Feels Thread
whats up guys?
wanna have a talk?
Sure. I'm jerking it. How about you?
I've got time to talk
Just want to kiss a girl on the lips. Really just want to be in a relationship.
Girlfriend of two years is going to leave me because I'm a shit person. too late to do anything.life couldn't get any better
Got a lot of shit going through my head. Honestly thinking of leaving girlfriend of 5 years because I fell in love with someone else. I honestly have no idea if the other girl feels the same way, I just feel guilty and like I'm a shitty person for all of this.
Shit sucks lately. It's hard getting up every morning.
Live with gf of almost a year
Sex is bad she's like a prude talked to her about it things still don't seem to bright
She's a good roommate but I don't know if ill be happy.
I don't have the heart to dump or cheat on her.. She's 18 I'm 21
>>671177702
I know how you feel. Just keep on going. It will get better.
>>671176699
>>671177084
feeling kinda down after a drunk night out, thinking about, what else, a girl.
There's this girl that feelings have come up that I have not felt towards anyone in a while. We are pretty close, running to each other when we have issues, suggesting music, hanging out and such, sometimes by ourselves, sometimes with others. But these last 2 days, she's been silent around me, she said she's not doing it intentional, but still, my fucking dumb ass can't help but over think.
>>671176503
finally got my life in order. finally getting the 95 averge in school, finally working out and eating healthy. Girl of my dreams gets dumped and moves back home, its like god himself has given me this opportunity one last shot. Can't seem to make it happen. Gonna quit smoking this weekend, all of these great things going for me but inside, i feel nothing. all the years of paint and loathing have left me hollow. and I dont know what to do. all the things that should make me feel good make me feel nothing
>>671178019
For reference, I'm this fag >>671177701
Same thing has been going on with the girl I mentioned in that post. Same thing, she comes to me when she's stressed out and needs comfort, I do the same. After one day when we were particularly attached to eachother, she did the same thing and just distanced herself from me the entire next day. Looked like she was in a shit mood all day so I avoided her. Once we finally talked everything was back to normal. Based on what other people had said to me that day, it seems like she's battling feelings she doesn't want to have (has a boyfriend, knows I have a girlfriend) and that could be what's happening with you.
Just give it time, Anon. If you're as close as you say, this shit will pass. Don't overthink it.
>>671178233
Same. Maybe that's just how life is. The moment you achieve something you want you realize it's not greener on the other side. The grass is just as dead there. Everywhere
>>671176503
Have awesome girlfriend , good sex , nice relationship
Have stable job were i'm good at and lot of career possibilities
Have a supportive family that loves me
Have good friends , that i see from time to time
>Still feel like my life is empty and unsatisfied.
>Don't know why ...
>>671177701
don't do this. i did this and i regret everything about it. it may seem fun for a few weeks but it isnt and when you find out its too late
make me cri everytim
>>671177744
just abuse her until she leaves, or she gets more horny from it.
>>671176503
reposting my story
>write with an anon in a feels thread over on fit
>we decide to continue writing on skype
>it's actually a girl
>she actually lives in my country and not that far away ( 150 miles )
>luck/10
>after a month of texting daily we decide to meet
>she's staying at my house for 3 days
>no awkwardness at all
>felt a special sort of connection
>have sex albeit unplanned
>spent the days together doing a lot of stuff, just having fun
>couple days after that i get a 6 paged love letter from her
>month later i drive to her house
>first time i went that far from home for a girl
>stayed nearly a week at hers
>went on for about 5 months
>week before christmas i get a christmas gift from her
>we plan the next days, she wanted to stay over NYE
>couple days before christmas she tells me she wants to end it between us
we never had the "are we in a relationship now?" talk
she broke up with her bf about 2 months before we were texting that 1 month daily
>after NYE we talk
>she tells me she's back with her ex-bf
we talked again a couple of days ago, for an hour we laughed and whatnot, felt good but on the other hand she played with my feelings like a toy, used me for a rebound.
we're in no contact now for over a month, haven't deleted or blocked us, just not texting and it really sucks not knowing anything from her
>>671178603
not enough memes. thats why
how do i forget my ex buddies? i still love her and somehow cant forget her. any tips? currently im working out every 2 days but that isnt really helping
>>671177178
Holy shit
>>671177178
who doesnt mate...whats your problem? do you think your ugly?shy?or something else?
>>671179035
had something going on with a girl for the last months, stuff ended and she went back to her ex bf
and here i am going to every place we both have been because that's my daily work route and that stuff brings me down a lot, makes me think about her a lot
>>671178019
Ask her out
>>671178603
>Have no girlfriend
>Sex? Please.
>Studying, a lot of fucking stress lately
>Family partly thinks I am failure and partly keeps hopes that I will get..."fixed"?
>Friends are all better than me in most of the aspects
>Can't even force myself to finally end it and go an hero
Yeah, your life is empty and you have all the reasons to be unsatisfied.
>>671178649
That's what I'm trying to fight. But I've realized that I don't just want to fuck this girl. On a personal level, she's just an overall better match for me than my girlfriend, personality-wise, and as far as future plans are concerned. I mean, my girlfriend and I have been together 5 years, she wants to get married and have kids and I want none of that any time soon. So there's this overwhelming feeling that I'm never going to be what she wants and deserves mixed with the feelings I caught for this other girl who is in the same mindset as me. Wants to focus on her career before getting married or having kids. Just wants a house and a dog, which is all I want.
My relationship has grown stagnant because we want different things and I feel guilty for being the cause of it and I feel like I'm betraying her by feeling this way about another girl, but you really can't control what you feel.
>>671178233
Some people need others to reassure them that they are successful and doing the right thing. You are successful. You are doing the right thing.
>be me
>was at a houseparty with old friends
>some guy takes my bottle of rum
>tells me it's his
>he's already drunk off his ass
i'm a really calm guy, but on that occasion i was reall yclose to punching that guy.
plus i need to go to the gym more, eat more, get bigger because i feel weak
>>671178682
Can't read. Jesus it's so small.
>>671178993
Did it end badly?
>>671179561
Open it a new tab, newfriend
>>671178993
find something you can be passionate about. It sounds like you're just working out because you got nothing else to do. That's not a bad start but maybe consider picking up a sport where you work towards a goal. Or just set a goal right now. Working towards something will help you focus and maybe fill the void she left.
>>671178750
She's too nice for that. she does what I ask of her but I don't wanna have to ask all the time. Most girls I've been with had a sex switch. It flips on and they were my little sluts thirsty for my cum. With her it's just almost too casual. I think I've came in her mouth twice since we started dating. She won't let me pull her hair she almost my boners in the morning. I mean I'm 21 and she's 18.. I was fucking my ex 3 times a day for almost 4 years and I didn't even live with her. I just wish I wasn't such a pussy and would just end it now before I end up cheating.....
>>671179684
nope it was a "nice ending" . she broke up with me but we werent yelling or anything. we both still loved each other. the day we broke up we took a walk the whole day. we were both crying and hugging all the time but she told me she feels like we just dont fit together anymore. she thinks i wasnt the right one. she told me maybe we will be together again in some months or years but i need to change. now she is fucking other dudes and it hurts so much...so godamn much. while i am crying every night thinking about her she fucks them...
>>671179345
Lol. There's always someone worse off. Just like you bro. Someone out there has all your problems but don't even have friends and family. Try to see the humor in it. Sometimes I imagine I'm a character in a book and laugh at all the bullshit I've gone through. I'm my own narrator. My life is shit but try to enjoy the ride.
>>671179976
>like we just dont fit together anymore
thats woman for "i wanna fuck another guy"
>>671179713
How.. Yeah I'm a faggot.
>>671179976
>. she thinks i wasnt the right one
code for there is another man
also, there is no "one"
>>671179782
thanks buddy that sounds like a good advice
I have this chick friend that I really like but don't want to be in a relationship with anyone, even if some of the feelings were reciprocated (which they most likely aren't). I'm not really trying to fuck her either tbh.
So it's this weird battle between enjoying my time with her, but getting jealous when I know she's getting fucked and depressed when I can't be honest about my feelings. But also not wanting to escalate the relationship.
It's a problem without solution, aside from just slowly distancing myself from her, which would suck because I do thoroughly enjoy the friendship and emotional connection.
>>671180015
>>671180043
yea it really seems like it. thanks mates. i just have to accept that
The girl I love, lives across the sea..
kill me now
I have no idea who I am, I don't know why I like the things I like and I have no idea how to have fun because I never allowed myself to. I was bullied so much when I was younger that I still believe that I'm a horrible person and human being so much that I starve myself sometimes. I don't want to be like this anymore I want to be normal
>>671178233
>>671178602
no like, im doing all this stuff to get that girl, but it doesnt matter.
>>671179976
Damn. I have no advice. That sounds shitty. But atleast you knew she wasn't some fake ass hoe. You had a genuine girl that likes you. You're not so bad anon. It burns but you're better off than most of us. The memories will last! She will think about you for life also, so don't think it was a waste or anything. Good luck bud
>>671179479
thanks but i think your efforts are in vain
>>671179977
chekd bro
dostoevsky spent 8 years in a gulag in siberia and look at what he wrote
>>671180357
>I have no idea who I am, I don't know why I like the things I like
You don't need to know why you like something, if you like it just enjoy it.
>>671180084
Just tell her " I'd really want to date you if I had my shit together."
>>671179976
good luck my friend.
>>671180324
Road trip! Jk dude just Facebook dat bish.
>>671178562
But here is where I over think anon, around others, she's fine, she talking like normal, but put me in the room and what not, and it fades away. She sort of becomes quiet. Like, in my mind I try to make small talk, but I just end up over thinking it and don't do anything. Hope it this will all blowover soon
>>671180414
those were really nice words anon, i really appreciate that. thank you so so much. those kind of words always help.
what is your story my friend?
appropriate
I don't have a problem getting girls, but the only one I'm interested in only likes me as a friend.
>>671180587
thanks buddy
I don't know what to do anymore.
I keep getting older, and I hate my girlfriend more and more everyday.
>>671180557
I don't know how to enjoy it, I've always looked at something I like logically and question it. I'm almost not comfortable with what I like because of the bullying when I was younger, I was made fun of for everything and anything about me even by my own family. I feel like I don't deserve any fun
>>671180357
Everyone pretends dude. That's why rabbi s are getting busted for being pedos. When we are alone we discover who we are but we are rarely ever alone. So we're still learning about ourselves when we're old. Old and alone people act weird because they are alone and aren't influenced by people!
>>671180699
classical education ... right here on /b/
well, fuck me
>>671178781
bump
i might just send her a postcard, seems like the softer approach to get back in contact.
then again she wanted to text me on my birthday in a month
>>671180439
Why? Because you don't feel anything? Get the fuck in line. Why do you think I'm here?
>>671180777
nice trips
>>671180670
Like I said, it's entirely possible she's feeling the same thing you are and doesn't know how to go about it. You're both acting awkward as shit around eachother and it's going to continue until one of you just makes the goddamn move. Go for it, man. The worst that can happen is she shuts you down, but even that is better than the agonizing limbo of not knowing.
>>671180472
Hell yeah
>>671179230
I hear ya
Not worth getting down about though man
>>671181025
thanks again
>>671180943
I'm usually alone all the time and I still don't "discover" myself, all I do is play video games, jack off too much, work a shitty job in which I'm about to quit and going to school to be an EMT which is very stressful
>>671181144
it isn't yeah, but since i'm the sort of guy that doesn't let many people near him and tends to open himself to a girl he's close to, i'm sad about the fact that we're not gonna play vidya together ever again, or just talk and whatnot.
>>671180688
I'm here trying to give advice because I don't have a job. Had sex once and I want my virginity back. I like nature.
I just met a really sweet and beautiful girl that actually likes me, but I won't be home for a year. Shit kinda sucks
>>671180559
That's cool and all, and she's probably just the type to laugh it off, but it would likely change the dynamic of the relationship... Put her on guard and weird her out a little if she doesn't have similar feelings. And honestly I'm just not sure what good it would do. There's no endgame in my mind where shit works out. Ugh.
>>671180897
I gotta say, that sounds like more than I can help you with. I hope it gets better for you.
>>671181336
you seem like a really nice person, i would definetly hang out with you buddy.
usually i come here to give advices as well but since my relationship is over i come here to feel and try to help other anons. sometimes posting about my problems. i also dont have a job mate
I'm 20, virgin, engineering student, average to good looking, smell nice, have a really nice personality, everybody likes being around me, but I simply can't find a girl. I don't like clubs, I don't like awkwardly and randomly approaching girls on the street or in a random ass shop like "yo girl you came here for a reason but hi" cuz I thinks that's weird and leads to nothing. Every time a nice girl appears she is taken. Every. Time. If she is not taken then she is dumb as fuck. Idk anons I'm a sad wreck. Never had a girlfriend. A few years ago a girl really messed me up, lead me to believe that she liked me but she only wanted to make fun of me. And now I'm a sad fuck. How the fuck is this possible? Every single one of my friends respects me for being a really great person overall and talk only good things about me, but I just can't find a female friend who is not in a fucking relationship. I hate myself.
>>671181312
have any other friends you can chill with?
>not feel worthy but I felt like shit
>Junior Year
>Last week at school middle of 2nd quarter
>knew these guys for 7 years or so
>Brazilian,Austrian, German and a Jew
>5 best friends at the park after school
>told them the news two weeks in advance
>made plans to get one last lunch after school friday
>the friday comes
>super depressed but happy I get to see them one last time
>lunch Hour comes
>German friend cancels because he has a play audition after school
>Brazilian friend cancels because he couldn't go that day because of family
>Austrian friend said sorry and acted like I didn't exist the rest of the day
>Jewish friend wanted to go but we had nobody else to go with and no money since German kid was supposed to bring food money
>they said we would all talk on skype
>German and Austrian remove me from skype
>Brazilian kid broke all his electronics and can't talk
>Still talk to Jewish kid
>not as much as I used to
>back when I had friends i could count on
>now i get to move to Italy with my family though
>I guess i can learn to be happy again
>>671181244
Me too. I wanna retire and I'm 21. I hate the world we've created. Money or die. I might just go live on an island one day. Die by my hand or natures.
Any girls here wanna compare nudes and give feedback? Am girl also.
Just want to get a hug, from a girl, from a friend, just anyone really. Just want to feel loved from someone other than my family.
>>671176503
> been on this cancerous site for 2 years now
> been suffering with depression for several years
> been suicidal for a couple months
> might be a psychopath or a sociopath
>didn't love last gf and she wasn't even that good
> treat her nice and she's always jealous of my mates
> she starts lying to me and her friends
> says she's got no one
> break up and all my friends believe her
> left with no one for a couple months
> had feeling for this qt3.14 for almost a year
> meet two girls in the same situation as me
> instinct is to try and bang them
> both just got out of a relation ship and are trying to forget their exs
> build a good relationship with them
> think i have a chance with qt3.14
> dont even have the courage to ask qt3.14
> my mate asks for me and qt3.14 says no
> want to die because her mate like me
> her friend is disgusting and bi polar
> really dont like her and the people i know take piss out of me for it
> two mates know how i feel and try to make me feel better
> doesnt really help but i tell them it does
> been out with them twice and i feel they're trying to ditch me yet always say im a good friend
> been out today with them today and had fun
> walk home and think about shit
> next to train track and think about an hero
> cant do it
> now im here and i dont want to be
>>671182014
I'll hug you
>>671181536
Yeah I guess you're right. You know more about the situation than me I bet. I forgot what your problem was lol
>>671182014
i will also hug you anon *hugs* love ya
>>671178682
cried when i first read that... the feels
>>671181757
yeah i do, does help to get my mind off things, but on those lonely nights at home my mind keeps wandering you know
>>671181614
That's cool man same to you. This place just gives me comfort in knowing I'm not alone. It sounds sad but what is Facebook and shit? I just don't have to pretend here. This is my vacation.
>>671181832
Are you me? That's a dream of mine, I hate this place, I just want to be away from everything
>>671181631
Go to places you would go in order to find people that like what you like. If you want smart go to a bookstore. Dumb party bitch, hit up the club. Tell me about the bitch.
>>671182080
Thank you anon
My ex has become my best friend. And friend wise it's perfect but the fact that we were together just confuses the hell out of me. It's literally exactly the same relationship but without sex or affection it's so retarded but she keeps playing with my feelings to keep her close to me. Im just feeling like a backup plan if things dont work out with her new boyfriend. And yet i keep playing her game. It's driving me insane
>>671181807
Make new friends. You are young enough dude. I still do. But more importantly let them know how shitty it was of them to send you off like that. Or let them go.
>>671179977
>checking
Sure, I deal with my life with humor, indeed. You know, jokes left and right, people seem to like it. But when I am at home, it's killing me.
I fucking terrified for my safety and I'm afraid my ex is going to seriously hurt me please someone help me
>>671180042
What do you mean, how? Just middle click the fucking picture?
>>671182577
Yes
>>671182458
same for me buddy. you are never alone here. at least in the feel threads. here we can be ourselves and still find love for each other.
pic related
>>671182410
I know
So this is how am I going to spend my saturday huh? Making Men of War map. Sad isn't it.
>>671183033
Harder your life is, the more bullshit you had to step over. Try to be proud! You had it harder for a reason bro. Those fake ass queefs with abs online didn't yet. They will later in life. Trust me!!
>>671183073
I'm on a damn phone!!
>>671183394
You are a pleb then.
No, really, you don't know how to open a new tab on a bloody phone? Are you 40+?
>>671183316
shitty feel
>>671183500
yes i am
>>671183584
I am not quite sure if you are just baiting and I am falling for it or not.
>>671183186
Damn that's deep. Everyone read that shit!! Ycyl damn. Thanks bud
Life will get better. There is only up from here. Research and find something that will make you happy. If you pursue it and it doesn't work, oh well. Motivation is the hardest thing to obtain. Once you find something to live for, it makes motivation to come easy.
Don't stop believing, hold on to that feeling.
>>671176503
posting better version
>>671183036
Does anyone know an effective way of calming down from a panic attack???
>>671183500
No! Why the fuck would I open a new tab! Is it open in url? I'm not fucking hacker man!
Long ass read, but the feels are real
>>671183579
Honestly. I'm crying for this guy on stage. Hello empathy my old friend.
>>671183584
You are not me!! Fraud!!!!
>>671183752
no problem buddy. from where are you?
>>671184106
American
>>671182671
We were class mates from 9th grade to 12th grade. I started flirting with her in 10th grade and she seemed like she liked me too, but every time I wanted to make "a move" she backed away and found a stupid excuse for why she wouldn't be with me. After delivering the excuse she would return to her "oh I like you and what you are doing" attitude. She even told me she liked me! And this was really frustrating because it kept going on like this for a year and a half, but I did it because she was literally the first girl I ever liked for more than 1 week and for more than her looks. Then one of her closer friends told me she is actually dating another guy she met literally a week earlier. I confronted her about this, she got mad and said nasty stuff, but continued to flirt with me and make me believe that she still likes me. This was a really really short version of the story. All this shit made me believe that I'm a shit tier "boyfriend material" and all I'm good is making other people feel good. Idk anon. Idk.
Living in Florida
Recovering from heroin addiction
In halfway house
No job
No pussy
Weird room mates
Kill me
>>671184186
alright what a pity. im from germany mate. would definetly drink a beer with you but you are too far away,haha.
>>671176503
I'm miserable as fuck. I guess I have something to look forward to in five weeks, but for now every second feels like an hour.
>>671184291
I miss you
>>671183320
Damn it nice my shitty laptop can't run it whenever I play it I have to move the camera overhead or else it lags like crazy
Gonna post my story.
>Be me
>Always kinda socially awkward, no idea why
>Would bump into things a lot because always looking at the ground
>Teacher sees signs, tells my mother to take me to a place for them to test it
>Diagnosed with Asbergers end of 2nd grade
>Get therapy for it for next few years
>5th Grade, actually able to enjoy life and make eye contact with people
>Have to choose between staying in Elementary School or moving to Middle School
>Choose to stay in Elementary School
>School District has budget cuts, told I need to move to Middle School anyways.
>IllusionOfChoice.jpg
>Say goodbye to friends
>Summer, sad but excited about moving up
>Nothing really significant
>School rolls around
>Screw up reading schedule and instead of Period 1, 2, and 3, I go to rooms 1, 2, and 3
>Spend year getting picked on by a few people
>Begin to regress into 2nd grade self
>Lots of people wanting to help me
>Didn't see it until it was too late
>Feel like the world is against me, alone
>Call in sick or be suspended more than all previous years combined
>Don't even show up to last week
>Awesome mother transfers me to a different middle school
>Try to forget 6th Grade
>Spend 7th Grade trying to fit in, pass classes, and forget the past
>Moving on is harder than forgetting
>Still manage to do alright
>Pass all classes, actually manage to talk to people
>qt in a few of my classes, wanna ask her out.
>Too nervous to even form words around her
>Avoid talking to her for fear of spilling spaghetti
>Then one day
>innagym, doing PE
>Teacher announces the yearly Swing Dance Competition
>What'sThatTeacher?
>He explains for us, and we get randomly assigned a partner each day for now
>2 weeks pass
>He announces we need to pick permanent partners
>Also you can't turn down somebody asking to partner with you
>Sitting near a few friends of mine that are girls
>They ask if I wanna ask somebody to dance with me
>I shyly mention aforementioned qt
Hold on need to continue on a different post
>>671185712
My PC is thanfully powerful enough to run both game and editor. But I think I might have add way too many trees in the map.
>>671185621
"I will be in heaven". sure you will you righteous fuck.
>>671184218
Sounds like she's gonna be playing games her whole life and really won't know what she wants. You're better off.
Just had a great date with a girl and 20 min after we dated she texted that the distance was to much and that she doesn't want a boyfriend. Fml
>>671184291
All I heard was recovering. :) good man.
>>671184018
The feels are hard hitting. Fuck! Don't read.
>>671184448
Haha for sure. Germany has some good ass beer too I bet.
>>671184569
Read a fuck ton!
>>671186151
Oh I think I dodged a bullet really. At that time I liked her like I never liked someone before. I loved her. After a year of complete and endless sadness I realized that she's a crazy feminazi bitch. She's also super depressive. Now I'm glad it didn't work out, but all those events still left me with some insecurities regarding girls.
>>671186358
yea its really good. maybe someday we will drink a beer together mate!
this is also a really good read in my opinion. its about an relationship and very well written if anyone wants to read that.
>>671186804
forgot pic
>>671186199
Why the hell did you fart in the car on the ride home?
>>671186469
Yeah man that's lame. All shitty people do is make good people feel guilty for being good. They know they don't have a chance so they plant evil seeds in everyone they meet. But you already knew that.
>>671183036
What happened?
>>671187369
Let the bait consume you
>Girlfriend of 3 years told me she had a heart attack last night, but is fine.
>Doctor said it's from stress
>Her life is shit and has depression,I'm trying my best keeping her happy
Jesus it's to fucking early for feels
>>671187347
I was sad but now I'm ok. Thanks anon :^)
>>671187369
>>671187561
It's not bait I swear, here have a fucking timestamp
I'm seriously fucking terrified my ex is going to hurt me and I don't know what the fuck to do
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eF7sxFWU2DM
>>671188048
Call the police and let them know. They might not be able to do anything yet, but they'll keep a close eye on him. For now, get some pepper spray or borrow a gun from a friend if they have one.
>>671187939
Don't thank me, thank yourself for getting out! (Thumbs up)
>>671185953
Same guy, continuing story
>They tell me to ask her
>Wave me off as I get up
>Go over to her and ask
>Barely able to hold in spaghetti but manage
>She says yes
>Probably out of pity
>I'm a terrible dancer due to my mental issues
>Fine Motor Skills are shit
>Social Anxiety kicks in around people
>Also asthma makes it hard to do this for extended intervals
>Anyways, I make an attempt to dance with her
>Spend a few weeks dancing with girl in PE
>Decide to ask her out when this is over
>Ask my friends to help me out with this
>There's a school dance coming up Friday after Competition
>Ok, I can ask her to do that!
>Monday
>Day of Competition, don't do too great, don't do terrible either
>Spend Tuesday working up courage to ask her out
>On Wednesday try to talk to her alone, can't get her away from her friends
>Thursday, get a chance
>Ask her, she blows it off by saying she forgot Permission Slip
>Offer her my copy, I can get another one
>Drop paper
>Spilled spaghetti
>Pick up paper and leave without a word
>Go home, listen to depressing music and cry
>No Internet at home
>Just do homework, eat dinner, go to bed
>Bed, not sleep
>Fucking insomnia, but can't do anything except lay there
>End up thinking about how badly I blew it
>Cry to the night until it fades away
>Wake up, get ready, go to school
>Try to continue as usual
>Spend rest of the school year pissed at myself
Hold on, Part 3 coming up
>>671187903
Handle that shit like the man you are! We believe in you! Tell me what's up also
>>671185997
Am going to get a new and hopefully powerful laptop in a couple of month
>>671188048
Bait dude! Jesus
>>671176503
Just broke up with my gf of two years for texting people while she was making some food, tbh I'm still a bit shocked, it's quite surreal but I know I should just move on and better myself. I just can't help thinking about trying to win her back
>>671188714
Wait, she was texting someone and that's why you broke up with her?
>>671188714
She betrayed you. She can't possibly be in love with you. You're dick will try to convince you. Do not let your dick convince you. Jerk off and see how you feel.
>>671188804
Nah she broke up with me for texting my friends who where picking me up. I don't even understand.
>>671188350
Is there anything I can do that doesn't involve police or anyone else knowing? I'm an ausfag so getting my hands on a gun would be difficult and I'm a poorfag.
We were meant to meet up yesterday but he bailed then didn't talk to me until a few hours ago, he seemed really really drunk and when I called him out for treating me like shit, again (emotionally abused me for 2 years, left me a few weeks ago), he started spouting all this shit about working for ASIO and being in training, and I know its all bullshit but he has never manipulated me like that before and I'm honestly so fucking scared he's going to hurt me. He also mentioned coming to see me and meeting up later today like we planned. I have no choice but to go otherwise he'll know something is up and jesus fuck I don't even know if any of this makes sense, this is the biggest panic attack I've had in weeks
>>671188714
>>671188804
explain more anon
>>671188513 thanks anon
>mom's a addict to every drug, visits her every weekend.
> currently lives in group home with dad and some other people that all drinks and it's small asf
> barely has food,survives off school lunches and me when I get her left overs from my house
> her grades are shit, but is trying out for softball which makes me happy
> I've been overdoing it as a boyfriend,which I understand. So I'm toning it down a little
>>671189169
Oh, fuck that bitch. She's just insecure
>>671177350
One year, but this. Soooooo this.
>>671179549
same here, i feel really weak, started running and flexing, but i still feel very weak
>>671188654
How the fuck is that not proof enough?
>be me. sleeping in my top bunk
>at a homeless shelter
>last night
>contemplating an hero'ing for the billionth time
>check voicemail
>ex who i haven't spoken to in over 4 years left voicemail the night before
>took my v card
>tightest pussy I've ever fucked ever (been with 30+ women)
>lurk Facebook at 3 am
>saw that she got engaged on valentines day
>wtf.mp3
>call at 11 am this morning
>goes to voicemail in 10 seconds.
>seriously she hung up on me wow wtf y'all
>leave voicemail
>no response it's now 3 pm
>took me years to "get over" her
>after her never had a meaningful relationship
>just casual sex and a little serial dating
>sitting at the salem ma public library
>going back to the shelter in 3 hours
>eat, smoke, think about dying again
>at least the 40 mg of latuda keeps me going
pic related. her.
>>671189179
Don't try to do this by yourself. Stay with a friend of you must.
>>671189428
i lack muscle mass and strength though
>>671189660
Get a screwdriver
>be me
>wife of seven years left me
>company offers me to move to middle fucking east, because I am the only single guy that can take it
>have one month
>meet the cutest gurl in the world
>she is gradually into me
>month is over
>i am writing from over there
>mfw
>>671189833
Skype her
>>671188393
moar
>>671176503
>mrs is thousands of miles away and getting beaten by an abusive ex, powerless to stop it because I am trapped in this country
>'friend' here is using my apartment to abuse chicks has a hold over me but the cops are getting involved
>Set to take fall for it even though I have done nothing wrong
>Mrs calls me every night crying
>$25k in debt because I got made redundant
>why
>>671176503
>been depressed and suicidal since I was a kid
>Family and teachers ignored my problems and still do
>6 years since I had a job
>drinks in periods
>broke collarbone and got vicodin in addition to xanax and ambien
>mix it with alcohol and feel better than ever
>crying and screaming on the inside anyways
>thought of runnug out of pills scares the shit out of me
>>671182795
Nail on the head brother. Feel ya
>>671176503
Women hate me for my entire life, never had sex.
23 lvl here. I try to be nice, nothing works
>>671189179
You sound like a pussy(woman). So just man up and meet him. Make a spear just in case.
>life ruined
>no friends
>just wanna lick womans asshole
tf
>>671190768
aim lower
some fat ugly chicks will always go for you
>>671191001
whores!
>>671190805
ouch
>>671189339
Yeah man just let her know you love her and want to help out in any way. Tell her you're a team and there isn't anything y'all can't handle. Sounds like you're already on top of things though.
I've never felt love for anyone. Not even family or pets. They feel more like friends to me. Everyone I've ever known has only been a friend to me. It's like I'm incapable of feeling anything more.
>>671189429
Wrong date? Wearing bra. Not showing tits?
>>671191377
She's in Australia
>>671188393
Part 3
>End of 7th Grade, Summer
>Nothing important to this story
>8th Grade
>Get into fight with close friend
>Make up, but it's never really the same
>Grades slip, stop caring for a while
>Bounce back a bit
>Barely pass classes
>Fall for another girl in April
>Ask her out on the last day
>Not only of 8th Grade, but middle school
>Get a "maybe" before I know what maybe means
>Picked a different High School than all of my other classmates
>Summer, again nothing happens
>Make new friends in High School
>Sometimes attracted to girls, but always push the thoughts away
>Too afraid of the same results
>Also not very attractive, short, overweight
>Just push through it one day at a time
>Stop caring about school due to shit teachers
>Barely pass any classes
>Summer Break, uneventful
>Sophomore year, more of the same
>Stay afloat barely
>Life feels empty because no gf
>Every girl I wanna talk to is either shallow or taken
>Decide that having a gf because I need support is a bad idea
>Get through the year and get to Summer
>Nothing over the summer, as per usual
>Junior year
>My current year
>No motivation anymore
>Gonna die alone, what's the point?
>Crack jokes about it a lot
>Start to believe it
>1st semester fail a few classes
>Make another new friend
>Start to drift away from a few of my friends due to mismatched schedules
>Still empty, still alone
>Just eat while wandering the school at lunch
>Eventually find a place to hang out with my friends
>Still empty
Last part coming up
>>671176503
>girlfriend gone
>hate my school
>my favourite festivals were cancelled
>no perspectives
>I don't even feel like fapping anymore
>>671189513
Not what guys do
>>671189763
Change. And get her out of you're life. Has no faith in you.
>>671189444
Trips.
Also wish her the best and move on. Can't say shit else because you have no details.
>>671191498
>No reason to live except for my family
>Want to die but can't bring myself to it
>Can't put them through that
>Life sucks now, and I'm facing it sucking for the rest of my days
>Can't go to a 4 year college because grades
>Will need remedial schooling at a Community College
>I don't know how I'm gonna pay for it anyways
>Seriously thinking about suicide
>Thinking of asking 4chan for methods that aren't painful or messy
>Try to push the thoughts away, but I can't escape them or hold them back forever
>I now occupy my time on vidya games or shitposting on 4chan
And here we are today. I know that many of you have it worse, but I just needed to vent.
>>671189513
I only have a couple of friends and the ones that aren't already working today live like an hour away, i also don't know if I want anyone knowing because they'll interfere and my ex will know, he'll just make things worse and will try to hurt me more
I've never felt so pathetic and helpless, I just don't know what the fuck i'm meant to do
>>671190870
He's literally twice my size and has a history of violence
>>671192187
YOU NEED TO TELL SOMEONE ELSE.
>>671178781
>she played with my feelings like a toy
>she tells me she's back with her ex-bf
If she did it once she'll do it again. The fact of the matter is that she is back with her bf and was just using you as a crutch until something better came along.
You're not better than an ex to her. She doesn't value you at all.
I'm sorry anon, but please move on. I know it hurts and you can't help but think about her. Shes just not worth it.
>>671191250
Yeah,she was saying that she feels like she's doing bad as a girlfriend because she doesn't give me stuff or presents. Just seeing her smile and saying "I love you" is one of greatest gifts she gives me.
this girl always flirts with me whenever we see each other but she didn't text me back
do i give up /b/ros?
>>671177350
Same, still think about her every waking moment. It's only been a month but nothing has changed.
>>671192576
No she's probably just nervous
>>671176503
Hey man,
Life's been rough last year, I lost my friend to suicide and I lost my uncle due to alcoholism. This and this girl I loved with all my heart cheated on me with one of my best friends which in turn made me almost lose my life due to drug abuse. Life has been really drilling me down, I got arrested in january with a friend who peddled drugs to survive, he was homeless and I gave him a roof above his head because if I didn't, he would've been sleeping on the streets and now because I helped him peddle his drugs to get him some money (never took any money myself for it, gave it all to him) I got arrested together with him. I got off pretty clean because he took all the blame. But this just hurts me so much, this guy is the best guy i have ever met and he doesn't deserve to be in jail.
I really miss my uncle.. I really miss my friend.. I've thought a lot about ending it right here and now but I just can't, I don't want my friend to come out of jail and to get hit with this bad news, I don't want my mom to be sad either. I'm pushing everyone away and I know it's not the answer but I can’t help it, I feel so helpless all the time and I really don’t know what to do anymore. I know nobody cares all that much right now but it feels good to get it off my chest.
everyone away and I know it's not the answer but I can’t help it, I feel so helpless all the time and I really don’t know what to do anymore. I know nobody cares all that much right now but it feels good to get it off my chest.
>>671190385
I love you, Anon.
>>671183186
>close minded niggers
I chuckled
>>671192576
It depends, women have different standards than men for dating. She may just want you to man up and take initiative by asking her out, so consider doing that. If she still isn't interested then you know you can stop wasting your time.
Also, keep in mind that women are always on the lookout for the better deal, if you give her too much attention she'll feel like she can do better because you'll be coming off as desperate.
Had a realizaation some time ago in a >feels thread. I used to be a disgusting fatbody, 5'10" and 280 Lbs, managed to drop 43 of them so far, taken a girl out on dates a few times, might be getting somewhere. What changed? I read people's stories on /b/, and it made me think, if some of these people could change for the better, hell I could to, i mean it's been Fucking Painful, but has it been worth it? Dropped 43 pounds in 5 months, still look a little flab, but hey getting there. but thanks for the odd motivation /b/, i can already hear the faggotry settling lmao
>>671177178
i can tell you it is pure shit. wished i would never have touched a girl. physically their awesome, mentally and morally their just fucking hairs on a aids-infected chimp suffering from down-syndrome. go get a hooker if you want to dip your little sausage in a mustardpot
>>671191447
No excuses
>>671192576
No, don't text her if her only interaction is flirting, take her out on a date (dont call it one tho), but grow to it, dont become her best friend, that'll fuck it up, but talk to her more brah, it's easy
>>671192452
This anon speaks the truth
>>671191254
>never felt love for anybody
>I'm incapable of feeling anything more
pick one
>>671193347
wait fuck wrong thread sorry guys
>>671193216
Are you retarded?
>>671192187
Goliath got his ass whooped. Stfu and face your fears!
>>671176503
contribooting
>>671192373
I know you're probably right so I think I'm gonna wait until my best friend comes online and then I'll send him all the screenshots of my ex's messages
What do I do once I've told him though?
>>671177350
Why do you care, do you know how many other girls are out there?
if this is your first love, dont worry. you'll see that it's just a gateway to new and better girls.
>>671184569
5 weeks?
DS3?
>>671191974
I love you, Anon.
>>671193790
No.
>>671193216
time zones are a thing
Gathered up with my buddies and my ex is here too and I simply find her presence repulsive. Not that I still like her or something but I just can't stand being around her.
>together with a girl for 3 years
>She is studing and stoped doing anything with me
>She wrote with me once a week for 5-10 min
>when I asked her how her future plans are she said lets talk about that in 3 weeks
> Told her I will send her stuff she left at my home
>told her she can reach me by e-mail but nothing else
> I`m happy to be single again because she is all depressive and stuff
>but that feel that she was everything I wanted when I met her
>actually since 1.5 years I was alone in a relationship
>now I´m just alone and every girl just annoys me
>>671191974
>Can't go to a 4 year college because grades
Go to a community college. They'll take your dumb ass. It's *MUCH* cheaper too because you can knock out the first two years of 4 year college there.
>>671194093
I love you too, other anon.
>>671193024
Cheers anon. Send help cos I am dying by degrees out here.
Sending all my love.
Anon.
>>671176503
How do you explain that you studied 3 years in a discipline where you don't want to work to a personnel manager for apprenticeship without sounding like the mindless retard faggot I am?
a year and 4 months since i broke up with my ex I still miss her and keep having dreams about her....
Have a gf now and I care about her but I still desperately miss my ex :(. Idek what to do anymore. I just wish I could give her a hug one last time or look into her eyes :(
>>671194614
Thank you for the advice. I appreciate it. Really. Side note, I definitely didn't expect today to be a feels day. I guess I needed it.
>>671176503
The usual. Talked to a bitch, grew distant, over think the hell out of it. Bitch brought her ex around and held his hand then had the balls to try and hug me. I'm thinking about getting a hotter bitch and Fucking her up mentally or just banging her best friend.
Lost my 15 year old cat 2 months ago.
I loved more than anything.
Her grave is in my backyard, which I can see from my bedroom.
Every night before I go to sleep I look through my window and say goodbye to her.
Every day it feels like my family had forgot her.
I didnt, I will always love her. Forever
>>671191974
That picture implies that we eventually become happy.
I can't agree.
>>671177350
maybe me 2 man
