Can we get a feels thread going? I really need one.
Checked and what's wrong my man, got something on your mind?
Really, I just need a release, to feel the breaking point as I tip over the edge and let it all out
Cheated on by girlfriend I've lived with for 2 years on a druggie loser
Looking at airplane tickets seriously considering flying to my relatives 14 hours away and stay with them until December, there and back is 500 and Id pretty much live with them for free
Well just think about things that make you sad but too much you get me? Don't need another great guy becoming an hero
Not depressed but I like to feel. Any bros need help, want to talk it out. I'd be more than happy to lend my 2 cents about nothing that i know.
Thing is, I don't know if my parents will approve, it's a big chunk of the money I have, I literally came back from them last week, and everyone thinks I'm still in college because everyone actually is proud of me for once... Now, my dad might think I'm taking life in my own hands, which is good, i could get a temporary job there since I'm a US citizen, and my relatives love me unconditionally and my aunt urged me over and over to come whenever they always have the room upstairs for me
Whats wrong bro? Pressure? Girls? Parents? Who's being a cheeky cunt in your life
I don't know what's up with me, I don't feel anything anymore. I just don't really care about anything I don't eat I don't do anything, I want to kill myself but it's just selfish and knowing how others would feel makes me stay
>super fucking bummed out about a really bad breakup
>I'm left in her apartment with all her things around me, sleeping in a bed too large that we used to share while she crashes at her moms
>hungry as hell
>chest hurts too much to eat
I'm a fucking wreck
You've never reached loneliness until you're the only one posting in a feel thread.
Why did you guys break up?
After watching the good son my mom turned to me and said "anon if you're brother died I would be devastated but if you died I would be said but me and Mike (<brother) would make it through together". She said this to me completely unsolicited.....wtf mom
I take for showers. Well it's not cold to be. But my ex always complained.
Mums a cunt, be better than you can so you can show mom that she's a bitch for taking you granted. It's the biggest Fuck you, You're proud of me but I'm ashamed of you.
Fuck off with you're depression, there is so much more to life.
>implying we don't have all kinds of cool stuff
If you brought your childhood self 20 years into the future he'd marvel at smart phones at the very least. Internet, image quality on HD screens, and video games would blow his 1996 ass away for sure too.
Jaded assholes who can't look around them and see just how awesome the world slowly got over time are the worst. We can talk face-to-face with anyone in the world at any time using a super computer that everyone has in their pockets. If that ain't the dopest shit I don't know what is
It's true tho
The problem is, even after accepting the premise that anyone can get better with effort, you need to have the willpower to keep going and the humility to accept that you won't always know exactly what you want, much less how to get there.
I like to help people here feel better not just for them, but also for myself, because I'm not sure I can get better yet, either. It's an odd feeling when people thank you for helping them while you yourself feel lost and kind of hopeless.
But yeah, things can get better if you put in the effort.
It's good bro, I can't spell loneliness without my computer's auto correct
We don't talk. No one is proud of me and what I have done. I live a mediocre life that is just barely hanging on.
The image isn't about the materialistic aspect of the world, it's about all the dreams that you've let die over the years, the hopes that have gotten crushed, all of the time wasted.
Maybe not as deep, but we all hit lows. We can all get those highs though. 6 months ago I was pretty depressed. Time just helps and motivation to crawl out beat and scratched is all you can do. But you can be in a better spot than you were. You just need a goal, and the grit to get through it.
Life comes with risks, to be extraordinary you can be ordinary you just need that extra.
Proud of you anon, you made it this far. You have so much more to accomplish. Kick life in the balls you nigger whore.
I'm talking about full blown clinical depression where one part of the day is happy and then you see a particular face or hear a certain name and it goes down hill, and you have to drudge through this all the time.
Don't do it /b/ro
This makes us stronger. You can get through it. Explore the world find the lil joy the world has.
No, you're right. I haven't had that. I have had the feeling of a name just rolling your day down shitville. It was about a girl. I used that to dump all my saddness and frustration and depression into these threads. Then I took leaps of faith because it didn't hurt to get rejected. Then a girl constantly wanted to hang and i hung out more and posted less. You find your way out. If you surround yourself with misery you'll be in misery.
Gratz bro. Proud of you, keep up the awesome work.
same here, and its all my fault for beying an overachiever, i could be a lawyer if i wanted to or a schollar, but i decided to wait , ive waited too much, and now even if i start running i will be far behind the group.
Yeah, why wouldn't you be proud of someone who spends his nights crying in his basement because he's mid separation and can't sleep in his own room anymore. Who married a woman after 6 months becusee it was the right to do because she was knocked up.
treated him like shit and lied to him constantly and just in general a bad person who is forcing him to sell his house.
The only girl I love and could love (I seem to be incapable of it) lives 12 hours away and the little go I made at happiness of caught her texting her old FWB when we were on vacation asking her if they could meet up.
I spent a lot of time cleaning my SKS and loading and unloading the clip, chambering a round, holding my head to the barrel saying "you're not worth the mess you would leave." If I wasn't a father I wouldn't here.
But sure be proud.
I hate being lonely. It just makes me curl up and wiper sometimes, I just don't know any more.
Yea but original OP screwed it i think they get smaller.
My dad is getting to hate me. If I'm successful tonight I'll be able to leave an not have to come back.
At least, until recently, I had a boyfriend I could take on the world with but he lost interest and now I'm alone. I have friends, but I'm alone.
I'm not in love with my girlfriend but I know if I left her she'd kill herself. That sounds incredibly self centered of me but she doesnt have any family or irl friends and is states away from me. She has occasional break downs that I talk her through, she thanks me for always being there for her to listen. I feel like a complete dick cause through it all I'm thinking "God I fucking hate dealing with your shit"
I love her but I'm not in love with her. I dont know what to do and I hate myself more and more each day.
I'm also incredibly selfish because I know she's the best I can have, she asked me out, she asked to be a couple, she came to visit me this summer. I'm a piece of shit.
You're lucky someone requested a series, bro i'll fuck you up with feelies
Why did we do it? Why did we let ourselves love one person so deeply but no one else? I fucking hate the fact she's with someone else probably right now
I don't give a fuck about the sex that's just animal nature. I hate that he gets to fall Asleep with her in his arms and whisper "I love you femanon" and he hears "I love you too". Or that he gets to wake up and see her first thing in the morning. She's my world.
OK you no good Turkeys I have reached my wits end all I wanted to know was how to "make" wine and now I wake up to the famous orange reddit envelope of Shit sent by dozens of malicious Snakes in the grass saying the rudest swears and mocking "bluo blou blah blah baby" insults and impersonations NOT even accurate while your grease hands slap the ergonomic Keys summoning of the sewer shitgod Trollman of online to do a powerful kick textually at my Electronic Reputation, second of all dont you have anything to do better than "troll" people online, I mean with this election coming up is there REALLY HONESTLY nothing you can spend your time doing, better, than trolling? Really? Really? Really????? Its a fools Errand because there is always someone trolling you as well, always someone one layer deeper laughing at You, instead all the while, and further more back to the subject at hand I have enormous biceps.
Lastly, Google, defines badass as "a tough, uncompromising, or intimidating person." So checkmate Fuckers I am two out of three of these, because I am tough because I know that life isn't all Sugar Candy and Minuets, and because I am uncompromising because I know that to compromise the morals and ideals that make this country (America) the greatest on god's green earth is to compromise the very soul of wit which is brevity so let me wrap this up for you slimey Beasts: My Biceps are perfect and my prophecy is perfect and my wine knowledge is getting better and I have reported Each and Every one of you Gods Failed Children to Conde Nast's CEO for deportation and enhancged interrogation (man in Scumbag Steve mask puchnes your dick aand balls until you sign binding nondisclosure agreement and agree to drink Pepsi exclusively during 20s and 30s (most important marketing years)) Bye
I do, man. I really do. My first dog... Heard the last breathe groan out of him on the ride home from the vet. I was in the back seat with my parents in the front. His head was on my lap. I was teary eyed, but when i per him and heard that groan, i fucking lost it. I spent the next hour after i got home digging in the back yard. Wrapped him in a blanket from my bed ( he used to sneak in and nap on my bed during the day) and buries him with his favorite squeeky toy.
i've become so disconnected and socially inept. I have what anyone else would call a decent job, but I hate it with a passion. It's completely banal and totally meaningless It's worse than working in restaurants as I was before. I have some aversion of talking to people, so naturally everyone thinks I either don't mind or actually enjoy my job. The more this carries on the harder it gets to approach anyone about the fact that I want to quit. When I started the job I signed paperwork that said I would be there until the end of august, so without talking to anyone, I just decided that'd be the end of it. The one person who I told it was my last day told someone else, and my boss called me later to inform me of the misunderstanding and that I was still employed, while I was still reveling in the idea that I wouldn't have to go to work tomorrow. I feel like I am becoming trapped inside of another person who is borderline retarded. The things I say when people talk to me at work are more or less automated responses and are often completely contrary to what I actually feel.
it's a coping mechanism, when people realize it wors, they abuse it. It's an endless cycle, but life is full of cycles.
Refer to that pic
Bro, it's not a pissing contest. Hard is hard sad is sad it's all relative. Let's not measure our dicks here let's wallow in self-hatred and sadness together. Like the fucked up group of misfits we are.
theyre fucking right now. he's disrespecting her during sex right now. he's slipping his dick into her butt right now, just to make her feel pain. and you... you're not even a memory for her. you're nothing. less than nothing. you're some guy who she ignored, one of many.
i'm the guy fucking her.
God damn this hit me. My first dog died in my arms. I was alone and she had been having trouble breathing due to a seizure. She tried to jump off the bed, but was too weak and just tumbled to the floor. I held her and pet her as she struggled to breath, and finally it stopped. I cried for hours and same as you spent the night digging a grave in my back yard.
>both of us addicted to heroin
>got each other's backs
>it's her and me vs. The world
>time goes on
>we fight all the time
>can't stand each other
>have nothing else
>decide we need to get sober
>decide we want to do it one more time before going to rehab
>"be careful, it's a little strong
>come to, 20 minutes later
>look at her face
>hit her with narcan
>it's not very effective...
>my phone is dead, hers is lost
>not sure if doing it right
>pray to God, to devil, to anything not to take her away from me
>firemen show up
>tell me to stop
>they take her to ER
>cops question me
>we still have more left
>one last time?
>mfw I'm done
>I go to rehab
>I have 9 months clean
>I don't know where she is
And I still miss her.
Yeah, she's a kinky freak that likes it rough so what? You're missing the point.
Can't we just get along and all admit we all have felt, in one way or another a part of all of us is missing.
I still remember exactly what that groan sounded like. It was sortof like a sigh of relief. That noise a dog makes after circling and curling up just right...That peacful sigh.
Fucking proud of you bro, Drug addiction is the worst.
I know it's rough, but really. Good for you man. I've watched people drowning in their own vomit yell at paramedics because they ruined their high. I respect you for being able to do what you did, especially because of the girl as well.
I just miss her
As bad as it is, I want to die of alzheimers. I won't know where or what i'm doing, and I'll forget all my past depressions. Smiling all the way to death
You aren't happy with alzhiemers. You become scared and confused, your family and friends become heartbroken because there existence has become nothing to you. You slowly die and literally become nothing.
>I fucking hate the fact he's with someone else probably right now
I don't know if I'll ever get over this. The guy was so great and was so smart; he understood & knew so much so much I could never remember or understand. I just want to forget that /we/ ever had that.
It's one of those things that sound good in theory, but don't pan out. I just don't want to know I'm dying when i go
I'm going to Kingston, ON in October to meet my penpal for the first time. I'm out of a job 6 weeks sooner than I thought so this is interesting.
I'm also making plans to meet a guy in Germany next year during the fall, shortly before school starts so we can travel. He's a really cute, shy, & tall (the best kind) guy; I've managed to develop a crush on him so I really hope this'll work out.
Shit, my dog of 16 years died last week after living over a year with congestive heart failure, towards the end he was blind and deaf, couldn't walk straight but he'd eat his food with relish, wag his tail when I'd pet him, wander around and be a fluffy little bastard.
fuckin' loved that dog.
This never happened, Alzheimer is nothing like this. you live your life scared and confused, freak out almost every time a memory comes back because reality isn't fitting the same way. It's a terrible disease, doesn't make the victim's life nice nor their relatives lives' well.
I'm drinking and posting, I toast to all my /b/ro's dogs that lived to the old age. Just remember. They were a part of your life, but you were they're whole life.
It has been hell, but most days I am doing really well.
Nobody is okay with me talking about her, because they associate her with drugs and my addiction but it kills me sometimes that nobody even seems to acknowledge she existed as part of my life.
We all have the girls we have to bury in our past. People just want you to bury her, the hard part is that you can't bury someone you'll miss. But time will help bury her.
I feel like shit lately. I live with my parents and my brother, 19 y/o. I have to pay $800 for rent but I can't find a job, went to work with a "friend" on roofing cause he told me he was gonna pay me $150 a day. Worked 3 days last week cause of the rain, and he just gave me $400 cause "we didn't do much". It's fucking stressful knowing that I worked my ass off and I don't even have the money to pay for rent. I owe my brother $2000+ and all I want to do is to pay him ASAP cause its really stressful. Want to go to college but broke as fuck, meanwhile contacts in snapchat that go to college want to drop out cause it's "too hard" when they're just some spoiled motherfuckers, mean while I'm wor king on a 100+ weather. It's really sad knowing that I'm not doing shit whit my life.
Sorry for bad English...
I have mental issues and have almost no empathy and i'm not able to feel a connection to other people. For example i don't see a difference between family and a random person on the street. My entire life i've felt lonely and started to feel more and more depressed to the point where i wouldn't eat or get out of bed and dropped out of school. Everyday i would wish a person would appear in my life i could feel for. One day that person actually appeared a girl online. We hit off really well and she told me she was depressef as well. And almost tried doing some bad stuff when not even her own family bothered to show up to her 18th bday. That moment for the first time i could remember i felt bad for someone we started talking everyday and fell in love. But after a month i could see she was losing interest i talked to her and she said she always lost interest in people after a while but still liked me just not in a love way anymore. Everyday i see her distancing herself further from me i desperately try to get close to her everyday but all i do is push her away. 1 good thing happened to me in my life and now it just turned into a whole new level of loneliness and depression i can't sleep or want to eat all i can think of is the short time i was happy with her. I don't know what to do anymore i just want to die. Sorry for long post i just don't know where to go anymore.
Hi, I know you're not going to take my advice but
If you wait someone else will, and then you'll find yourself waiting for them to break up
And then you'll be waiting to make a move
And then someone else is going to talk to her
A what if is way worse than a no
You don't love her, you just think you are. approach with caution, don't get attached. Always look for new prospects while you're with her, but never cheat.
If I had any advice...
Steel yourself to the possibility of failure.
Because failure is possible.
Realize your life isn't over if you fail.
Talk to her.
If it works, great!
If it doesn't, learn from it.
Ask any mutual friend if she likes you. If you haven't got any mutual friends, just say fuck it and ask her out, or ask her to be your girlfriend. Like, you don't have her now, and if she says no, then you lost nothing you know? But if she says yes then you got a girlfriend. I know it sounds like bullshit, but you just gotta roll with it.
Never heard of a condition like that. It's not the end of the world you just have to know that. Don't put all your eggs in one basket. You have great potential man. You could be a real motherfucker in the buisness world. Just remember there are billions of people on this earth. You've already felt for 1 person. You'll feel again
Look man, in every single dating situation you have 2 options. You either stay with them, or you leave them. There's no way around it. If you love her, and I mean you TRULY love her. Then you should find her in person. If not, then let her go. You're only hurting yourself by using her as a proxy for your happiness. You don't love her, you love the connection you finally have with someone, and that's totally understandable, but it will not help you. I promise.
She was my everything, yet I was nothing to her. 7 years with all the ups and downs. Every moment I could spend with her I felt like everything was perfect, not that I could do anything but I was just for once at peace. Every down was hell, suicidal thoughts to depression to withdrawl. Bob Ross said "Gotta have a little sadness once in a while so you know when the good times come. I’m waiting on the good times now" currently i'm waiting on the good times yet for all the masquerading and fake smiles and helping others I cant see them coming. I've traveled and made myself into something to be proud of but without her I feel empty. No other compared to her, fuck /b/ why? How can you live when you caught a glimpse of heaven and can never attain it again?
You're probably right i just feel so much worse now that i finally did feel that connection to someone i've always wanted and lost it again right away.
We do have plans to go yo the fan event of a game we play in february and she will stay over at my place but that's months from now so probably not happening.
Keep fighting man, it won't come instantly, as long as you try and you fight you can find someone even better. I know you can and will.
I can't listen to the music I like anymore because it makes me remember a time when I felt something instead of empty all the time.
Yeah it's always going to suck, but you'll find the woman that makes you forget the shitty parts, even if you have to go through a few of them
It really helped talking to my sister who also lost a long time boyfriend, he left her for someone else, and my aunt in law got cheated on by her husband and divorced, so they're really comforting to talk to, I had my first meal in 2 days because the pain in my chest finally numbd down enough to eat, even if it was just a few bites
I live in Chicago, the homeless population is made up of drug addicts who can't survive, or scammers who know there is money in begging. For example if you walk in the south side you'll see niggers strung out on wickie sticks yelling at people shaking in a gutter, in the north side (a nice area) right by Wrigley Field, where the cubs play there is always this bum with a dog and he's been there for 5 seasons so far. It's weird knowing that that guy will hop into a car go home and feed his dog, while the bum in the south side the bum that's shivering as a life expectancy of 3 weeks, from weather and drug withdrawal.
Google Gypsy beggar scheme
I'm sure it will give you a related article
They literally trade around kid gypsies in shifts to help the begging (I know cuz I've seen the same kid with 3 different moms)
They all sit around our supermarkets and spam"hi" hello" please "
Don't autist it up, what class do you guys share, what friends do you guys share. Find your in and find a plan to execute to get the girl
I've never told anyone, even my family or friends about her. It just was to rocky, I want to scream at the top of mountains to the universe about how much I love her but I could never trust it. Thank you anon, out of the billions alive right now, you're voice gave me the small edge to keep me going. It feels weird to say it, I've always been there for others and supported others hell its also my job but to hear someone who sounds like they might be genuinly care about my problems gives me the smallest amount of hope to continue on. I hope one day to repay your kindness maybe not to you but on to another. Pull someone else out of the pit, even just by an inch that there is some hope. I'm drunk but thank you from the bottom of my heart
Have you seen these people here? We're the saddest and twisted people that love porn and gore.
I get it man. I've been there. I'm not going to lie to you, if I were you I would pursue the shit out of her. If you two connect, awesome. Maybe she is the one. Maybe you don't connect, and that's fine too. But at least you'll know for sure. Even if you don't end up dating, keep her in your life. She sparked something in you, and if it helps you out of this rut, then regardless of the outcome. It was worth it.
Cheers m8, You've fucking got it. I do genuinely care, and the best way to let emotions out is to let it all out, I'm sure you wouldn't mind sharing but if you do mind all good bro. Every /b/ro here deserves the encouragement to keep pushing, Really glad I can keep you going,makes me feel like i'm not doing this in vain
I always dread the moment we almost reach image cap.
A good tip for the young and inexperienced is to never go for women of your dreams when you're Young, as assy as it may sound, settle, youll still love her when you're together, even if it's not a strong one, and you'll probably not be the one that gets dumped when the relationship starts tanking, but youll have learned from it, and breaking up with someone that means too much to you might ruin half of your young adult life, when you're supposed to be having the best time of your life
Don't do what my best friend did, he found the girl of his dreams in highschool, his first crush and everything, they got together, he was happy for a while, they got engaged after a while, but 3 years later she died. And he couldn't cope with it,and despite doing the best I could, I couldn't save him and he killed himself on her birthday a few weeks later, miss you Scott
Want to make one and link it? I'll fill it with pics
If you want to hear my story, open any feels thread. We are not so unique that we experience life without sharing anything with no one else. I'm just like the rest of you /b/ we all loved to much, without as much in return. We dared to believe when others would doubt. We showed compassion where there was none yet in return received none. We dare to be dreamers in a world of nightmares. I love you anons especially you who respond, also pic related the woman who is both my heaven and hell
Np man. All in all life isn't so bad. It's shitty, it's a pain in the ass and overall a burden. But in 1,000 years no one will remember who you were. Take it as an opportunity to do what you want to do. Do whatever makes you happy, because whether you fuck up and don't succeed, or find the one thing that truly brings you happiness, no one else will care. That's why you have to do it, solely for the purpose of your own happiness.
At my school, there's this girl I'm really into, but everytime I try to conversate with her, I just walk away because I'm afraid I'll just fuck it up. I don't think I'll ever be able to just get out there and do it.
Just ask her, point blank, 'you want to get some coffee some time.' It's too simple to fuck up and you'll quickly have your answer. You just have to suppress that anxiety for the 30 seconds that it takes to walk up to her and ask the question.
That last line hit me like Hiroshima, dude. Fuck.
This. My biggest piece of advice when approaching a girl, is to simply approach her. Literally walk up to her and open your stupid mouth. I really feel like there are only a few people who could really fuck up that situation. Most people are well adjusted in society and would do fine in most social situations.
I'm here, for what that is worth. My girlfriend has been so distant lately that it feels as though I'm alone. I know I care and love her, it's just hard to ever see that reciprocated as of late. I may not be the best help, but I'll do what I can
No Mr. Bond I expect you to feel.
I left my ex for that reason for this girl. Now it's repeated, except I've poured my heart and soul out to her and she left me saying "she needs time" If there's something I can help you with, I'll try. If say to just have hope and make something important to both of you. Hard times don't last forever.