Ok /b/. I gots a story that you all might like. kind of a feels thread I guess that might be interesting. But my story spans about 5 years, all of high school, and my freshman year of college. So let's start
>Be me
>Have sever depression and anxiety disorders from a dysfunctional childhood
>Get sent to boarding school to help with my emotional issues
>Right after I move in, this Asian girl moves in, we'll call her Anna, and she is not the one that this stories about
>For about a year, me and this Asian girl have this thing going on. We don't call it a relationship, but it's very flirtatious.
>Then, this new girl comes in
>She's great. She's the most beautiful girl I've seen to this day.
>From ButtFuck northern New England
>Anna introduced us, we'll call this girl Cara
>Anna's first words are "Don't touch him, he's mine
>Well then. Thanks for that.
>Even though she was pretty, she looked like one of those girls who only fucks black dudes.
>One of those basic bitches who only listens to Fetty Wap and drinks Starbucks and doesn't care about anyone but herself.
>I was so wrong /b/ so wrong.
Females are fucking crazy OP. Don't search for one. The right one will come to you. P.S. I'd kill for a cute Asian lover
>>707923660
>When I first met Cara, I just started playing guitar. This will be important throughout my stories.
>I didn't want to impress her, and I wasn't very good, besides, she would never be interested in a loser like me, right? Right?
>Started practicing the only song I know by heart, Santeria by Sublime
>She comes up to me and starts talking to me about 40 oz to freedom and shit.
>Huh, she's talking to me... ok then
>Learn that she has depression, she grew up like me, black sheep of the family, always getting fucked up to cope with stress, even has about as many friends as I do.
>Well, if she's like me, time will tell
>Later that day, we have art class n shit.
>Anna comes over to me
>"Hey anon, do you think Cara is cute?"
>The fuck would I tell you for?
>"No you got to tell me, you just have to"
>No Anna, I'm not playing this game right now.
>"Fine, but i think you have a crush on her"
>What ever Anna. Think what you want, I'm still not playing this game
>>707924742
For a while, I didn't interact too much with Cara, but over the following summer, we ended up near each other quite a bit.
>We took photography lessons together.
>Cara in photography lessons. This just gets more interesting.
>We end up all becoming friends here. We meet Christina and a guy named "The Dog"
>We all become great friends.
>Cara turns out to be a huge stoner, and she's also out her head. She craves attention.
>One day, she low key tries to give a hand job to someone at the beach
>I don't care, we're not close, but damn. Well there goes that...
>Turns out he was a prick and she later told me she hated being with him.
>He was also older.
>Then, as the summer winds down, turns out me, Cara and Anna all got put together
>In this class we also meet a guy named Mick
>And so begins a great period of life
>>707924272
Yeah, well the one the stories about kind of did come to me. There will be resolve if this thread stays alive, so stick around
>>707925648
So me, Cara, Anna, and Mick, with give or take 6 other kids are all in one class, and we all will be for the remainder of high school
>Find out Cara is in my class
>Fuck yeah, she's been cool with me over the summer.
>But i'm like a super beta, she doesn't care about me, right?
>I always wear sweat pants
>She starts wearing sweat pants
>She listens to my the same music as me
>She has so much in common, but that's just a coincidence. Attractive people aren't like me
>But she thinks so
>She tells everyone we meet that we're like the same person.
>I tell her not to do this.
>She doesn't listen
>Then Mick, the lovable douche decides to pipe in.
>He thinks he's an alpha
>He's just an asshole
>He just insulted Cara and me trying to impress Cara
>Lol nope
>Time goes on, and we have to pick electives for the year
>Obviously im joining the band to play my guitar
>She asks me what im doing
>Tell her band a music studies
>She joins
>Huh
>She doesn't play anything
>She knows nothing about music other than what a note is
>Did she... Did she join to be with me?
>Nah, I'm a loser
Shameless self bump. Come comfort me, I'm getting emotional and im trying to sell drugs
>>707927307
I bump
go ahead op
cmon op you got me invested
op please i like where this is going and i want my hopes for this story to be horrifyingly crushed so i can go to sleep a little bit sadder
Bump
bumping because now youve got me interested
If this thread 404s, add me on kik and tell me the rest of this story, my user is Potatoeguy550
Where you at? I was liking where this was going.
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bumping for hella interest
>>707923660
bump
Op here. back sorry, had drugs to sell cause jobless sophmore. ill continue
>>707926867
Cont!
>>707926867
>One day, Cara walks into the music room
>She's crying
>Ohshit.jpeg
>We hear Anna screaming down the hall
>Anna opens the door
>Get on the floor
>Everybody walk the dinosaur
>>707923660
anotha bump
>>707926867
So this boarding school i went to assigned therapists to us. Me and Cara had the same therapist, and through her we kind of connected.
>I always had problems opening up to people
>But this therapist had a way of forcing you open, like a crowbar on a door.
>Her daughter is in college for therapy.
>She needs interviews on people who were bullied in middleschool for a thesis report.
>This therapist take me and Cara to the interview.
>I was close to the therapist, and so was she, so it was a comfortable ride over
>We talked about the dead, and plays from our childhood, and life
>She told her story
>She talked about a barn, it was near her house, and she loved that barn. And, like a metaphor of her emotion, it burned down and died.
>I talked about how my father used to abuse me and my mother neglected me.
>It was a nice time, and it was the first time i felt like I could call someone a friend
>That day is special in both of our hearts...
>>707935355
fuck you
>>707935455
Keep going OP
please pretype next one
>>707935455
So on a small note, I would find through this therapist that Cara actually really liked me. She never said she had a crush or anything, but it felt implied
>So a couple months roll by.
>Everything's nice, I play the bass predominantly now, Cara seems to care about me enough to stick up for me, Mick is a right cunt, and Anna keeps taking pictures of herself on my phone, and occasionally with Cara
>This kind of feels like groundhogs day
>I could tell you when Cara would take my sweatshirt because she was cold, when Anna would take my phone and take pictures of herself, when Mick would insult me and our jap math teacher
>This whole thing seems smooth, but like life always does, it came full circle and bit me in the ass.
>Come the spring, and me and Cara regularly give tours of the school
>She does a lot of the talking, and thats fine, she's a social butterfly
>She would hug me every now and then, kind of hold on to me. she still does to this day
>It was nice up until the summer.
Keep bumping guys, im afraid we'll get deleted
>>707936263
It's hard to pretype. I could pretype the whole thing, but it would take a really long time. this is probably quicker
Bumpo
>>707936335
I'll bump, but story doesn't seem terribly interesting. Intrigue me, op. Intrigue me.
>>707936335
>Bass
Blump
bumping before i go jerk off real quick, NEW TAB INITIATE
boomp
>>707936335
>Then the summer came, and it turned out that classes would be revised
>Anna would be leaving the school entirely, Cara and I would be split up, and honestly, fuck Micky, he was an asshole, but a loveable one, he might be important later
>But Cara
>And me
>Would be split
>After a year of sitting next to each other in every class
>And every lunch
>And every day
>I realized I did what I told my self I wouldn't
>I had a crush on Cara
>But some said it was more.
One guy said the way I look at her made me look smitten.
>"anon, you smitten bastard" "Anon, do you love Cara" "Anon, why don't you tell Cara how you feel"
>But do I love her? What is love? Who am I? >I'm just a 16 year old kid going through highschool and puberty
>And I'm being split from someone I was around for every day, talked to every day, hugged everyday.
Bump
Bumping for interest
>>707937104
They see me bumping
>>707937104
bumping for interest; great story so far, anon
>>707937104
>This split really fucked with me.
>They moved her, but not me, and I didn't want to fight that.
>The school knew we were always around eachother
>They knew we like eachother's company
>So why are they splitting us?
>I fell into depression, and, I didn't know it at the time, but so did Cara
>So our therapist fought to move us together
>Move me back with her
>Just for the summer, and if all goes well, we will stay in this class for the next year
>But it would take 3 weeks until there's a spot open
>Every day for those 3 weeks, we sat together at lunch, ate and talked, looked at each other, looking back on it, it was kind of sad how much we relied on each other
>Those 3 weeks took so long, it felt like 3 months
>Finally observation day comes
>>707937651
please don't. a picture will take the beauty out of the story. It's why it's going here as compared to somewhere permanent. It's between us
>>707937798
alright anon
Bumping
bump with funny shit
>>707937638
>On observation day, I was to spend an allocated time in this class.
>The HR teach was an english teacher, so I went to the english class.
>He also played guitar
>So I walked in, and everyone turned to look at me
>Cara had the biggest smile on her face, she pulled out a chair and pat the seat down
>I sat down next to her and we started class
>We started reading Brave new World as the last part of a unit on dystopian futures.
>She gave me all her note
>She walked me through the whole book
>She didn't have to, but she did because she wanted to
>There was a character named John the Savage, that she said I remind her of
>He was supposedly attractive
>But he was oblivious to the outside world
>"Just like you anon"
>I asked her if she thought I was attractive
>She laughed and said no
"...o-ok then"
>"wait no, I mean, you're attractive, but I mean..."
>Seemed damage controll.
>I don't think I'm attractive
>But maybe she does
>Or maybe i'm just reading into this too hard
>Maybe we're just friends
>We should stay friends
>>707938643
This next one is out of time, but i feel like it's a good place to put it.
>I always got a #3 fade
>Always with the short hair
>It's easier, and I don't care much for it
>But she thinks different
>She wants me to grow my hair
>She thinks it would make me more attractive
>She likes guy with long hair
>So am I being molded into her boy?
>So I grew it, and grew it
>To this day, i'm still growing it, and I always tell her I'm going to catch up to her
>It currently touches my nipples
I'm lurking....
>>707939027
>>It currently touches my nipples
>>707939027
>So new school year comes, and me and her are still friends.
>I have a bunch of wrist bands, the rubbery kind they give at charity events and shit
>Never take any of them off
>They are all sacred
>I have one from my highschool's marching band from my saxophone playing years
>I have one from my best friend from public school
>and i'm still collecting
>she says one day, right after this year started, she always woundered what they meant.
>She wants to see them
>She wants me to take them off for her
>It feels like the story, "He Took his Skin Off For Me"
>I give each one to her one by one
>She studies them
>She put's them back on me for me
>That was the first and last time I ever took them off
Bump
nigger bump
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OP is a pedophile
>>707939969
H-REALLY.. come on
C'mon op
B u m p
Slav bump
Op, add me o kik at Potatoeguy550, I gotta sleep soon but I'm interested
>>707940530
holy shit end your faggot life
>>707940634
Planning on it
>>707940697
LIVESTREAM FUCKING NOW
>>707940530
no kik sorry
>>707940634
Don't be rude, theres no need for it. Thanks for reading this far, you're just getting to the kind of feels part of it
>>707940775
Can't livestream a bridge
OP type your ass off.....
>>707940881
um yes. you can also livestream the point of impact. which is what matters.
>>707941063
Step 1. Mount GoPro on your ugly face
Step 2. ???
Step 3. Profit
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>>707941063
How tf am I suppose to get internet retarded cuck
>>707941157
Meant for>>707940881
>>707939738
>Then the junior camping trip comes
>Every junior in my school could go on a camping trip in the mountains about 6 hours away
>Completely free and paid for, just need a sleeping bag
>I didn't really want to go
>Cara had different plans
>Made sure my name was on that list with her
>The fuck Cara, I like my bed
>"So do I"
>Great
>So we go up there, and end up and one of those camp sites in a clearing, where there is a place ot set tents, but also a pool and places for trailers and such
>Cara wants to make Mac n Cheese
>So she makes Mac n cheese
>It comes out all fucked up cause she made it in a fucking water bottle then dumped it inot a pot to cook over a fire that would boil out.
>She has a large silver spoon
>One of our friends, name Christina, ended up joking that it was shit tier
>So I told her I'll try it
>Her eyes lit up, she was so happy
>In retrospect, this seems a lot more flirtatious than I was used too, I think she assumed I had much more exprience than I did, but that implies I had experience
>She tried to fucking spoon feed me
>She wanted to feed me like a child
>She had so much joy in her voice, she squeaked with joy. It was cute
>She dropped some on my shirt, and to this day I have a cheese stain that may never come out
>a reminder of this great time
>When night fell, I taught her how to play Friend of the Devil on the acoustic guitar
>I held her hands in place
>I showed her her first song
>A year in a band elective and she still doesn't know how to play music
>then we went out into the feild
>We sat there and looked out at the stars
>We could see the milky way, and we saw a shooting star togehter
>It was really nice
>>707941174
Buy it from the internet. Duh!
Bump
I'll be bumping with feels for people to read while they wait for OP
>>707941208
Been lurking. Gonna bump. Continue daddy
>>707941351
Don't think I'll post longer stories. Don't want you to forget OPs.
Yeah do it with a gopro so I can watch it in vr and die without the commitment, also keep up the good work op
>>707941572
>>707941208
>/
bumpity
bumpp
How long can a /b/ thread last, anyway?
>>707941681
Looking back on this stuff, I was pretty cringy when I saved this. But I understand why I did.
Type faster Nigger-OP
>>707941208
>When we got back, back from the field trip, we had a new student come to our class
>His name was Max, he was from the big city
>Him and Cara really hit it off
>Around this time, our therapist left our school
>Cara was devistated
>I cried
>Cara didn't
>She dealt with it the way I would have, smoking lots of weed and eating lots of shrooms
>She still sat next to me, but she talked more to Sam
>I felt replaced
>She got distant from me
>She left me there, next to a body that looked like her, but it wasn't the same person
>I lost her, I swear, she stopped caring about me
>But maybe she didn't
>She would get drunk, or high, or start tripping.
>She would text me at 2 in the morning, like this time irl. (eastcoast fag)
>She would tell me to learn a new song, even though I already knew it
>She would refence our first summer, and a pet crab I caught her, named crabby
>But she never remembered
>She just text me when she was too drunk or high
>I still wounder why
>>707942016
Op here, keep the thread alive, I need a cig
bump
>>707942086
bimpity
>>707942086
What ever you say b0ss
Op your story so far is like all my feels stories wrapped up into one and it's weird
Doot
bump
>>707942218
that add tho. lost
>>707942086
bumping
god dammit op.bump
Bumpin for OP
bumping for mega interest
Bumperinno
bumpiiin
Super Bump
OP IM GLUED!
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Op is chode, needed to escalate much earlier, girl lost interest
op you fucking twat. post. an update
>>707923660
get to the ending already
No doubt. Should've made move earlier.
What kind of fucking cigarette are you smoking?!?! Going on 10 mins here buddy.
B
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OP's lungs are fucked
should of snatched anna bro. this cara bih seems like a fish cunt asians where its at
Its 7 25am just finished night shift... need ending before going to sleep
>>707943233
Kek
bump
OP is probably beating his dick to some traps rn
>>707924272
I'd kill for a cute asian death.
Fuck it OP IS A FAG!
I'm out.
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>>707942264
>>707942218
>>707942581
>>707943018
>>707943036
>>707943082
>>707943220
>>707943249
sorry. Parliment 100's. Cara told me. The end won't be for a while, It goes to my interaction with her last night. I'm acutally suprised some any of you are reading, but this is just for me to cope with whatever just happened.
This could not be more boring/worse written--please fuck off
>>707943403
Impatient cock gobbler
god--you are a boring loser
>>707943436
wowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww op is confirmed closet homo by smokin parliament shoulda ducked out with over attached asian anna brofag!
>>707943556
phoneposter comforted call him a faggot
>>707943436
Really nigga
Post text convo
Will give you tips
>>707943556
fr tho bro this story is the feels of most feels
>>707943436
Holy crap man, since last night? this will take a while.
I need to go to bed, but I don't want you to shorten something you need to get off your chest.
>>707941920
im gonna hop in the shower
>>707943631
im on a comp. loosen your tight ass hole pal its just locker room talk
>>707943888
checking myself, but i meant to add
hurry the fuck up OP
>>707943888
tl;dr
Bump
>>707943631
Phone poster comforted??
Was that an auto-correct for confirmed?
Like as in you posted via phone...
>phone poster confirmed call him a faggot
>>707944035
im not even on a phone im on a PC.
>>707942016
>after all of this, she never seemed the same, and I fell inot self destruct mode.
>She only wanted to be around Max, who was now my roommate
>I started smoking weed regularly to cope.
>Something felt lost
>Did I love her? Did she mean something more to me?
>Eventually I felt like I had to move on. I felt like I needed something better than this.
>She didn't want to be around me
>She didn't care
>She didn't notice me, listen to me
>One day, we all came back from lunch
>The only people in the room were me, her and a classmate
>She got up, abruptly, and walked over to the trash
>My eyes followed her, from the our desk, to the trash, back to us
>She looked at me, anger in her eyes, and said, "what are you looking at" and cut me off before I could say anything
>I was lost
>>707944035
i had a brainfart besides if i was using a phone how come im not a faggot?
I would've gone for Anna. Not a mushroom using stoner bitch.
>>707944171
You are.
yeah I'm sorry, but this shit was BORING
>>707944171
but you are a faggot, faggot
>>707943962
Read inbetween OP's long ass post times
Op you need to give her less attention but before that tell her that you think she would make a great spouse
>I felt replaced and worthless
>I really wanted to end it
>I texted her telling her I felt anf she sent back "Im busy with Max right now anon we can talk later"
>After getting that text I was in tears
>She couldn't even talk to me because of him
>That night I tied my belt in my closet and put the belt around my neck as I stood on a kitchen stool
>I kicked the stool and dropped down to the floor
>Everybody walk the dinosaur.
>>707944340
No i'm not.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jfpIAu7Fymg
>>707944471
lol you kinda are bud
...retarded move because of a girl brah...
You had my feels for a minute, but now I think you're a faggot.
>>707944471
Confirmed faggot.
>>707944622
where's your proof?
>>707942016
Yea so I've been the text when only drunk or high person. It's when I'm secure and ok enough, due to the drugs, that I can show me real feelings towards another person. She loved u bro but felt to insecure sober to make any attempts due to your behavior or hers, probly both anon
>>707944141
>This was how it was for the next year
>This was what my relationship with her was now like
>Me and Max became close friends though. Even though I was jealous of him, he was a cool guy
>He had a huge crush on Cara, and Cara knew it.
>She gave him so much play
>But she was never the same with him as with me
>Someone told me maybe she want's me to be jelouse. Girls can be do that when they want attention
>So i tried giving her attention, but it was met with anger and discontent
>What changed, it was like over night something happened that changed her for ever
>I never knew
>One day, Max asked her to the prom
>She shot him down, and he went into tears
>She told me I should go, but she didn't want to go with me, just to be with me
>Wut?
>I never went, and neither did she...
>>707944705
also confirmed phone poster which apparently to him phone posters should be fags like him
>>707923660
>>707944466
Such a boring story. Thanks for wasting my time.
>>707944830
i had a brainfart >>707944830
>>707944830
Sauce?
Mate stop being such a bitch.. girls don't like it when you are indecisive... you have to tell her and shownher that you like her, touch her give her sweet compliments and then stop giving her attention for a while so she can seek it out from you again
>>707944971
i dont wanna know about your gay sex fetishes man what you do with your brain and your ass can stay with you ;p;
Bump
OP is a tard
>>707945094
okay this got stupid GREAT WORK
>>707944798
This is going to be the last in maybe 5 from highschool, then we get to gradutation
>Max left, turned out in an error in his transcript, he could graduate an hour early
>So for about 3 months, she still seemed distant
>Then at thanksgiving, she text me again
>She wanted to talk to me
>She was drunk, couldn't spell, couldn't keep her sentences coherent
>Told me she felt numb
>Told me she might me depressed
>But she was talking to me
>And it was nice for a while
>Then back to the distance
Hurry op. Man can only be so comfy.
>>707945194
it was stupid when you commented from a phone about a phone poster whos not even on a phone.
>>707945230
sounds like you should have cut it off early. Girls like this will just lead you on forever.
Bump fags
>>707945315
Better than my highschool love life. Now I have none.
Rolling for quads
Reroll
>>707945538
fuk outta jere
>>707945538
Nah m8, 69's for days.
>>707945569
You filthy thief.
>>707945230
>Then, in Feburary of that year, she started talking to me again. She started to look at me and listen and talk
>Part way through the month, she needed a bowl for her bong
>I offered to get her one, I'm the only 18 year old in the class at the time.
>So I bought her a bowl
>She also started working at a music shop I played in regularly
>She wanted to play a song with me
>So I taught her how to play grateful dead on the drums, and I would play the bass with her
>She wasn't good at it, but she picked it up easy enough
>"I want to play something for my mother with you"
>Her mother came to the show
>Her mother knew who I was
>I never met her mother
>Wut? Why did she talk to her mother about me? what did she say to her mother?
>So we played some disco style grateful dead
>She was so happy
>I was just happy to see her with a smile
>She hugged me after every show before, but this time it was different
>She just help me for about 20 seonds
>She was happy, and I was happy she was happy
>>707945767
>>707945230
3 am here m8 heart goes out to you. next time you meet a girl who you get close with odds are if you let blood flow to ur penis for once you can score a relationship. gotta hit her with the personality. depressed too. fucked childhood too. lonely too. but hell....even i know when a girl like me and when i can make a girl like me. your young anon.... so much more in life. fuck cara she a bitch. tell her.... next time she drunk texts you say "your a fish cunt who dont know what she want and your gonna be a un-wed single mother who smokes winstons" good luck bro good luck
Bumping cause fuck sleep.
bump, nothing better to do.
And a good read.
>>707945795
get to the part where she killed herself and you found out today sooner
>>707945795
>The week after the show was vaction week
>She text me all through vacation
>We were seniors, and we were both going to college
>She wanted me to go to college with her
>No, she wanted to go to college with me
>She wanted me with her at her home over the vacation
>Things were looking up
>Then I got into a car crash in Connecticut
>Followed by a psychiatric evalution
>I wasn't mentally fit because I wasn't on medication
>They kept me there through the time I was supposed to see her in Vermont to go snowboarding.
>I was so angry
>I was so broken
>They kept me away from her when she wanted to be with me
>I was pissed
>I came back, explained it to her
>She was fine with it
>She comforted me, held me and I held her
>It was nice for a while
>>707946175
keked
>>707946175
Sorry to break it to you, that doesn't happen, but it might have been better that way...
>>707946175
I suppose it'll have to be recent because he said she still hugs him a certain way to this day. But he wouldn't be posting this story here if it had a happy ending.
Maybe it's about how OP gradually got under the impression that she loved him, and was crushed to find out that she never did but they're still friends despite his heartbreak or something.
>>707923660
Don't you have other shit to do. And I thought I was the laziest fag. Holy shit.
>>707946318
The real question is, will we ever go to bed?
Should of banged
>>707946627
frfr
>>707946175
Kek
>>707923660
>>707946233
>3 weeks later she texts me sober
>She tells me she's sad
>tells me she might not graduate
>Tells me her parents might sue her for custody when she ages in june
>In 4 months
>No fuck that, if Im my own person, so will you be
>"<3"
>"You're so right"
>You're so smart"
>"I want you to come to college with me"
>"I want you to come be with me"
>She didn't know I applied to the same college
>Not because I wanted to be with her, but for financial reasons
>But I secretly wanted to be with her, the financial thing was bullshit
>And that was fine, cause we're just friends
>Then people started saying we where a thing
>And I didn't like it
>No one said anything to her, or so she claims
>Some people say they told her
>I never understood why she would lie about hearing that rumor, but I never cared
Anybody got the rest of this?
>>707946723
But anon, I want to sleep now, though.
Bumperino
>>707946835
alright man you gotta start wrappin this up
>>707946884
>>707946653
I'm gonna be pretty sad if op never gets laid outta this but I feel like he would've said something. You wanna clear this up op?
>>707946835
4 hours
>>707923660
Why is it taking so long to write five lines of greentext
>>707946835
>One day, months later, I was told something that set me over the edge
>"Cara said you're going to college to be follow her like some stalker"
>"She said you're creepy, she said you're obsessed with her"
>Why would she say that
>I went rip shit
>It was the only time I was mad at her
>And I mean angry
>She told me to fuck off, and to never speak to her again
>Ended up gettin drunk ever day before class for 2 weeks straight
>I learned that she pushed a few people away
>I learned she did this to a lot of people
>But she eventually forgave me
>She never said anything more, but that she wanted to play ball with me
>So I played ball
>And I guess we reconciled over a game of basket ball
>>707946979
>>707947262
cara sound's like a cunt who needs to be punched
>>707947397
there is resolution to that after the next one. we are near the end. It is close
>>707947397
ive been saying shes a fish cunt whos gonna end up single mother and smoking winstons drinkin pabst
>>707947262
I'm quickly being enveloped by comfy, op. End this, so I can embrace its 80% cotton ratio
OP please end it soon. I am ready to pass out.
>>707947262
>>707947262
>Her birthday rolled around
>I started sitting next to her dorm in highschool to steal internet (we had shitty internet)
>Every now and then, she would come sit out there with me
>On her birthday I woke with a migraine
>Also mandatory computer saftey day
>We had to take a bus out there
>Ever 10 feet, I threw up from the migraine
>Cara sat next to me, held my hair back and rubbed my back as i held a trash can next to me
>She has chronic migraines too
>She knows my pain
>I have to play a show at the store she works at too.
>By the time the show rolls around, my migraine is mostly gone
>I play the show, then we go back to our dorms
>She comes and sits next to me outside her dorm
>I had a birthday presnet for her
>I had a joint, rolled almost perfectly
>I gave her some marbs too
>It was a boarding school, that is like the best shit ever
>We went our speart ways for the summer, but reunited later
Hurry the fuck up
>>707947936#
Same fam
OP, we don't need to live story in real time.
Type more than 5 sentences!
You are doing exactly what Cara did to you and dragging it out as long as possible.
>>707947998
And then we discovered the world of Pluto nash
it was meet, the end.
>>707947262
>But she eventually forgave me
She forgave you? Explain yourself, she was the one in need of forgiveness.
Please end this in the next post I am fighting to keep from slipping into darkness.
>>707948124
seriouslyyyyy
>>707948034
This. I hope a Haileys comet comes down and kills all of you by the time you finish this
I'm getting so into this story just waiting for it to stomp on my heart at the end by some awful shit
Plot twist - Cara is OP
hurry up op, get to the part where you fuck her
Anon talked to this girl for like 10 years and so far in the story hasn't got anything from her, but a hug. How pathetic
>>707948385
Oh snap,
Mind=blown.
>>707948124
Staying up this long is making me go through sleep fasting. Being awake for that hurts, op. You're hurting me by dragging you're story op. Hurry
OP is the mega beta if he only gets a hug
>>707948124
This
>>707948531
Whoah, pal.
It was a 20 second embrace.
That's like almost sticking his dick in her. Kek.
>>707947998
STALKER DETECTED
come on OP
>>707947998
>Then, as my time to leave the school came close, I told no one I was leaving early until the week of.
>I wanted to tell her first
>But she wasn't around
>So I made sure to reconcile
>It's been 4 years since I met her
>4 long years
>I don't know what to make of it
>Turned out that shit that someone said she said was all bullshit
>She said that it was another girl who started the rumor
>I always thought that girl was a bitch
>I told her, I can always come visit you while im out and she lives at school
>We sat there and remembered everything we did together
>I missed a lot about her while she wasn't talking to me
>Her parents devorced
>Her best friend fucked her brother
>She had a boy friend...
>She had a boy friend
>I later found out he didn't exist
>I told her I was working construction, she said so soon i'll have muscle (I already did...)
>She told me she would call and text, she did
>We stayed in touch, almost every other day
>I was back in her mind
>I knew her well enough by now to know know her again
>She didn't change, she just went through a lot
>It was sad how she blocked me from her emotions
>But that was fine
Next one is last post
We passed the 4 hours mark guys.
And you're still a virgin OP.
You're lucky it's morning where I'm at or I wouldn't bump your shit.
>>707948895
3:30am here. About to pass out on this faggot.
>>707948857
Hurry the fuck up you cuck
>>707948986
Learn to central time you hurricane dodging faggot
1:30 and I got shit to do in the morning. Hurry this up
Good story, fam. Worth the wait. Can't wait for final post.
OP is the ultra beta
Kinda weird seeing everyone complaining about the time when it's only 8:30 PM here
I fucking hate you
>>707948986
3:32 here, all of you are weaksauce
>>707948857
so what happens next that makes her committing suicide almost better than what ended up happening?
>>707949102
6:33pm here
>>707949057
You too faggot. Mountain time is for burn outs and Cowboys whof butt fuck each other.
*leaves it a cliffhanger*
>>707949145
same here man
>>707949153
Turns out she was a figment of his imagination
>>707944466
Kekked nice tripsdubs
>>707949206
>>707949145
>>707949057
>>707948986
>>707949057
People from all around the world are listening to the same fucking story OP, better be worth it
>>707949288
Got dubs has to be true
>>707944466
Gay as aids
>>707949288
Dubs tell the truth.
/thread
Goodnight everybody!
>Even though she was pretty, she looked like one of those girls who only fucks black dudes.
that sentence right there makes me think this is some fat ugly hog
>>707948857
OP get laid
>>707949505
OP never gets laid though
Belly stopped gurgling, send humans please.
This is torture, OP.
>dinosaur time
>>707948857
why does this remind me of forrest gump
>>707949617
Agreed..
Come on op you can do it
how long is this gonna take OP?
You know this one will involve dinosaurs
>>707948857
>>707948895
>4 long years
>4 wasted hours
>>707949639
Plz no
Last minute it gets 404'd...
OMFG this post has taken 4 fucking hours. How can you type so god damn slow! Fuck you OP you piece of shit. This is why you never got cara or any woman.
>>707948857
>We moved into college
>She knew where I was moving into, I didn't know where she went
>She moved in down the hall from me
>She's my neighbore
>I walk her to class every day
>I smoke weed with her every week
>We grab lunch every other day
>Then, thursday night comes
>She's going to take my bong for the weekend.
>She came to my room at 12:30, high as shit, happy as shit
>She came in with her computer, picked up the money i made from selling weed and started taking pictures of use with her holding it
>She showed me vlogs on youtube
>She squeaked with joy and laughter in front of me for the first time in 3 years.
>But I got to wake up for class tommorow
>So I decide to calm her
>I lay her down on my bed, but her head on my chest, and rub her
>I rubbed her stomach, her neck, her temples, her legs
>She got turned on
>I got turned on
>She took my virginity...
>She immideatly felt bad
>She shouldn't have done that. I shouldn't have done that.
>I comforted her as she cried
>I held her till she felt better
>Finnally she stoped crying
>I assured her nothing will changer
>I went back to trying to relax her
>She fell asleep in my arms
>I woke her up, she told me she loves me.
>I walker her back to her room, put her to bed then went to bed to wake up for class in two hours.
My last words to her were do you want to talk.... I sent it to her at 6 in the afternoon, she never responded. I think she might hate me now, or att least too conflicted to want anything... goodnight friends. she blocked me on social media and her phone. it's 3:40, I have a head cold and a bottle of nyquil to go to
>>707949592
True
>>707949777
Keep bumpin then and nice trips
Bumping because who needs sleep
>>707949777
Trips, has to be true
/thread
>>707949787
FINALLY
OP got laid, somehow still beta however
Oh for fuck's sake OP, grow a pair of nut's and stop being such a beta bitch. Move on from this cunt. She fucking sucks, she's a manipulative slut. You werent her first, that dickhead max was.
>>707949787
OP you need to die
>>707949787
what a disappointing end
>>707949850
Fag
>Be me
>Right now
>Cozy under covers in bed
>Ready to pass out
>Mfw the story concludes
>>707949787
Fuck man...
>>707949787
she's a bit of a headcase really. What happened to the Asian anyway?
>>707949941
This
>>707949969
What an image to finish the night...
Goodnight, you chumps.
OP FUCKING DID IT!!!!
HE GOT LAID!!
5 LONG YEARS AND HE DID IT!!
Beta/10
>>707949941
no he wasn't. we are still friends andhe said he's glad he never hooked up with her. he said he's glad he got a girlfriend in the city
>>707949951
It couldn't end it other way... You know it
>>707949787 shit will get better bro at least yyou finally got ur dick wet
>>707949787
Holy shit you're weak OP. Most boring thread award of the month goes to you. This thread had some potential, but ended up just being a complete waste of time reading.
>>707949787
You sun ofa bitch! You wasted my time for this?! FUCK, You should have started with this so we could have spend those hours discussing. I could be sleeping right now, maybe eating some food, or fapping. God damn it op, Rush up to her and just talking talk to her or something. Fucking hell
>>707949787
I don't normally say stuff like this , but jesus man grow some balls and move on. I mean you must be getting tired of her shit by now right!?!?!
She manipulates you for four years and then gets sad and blocks you when you finally have sex.
>>707950101
this
>>707949787
Bruh she kept you on the hook nicely. You sat there listening to her get fucked for fucking years and you still thought that she still had feelings for you. Seriously, that's like so beta. Go out and find another girl or even get two. You need to learn from that slut Cara because she played you is nicely that you even thought that you were the one at fault. OP is confirmed beta
>>707949787
Make a follow up thread when something happens so everyone can come back and feel like shit together
>>707949973
The asian girl cut all contact with everyone from my school except me and another friend. Turned out she tried to keep in touch with Cara, but Cara cut contact with her cause she was too close to me
>>707949784
Cara probly lost interest like 5 times over just like this story
>>707949787
You gigantic silly-willy
She told you she loves you
How much more do you fucking need?
Just go find her and embrace her in front of everybody
Go fucking do that, for all the anons who wasted hours in this fucking thread
Just do it !
Don't let your dreams be dreams !
Whoa. You sick pathetic fuck talked for 4 hours not to post the story but to be pathetic fuck.From all the internet and irl go kill yourself
>>707949787
Anon I got no idea about any of this type of stuff since I'm a loner fuck but I feel if there were someone in my life that I cared that much about id want them to stay with me forever but ya can't do that if you guys never talk about the shit that's happened over the years honestly I can clarify but I just got high and its 1 am guess what in tryin to say is that you should just talk this over with her instead of making it worse by letting your actions fuck you up
>>707950219
Will do, probably be late on tuesday, cause that's when I will def see her
>>707950233
Hope things turn out good for you man, do what you think is best for you. Trust me, everyone gets hung up on someone.
>>707950233
OP is the Asian chick
>>707950328
>>707949787
But still anon I hope this goes great for you I really do
>>707950339
Again, she fucked max and/or plenty of other dudes every time she got pissed and stopped talking to you. Sorry but girls are sluts when they are drunk and high all the time.
Bet she's taking some dudes dick in her pussy and ass right now talking bout your tiny beta dick and balls. YOU WERE A PITY FUCK
>>707950328
That's what i've tired to do, but she seems scared. I don't know why, but i tried to assure her she was ok. she smoked a lot of weed, but 3 hours and sex later she should have def been sober
Seems like a successful /b/ thread. Good job OP
Somebody should start a kik group so we can all know what happens.
>>707950500
Was I? she admited she always wanted to fuck, but liked me too much as a person. She didn't want anythign to change also 6.5 inches isn't huge, but it def isn't micro
>>707950500
Dude go outside just once
Nothing more frustrating than the type of bitch who'll say she loves you then block you later because she does shit before she thinks and then panics. It's like, even she doesn't really know if she loves you.
To be honest, having finally made it this close to her it must be hard to do this, but you've got to let her go. Because even if you end up with her, she's always going to do this shit. She's going to open up to you, then shut you out immediately after. You'll experience a week of happiness and months of coldness, alternating, for the rest of your life. She'll break up with you for no reason just after you bought her an engagement ring. Then come begging for your forgiveness a few months to a year later.
She'll make your life hell. She may even actually love you, but is so fucked in the head that she'll never be able to express it in a functional way. She'll never be happy either way, but you shouldn't throw your own happiness away. You managed to get someone to love you, so you know you can be loved. So find someone who's functional to love.
>>707950500
Woah the fuck uh not op but can ya like fuck off geez what the hell man you're clearly venting off on op since your life isn't good right now either but that's what these threads are for you know you can post how you feel here c'mon man and even though you're probably gonna call me a fag I hope you're life is great right now
>>707950339
This story sucked max dick. Next time just cut to the chase or cut your dick off. Would be more better
Fuck off to sleep everyone, shows over, good fucking night. Time for die.
>>707950670
I don't have a kik... but i can get one iguess
>>707950798
Not my fault OP has been nothing but a little bitch beta. He needs to be called on his beta bullshit and drop this bitch who does nothing but play mind games. It's not healthy for OP int he long run
>>707950726
What is it with chicks and thinking that sex ruins relationships? Cutting someone off and not talking to them for months ruins relationships. Not sex.
>>707950521
Yea you are right about that I feel like you should do what you feel anon like what do you think you should do truly ? It may just be the answer but I hope it really goes good for you anon good luck
>>707950842
LMAO "more better"
>>707950895
I'd appreciate it bro
>>707950905
If you loved someone, you might feel differently
>>707949787
I can relate in a way.
Thanks for the story op. Sorry so many people are being dickweeds. Good luck with your stuff. Hope it works out for you guys.
>>707949787
Faggot good night
>>707951015
>>707950905
Yes him loving her doesn't allow him to cut her off not that simple in some cases even though he knows its not good for him he does it cause he loves her and no one can stop that but him you just gotta let him see that himself
>tl;dr OP is a beta faggot that got friendzoned by I slut he thought loved him.
>>707951419
When you get friendzoned but ya fucked her? doesn't make sense
>>707951015
>>707951173
You guys do realize OP said that it might have been better if she killed herself?
>>707951013
>>707951013
kik - BrickwalledMason
>>707951589
Op here, I do love her, but it might be easier if she just wasn't in my life. I hate the feeling of thinking she's hurt. I would rather her be dead than in pain
>>707951609
So who's making the group ?
>>707951542
eh dudie... she is not coming back, used him as her rag for years, she fucked him out of pity then dumped him in the street, knowing that he loved her. That is far worse than friendzoned.
>>707951721
Hmm that's some straight tough love op but I can see where you're coming from, maybe there was a reason for her not have killing herself you were that reason maybe ever thought about that
>>707951721
You're both fucked in the head. You're perfect for each other.
Hope you both die in a mutual suicide pact that you both instantly regret moments before you're dead.
>>707949787
bro shes emotionally unstable, what you need to do if she starts getting all weird again is fuckin ignore her for a bit like she does to you.