Hows life without her /b/
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Hows life without her /b/
>>671566237
better, but very lonely.
She can't see that we're made for eachother. we are too similiar. but it hard finding another one like her, but i know i can. so, better but lonely for the time.
>>671566692
>>671566237
i have time to go out with my friends, time for myself to go to the gym, in general much better than before.. tbh i miss her a little but i must move on.
>>671567285
My GF of 3 years broke up with me yesterday. I needed this, thank you.
It hurts
They broke up for a bit and she told me he's never made her cum like I did and she's never been loved like I loved her. They got back together and are getting a house, he's got a well paid job, flash car and is boring as fuck. I feel bad for her.
>>671566237
Well i was the one who messed up and didn't admit my feelings to her and she left with another guy. Didn't talk to her for two months then a week ago she messaged me that he dumped her. I've been talking to her everyday trying to salvage what we had. Sometimes I feel like I'm doing well with her but then she tells me that she is a pathetic piece of trash and I should just forget about her. But then she calls me at night and wants me to just sleep by the phone so she can hear me breathe. idk what to do and I need some advice. Btw she goes to university 1000 miles away from me.
I just straight up need to ask her out. I just don't know how. Any tips /b/?
She's a stoner, laid back, but at the same time she's pretty nice
>>671568533
Hookah bar. Ask her to go to one then after take her on a walk through a park
>she's a stoner, laid back
just buy her some weed and smoke with her, when youre both high ask if shed like to be your girlfriend
>>671568796
Alright thanks anon
Still with her. Which means not enough time to just do me. Video games? Psh ..when she's sleeping. Fishing....Psh when she's working. On the plus I get laid and get head on the regular.
>>671568979
Rather be fishing
Its so lonely
OMG I have so much more money now!!!!
>>671566237
The only one I'm without is my ex.. And I dumped her 5 years ago after she fucked 3 other dudes in a drunken binge..
Now I'm with my current gf, bit over 3 years now.. While my ex is still a slag that no one but me was stupid enough to date..
So I'd say I'm doing fucking great..
>>671566237
never been a her
>>671568533
The second time I invited her over to smoke we fooled around. Smoke n' fuck buddy turned into best friend and gf of over two years. Just chill with her meng.
>>671568850
Wouldn't that be taking advantage of her in some way?
Depressing as fuck
>>671566237
Really fucking terrible actually.
shes 3 years older than me, married and has two kids. we fucked on a weekly basis last year but then just kinda stopped talking. just started talking to her again a few weeks ago and she told me shes in love with another man but still keeps talking to me. its driving me insane.
We were long distance so not that much difference until I go back to my home town. I generally rekindle my anger by reminding myself she was terrible at drawing boundaries with her friends and was going to be living with an ex-boyfriend.
Still stings though.
>>671569676
Fuck her, you dont need that trash
Just block her out of your life man, trust me
I left having her assurance that she won't leave me, especially in my time of need. I went to war, I watched two of my best friends die in front of me bleeding and screaming. I did nothing significant save for give children food that should have been their's if not for the sins of their fathers.
I came home a ghost waiting for the boatman to take me back to the world of the living. Instead, I find she found the comforting arms of another man. I spent nine months thinking about her; on my thoughts all the time.
She left me without a single thought of mind as to how much I meant what I felt for her. I fought through the pain and boredom and fear and exhaustion so that I could live to see her once again.
She left me without a word- not once.
>>671569860
which city is that?
Not even gf just a girl I liked we started getting close
On the way back from a club she looked a bit miserable, asked what was up but she didn't want to go into.
We carry on talking n walking and she just seems to get more sullen so I bring up what I think it was and she just stops hugs me and cries.
I'm just going shit sorry, shouldn't have brought it up etc.
She is then silent for the rest of the journey with me occasionally tying to fill the silence.
Night ends up with her saying just go home pick your shit up tomorrow
>>671568110
Why did you break up?
>>671570191
'Bout half hour south of London. Dilapidated dockside town that got shit-housed by the death of industry.
>>671570191
>>671570462
Unless you mean the painting in which case no idea. Just reverse image search, dawg.
>>671566237
It's been almost 4 years.
She was my best friend long before we even dated.
She knows everything about me she knows me better than any of my other friends/family.
I loved her with all my heart and she left because I loved her too much. We became friends again after that all happened. We were back to being friends again, really close, and I hear through the grapevine that she doesn't want to have anything to do with me anymore.
I was wiling to wait so she could have her college "fun" and then try to be together again.
That's life sometimes I suppose.
It's still hard.
>>671566237
I signed away my custody twelve hours ago. I actually forgot already!
There is no 'her'. There was never a 'her'.
Never got that close to anyone.
>met really nice gril
>8/10 looks, 9/10 personality
>see her quite a lot
>we bever take it any further than tbe odd kiss/dating
>we just felt right together but it never happened
Still wonder how life would be different if I was with her.
2nd:
>new gf
>7/10 looks, a bit lazy but still a nice girl, loved spending time with me
>huge tittys, was a virgin and I was her first
>her parents split
>she doesn't take it well
>breaks up with me
Wasn't super attached to her as we were together for only 5 months but fuck I miss those tits
Current gf is good, probably ranges from a 6/10 to a 7/10 but her personality is what makes her great, loves spending time with me, interested in my hobbies, super nice girl. Been together 1.5 years and haven't had any problems.
>>671566237
Shitty. Next question asshole.
>>671570631
No offense, but you sound exactly like the kind of clingy, needy asshole that girls run from.
>>671570631
That's some cringe shit
>>671570462
Oh, thanks
>>671566237
>mfw loyal gf
>>671570782
Wise
>>671567793
I feel you mine broke up days ago.
But that post I want to break and cry but I just can't I can't feel anything past emptiness...
Am I lost already?
>>671571087
Just turn out all the lights, stretch out on your bed, and listen to My Chemical Romance for a few hours.
>>671571026
They're loyal until someone "better" comes along and gives them the tingles, at which point they can't so say no to the attraction.
>>671566237
Turned out just fine once I got over the sadness. I still think about her every now and then, but it was a long time ago, and I moved on. I think I ended up living a better life actually because of it.
>>671571284
But I don't want to be reminded
I don't want to go through this again
Broke up with girlfriend of 3 years about 5 months ago, still not been with another girl, don't know what to say anymore
>>671571320
>>671571087
>>671570782
>>671570631
>>671570416
>>671568139
>>671566692
ITT: Junior high school puppylovers.
>>671571026
>mfw no gf
>more vidya
>no bullshit feels
>no worrying about cheating
>profit
>winrar
>>671566237
Eh. Wouldn't be as bad with her probably. Haven't seen her and physically talked to her for 10 years. I talked to her once 5 years ago online. She apologized for a being a shitty person. Then cut off all contact. I was actually pretty happy she apologized, told me she saw my favorite band, still thinks of me on my birthday but the knife was planted right back in my brain when she stopped talking to me after that. I think I'm mainly unhappy because my life has always been shitty.
>>671571464
The pain is usually a sign that you're getting over it dude, it's just gonna suck for awhile, and you'll do some stupid shit for awhile but you'll be alright
Oldfag here. There will be other bitches. Some of them will good, some of the others will just be new cunt to break your heart. It'll never really go away. Once you're stuck in the cycle, you're done.
>>671571917
thank you anon that was what I needed maybe I can get over her and getting my life started without her
>>671571087
This how it normally goes after a meaningful relation ends
>Girls
feel really bad for a bit straight away, will go crazy for a while (getting drunk on "girls nights out" every weekend etc) but get over it fairly quickly.
>Guys
feel alright at first, as your instincts is to continue on and get on with life as normal. After a period of time, maybe up to ~2 months after the breakup, it finally hits you like a fucking brick. That's when you hit the low point and can heal afterwards. Meanwhile, by this point the girl is 100% fine with a new man or just enjoying the thrill of seeing/sleeping with new guys
>>671572389
How long were you guys together?
And who broke up with who?
>>671568533
Where you from nigga?
>>671572740
3 years
she with me
because with had alot of fights about silly stuff
>>671567793
mine is about to break up.. just sitting here, drinking and not knowing how to handle the situation
Started dating at 23 years old(last year, october) because i was fat and had no confidence. Went on a diet at 22, lost about 40 kg(90 pounds). First girlfriend was this fat ugly bitch nobody in his sane mind would even touch. She is a virgin. Netflix and chill while on period, she didnt wannna fuck so she gave me a wank. Didnt fuck her. 1 month relationship, she broke up with me because i wanted to make it serious, i didnt want just a kiss/touch buddy. Depressed 1 week, 1 month heartbroken. 2 months pass, i take a girl out 3 times, we kiss, then one day she calls me to go to her cuz she's got the flu. We dont fuck cuz she's sick, we end up watching a movie, i go back home and she breaks up with me via texts saying she was thinking of her ex while she was with me. My love life sucks, i have no idea how to make a girl like me. Started dating another girl, took her out 1 time had a nice conversation but didnt do nothing. Whish me luck, /b/...
>>671572469
This is 100% what happened to me when i broke up with my ex holy shit, I'm back together with her now, originally she wasn't interested and wanted to have her college fun phase.
>>671569676
Where's this happining anon, I got a buddy who's in the same boat
>>671573051
Any stories?
I'm listening
>>671572895
Vancouver, Canada ?
We were only dating a month, she broke up with her long term bf (who was fairly toxic, but not all that bad I realize now), and I started dating her shortly after. We had great times together, and she always talked about long term things with me.
One night I was planning on coming over after she got off of work, turns out she didn't go to work. She stayed home and drank with a "friend" of hers. There were signs I noticed that she probably cheated on me, but I tried to ignore them, and she denied them. I tried my best to just ignore them and try to put trust in her. 3 days after that night she cut communication with me altogether, wouldn't respond, so I finally broke it off. She didn't seem upset or anything, so I knew right there that she had cheated on me.
Even though we were only together for a month, she was the first girl I had tried to pursue in more than 8 years, and probably put too much of my emotion into it. It's almost been 3 weeks since, and I'm not really sure how I feel. I feel better since the guy she cheated on me is some fuckboy highschooler, and I guess she's currently "dating" him. It just shows how immature she really is, and I'm not really down with that. I still think of her but my feelings are fading and life is getting brighter.
All in all, guys, don't trust somebody who has cheated before, or else you'll probably end up getting hurt the same way I did.
>>671571670
as a 28 year oldfag, with a few relationships and a fair amount of hookups, girls relationship/sexual mentality really doesn't change. That song "highschool never ends" is 100% true.
My last 27 year old hookup, who "loved" her BF, was always going on nights to the same places knowing id be there, flirting with me, getting touchy etc. ALL on her side, i generally just ignored her... but that just seemed to make her even more attracted to me. We ended up banging when she had a "break" with her BF, who are now together again.
Point is, girls act on their attraction just as much, or even more than men. They're (generally) more emotionally driven and some just can't help themselves. Doesn't matter if they're in a relationship, they don't seem to have the same willpower to just ignore attraction to others the way more guys can.
Not saying all will "cheat", but that depends what you consider cheating. More will be subtle, not getting physical but will allow emotional attraction to build up between them and another guy - i.e lining up a new guy for when/if the current one ends. Shitty but that's reality.
I fuck so much right now, like: multiple girls each week. Still miss her almost every day though
>>671566237
Eh, could be better, could be worse. I'm finally losing weight, my job is better than it's ever been, I was finally able to buy the kind of car she would never "let" me. On the flip side, she was a great person, and for all the toxicity of our relationship, we really did complete each other in a way I haven't found yet.
Almost 2 years though, it's getting better. Fuck her, she was a cunt.
>>671573666
texas
>>671573666
>>671573564
>"she wanted to have her college fun phase"
Read
>She wanted to sleep around and take 30 miles of dick, while you were her backup plan
Shoulda had a backbone man and not allow her to get back with you. You pretty much got cucked.
>>671573689
no real story I would want to share besides that one funny thing that happend to us around last new year
I was by her place with her family and it was late and we thought everybody was asleep and started having some time together and suddenly her mom bursted through the door and started talking with us as we were doing it but left after a short talk of 2 min while I was in her
funny thing her mom didn't noticed it maybe because it was dark and already really late or the blanked saved us either way that was quite funny
Shitty to be honest. Moved out of my house about two months ago after she asked for some time and space alone- about two weeks ago she told me she started divorce papers online and does not want to try to resolve things. Meanwhile I'm in a one-bedroom apartment alone while she drives the new car and lives in our three bedroom house and she even kept my dogs.
>>671575364
>she even kept my dogs.
Murder her.
Not life...
>>671575364
Don't you love how women can destroy your life just because they get bored?
>>671575575
That's the worst part anon, we were together for eleven years and I still love her.
>>671568533
>Stoner
Easiest shit ever.
Get some weed. Spend a few days of legitimate friendly smoking and chilling with her. Then one day get high with her until you can't see straight and stick your tongue in her mouth.
That's how I fucked my best friend of 12 years, she swore she'd never have sex with me and here I am 4 months into a relationship (albeit I think it might be failing slowly).
>>671568979
Same, if weren't for the children I'd be looong gone. Gotta look after them so they don't grow up and fucking rob folks.
Then, I'm out and traveling the world....alone.
>>671575880
I hate this mentality (the picture, not you anon). It's such fucking bullshit. "Just keep going through your routine and you'll wake up one day with a tumor of hatred for that person that balances out the empty feeling you have without them."
Fuck. That.
"It" doesn't get easier. You do. "It" doesn't get better with time. You do. Time does heal all wounds. You take time to heal yourself.
All that "time" does is remind you of how long it's been since you felt happy with that person. Fuck that. Get out there, hang out with friends, take up a new hobby, clean up your house, exercise and get in shape. Don't wait for time to heal you, go out and be a better motherfucker than you were day the before, and tomorrow you're gonna do the same.
Then one day you won't wake up and realize you don't miss that person anymore, you'll wake up one day and be too fucking good for them.
it's been 5 years anons
>9/10 cosplay chick I went to high school with
>a little crazy (obviously)
>she breaks up with her long term bf. We reconnect when we are both home for the holidays
>she comes and visits me at school. I'm lonely but decent looking engineer.
>ohwhatafeeling.mpeg
>high on life, visit her a couple times.
>end up giving her too much attention, essentially go beta and loose spaghetti
>stops talking to me
Fuck I'm an idiot. Never really had a chance to be anything because of the distance, but when a 95lb half filipino chick asks you to buy her a tail plug and cat ears for a three some with her friend, then you dont get to and have to cancel the order... that shit can make a man hollow.
>>671576466
>Time does heal all wounds.
FUCK. Should be:
>Time doesn't heal all wounds
>>671569676
Yea get the fuck away from her as fast as you can anon. Bitch is toxic, take it from an oldfag and flee.
>>671566237
lol fag
I left her three months ago. She turned into a hoe shortly after I left so I wouldnt be surprised if she was doing the same when we were togther. She tries to act like nothing happened, but I shut her down if she tries to make any form of contact. I think it hurt her. She didnt expect me to be so happy without her. I have a new job, new friends. Im into sports again and having a good time. Just living it up. She looks hollow and cold when I see her. It's a great feeling.
>>671570034
That's what bitches are made up of anon, stay on the path.
It's not so bad. We still hook up from time to time as I'm apparently her best fuck (rubber of course). Get to meet random chicks online, so far none have been as cool. Oh well.
>>671566237
Get in here dude, feels chat if you're up for it - Dog
>>671576844
Who hurt you?
>>671576466
Thanks. Everything is still so fresh I go between anger and extreme sadness. Just been watching movies and drinking every night. I'm going to talk to a lawyer I guess based on advice from my brother and friends, but this is one of the hardest things I've ever been through.
>>671566237
well if I painted me it would be in ashes, and other people sound kinda like static noise.
5 years of relationship, ended because I chose to stay abroad and she wanted to stay in homeland (Which sucks economically) to "fight the market" as a fucking psychologist.
It is 6 months as of today, most of the days roll fine. The worst is when I dream of her. She was the only woman I was considering marrying at some point given that she would make sane career choices.
It was either give up my dream as a researcher, and stay in pleb country but with gf
OR
what I am doing now. Since I have not reaped what I've sown yet it feels like I'm stuck. there.
>>671576844
Who hurt you?
> captcha = tricycle
>>671566237
3 weeks until she returns back to me from London.
>>671568139
Similar situation here.
My girlfriend broke up with me for a variety of reasons, she's unstable and we couldn't agree on anything/I was getting very insecure about her actions. Just be her friend for now, if you enjoy her in your life and like to hangout with her do it. Don't do what I did. Dont fuck up man, because once she's gone she's not gonna come back. Savor the moments with her, dont get back together because long distance is a fucking nightmare, i went through it. But be with her for now
>>671577174
The best advice I was given during my last breakup, and it really did work, was to not be alone. When you're alone, especially if you add alcohol in, you start to make questionable decisions. You think "Maybe I'll text her..." and shit like that. Go hang out with your friends, go to the movies, get out of your house and go do something. Just something that gets you away from your usual routine and around supportive people that are your friends. If you don't have any, find some. Go take a class, go on a group hike, whatever it takes.
Good luck /b/ro, shit sucks and I wish I could say it will get better, but it won't for a while. So just focus on making yourself healthy. And definitely get a lawyer.
>>671576893
how do i join using the pic?
>>671569860
Similar to me man, made me angry because of her actions and they made me insecure.
My wife is leaving me after 21 yrs my life sux man
>>671577794
If you have a second screen... and you scroll down at the main page
>>671578023
Fuck you, you're getting a second chance.
Saddle up your ballsack anon!
>>671566237
Life is still the same.
gf of 5 years to the days left me five years ago as of the 9th of feb. Was going to marry her... instead my supposedly best friend stole her and was fucking her behind my back. I went into the hospital and lost the love of my life. FUck it sytill hurts
>>671566237
For every good on you lose, there's ten more good ones waiting for you to get your shit together and go out and meet them.
I dated that girl for less than a year. Lost her because I was young and dumb and didn't appreciate her.
Took me almost four years before I could move on. Finally did and she walks back into my life. Biggest mindfuck was that I was finally over her and didn't want her back.
Girl I'm with right now could be my wife in the future, I'd put all kinds of babies in her. She's awesome. I'm going to leave the state and go work elsewhere pretty soon and she's going to go to medical school in a different city/state. So we're going to break it off because long distance is stupid.
However, I want her to know that one day, down the line, I will want her back in my life, but I won't pine for her until that day. If we cross paths again, we can do it again.
It would be worth it.
>>671577632
Thanks anon. I have schizoaffective and anxiety disorders so that makes it hard to meet new people. Most of the friends I had were our friends together and quite a few stopped talking to me. I'm trying but right now nothing makes me feel better.
I mean i took mine's v-card, lol she went all god fag on me and decided to not fuck anymore, knowing her since she cant decide shit i feel like she'll either be a nun, or take 12 inches of soul pole in her butt xD
>>671566237
Yeah it's not going gr8 m8...
Just got fucking unmatched on Tinder by my chosen one because I asked her to suck my dick and then she said we've to meet first...
I was like well fucking obviously you're hardly gonna suck me off online are you? dumb bitch
>>671566237
better and better
I had a chance some time ago and I blew it as I usually do, now we barely even speak
that broken chair tho...
>>671566237
Better now that I won't have to wonder wich one of my friend she will try to fuck next.
I think about it everyday, she just laughs at me now. Its been years and it looks like its never gunna go away no matter who I fuck or what I do. It just doesnt stop.
>>671578489
Where do you live? If you're in Colorado I'll come hang out with you.
Try taking a class of some kind. That's social interaction that both you and the people you're with are forced to experience. Make sure it's a social experience too, go outside your comfort zone.
>>671579368
Hahaha
Shit you one of the cucked bfs yeah?
I feel bad to this day for ridin this lads girl, told him after and he didn't dump her.
Fuck, took me 2 weeks to tell him to drop the slag because I felt so sorry for him.
>>671566237
> Bazooka
>>671579551
> If you're in Colorado I'll come hang out with you.
They be hanging around Colorado, 2 boys with emotional past.
Someones gonna get fucking raped
>>671566237
She died in a car accident
>>671579735
You got a purty mouth thar boy
>>671566237
billions of other girls out there m8
>>671571799
(same guy here)
>mfw gf
>don't waste time on vidya
>comfy feels
>no bullshit cause good gf
>yfw the west collapses even more and no loyal gf
Only chick I ever had the same waveleangth with had to toxic ex gfs and developed a fear of emotional bonds. In the end she was searching for my flaws and tried to prove that I am the same shit as her exes. At least she gave me the impression that if you find your girl early enough before she gets fucked up a relationship might work. She must have been cool in her 20s
Until then the only guys who told me they beliefed in relationships were totally ignoring their gfs obvious shortcomings and how they weren't valued by their gfs. Then after the breakup they whined how all women are shitty and just went full retard for the next one they got
>>671579835
Topkek thanks anon
Meh, essentially the same as before I met her, kinda miss her tho
>>671579551
Thanks anon but I'm in Texas.
>>671568139
If your still here: move. Go to her. Otherwise you'll regret it always. Your young. Get the fuck out
>>671579587
Well, we never really got back together, and the other guy was also looking for more than casual sex.
I pity him, I knew this would happen eventually but for him that was a surprise, and from what I heard he's in a pretty bad state now.
Being alone doesn't hurt so much anymore. I'm used to it and I have lots of fairly healthy coping mechanisms.
But the thought...of her...rejecting me...and then...having sex and sleeping with another man...is insanely painful.
>>671578438
You seem mature enough to handle that agreed break. I just hope you don't look back on life and regret it when you never reconnect.
I just don't give a fuck. There's always others to go play with.
(Personality disorders are sometimes a positive. Antisocial, Misanthrope, Borderline Psychopath.)
Very little bothers me.
>>671574197
Her name Sarah?
>>671582637
Nope
But Sarah sounds like a cunt, too.
I could have asked her out a few years back in 10th grade but I was too much of a pussy. Now I regret it every night
>>671574197
Her name Michelle?
>>671583261
Nope, but close.
Why are we playing 20 questions again?
>>671583221
Why worry about the past and a future that never happened and may or may not have ever come to fruition?
>>671583370
Was his name Michael?
>>671583638
Yes, you figured it out. She was a cunt, but her name was Michael and she was actually a man.
How did you crack the code?
>>671583817
You're always posting in trap threads brah. I pieced it all together.
>>671566237
She's an ex H junkie. Just got arrested for weed and violation of probation. She's in jail right now. The whole situation is a mess.
He story is she was picking up a bag from her ex-bfs place and the cops were there. The same ex who got her started on H.
It all smells like bs. idk if they were fucking, she was getting drugs from him or both. She denies it all of course. At a loss of what to do, senpai.
>>671584235
I don't hang around trap threads real often, they get boring real fast. I mostly stick to the fur-fag threads.
>>671584426
Dick rate threads*
>>671584326
Fucking hell, are you serious? She's a deadbeat and I can't fathom why you're still caught up on her... Unless you're equally as scummy as her, then you're perfect for each other and can have that junkie Disney love story you always wanted.
A fuck of a lot better. She was a parasite, and a cheating skank. Miss not having sex though.
>>671576893
General feel chat, and general chat for those interested, feel free to join. Don't lurk - Dog
>>671566237
she's living 121 Km away from me
she's perfect for me
so many things in common
we met last summer
spent 5 days together
only after we were separated I realized how perfect she is
we chatted about a lot of stuff since we both came back to our homes
she might actually be into me
just waiting for her to be online to talk to her again
I think I love her
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d82zxqZHUo8
song very much related
>>671566237
Horrible.
Fucking horrible.
>And it keeps getting worse
Amazing
just walk past eachother like strangers
>>671583541
I know
I don't spend all day thinking of it just from time to time
My present is shit so that also has to do with it
She was a slut and didn't appreciate the things I did for her. At this very moment she's either dead from slitting her own wrists, or passed out on the floor of a filthy nightclub covered in cum. Either way I couldn't give a fuck, I'm glad she's gone.
For fucks sake, it's just vagina. There are 3.5 billion of the smelly things on the planet. Pick one.
>>671566237
damn hard. i miss her every day and just wish i could go back in time to when i could actually do something about it.
>>671585166
Hey man trust me it sucks at first but it for sure gets better. My ex cheated on me a month after my dad died and a month after that in a drunken depression crashed my car and was charged with an ovi. If that didn't tip the iceburg i nearly over dosed on opiates three months after my sentencing. It was after that moment that i had to stop and ask myself what i was doing with my life. So here i am now I've joined a gym, quit using drugs, and just started hanging out with my friends/making new ones. I still am depressed for the most part but just give it time and it'll start to get better.
>>671584875
I like drugs too, but I've never touched any drug like H. Anything that can be shoot up I avoid.
I agree, I shouldn't be stuck on her shit. I'm just lonely. Not the tfw gf type. I'm 28 and have had plenty of gfs. idk man, fuck me.
Shes good looking, but definitely not the best I've had. Her personality is actually pretty good. I think thats why I like her, because my last gf was 10/10, but absolute shit personality.
> be me 2 years ago
> 18 kissless virgin
> homeschool highschool senior w/e tf that shit was, all I really knew was what classes I was taking
> homeschool umbrella group has prom bc "it's an important life event everyone should have"
> tfw no gf or crushes bc mostly lonely social recluse
> decide to go to dance practice anyway
> tfw everyone there apart from my best friend fat or ugly or just the autistic level of anti social brought on by the types of parents who homeschool bc they're controlling and shit
> dance practice goes ok, first partner was a bitch
> "gentlemen introduce yourself to a new partner with a bow in the next 10 seconds"
> fuckfuckfuckfuck all these bitches fugly
> turn left, pick hottest girl, "hi my name is anon, would you like to dance?"
> "sure anon" bemused smile "I'd love to"
cont?
doesn't matter I'm writing it, get it out of my system
>>671587163
Two years since it has ended soon, and no sign of anything even remotely better.
Deep into drugs again, and I don't intend to stop.
She was the only reason I got clean.
Without her, life is too boring. Need drugs or otherwise I'd have anhero'd a while ago.
I also really fucking wish I had more than 3 cigarettes and that rent wasn't due tomorrow.
I live in a whirlwind of indifference while I observe all of the world's failures and my only option is cruelty shes a joke and I should have offed myself
>>671587454
There's plenty of fish in the sea, so why the fuck are you fishing off the coast of Jersey?
Find yourself a better girl, man. Anyone who gets arrested for violating parole by going over to her ex's house is not someone who is worth your time.
>>671587538
cont, I'm drunk and need a story to read
>>671588357
You're right. She called me from jail yesterday. I pretty much told her we're threw.
I know its the right thing to do, but a part of me is still stuck. For the past 2 years I've only gone maybe a couple of months with a gf.
Which is really odd, because I mostly like to keep to myself. I just really hate going without getting laid consistently.
>>671587538
> actually look at grill foreals
> 7/10 for sure, would be more if she didn't have weird gay hair and all this makeup
> grill be short, 5'3" medium length light blue/dirty blonde hair wtf was that shit
> me "so what's your name"
> lets call her sarah "my name is sarah"
> dancing instruction shit happens, tfw I'm actually good at it holy shit
> movements similar to martial art I do
> tfw shit at talking to people esp girls, but generally charismatic and funny
> tell some jokes, she laughs
> she carries most of the conversation, all that shit about schools and uni etc
> "so anon what games do you play?"
> retard mode activate
> "you mean sports? soccer, martial arts"
> sarah laughs "vidya"
> what
> grill gamers????
> fukkin jackpot
> me "I like a lot of indie games, cave story, aquaria, but also some multiplayer stuffs. I ladder in starcraft a fair bit"
> sarah lights up "omg starcraft is my most favorite game!"
>>671586138
This
>>671588947
> whelp "I've only played the second one tbh"
> she talks about the story to sc1 and brood war
> tfw dancing and listening is hard
> talk about tv shows
> scoping out her character, I'm in this for the long run
> she's super christian, makes sense, most of the homeschool group is, wait shit I am too right
> ask her for number after dancing is done done
> sarah super embarrassed
> does cute thing where she looks down and rubs her shoe on the back of her leg, grabs neck, embarrassed shit idk
> "um, yes anon but um, my parents are really protective and well uh..you have to text my mom first and ask her if you're allowedtotalktome"
> w/e man, first experience with girl, shit like this totes ok with me
> "aight" text - 'hey sarah's mom, my name is anon, I'd like permission to text your daughter'
> wise man once tell me parents are like local deities, you make sacrifices to them with homework and chores, they give you shit, you pretend they rule the world, they don't shit on you etc
>>671590058
Well??
>>671580084
winrar
>>671587661
My money situation still hasn't recovered both from the court fees, and the fact that i paid for literally everything because she refused to both get a job, and get a license. I also had to go to A.A. meetings and group therapy sessions ( court orders) and for the most part they were all bullshit, but some of those people genuinely cared about making others feel better and were pretty inspirational.
>>671590058
> text back from sarah's mom
> 'sure anon! thanks for checking in, it shows respect of boundaries.'
> tfw I have rape fantasies and have already thought about doing shit with sarah
> fast forward
> texting sporadically, about basic shit
> she invites me to her bday party
> sarah turning 16
> uwotm8
> "can you come to my bday party anon??? it'll be really fun, it's Hawaiian themed! Coconut bras encouraged, I'll be wearing one :D"
> ohhhhhshiiiiiiiiiitttttttt
> she may be 15 - 16 but she had tits for surrrrrrrrreeeeeeee
> jerk to coconut bra porn that day /b/rothers
> "I would love to go sarah but I'm all like, shy n stuff :/"
> "it's ok, my friends are nice, and there'll be food and puppies!"
> her family breeds puppies, has a new batch of the cute buggers
> they're like giant fuzzy beans
> oh shit what present to I give her
> wait, sister makes clay dragons, "hey sis, can you teach meh?" 'sure anon it's fun'
> make sick ass fucking amazing clay dragon
> will try to find pic
>>671591112
Damn i was so close
I do still miss her and think about her daily, but I know that she's gone forever. She cheated on me with the person I was most insecure about. I wasn't a perfect boyfriend, but I certainly didn't deserve that.
My social life was totally linked to her, and with her out of my life, it was gone in a flash. Things were shitty and only got worse by me getting diagnosed with cancer. Turned to alcohol to cope. Dark times. Bad thoughts.
Luckily, having something horrible and life changing provided opportunities to meet people and get active again - albeit I had to be coaxed and prodded into doing these things. Serious antidepressants certainly didn't hurt either. Now I'm cancer free, have an awesome hobby, and went on a few dates. Life isn't always shit, Anon.
just not the same... but nudes dont let me forget the desire....
Its been almost 3 years anon
>feelsbadman
Also checkem
>>671570034
I love you bro.
>>671591252
Indeed :^(
>>671591112
Pretty much laid off for 2 months here (job requires good weather), under debt a bit.
I also blew a huge amount of money on ex.
She rarely ever spent something herself.
Also forgot to reply on everything, but I don't know tfw getting cheated on.
And it's good you're getting with your friends.
Mine have stopped caring (what I considered best friend had her birthday party, didn't invite me).
Literally have 0 friends, and it sucks.
>>671566237
its gonna be alright
so long as I have oxy, heroin and music
> make one shitty dragon and learn all the mistakes
> make this guy on my second try, bake it, paint it, found shiny bag and tissue paper. this is one of her pics, my pics not on comp unfortunately
> this present gunna rock her socks off
> "oh hey anon umm, kind of awkward but uh, all the other families with guys who were coming couldn't make it. it's only like, two or 3 other people but yeah, no one for you to talk to I guess, sorry, just stick by me."
> literally could not be more perfect scenario
> roll up to this party
> sarah wearing blue tank top and coconut bra on top
> boner deflates slightly
> can see leopard print bra underneat blue tank top/almost a wife beater type deal idk I'm not fashion gay man
> "anon you came!" she hugs me
> woah, grill hugs have boobs, way better than any other hugs
> we do party games
> one of the party games is listing shit you know about her, I suck dick at this one but make all my answers funny so iss aight
> party went a bit shit
> I take every opportunity to glance down her shirt etc
> her little bro tasked with being an annoying cockblocking dick to me entire time by their dad
> their dad old fat prolly ex navy guy w/e
> she opened gift and loved it, gave super hug, I had to leave
> story heats up from here on out boyz
>>671566237
sometimes sad, sometimes angry. Anyway not giving a single fuck... I have my saemaen bitches when i get lucky. So.. let´s fuck as hell;
im ok with my captcha tricycle
broke up with my gf today, don't know what to feel, or better yet, I don't feel anything, just a numb feeling.
>>671566237
well shes not sleeping with anyone else to my knowledge.. but it is shittty. just cuz first girl who wasnt a fuck up and now shes gone. feels bad man. feels like its all my fault. guess i took her for granted
> texting sarah a lot more, almost every day
> one fateful night we play starcraft vs each other
> I'm actually kind of good at it, platinum on ladder, bronze, silver, gold, plat, diamond, masters, grandmasters
> wipe the floor with her first game
> best friend who is way better tells me to let her win one otherwise it's embarrassing for her
> let her win next one, didn't have to try too hard, she's ok, just bad or w/e
> games over, texting
> "idk anon, I'm in a strange mood...like, like I would answer any question you asked me"
> weird
> she's usually not that blatant, kind of reserved/modest
> w/e, after a lot of build up and embarrassment on both sides, she promises not to judge me for whatever it is
> I ask "what size are your boobs"
> embarrassing her laughing at me, surprised I would ask, doesn't want to answer at first
> "no no look, it's ok alright? umm, 36c. and tbh, I might have answered if you asked a different time as well"
> ohhhhshit nigga
> we talk every day after that, mostly me talking about her boobs and about all these different times I noticed them
> she's flattered, peacock, loves it, eats that shit up
> we talk every day, time flies by
> we work up to get permission for her to come over
> she visits my house, we watch Over the Garden Wall, good shit, watch it
> I show her a ton of cool vidya
> practice some martial arts and teach her
> show her some piano compositions I have etc etc
> when watching show, I gently...slowlly once put my arm around her..she nestles into it, leans against me slightly
> hngggg love it
Its way better.
>>671593777
Checked
>>671566237
She died years ago. Hate to admit it, but I would rather she be dead, than become what women are now.
>>671592122
The way i found out she cheated on me was going through her phone and seeing texts she had to her friend. When i read them i was instantly crushed and infuriated because the guy she slept with was someone who i considered a decent friend. I never confronted her about until we went to a german festival and i told my best friend about it and he was pissed for me so we drank a little and left her there by herself with no cell phone. The next day we started fighting i brought that up and she refused to even admit she cheated (still does to this day) even though i had photo evidence of the texts she sent to her friend cause i had the foresight to know she would delete the texts. So after her i just assume all women are skanks that bleed you dry and move on to the next host once the prey has been finished.
>>671594717
>So after her i just assume all women are skanks that bleed you dry and move on to the next host once the prey has been finished.
Sheeeit, I feel the same
Reminded me
Went on her fb (rarely did it tbh), and her and her friend were just trashtalking me, ex agreeing with everything. Shit hurt a lot
Also, someone I used to think was a very good friend added her on fb. What. The. Fuck.
>>671594319
> first moments with grill, prolly not that hot yet but idk, it was important to me
> she visits again
> more of all that stuff
> watch movie, we kind of cuddle under blankets, feels good
> giving her a ride back, we snuggle even more
> ffw
> we talk more sporadically
> not even going to get into some other drama
> after a while, best friend gets long distance girlfriend, introduces me to her, I see that's true love, not what I have with sarah
> but sarah and me still quite close
> sarah and me growing distant, I write 12 page paper about how our relationship isn't what it should be, she doesn't treat me well, doesn't actually care about me, and I'm wistful bc I still wanted to do lots of things with her
> "what kind of things anon?"
> bitch wtf did you not read any of the rest of what I just said?
> kind of turned on though so fuck it
> "idk sarah, relationship stuff. kiss, actually cuddle foreals, hell, Im still miffed I'll never see or touch your boobs"
> sarah "....well um, you might be able to do somethingggg"
> stomach drops out of my fucking body
> holy shiiiitwaaaaat the fuckk?
> crap my balls straight into the stratosphere what the fuck she is the most goody two shoes
> most, biblestudy goes to church, even at worst conversations never got that pervy
> all of this, makes it 1000x hotter
>>671595446
> "so what do you have in mind sarah"
> "wellll I need to measure my boobs soon to get new bras...."
> me "I could help you -~- "
> -~- was a naughty face emoji she invented or something, idk, i dig it
> "sure anon that's a good idea, measuring tape can be slippery n stuff u know"
> "don't you usually have to do that topless?"
> "ummmm oh gosh I wasn't planningonthis um, maybe..."
> etc etc, lots of stuff like that
> eventually I negotiated it so that next time she came over, we'd go on a walk far away from my house
> she would take off her top, and I would measure her boobs, feel them a little
> I wanted to suck her tits but she was convinced it wouldn't do anything for her
> so I said maybe let me try and if it doesn't I'll stop
> tried to work in her also taking off pants, going completely bottomless
> she was way too embarrassed for that
> special day rolls around, she brings us our puppy we bought from them
> cute little guy, everyone distracted with puppies
> sarah wearing jacket and very form fitting t shirt
> good stuff coming
>>671595446
don't stop now anon
>>671596453
Hurry up I want to go to bed
Same to how it was before without her. Boring, I want to kill myself lol
>>671595420
Its unbelievable what we will put up with, she talked shit about me also. On the contrast whenever someone would say anything bad about her I would stick up for her regardless of whether or not she was around me.
>>671596917
>On the contrast whenever someone would say anything bad about her I would stick up for her regardless of whether or not she was around me.
Shit
That sounds completely like me, anon...
>>671596453
don't let this thread die before he finishes
>>671597700
Before who finishes?
>>671566237
>671566237
She's dating a redneck now with more atv's than teeth and i'm dating a physics major so I think I won.
>>671596453
Hurry the fuck up
>>671566237
Absolutely. Fucking. Wonderful.
>>671566237
Every once in a while I think of her, yes. A four year relationship with a really amazing girl but we broke up for good in a mutual decision in the late 2014. That was the last time we interacted with words. She likes and follows me on instagram/facebook every once in a while but that's it.
It does get better. I dont regret splitting up because she's actually doing those amazing things she always wanted to, but every once in a while of those times she crosses my mind, I feel "bad" knowing that I could have been a so much better guy for him while she did everything for me. Almost like ashamed. I am still friends with her friends and no one harbors hate for one another so in a way it's really lucky. I am genuinely happy for her and her new boyfriend.
I am a now terminally-ill 28-year old and she doesn't know and I intend to keep it that way. I know she, in a way, loves and values me so I want to keep her out and dont want to hurt her. I dont want to post word porn but pic related.
Sorry for spilling my beans, I just want to say that be the most for that better half of yours. Needed an anonymous outburst, not pity. Remember guys, if you are a late teen or early twenties and your heart hurts, keep in mind that everything turns good eventually.
>>671596453
inb4 404
fucking bumping this thread
>>671566237
[Wednesday, September 09, 2015 5:28 PM] ED: Youre amazing tom
It's been fucking awful OP, nothing matters anymore. I've been doing worse and worse at work, I've started using again, I've lost my friends. Life isn't worth living anymore, and each day gets a little worse.
>>671596453
> we say we're going on a walk
> walk out farr away from my neighborhood to lake surrounded by lots of trees
> get to lake, walk around it looking for a good spot
> she eventually after long ass time picks one, sets down her jacket, nervous
> I sit next to her, hold her hands, start to breath on her neck and touch her boobs through her shirt
> "anon wait..no..I um..."
> don't worry shit still happens
> "if you dont want to sarah we don't have to"
> she's quiet
> "no it's ok"
> HOLY SHIT
> she's sitting kind of in front of me/half on my lap im kneeling
> I start mouthing her neck, breathing on her, reach over her shoulder and grab her boobs over shirt, then slide under
> slide under bra and squeezzzeeeeee
> hngggg years of my life lead to this glorious first tits moment
> squeezing and pinching nipples gently, I've seen/read enough to be damn good at this shit
> she says stop
> I pull back, she takes off her shirt, takes off bra
> oh fuckyiss
> seeing tits in evening light, best day of life
> I push her down and go down and suck her tits
> she's gasping and moaning constantly
> Always keeping hands busy though either grabbing her other tit, swapping to suck that one
> hands always rubbing her everywhere and grabbing her
> hand makes way down to her pants
> slips into her underwear and I start to finger her
> not clueless but definitely not doing it right at first
> she tells me "up a little"
> finger her super hard
> she's panting and squirming like crazy
> sucking her tits, swirling tongue on her nipples, all sorts of techniques
> sucking her tits realllly hard, fingering her hard in a spot where she reacts the most
> phone call, quickly stop and tell them we're on our way back, get picked up and no one really suspects anything
>>671598548
>september 2015
You sound like me, except for me it's been longer.
The fucking pain. Shit.
>>671598548
stay strong dude, i know the feel.. get up.. ;) life can be better, just believe it and work out for it.. In mean no time you´ll find pretty impressive of what you can do.
Stop thinking of the work, just do it for living, and start living
>>671598835
March 2015 for me. Nearly a year. I don't cope well.
>>671598548
An hero faggot
>>671591169
plz cont
>>671599107
May 2014 for me
Going on two years
I'm probably doing worse than you though.
>>671566237
Better in the long run but for now miss the company and the being together every night. Only been a week though. I'll get over it within another two and a rebound Fuck or two.
But yeah in the long run best to dump toxic when you can.
>>671598835
>>671599107
stop acting as fags... do stupids things, learn from mistakes: you´ve got nothing to lose.. so... do it
>>671566237
I've had six long term relationships, I think about all of them...
Good thing my current girlfriend is by the far the best I've had.
>>671598835
Nov 2014 for me anon
>tfw she's still in my life somewhat but I'm too autistic to start a proper conversation after this long
My wife left me a lil under a year ago and it still kills me. She's already moved on and is dating some fucking idiot. I haven't talked to her in months, but every fucking day I hope she'll come back to me. We were together almost seven years but she didn't want c to try anymore.
>>671576590
Jesus anon that's got to fucking suck.
>>671566237
I don't miss my ex so much as I miss the idea of her. I truly believe that if it weren't for her craziness and abusive nature, she was absolutely perfect for me. An absolute beauty, an easy 9, 10 if you dig qt azns. Shared my passion for games, and was really good. We topped leaderboards together. And kinky, too.
Eventually went crazy, everything was my fault, she hated me, I was the worst, then if I got offended by those tjings, I was stupid for believing what she said and that hurt her, etc. Threatened to kill herself if I left, months of misery, eventually convince her to leave me two days after my birthday, which was four days to Christmas.
I still believe no one will otherwise be as perfect a match for me as she was, and I still use her as a metric that no one can compare to. I am so self destructive.
>>671599790
why the hell would you date AGAIN a woman who´s dating idiots?
>>671598560
come on anon
>>671566237
GREAT
>>671599289
>acting like fags
High change you're 16 kissless virgin, and don't know the pain of losing someone you love.
>do stupid things
Elaborate, you seem to know a lot about that
>learn from mistakes
Given the chance to, I'd do it all over again.
>>671599610
Don't fucking lose it anon
It's not too late.
Just message her, ask her out for coffee. Tell her you've been thinking about her.
There's still hope for you.
>>671599790
>I haven't talked to her in months, but every fucking day I hope she'll come back to me.
A thousand fucking times this.
>>671599856
Can relate
Except I would overlook the negatives.
Because she was my wife and had a special place in my heart for years. Plus I'm a glutton foe punishment I guess.
>>671566237
pretty good now
>>671598560
> story continues more
> apparently I gave her a hickie on her nipples
> didn't know that was possible
> next time she comes over, she plays vidya while I suck on her tits entire time
> she starts sending pictures
> skype calls where she'll strip
> lots of teasing but ends with her showing me something
> she shaved for pics
> I went to her house only once more, watched attack on titan, fingered her under her blankets while her brother was leaning agaisnt my knees
> hot af, made her cum, she was giving me a shitty hj under blanket to no effect
> I feel guilty about what I'm doing with her, try to cut it off
> tfw she says no I don't want to stop
> months later, every other time after that it's her wanting to cut it off and me too horny to give a shit
> pics and videos only happen when she's in a mood
> we talk less and less between "we should probably stop" conversations
> eventually it's just weeks of silence
> she comes over one more time, I play with her tits, suck hard, mouth all over
> she mouths my neck, holy shit it feels better than I thought
> does this thing where she licks my ear, idk, it was nice, can't complain
> highest points are when I pull down her pants, shover her on the ground and rub my dick on her
> start to push in, holy fuck it's happening
> she pants out "no! not that far. I want to but we can't!"
> rub dick on her vag, spread her ass to get best view
> cut to a bit later
> she's giving me a hj full on
> no blankets, just me sitting on bed and her looking at dick/me
> I get her tits out, squeeze them
> she puts my dick on her chest, I told her what titfucking was a long time ago, she doesn't really do it just puts my dick on her chest, squeezes her boobs together a couple times
> she wont be able to make me cum from this
> I tell her, since she has to leave "this isn't going to make me cum, altho it is amazing. I should do you though"
> trying to finish b4 404
> she says ok
> I finger her, lift her into my lap, finger her hard
>>671600789
Stay glutton free my friend. you'll feel much better.
>>671600759
really? go fuck yourself, kill yourself :) i dont mind of someone who dont give a fuck of leaving me back... maybe the 16yo are you, who dunno how to deal with life. die faggots, in the most painful way, record it, i will fap
>>671566237
>i still have her and it's fucking terrible
>shes draining my finances and butting in on my autism vidya time
>want to leave her, but it'll break her heart
>i know this because she cries every other week and tells me im going to break her heart one day because shes so happy
>i just want her to leave me
be happy shes gone m8
>>671591169
go anon. We listening nigga
>>671601267
>be happy she's gone
No.
Go ahead and break up with her now if you really think it'll do you good.
>pro-tip: high chance you'll realise what you've lost when it's too late...
>>671600759
>Don't fucking lose it anon
I won't, I'll take your advice /b/rother and talk to her tomorrow. Have some tits as a reward.
>>671601217
>viperkillurselfmyman.jpg
I'm with her anon. Lol nice try.
>>671600897
> holding her on my lap, her pants and panties down
> haven't mentioned it yet but she had bar none the best ass I've seen in the world
> seen lots of porn, seen lots of threads, nothing compares holy fuck barely ever got pics of it
> make her cum, she's gasping and makes these cute smexy squeak sounds
> "anon sto- ughhhghh I already did you'll make me go againnnnnnn"
> have to stop
> she smiles, hugs me, I nibble her neck during hug and then she has to go
> last time I see her irl
> she never made me cum personally, I did bc of pics all the damn time, still do, but that's one regret
> later she told me she wants to stop everything we're doing, has to stop being with me just bc she wants me physically
> she tells me she's in a relationship with a random nig from her church
> guess how the timing of all this works out?
> she broke up with me over text, on my bday, and is seeing someone else
> major sad feels
> not much else to get into, sexually frustrated for the first time
> depression and shit
> etc etc, channeling it into working out, need someone foreals in my life
> imma screencap all this and one day I might upload pics, for now it's still too personal.
> I can validate it with more dragon pics later
>>671601860
https://youtu.be/rsCAy9ErdKY
>>671601217
Shitty b8 but have enough time on my hands to reply
By your grammar I'm judging you're less than 16. Or just really stupid. Probably both
>>671601860
Thanks m8.
If you feel like it, report tomorrow, or the day after.
I'll probably be lurking.
But, really. I'd give everything to even have the chance you have. That's why I don't want you to lose it.
Never knew a life with her...i went for it only to fail and the thought of someone else who will be with her just crushes my spirit more than anything has...i was never lucky..i guess you can say God was never on my side
>>671602143
>gif related
>>671575575
This! Murder her!
>>671567285
>>671566237
ah yes, it's been 3 years since...time has healed, and I've been with others, but I will never stop thinking about that one.
Haven't talked to her in years.
Wonder how she's doing.
>>671602361
https://youtu.be/fRh_vgS2dFE
