New feels thread?
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>be me
>Navy
>dating a 10/10 qt3.14
>Shes loyal as fuck and also in the navy
>Gives GREAT head and cums multiple times when we fuck
>Get stationed in two different places
>My friends start to kill themselves
>In a depressed haze I break it off with her despite just the week before buying her a wedding ring where I was going to fly to her and propose
>7 Months later work up the courage to talk to her again because alcohol
>Shes in a committed 5 month long relationship with some dude
>Doesnt want anything to do with me
>I still have the ring
Thinking about an-heroing guys
>>714142652
No girl is worth ending your life over anon, you'll find another, despite what you may think.
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>>714143106
I really really like this image. :'(
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>>714143901
How's life tonight my fellow anons? Just wanting a friendly chat while I think over my issues.
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>>714143953
Not feeling great. Breaking up with my girlfriend. Living in a country where i can not speak the language and got no friends.
Fuck this
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>>714144071
Well, I hope everything works out for you. Everything does in the end, everything has a end and in the end it's a happy ending. Just don't give up.
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>>714144071
That sounds actually pretty interesting, how old are you and what country? Jw
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>>714144599
I'll post a few.
This one made me cry.
cf
>>714144041
Just the few lines fuck me up. I don't even have to read the whole thing
This made me sad because it sounds like something I would do.
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>>714144745
dogs are better than people.
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>>714144383
28. Japan.
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>>714143602
This person has no idea why people want to kill themselves.
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>>714145466
21
Male ,technically not a virgin
I got fucked in the ass by a 30 year old bussnis man when I was 14 while i was on family vacation. Went through a hard core sub gay phase, didn't help I got my mom's facial features and hair. I told him I was 18 of course. While my family was out souviniere shopping I was in the hotel room taking pics ass up and face down for Craig's list. Got a reply instantly. We fucked twice over two days ,literally worshiped that dudes cock ( was my first time Deep throating). Any ways I've haven't had sex since and feels awkward talking to girls despite not being attracted to dudes anymore
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>>714145396
Their is some truth to that. Had a buddy who pretty much did that. For some people it can help. Their is obviously no fix all button that works on everyone, but it is a start for certain kinds of suicidal people.
4chan... Where you go from deep poetry and feels to some dude fucking a piece of fruit at the bottom of the page...
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>>714142652
Think of it this way. She moved on after 2 months. She was never worth it
>>714142154
that hesitation could mean alot of things u fuckin tard
Fuck, how am I supposed to sleep now?
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>>714142652
It gets better anon. Plenty of fish in the sea. Just takes time
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>>714145396
This. You see it in every feels thread. You can't expect an introverted person to just 'go nuts' and do a 180 on their personality, otherwise they wouldn't be in the situation their in in the first place.
>>714146111
This is my last one.
Make a wish, anons...
>>714143835
This is good anon I didn't think anyone else knew about this word.
>>714142195
My personal favorite drunk
>>714143901
This is fucking happening to me right now
>>714145076
why is your mother such a bitch then?
Sometimes...I regret meeting her because of how fucked up it made me. Thinking of the memories that hav'nt faded yet and the memories we could have made. Sometimes... when I lay in bed crying, to help myself stay sane, I imagine her in bed crying for the same reason too. Hoping that she stills thinks about me and is waiting for me to talk to her, but here I am waiting for her to talk to me. Sometimes... I wish I knew how much she was gonna mean to me in the future so it would convince me to stay by her side more often. Sometimes... I write letters that I want to give her, but I end up crying all over them and throwing them in the trash because I know she'll do the same. Sometimes... I want to kill myself. And I come close to death but don't pull the trigger because in a werid way hope I will find her in someone else.
Thank you for this feels thread op. You've helped me a great deal.
>>714143260
I like this one
>>714144711
I immediately recognized this one I can't read it I don't want to breakdown...
>>714145222
How'd you end up in Japan?
>>714147292
Work. I had an opportunity. I don't really regret it, but it's not easy.
>>714142652
>10/10
>navy
Marine here, the only hot sailors are officers. Your women are overweight and fuck ups. You should have married her when you got the chance, you wouldn't have been separated and would have gotten duty stations at the same location, just different units.
>>714147462
What kind of work do you do and what's your country of origin?
>>714146866
No problem anon. Stay strong! Life goes on and you will too. I believe in you
OP signing off, friends and that one guy who's obviously obsessed with a random fat guy. Have a good night. I mean all of you. I love you all. Goodnight
>>714148042
Have a good one.
>>714148042
Goodnight anon! Have some sweet dreams and i love you too. Don't let the bed bugs bite.
>>714146866
Darling, she doesn't care.
While you're laying awake in your bed in tears, she's not thinking of a way to fix things.
She doesn't remember what it feels like to kiss your lips.
She doesn't talk about you or how bad she misses you.
You aren't the first thing on her mind when she wakes up, and she doesn't search for your face in a crowded room.
The warm feelings you once had together are forgotten.
Sweetheart, she doesn't love you.
And chasing her only makes her ego bigger, and your pride smaller.
She doesn't love you anymore.
I'm so sorry.
Let her go.
>>714148413
Hot
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>>714148503
Soups on, baby
>>714148601
Thread sort of helped me in a way up until the take-over. Thanks to those who contributed. G'night /b/
The people who usually "want to kill themselves" have huge chemical imbalances or have suffered great trauma. I will say this though.
I wanted to kill myself when i was younger, i tried 3 times. Real attempts, drugs and car crash. I decided to join the USMC after my third attempt, i lied on paper work(they dont do medical background checks), and i wanted to kill some sand niggers and literally die with honor. Long story short, i picked COM as one of my MOS choices and got 0651 (Cyber Network Specialist) because i had a nice ASVAB score. I wanted FROC. I never got the chance to even deploy. I am out now, and going to school for Criminal Justice. I want to be a FBI, whether i do good or bad in my passage, i really don't care. I just want to impact the world at this point.
After i got out i actually killed someone while on a cross country drive, i never read about it or heard about it after. I saw some black guy while driving though texas beating some girl. He walked away and pulled out his phone, prolly some pimp/drug dealer. I was walking out of a waffle house when i whitnessed that. He walked around back and it was like 8 pm or so, so it was dark. Voices but no one in sight. I parked my car down by a walmart, and walked through the outskirts, and found a peice of rebar on the way. I saw the glow of a phone, and it was him. I literally broke his skull in with it and left him their. I pushed the rebar into a drain pipe in the back and went back through the desert outskirts and drove off.
I don't think i killed him because he was a bag of shit, i think i did it because i wanted to kill and he was a target that wouldn't come back to haunt me morally.
>>714148795
I was diagnosed with Psychosis, Bipolar T2, and tons of other shit as as teen. I hear voices, talk to myself, and have homicidal and suicidal thoughts daily. I have learned to work with it, without medication. I control myself and come across as normal. I know i will never be married, have a kid, or the "American Dream Life". But i am not going to stop, villain or hero. Whatever happens, it happens.
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>>714141986
>Classes ended right before thanksgiving
>been home for a while
>comfy, free food etc
>help out with chores and get some stuff done for next semester and work
>mom keeps bugging me, stuff like asking me to do a chore several times after I've done it or asking what my schedule looks like every 5 minuets
>shes been allot more irrational than I remember
>over reacting and extremely clumsy
>start to get angry
>get in a few fights with her
>after the third one dad steps in and talks with me privately
>tells me she's been diagnosed with dementia
>heart drops
I knew it was in the family, I don't know why I was so taken back by this
can any /b/roctors give me some help on what I can do to slow the decay of her mind?
like brain games or something like that?
also If anyone has gone through this before, can you give me advice.
thanks in advance
>>714148736
I am really confused by the anatomy here... is he grabbing his shaft or is he grabbing a ball with the shaft poking his gut?
>>714143901
She smashed mine on the ground because i made the mistake of loving a feminist. Loving me was holding her back and marriage would have "destroyed her independence".
>>714149010
I'm not sure either, anon.
>>714142652
feels, not bullshit
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>>714150007
Sometimes at night, I pretend I'm putting a gun to my head with my fingers. When I pull it, I immediately fall limp. I keep my eyes shut, and imagine what it would be like to die. Sometimes I feel happy, knowing that the pain is over and I can be at rest, but other times I feel less suicidal because I imagine what my mother would thing when she walked in. The periods of being non-suicidal don't last long though, maybe 15 minutes at most.
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>>714144156
What's this from?
>>714148913
Patience and Librium. Sorry anon.
>>714144071
Why don't you learn the language. It's not that hard.
>>714144071
Why don't you learn the language it's not that hard.
ITT hippies
>>714143775
Damn.
>>714148913
I'm lucky, I don't know my dad. I don't know which genetic diseases I might have
>>714152022
nope, she doesn't understand
>>714142343
fuck man I lost my cat of 13 years yesterday to the neighbours pit bull and man does this fuck with my heart I haven't cried like this for as long as I can remember. I just wish I could have shown Casper the love he tryed so hard to show me, fuck man it hurts
>>714143106
you know, I've always thought poetry was gay. This one is actually really nice
>>714143602
Literally the worst image on 4chan, that person is a fucking mongoloid who has no clue what depression is and anyone who agrees with it is also a fucking mongoloid
>>714144711
Oh my ;-;
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>>714146258
I wish I could find somebody that I could love.
>>714143602
Fuck this romanticizing bullshit. Almost every single suicidal and depressed person has a severe lack of motivation.
>>714152840
truu
>>714152377
do you know what depression is???
Hey guys. I don't know any of you or why it is you're sad.
I just want you all to know that I've been there a million times, and we all have our moments. Some of us just have much longer moments than others.
You guys are great, and I'll be eternally thankful to each and every one of you for being there for me and sharing my pain with me during my hard times. You guys rock.
>>714141986
http://i.imgur.com/g8Zqln7.jpg
>>714153162
I would think so being that it's been destroying me for literally half my life.
>>714153499
Ever thought about seeing somebody for a diagnosis?
>>714153499
So go get help and stop talking down to people who literally have no reference to what you are feeling
>>714153195
Stay classy, friend
>>714153622
No money, EVER
>>714153672
>literally have no reference to what you are feeling
Yet they're talking about it as if they're an expert or some shit, i think I'm allowed to talk down about them
>>714153987
you either let yourself be mad at you, or you let yourself be mad at the world
you can't be both, because then no one can help you
not even yourself
>>714153987
Well shit. Try saving up if at all possible. I barely know you or your situation all ,but take action no matter how hard it is. When shit gets tough,don't give up. You've made it this far.
>>714146866
Stay strong anon... I know how that's like. You'll never forget them. And its hard knowing it's lost. But no matter what, you always have to keep going. For something or someone. Eventually youll find someone, something that'll ease your thoughts.
>>714146258
i wish she'd come back
>>714142154
I would rather someone hesitate and give me an honest heartfelt answer than have someone robotically tell me they love me.
>>714146258
I wish that everything will work out for me in the end. I just want a companion/friend. I don't want to have to rely on strangers on the Internet for communication. I'll get there. I'm still young so my friends/future wife are still out there somewhere
I feel like a piece of shit for missing her so much. I have a girlfriend right now who really loves me so much but I can't get my ex out of my head. I read all of your posts about how much you miss your girlfriend/wish you could keep one, and I feel like such an ungrateful cunt but I can't get over her. I really thought she was the one. We liked all the same movies, shows, video games, she got all my shitty internet jokes, she liked the same exact bands as me. She would text me every morning and tell me how much she missed me and wanted to be with me. We would talk about us running away together and spending days together at the park smoking weed or getting fucked up and waking up next to each other in a field in the middle of no where. We fantasized about raising a puppy together. The nights I spent with her, just driving around town, not saying a word, just listening to music and enjoying being with her, were the best nights of my fucking life. And then one day she just says she doesn't want to be with me anymore - over fucking text. Blocks me before I get a chance to say anything. I see her everyday at school but and I want to talk to her so bad, just one more time, but I guess I'm too much of a pussy. I always tell myself she must have a reason for what she did, and if I loved her I'd let her go, because all I want is for her to be happy. But it hurts so much to see her and know I'll never have her again. I'd give anything just to talk to her again. I just want to be happy again. I want her. It hurts so much
>>714144678
This one really got me cause that dog looks just like my dog when I was growing up, minus a leg
>>714145823
I know, right..
>>714146258
I wish we could be together again
>>714146258
I want to live
>>714154661
i feel you anon, the best advice I can think of is to just indulge yourself into your new gf, try to forget about the old one, live for now, don't even think just focus on your new girl and just try to make her as happy as you were with your ex
>>714148913
Learning a new language can help a lot
Also learning how to play an instrument, try Piano.
I've had experience with this, doing both of these is lifesaving almost.
Best of luck :)
i dont want to not love her. id rather die than make her unhappy. sometimes i wish i wouldve never met her, so i wouldnt break her heart every single day. she doesnt deserve me, she deserves so much better, but she stays with me anyways. why? i want to end it for her, but im too much of a pussy to even go through with it. the thought of her going through any kind of depression or loneliness makes me sick to my stomach. what do i do?
tfw when:
the only "friend" you have doesn't even like you
>I text my friend "Hey lets hang out next week"
>replies "sorry im going to grandmas then"
a month later
>"Wanna chill saturday?"
>"yea sure"
1 day later
>"opps yea sorry my cousins are coming over"
cont.
No friends, no family, literaly no support network homeless with no money and no hope of getting a job where i live. I'm 22. Whats an easy painless way to kys?
>>714156208
can you tell us her name?
at least you can share that with your /b/ros so we can remember her
>>714156473
izzy
>>714156378
Don't do it, but heroin.
It's your choice, but can you share with us your life story, anon?
>>714156208
Then why don't you make yourself better for her, anon?
>>714156378
Been there. Get help from a church and work at a temp agency until you get a permanent ticket . They make money from hiring people. Now i'm comfortable
I'll share my feels
>be me
> healthy, social active, attractive, always have multiple girls interested in me, always attending social events, always invited to events
>have extremely healthy support system
> despite this have constant feeling of extreme isolation
> feel constantly alone while surrounded by others
> abuse drugs because of this
> have constant emotional breakdowns but always while no one is around
> no one can see this and continue to believe I'm a extremely happy person
> I literally breakdown and cry in the bathroom once a day
> consider suicide daily
> don't want to get help for fear of alienation and being "labeled"
>no one attempts to step in because no one can tell I have issues
So here I am venting
I see her every day, she is a good friend.
Option A:
I tell her I like her and she doesnt feel the same, I now have to see her everyday and it is extremely awkward
Option B:
I never tell her I like her, and live in regret for the rest of my life
What do I do /b/?
>>714156669
Maybe ill try that. I dont really know where to get it but im sure i can ask some of the other homeless people. Hers a quick synop. of my life.
>Abused/neglected growing up
>Forced out at 18. Disowned from family because of my beliefs
>Almost starved to death because i had no knowledge of public services or that they even existed
>Im pretty much an autistic fuck with no social skills
>Cant afford therapy because no money
>Have no desire to acquire money
>Zero people to talk to
>I literally feel nothing anymore
>Havent smiled in years the muscles that make you smile seem to be atrophying.
>Hoping maybe killing myself will make me feel something
>>714156679
i wanted to protect her. she was supposed to be more like a sibling than a lover. but in a stupid, foolish haze and the heat of the moment i said i loved her back. now, nearly a year and a half later, im starting to consider doing the very thing i never wanted to ever occur to her. i want to an hero because of it.
i was never going to be good enough for her anyways, why even try
>>714157028
Is there a reason for the feeling of isolation?
I have zero friends, moderately attractive & healthy, attend few social events, I haven't been invited anywhere in my entire life (fact)
You have it better compared to me. I wish I was you!
>>714142652
Anon, I had a similar past. I thought about ending my life and shit. After sometime I found the girl of my dreams. Now getting married. You can fucking do it, bro. Please don't kill yourself.
>>714157094
keep her close to you. relationships are nasty, sensitive things. are you willing to take the risk of having both of your hearts broken? or will you live in content? just consider this: nothing lasts forever. nothing.
>>714157119
Talk to me, fuck social skills, this is 4chan.
>>714141986
My person can perceive with the ear the sound made by the percussion instruments sounded by being struck with sticks or the hands sounding in the distance resulting in the reflection of sound waves from a surface back to my ears on the present or approaching night
However it appears that the female in question can perceive with the ear the sound made by only words softly spoken using one's breath without one's vocal cords, especially for the sake of privacy pertaining to a seemingly unimportant exchange of words making little or no noise
The female in question will be making her way over, from a flight arriving at approximately half an hour past the middle of the day
The rigid horizontal structures that project from both sides of the aircraft and supports it in the air lit by the moon throw back fixed luminous points in the night sky that are large, remote incandescent bodies like the sun without absorbing them which directs me in the general path of deliverance from sin and its consequences
Moving in a constant direction my person has prevented an octogenarian from continuing towards wherever he was going
Especially looking forward to discover or perceive by chance or unexpectedly distinct meaningful element of speech or writing, used with others (or sometimes alone) to form a sentence and typically shown with a space on either side when written or printed of old which may or may not have been forgotten about or sequences of singles notes which are considered to be musically satisfying belonging to the very distant past and no longer in existence
The elderly interlocutor moved in a circular direction wholly or partly to face in the direction of my person presumably to imply, "move or act with haste young homo sapiens of male gender, it's delaying action until your person makes the decision of heading where it persists for your person"
>>714146258
I wish I could remember.
>>714154315
Been trying, and struggling, my whole life
I think if it was gonna kill me it would have a long time ago
>saving up
Heh, not even in my vocabulary.. recently I got hit with a $900 bill I didn't know existed, this is on top of already being literally destitute
But thanks for the support..
>>714157682
now im sad
>>714157525
How do I know if we're ready?
I probably sound like a faggot right now, but I feel like being with her is the only thing that can make me happy in life.
Otherwise, I see myself growing up, getting a 9/5 job, then committing suicide from lack of purpose.
>>714152022
What a dumb cunt
>>714157094
>it is extremely awkward
it's really not
i'm a train wreck when it comes to women and talking to people, yet i'm still good friends with at least 2 women i asked out - they're basically just bros at this point
i can tell you for sure,
if you don't say something...
the opportunity will vanish and
>YOU
>WILL
>HATE
>YOURSELF
>>714148229
You're so fucking right, Anon.
>>714157682
Is this Africa?
>>714146258
I wish I was happy.
I wish I was able to be happy.
I wish I could remember what it feels like.
>>714157887
if you think you're ready, then you're ready. just understand and remember this if and when things spoil: nothing is permanent, anything is subject to change. why get upset over something you cant control
>>714157355
I wish I knew why I felt so alone, that's why my feelings are so paradoxical. I admittedly have amazing friends who are great people and have done nothing but help me yet I can't shake this feeling that I'm all alone, no one cares about me, and that I'm a pathetic piece of shit. I genuinely feel displeased with myself for even having these emotions as I recognize I'm probably more social than 95% of this site yet I can't shake the feelings. It kinda torments me and some days I'll not answer a single text or anything including my girlfriend and stay in my bed all day.
>>714146258
I wish we could be together forever
>>714146258
I wish I could care
>>714146258
I wish I could be with her and her only.
>>714158469
Are all your friends fake? They don't actually care about you?
I mean, it's better than not having any at all
Things get better /b/rothers. I know it might be hard to believe it but don't worry. I remember I used to be in these threads throughout high school not leaving my house because I was sick of fucking people. Then I decided to step out of my comfort zone and actually try connecting to people. At first it was intimidating, the fear of being judged. I have met many people and have a significant other as of now, while attending one of the best universities in the nation, (something I wouldn't have thought possible.) Sometimes the answer to happiness is to let go of all the burdens that we automatically assign ourselves, our social status, our image both physically and mentally. However right now I am a little high due to the fact me and my friends have just positively kicked our final exam in the dick. So I might sound crazy. All I ask for you guys is to stick this shit out, it gets fucking better. Get out of your comfort zone. Sometimes we are the ones that keep ourselves from being happy. also exercise every once in a while, great for your mind. stay away from alcohol. Mess around with weed every once and a while. Oh well I'm just rambling.
>>714158948
No they are genuine. At least as I perceive them
>>714156569
Different anon here, where are you and her from?
>>714148913
>>714148913
I can't give you real medical advise. But I could give you personal advise. No one cares about my life story but in short, I am 22, I have a brain tumor. And I have, what is akin too, dementia.
The most important thing is to be calm with her. Losing a memory is... Shit I don't know how to say it. It's jarring. For example, I ask my room mate about my dead cat atleast three times a week. And everytime I learn he's dead. I cry just as I did when I lost him.
Memories are weird. No one can properly describe what it's like to have absolutely no recollection of not just one event, but multiple. It's terrifying, terryfing to know that you will never be able to remember your childhood. Your friends. Even your family. That all who you are, all your being and rational is in those memories. Everyhting. And to lose them...Well that's to lose a peice of yourself.
Be calm. It's always the hardest in the begining. She wont' know why this is happening. Even if you tell her, even if she understands. She will forget. And it starts over again. So be paitent. Again, I know my cat is dead. But every week I go looking for him in the dark and after I fed my other cat.
Never, NEVER hide a memory from her, it's just not right. Memories have triggers. Smells, touch, shapes and colors. A particular topic. It can happen. So never lie. She needs someone to trust. Once she accepts the dementia, she'll trust you or family for memories. She'll trust you to tell her the truth. Because she can't.
But most of all. Just be there for her. She'll forget you, and it may hurt. But just know that in "Moments of lucidity" she will remember you, she'll know who you are and how much she loves you. But she'll also be fully aware that she'll forget you again.
I hope it helps.
>>714155908
thanks m8
will try
>>714146258
I wish I could find someone else.
To share my life with and never look back.
Because I never want to look back.
Just look at them, and forward.
>>714159363
go listen to "an empty bliss beyond this world" by "The Caretaker"
>>714159363
fuck man
I don't know what I was expecting, I guess I didn't want it to be this bleak
thanks for telling me what's to come though
what's the time span at which things will happen?
if you don't know it's fine, just wondering
>>714144745
what kind of 30 year old is relying on his parents to determine when his dog is put to sleep? story is utter bullshit.
>>714158198
Not the person asking, but thank you for saying this. I needed some kind of information like this, I've been so stressed about asking out a close friend of mine.
>>714146258
i just want happiness.
>>714159798
I can't tell you for sure.
Like I said, I'm 22 and my dementia is probably because of the tumor. If it's genetic it may or may not work differently.
But, I'd say 5 years minimum. It depends on when she was diagnosed and if it's something like vascular dementia, she may not have a whole lot of time.
When was she diagnosed
>>714146258
I wish I said no.
>>714141986
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pA8DdkM2Wqo
>>714160514
didn't ask
but thanks
>>714144408
This is how anxiety feels. Fucking blows.
>>714153987
So in other words there is no diagnosis and you just assume you have depression?
Get up and do something, you pathetic attention-seeking shit.
>>714141986
wow that pic is stupid, just pick 2, go to the real world for a minute and then descend back to mentall illness.
>>714144745
I just had to put my dog down and this one made me break down crying. I love you, Piggy. All you wanted to do was cuddle with people and life gave you bone cancer. If God exists then he's an asshole.
>>714146258
I wish I never listened to my mother and went to SJSU
>>714146258
I wish I had worth.
>>714146258
i wish to be happy
>>714146258 I was going to contribute with my own wish, my wish for someone to love as I love. For once in my fucking life.. But seeing all these.
All these responses hoping for the best in their lives, these broken hearts, these torn apart people, the ones that deserve happiness the most. It brings tears to my eyes seeing this pain, instead I wish all of you the best of luck anons. I understand what you are going through, whether heartbreak, or lack of someone that could break the hearts of yours, I hope you all will find a light in the dark
>>714166310
Same to you anon.
>>714154661
Ya man, I'm telling you now that feeling won't go away. I'm in the same boat. I know that pain and am with a woman who loves me more then anything, but every day I think of my old ex. She left me broken: right after I lost my car,house, and job. so I stay with the woman I'm with now who loves me because I could never hurt her like I have been hurt. She treats me well, always understanding she will never be my first love. And the more we stick together the more I love her. Anon the trick is to remember all the horrible shit she made you feel as well as the good.
I hate that my girlfriend has waited 3 years to tell her best friend about us. Are you that ashamed of me? I really like you and you claim to say the same but you don't show it like I do. I wanna show you off like everyone does but you don't want anyone to know about us. I can't even hold your hand at the mall and it makes me feel like shit and like I'm not good enough for you. How are you even mad at me for saying I love you too much. There's no other way to show my love for you when you never wanna go on a date or do anything with me. That's the only way I can express myself.
>>714146258
I want to be a better person.
>>714164314
lol, is it that bad there?
>>714142195
>>714146346
ripping off Yeats makes him a bit of a dick
>>714164314
From 408 my family is mad at my for applying to SJSU and SFSU even though none of them have finished college or even been able to go straight to a 4 year. Even if I get in were too broke to afford it
I love you :')
Today I came to the realization that I love him, although I couldn't bring myself to tell him. I just keep crying because I know that it might not last forever. I feel like I'm going to lose him eventually. I don't know what to do
>>714146258
wish she loved me
>>714146258
I wish we lived together again…
>>714146052
>9fag
kys
>>714142343
i was expecting "reply to this post or your mother will die in her sleep tonight".
nice story tho
>>714146258
I wish we could go back to what we were. We were happy.. you talked about marriage and Lilith like those were certain. I know that's wishing a lot and it's stupid, maybe I should just wish to talk to you again.
>>714144088
Damn this strikes a chord with me, although Idk if i would consider myself "a mature man".
Been with my girlfriend almost 2 years, yet on a regular basis i still think about another girl who i haven't seen in years, i cant help but think i would have been happier if i hadn't screwed that up.
>>714160220
Some people can't make that call, anon. You know it has to be done, but you just can't, even if you know they are in pain. Your feels say it's like throwing in the towel and giving up on them, but your rational side says you're just prolonging the inevitable, painful downhill slide.
People can become selfish with their love
