of you. She will answer.
Went to a psychologist for the first time this week
Talked to the head guy at the practice and then a girl who doesn't have a phd but now I'm meeting with once a week. Head guy I'm gonna see every six weeks.
Both of them
Have always dealt with stress and anxiety problems.
Never seriously thought I was depressed until recently. No one would have thought I was.
I started thinking I might be, but I convinced myself I wasn't.
For months I told myself every day
"You aren't depressed. Just man up and deal with the shit that you get"
Every day I got sadder and sadder.
It got to the point where I felt empty inside
I don't mean that in any sort of metaphorical way.
My legs and my arms feel light as a feather.
Yet.
I feel like there is a lack of muscle tissue in my limbs and even though they are light as a feather. There are times when I can barely lift them.
It took both psychologists no more than 20 mins to tell me there was a good chance I had depression.
I don't feel like I can talk about that with anyone I know irl.
I don't want to be known as depressed, but every time I think about her it just gets worse.
She is my best friend.
I don't know what to do about it.
I convinced myself that I have a purpose to fulfill in my life. I have a good idea of where I need to go to reach my gold. I know how I can get there. In no part of my plan includes her, or any girl for that matter. I always just assumed I would be barreling down the highway chasing after my dream and I would find a girl while I was driving. I can't get her out of my head. No matter what I try.
Should I slow down for this girl?
Should I slow down for any girl?
Should I let myself get distracted?
>>672440253
yo I wrote the post you replied to
elaborate your situation. I want to hear.
>>672441430
I'm not sure. I'm two seasons behind and watched alot of that before quitting heroin so my memory could be better
>tfw texted girl from work who i was almost 100% sure was into me
>tfw no response
>tfw afraid i fucked everything up and things will be weird on monday
>>672440253
>>672433961
I'm in almost the same situation but I'm the person the you and your suicidle friends like, but I like someone else entirely who i know used to like me and feel bad for the suicidle friend. Can't wait leave all this shit behind next year
>>672442159
>until
>>672442253
What did you send?
>>672442317
nice one
I will always love her
>>672442491
>assuming your first love loved you back
>>672420646
cuck pics are not feels.
>>672423783
Maybe. Just maybe. But not right now.
>>672442473
Went out with coworkers friday night. She was there, we talked a lot, had fun, she gave me her number at the end of the night, told me to text her when I got home. So I did and we texted a few times then I said good night. Texted her a quick joke about something that happened that night and a simple "how's your weekend going?".
No response. Now I feel like I should have let it lie for the weekend.
Hey /b/, here's my track record.
Fucked 6 girls total
Had 2 srs gfs
1st one an heroed, sending me into a 4-year long depressive spiral
2nd one turned out to be a manipulative bitch who used me.
yay
>>672423606
Oh my god...
>>672443136
Try being a kissless virgin you fucking faggot
How the fuck do you guys worry about one stupid bitch so much that fucked your life up so much and doesn't give a fuck about you but don't care about those that care about you such as your mother? Fuck you guys.
>>672442491
I have just talked to a girl all night on kik who's username is got on a kiksluts thread. We hit it off and she was kind and awsome. She started talking about her girlfriend. She was a lesbian but I didn't care she was awsome to talk to. She said she and her gf are visiting her girlfriends brother in London because she hasn't seen her in a year because she was in hospital. I brush it off and think nothing of it. I ask for a pic and she sends a few olds ones and a new one. In each one she has bags under her eyes. I ask why and she says she can't sleep. She tells me more about her girlfriend and tells me how they met. She told me this sweet story about how they where friends since primary school then both came out in high school after her gf broke down and said she loved her. She has been here only girlfriend through her entire life. We talk more and she says she went to check on her girlfriend and she was sick. Tells me she worries about her alot. I asked her why.she is in remission. I say that sucks. Ask how old they both are. She's 19 and her girlfriend is 18. I can't stop crying.
>>672442946
And why not know?
>>672441926
I had something similar in mind.
Back whe nI left the high school she went to, I used to be always quiet, hearing me say something was kind of rare, which had it's bonuses to be fair. The last Summer I was at that school, I failed because I just lost motivation midway through the big test and turned it in in-complete. She also flunked the same test. Instead of holding us back, they made us do re-tests (thank fucking god) Before the tests began, we started talking, and eventually I asked her out, and she gave me her email so we could talk during the summer.
Unfortunately, unknown to me, my family had to move very soon because no monies.
we kept in touch, but we came to an agreement that LDR wasn't going to work out, so we kinda drifted apart. This past year, I went to visit some family, and while I was in the barber shop getting my hair done, she walked through the door and we had this holy fuck what are the odds moment, we said hi and went about our business.
Anyway, I'm off track.
After I left that HS, and her, I realized I should start talking more because it actually led to something good.
I'm going to tell her she's the reason I actually talk more.
and thanks for the reassurance anon
>>672423606
>>672422125
In a similar situation. My feelings right now are that I should probably just let it go. If she comes back to me and wants to talk things through, then great, but if not, I'm moving on with my life. Do you feel like your issues could be worked out or were the issues at a fundamental level that can't be helped? e.g. you weren't compatible
>>672443368
I've been dumping for the last while as I got here late. That picture would have been in the next 5
>>672422125
That depends, what drove you guys apart in the first place?
>>672430799
Fuck that dude my ex's dad showed me how to tie the rope the day before we broke up never give up kid it will annoying them way more if you do well in life
Officially out of booze gaiz. I dunno if I can handle the shitstorm of feels about to happen when sober.
Who else literally no friends here?
>>672443585
I thought I would contribute in some way. That one you posted really strangled my feels but I thank you for it in all honesty. It feels good remembering happy times when I was an innocent little fuck face hahahaha
>>672443995
Since 2007.
>>672418926
I'm one of the top students at my University, getting handed Scholarships hand over fist, told that I'll have my choice of Doctoral Program, etc.
But here I am. at 1:24am browsing this shithole again.
My family hates me, and I'm all alone.
I've only ever been too insecure about myself to enjoy being in a relationship, and I have very few friends. Alcohol and drugs only null the pain for so long. And then I'm here again - lonely and sad.
I just don't want to feel alone anymore.
>>672443995
Me. Recently broke up with my gf too. If I didn't live with my parents I would have literally nobody.
>Run a society at my university
>Even there, I'm kind of an outcast
>Other guy that runs it with me says how much hard work the society takes to run
>I jokingly say "What do you mean? I do all the work around here".
>Another member looks at me for a minute, then replies, "You do do a lot of work. People appreciate all your work".
Kinda sad that that's one of the nicest things I've heard in a while.
Aside from that, it's gotten to the point where I'm tired of people constantly coming to me with their drama (kinda ironic posting on here, I guess). A girl that used me, and then ditched me when my depression got really bad pulled my out of the aforementioned society I run on Friday to talk to me for almost two hours about her new fuckbuddy. I'm over the girl, but hearing that still hurt, and I can't quite figure out why.
>>672443518
You will either win or lose, anon, and in the end it doesn't really matter because we die eventually, within half a century we are forgotten, and darkness is out oldest friend we all say thankya. Just do it because you will always remember where this was one of the most important moment of your life. The anticipation you felt was the same feeling one would feel by bungee jumping, or skydiving- you know that you are consciously doing something that will kill you if any part of it fails- the risk and gamble, of tempting fate and gravity and height; you can die from this choice. Can you see the looks on their faces as they land? exhilaration? Joy? It means it's worth it, one or a hundred times, and thats where you're at- on the edge of the cliff, death before you, worse behind you. Leap off, m8. Do a flip.
>>672443995
friends that literally make me feel like shit whenever I'm around them. There was a period when I had none. I can't figure out which really is worse. With the people I have now I do so much for them. I buy meals, I look out for them, I do what I need to do to maintain the relationships I have, but they never reciprocate. They ignore everything I do for them. I can't tell them how I feel because I'm terrified of losing just one of them.
fuck you, /b/, get a dick
my gf dumped me on wednesday. since then all she's been doing is toying with my heart, giving me false hope. she asked if i was doing okay, she wanted honesty, i told her that i was far from okay, and she acted like i did something wrong for being honest with her. that was the first time i yelled at anyone out of frustration, ever.
>i miss you, sammy
>>672444015
Listen hear you fuck, I want you to know, wherever you may be, whatever you are doing, someone gives a shit about what happens to you, and would feel genuine sadness if you died.
>>672444015
I hear you on that. I miss the time before my foolish idealism was strangled by the practical realities of coexisting with the other humans. When love was pure, right was right, and we thought we knew everything...
>pic related
>>672443075
>>672442253
Any advice anybody?
>>672420543
The CO is produced by gasoline, since it is expensive to store. You do smell it. The Nazis used this too in their mobile chambers.
>>672418926
The love of my life I met on WoW maybe eight years ago now. Three years ago she disappeared. She said she'd be right back and never came back.
I know her name and town she lives, and my old phone has her number. I've wanted to talk to her so badly again. The only reason I still play WoW is because of the hope that she'll log on one day and I can talk to her again. I've been through four girls, and none of them compared to how happy a random made me. Fuck me, I miss her. I'm reminded of her everyday.
Help me, just tell me I'll see her and talk to her again.
I came to a realisation that I lack emotion anymore. I feel empty and like a machine but it dosen't make me sad. And don't stuff dosen't make me happy that much. I have less interest in family or friends. I don't know what I'm doing with my life but it dosen't phase me. I don't know why.
>>672444248
What should I do?
>>672434133
printscreen how do they work
>>672444871
text her or call her lad. Fuck it what have you got to lose. man up. If she cares she'll call back, if she doesnt get over it. But do nothing and nothing will happen. pussy faggot
>>672427682
>via 9gag
>>672444871
I know it isn't what you want to hear.
Chances are she isn't coming back.
She's gone.
She wasn't who you were supposed to be with. The girl you are meant to be with will miss you just as much if not more than you miss her. That girl is coming. I know it's hard to wait for her, but you will find her.
>>672444871
Go for it, text her, call her, just do something. every day you wait your chances of being with her dwindle further and further anon. Worst case if nothing comes of it at least you'll get some form of closure.
>>672444702
I like you. I'm a longer user than I care to admit, but these threads are nice in that they remind be of the /b/rotherhood that once was more prevalent. I've had a 4chan user pay my rent and buy me pizza when I was homeless. This is a community. It's just hidden under trap threads and pictures of dead babies shoved into assholes ( I will supply the pic if desired) keep it alive /b/rother
>>672444787
Just wait it out, dude. Women are notorious for putting guys off till last minute. Or maybe even asking gf's what they think. Women cannot make independent decisions.
>>672423219
Oh my fucking god I hate people like this
>>672444724
(sameanon here) THIS is exactly me. Not for my first gf, but in all honesty (my second) I really found the perfect one. I had a chance too. But I made a blind mistake and it is forever. I type every week to myself how much I miss her. I am probably just gonna leave that notepad document up if I ever an hero in the near future. Idk how to explain to you anon, that I actually feel close to you right now. You are actually there... No homo or nothing like that but, I feel happy right now. Thank you anon.
We've all had one of those dreams...
>>672445595
I miss the /b/rotherhood that used to be here. I miss the "community" we had, wherein everyone was an asshole, but we were all assholes that cared about eachother, because deep down each of us wanted someone to care about us.
>>672442375
until, whats wrong with that?
Good feels music
Blackbird by India-Jean Jacques (from Behind the Lights)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J3P9PjssgWg
>>672445307
>>672445482
I will, anons. I hope her number didn't change. I tried before but I forgot my phone's password, but I have one more phone I can try.
>>672445474
I would be able to deal with that if it was for the fact that she was talking about her feelings towards be before she just left. I told her about a month before that I just couldn't deal with the long distance, and that we have to see real people. I fucked it up. I fucked up what we had.
Me and Melissa.
>>672444702
(anon you replied to) Thank you anon. I honestly never feel closer to other humans than when I am in these threads. And unfortunately I rarely frequent these threads now. I'll screencap this thread so I remember you /b/rother
>>672446262
Good, also is there anything you've always been really interested in but just never had the time?
>>672440701
It's going to be ok. I know it doesn't seem like it now, but you're going to be ok.
>>672436153
shut the fuck up
>>672445831
I'm glad you are happy. Happiness is a temporary state that we spend the remainder of our lives in pursuit of. Those moments we do seize it are why we live. Please don't an hero, doing so would gaurentee that you never experience one of those little joys that make all the misery worth while. Life is long, and as painful a concept that may seem, it also leaves a huge window of opportunity for those little joys. Life is also unexpected, in that you never know when that joy may surface, whether it be a woman to share it with, or just a smile from a pretty stranger. You never know what is going to happen so why cut it short and steal that opportunity from yourself? I also identify with that picture. It was a hard truth I learned young, since her, I've had many relationships some good some bad. Even fucked a couple of good things up dwelling on her earlier on. That didn't stop me from finding immense joy later in life.
>>672432325
>being this fucking stupid
>not knowing how to google
>passing grade 9 and thinking youre top shit
"Carbon monoxide is odorless, colorless and tasteless. Sometimes when people say they can smell it what they really are smelling is the byproducts of the fuel that is burning, not the CO. These fuels also can cause a taste in some people's mouths."
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OkyrIRyrRdY
this song.
this fucking song.
since i was a kid i always associated rain with good times.
I hated going outside.
when it was warm and sunny all the kids would always go outside.
Rain and snow meant that all the kids had to stay in.
We could play video games, we could lay in bed, we could ignore all the smells sounds and sights outside.
The rain made me feel good.
I love the rain.
When I try to explain the way I feel about it no one really gets it.
All I need is a girl who could feel the same way.
It doesn't even need to be raining. We could just pretend it all the time.
Pretend like it's the weekend.
Pretend like there's no world outside.
this thread makes me all fuzzy inside, thanks guys
>>672446728
>>672446728
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=TyiQBGOI2FI
sing along , i know this is a sad song but it cheers me up every time
>>672446728
make me.
>>672439088
rape is always an option
>>672446554
Not really. I've wanted to take a trip across the country, that's about it.
I have a social life and I'm decently active. It's just that every now and then she comes into my head and kills me inside for a few weeks.
I'm getting worse and I realize that. I'm too scared to get help. I'm not sure what's real anymore. I think all of it is real, but I assume none of it is. I've managed to destroy every chance I've had at anything.
>>672446085
It's like there was sympathy until they heard the last part
>>672443408
That fucking sucks man.
>>672446971
>>672446073
Well said. We may be a part of an internet hate machine, but the machine cares for its own.
>>672446283
Not that it matters but I've put a pic up with most every reply although the anon you responded to is the exact kind of /b/ tard we need more of.
>>672440325
A girl that sees something in your cunty nigger ass, and you cheat on her? You're a fuckin asshole dude.
>>672447255
I know I might sound retarded but can someone explain the reflection one?
>>672422438
see shit like this makes me not want to be in a relationship or have kids. I don't know if I could handle it if this happened to me.
>>672447702
he didnt do it.
he wanted to do it but he couldmt muster the courage t ogo thorugh with it
>>672418926
Твою мать, как мне печалиться, когда мужик так из-за хера с ума сходит
>>672447702
Mental health issues
>>672447702
Guessing it's just a general "I'm alone baww" thing. Anon stares at him/herself in the mirror due to loneliness.
But I could be talking out my ass, that one confused me too.
Good thread guys, about to 404. Wish I could get drunk, nuther sleepless night, ha ha
>>672421287
Goddamn. I didn't even know I did this...
I wish I could have been his friend
>>672446930
(sameanon here) You know, I can happily, very happily actually, say that I will sleep well tonight. Thank you anon. You have legit made me really happy tonight :)
>>672448126
I can't feel sad for the autistic
it has been 2 years since i broke up with many people that made me happy, my girlfriend changed me for another person who wasnt an hour away from her
also i usually just overwork myself to sleep, over my desk.
>>672448697
Why autistic? One person died and the other was texting them during their grieving process.
>>672447384
(sameanon who talked about much needed /b/tard) I really really reeeaaalllyyy like that picture hahaha. And I couldn't agree more. I remember having that best moments of my life talking to my feely /b/ros
