oh thank fuck you're here
that's usually a bad sign
chilling at home with the mom and the puppy
Do you know the opinion of your friends on gay people, are they ok with it and are they trustable? Tell them if you can trust them.
Still live with your parents? Don't tell them unless you are absolutely sure that they wont kick you out cause that would get you in trouble.
I came out 4 months ago and it went very well, ask if you got any questions.
please cure my clinical depression
Sometimes you have to show that you are stronger and that you dont care about people's opinions.
Your brothers might still respect you and maybe even more since its such a hard thing to do to come out
i'm never coming out
i don't want to and it would do more harm than good
I am doing that with herbs, I am surprised it more or less works and I haven't seen the same negative side-effects as prozac shit
you mean weed? cause i'm very much considering it at this point
You're happy with your life the way it is. You're surrounded by people that love and appreciate the real you. You're being true to your nature and everyone who might be interested in you back knows that you're accepting and seeking another male partner.
You're right there's no point in it.
Herbs or THE herb? I didn't take you for a marijuana abuser
i really just don't care.
don't really enjoy being surrounded by people either since i'm a borderline misanthrope
tfw no cute loyal chill femboy stoner bf
why are you here
there are no tits
the other one
Mikhaila is a girl
you may get even more scared when you're not alone
you will be scared of the possibility of becoming alone again
sit in the corner in a fetal position
rock back and forth
Guys, I really need some help.
A guy has asked me out and I accepted, but now I am freaking the hell out. What do I wear? What do I say? What do I do?
wear matching clothes.
be honest with him.
talk with him and walk around town.
Basically, don't try. If it works out, it works out. If it doesn't, find someone else. If it's a good date, great. If it's a bad one, you'll have plenty of time to find a better match.
Then don't act any differently then you already do. Just dress nice and talk with him like you always have. If you force a change it will be obvious (it always is).
Also, don't think about sex until you're in the bedroom (it will happen either this date or the next). Be safe.
ACDC was made to play at incredibly loud volumes
Don't expect anything. Just let it happen if you're ready. If you're making out or doing it, don't think.
Chances are your first time is going to be awkward, but you'll start to figure each other out with experience.
>mfw when Queen comes on next
man if I was drunk, I would be yelling at the top of my lungs with the lyrics
I do that regardless of intoxication
my guess would be physical panic attack, chest wall spasm, or injured chest wall cartilage. Those are the three that it always is for me. But doctors are things though.
fug, this radio station is nice
I dont belt out lyrics unless im on my ass drunk, Friends in Low Places is my favourite when drunk.
just rub it out I guess then, when you start smelling burnt toast or a copper taste in your mouth, then call 911. It means youre having a heart attack
If you stick your finger in your ass and you take shit back with you, you're not clean yet. A little bit is ok. It's honestly not a crazy big deal--basic hygiene is enough.
Also, if you have to take a shit during the night, you probably don't want to do butt stuff.
And USE A CONDOM IF YOUR DOING ANAL.
I honestly don't know
here u go
It does not necessarily mean you're having a heart attack, don't try to scare him kaldis. 1: burnt toast is associated with stroke, and even then that's only if said stroke happens in the olfactory part of your brain. 2: Metallic/blood taste in your mouth is also a symptom of hardcore panic attacks. Whether or not to call 911 or seek medical aid is totally up to you, if you feel fine then roll with it. If you're worried something might be up, make a doctors appoint or maybe call 911 if you really feel like your life might be in danger.
reread the thread you simpleton, im talking about the warning sign of a heart attack, not your blood make up.
then just stick to the burnt toast trick.
Im assuming youre young enough that none of this matters, but its still a thing.
How have you been goat?
I've danced around that circle more times than I can count at this point so I'm pretty familiar with it.
You do you my dude, stay alive.
I will do no such thing
Changes - David Bowie
fug, shits the worse with serious medical emergencies
all that comes to mind is drugs and alcohol
i often wonder how long i'll live and if i might die young. at certain times my resting pulse is at 120, which is not a good sign
IF WUN MO LABEL TRY TA STOP ME
that will almost certainly worsen your disposition.
I would not suggest it.
Do you like juice?
Because you got to Ch-Ch-CHANGE and face the world!
Try to kick back something like that and not alcohol or drugs.
I always condone physical exercise when someone or I are down, its much more relaxing for me than drinking.
Oh god. I just realized I don't know half the people here anymore.
it feels like a desperate and meaningless endeavor
Hey you missing out on some free shit on Warframe.
I'll take that as a good thing.
I don't recall us liking eachother.
That's fine. I prefer my friends with a tad more in the back anyhow.
It's great to stay up late.
Have you actually watched that movie though?
Chillin after work
oh and the animus were here earlier. Colb, Test, etc
Test says he wasnt.
You mean in an anime thread?
We actually considered having a threesome with a local trap, but in the end the kind of dudes I am attracted to are fantasies that don't really exist in real life.
Yeah, they had their own thread.
It's going pretty well. I haven't relapsed or anything which is good.
Hope there isnt' another move.
I bought 80 potatoes :P
Blue and gold potatoes
I think they were getting bored with the lack of people there
Nah. I mean that would be amazing but nah. More just it would have to be a dude who was like a perfect being physically.
Of course not
Not yet. I'll do them in a few hours.
Nah -75% never drop for me. Bought them on darvo's last day.
man that must be nice, in the heart of winter were always below 0C, and the wind kills and bites.
your winters would be that of our mid-late falls.
Our first snow tends to come right after Thanksgiving here.
Your hot though is a dry heat too, our humidity can be terrible.
where can I find this guys stuff
went through his galleries on the sites listed on his tumblr and didnt even see this or anything of this quality
Are there two gfur artists with this name
I do not get snow at all down here
I'm not sure how to explain what I said before. No living person could live up to the imaginary trap in my mind, you get me?
and I am not particularly attracted to dudes. They would need to be that impossible imaginary trap
Whatcha fags doin?
cause you wasted and you want to show it off.
Had my wisdom teeth removed yesterday
So loopy still on pain pills
Illuminati take shits....I have seen it. they said that the shit made poop kids. And that is why I smell the salmon of health.
watching the room spin
Today was a travel day, I'm currently in a brand new state, starting first year at my new (and hopefully last) high school on Monday.
Why is a child like you in here? Don't you know furries are pedophiles?
I love furries, I love older guys, and I'm 18 so it's legal.
Honestly though I like talking to strangers it's fun.
i think i drank maybe... 8 shots? i lost count
why is your room spinning
Ohhook, just wanna make sure you know this realm
Reminds me of me when I was 18
Had my wisdom teeth yanked out yesterday
senior year is a lot of fucking around
they're only keeping you there because they have to
Yeah but start with just a undies butt shot.
I had to take one class each day
Some kids just wanna josh around
who is the oldest person here
im turning 24 next week
If Snarf wasn't my bitch bear I'd give you a peep
Yeah I love this stuff.
Unfortunately this boarding school does not allow 1-year students...so I'm redoing Junior year for like no fucking reason. It's a long long story why I'm even going and stuff. I swear on my life I'm not an idiot. Just gotta do 2 years at this school...it seems pretty cool.
90 minute school days?
I turned 23 yesterday :p so I'm not sempi
Got so many things done, got an honors diploma and 2nd year one no class same for 3rd year and 4th year 3 no classes
4 classes each day
A set and B set
so you got your wisdoms pulled on your birthday.
fuck that sucks. i'd be raging like a woman if that happened to me.
i don't know if i should
why was that? couldn't clean them properly? my dad had his taken out because of that
heh, im still 18
I don't think they allow that where I live
I'm happy for you though
Legal drugged up on good stuff
On paid vacation for 4 days
Best present ever
Bottom left was side ways and messing my jaw up and losing hearing
Home of highest autism
that's mormon country right? that makes some sense then.
it's like being 21 but you are not 21
it's like any other fucking point in your life after 21: pointless and full of pain+bottled up rage
Nice. I'm kinda excited for 21. Since turning 18 I haven't done any cool adult stuff.
Don't wanna smoke cigs really, will probably vote but damn what a shitty election year, and I haven't fugged yet.
but why though
well then maybe dying soon isn't a bad idea
You are stuck in a white, doorless, one window room. The window outside is small but just big enough to see all types of people doing things you dont get to do.
because you live every day pissing away money on menial bullshit "necessities" while bashing your head against whatever job you have, whether it be good or bad it's still bashing.
Do you have a decent way of making enough money to live comfortably with yourself, and a decent social group you enjoy interacting with?
Are you on the track to having the above?
If not, enjoy your apparently swift death in the eaves.
its only polite to pay your own funeral costs.
fuck guys ;_;
okok I'm just not gonna think about how awful life is, I'm just gonna think about when I finally hook up with some bangin' hot dude for the first time. I still have stuff to look forward to.
I have the above and I still hate everything. Getting older is hell regardless of social/whatever standing.
Nothing matters, so it doesn't matter that nothing matters. Do whatever you want.
Yeah, jaw no lock up when eating and my hearing returned
Honestly, good outlook bro.
Nihilism, Hedonism, good shit.
I don't feel a strong draw towards contributing a ton to society. I love certain things in life and I wanna do them. Other stuff can suck my ass.
Dude I'll be honest I have no idea what the fuck I'm talking about.
I know the basics of what those things are but I seriously don't know what I'm going to do with my life.
Being a kid is being a parasite because we don't do shit.
I have nothing to look forward to. No one im attracted to will date me. Those who will settle for sex with me is purely out of pity and some twisted sense of "Holier than Thou" narcissism in being better than me.
Every year I become more jaded and bored with this existence. Sex parallels in this same sense and is no longer an option.
There is nothing in life
Have you considered you're just too stupid to live?
You're like one of those people on the cusp of waking to the gravity of reality or rather, have swallowed so many false ideas about life that have failed to appear in your own.
Grasp at what base pleasures you must and then die if it pleases you.
Dude I'm not too stupid to live I know that for a fact.
Some shitty stuff has happened in my life and I know it can suck. However, I know that life has a lot of good to it, and just because something hasn't happened yet in my life doesn't mean it never will.