Feels thread what is up anon
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Feels thread
what is up anon
I have no passion.
I can't find a video game that I really want to sink my teeth into, I grew up musically talented but I fail to come up with anything I like, I have no major hobbies because I live in an apartment and don't have a ton of room.
I feel like the creative part of my brain is slowly atrophying, yet I want more than anything to create.
>>703371273
Just listening to sad music OP. What's up with you OP?
https://youtu.be/vJ7ODztohVg
I won 10000€ last year and have 300€ left today, because I spent it all on drugs. Worst thing is I'm out of drugs now.
>>703372007
would do the same
>>703371924
so there's this girl, who after a year still longs for me
yet decided at the beginning of that year she needs to go back to her ex
why?
because she, and that we both established
>fears to be alone
>knows what she's getting out of him
>thinks he is immature (she is his first), childish at times and inexperienced
>she sees me as her mature, experienced guy
>she's clinging on to that teenage relationship because every other failed around them and she wants to show everyone that it can exist
now what do?
that's up with me
Literally Starving due to my mother refusing to feed me. My stomach is eating itself.
>>703371273
I'm a pedofag. It makes my stomach twist whenever I'm not in the mood, but once that boner goes up, my moral alignment goes down. I've found underage girls attractive since I was a kid myself. It just never stopped. Never changed.
Considered suicide. Don't have the balls. It's not like I'll ever act on it. I'm just tired of feeling like a monster. I didn't ask for this - no, seriously. Nobody would ask for this. It's a curse. Yet if I were to talk to anyone about this I would probably be killed within a month of coming out, just for existing as I am. All for something beyond my control. It's fucking terrible. I just want it to stop. I just want it to end. It won't. It never will. Fuck.
>>703372287
what? How old are you? Just cook something nigga.
>>703371609
play minecraft, seriously, once you get the hang of all the different mechanics, pvp/faction servers are a real rush. there is no better feeling, then killing someone, and watching them rage and quit.
even if you aren't into pvp, building takes time, so building something awesome, just feels great. designing redstone devices, its all in the design.
>>703372692
You Minefags never shut the fuck up about your gay shit. I fucking hate you so much. Every time someone talks to me about Mineshit IRL I tell them to fuck off.
Kill yourself faggot.
>>703372692
I bought minecraft when it came out in alpha back in like 09. I've played so many hours of that game i just can't do it anymore. I boot it up and my mind just goes blank, but thanks for the suggestion.
>>703372692
Minecraft is always a good idea if you want to know what autism feels like
>>703372410
>>703372410
Dude, you just need to get rid of that moral alignment shit. There's literally no reason to care about morals unless you're religious or something.
>>703371924
we need more music
>>703373225
Minecraft is fine if you just need to kill like 20 minutes at a time or something. It's not very demanding on the player, but it takes up time. It's kind of like fidgeting.
>>703374109
https://youtu.be/qPVoyXzV3hw
This Musical is full of feels music
>>703371609
Playing Terraria with some buddies is always fun
>>703372410
I think you can get medicinal treatment for that kind of stuff
I know I'm like everyone else here but I really want a girlfriend. Like literally just a friend. Moved to a new collage and I don't know any yet.
>>703371273
getting called a nigger on 4chan
>feels good man
https://youtu.be/0DlrhGtOUbg?list=PL-olVw_eZ5ikh4LOoQgeFOdPPWbjDvAiO
>>703375370
https://discord.gg/rcvt9
you can join the "sad channel
lonely people talk to each other there
>>703374663
https://discord.gg/rcvt9
join
I really want to study drawing but I just can't sit down and start, I end up putting it off untill i'm too tired for it, and it makes me feel like absolute shit.
>>703375370
Girlfriends are overrated. Sure they're fun for a while while your infatuated and will be nice to you in that frame of time. Once that fades though watch out, here comes raging super cunt.
>>703375672
Why should I join?
>>703371273
I am home alone and my dog died 2 weeks ago.
This house has never felt more empty.
14 years of always having your best friend there, and now suddenly it's dead silent.
>>703375370
Love is intoxicating.
Don't do it.
>>703375773
dunno do what you want
>>703375884
It's intoxicating and the hangover / comedown is inevitable and brutal. Not worth it.
>>703375884
Can't say I've ever experienced that intoxication...
I hate working but you have to in todays society.
It's depressing the shit out of me halp pls
>Inb4 welcum to the real world
yea we aren't meant to do the same shit 9/5 for years, humans aren't made for this kind of life
>>703375884
Love in modern A moral shallow materialistic and juvenile perpetual adolescent culture is pretty much just infatuation. Therefore it never ends well. Starts out in heaven and ends in hell.
>>703375833
I know the feeling. My dog died a couple years ago and it was absolutely heart shattering. Stay strong buddy.
>>703376007
It isn't worth it. And yet humans still desire it.
>mfw you know what love felt like for 6 months
I'm thinking of suicide guys. I'm sitting here with a pistol. I think I'll share my story if you guys want
>>703372217
Is it worth chasing her if she's always going to be fixated on this other guy?
>>703376513
Yes please.
>>703376513
Do not kill yourself.
It gets better.
>>703375750
This. Just dumped my girlfriend of over a year and it's so much better now. Don't get a girlfriend just to have one, take your time and find the right one. If such a thing exists ...
>>703376682
By the way I really fucking love this image
with everyday that passes I think more and more about taking one of my dad's shotguns and ending it. idk if I have the balls though
>>703374830
This
>>703376494
Yeah it's kind of a catch 22 there. In the hangover phase of it right now myself so not desiring it at all. I'm sure eventually I'll get roped into the same roller coaster of delusion followed by intense disappointment and bitterness. Fun isn't it?
>>703376513
Don't quit on yourself, anon. Don't let it end like that.
>>703372410
I think I'm one too. I'm only 18, but I'm more attracted to 12-14 girls than girls my age. But I also saw 25 year old dudes hanging out with 16 year old dudes without anyone minding, so I think I still got some time to fuck some underage girl before it gets more creep (like it even could). But I don't know how to become appealing to a pre teen or teenage girl and also I doubt that I have the balls to do something like that. Probably this will stay as a one more dark fetish on my list and try to find some good CP in the future. Yeah, can you bet your ass that I fucking hate myself.
>>703376947
No it isn't fun. I wish i had no emotion.
I feel like my long term partner is losing interest in me. Lacks motivation to do things with their life and wants to have sex/cuddle/kiss less and less. I'm doing everything I can to help them but it's beginning to feel more and more like I'm putting in more effort into the relationship than they are. Just needed to get that off my chest.
>>703371609
> head over to /tg/
> look at some general threads and find something you like the look of
> thank me later
>>703377219
Women move on easier and often just go and slut it up afterwards. Fucking the pain away as it were. In divorces women tend to throw parties and men off themselves. Says a lot about the bullshit conventional wisdom that women supposedly have more empathy than men. Bulllllshiiiiiit!
>>703377239
How long has it been?
>>703376624
Alright well it started a while back I'll post it I guess.
> be me
> be born in a europoor country
> this was back when Germany was in two
> decided I'll move there at 18 when my parents didn't want me anymore
> my mom was really nice but my dad used to beat me alot when he would come home drunk
> decided in Germany I could get a better job and probably find a good girl
> all the girls in my home country looked shit and I was constantly bullied in my school
> when I moved to Germany I felt this sense of grandeur as most Germans felt proud of being German
> most fags at home weren't proud of their country, really can't blame them
> eventually find that I can't get into a college because of my grades
> say fuck it and decide to just roam around the country
> decide to write shit and put down my ideas
> as I roamed around I met people like me
> we were all misfits, we didn't like the government we had a different sense of how things should be ran
> these people weren't only from Germany but from everywhere they were my /b/ ros
Shall I continue?
>>703377564
Men get attached easier. We actually love the person for who they are and not because of their materialist gains.
Thinking of going MGTOW
>>703377874
Yes continue
my 15 yr old dog is on his deathbed, FeelsBadMan
>>703377942
Me too. I've about had enough of cunts at this point.
>>703377989
Sorry to here anon. Sure he was a good doggo. What was their name?
>>703378073
Women don't want me.
They want what I posses.
>>703377774
6 years, I guess that's considered long term. It is for me,anyway
Also,nice quads,man.
Drinking bourbon and gin with two of my closest friends watching TV and go fucking off. Moved back here to do this because it's my favorite thing. Feelsgoodtobebackman.jpg
>>703378272
imagine if you didnt possess anything at all.
thats me.
>>703378306
Sorry to hear. Maybe you should talk to her?
>>703378133
clifford,is/was shepard cross with something small
>>703375884
But it's something that everyone has to experience and I'm still yet to experience it.
>>703371273
>>703378381
I don't really posses much either,
Except me being at least an 8/10, confident and aspirational
My gf of 6 years cheated on me last week with her ex, because he gave her more attention than I did . I kicked her out my house, now I spend my nights drinking till I pass out
Fuck me
>>703378630
This is my future, or at least I hope so because the alternative is a fucking RealDoll or something.
>>703378624
She said she loved me man...
>>703375833
You queer?
>>703378601
Sorry to here buddy. Make sure to be there when he passes.
>>703372692
Usually servers are pretty cancerous and full of 9 yo kids but playing single player and just building what you want in creative is one of the best experiences when I'm feeling down
>>703377219
don't know if you're still here but if you want no emotion get an SSRI prescribed, been on celexa for anxiety and feel nothing
>>703372410
You're a good man, anon. Life may have put a curse on you, but when life gives you lemons, don't make lemonade. Make life take the lemons back!
>>703378847
Grow a pair, nigger
>>703378943
He lost his dog man,
Leave him the fuck alone
![The Smoker [1953].jpg](https://i.imgur.com/jPQI9af.jpg "The Smoker [1953].jpg")
>>703371273
I just got ganged up on by a bunch of high school kids in a relationship advice thread.
One told me to kill myself.
>>703378847
Shut dude. Fuck that bitch.
>>703378881
Do the third one
NOW
>>703379129
I am still here,
>>703378943
Fuck off
>>703379225
*Shit
>>703379186
Does anyone want any more feels music? Reply to this if you do.
>>703379293
Don't fees the trolls m8
Sitting at home in my appartment smoking weed while my friends are out partying..
>>703379220
Oh. Well I'm 33 by my self and I'm telling you: KILL YOUR SELF
>>703379397
what's good? i usually just listen to frank ocean and ldr
>>703379390
Always the edgy ass hole that has to come and ruin it for everyone.
Fuck off
>>703374109
whats the video called?
>>703379136
Life won't take it back. There are times where I won't feel it for a while, but it always creeps back in. It creeps back in in the form of sexual thoughts about girls I see in public, or in seeing something posted on here that gets me diamonds.
Thanks for the sentiment, though, man. It's nice to know there are people who can know about this and not hate the person behind it.
> reflective feels music
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JwYX52BP2Sk
>>703373405
:) Just reseach David Hamilton, the photography
Just don't post what you find on here, 4chan only likes infants being raped, not casual nude teens
>>703379397
This will help...
>>703379518
https://youtu.be/ujVvdZOgeJU
Here.
Each reply gets there own piece
>>703379473
Apartment*; friends; weed
Fuck off and die you wanna be loser
>>703379606
It helps for me
https://youtu.be/mHTg_rJy2mk
Where's this iMessage picture
"I wish I could find someone like you"
"Well there's me"
"LOL"
"Haha yeah"
I got two weeks off, my second week is ending
I spent two weeks in my room getting drunk almost every night and shitposting on the internet
me and my cats
> GF of 3 weeks told me she was raped when she was 14
> i am the only one who knows
> i feel helpless and dont know what to do
help me /b/
should i go to the police, even if she thinks i backstabbed her? should i do nothing? everything feels so wrong
>>703378351
Just showed them my balls. Rekt
>>703379525
>>703376682
>Elder scrools:The lost pepes
>>703379795
forgot pic
>>703379888
*Dark Souls
>>703379849
I presume this must have been ages ago? If so, I wouldn't bother. She's trusted you.
>>703379490
>I'm 33
this was never funny, and never will be
>>703379849
do fucking nothing you fag, she told only you because she trusts you
>>703379795
It may be time to end things...
>>703378272
Yeah it's not even the materialistic thing for me. Last one wasn't like that and both of us were poor. I find that they just tend to fuck off once the infatuation has worn off and that they are generally slutty and too "liberated." Even if they say they are all anti feminist and stuff. Don't fall for it. They've all bought into it weather they care to admit it or not. It's hopeless out there.
>>703379918
The cat in the foreground has the mange...
Well I'd like to tell you a story about how my life got flipped turned upside down, it occurred on a basket ball court a couple guys who were up to no good started making trouble in my neighbor hood, I got in one little fight and my mom got scared she said you're moving with your auntie and uncle in Bel Air.
>>703371273
Cancer. No energy to do anything, not able to sleep as well. Stuck being tired and awake at the same time and just browse /b/ on my phone.
>>703379397
yeah man im down
>>703380042
34?
>>703379397
I need something that was made this or last year
> haven't heard a lot of new music that didnt make me feel nothing but unyielding rage
>>703379989
>>703380065
she was 14 ( now 19 )
the she had som eterrible years ( and still some problems today) and this guy is running free
>>703371609
lol ppl suggesting shitty things
its because u have to SHARE
share experiences with buddies by SEARCHING ACTIVELY FOR THEM
bother them on fb and ask them to play with u.
Talk
more with ppl
you'll get better
>>703380185
yeah, he looks weird, but he's a total fuckin bro and is always down to hang out
i am sade :((((
>>703380323
sorry for my bad typing, kinda distracted
>>703380323
Don't bother. Let her talk about it at her own pace. If you leave it, she may open up about it later.
>>703379918
pic of your garden? :D
>>703379525
Here's your reply you little bitch, now fuck off back to your safe spaces.
>>703380312
I thought of something funnier than 34
35
>>703380310
https://youtu.be/qT36WKcbHuo
>>703377988
Alright thanks
>me and my Bros start getting into shit
> just fuck around with the police and riot alot
> eventually get arrested and I fell on some hard times in there
> when I get out I eventually decide to get one of my books published (FYI it's not real well known here or anywhere else)
> decide that fuck going ahead and rioting won't do anything, I need to actually become of them to change anything
> become a small time politician in my little town
> eventually I met this girl
> she was perfect, some people called her a bit crazy but she was perfect for me because she was my type of crazy
> she was also looked stunning, something that was new to me
> we start talking and we hit it off.
> she eventually tells me that we should take things slowly but my mind was running wild
> eventually at the fall of Russia I decide that I should get involved I foreign affairs and enlist
> leave the girl and deploy to the front of line
> even to this day I don't like talking about what happened
> when I get back home I'm cheered up by the girl
> eventually I become a political person again and I run against the damn commies
> eventually I become a head figure of German politics and I unite my people in a sense
> but today I see that my Germany has fallen apart
> it is in danger from foreign invaders
> my girlfriend killed herself earlier
> I think I'll kill myself also
> mfw it's 1945
>mfw I'm Hitler
>>703380381
Things could be worse for you. You own and operate a hat for instance!
Well here is the story, i fall in love for a girl, she have a past with my best friend, he doesn't love her, so all go bad and they hate each other
so i pretend her, and all that, finally we are together, for a fucking day cuz she is Mormon and she goes out for 18 monts, so i am alone and waiting, also we write each other once a week
well yesterday my best friend, say me, "u know that Sandy makes u know handjobs and blowjobs to other guys before she meet you?
so im pretty bad about it, i mean i dont know that and it really feel bad man, any anon opinions?
Note: She goes on march, come back on september 2017
>>703379397
Gorillaz is a feels thread put into music
I've been horribly depressed.
I dont deal with loss well.
>Pic related
>>703380633
...
>>703380492
Of survival? I know the 19th.
>>703372410
Easy, go try some fine young but legal pussy, and eventually someone to share your life with.
that or castration.
>>703379988
>not wanting a pepe rpg
>>703380776
https://youtu.be/uyYQJPSZ_bk
>>703371273
As simply as I can tell it, My dad came to visit me for the weekend, turns out he just wanted to take a vacation from the whole three months he went without drinking with his current family, in order to come here and drink non-stop. The minute I brought him home from the airport on Thursday he started drinking whiskey and hasn't stopped. His non stop ramblings and repeating himself and talking shit about me were wearing thin so I asked if we could have just one day together that he could not drink for me, after all he's here to see me, right He got up this morning and started drinking whiskey and passes out around noon. When he wakes up and starts drinking I explain that he is disrespecting me and my gf and our home and that all I want is for him to hold off at least until tonight and have at least a few memories of the time here. He tries to act like I'm an unreasonable asshole and tell me that I'm being a bitch, mixed with pity party tactics to try to make me feel guilty. I tell him to go get a hotel room and he starts talking more shit and starts coming towards me, I'm not a kid he can bully around anymore so I stand up and shove him. He flies into the wall and bumps his head after he lands, Then I went over there and grabbed his throat screaming at him that he cares more about partying than about me, and that's how he's always been. My gf gets me off of him and he walks out, hopefully to call one of his friends so he can go do what he really came here for. I've been putting up with this shit my whole life, he's barely been there and when he has it's always with some fucked up drug or booze. I feel really upset I let my anger win, upset I made my gf cry, and upset I pushed my dad. I don't know where to go from here.
>>703380539
It's literally just flower pots, this pic was taken on my balcony
flowers got fucked over by the cats anyways
>>703380758
>we write each other once a week
Really, those letters could be memes in themselves
K Y S
>>703380323
Just listen to her.
When people come talk to you about problems like that, they don't want you to try to say something or try to help them. All you need to do is listen.
You never want to make things worse. And no, do not go to the fucking police.
>>703380494
thanks anon i will remember that
but the other problem is this guy is still running arround without any punishment
>>703381185
I sense this cat will pass soon...
>>703380666
>Trips on hitler post
>666
Holy shit its him
>>703381356
Anyway I can get you to kill the guy then an hero?
>>703381390
stfu
>>703381390
Word?
>>703381493
nope wont happen
>>703379795
did the same. every third day since the last two weeks I was drunk. But now it's time to quit this.
>>703381430
>>703381356
No problem. As for the other guy, you don't really have much on him at the moment. If she tells you more later about him you can give a report to the police and they should sort it. But don't be too forward with the questions.
>>703381267
thanks for your advice anon
thanks anon
I found and amaxing girl which likes me as well but the problem is she is black and my mom does not aprove. I don't knoe what to do
>>703371924
>Les Miserables
>Sad music
what the fuck am I reading
>>703381577
(whispers) then fuck off, queer...
>>703381167
Be glad you have a gf, a house and that you're a success. You're father obviously has a problem. But that's not your fault. Be glad that you have him out of your house and hopefully out of your life.
>>703381615
I only have to quit because I'm back at work on monday. I sincerely miss being unemployed
>>703381707
not fucking the nigger and getting ebola?
or: do what you want you are an adult, if your mother doesnt like her, fine you like her thats what counts
>>703380774
Oi feeltards feel this on for size
>>703381521
No you
NOW SUCK ANIMAL CRUELTY!!!!
>>703381527
What in god's unholy name is that pic?
...and yes the cat's fucked
>>703371273
I am 56, still a virgin, never had a GF. I still use a pc from 2005 running windows XP, I am NEET living with parents, I wake up play doom mods, half life mods and browse 4chan all day then go back to sleep.
Anyone here more pathetic than me? I thought not.
>>703382005
>Le edgy 9/11 jokes
>Le jokes r plane wrong XDddddd
>>703381949
That is the plan. Just a cluster fuck going on
>>703372410
Honestly no one cares who you are. Most people care about what you do.
>>703374830
Not the one you quoted but anyway.
Implying I have buddies....
>>703382137
At least update your windows.
>>703382137
WHAT.THE,FUCK,HAPPENED
faggots the lot of you
>>703382118
How is my cat fucked exactly?
>>703379397
yea im game
>>703382347
Come on. Use punctuation to make your sentence have structure you infidel.
>>703376513
share
>>703382492
https://youtu.be/PbQsN31Rnfs
>>703376494
>mfw I've never felt love and im so Fucking lonely, not even my friends care about me
>>703382330
Don't have enough money
I want to travel in space and discover planets for the human race to live on one day even if i was by myself for all of time, this time we are living in feels static with the main goal being to just do what your told, not question the ruling class and mindlessly consume with no second thought
>>703382137
PROOF NIGGER. Everything else I totally buy, but 56? I think not
>>703382629
have you had a job?
>>703382336
Lots of abuse, lots of mental health problems, severe social anxiety.
>>703381892
Thanks, brother. I feel like I should have shown more compassion but I've been dealing with his shit for as long as I can remember. It definitely caused some damage to how I've turned out as an adult. I've got some crazy stories that don't even involve alcohol. I'm all over the place right now
>>703382629
Torrents are a thing.
>>703382429
You're kinda thin-skinned for a Chanite. What will you do when I tell you the Redsox blow?
>>703382757
How can I give proof, I'm not posting my face.
>get extremely anxious in public
>feel like everybody's secretly laughing at me
>lived in student housing for a few years
>found out towards the end that everybody really was laughing at me
You know when people talk about wanting to disappear into the ground? Never understood it until that moment.
>>703382776
Nope, never.
>>703382137
You give us hope anon
>>703382905
I ms you gf okay? You said she was crying. I hope you're holding her anon.
>>703382945
I'd give myself a fellatio?
>>703383072
Why?
It gets better anons, live on
>>703383069
Im sorry anon, story?
>>703383088
*Is
>>703382790
Get over it fatboy. That's literally the only advice you should take. It's either that or crying into your ancient computer for the rest of your days (soon)
>>703382960
What do you have to lose? I mean really!
>>703383069
I just wish everyone forgot about me so when I die no one with think of me. Especially those fucking parasites afterwards and my loving three family members.
Is it selfish that I ask myself why me?
>>703379888
*Pepe Souls: Prepare to Feel Edition
Kill yourself.
>>703383088
She cries whenever she gets too stressed out, specifically in conflicts with other people. I held her for a long time and apologized that she had to be part of this, she doesn't come from shit like I do and she's so sweet and sensitive. She's ok now that he's gone and went to go buy some butane for our dab rig. We are going to smoke, and appreciate each other. Now that I think about it she will probably blow me or something to make me feel better so I guess there's one good thing that could come of it, because my dad certainly won't change.
When I saw this thread, I instantly felt like someone is picking me up.. someone whom I can truly trust.
>>703382960
>balls in your court
>>703383511
added...I wish I never was born
Im would give you guys my feels but i dont have non left. Im not eating I havnt ate in a week, nothing but ice water.
>>703383126
Fine.
Here's this
>>703382030
This isn't actually animal cruelty.
Tehe... little fuzzy-headed guy..
>>703382608
love it
thanks anon
>>703371924
Hey there
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WZjSnk2FpJU
>>703377445
/tg/ is love
/tg/ is life
>>703383641
naive futile effort, but still cute
>>703383637
Glad to know you are both fine. Stay strong anon.
>>703383641
Have some hugs.
>>703383707
That's a cute cat! I still don't understand why you said what you did but hey!
>>703383880
no
>>703383169
When I was younger I didn't care about my life at all and I was just neet but back then I was using a commodore 64 and thought that was all I would ever need lol
>>703383956
Thank you. I hope you're doing well. The anonymity of this can be pretty therapeutic for hashing out some shit. Thank you all for being decent to one another, for some folks it can be all they have.
>>703378847
Wow that's shit anon. What a cunt. How long has it been since that happened?
>>703384031
Guys if you want to keep your food in your stomachs don't watch this.
>>703383880
yo my dude. What's on your mind?
>>703378897
It's amazing how quickly they can switch it off. Took mine who I was with for two years all of one day! Unbelievable. They're heartless.
>>703384102
I'm a disturbed troll? I hate my life and feel the need to hurt others? I probably the most pathetic dude in this thread (except the 50yo virg)?
>>703383853
You're welcome anon
>>703383538
I hope that isn't Walton Simons anon
>>703375670
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FiKFP_0uc2Y
>>703384471
Oh, come on!
It took me like 3mins to post that (due to crappy connect)!
may i interrupt this feels thread to remind each you to NOT sleep on Cam Newton for week 2
>>703383390
I don't even really mind for some reason.
>>703384512
It took mine one week....
It took me 3 months
And there's still a part of me that wants her back
I saw him get his head nearly taken off in that Denver game, what a nasty hit.
>>703380666
>>703384754
Just remember that she left you whenever you think about wanting her back.
>>703384749
Ah, complacency. I'm there too, but I'm only 33.
Still an oldfag, though...
>>703383250
Not much to it really
>live in block of flats housing a few hundred students
>I stayed in my room, ate meals alone etc because anxiety
>whenever I walked past somebody, I'd worry I looked weird/off and they could somehow tell I wasn't one of them
>but I knew this was just paranoia and actually nobody gave a shit about me, I blended into the background
>a few weeks before term ended I was walking through the courtyard and two guys ran up yelling/hooting incoherent shit in my face
>tried to ignore them and the fact everybody was laughing
>heard one guy say "that kid's fucking weird"
>left my window open when I got back in my room, they chatted a bit about the loser who lived in flat 67D and how he never talks to anybody
Pretty soul-crushing to hear everything you've had nightmares about for the past two years confirmed as true. Not to mention it screwed any chance I had of throwing the anxiety off, now I know it's *not* just in my head.
>>703384975
they went helmets in on him all night man, teams no when the refs will not be friendly with a big, athletic qb who is known for leaving the pocket to make plays
I'm an apprentice at my job and I get treated like a pile of rancid horse shit on the daily, I am 23 years old and I thought I'd be too old to get treated like this since the normal apprentices are about 16 or so, and I've had enough of my "co-workers" bullshit. However if I lash out and go wild I would be fired immediately.
>>703384754
You have to really try not to think of any of the good memories. Think of how heartless she was. May be a bitter pill to swallow but it will get you over it faster. Fuck these heartless cunts man.
>>703384666
Jesus.
>>703385091
The anxiety's there for life, Liam.
For L I F E
>>703385077
I do.
>>703384471
They were only eating the dead flesh.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Maggot_therapy
I just got back from meeting with a bunch of women for this event I'm volunteering at monthly. I felt emasculated because I didn't want to overtake their conversation and be a dominant male, they seem to hate those types, but being quiet was even worse. Oh well. I just want help them out and get a reference and not worry about stuff too much. I want to join the military but I've been a loner for five years and they don't take loners apparently.
>no confidence decide to change that
>start being more open about stuff
>people just roll there eyes
>feel like a beta cuck when it comes to girls
>thinking about calling it quits soon
>>703385254
I am pretty much over her. Just occasionally I think about her. And then I feel sad.
>>703385340
At least you have loved...
>>703371273
Just got back from spreading my brothers ashes
I think my gf is leaving me. We've made so many promises. She was my sunshine. She said she wanted to have my children. She said she wanted to die together. I thought she really loved me. Now she says she has no room for me in her life. I feel alone. Worthless. I thought I was set for life. I thought I'd always have someone to call my own. I thought i had someone to hold me if I stumbled. I was willing to do so much for her. I can't begin to image her with anyone else. That thought makes me sick to my stomach. I'd do anything to get her back. She was my world. My very own lover. And now all of that is taken away.
>>703385578
May I ask how he died?
I'm really in love with a feminist, but I hate feminists. She says she isn't third wave and not like feminazis and stuff. Can I really trust her to change my mind on feminism?
>>703384488
i just don't know where to start,
I'm not sad, i'm not even depressed i'm just disappointed
>>703384666
Kid has a family, a nice house, car access. I hope he fucking dies!!!!
>>703380588
It takes a special kind of retard to justify being an asshole with some great crusade against 'safe spaces'
>>703385626
Long fight with diabetes
>>703385587
Must feel awful. Was she acting weird up to the break up?
>>703385652
Duuuude....Run! Ruuuuuunnnn!
>>703385733
Type 1 or 2?
>>703385587
Sooo many girls out there
>>703385159
I'm just glad he made it out in one piece. I don't care who it is, when I see hard hits to the head like that my asshole clenches real tight. I know it's part of the game and they make a shitload of money but goddamn
I lost a cp 1432 dragonite today.
>>703371273
not normally a fan of them but this song is perfect for lonely people
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EaPfzgUFJyI
>>703385805
Yeah... She was taking a while to answer my texts, never said she loved me recently.
I'm going to go anons. I hope you all the best. I hope you have enjoyed or at least found comfort in the music I have given you.
You guys are alright,
Goodnight /b/
https://youtu.be/MK0B9FXU72A
>>703385845
Juvenile type 1
>>703385486
Only love I ever had was the corpse of a woman named Ronda (dad owns a morgue). Didn't have the technology to keep her from rotting. Dad eventually threw her outback with the others...
>>703374830
Yea no buddies
Can I get some really sad stories so I can cry?
Classics are welcome.
>>703375670
This is bullshit, his dad is just a fucking retard. WHY IS having a lot of friends and going out and doing meaningless shit valued? It's just something for retarded people, (or should I say sheep) to feel less lonely.
>>703385578
>>703385091
Dont let those normies get to you, they dont understand that peace is achieved by exactly what you and all of us on this thread do. We mind to ourselves and for that we make the world a better place. Hell for all we know the two kids are rapists which is way worse than being "weird"
>im from a country of south america
>im here in europe for 14 years
>i came here when i was 6
>now i'm 20
>Every 3 years my mom, my lilttle sister and me go to my country to visit my aunt and grandparents
>this summer again
now, im here in europe again, and im a lilttle sad, idk why but i want to come back, not now but maybe in 3 or 4 years, but im a little sad, idk, i feel strange here...
thank u anons
>>703385927
Do you think she was cheating?
>>703386148
Yeah it got a little messy lol
>>703385587
I've been here. Was with someone for years, got married, then one day she just said she was done, wanted out, no trying, no working on anything. I had my home, all possessions, and everything that meant anything taken away in a single week. I lost about 10lbs from being to sick to my stomach 24/7 and never eating, figured I'd just die naturally. But I ended up partying more because I didn't care what happened, which in turn lead to many hook ups since my outlook came off as confidence which makes the pussies wet at parties. I ended meeting some amazing girls and even ended up keeping one that is better than anyone I've ever known. If you are too stubborn to die, and just work on making yourself happy, things work out.
>>703386019
I have a friend who has had type 1 diabetes for the better part of five years now. It wasn't as tough as your brothers but he's had it hard as well. At least she's no longer suffering.
>>703386033
This might sound odd, but what did you love about her. I'm intrigued.
>>703371273
>feels
back in my day we called it emotions
>>703386046
(sobs) Blacks are inferior and yet we're forced to live with them (sobs)
Just back to work (military) after a few weeks leave , the passion and fight I used to have is gone want out but still got 4 years to serve , an hero ?
>>703386148
Kek
>>703386554
I think the thing I miss most is the great conversation...
>>703371273
I never made my dad proud of me and he is going to die soon.
>>703386476
Seeing the real face of that disease is brutal
>>703386609
Yes...
All the military kids are doing it!
>>703386708
She sounds like a good listener
>>703386566
>back in my day
And we call those dubs old anon
>>703386765
I don't think I'd truly understand your pain. Hold strong.
I really want to make music, it's all I've thought about half the time for years, yet I never learnt an instrument or made much. I had no friends or family into that sort of thing and now have no friends or anything at all. In the spring I bought a sampler and started making some simple beats but I have no motivation, I have no friends to learn and share with and don't think I'm good enough to gain any interest on the Internet. I make a beat, and often write songs, but never go on to do anything with it because it feels pointless. Maybe I'll buy a guitar or piano or something and try to teach myself I dunno.
>>703386271
No. I hope not. If thats the case I don't know what I'd do.
>>703386733
Try showing him those dubs, and if he isn't impressed, that's on him
>>703386861
She was, but she also had the oratory skills of a young Hitler!
I just recently turned 18, When i was 15 or 16 i decided to leave school and pretty much cut all ties with the people i knew. Now im not sure what i should do next. Hell, i don't even know if it is gonna get better or worse. I am having a hard time find a job or anything. i really want to die.
>>703387027
Its all good /b/ro weve had a long time to come to terms with it, he was 39 and it was a life long struggle
I'm a senior in high school and I'm one of the starting defenders on my football team. Today we dethroned the number one team in the state all thanks to our defense. Every other player had some girl rush the field and gush/kiss them once we won. I walked to the locker room alone.
I started a long distance relationship with a grill 2 months ago, but im am fucking a chick near where I live, no one of them know of the other.
who should I dump? lel
>>703387057
Thanks for the kek anon
>>703387096
Make some new friends, get an entry level job at a hospital, or college as a janitor and enjoy your nice paycheck with benefits that only get better the longer you're there.
>>703387052
w-w-would ya kill her for us?
>>703387338
Off yourself please
>>703387283
>keep playing
>turn pro
>fuck their wives
I almost tried to kill myself a month ago and I haven't slept for more than 3 hours at a time since then because of night terrors.
The only people who have actually ever said they like me are some folks from a chat channel I've only spent a year on, and that was only because they can notice I've started breaking down again. I don't know if they're speaking the truth, but I genuinely can't imagine they actually would care.
I'd go on and rant some more but I'm just so tired, /b/
I'm about to end it I think.
>>703387052
I take it you've tried contacting her.
>>703372410
So just wait a little until society removes your culprit.
>>703386588
So I dump the one close to me, and keep going with the distance chick
>>703375672
It's not letting me join, can you get a new code please
>>703387283
>I'm one of the defenders on my football team
Just stop there, turn around, and LEAVE
>>703382137
My uncle is a lot like you.
He's mid40s and cares for nothing but Everquest. I totally believe you.
I wish you guys could be friends, actually.
>>703371609
I think most people in our generation are like this, slowly dying from the inside with our brains slowly atrophying. There's nothing to do on this planet if you're not a multibillionaire or at least lucky enough to have a cushy job that your dad/relative gave you for $100,000 a year. Where you end depends on where you start.
I'm already prepared for death. Just waiting for it. Life is a bus stop. Just waiting for when it's time to get off.
>>703382494
don't tell me what to do!
better
>>703387581
Why?
I'm tired of not being good enough. I have a girlfriend but I always feel like I'm disappointing her.
I'm also tired of putting on the fake smile and going to work coming home and doing the same thing everyday. Everything feels so wrong. I take every opportunity to do something different but it comes back at me at twice the speed and force knocking me back into my place
>>703386877
The dubs of a lonely death...
>>703387463
Not today we're supposed to talk about it tonight
>>703387767
Try not to break into a rage. You may scare her off. Try to keep it calm, which may be difficult.
>>703387283
I hope you get skull-raped by a pack of wild niggers, you jock FAGGOT!!!!
>>703387900
Thanks anon. It means a lot.
>>703387727
>I have a girlfriend
Get the fuck outta here, NOW!!!!!
>>703388001
Happy to help. Makes me feel better.
>>703380666
HOLY THIS IS GOLD
>>703383069
I feel you man.
Recently I have been able to control my Anxiety, not really sure how but I'm liking it.
You just have to remember, just because someone says something about you doesn't make it true... It just makes them a fucking asshole.
>>703387727
>Your sim life cannot be changed
>>703387767
You have an appointment with the cunt to talk about something?
Get the fuck outta there while you still have your testies
I spend 10hrs every day producing music. I fucking hate it. I hate it so much I want to fucking kill myself. I still do it, I still fucking do it.
Now I have over 10m plays on my music in total. And I slowly start to grow passion for it.
Guys Don't seek for passion. That will come after you force your self to do shit. Just do shit and keep doing it.
Fuck everyone you know, FUCK EVERYONE.
>>703388118
You're not one of us.
You ARE a fake.
GET THE FUCK OUT!!!!!
Can any Anon offer any advice for me?
Due to some shit in my life, now and in past, they hooked me up on depression pills. Thought it would work, you know? So I figured I would try it. But holy fuck, I honestly feel more sad now than before. So, I stopped taking them. Probably for a good week. But I feel even MORE worse than when I was taking them.
I think of suicide all the time, with every object or tall hight I see, i think of ways to kill myself. Can anyone tell me what to do? I don't really have anyone to talk to. I'm in a rut :( please help?
>>703385091
Your not the only one i feel like that in school literally everytime i walk in school i feel like i look like an idiot and some friends tell me that i do look like an idiot
>>703388307
You ok bud?
>>703388335
I believe the feeling of more depression when on the meds was simply a placebo effect. You were taking meds so you believed yourself to be more depressed than you are, but when you stopped taking them, you felt worse. Do yourself a favour and start taking your meds. Do it for your loved ones.
>>703380834
good luck mang
>>703388335
I use to deal with that, and the depression goes back to "normal" amounts eventually. Just absorb yourself in something dumb, like I do with TF2. Literally just ignore everything and eventually you won't feel as bad as you do now, just normal bad.
>>703388335
Its the pills stay with us anon, start watching movies, tv or playing video games uplifiting stuff (hero saves the world-finds true love etc) i was depressed for awhile but this helped me cope with some past failures i hope its the same with you
>>703388635
I only have one person I really care about, and I'm not trying to sound like an ass, but they really dont help at all. I ask them for any kind of help and all they can say is "I'm really sorry for you"... I wasn't expecting a full blown therapy session and showering me with good shit but.. I just feel kinda abandoned.
Though, I'll keep taking them. Might as well, and I'll just hope placebo effect fucks right off..
>>703388192
I'd rather have someone to empty my testies on.
>>703388335
Try weed. Try going to a therapist. Hell, try going for a long walk one night alone.
Stop listening to sad music. Look up how to control your thoughts better.
It's tough but if you want to get out of your rut you need a bit of a lifestyle change/ help.
