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Secret's/confession thread. Tell us your deepest darkest secrets.
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I rip icloud and I can't stop. Seeing people I know naked is just too rewarding.
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>>708976138
I was 16 and I started thinking independently. I started studying weaponry. Designing them. Eventually I designed the problem child: The Cat Gun.
https://youtu.be/bPqV8VobTbc
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>>708976200
How do you do it to so many people and how haven't you got caught? I have a friends icloud email but I cant get past her security questions. Plus, I'm worried even if I do I'll get discovered and go to jail or some shit. Any advice?
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I'm a faggot
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I look at diaper porn at least once a week.

Yes, I do hate myself. Why do you ask?
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I stole a student's email credentials and emailed some shit to some teachers. They got pissed and witchhunted him, it was funny because he didn't do anything.
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I think I'm falling for a girl,

we knew each other from mutual friends, she broke up with her bf a year ago (who's a friend of mine) and we keep seeing/texting each other.
we share the same hobbies, hiking, walking the dog, same political views and religion.
recently she asked me out for a dinner but I said I was not ready

I'm already married to my dream girl,
there's another dream girl coming in....
what should I do?
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Im probably mentally insane and I can feel nothing.
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>>708976319
most people just change their shit and don't do fuck all or don't suspect that someone is accessing it. They will complain to apple that they have to keeping changing it but apple just says to change their questions or enable two step. Who goes to cops over a login not working?

I don't distribute or share or anything I get, its all for me and gets hidden and locked away. If I share, that is why someone would go to cops or go looking for answers. But if I don't do that its just login problems. I use proxies or anything crazy.

I will do rips for other people but they are one offs and so many people do it every day that I doubt there is any risk of the FBI trying to contact my countries police to arrest me for logging into someones apple account.

if you have anyone u want ripped I can do it for you, [email protected]
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My girlfriend is super kinky and is into a bdsm relationship style called DDLG (Daddydom-Little Girl) and I'm having a ton of fun fucking her brains out while she calls me daddy and I call her princess.
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>>708976857
***********I don't use proxies or anything crazy
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I'm banging one of my middle school female students.
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i go to the local adult store and suck cocks thru a glory hole...sucked six tonight
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got blackmailed into cam sex
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>>708976445
Same
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I committed the Whitechapel murders back in '88.
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>>708976857
Interesting. Do you think you could rip or take a look inside their acc even if I dont have their password? i only have their username, and their rather conservative so I doubt there is anything in there, but I'm curious nonetheless. I'll email you if there's a way for you to check though.
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>>708976767
Wait what? you are already married but you think you are falling in love?
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I'm in love with my cousin, always have been. Pretty sure she feels the same. But why go for it? If she turns out to not feel that way I lose her in more ways than one. But if she does it will wreck our family and probably just end in a bad breakup over that fact in which I'll lose both her and my family. Best to just sleep on it until I'm dead.
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>>708976997
Oh boy...how old are you anon? You really need to be careful with that, if she slips up on what you guys are doing it's all over.
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>>708977175

No, I need pass or security answers. Anyone can do it, there are a million programs, most people just dont want to pay for them.

I can do anyone if you want, no judgement, sister or mom or cousin, anyone who you could easily guess security questions.
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>>708976767
Tell your wife the truth and ask other girl out, but only in that order. Don't make sure other life love wants to. Women appreciate truth instead of beating around the bush. It cuts them off quickly. If you have another dream girl, your wife never was.
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>>708976857
>razzledazzle

Did you share a story on SomethingAwful about being a drug dealer? That was a weird time, 8(?) years ago.
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>>708977441
nope wasn't me
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I stole a bunch of nudes from my moms computer/email accounts and have fapped to them regularly for years
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i had a sleep over with my friends and i had to sleep with two off them on the bed, while others where on the floor, i dont know how she found out i had a bonner but i fuckt her while talking to the others, i was 13
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I have nudes of my sister and of my best friend
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>>708977356
27

It's been quite a few months already. I am aware of what it means if we're caught. Thank you for your concern though, I'm serious. Half of /b/ just straight up tells me to get raped in jail.
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>>708977663
Any stories you'd be willing to share?
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>>708977616
Pics or it didn't happen
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>>708977363
Ah alright. I'm still trying on her security questions..one last question though, IF I get through the security questions, what can I expect? is there just a folder of all of their photos or some shit? will she be alerted? Or do i need to get a special program to view it once i get her password.
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I masturbated one time.
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>>708977802
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>>708976588
i like to occasionally wear diapers and am a really cute trap
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>>708977663
No problem, I understand how you feel. I'm not trying to find out who/where you are, but if you have any pics of her I'd love to see them. Regardless though, is it just a mutual hook up or do you feel like you are in love?
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>>708977266
lol
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>>708977838
What was it like
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>>708977266
y-yes,
the wife is chubby asian whose personality is really asian-like but this girl is a hot blonde and westernized

>>708977403
cheating never was an option,
for now she is a good friend, I never hide anything from my wife.
but thanks, man. I think I'd stick to the wife and hang around with the girl as friend
pic not related
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I'm a nazi surrounded by Lib cucks. Can't say a damn thing or I'll be a subject to a figurative witch hunt.
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i peed on the floor in the school bathroom one time


on purpose
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>>708977917
Pics, proof, etc.

To be honest, I barely care. Traps do less than nothing for me. It would actually be better if you didn't post since I'm only interested in (strictest definition) heterosexual content.
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>>708977808
not typcially, if they have icloud photos enabled then yes, if not then you need a program to view the backup (if there at all) a few other ways as well. IF you log into icloud.com tho it will send notification to her. Thats why backup is best for sneaky sneaking
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Ive been in a intimate relationship with my cousin for the last 2 years and only 1 person knows.
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I'm 24 and still eat my boogers
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>>708977917
send pics or it didnt hapen
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>>708976138
I want to kill my dog. I hear her incessant whining, and I just know life would be better for everyone if she had a bullet in her head.
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>>708978379
Just give her away. It doesn't have to die
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>>708977802
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>>708977746
I'm not a good storyteller, but the first time that she confessed her feelings for me, she blew me in the gym equipment room. I was telling her to stop but she really wanted to do this and I was weak, so I let her until I was about to nut. I told her I was about to cum, but she just went harder and l nutted in her mouth. Was shocked, and told her to spit it out. She didn't want to, but from her expression she didn't want to swallow either. I had to use my teacher voice to make her spit out my spunk.
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>>708978379
same, ive actually considered doing it one time
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my parents don't know i've had an opiate addiction for the past 3 years/ pills in general, and taking any thing to trip balls. I've somehow not graduated to H, and i Keep it pretty moderate and maintain a job i'm 26, idk how i do it, but i feel the drugs taking its toll on my body and my tolerance is a nigger. got fired from my job of 6 years 3 months ago, beacuse of withdrawls, but I just landed another job and i've been clean for 3 months, but I feel like as soon as I get a paycheck and catch up on bills, my habit will start over... i'm too much of a pussy to go to rehab, I feel like I don't need it, idk, (oh yea I meant to say fast forward 3 months up there^^^). it sucks because I have anxiety as well, but no healthcare right now to go see a person about it, but... opiates cure everything I feel like, help you fucking a girl if you have problems nutting to fast, helps social situations, helps you with your job, HOLY SHIT I'M RAMBLING, SUP /B/
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first time i shoot somebody i was 9, this guy wanted to kill my mom, its been years and we have never talk about it, maybe my family thinks i dont remember
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>>708978297
Interesting, thanks. I'll save your email if I ever break through her account.
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>>708978379
holy shit are you me?

i can hear her right now and its driving me fucking insane. every fucking day i just wait for her to die.
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>>708978612
Holy shit, what went down anon?
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>>708978446
She's too old for anyone to take her. Who wants a dog that is going to to die in 2 years?
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I miss you Kevin. I would have really liked it if we could have traveled for a while and gotten to know each other. You were kind of special to me, you got my mind off Aaron.

And Victor, my friend. I still think about you from time to time. I wish I knew what happened to you, why you broke contact like you did. I hope I didn't get you in trouble with the parcel I sent you. But what ever happened, I hope you're doing well.

And Jasper, you're one of my best friends. It gets lonely without you. I really hope you're up for traveling over Christmas. The holidays aren't the greatest time for that but I would be excited to see you. As fun as that would be, maybe January would be better. If I got called in over the holidays, I'd be making over time pay and I kind of need the money, but what ever works for you.

Hey, N. I really regret making the trip; not because of the money but because we only got to see each other once. I hope it's not that you don't like me (I don't even think it is) but it's hard not to think that.

Dell, thanks for the shirt, it was really excited to find it in the mail box. I have it still and will treasure it, though I've managed to get a few coffee stains on it, sorry about that. It was nice knowing you, we got along well and I liked having someone from Australia to remind me of the good times.

Mariner, you bubbly fuck. I hope you're as still happy as you ever were, you really deserved it. And i remember you had a hard time when you first moved out on your own but things seemed optimistic. I hope things have continued on that trajectory.

Beli, if you ever need help killing your rapists, I'm your man. I'm sorry we didn't get closer.
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8888
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>>708978766
I'll take her.
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>>708978317
38 here
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>>708978594
Darrel?
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>>708978844
area code?
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>>708978314
Wish I had the stones to do this
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>>708977167
Anon, most of the fags in this thread weren't even born in '88. You probably are the real killer too.
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>>708978874

nope i'm not darrel lol, glad to know i'm not the only person with this problem....
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>>708978314
Who knows about it?
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>>708976896
it's good shit. Her kink or yours originally?

Does she play young and if so how young?
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>>708978905
No he's not the real killer. The whitechapel murders occured back in 1888, NOT 1988. It was most likely jack the ripper who committed the murders.
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>>708977922
Sorry, I don't keep many pictures for safety reasons, and I try to make it a point to not fuck up like Brad.

We really care about each other at the moment. We got together right before summer break, and because of how this can't turn into anything good, we mutually broke it off right before school started again.

A month after that we were back together. We just missed each other too much. I just don't know how to continue like this.
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>>708977120
How did they blackmail you and when did they stop?

How do you feel about it now?
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>>708978886
765
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>>708979024
Ok...but why would he lie about THAT though?
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>>708976896
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I didn't do it
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>>708979108
Too far for me to give a shit
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>>708978952
Yeah a buddy of mine lost his job due to perks. Owes me 500 dollars and is finally clean. Ttying to get everything back in order. When he got sober. Met this fantastic girl. And everything seems to be looking up. Man dude stay strong. Even if you think no one gives a shit.
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>>708978823
:'(
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I'm very very drunk right now
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>>708978449
Jesus anon. I fucked three of my students but I teach at a college. I've been in your shoes, but I can't go to prison for what I did. Get your shit together.
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I ate out my Husbands ex girlfriend
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I want to watch my sister getting fucked
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>>708979506
Don"t we all?
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>>708979506
why not just do it yourself
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>>708976290
I can't imagine the destruction if you were to get two cats, or if one was really big
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>>708979438
ooh, story? How did that happen?
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>>708979417
I understand, thank you for your concern.

Was it just a hook up with your students?
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>>708979043
Understandable anon. It's a tough situation to be in, you feel like you are truly in love with someone but you can't be with them due to societal norms and legal problems. She is only 13-14 im guessing, and she still has a lot of growing up to do. If you don't get caught, it's possible she very well may naturally move on from you. Now I'm not saying you'll enjoy it, but it's arguably the better choice. It might be a good idea to separate until she is of legal age, and then try getting back together again. However, I'm assuming that won't be a possibility considering how you two seem to be inseparable from one another. It seems that due to how adamant you two are in remaining together, your best bet is to just ride this relationship out and hope and pray to God she doesn't blab about it, or at the very least you don't get caught by others until she is at least 18. It really is a difficult situation to be in anon, you love her but there is a great risk involved with that love. I've given you a few options on what you could do, but I believe what I say is irrelevant - you will choose to stay together regardless because you know deep down she is what you want in your life. For your sake, I truly hope it works out for you.
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>>708977167
Prove it faggot.
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>>708976806
Shall not be against yourself when you look for who you are
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>>708979609
Exactly

>>708979773
She wouldnt let me
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>>708979100
got hacked, got blackmailed with personal photos
threathened with sending them to people i knew
fulfilled the persons wishes, even though he promised it would be the last time
happened 5 times
then i just couldnt take it anymore and got rid of him, no contact with him until this day

im still paranoid, uncomfortable, never told this to anyone
feels awful anon
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>>708976138
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>>708978449
was she already pretty experienced? sounds like she's got all the power so you're pretty exposed if she wants, eg, money in the future.
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>>708978449
How old is middle school? Did you take her virginity? Do you have a big cock?
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My girlfriend wanted me to fuck her little sister
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>>708976138
I went to a gloryhole a few weeks ago to suck cock but when I went in there it was only an old guy who just wanted to suck, so I chickened out and left. I'm married.
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>>708976445
That's no secret.
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Sam, I wish I had the guts to tell you how I felt before you met him.

Ava, I wish I had the guts to tell you how I really felt that night in Hailey's bedroom. Or anytime while we were in the same place for the last time in probably quite a while, really.

Paityn, I wish I had the guts to have left for you. I let them talk me down. But I can't forgive you for what happened next.

Meghan, I'm sorry I ever had the guts to tell you how I felt. And I'm sorry for being a drunk bastard. I should've hid both like I always have.

Julian, you were my best friend, and now we're nothing. Probably because of the whole Meghan debacle and just how terrible I am im general. Sorry about that.

Gabe, you were my first friend and best friend for years. I'm sorry I abandoned you in your time of need. I was depressed too, but I went down a path with it I knew you'd never follow. But what I did was selfish. Now I just miss having someone like you in my life.

Noah, you were my best friend and then you weren't. It sucks but I know it was just karma for what I did to Gabe. I hope you and Jen are happy.

Jordan, I wish I had the guts to put an exit bag on so you wouldn't have to deal with how much you ruined everything. Maybe someday, pal.
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>>708980070
And?
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>>708979194

thanks bro. Yea not to add fuel to the flame, but i've been a random rebound for 2 chicks in the past 2 months, but somewhere inside of me i'm finding happiness lol, thanks again <3
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>>708976767
polygamy
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>>708980035
what was the worst he made you do?

How long ago was it? how old were you?

Sounds bad anon. Glad nothing has come back to hurt you on this.
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>>708979156
cause he's bored. He's not like 140 years old
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>>708980114
Shit fam u ok?
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fischbein ben is banned?
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>>708977167
that's a band right

rock on bro \m/
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>>708980147
Her little sisters is 10... 9 when she first asked me
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>>708980157
My buddy said finding a hobby helps. He's getting back into heavy pc gaming. And it helps take the edge off he says.
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>>708980274
No
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>>708980317
wow... what did you do? Did the sister want to?

how old were you and gf at the time?
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>>708976138
I correct moron's on the internets grammar because not enough people are misusing apostrophe's. Fucking dumbass'.
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>>708976138
i like mlp
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>>708980343

I have a few friends that were on it with me, and we've all agreed to be sober as of when we stopped 3 months ago. I also play csgo like everyday, gaming has helped. I think not having a job and having bills rack up and having to depend on my parents was fueling my depression. but i'm slowly clming out of the hole I dug.
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>>708978091
Found you, you sick fuck.
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>>708976138
Did pretty much did everything with my fem cousin except fuck.
Inb4 lol fucking redneck inbred cuck.
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>>708980580
#exposed
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>>708980447
I didn't do anything cause it's pretty damn illegal. But my gf and I are both 27.
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>>708979981
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>>708980706
But why would she want you to? Fetish?
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>>708976138
I came face to face with a murderer
I'm a complete sociopath and imagine killing and raping people on a daily basis
I'm also a pyromaniac
I'm also pretty sure I'm gay/bi
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>>708976767
First of all, 76767.

Second, really examine these feelings. Step back for a while, maybe take a few weeks where you have minimal contact with this girl. See what it is about her that's really alluring you. Is it her? Or is it the idea of her? Are you unhappy in your marriage? Why is that? Write a list of things you wish you could change, or things that you miss about your early relationship with your wife. Next, examine these feelings. What's reasonable? What's irrational? Then, talk to your wife. Tell her what you're thinking about, ask her what she would change about your relationship. Then take her out, go somewhere, make memories, break out of your everyday life for a few days or weeks. At the end of it all, most likely what you'll find out is that although you could have loved girl #2 in a different life, you love your wife more, and will be happier staying with her.

Best of luck /b/ro.
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>>708980706
why the fuck are you still with that sociopath
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>>708980229
degrading to write this but he made me show myself in awkward and disgusting positions
i was 15, the guy was pretty old, probably, he kept himself anon and untrackable
a hacker
ruined a lot of my sex, couldnt shake off the disgusting feeling, still have some of it today, terrible anxiety and paranoia when it comes to the net and technology
get paranoid just from sitting on 4chan lmao
thank you anon, means lots to me
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>>708980070
>>708980147
>>708980317

And?
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>>708980706
Still with the gf who wants it? How does she imagine it happening? Like her watching or helping? Her sis willingly joining in or you/her making her?

Did your gf have her first sexual experience young?
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>>708980808
She's kinky as fuck and said that she'd love to see me fuck her sister and that she could get her to do it
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>>708980947
didn't mean to make you relive it. If it's been a few years you're probably safe now.

If you still have shit from it, maybe go seek profesional help like a therapist? Could help you get rid of those feelings.

how old are you now?
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I hear voices from people I have never met, and see figures out of the corner of my eyes watching me. I don't want to tell people this or see a professional because I just want to be normal. They often tell me how easy it is to take a life, other people's and my own. It gets so extreme that I often disassociate from reality and pop up in places without knowing how I got there. Does anyone know what's wrong with me?
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In a LTR but I'm bored with her. My friend's ex and I fucked earlier in the year while her and I were hanging out by ourselves. Now she's dating someone else, but I want to hit that again. Girlfriend suspects nothing because she's stupid.
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>>708981120
if you ever break up, introduce us dude.

What's the kinkiest thing you HAVE done together?
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>>708980412
Well shit I'm sorry. I hope you turn it around bro.
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>>708980114
Oh and fingers crossed someone I know sees this so I have some real big motivation for that last bit
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>>708980874
I love her way too much.
>>708981011
What?
>>708981032
Just watching at first, then she said she wanted to help. I'm not sure, she said she lost her virginity at 16.
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>>708977167
dude are you in like every thread?
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I could be sent to prison for a multitude of crimes that include but are not limited to
Theft of services, conspiracy, credit card fraud, wire fraud, mail fraud, etc.
There was about a two month period or so where I had trouble sleeping due to anxiety that the police would bust down my door at any time, but as of now I'm fine.
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>>708981363
Disassociative Personality Disorder

I have it too, I tried to make a tulpa and it spiraled out of control. I have a similar case. Get more sleep, it helps repress it.
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>>708981385
Kinkiest would probably be breath/drown play
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I got too many secrets but honestly? I don't want to be alive. I don't want to exist. I'd rather observe the world and not be in it. I see my own existence as nothing more than a sign showing people the way to success in their own lives. I serve to make them happy but I feel empty. I want to die but I don't want to affect anyone negatively by taking my own life.
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>>708981363
Hey me too
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>>708979834
Thank you for your reply. I tried to break it off with her a couple of months ago because I know girls her age don't really know what they want, and sooner or later she'll fall in love with a guy closer to her age, and then the best I can hope for would be if she could just forget about us. But what I feel now isn't something that would just fade, and when she inevitably leaves me I will be very hurt.

I have told her all this, of how difficult this is for me even if we're in love right now. When we were on break, she started seeing a boy that liked her, and I asked one of my friends (we're about the same age) out. She had since broke up with her bf, and she really wants me to break up with my gf, but I still haven't done so because my girlfriend is what I really need, but not what I want.

I'm so happy that everytime I come to /b/ someone is willing to give solid advice on my situation. Thank you.

>>708980045
She had no experience. I was her first for almost everything. She does hold a lot of power over me, and she does know this. After the gym equipment room incident I told her we can go tell the principal together, but she didn't want me to get in trouble because it was her fault (which it isn't, because I'm the adult and I should have stopped her). I place a lot of trust in her for this to work.

>>708980050
It's grade 7 to 9. I did take her v-card. My peen is average.
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This thread's pretty bare, so I'll contriboot
Also you hardcore lurkers have probably seen it before however I do appreciate the surprising amount of love from /b/ aboot it.

>be 19
>going to waterpark for 9001th time
>decide to act on groping fantasy and make waterpark a bit better than normal
>dis gon b gud.jpg
>boner in waterpark for all dem grills
>start lurking in wavepool stalking for victims
>wavepool packed to the brim providing valid cover for covert operations
>wait for waves to kick up to large waves
>go in for the kill.png
>grope 14 year old grill's ass viciously
>she knows.jpg
>abort to maintain cover to finish the mission
>tiem to find another juan
>titsorgtfo.png
>wait for waves to kick up again to go for it
>aggressively groped 15 year old tits in wavepool with people all around somehow not noticing and fucking around in waves
>fuckyeah.exe
>call it a day realizing the amount of risk I've already committed to is insane, and honestly shocked I didn't get caught
>kinda feel bad, tempted to do again, but know I shouldn't...

thoughts /b/?

am I fucked in the head?

do I anne herro nao?

>still a kissless virgin @ 21
>inb4 degenerate
>inb4 kill me something wish I was dead something
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Women pay me to have sex with them. Once in a while I get some good ones but most of the time I get Fat, Ugly, Or just really old. Just an Hour ago I fucked a 44 year old russian and she was a 5/10. Cant complain about the $ tho.
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>>708981253
yeah, i probably am, everything happened on skype so i never get on there anymore, just the name sends shivers down my spine
got on there a year ago probably, or less, there was a friend request from him
sent me into a full blown panic attack
i remember when the guy accessed my paypal, my photos, and called phones around my house, non stop, even to my friends at 2am, even my parents
it was sick
im currently going to a therapist becuase of PTSD, so gotta deal with that first

18, my birthday was this summer
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>>708981395
Me too.

Something about it all that makes me laugh is that Sam named her baby Ava, ironically the name of the one person that I love more and can similarly never have.
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>>708981617
How do you deal with that? Does it affect your professional life at all?

Not trying to be a dick, just genuinely curious.
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>>708980412
ay bro whachu need we got you
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I like girls because they have vaginas and guys because they have dicks. There, I said it.
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I like to get sucked off at glory holes... Im married
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From 13-16, was in a weird relationship with my cousin (age 19-22). Never really felt comfortable with it but was too insecure to do shit about it. Probably was molest. Oh well, didn't fuck me up too bad because got a good job and decent life going for me. Still tries to contact me every once in while when his life is fucking up to try and ruin my day.
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>>708980821
like...you CAME face to face with a murderer or you just saw him
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Killed and ate someone.

Fucked my best friend's ex, fell in love

Hate my life and don't have hope anymore
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>>708981938
Same dude. Men suck better than women.
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>>708981879
Quite a bit but I'm able to mostly keep it to brief bouts of intense conversation with myself, unless I become sleep deprived, which do to the nature of my work schedule is often a factor. I mostly just try to keep the Others entertained so they don't do anything too drastic.
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>>708981617
When I'm not doing work or college classes, I'm usually asleep. It doesn't really help. I can't fall asleep right now because of the whispering I hear... Some times it's just garbled words, other times I can a full on conversation with them. I know it's not my conscience because it sounds like an amalgamation of voices. Most of the time, they sound like they want something.
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>>708976138
On my next turn, my minions get plus 1 plus 1.
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>>708981363
struggling with dissociaton as well right now, going to a therapist, its just the beginning, dont know it'll help but its worth a try
wishing u the best anon, u can always seek proffessional help.
seeking help does not mean you are not normal, it just means you are a little bit unstable, everyone goes through that, and sometimes you'll need a push
gl anon
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>>708981820
Fuck that's bad, I can see why it would mess you up.

This also sounds like a sort of PTSD. Is it OK if I ask what the other ptsd incident was?
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>>708981912
Shemales? Or just the binary?
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Every single day I like to sit back and imagine myself comitting mass murder. I don't know why. It just makes me feel like I've gotten revenge for all the shit people have done to me. Does anyone else relate?
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>>708982056
who did you eat? stranger?
taste?
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>>708981938
>>708980088

Sounds like you and me should meet up lol
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I have an inability to form an intimate/emotional connection with significant others and it's ruined every relationship I've had these past couple years and it's currently fucking up the one I have now despite her consistently saying "I have no feelings and I'm dead inside".
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>>708981651
you drowning her?

Is she generally into young stuff or is it just her sister?
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I go to latinamerica twice a year for sex tourism with grills of "questionable age"
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>>708982106
Damn, that sounds intense. Are all of your "others" antagonistic or are there any neutral ones?

Thanks for indulging me btw
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I fucked my significantly younger neighbor last week. Not being able to talk about it is driving me nuts.
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>>708982396
Hot. Story?
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I started writing my suicide letter tonight. I don't plan on killing myself yet, but I have been seriously considering it recently. No one knows how serious I am about killing myself, but I joke about it to a lot of people.
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>>708981938
>>708982084
are either of you in santa fe? maybe i sucked you off before lol
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>>708982396
greentext
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>>708982289
Right lol. Area code?
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>>708982319
Yeah. She likes ddl and ageplay and she's also bi so maybe she's into that younger stuff, don't know
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>>708976997
Lucky basterd
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>>708978612
Found the nigger
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I'm 28, been married for nine years, and I've been cheating on my wife with a 20 year old college girl for six months.
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>>708980790
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>>708982525
Not me.. Wi here
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My dad started molesting me 13 years ago and hasn't stopped
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does anybody here want to hear about the time i stole a cancer kids make a wish?
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>>708982729
I'm not the same guy but I'm also in Wi. Where you at man?
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>>708981363
Is that what this is? I had the 6th psychotherapist in 5 years tell me I need more help when describing those exact symptoms and have never gotten a psychiatrist to see me yet
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im gay. only 2 people i know irl know
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>>708981903
Death
>>708982373
Actually I succeeded at least in creating the tulpa that started the whole debacle, and she helps considerably in mediating but often becomes quite the punching bag. I think she is becoming severely depressed.

Aside from that most of the personalities are negative and unhinged to the extreme, but there is one random neutral that is basically just a European tangent of myself that is more inclined to risk taking. He tends to stand out almost as much as my Tulpa which leads me to believe he is a second I probably created by accident.
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>>708982792
please get help.
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>>708982814
Oshkosh... You?
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>>708982218
yeah, but i think im gonna keep this a secret
you know, one of those dark secrets u aint gonna tell anyone you been face to face with?
just for 4chan to see, feels good that you are listening though anon, thanks

got involved with bad people, gang fight, weapons involved, two of my friends almost got murdered, one was stabbed and the other one had his skull cracked, he suffers from epilepsy now and is a completely different person, i got beaten up pretty badly, broken arm, fingers, blackeyes and just cuts in general
trial has been on hold for 1year, they're still looking for evidence, since there was 40+ involved, DNA and such
cant even imagine how im gonna go to that trial and stand face to face with those fuckers
im suffering from dissociaton, anxiety, paranoia and shit like that, therefore going to a therapist

for example: i can be on my way to work 8am in the morning and feel like the person behind me is gonna jump me and stab me, or if a car is driving beside me (especially vans) i get sweaty, nervous, ready to run away
my imagination can go wild from the simplest things, i can get a panic attack from the sound of a car, a tree
just silly things in general, sucks to through that when you're trying to focus on your normal life
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>>708982944
Westfield. You're less than an hour away lmao
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>>708982670
It's not all good, trust me.
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>>708982701
Be careful, that shit will explode like hell if you are not careful.

>Ive been there, i was barely able to manage it
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Fuck me Im doing this

I have a really fucking hard time opening up to others,
I think I may be afraid to be left alone and thus I have created several layers of personality to show for people depending on how I feel they handle me, that way I wont scare them off with my genuine horrible personality.

I usually strut around saying Im confident in myself but I cant in all honesty tell if it's a lie or truth.

I feel lile deep down in my soul Im just an empty shell which I can adapt to fit the person Im talking to, I no monger know id there is a "me"
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My neighbor was not a nice guy to any one except his stupid dogs one old and one new helper dog. The old dog would bark at night and he would on occasion throw the shit over into my yard.
This morning, I Fed his dogs dark south american chocolate, the non sweeten kind, few hours later they where dead, now it's 1 in the morning i can finally fucking sleep.
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>>708978760
nothing big, one afternoon guerilla took my town, and killed all the cops, i was at home with my grandfather and little me started running in the street looking for my mom, with my grandpas revolver, she was trying to get back home taking another street, i saw her and she was being chased by these guys, i freakt out and started shooting, then she grabbed me and we run home while she took the last shoots. it wasnt bad, but i saw one guy hit the floor after i shoot, so i think i injured him but i will never know for sure
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I'm insane. I have manic depression, no motivation, and homicidal/suicidal/violent sexual fantasies and pipedreams. I take these out on my kitten in both the form of rape and physical abuse. I've had to take him to the pet ER twice on unrelated incidents in relation to this.

I also have a nasty drug problem and am a chronic compulsive liar. I created 5-10 of the "secrets" in this thread, about half of which are fake and the other half are likely the result of who I am today.
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>>708983107
Can you give me some backstory? Her and I (college girl) have fallen hard for each other, and I can feel my resolve to keep pretending slowly crumble.
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One time when i was 10 i jacked off into a cup made chocolate milk and gave it to the girl i liked at the time she never found out (our parents were frends so she was at my house when i did it)
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>>708982575
what age does she like to play at with you?

I wonder if she's a fullblown pedo
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used to fuck my cousin when we were kids...never told a soul
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>>708982792
how old are you now?

how did it start?
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>>708978317
Same anon.
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>>708983349
This is fucking me man, how old are you? Are there any cure for this? I hate how it's fucking my life up and want to be rid of it, please save me
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>>708983436
This story really put things in perspective for me, thank you.
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>>708979156
because people in this site lie about everything that can be lied about
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>>708983280
...what country do you live in? im an ausfag and that sounds terrible
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>>708983023
that sounds bad. Good luck and get well anon.

What stuff do you like here on /b/?
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>>708983537
19. I wish. I just live with it and probably will until I kill something, and/or myself.
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>>708980821
how old are you? that seems like a lot of years of stories.
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>>708983674
Fuck me that's nuts, Im 19 as well turning 20 soon, do you reckon we're just edgy mofos and it'll pass?
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>>708983479
Usually around 3-6. Sometimes younger and I put on diapers on her and a baby bottle. But mostly around 5ish. I'm starting to think she is, she's way too much into his stuff haha
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I can't stop taking creepshots of my best friend.
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>>708981655
live it out man. you've made it this far, and you deserve to see how this all ends up.
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>>708976138
all in this thread anon...

>>708982862
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I ACTUALLY AM FAMILIAR WITH - ACQUAINTED - WITH SOME PERSON MALE OR FEMALE WHO MAY VOTE FOR HILLARY CLINTON COME NOVEMBER I AM ASHAMED OF MYSELF HOW MAY I ATONE ANONS
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>>708982792
dude you have to get help
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>>708983653
thanks

whatever catches my eye, threads like this for example, or YLYL threads
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I used to live with two mates, one was the GF of a best friend who lived in another city and we were all pretty close. She was a dancer, super hot, had seen her nake da few times around the house and some sexy pics she'd taken. After she finished dance class she'd come home have a shower and dump her clothes in the hamper, and every time I would go in afterwards and suck her warm, juicy panties and imagine myself eating her out it tasted amazing.

One night me and her were drinking, she was a super lightweight (the kind of really tipsy after a few drinks) and I was drinking tequila. Got her really drunk until we fell asleep on her bed. She was only wearing some sheer panties and I said fuck it, slipped my hand inside and rubbed her ass and pussy softly. She moaned a little and didn't wake up so I pulled them off and stuffed my face in her ass, licked her asshole and pussy but felt too bad to fuck her. Dressed her in her pyjamas and went to my own bed.
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I committed the Whitechapel murders back in '88.
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>>708983814
you like it too or just play along with her? Is the young stuff separate from your sex stuff or does it merge?

Ever looked at the loli threads here together to see if she likes them?

girls with those interests are rare and precious but I get the sense you aren't into it.
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>>708983793
Considering we're the same age, no, I think that only adds to the likelihood we suffer from something more serious like schizophrenia which begins to onset around 18-20. We'll likely be this way until we aren't anything at all.
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>>708983526
I'm 18(ish). Basically at a young age we just showered together a lot and he started jerking off in the shower and he didn't make me watch but I always did. Eventually he started touching me in the shower while he jerked off, then he made me touch him, then he started watching porn with me and he'd have me do some of the stuff in the videos. I think I gave my first blowjob around seven or eight but I know I was 10 when he fucked me the first time because it was my birthday.
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Well, let's see.
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>>708982273

There are worse things than death and violence. Try those?
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I don't want to live, but I'm to smart to kill myself. I've never been drunk or high and sometimes I just want to drown my sorrows in a bottle of vodka like my old man used to. Sometimes I bang things against my head or try to break my fingers just to feel something other than sadness. Tonight I hit a really low point and started writing a suicide letter. I almost sent part of it to my girlfriend but like countless other messages, it was deleted before it was sent. I don't want her to worry about me, she has enough on her plate already.
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>>708984229
>try those?
What do you mean?
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>>708984164
that's some birthday present.

How do you feel about it now? Your mom or siblings never found out?

Have you had other b/gfs?
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>>708977663
get raped in jail
i hope she plays up on you and you lose your job and can mever teach again, and people do what you did to jer
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>>708983831
Also love to share her pics.
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>>708984439
Do it pls anon
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>>708984379
Was wondering where you were ;)
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>>708984096
I'm not gonna lie, I like it too. But mostly because she's getting me into it. The age stuff is in our daily sex. Her dirty talk mostly. I fap to Loli occasionally but I'm not sure if I should show her it
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>>708984124
Please dont say, insanity runs in my family.

My problem is essentially a lack of feelings and understanding for others. I have an almost constant "neutral" feeling that cant be rubbed by jackshit, Im rarely angry or sad or happy im just plain neutral.

I live a rather boring life, I work with stupid people while beeing exceedingly smart myself, i constantly make up lies for family and friends to seem more interesting. And im constant afraid of the cops knocking down my door, what else..

Im really fond of making people suffer, sounds edgy af but i take joy in seeing people suffer like I do, and I have a hard time seeing the social lines between acceptable behaviour and unacceptable, even though Im often considered the dream son in law

Any clue what my issue may be? Should I seek help? Thought I was a sociopath for a while but concluded I care for my peers
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I don't love my bf anymore.
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>>708984545
?
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>>708982273
don't do it, anon. think about it. once you start something, the vengeance will get out of hand. be the better person and forgive those who wronged you. it's a step to being happier, I promise.
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>>708984593
Veronica?
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>>708984512
Got kik?
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>>708984605
The ones that tell me to burn in hell.
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>>708982235
Those are just guys who want to be effeminate
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>>708984568

autism
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>>708984653
o
man you seem confident. tbh it makes me despise you even more
if you dont want to burn in hell and go to jail just stop doing what you are to her?
like idc if you think she's sexybut people who enact their attraction on minors r gross
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>>708984545
Don't listen to him anon. We all have shit in our lives that is fucked up. Look at everyone else in this thread, we all have things that weigh us down and we want to get off our chest. Forget the trolls, focus on whats important to you - your relationship. Work on your relationship and how you can make it become something more than just a fling that could turn sour. You can make it work, you just have to put time and effort into it.
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I resent my family because I promised my mom I would not kill myself while she was still alive but now I am stuck here because of them, I saved a girls life 2 times with CPR and nalaxone but I can't sleep without having nightmares or worrying she will die because I left her.
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>>708984614
I know. I would never do something like that, but I just can't stop fantasizing about it. It helps me to get the anger out.
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>>708984557
I've gotten girls into it. I think it works that way sometimes.

I'm sure she looks at loli too if she's that into it. I've enjoyed loli with girls and it's pretty great if you both like it.

Ever seen, erm, non-drawn loli?
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>>708984370
Mom is a cracked out whore I've never met, but my stepmom knows and doesn't care. No siblings.

Honestly it's just the way it is. I like watching porn with him and the sex is great, and whenever I masturbate I think about being a little boy again acting like a pornstar, but sometimes I wish things had been different.
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>>708984568
Just sound sociopathic to me. I on the other hand experience a wide swath of intense emotions in short periods of time that cause me to lose sight of myself and let my alternate personalities seize the reins. The big 3 are intense sadness/self loathing, extremem and unreasonable anger at everyone and everything, and finally intense bouts of sexual depravity where I am overcome by sheer lust and do things like rape my cat or molest my toddler step sister.
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>>708984593
how long are you together? do you love someone else instead?
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>>708984851
No why don't you show us
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>>708984851
How do you get a girl into it?
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>>708984845
relatable
i love to look at mutilated bodies and image theyre my enemies. especially i like to think theyre my father, he's the fuck that ruined my life yet he was also the one who gave it to me. i want him to die painfully, but i am glad he did one good thing and insemminated my mother
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>>708984884
are you happy doing it with your dad, then? i mean if you like it and are over 18 now, i odnt see why not. youre not going to have a mutilated baby
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In high school, I forced a freshman girl to show me her tits by cornering her in a dark hall. Her tits were tiny and perky.
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>>708984851
Honestly getting off to Loli together would be great. I don't know how to bring it up though.
I've only seen non-drawn on /b/ when people used to post it a lot. I never saved anything though cause that's illegal as fuck
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>>708977838
You need to go talk to a priest. He'll most likely masturbate you a second time.
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>>708984845
i understand. i used to do the same thing, but one day I got tired of it. i still hate some people, but it's not my job to fuck their lives over. they'll do that on their own.
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>>708978995
One of my best friends..
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>>708985121
In high school my GF gave me handjobs in the hallway after school
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>>708985097
Yeah I mean it's still fun, and we have a rule that nothing happens unless I initiate (which is nice, but I do miss him coming into my room sometimes and jerking off on me). I don't regret that it happened, I just wonder what might have been.
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>>708978317
i eat my coke boogers and get a morning bump
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>>708976138
I go on /adv/ and reply to femanons with names starting with "A" in the Letters to Someone who will never read them threads, and hoping mine is there.
No luck so far.
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I'm extremely passionate but unlovable and it breeds depression and self loathing out the ass
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>>708978766
Kill yourself instead, please.
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my darkest secret is that I still come on this god forsaken website
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I miss you, Kaylee. I'm not happy with Sam, I'm not happy in the Army, all I want to do is go AWOL, get shitfaced, drive my ass down to Ft Lauderdale and beat that bastard's head in for you.
But we all know I won't do it.
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>>708984593
I know how you feel. I've been struggling with my feelings with my bf as well.
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>>708979251
It's OK, anon. Thanks for noticing.
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>>708985225
I've always wanted something like that. The closest I've come to it is oral sex in a rugby field at my college in the middle of the day. Something about being in a school though that gets me going.
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>>708985225

That's hot as fuck anon. Any pics?
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>>708985157
she's into extreme age play and wants you to fuck her sister. I think you can raise a few sexy cartoons together. Maybe find one that looks like how you imagine her when she's little and tell her that, and take it from there.

Did you like the non-drawn stuff you saw by accident? Think your gf would like it too?
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>>708979981
>She wouldnt let me
but she lets you watch?
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>>708985362
So break it off, it's probably better for both of you. No one wants to be in a loveless relationship. Unless your BFs name is James, then stay with him.
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>>708984898
Maybe you're mano depressive? sounds a lot like it to me, I cancelled out being a sociopath because I care for family and friends, although I have a hard time being around or liking and being nice to people that arent smart or have potential use, do you reckon there are levels of sociopathy similar to autism or ADHD?
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>>708980070
how old is little sister?
does girlfriend want to watch?
is girlfriend willing to eat our her little sister and slurp up your spunk in the process when you are done?
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>>708985402
No, my girlfriend has a strict no pics policy.
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>>708976997
Same faggot from yesterday's thread
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>>708985263
...i feel disgusting for finding this kinda hot
if you arent comfortable anymore, please get help immediately. i wish you the best
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>>708984775
Do I sound confident? I shouldn't, for a man that could end up in jail at any time.

From the get go, after the first incident, I was fully prepared to turn myself in. /b/ actually convinced me not to, and it would have been the worst mistake of my life. I felt that the choice should have been hers to make, and I told her we can tell the principal what happened together, and I will bear all the consequences. She chose not to.

I am not just using her for sex. I did for her what I would have done if she was my girlfriend, even though we can't tell people about us if this was to continue.

I'm not with her because of her age. I'm with her because of her. She means a lot to me and I mean a lot to her too.

>>708984778
I'm caught in a cross-road at the moment. I've started seeing a girl closer to my age, and while my teenaged lover urged me to break up with my gf, I'm having a hard time bringing myself to do it, because I know my gf is what I need, but not what I want.
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>>708985460
I know I could easily bring it up with her, but she would probably think it's unusual of me. I didn't really care about the non-drawn at the time. I don't know how I'd feel about it though, it's been years since I've see anyone post that shit on /b/. I don't know how she'd feel about it either
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i eat to fill a void in my stomach
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>>708977167
Goddamnit you fucking samefag you were on yesterday's thread too
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>>708985749
Lol it's good. We still watch our old videos together sometimes. I had a boyfriend for a while who was cool with it but we broke up, so now it's mostly just my dad and me
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tonight i happened across my gf adding a guy to our fetlife acc who she almost cheated on me with 6 years ago. she has always backed out of fulfilling our group fantasies once the drugs wear off.

so i see a SN that i automatically know has to be the dude from years ago so i looked at her google history.

shes been looking up how to talk about wanting to be polly, mmf relationships etc. odifying stuff with her phone(deleting test record on the website)

im into it for the sex. any amount of emotion beyond close friendship, or lust is beyond what im into.

now half of me is thrilled because its been about two years since she got into this. last time she backed out of having an old man join(she has daddy rape fantasy issues). and im into mmf and all kinds of sick, sick shit worse than that. and so is she.

but its the fact that she isnt looking up causual nsa stuff, but stuff abotu poly, and multiple boyfriends. maybe she just doesnt fully understand the normal lingo used. i dunno.

but she goes right to this dude who she was in love with emotionally for a time when i was working all day and night and ignoring her totally. we got past that. but why him? it wasnt random, she has to have been talking to him for a min. im not typically a snooper but we just share so so much(been together over a decade) that she would have to actively hide communication for me not to see it.

so here i am with a huge boner and feeling a little socopathic while not being sure what to think.
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>>708985620
She's 10 and she wants to do all that
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>>708985712
Yeah. Sorry :(
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I'm a pretty good looking guy and I'm pretty outgoing and all that. But I'm terrible at flirting or picking up dudes. I have a big dick and I want to use it but I'm bad at flirting. Despite being outgoing and social, I am very shy when it comes to new people. So I post my cock on /b/ and /soc/ a lot and jerk off to the compliments because I'm vain.

Also I tell everyone I'm gay but I'd fuck a chick. I just have zero desire to date a girl. I've fucked a few girls but personality-wise I don't like them. Dicks are better anyway.
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Whitbutt best butt
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>>708985857
I have a pice of shrapnel left in my leg from a plastic IED. I can feel it but it's in such a vital part of the leg that doctors don't want to do exploratory surgery to find it. They can't find it with an X-ray cause it's not metal.
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>>708985534
I wouldn't say it's a loveless relationship, I've just had trouble with my feelings recently. Things have happened over the last couple of weeks that have made me re-consider how I feel about my relationship and I am just re-evaluating where I stand.
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I blackmail my friends and family by getting their emails and private photos for money
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>>708985566
Maybe. I honestly am not learned enough about psychology to even guess, let alone diagnose myself, or someone else for that matter.

But ask yourself- do you really care for these people? I thought I did and now realize what I really care about my self image, and don't want that damaged by having people who are unchangeably close to me discovering how fucked up I am. My self esteem is low enough with their constant support.
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>>708985921
the only reason i started digging into the history and shit was because the dude made his account tonight, she added him 2min later, then he accepted 1min later. so she had to have told him to make a FL account to easily show him the 500ish pics and videos we have on there. so she had to be talking to this dude for a bit again
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I really want this chick but she is a slut. I'm a virgin and she obviously isn't so I don't know if I should go for it. I really want to get laid but I don't want to regret it later.
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>>708985838
loli is kind of a gateway drug for some people... sounds a lot like your gf would like it.

I'd be interested in speaking more about stuff if you are. Any way of staying in touch?
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>>708976138
I wanna suck a dogs dick, and take it in the ass

And I'm not gay.
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>>708984649
LuvThaExtreme
used it to role play as a girl into extreme BDSM, mostly to find out if i could find real girls who were.
not much luck.
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>>708981764
on what website can you offer services like that!? always fantasized abt that
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>>708985921
So she hasn't mentioned this to you? You need to bring it up to her asap anon. This could end badly.
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>>708986253
Sure. Enjoy your cock.
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>>708982792
Is he going for the world record?
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>>708985929
have you asked her why she is sure she could get her sister to do it?
i mean... does she think her sister would like it, or that she could pressure her into it?
has she ever done anything with her sister on her own?
If she visited her sister and made a video of her masturbating her sister, and brought it to show you, would you watch it with her?
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>>708983247
Prouda you, anon
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>>708986218
I only have email, but it's not a throwaway. What's your email? I'll email you when I make a throwaway. Or is there any other way you'd prefer?
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>>708986319
not yet but she hasnt had a day to think about it either from what i can tell.

i caught her last time i made it about 16hrs before i caller her out on it. but i genuinely was totally emotionally ignoring her and working doubles every day.

but this play into what i want, sexually, but its just the fact that its that dude lol. could have been aaaannyone else. even friends. and id have been 100% boner about it instead.

i kinda lost it for a min earlier tonight and went all ghost keylogger ape shit on all the computers. prob wont end well either way now that ive taken that action.
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>>708986114
I like to believe that I love my family and friends because they keep me motivated and always puts up a challange (intelligence wise), but at the same time looking at my younger siblings who all are somewhat stupid or uneducated and I still love them, however. I can totally see where you're coming from with the self image and confidence boost of having people around.

Ill prolly look for professional help eventually, just cba dealing with this shit right now, Im currently exploring the arts of meditation! :3
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>>708986617
>not the person you are replying to
i have a throwaway.

[email protected]

I'm not much of a talker, but this is interesting.
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>>708986319
i was also mostly pan/omni sexual when we got together and she knew that, but after 10 years of monogamy(hot, filthy, fulfilling monogamy) im not as open as i once was regarding emotional dependence.
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>>708986576
I never asked her anything. I just turned her down. I guess I'd watch it with her out of curiosity.
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>>708986617
I AM the person you've been talking to.

Get me at 3fgpuhvpth at snkmail dot com

Hope to hear from you.
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>>708986690
You're suspicions are completely justified anon. you need to bring it up to her asap. Don't wait it out for her to tell her. If you've been in a relationship for that long, you need to find out immediately why she wouldn't bring it up to you. Ask her why she added him of all people. Don't let this get out of hand, bring it up to her now.
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>>708986835
Has she ever brought it up again?
it would be interesting to find out how far her interest in this went.

btw, >>708986749 is me
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>>708986835
it'd be interesting to find out if she already plays with her sister.

The vid idea sounds hot but almost as risky as fucking her yourself.
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>>708978594
eefen
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New thread for when this one dies

>>708987030

>>708987030

>>708987030
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>>708985566
Could be OCD that's what they told me when I finally cracked and told a psychiatrist I was constantly having terrible urges to do violent or sexually deviant things, they said if I was a sociopath it wouldn't be causing me so much stress or self loathing. Fucking OCD and I thought it was mostly about rituals/irrational obsessiveness that in combination with treatment resistant depression (causes emotional detachment) I thought for sure I was a psychopath or something. I think a lot of others who may think they are super deranged might just have OCD, after a while you start believing the intrusive thoughts are yours but the fact they talk about it shows it is causing them stress and they are seeking relief, psychopaths don't really do that.
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>>708986972
She brings it up all the time but I always awkwardly ignore it
>>708986987
I doubt she does, she only sees her like once a month
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>>708977363
>Anyone can do it, there are a million programs, most people just dont want to pay for them.

Name one.
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>>708986877
i respect that pov and prob will follow it.

i just want to be careful since i basically constantly encourage her to be slutty on the internet and irl as long as its a mutual or documented thing.

we know this guy pretty well. i think she almost dated him before we got together but he was kinda rapey and weird. i guess just a bit less than i was myself lol

i used to suspect they fucked, but we have been so, so open thru our relationship i doubt it at this point.

we spent a few years doing a drug that was basically truth serum and are very, very familiar with eachother's past actions.

id figure any of that shit would have come up long before the other shit we have talked about.
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>>708987209
Elcomsoft phone breaker.
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>>708987097
Haha see, I dont have that kind off stress when I do shit. Im never stressed and rarely if ever feel bad about my actions even though Im aware that they may be imoral according to "normal" standards. So Im a sociopath then, should I look for help or will I be put under surveillence by cops and force fed meds?
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>>708987190
next time, don't ignore it. ask her how serious she is, why she is serious, etc.
and whether her convincing the sister would be the sister being happily willing, or being coerced.

you could also say suggest the idea of her teaching her sister about her body, as you're not comfortable going that far yet, and her doing that would make the girl feel good, and enjoy future ideas more.
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>>708987266
>i just want to be careful since i basically constantly encourage her to be slutty on the internet and irl as long as its a mutual or documented thing.

The keywords here being "mutual and documented". It hasn't been mutual, and she is trying to go behind your back. You're probably right that she isn't fucking around behind your back, but you never know if all of a sudden she wants to change that. Don't pussy out, bring it up to her and find out why she did it. Good luck.
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>>708987190
if she's constantly raising it I assume it's at the front of her mind. Have you ever roleplayed it together?

>>708987403
sounds like anon doesn't want to go there and I see his point. Big risks.
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>>708986273
I sent you a message
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>>708987266
>>708987458
Also, it's not like she's just being slutty in this case. She literally told him through other means of communication to sign up and make an account. She has beeing thinking about this for a while, it wasn't just a spur of the moment thing.
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>>708987458
yea man ill give it like 4 days to develop
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>>708987491
>sounds like anon doesn't want to go there and I see his point. Big risks.

i do to. but she does want to go there. even if he never touches the girl, some interesting things could come of it. worth looking into
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>>708978046
Dude, work on the open marriage 3 way angle. Take some control of the situation. Profit.
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Carly, I might have came inside you last time you were over. Here's hoping nothing comes of it.

Burgandy, I really miss you and even though I explained how I ended up cheating on you last year I still regret doing it, you're one of my best friends and according to my drunk self I still love you.

Hannah, if we get to hang at Christmas we'll probably still fuck even if I'm still with Carly.

Dexter, I really thought about kissing you when we were hanging at the mall last time and I was being serious when I said hanging with you was basically my only motivation to do anything.

Ashley, I had a dream we fucked and I think you might have had it too because of the way you looked at me that whole week.
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>>708987403
I'll ask her about it but I won't go through with anything real
>>708987491
We've roleplayed it once but it seems like she wants the real thing
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>>708987716
i don't blame you. but finding out more could be fun.
would you be upset if she did "something real"?
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>>708978379
what the living fuck makes people unable to just let someone else have the fucking dog, someone that would appreciate it more? this is what i don't get. god forbid everyone win including the dog.

fucking morons.
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