Fuck that song gets me. also "What sarah said".
Do you feel it -chaos chaos
Rick and Morty had a feel bad episode ending with it. Really gets you when you know what rick felt
I have no respect for tumblr fags because they're all SJWs who are really into harry potter and lol pics.
A part of me - Neck deep
Same thing just really gets me
wow makes me want to watch that series now having never watched it
Some were, but those tears are just beautiful to me. They were filled with hope and the big germans just crushed them.
heading to bed anons, night and hope to catch you all in another thread sometime
Across the universe - Fiona Apple
Why is the melody just so sad.
Would greentext but on mobile.
Be dating this girl that I thought would just be a temp
Slowly actually start to fall in love
Go off to college
We both go to same college
She still lives with parents
She is fired from job becuase douchebag boss
Not her fault
She starts drinking
6 months later
Try to get her help
She starts to yell at me
I thought she was drunk
She is now screaming at me because apparently I am a piece of shit because I want her to get help and align her job interviews
She tells me that we are over
I didnt take this to heart because I thought she was drunk
She was sober.
I found that out and as soon as I get to her parents house to get my shit back
Go into her room
Her parents know me well and like me
Look for her thinking she is outside or something but I give up thinking she is gone and go into her room
Open her closet to get my sweaters
She hung herself in her closet.
Mike you're an awesome dude. I love you /b/ro
never had the chance, I waited outside of class in college to ask her out and she went out a different door. not so much later found out she had a boyfriend of a long time. would have just been turned down immediately and made an embarrassment of myself. guess it was good but I really liked her.
some people may not, but i do.
Just from afar? Don't get hung up on that, it may have been a bust anyways. You only like how she looked you didn't get to know her on a deep level.
There are some of these that just make my heart plummet. I am sorry anon.
Theres a soft spot in my heart to the loved ones of alcoholics and addicts.
God bless you, it wasn't your fault.
We are all /b/ros here, we may cry together we might get called pussies, but shit you guys are better family than I could ask for.
You just shouldn't it's not that deep. These threads are filled with more. She's a small background character in the adventure that is YOUR life. get the love interest more screen time and let the story develop.
After many months dormant, I'm back.
If anyone wants to chat about something privately:
Skype - pipnetskype
I'm rock bottom right now, going to go out of the country for a month or two in October I think and spend Christmas with relatives
It'll be nice to be back here when I feel good again so I can help you guys out.
same here. the most recent season broke me. it hit hard.
/b/ro from last thread, never got to wish you luck. I'm glad you are taking the trip to help get your mind sorted out. sounds good
It's another day where I tried texting you and you just ignored me
See, you think I might be an idiot but break-ups makes a dude smart, I can check when I can't remove my messages on skype to know you've read them, or at least checked them.
I have so much to say but you don't want to listen anymore
I bet you're asleep by now.
Happy Birthday you beautiful bastard!
Thanks man, I always thought feel threads were just people crying pve girls they never asked out but God damn, you guys are the real /b/ros and honestly the only friends I have right now
Proud of you for quitting bro. Stay strong.
Never forget us /b/ro when this 404s we don't stop existing but we all still care in a slight. Always consider me a friend. I owe you a beer if i can find you
i'll join that, let me know if that becomes a thing
You're the toughest and strongest mother fucker I know. We're always here for a bro. When life kicks you in the balls keep strong and remember you have motherfucking 4chan on your side
I haven't done this in a while so I'm probably rusty, but if you want to chat
Skype - pipnetskype
I try to, man.
I've done countless things to keep my mind off of her, I've stopped my relationship habits, the good nights with cute messages, the stay safe and sweet dreams, held back on my own drama, on the empty i love you messages
I try to be cold, I try to ignore it, but every time I know she's around I could muster the strength of mine and a million other men and still fail to hold a text back.
It ain't ogre until we say it's ogre nigga. We still got you! Everyone hurts but we keep moving, don't stop.
Thanks guys you all brought a smile to my face and I dont have anything so dont feel that you should. Thank you all so much
My suicide plan was to join Marines, try my hardest to die in battle. If i survive that just be a cop in a rough city, work only in the bad parts trying to constantly sweep the mean streets. If that just fails, I'll just wait. See what i did as a man, see how much blood is on my hands. See if i still think my life is useless.
I got hit hard, I'm on the ground
And if you swing again I'll duck
But I wish you the best of luck
You deserve yourself
And I'll return from my trip to hell
As a headless horseman
Cause, oh what a loss
I went back to get my stuff
And it was tangled up and tough
I stood there and stared you down
And I walked aimlessly around
With a flaming pumpkin head
Oh what a loss
My soft hands replaced by claws
You turned me into a stray dog, from mighty human man
Oh what a loss
Oh what a loss
I miss my closest friend
And now I cling to rocks and wind
It's a precious thing we lost
Good night /b/ro Happy Birthday
Every time you write to her you're ripping up that wound
It'll take a while to come to terms with it and stop messaging her, and longer still to stop thinking about her. But it's the only way
Even if you wanted her back you're going about it wrong, you broke up, but you're still giving her all the emotional support, she doesn't -need- to miss you because you fill the void for her every time you sLip, which will just pull her further away
Gotta sleep. To every one of you, thank you for this little group hug, i love you guys.
To the last couple anona who are thinking about doing something permanent,
You may not think it, you may not know it, but someone out there loves you and will miss you terribly. Don't do it.
Yeah and that's our point too
Watching your family die and the girl of your dreams die is the worst thing you'll ever have to put up with, some of us are lucky enough to be the ones to go first
Fucking love you /b/ro. Wake up and kick ass tomorrow
Let me know if i repost i've been on 2 threads and feel like i am
>sitting in class
>listing to profess ramble
>talking about jobs a prsueing a future
>i could care less
>i stare off into the distance
>we're all going to die at some point
>why fight it
>why fight life
I've found that if I hold my eyes open for long enough, I can actually shed some tears. But that's not real, and I guess I just like to pretend.
Goddamn I wish i could cry.
Speaking of buying beers
What the fuck is up with Seattle, my European drivers license wasn't accepted as a legal ID so I had to walk around with an American passport just to shove it in their faces when they didn't take my license(they literally denied my 55 year old father a beer when he showed his drivers license to validate mine, the guy is grey haired)
Because the ride never ends nigger, jsut sit and watch the shit show happen, watch the world burn down. Because it's funny
Yeah, I know.
Which is why i've actively tried to push it back further and further to the point where each day I speak less
But it's fucking scary, you know? My days literally aren't the same if she isn't around and I know if I stay silent she'll just disappear from my life.
Its bad obsession, it's dumb and childish and everyone will tell me i'm better off moving on, but I guess I'm either too love or not man enough to break the bond all the way.
However, I am trying to be independent, or show her a little more lack of care, just lies to make her feel like i'm not permanent.
She knows I'm a pawn, I know too. I'm just trying to make her believe i'm not.
Love you bro, good night and good luck in school
haha that's stupid, kids all over the US get fakes of people that look nothing like them and they get accepted no problem.
Do people know where she is? How did she disappear
The best way to win her back is to move on, improve on yourself, post happy shit on Facebook that she'll see, this'll trigger a I miss you feeling from her, In a month or two you can start talking to her again, but do it casually, find her outside in town, say what's up and tell her only positive things and smile a lot, eventually she might want to talk to you again, then you can start reconnecting, or by this time, you'll find an even better gal
Feels good man, makes you feel human
I'm waiting on september 3rd.
Going to my best friend's birthday party, whom my ex had an insane passion and love for, since I pimped her up to be the best person possible, and I can rely on her to hate my ex for me, so hopefully I'll be man enough to hit her with shock therapy and hold silence after that day.
Either that or she'll think I killed myself, both way works.
Sounds like some gone girl shit. Any investigations looking into it? Or did she leave in the middle of the night
anyone here glad that they're alive i mean you have a purpose to not just your self but everyone you meet. be happy have joy in your life. live freely knowing you might be small in this world but what you do can have an huge impact on the ones close to you.
I'm waiting for Sept 1st, I'm waiting for an old friend on a feel thread.
I'm here to help, not so much feeling. I was really depressed 6 months ago but then i moved on and I found myself a girl. I'm happier now.
if there's a feels thread on the 3rd or 4th i'll update you also.
I'm coming every late night to send Alyssa a message she'll never get.
Works better than writing in a notepad then pasting it on Skype.
Just got this text from my mom. It says "Hello! Just wanted to wish you a good day in school. Kisses and hugs, I miss you a lot". She lives six hours from me and I barely visit her. What the fuck do I say to her?
She does, lul
Me and her are mad bonded and she treats me like an overzealous mother treats their children, so I can use that opportunity to pretend she "made my mind up"
Looks like he didn't show... It's okay... I'll be here all day
Haven't slept at all, moving out of our apartment to my own place in 2 hours, it's only 8am and I can't sleep now, but I'm super tired now, my dad that's helping me move will probably stay and insist on dinner, he'll give me a hard time if I want to sleep because of jetlag so sleeping in the middle of the day won't help me
...bro just reply back with your feelings, don't you love your mom?
This is the same guy talking about my ex currently, and I can tell you I've been missing my family for years now and I live thousands of miles away, drive your ass there before it's too late.
I don't think i can, have work the 3rd and a wedding the 4th. I'll check in the 5th
Are drawn to me.
we'll ever be.
Spend our lives,
Among the whole.
Why must they,
Hate broken souls?
My soul will grow.
It never shows.
Far too gone
I'm just a hole.
All that's left;
A broken soul.
But still denied.
To feel inside.
Life must take,
It's solemn toll.
In broken souls.
As long as the heart aches and still beats i'll continue to find these threads, worry not.
also stop posting images that I would die to send to her right now, god damn on point with them currently.
Shit dudes, still lurkin pics from the old thread. Where's part 2 of the long screencapped story about the dude with no name and Mrs Anon and the cute girl named 'Nao'?? Someone please link me that shit, old thread 404'd.
I don't want to make her worried
Maybe I should go there this weekend
Can't believe I fucking broke down because of a text from my mom. I'm such a piece of shit
Find better porn. Or just pent it up. It'll be the best nut. Or find something else that makes you happy
Oh another thread where weak willed pansies cry about their fake depressions and made up diseases hoping someone will give them attention unlike the girl they think they deserve but never had the balls to talk to. No thanks.
This one hit home. I'm not gonna say I'm in love with the person I'd repeat this to, but I do greatly look up to him, and his absence was unanticipated. I feel like if he'd just throw me a text every couple weeks or something asking how I'm doing, I'd feel so much more capable and significant just knowing he cared enough to take those few moments out of his day. I wish he'd just check on me every now and then. I know the last day he texted me. Every day I tell myself "Maybe today he won't be too busy to just talk to me a little bit".
I guess he's been really busy for the last month and a half. I don't even have the balls to text him first because I'm afraid he'd tell me he doesn't want to talk to me anymore. I couldn't take that.
Ironically this is my biggest confusion.
I feel like she only messages me currently because she feels guilty or worried that I might get seriously depressed without her help, and not because she really cares.
And honestly, it's fucked up. I'm not even expecting her to come back, but that bitch owes me her life. I don't treat favors like payment but I've done literally so much for her and I've never let her down once, and it just sucks to see how little she does to help back
also cant find any porn with anyone that looks like her, thats problematic also
No maybe, go there dude. I'm not kidding when I say you'll miss them, those facebook posts you see about moralists talking about relatives really hits when you're far from them.
Shit dude, don't say that then i'll text
and then she won't respond and i'll feel even shittier
I kept treating her like shit when she never even deserved it. I would ignore her, never tell her how much I loved her, and once even cheated on her. It's all my fault I know, I miss her a lot and can't stop thinking about her everyday. Hardly doubt she even remembers me anymore
Don't find porn that resembles her, thats the worst idea. Another thing is cutting the ties, but that's risky if you cut yourself out she might just leave you out. Don't hold it over her head either, it's a tough pickle youre in and you painted yourself in a corner
Na, sometimes ill jerk off and think about the time someone loved me up because we cared about each other. Then ill remember what it was like to experience true bliss and happiness, it was amazing. Haven't had it in a long time.
Would you do that to the next girl?
I'm not trying to cut ties. I'll have her around and I'll pin conversations to maybe a hello or a message once in a while and I obviously can't hold myself from being silent whenever she calls me so when it does happen she'll see that i'm still a mad idiot for her.
I try not to hold it over her head either, i did that way more earlier but I've forgiven her already, I just question shit she does currently that I think is messed up.
I know requesting promises from someone who broke them foolish, but she herself said "i'll be around, I promise"
also i know that's the worst idea but she's hot and literally a rare breed in both professional and amateur porn, 50+ pages of porn without even a 10% lookalike
After being alone for 5-6 years and finally growing up. I would never even consider it, I would do my best to hold onto the next girl and never let go
sorry it took so long to type
a few months ago this kid from i knew from school who never fit in but was always super nice to everyone shot himself. I took it really hard cause I was always nice back to him and most people just blew him off, so idk he meant a lot to me because he tried a thousand times harder to be happy than i ever could and he ended up killing himself. after that there was this girl I was kinda friends with(I gave her all the answers to our physics tests and she tauht me how to draw) she'd make me hang out with her and check up on me to make sure I was okay. She always tried to get me to open up to her but I never did cause I have issues about it. yea i dont want to talk about the rest thanks for caring though guys
Then the lesson is learned. Try to get the next girl, she's somewhere just pray you're not too late.
no offense, but are you going to be waiting in the wings forever??? I recommend you don't find a different girl, bone her, bone lots of girls. You sound like a sweetheart that could swoop girls. Just go on a fuck fest.
I want to kill myself every day. The only thing stopping me is the fact that I love my family too much to put them through a tragedy like that.
Don't open up, you sound young and you'd get hurt. Good call on that one. You're stronger than the kid who was nice. You're still alive. Never forget that, make him proud for bring that small amount of light into your life.
Thanks /b/ro. I'm trying my best to better myself mental and physically everyday now. Hopefully one day I can smile again. Well goodnight and maybe one day we'll all be truly happy
long story short i tried to open up to her but she blew me off cause she tried to set me up with her sister. now when i get depressed I think about killing myself cause I know it'll hurt her
I fucked it up man
We all know how to get in touch with our emotions, we're all tough asses too, and the right amount of odd ball that adds character. We can get pussy if we try and if we are really smooth. I know we're smooth mother fuckers because we feel and know how to communicate in a difficult setting.
Lets get our dick wets this weekend
I mean, obviously I can't speak for her or know whether she admires you the way I admire this man, but I can tell you that with every day going by, that I keep maintaining this false hope of him briefly feeling like texting me is worth a couple or 10 minutes, I'm breaking down.
He's one of very few people I have ever truly looked up to and who have honestly helped me change my life for the better. He's the only person I baww over not hearing from, because he means more to me than I can put into words, and I know I'm not even a significant thought in his day.
I can relate. I never killed myself when i was younger because i had work in the morning and I looked up to my boss so much i didn't want to let him down by not showing up one day
Made a new thread, this one is hitting it's limit soon >>>702072254
I'm not a person, im just not. Not anymore anyway. I'm just someone people love the idea of, the whole feeling of safety, the "kind and loving guy" thats what they love, I'm not handsome or funny, I'm not even that smart
When people date me, they just date the idea i am, and in the end people always leave.
They find someone who emulates that idea AND matches them.
They don't love me as a person
They see me as an escape.
A way out of their lives
Or a toy to be used as needed.
I've never been loved, not *really*.
I've never had that "undying true" love people talk about
I don't have those late night talks about our future together, nor do i have those cute good morning texts.
People leave with out giving a reason or they're just bored of me.
In all honesty? I doubt I'll find someone who'll love me as much as i would them.
I just don't see that possible, and thats fine-ish.
I'll just be me untill something comes along.
I've never felt whole, or complete with someone
I've always had that empty feeling inside.
And i probably always will
His name is David.
My day is alright. I'm going on to bed soon. I did regular stuff, e.g. ate at KFC, drank a couple Cokes and so on. I have good friends and most of my energy goes toward my son and someone really fantastic I've been seeing. It's just that when things quiet down, I can't help wondering why I'm not interesting enough or maybe not funny enough or cool enough. I'm not wishing for a relationship or sexual conversation or anything, I literally just wish he'd ask about me. I wish I was important to him.