Feels Thread guys.
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Feels Thread guys.
>>671064258
feels
>>671064572
tl;dr
How does one stop themselves from falling for someone.
Seriously, I've managed to go a year and a half without having these unwanted feelings.
And of all places, I found it at work, one of the last places I'd ever want them to hit.
The worst part is, she's so open and honest with me and in many ways even more broken than I am.
We make eachother laugh, we have intelligent conversations, we're both single.
Yet all I can focus on is things going south on us.
I'm always happy to be around her, and it seems she feels the same.
I've never been afraid of rejection, but all I feel is fear when I think about asking her out.
It was never this hard with any of my past girl friends, so why am I so scared now.
Why did I have to fall for her so hard.
now this is some fuckin feels
>>671064258
is it cool if i greentext parts the last year of my life?
>>671065456
Is being rejected by her worse than living the rest of your life wondering how it could have been if you just told her how you felt?
Can somebody help me a little bit?
this may sound very stupid but its something i keep to myself not to seek attention.I like to hang myself at a low altitude to press my neck arterys to feel like faint,does it have any consequence? its just for a few seconds never too long but repeat it many times
>>671065687
OP here, only post saved greentexts. Don't wanna hear whiney cries in my feels thread.
>>671065728
Of course not, ultimately I do plan on asking her out. Sooner rather than later. It's just such a strange feeling. It's something I haven't felt since I was a teenager.
I haven't ever felt scared of telling someone how I feel, at least not since back then.
Not only that, but I'm in such a weird position. She's three months older than I am, but my job has me in a sort of mentor/support role where as her team is the group I support.
It's a culmination of things honestly, but the feels I feel for her are about to burst through the dam I had been building up for so long.
>>671066366
wasn't going to whine, just need some advice about current situation.
>>671064572
I have never cried this much on one of these...
>>671066584
/r9k/ is that way >>>
>>671066783
ok then
>>671065456
Are you me?
The one key difference seems to be that I have a girlfriend and my coworker has a boyfriend, but everybody seems to notice how happy we are whenever we see eachother or go out to lunch or whatever... I never wanted this. I was happy in my relationship. Why the fuck did I have to fall in love?
>>671066584
That douche wasn't OP I am and saved greentexts come from somewhere so go for it man.
TheCrimson reporting for duty!
Will dump but first, bump!
>>671067174
That douche isn't OP, I am and say gtfo
>>671065413
this person clearly never saw district 9
>>671066366
fuck off idiot
>>671067104
It's such a vicious cycle. It all starts off with falling for someone who's had their heart broken before yourself. They break your heart in the end, turning you into them and eventually causing the heartbreak for someone else. I broke that cycle after the last girl led me on, used me for sex and then dumped me on the side of the road for the next best thing.
I had broken the damn cycle. I got a great job and I was so content being alone. Now all I know is fear. Fear of her breaking my heart, or fear of eventually breaking hers. I don't want this.
The Crimson - I bet this will 404 before someone reads it but fuck it.
So guys I am starting it's gonna be a long one. And btw pls respond so it doesn't 404
Just before I start I would like to tell you
I am 23, soon to be 24
No, I am not black. I am as white as you can get them.
I do come from an Eastern European country.
>be me
>me mom marries young
>abusive father, abusive family from his side
>we live with his parents
>his brother also, he has cerebral palsy
>one day he locked my mother outside for 24 hours when it was -30C
>gran, grandpa and father are alcoholics
>be me age 4
>see grandma put a knife through grandpa's arm and the table
>play a lot with uncle
>though he is a kid as well
>grandma and grandpa always nice to me
>father is not
>will beat me a lot
>be age of 5
>mom walks on him strangling me
>she leaves soon for her parents with me in a different place
>grandma(the one with the knife) dies from cancer
>never seen her grave
>never heard from grandpa after he was forbid to call me from my father
>haven't seen or heard dad since then
>from relatives I know I have 2 brothers - one is 16 the other 14
>never seen them as well
This is the story from that part of the family
Continue to next
TheCrimson
I will post a song with each of my replies. Will make sense further down the line.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y2jxjv0HkwM
>be 5 at other grandparents
>that grandpa who I would refer as I. from now on had a brother
>that brother was actually head of the mob in our town
>had a lot of enemies
>his enemies go for relatives
>which is us
>grandpa I. is out of town
>around 2 PM during the day 2 people bust in our house
>one has a big knife like that skin a fuckin lion
>the other one a gun
>because they break In while mother was opening the door she is flung
>from the hit her forehead starts to bleed
>aunt (she is 14 at this point) is hiding under bed
>the guy grabs me and puts the gun to my head
>mother can't react she is unresponsive
>thankscience grandma was able to go the the balcony and scream for help
>they panic and run away
>leaving me behind
>luckyasfuck.com
>don't know what happened with the guys
>two weeks later someone robes my mother in the elevator
>ever since then she is scared shitless for me
>ever since then I have no fear of death
>it kinda bugged me
>Grandpa I. decided we will move to a new apartment.
will continue
TheCrimson
Sorry, yeah I meant rapes.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=koX_N8u27qw [Embed]
>be me at age of 15
>grandpa's business is going really well
>have lots of money
>still ugly as fuck though
>decide I will start being a cool kid
>start going out a lot
>drinking, smoking (cigs) partying hard
>girls start to take interest in my money
>dump my GF so I can fuck whores
>whynot.jpeg
>she didn't spoke to me for an year
>she ended up with my best friend
>don't care if he is ok with it
>we start to feel the global crisis
>we have to sell almost everything
>grandpa decides it will be ok if he invest his last money in a new project
>his partners run away with all his money
>we have to take a mortgage
>start feeling like I am not interested in whores any more
>just too stupid for me
>don't wanna brag, I've just always was good in school
>they did an IQ test for the whole school (back home we have these specialised schools for economics in which I was enrolled against my will, hate money and shit like that)
>turns out I am 141
>so, stop sports and chicks
>continue drinking though
>start writing short stories in my free time
>one day I met her
>her name is K.
>it was love at first sight
>never felt like this before
>insta-crush
>she is smart and cute
>rejected.com
>brush it off and just never see her again
>by this time I am almost 17
>being single, 172cm and 51KG
>people can hardly say I am a boy
will continue
TheCrimson
>still have friends though
>we are an awkward bunch
>pretty much nerds
>we are playing a lot of GAIMZ and going out a lot
>one day we meet K. best friend and she tells me that we need to talk
>K. wants to talk with me
>long story but there was a lot of teenage drama
>finally we are together
>neverbeensohappy
>we are the perfect match
>interest, hobbies, music, plans for the future
>we date for 2 years
>on her birthday I propose to her
>she says yes
>best day ever
>she leaves to study abroad
>plan is I go there next year, hence I will need to work so I can save up money
>really hard working, 18 hours a day, 7 days a week. The summer before she comes home she breaks the engagement
>by this time i've already been admitted to university
>she breaks up with me so she can sleep with the guy she rejected me first for
>i forgot to mention I was her first
>feel horrible
>think best course of action is if I an hero
>get in my car go 150km/h
>I know that there are some turns near my town where people die on a regular basis
>pedaltothemetalbaby
>idk why, 1 km before that I hit the breaks
>turn back
>tell my friends
>all of them say I am crazy and take her side
>people i've known for years
>people for whom i would kill
>no fiancee, no friends, only my future in my uni ahead of me
>fresh start, why not ?
TheCrimson
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M_raY-Xzogs
>I forgot to mention something
>remember the mob uncle?
>he had a son
>junkie
>proper h junkie
>when I was 7 I walked on him shooting up
>his hand was bleeding cuz no veinz
>so be me 20
>freshman at uni
>feels good man
>lots of bitches
>stupid as fuck
>think that I will forget K. if I sleep with random drunk girls
>by this time my empathy has really evolved
>I can act as someone as I was him
>even i would change my body language to match his
>a started hating drinking
>K. came back into my life
>the other bastard cheated on her
>so we kinda started hearing each other
>we are both studying abroad but we live 250 km away
>not that far though
>I know I am a beta, but she has this effect on me
>she says it's not like before so we stop talking
>she has a new guy
>I get uber pissed and try to manipulate her to leave him
>i still don't know how that worked but she left him
>on the 14th of february
>so at this point I learn that my best female friend has cancer
>I fuckin go in depression again
>can't comfort her hence being 3000 km away
>being poor as fuck can't go home
>couldn't pay my rent so had to live on the streets for a month while attending uni
>get a job(finally) and I find a place
>my parents are too poor to help me
>things with K. are awkward
>we fight and make up
>this happens every fuckin week
>we would block each other from everywhere
and remove it couple of days later
>qt 3.14
will continue
>>671067791
go cry and feel a dick up your ass
TheCrimson
>new grill seems to be pretty nice, smart, kinda cheeky, good sex, smoke a lot of pot with her
>bought a guitar hence I always wanted to learn an play it
>gave up cuz weed is more importanter
>K. come back in my, she want me to break up with my new girl
>why not I cheated on her with K. already
>we start to get really close
>seems like things are like before
>even better hence we are older now and we can enjoy our love
>fuck no
>I can't pay my tuition and partly because of my smoking habit
>vape 2-3g's a day by now
>have to leave uni because mother gets cancer and have to work to pay her bills
>fuckmylife.com
>K. doesn't support me
>I go bonkers, yell at her for every single time she made me look like a retard and I kept my mouth shut
>be really abusive
>never heard from her again
>not even to this very moment
>mother gets surgery
>she starts feeling better
>my friends comfort me with weed
>get really depressed
>go see doctor
>turns out I have BPD
>shit son
>quit job
>quit uni
>all i do is smoke pot and procrastinate
>friends suggest taking acid and dmt
>why the heck not
>trip major balls
>find out that i should start doing things for myself and try to get on my feet
>be me at the age of 23
>start playing the guitar I bought
TheCrimson
Continue
>now all I do is play guitar and smoke pot
>kinda start to feel better
>i suck at the begining but hence what I do all day is just playing it tend to get better quite fast
>at this point I hate women, all of them have dissapointed me or I have hurt them.
>watch a lot of animu as well
>I don't know why but my grand turns out she has cancer
>stage 4
>found out 4 months ago
>she is the nicest person you know
>even get more depressed
>at this point I haven't heard from K. for the past year
>start thinking I should meet her and say I am sorry
>I really need her as a friend
>my best friend and flatmate leaves so he can live with his girlfriend
>he lives 30 min by foot
>have barely heard or seen him
>start to think that the cycle will repeat
>nothing seems right
>think best thing is to an hero
>I prepare a rope
>just before that I look at my guitar
>it's like music saved me
>started playing - hurt by johny cash
>feelsbadandgoodman.com
>crylikeabitch.jpeg
will continue
TheCrimson
continue
>on May 10 this year it will be 7 years hence I mate K.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pGNbZUX3zEY
>this was our song
>we always joked that we will reach this seven years
>back to story
>a friend from another city said he needs help for his album
>and he needs a second guitarist
>whythefuckot?
>living alone, have a lot of overdue rent, 1200 £ and 1300£ unpaid electricity
>better bail
>I think it should be for the best
>pack up my things and leave
>we started the album
>I have a birthday on the 19th of may and on that day we have a gig where K. is
>her last words to me were - I dreamed you being on stage and I was there to comfort you because you were anxious
>those were before i picked up my guitar skills
>however /b/ros I think this will not happen
>she is probably engaged at the moment or in a serious relationship.
>me being beta and always fuckin drunk girls or girls who wanted my money have major issues with this
>only 3 girls were interested in me of because who I was
>will continue
TheCrimson
Jump to now, ever hence I am in this new place I have met this grill. Life is better, granny is getting treatment, I feel happy, I am doing what I wanted all my life - playing music but what I really want is for someone to notice me for who I really am. I think only K. saw that part of me. Have met this girl - pic related (grill)
I happen to make her laugh a lot and we have a lot incommon. And the feelings I get for her are the same as when I met K. for the first time. I think I am falling in love again. Here is where I need your help /b/ros - should I try and go for her. I am scared. And I don;t know how to this. They were always drunk or interested in my money and the girls who weren't - it wasn't mutual. I've tried chatting her on facebook, but It always happen to be late in the evening like 2-3 AM and she has to go to bed. However I feel like I am not wanted, although she seems to find me amusing. How to get her attention b? I really want to be with this girl, but my options are bad. And I've lost my social skills because of the depression.
>>671064572
End reminded me of this.
God help this poor anon.
>>671065332
Thanks for reminding me, anon, this already happened to me.
I never would wish that pain on anyone.
>>671067870
Yeah, man. Shit sucks. I've been cheated on and I've had someone leave me for someone else. I do love my girlfriend... I've just recently realized that I don't love her as much as she deserves. Once I met my coworker it was just one of those things that clicked in my head. She's not gorgeous, by any means, but she's cute and in good shape. It's everything else about her that got me. I remember meeting her for the first time and thinking "Eh, she's alright looking" after another coworker described her as perfect. Once I got to know her I realized she is perfect... by my standards, she is absolute perfection. Our work schedule is a rotating thing and she and I are on the same schedule. I don't get to see her until Wednesday due to our days off and goddamn it do I miss her smile already.
>>671066152
Lel, like 6 hours, feel harder betafags.
>>671066511
I believe you can do it, anon, don't come straight out, like I did, work your way gradually. Be aware, if you fuck up, you may never see, let alone speak, to this girl ever again. Keep your head high, anon, you can succeed where I failed.
>>671065593
Fucking shit anon. Now I actually almost feel good about my life.
In fucking tears
>Be 19
>have spiderman backpack
>Love spiderman backpack so much because autistic and spierman is cool
>One day mom says she can't afford the bills
>either sell my sheets or sell spiderman backpack
I think I made the right decision
>>671069157
I understand the feel. While I mainly support her team, it's not always guaranteed that I'll see her when I go out to work on their equipment. I'm in a specialized field whereas they work on multiple different systems, so if she gets sent to go train on something else, I won't see her for that day. I get to see her again tomorrow, so long as we can go off to smoke and have no one else around, I think I'm going to let my balls drop and ask her to go hiking with me. While not really a date by most standards, it feels safer to do that first, but I'll continually be kicking myself in the dick for falling for her.
Wene I was little my father abused me and to this day I wonder if he didn't hit me would I be on 4chan would I be totally different and I just sit and wait for someone one to slap the reality to me but it's earth what do you expect so many people are ignorant they don't want to mature they stay oblivious to situations given to them I've had gfs like that it just is to much done times I think why?why do I go on 4chan every day to laugh at rekt threads to take apart in ylyl threads or masturbate to porn webms I wonder could thing have changed would they be good or bad
>>671065869
Read backwards
>>671071748
>>671071830
>>671065103
Fuck off William shatner nobody cares
>>671064258
>trying to start a feels thread with a cringe pic
>>671065456
uncanny, but the feels want the feels want sadly
r u ready
>>671072630
>671072630
>>671065838
I ain't a doctor but I'm hella sure this shit is dangerous and have consequences
But I'm not your mother
Do what you want
>>671070536
Honestly, man, the little things go a long way. When this girl is having a bad day, I'll run out and grab her a coffee and her favorite donut or I'll pull her outside to have a smoke and let her vent about her day. Something casual like hiking isn't a bad move at all. It's a good chance to spend time together and be a part of her life before you're ready to go for broke
>>671066381
TL; DR please
>>671065838
/b/ro, the INXS guy. Don't be him
>>671066540
That was slow and predictable
>>671066540
This is me to my love I have crippling depression and she doesn't care it hurts to live
>>671066540
I didn't notice this was a gif... I thought "Hey, are you okay?" and "No..." was the whole thing. Didn't need the rest. It described every conversation I've had with friends recently.
>>671073263
>>671073842
thank you for your answer anon
>>671065383
Mud girl becomes an hero
I was good friends with a girl one time. Met her in grade 9 and we grew close over the course of that year. Texted, talked alot. Went for walks, the whole nine yards. But I never clued in. First day back to school he next year, this actually happened. >>671065103 Still, it didn't hit me. Not until a couple years later after we had grown apart. It's been 5 years since I last talked to her, and just thinking about her and how badly I fucked up makes me feel like smashing everything in sight. The frustration nearly separates my mind from my body. I don't hear what is said to me, I forget what I'm doing. I just want to rampage until all my energy is gone and I just collapse from exhaustion and never get up.
>>671075889
I had that once. Her name is Sydney. I was 19 and so fucking stupid to never see the signs. We did the whole "bet friends" thing for a while and the whole time I knew I was in love with her, I just never thought the feeling was mutual even though she'd give me hugs like that every time she saw me and said "I love you" every time we got off the phone or whatever. Cut off contact when it got too unbearable to be around her all the time. Found out years later that she felt the same way about me and was heartbroken when I stopped talking to her. It's been 7 years and I still regret never going for it. I would have married that girl. I've never forgiven myself for letting her go.
>>671068583
Surprised you're still alive and haven't hung yourself
Any weak minded anon would have killed himself
I'm glad you are still alive
And that your life seems to be better
And i was happy when i read that music saved your life
Keep going like that anon, I'm sure life will be better for you
Ps: this k girl is a bitch and i hope you'll make it with that other girl
>>671064258
terrible night.
>start slowcooking dinner this morning for girlfriend
>this afternoon she ditches me to smoke weed with her friend
>ditches me in the bad part of town
>get jumped waiting for her to pick me up
>in tears, crying, and all she says is "i don't deserve you yelling at me, I didn't attack you, they did!"
>she says "if you're not happy, then just break up with me. leave. just go"
>she drives off
>.......dinner's ready
>>671068874
Thank you for ruining my night....
>>671078578
Nigga, fuck that shit. Sex ain't worth being treated like that and she clearly doesn't give a shit about you if that's her only reaction. You deserve better, anon. Don't settle.
>>671070269
Nice backpack
>>671075734
No problem
Hope nothing bad will come out from this
>>671078578
At least dinner's ready
why doesn't anyone post original content? I don't get it. you're better off just not posting a photo.
>>671064572
jesus christ. it's worth the read everybody
>TLDR guy's daughter is friends with indian girl. girl has insane dad who beats her and rapes her. cops won't listen. finally dad goes to jail and dude gets custody of the indian daughter. she hangs herself because of ptsd.
The feels and rants about woman are so fucking boring. Can you stop being a little whiny tumblr bitch and man up /b/?
>>671080601
Glad i didn't read
I'm depressed enough
>>671080892
This
>>671079500
Hope so,i know it can cause serious brain damage if doing for long time (its a way to commit suicide) but i just do it for a few secs but many times
>>671081283
Yeah i think you are safe but an incident can always happens so be careful bro
