/comfy/ feels thread?
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/comfy/ feels thread?
>be me
>be 13, first day of 7th grade
>chubby weird kid mold already established
>sitting at desk that had my name waiting for first day to start
>crowds out people standing around
>this girl come from around one group and walks down the aisle looking for her seat
>the second I lay my eyes on her my heart nearly jumps out of my chest
>no clue what it was at the time. Best guess now is that's what love at first sight is
>stuff happens and end up falling hard for this girl through the rest of the year
>she actually makes a bit of a point to interact with me at times
>too much of a sperg to do anything
>Don't really talk much to her after that year
>fast forward a couple years
>I dropped out of school and moved an hour away, but still have a lot of ties to the town/community
>fast forward to last year
>Found out she has a brain tumor
>tfw she could literally be dead right now and I have no way of knowing
The worst part is I still have crazy feelings for her.
If you fuckers want some real feels, go on google and search up "The Liliad - 4chan" and click the github link. I read through that 3 nights ago and Im still fucked up over it. I feel broken.
>>745874671
>>745874975
Maybe when the thread dies. Thanks bud.
>>745875429
that pepe makes me feel things...
Captcha:
>lookout acat
Bump
>>745875802
Fuck Author Unknown.
>>745875847
Faggot, feels thread have been a thing here for years. The fuck you on about?
>>745875847
>being this new
why no one have feels tonight?
/b/ really is dead, huh? The only thing people still on this board are tranny and celeb threads
Maybe I'll just take this thread over to /bant/
>just started college
>was completely miserable for the first couple weeks, being away from home and knowing that my childhood is long over
>eventually got over that, thought thing would get better
>nope
>four weeks later and i'm still miserable
>massively behind in all my classes, really should be doing homework that was due two weeks ago instead of browsing 4chan
>all the food is either shitty prison food or junky fast food
>living in the dorm still sucks massive sweaty chode. the floors are filthy, you have to go through three locked doors to get to your room, the dickheads on my floor funk up all the showers and toilets
>still no friends, the few people i'm acquainted with i only see in passing
>absolutely tons of niggers and arabs
>doing this shit is no longer required like in high school, and i have chosen to spend thousands of dollars my family doesn't have to be miserable
>>745878330
i am literally in the exact same boat as you. except i do my homework.. do your homework. what school do you go to?
>>745878330
>falling for the college meme
It's also your own fault for chosing a college with a lot of niggers and arabs, Anon.
If things don't get better just find a way to get out and go to a trade school. Or find a job as a machinist or something. They're desperate for people because no one's going into that field so they'll teach you anything you need to know.
>>745878330
What do you plan on majoring in, Anon?
>>745876122
>>745876201
Like I said >>/r9k/
this thread would be more successful there. /b/ don't care about the feels
>>745879022
/b/ is dead
ill contribute a little
>>745879071
yeah, what's going on here exactly? /b/ used to be pure mayhem. Did everyone just go to /pol/?
>>745879339
fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuug
>>745879527
I think so. That's where I spend most of my time tbh. From what I read and talk about with other anons, most of us where on /b/ years ago but we've all moved over there now.
>>745878671
i won't give the exact school but i'll give the state. we'll narrow it down if by some miracle you're also here.
i'm in Kentucky.
>>745878674
>falling for the college meme
trust me, i didn't. i knew this was not the best idea for the past couple years, but frankly i thought it would turn out at least a little better than this. i've been welding for a few months now, i really just need to get certified.
the thing is, i know i won't be happy if i go through with this college bullshit. but i won't be happy if i don't either.
i'll see if i can even handle this one semester, then i'll either drop out and get a trade job or keep going and hope i find a bag of money under a bridge. at least i'm not in some useless bullshit arts field.
>>745878913
physics. i already knew when i enrolled, so i'm in the program.
i was on the engineering track for a while, but once i actually looked into the kind of job that gets you, it sounded like absolute hell. sitting in a factory designing and prototyping a single small part of a car for weeks or even months. no thanks.
i picked physics because it was similar material with possibly more interesting results. but the results aren't much better to be frank.
basically my options in 4 years will be to either fuck off with the BA in Science and do something else with it (i considered getting a position on an oil drill or platform with it) or grueling through grad school to get a PhD and then becoming either a government slave or a university slave.
born to die, world is a fuck, etc. etc.
>be me
> 21 yo fag
> became alpha out of nowhere
>got a gf
>she broke up with me
>got a new gf just the same day
>turns out im in a toxic relashion
>my worlds just crash dont know why i keep living
>every aspect of my life just is going bad
>why keep trying b?
>>745879611
>>745879665
3edgy5me
anyone lurking? not even my thread but i like to feel that im helping
>>745879838
pic related, Anon. Become the ubermensch because fuck everyone else.
>>745879979
i tried to keep it rolling but the guys i replied to may have left. >>745879609
>>745879979
I always just lurk.
I never feel like I contribute to what people say on /b/ so I just keep to myself.
>>745880218
i normally do the same, only things i contribute to are rarely greentext threads and very rarely feels threads. i just needed this tonight. been a shit past 2 days and even shittier evening
>>745879894
Anonymous needs to move one. I get it, but it's not healthy.
>>745879853
god damn.
>>745880371
Eh, I was having a rough week, but I got two really good drops in oldschool runescape so like, I'm riding that lol
>be me
>in high school, have anxiety and OCD but keeping my head above water
>get put on meds that are supposed to help
>meds don't work for a little bit, then kick in full force
>I'm more depressed than I've ever been before, don't care about anything, can't find happiness
>Mom finds out and gets me off the meds (because by then I didn't care whether I took them or not, felt like I'd be miserable either way)
>start on new stuff that actually works
But I've never felt the same, /b/. I'm in college now, but during those dark days it hit me: why live? Nothing makes me happy enough to be worth all the shit life throws at me. Some part of me still wants to just stop existing.
stop posting edgy pictures and actually post
>>745879979
Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck.
That one always gets me. That is how you parent right. At least the basic concept.
>>745880193
that's adorable
>>745880431
yeah i hit gold in league so that was cool. ironic, my girlfriend dumped me right after and then tonight shes getting drunk with all my friends and im not invited. i saw it on snapchat
>>745880201
we didn't leave, I just didn't know what to say. Sorry, Anon. Best of luck if life. Hope you find that bag of money.
>>745880595
Tbh, you're probably better off not at that party, also congrats on gold. I hit gold season 3-4, can't remember, and just immediately stopped playing because of the verbal barriages people give for simple mistakes.
didn't offend me, just got tired of silvers screaming as if their ranks even matter.
>>745880738
i mean the thing is its because were supposed to be on good terms. i was celebrating my birthday with them in 5 days. I am new at college (freshman) and dont really know anyone else and dont want to spend my birthday alone again. along with this one of my best friends tried to kill himself today and then apparently ran away from home (hes younger, im over 18 so chill mods) and im concerned because i dont know where he is. Today has just been shit in general
>>745880851
If you want some advice, relationships don't end on good terms, because if you were on good terms, you would've made it work.
your friend is probably doing fine at another friends house or something, waiting a couple days out to clear his head
>tfw I never leave home except to go on food adventure with my dad
>tfw haven't really talked to a girl in years
>tfw the Life is Strange games are my fav because it's the closest I've gotten to feeling like I was getting close to a girl
>>745881061
yeah figured, but i mean its an apparent "break" and she wants to get back with me in a few days. whatever that means, but still feels like shit right before my birthday
>>745881131
Have you talked to her at all?
>>745881074
>you've never met anyone like your body before
No fucking shit. kek
>Your body has been with you everyday good or bad.
..well, yeah I guess. That's pretty cool. Thanks bro.
>It's even kept a journal of your life carved in scars.
fuuggg. I love you, bro.
Anyone else still here or want to contribute? going to bed in a few
>>745881317
OP is still here. If this thread dies it dies. I might try again on /bant/ later or tomorrow.
>>745881212
havent seen her, she said she still likes me and we can resume i guess. I dont doubt it, ive been in similar scenarios with both outcomes and this seems like the outlook is positive. I just feel like shit when im alone or without friends.
lastly an OC one for the night. a bit long but i hope you guys can learn from it.
>>745881427
I'm glad. No matter what I say, I want you to be optimistic because you know more than I do obviously, you can have the better judgement. When will the break end?
>>745881388
I posted one last one, read this one >>745881591
its what really happened to me so tell me what you think
>>745881613
no specific time, shes been stressed with school and hearing back from a modelling gig. So i presume after hearing back and catching up on school a bit. I dont blame her, shes been on anti depressents so it makes her a bit bigger than she was when she started modeling so shes been concerned and wanted space.
>>745881711
Best of luck anon. I'm tired as shit and want to get sleep. I'm sorry to cut this conversation short. I hope we run into eachother on a thread again man, it's been real
>>745881618
Will do, Anon. But it's gonna take a sec to read it.
>>745881820
i was going to do the same, if you ever find me in one thread ill probably be posting my story >>745881591
here.
gn anon
>>745881618
Sher is a fucking cunt wagon, Anon. Just finished the part where she was perganant
>>745881591
breh..
Your story is an Ironpill and a half. 10/10. Def inspired me. Best of luck in life, Anon. Thank you.
I ghosted the girl who friendzoned me hard. Matter of the fact is, she had become attached to my friendship but she didn't want to take things further with me.
So, I just ignored her. She used to call me a couple of times a month and we used to fight all the time and everything.
We hadn't spoke to each other in almost 3 months and she fell in love with this other guy who broke her heart and she came running back to me again.
Now, we're casually fucking each other and I feel like I got what I wanted but I will always want more than a physical relationship I guess. She's smart and sensitive enough for me. But, she doesn't want a relationship anymore because she's too scared of "love." I keep telling her that love's not a real thing but she doesn't believe me.
So, I guess I'm stuck with fucking her and not getting attached
>>745885519
>fucking her and not getting attached
If you're anything like I think you are, that's not going to work out for you. You'll end up getting attach sooner rather than later, trust me.
Does remind me of a time I ghosted on a girl. I'll green text it in another post.
>>745885708
So, what do I do?
I still would like to use her body.
>>745885852
>use her body
That's not fair to her or yourself, Anon.
As for what you do, when you get there, or ideally before you do, confront her about it. Yeah, she might not want a relationship because of the feels, but there are plenty of very successful marriages that are more "agreements" than relationships.
Just explain the situation to her and if she freaks out she ain't worth it. Trust me on this. Nothing is worse than having a chick use you as a freebie rebound which is what it seems like she's doing.
>>745886036
We actually talked about this before we got into this anon. That this is a casual friends with benefits thing. And I think this is better than not having anything at all anon.
But she does keep giving me mixed signals. One day, she's all like this is not a rebound thing. I don't want you to be a rebound. And the next she's like this is a casual thing. And the next day she says we're not using each other. It's all confusing to me
You guys are fucking pussies. Since yesterday I've been deaf in my left ear and its probably permanant
>be me
>be 18 I think
>be on vampire freaks(I like goth chicks)
>meet girl on there
>not goth, but whatever
>talk and get along pretty good
>a few days after meeting I'm feeling odd so I just ask her to be gf because fuck it why not
>she says she wants to talk on phone before that
>I hate talking on the phone so I stall and stall
>eventually boldness wears off and I don't really care about gf thing anymore
>suggest brother/sister type thing because idk
>she's like whatever but doesn't care about the bro/sis thing
>keep talking and get along great
>she keeps threatening to send nudes because she's a horny bitch and what not
>I say no because I'm still in the bro/sis mindset
>eventually she sends boobs
>breadygood.jpg
>that evolves into some semi-sexting thing
>we keep going as friends that happen to sexy talk each other whenever she's in the mood
>a few months in my grandfather dies
>messes me up a bit and kind of ghost on her a bit
>message her after a few months explaining that I was sorry and I wouldn't do it again I was just messed up
>she's fine and starts talking again
>we do some sexy time stuff again like before but after a month or two she stops
>I didn't catch on at first and I make a few jokes
>she doesn't receive them well and I ask if that part of whatever we were doing was done
>she says yes
>whatever.jpg
>still talk for a few months
>bready good friends
>meet other girl on vampire freaks
>she lives close to me and is more goth I guess
>start talking and we get along bready good
>One night first girl starts sending me videos of her trying to squirt(which she actually manages to do)
>she made some kind of comment about me falling in love with her and not to do it or being careful about it or something
>I tell her it was too late
>she gets a little quiet after that because I was at my grandmas and could cum for her
>get closer to second girl
>first girl had made it clear to me multiple times that we weren't going to become a thing
pt.1
>be me
>20 y/o unemployed high school dropout
>dad hard working but loves me insanely
>feel like dissapointment
>lives at my moms cause didnt work out with my dad and his new wife
>dont get along with mom, called me a pest yesterday for multiple reasons
>only escape is weekends with my friends and party
>can get gf but i know deep inside as they get to know me they will regret it
feel like such a shithole for letting myself be the family dissapointment
>>745886478
Wow. Such a badass
>>745886569
>I'm not built for "casual" so I end up falling in love anyway but never say anything for months
>occasionally make comment but it goes unnoticed
>Of course as I get close to second girl first girl says we should be together
>I tell her no because I always mess things up in relationships, which was true and I was concerned about
>dunno what to say to her so I ignore her txts for a few days
>get closer to second girl
>life gets busy. Was shoveling snow every other day because crazy winter. Great-Grandma dies in February, brother gets married in March, bday in April
>all the while I got closer and close with second girl and I get the feels for her bad
>When I finally realize I ghosted on first girl it was 4 months later and she said that if I ghosted again she would be done with me
>I feel so bad I don't even try because I know she's done with me
>tfw a year later second girl ghosts on me
I ended up texting first girl a few months ago to tell her I was sorry. She tried playing dumb like she didn't remember me, but things didn't go anywhere. Still feel bad about it, but I feel better now that I apologies after 4 years.
>>745886393
>It's all confusing to me
Then you seriously need to sit and talk to her about it. Like I said, nothing is worse than being used, and if you're just using her than that's not fair to either of you.
Talk to her, Anon. That's my advice.
>>745886478
What happened?
Also, this thread is the place we come to be pussies. Get over it
>>745886825
I'm right there with you, Anon. 22 y/o though. Where you live? You white?
>>745887107
I'm scared of the possibility that I may end up losing even the sex if we talk about it anon :(
>finished filming my first feature length film
>can't get my self to edit it
I'm being stupid I know.
>>745887328
Sex before marriage is degenerate anyway. And like I said, it's not worth it if you're gonna get burned later on. There's more to life than just pussy, Anon.
>>745887416
Stop being a lazy piece of shit, Anon, and finish that shit. I WANNA WATCH A MOVIE MADE BY A FELLOW ANON, DAMMIT!
>>745887508
I'll get there. I just need to un-rut my self. its been a heavy year.
>>745887418
Alright anon. Thanks for talking to me about it
>>745887568
Worse case scenario you have to find a new hole because the dumb cunt couldn't see what was right in front of her. Best case scenario you get the girl.
Best of luck, Anon.
>>745887555
You don't just "un-rut" yourself, Anon. Get off your ass and do it. Do you think anyone that accomplished anything great in life wait until they "un-rutted" themselves to get to work? Fuck, Mozart while working on his greatest, imo, work Requiem even said that he felt he was writing a requiem for himself. The mother fucker felt like he was dying and still managed to make an amazing piece of music that has lasted centuries.
Get out there and get to work, Anon. Do it because fuck everyone else. Do it for greatness. Do it for honor. Do it for your legacy.
>>745887213
im from sweden
nah im half white, half black.
Have a white childhood though
>>745887981
none of that is really resonating wtih me anon. I appreciate the try, but I think your wrong. sometimes you're in a rut. when you're not longer in a rut, you get good. My friend died two days ago, my other friend moved a month before that, and I had to cut my parents out of my life.
I think im okay taking a little time to un rut my self.
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>>745888101
Poor mulatto. If you were close by I'd have said we should be buddies to help unfuck ourselves, but I'm in the states.
>>745888186
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>>745888217
>>745874624
Do you mean only post comfy feels? Because I have a sad feel.
> be suicidally depressed
> meet qt girl who throws red flag after red flag after red flag
> ignore all of them because infatuated and finally have a reason to live
> date for a few months, lose v-card, etc
> when it inevitably crashed and burned I walked away with lots of confidence
> confidence wore off
> currently a line cook in a pub, have a huge crush on a waitress who might be like 10 years older than me, can't figure out an in with her.
I'm pretty inebriated, if anyone wants I'll share some feels stories from my life.
>>745888229
>>745888263
>>745888125
Okay, friend dying sucks. And the other stuff ain't light either. But think, you can help poor some of that emotion into your work. Use that energy to get the job done. I've been in shit moods in life and that's when I've had the best jam sessions and wrote the best music I've ever made. It can help, Anon.
>>745888196
yeah that's to bad
actually happy im mulatto cause i have it very easy with girls, too bad that's my only reedeming quality though
>>745888253
Forgot to mention the best part
> I can feel myself slowly slipping back into the state of suicidal depression I was in in the first place
> I don't want to see what I do next to harm myself worse than I did with her
>>745888370
I've been making content for over 10 years now, longer if you count the comics and stories id write as a kid. I know how I work and what I do. I'm generally a perpetual worker. but i dont want to edit. i just don't.
im not going to pour my friends death into cuts of footage. that doesn't even make sense.
I'm already writing other stuff so its not a big deal. let people be in their ruts anon. this years been too fucking heavy. I dont have a family anymore. my friends dead. and before that my friend left. nad before that my dog died. and before that I was still recovering from the fucking brain injury. its been a long fucking year.
im ready to just kick back and be in my rut. why not? the movie will be there later.
>>745888443
>very easy with girls
Don't you fucking pollute those beautiful genes that have been distilled for centuries in the frozen lands of Scandinavia.
I'm English/Irish/Italian and I wouldn't dare ruin the genes of a girl like pic related
>>745879797
this one hit too close to home anon.
>>745874624
this my comfy
>>745888581
>I'm already writing other stuff so its not a big deal
Okay, at least your still working then. When I hear people say stuff like you were it usually means they aren't doing anything. The eternal "waiting for my muse" garbage.
As for no more family, don't you get it, Anon? We're you family.
>>745888726
sorry i dont have your standards anon, never been with someone that isnt 100% white.
feels kinda good tbh
>>745888886
>at least you're still working
I've been working since I got out of the womb anon, there is nothign wrong wtih people taking time off. am i wrong for not working yesterday or for the two weeks before?
no. sometimes you're in a rut. im not waiting for my muse. I'm just working through some heavy shit man. not as heavy as some peoples sure, but I'm allowed to wallow and be in my rut. its not making me a worse person or a less person.
you should try nojt to be so pushy. I know you are trying to help but one size does not fit all. I'm a generally happy person, I am successful in almost every aspect of my life. its okay to take a break from it all.
>>745881591
I could beat your ass in smash 4
>>745888253
>>745888534
Dude. I know what it's like to be in a dark place like that. You just have to find something greater than yourself to fight/work towards.
"When you're willing to die for something then you're alive."
Find what you're willing to die for, Anon. That's my advice. That's what got me out of my deep dark despair.
>>745888978
I'm sure it does, but at least find another mulatto at least. Please for the love of all that is holy, do not contaminate the gene pool any more than your parents did. Be better than them.
>>745889070
Eh, I get it. Recharge your batteries then go in and kill that shit that much harder. Best of luck, Anon.
>>745888754
>papa johns
my nigga
>feels
https://youtu.be/mcLjmxout-A
>>745889469
That makes a lot of sense. In fact, I guess, that's where I went, mentally. When I met this girl she became something worth dying for in my eyes.
For what it's worth I am trying of late to connect more with the people around me. Maybe it's not too late to open myself up to other people.
>>745889616
thats more my attitude. just need to unrut my self. i do think writing tonight helped though. The theme of the screenplay is close to what im feeling now in regards to losing friends and how to find an intrinsic sort of happiness despite it.
I just need to follow its advice if I want to write authentically.
>friend asks me how my day was
>'lonely'
>he immediately calls me and makes handjob jokes.
>>745889993
Connecting with other people is great, Anon. Just having people there is good.
But to really find something worth dying for, it has to be something great and idealist. It can't be something taken away or something that can leave you. It has to be ethereal almost.
>>745889546
>>745889546
yeah well, unlike you i wont specify who i'll end up with. if she's mulatto so be it, if she's chinese i dont mind etc.
race isnt something i think about really
>>745890214
Sounds like you have a good friend there, Anon.
https://youtu.be/HgzGwKwLmgM
just get rid of your feels anons,leave this thread, dance around and work out, dont swim in your depression
>>745890011
That's it. I'm one of those types that give great advice, but never manage to follow it myself. kek
Cheers, Anon. Go get 'em.
>>745890259
hes pretty good. I love him to death I am just having trouble connecting since my other friend left. I really miss him. and now another friend is dead and its just rough man.
this friend used to be my world and I wish I could go back to that time where he was all i needed. it feels empty with the others gone now
>>745890230
>But to really find something worth dying for, it has to be something great and idealist. It can't be something taken away or something that can leave you. It has to be ethereal almost.
Another valid point. I've been trying to care more about my own future as well. Really it's an uphill battle against my own self-pity and alcoholism.
>>745890316
when it comes to writing my advice is usually what I've experienced and believe, its hard for me to write inauthentically, which makes the paid work a little difficult. thankfully my current gig is in line with my belief system even if the subject matter is weird af
>>745890253
>race isnt something i think about really
kek
Good luck with that going forward. I can't see the world continuing on that way. I used to be like that, but I've been forced to be the opposite due to reality being forcibly shoved down my throat.
>>745888739
I feel you man :(
>>745890322
We got you, Anon. We got you.
also ashamed to admit this episode of rick and morty has been hitting me really fucking hard.
Spring starts when a heartbeat's poundin'
When the birds can be heard above the reckoning
Carts doing some final accounting
Lava flowing in Superfarmer's direction
He's been gettin' reprieve from the heat in the frozen food section
Don't tell me what the poets are doing
Don't tell me that they're talkin' tough
Don't tell me that they're anti-social
Somehow not anti social enough, all right
And porn speaks to it's splintered legions
To the pink amid the withered corn stalks in them winter regions
While aiming at the archetypal father
He said with such broad and tentative swipes why do you even bother
Don't tell me what the poets are doing
Those Himalayas of the mind
Don't tell me what the poet's been doing
In the long grasses over time
Don't tell me what the poets are doing
On the street and the epitome of vague
Don't tell me how the universe is altered
When you find out how he gets paid, all right
If there's nothing more that you need now
Lawn cut by bare breasted women
Beach bleached towels within reach for the women
Gotta make it, gotta make it by swimmin'
>>745890340
>my own self-pity
Man, it feels like I'm talking to my past self. Just have to get there. One foot in front of the other. Start working out. Get ripped. Go for gold and don't stop until you have it.
>>745890419
>I've been forced to be the opposite due to reality being forcibly shoved down my throat.
Are we still talking about girls here anon?
>>745890626
Uh, not really, but that's where they led so, maybe?
>>745890560
f-fuck...
> for the first time in my life I feel like I'm any sort of powerful
> it's because my ex-girlfriend put me on a pedestal and clung to me for stability when I was incapable of actually supplying any
m-m-maybe it's not too late for me. Maybe I can turn my life around.
>>745879609
I heard those oil drill jobs are pretty cozy
>>745890601
>see filename
>spacewank.jpg
>read green text
>no disappointed
kek
>>745890744
It's never too late, Anon. Especially with those dubs
>>745890744
I feel ya anon.
>girl comes over
>phsyically shes my dream girl, hits everythign on my list sans an accent
>we fuck once
>she immediately begins asking questions about what I do, what I'm here for, all the weird stuff in my house
>shes not just 'impressed', shes more immersed
>she ends up staying for 8 hours
>we fuck more but she just continually asks more and more about my life
>she comes over at least once a week since then, often begging to come over though I'm too busy to accomodate usually
>when I send her home after she begs to stay for even just another hour
>i cave in sometimes
>despite her being this enthralled with what I do shes constantly tearing down at me
>the best I can get from her is usually a backhanded compliment like 'i wasn't expected the sex to be so good since you're shorter than me' and things like that.
>at this point shes become obsessed with my life though
>when she appreciates me it is genuine, she loves my art, the things I collect, the way I run my life
>she sees it as something to aspire to
>after sex she doens't wnat to go home
>i let her stay and even make her dinner
>after eating dinner she comes into my room and sees me typing on my phone
>runs her hand down my stomach 'wow look how distended your belly is'
>this is the 5th insult of the day
>finally kick her out tell her im tired of her tearing at me all the god damned time
>she later apologizes
>i tell her we can be friends but i dont want to fuck anymore
>a few days pass
>she asks to call me
>i answer
>the first thing she says in the first thirty seconds is another back handed compliment
>i blow up and tell her I can't deal with her shit anymore
>she starts crying apologizing, saying she doesn't know why she says these things she thinks shes in love with me
>gotta hang up.
she put me on a pedastal. then tried to put me down to harness my life for her self. sad.
>>745890727
Yeah well i feel sorry for you that you feel that way anon.
I try to judge a person by their actions and personality and not by their race, i know that's a unpopular opinion here but who cares, im getting drunk
/b/ros I know this is a feels thread but after being this way for so long, recently met a girl who's way too good for me and have never been happier.
The rest of the world has blurred out.
I wish you anons all the strength.
>>745891490
I was the same way, and generally I do, but at the end of the day I just want to be around other white people and only white people. I just get along better with them because they're my own.
>>745891590
>things are only good because a girl
try not to fly too close to the sun there.
>>745891590
what do you mean "too good for you"?
>>745891708
this
>>745891352
>745891352
Fuck... I'd almost think we dated the same woman.
The girl in question was my dream girl physically except her ass was flat. She was always tearing me down, too. She often talked about other men she'd fucked.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DSdLEuYjHOE
>>745891693
I understand you mate, my best friends are white cause i relate to them the most, but i also have an iranian best friend cause he's way different and tbh he's pretty much the way i strive to be.
>>745891817
>always talingabout other men she fucked
woof. mine never did that, we actually kinda had the opposite problem. i was very open about having sex with other girls, though she claimd she wasnt looking for anything serious yadda yadda. for me it was mostly just jabs at how I look. I'm cute enough but the closer you look the more flaws there are you know? either way, it definitely went beyond good ribbing and into just being a bitch. you know how the difference, you can hear it in their tone.
I didn't really have any feelings for her though so its no skin off my bones, just an annoying situation, and it helped me realized i did the same thing. I didn't tear people down like she did, but i have also tried to harness people for their lifestyle more than who they are themselves, at least to some degree.
I think imguilty of that with my friend who moved recently. I mean i do genuinely appreciate him, but i do think i tried to harness his life to make me feel more 'worthy' of that kind of friend instead of just enjoying the friendship he was already giving me any way
if all that makes sense.
>>745892119
>I didn't really have any feelings for her though so its no skin off my bones
F-fuck I had the opposite situation... I was about to kill myself before she showed up. It was a chess game to keep her from realizing exactly how much she meant to me.
I-I won... hahaha....
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xKCek6_dB0M
> I'm sorry, I am exceedingly drunk and I listen to Taylor Swift when I get really drunk
>>745892319
>I listen to Taylor Swift when I get really drunk
The fuck? Why? How did that even start?
I don't really have any actual direction I'm headed in life or want to head. I've just kind of always drifted along, feels like I've never actually been a whole person
I've been starved for human affection and attention for so long I get butterflies in my stomach when a video game character says they believe in me or I'll do great or heaven forbid, 'I love you.'
> pic related makes me cry everytime
>>745892319
>opposite situation
sorry to hear that man. As a general rule my life is pretty fulfilling so i dont get tied up in romance all that much. I got my business, I got my art, I got my friends, and I got my adventures so there isn't much room for girls consistently. honestly even if she wasn't a bitch i dont think I could have gotten with her. she was sweet enough otherwise, but there was nothing there for me. when I do catch feelings its usually for someone as invested in what they love as I am.
I just feel bad about the situation. hearing her cry on the phone was still brutal, and me realizing I did soemthing similar to my friend who moved sucks. and I still just really miss him. Things havent been the same since he left. he really changed things.
I don't want to go back to my old life, but I can't just bring him back to me so I Feel less empty.
I need to find something new to feel complete again, and I'm not sure what that is.
>>745892446
>The fuck? Why? How did that even start?
...what? I've had a huge crush on her since I was literally ten years old and her songs appeal to a softer, more emotional side of me that I am only comforatble acknowledging when I'm exceedingly drunk.
What, you're telling me you don't get more emotional when you've had a few?
>>745892684
that feeling when just drifting along is the worst
i have no idea what i wanna do in the future and i dont wanna tie myself down in an education or job..
it's like im in a standstill
>>745880193
>until it dawns on her that he's been starring at her from behind the canvas for 5 hours straight.
> in the same posture.
>the writing is in human feces.
>>745892881
I don't really drink, but I act drunk when I'm really tired and yeah, I used to get pretty emotional when I'm tired. It actually got me into some stuff whenever I was tired and talking to a girl because I basically become an open book.
But idk, Tay Tay just seemed really random, but I get the celeb crush thing. I've had that for fuzzyfu since I was 13, 22 now.
>>745892756
This is breaking my heart.
>>745874624
I've been depressed for as long as I can remember. When I was 17 I met this girl. I had girlfriends in the past and I did love them. At least, I thought I did. That was before I met this girl. She taught me what love really is. I actually saw a future with her, which is something I hadn't seen in a long time. For once, I actually wanted to work on myself. I wanted to actually get better so I could have that future. That future died when I found her hanging from a noose. I thought she said my name when I was getting her down. Her lips were blue and she had a nasty bruise around her neck. Have you ever felt for a pulse before but felt nothing? It's wrong. It felt so wrong. Like I was taking the pulse of a rock. But there had to be a pulse right? She's not dead right? I remember the paramedics couldn't find the way inside the house. All I could think to say was "Just save her, climb the fucking walls if you have to just save her." The cops thought I murdered her.
A couple months later I tried to kill myself. Same way she did. Some pills, some alcohol, and a noose. I was told I was five minutes from death and that I was "lucky" my friend called when she did. Silly me, having to say goodbye.
I'm turning twenty soon. Going to a good college. Everyone says my future is bright because I'm going into Cybersecurity. I can't see it. All I can see is suicide. My therapist says I have a part of me that wants to get better. I don't think so. I have two parts. One part is telling me to end it right now. The other part says "think how disappointed your parents will be."
I want to die /b/ but no one will let me.
Sorry if this doesn't make much sense or if I had any typos. Im having some bad flashbacks so it's hard to think. I don't want advice. I've had enough of that.
>>745881089
>tfw rachel amber ends up being a borderline
>tfw rachel manipulated chloe and everyone else around her to think she's a good person when inside she's emotionally hollow
>tfw starting the fire is only the beginning of her spiral into madness
>>745893757
Breh, that cunt burned down a 400-450 year old tree because she was buttmad about her dad, which I get being buttmad, but I can NOT be okay with that cunt wagon burning down a tree that is older than the country it stands in.
Also, implying Max didn't manipulate people by going back in time and use that knowledge to get on their good side.
And did we not already know that Rachel Amber was going to end up being a huge cunt?
>>745874975
I just went and read through it. God damn, the ending made my heart feel heavy. I want to hang out with that guy and buy him a beer, or all the beer, or something.
>>745876815
I had to bury my child hood dog of 17 years in a hole I dug with my dad next to his dog buddy who died earlier this year of cancer at the age if 10 barelying to each other knowing one of us might cry today, he was still just a puppy who was scared of thunderstorms and loved to sleep next to people and I that even if he lived for another 17 years hid still be a pupper, I'll miss him. But yeah I got the feels tonight
>>745894470
>>745894574
Kek
>>745894570
Are you basedhickory on twitter? He had a super old dog die today too.
I know that feel man. My dog died a couple years ago. She had been with me while I "grew up". Got her when I was 10 and I was 20 when she went. I still miss her... She was my best friend
Anyone watch The Machinist? That gave me some pretty heavy feels.
>>745895267
I've been meaning to for years
>>745895429
why?
>>745895017
I'm not that dude sorry, thanks knowing someone cares helps
>>745895401
I don't mean to sound like an edgelord cunt but to understand the video you've got to pay attention and be somewhat smart.
Otherwise the majority of what's going on in the movie might not make sense.
>>745895618
Edgy
>>745895580
Yeah, it helps knowing there's someone. That was a big problem when I was depressed. I just couldn't find anyone that really seemed to care I was in pain.
>>745895618
Have you seen Mr. Nobody?
>>745895721
>Mr. Nobody
no
>>745895825
Watch that and come talk to me about "smart and complicated" movies. That will fuck with you head start to finish. It's actually really good, but it is long
>>745895721
Thanks again m8 I'm heading off to bed it's 1 am and I got to get up at six to feed hores
>>745895873
>feed hores
I'm assuming you meant horses? And sleep tight, bud.
This image gives me feels
>>745896221
Why?
>>745896327
Look at the way she looks at the viewer
>>745896366
That's the way I feel about pic related
>>745896575
Pretty but doesn't strike the same chord in me
>>745896636
yeah, cuz her tits aren't out
>>745896708
Kek
> maybe it's not too late to open myself up to others
Anyone else feel like life is overrated?
>>745897854
Yes, man. I'm willing to bet I know this feeling as intimately as you.
>>745876815
Time to move on anon.
>>>/r9k/
