>>767630460 Back in highschool I had a bit of a thing with a girl, we would make out, spend all our time talking, fool around, but no sex. Anyway I thought I was in love with her, she obviously just thought we were playing around. One day we went back to her place, me and a friend of mine, 2 minutes later she was making out with my friend on the trampoline next to me. Literally next to me. And its not like she didn't know how i felt, i told her. Fucking bitch. Screwed me up for women for a long time.
my mother was extremely manipulative and would always pick at me. she would always attack my height which is weird because she was 4'11. up until she cheated on my father and left when i was 16 i was like 5'5. was looking forward to being older and taller but as life works i'm only 5'6-5'7 and she was right about pretty much everything. 23 now and confidence is shot and it's always in the back of my mind that ill never be good enough for anybody i'm with.
>>767630989 fuck that man. you are young, learn something important. Hell machine learning seems to be the thing these days. Earn money, work out a bit, you'll do fine with the ladies. Fuck your mum, she was just taking her own pathetic insecurities out on you.
>>767630460 > Said she didn't want a dog by herself > I get one and take the responsibility > She tells me I have to take the dog if we break up > Of course I'll take my dog > Day comes > She says we should "share" the dog > Doesn't want to leave the dog to me
First girlfriend left me after I told her all of my secrets and made myself vulnerable to her for someone else she met on a video game. > Still got her virginity though > Mfw the clothes she took from me were alot more expensive than her virginity
>fiance is an alcoholic >multiple failed attempts at drying her out over the years >waited faithfully for her to return from long term rehab program >she cheats on me while in rehab and goes drink up in Bali as soon as she gets out >tries to say she's sorry and we should just be friends so she can continue to cry to me about her miserable life choices. I should have dumped her years ago, I just finished telling her never to come back I never want to see her ever again.
>>767638394 take 2 days to greentext that shit. drunk suicidal alcoholic that blurted out of no where that i tried to kiss her one night when he was gone out of town. took a couple years for the truth to come out, by then i resented everyone in the family basically for not believing me. except for my dad and one cousin. opened my eyes more than they already were.
>>767638951 agreed. I let a girl make me miserable because she didn't like me back. didn't realize it but i blamed all my unhappiness on her cause I was too pussy to get shot down. I knew she didn't like me. why am I such a social fucking retard
>>767630460 slut manipulated me, cheated on me and told everyone I hurt her physically and other shitty lies when things werent going her way. After that some of my "friends" defended her side. Long story short I was a loser and let that happen to me. It took long long time to my mind and body to recover. I cut out those ppl from my life like the cancerous tumor they were, moved on, become stronger, better version of myself and finally I got a goal in life and that is power. Power trough wealth. I realized the only thing every common people respect and fear is money. No matter how intelligent you are, how nice you can speak how many things you understand how good you look, people are absolute animals and gonna push you down whenever they can.
>>767639212 Such emptiness. Wealth is very important but also being smart, good looking and charming adds unlimited power to the already mighty stack of money you own, work on yourself. I know it's hard when one is so busy making money but believe me, you will be beyond any woman and most men. Even the wealthy ones.
My dad was a big, tough man and my mom wore him down to a little nub. When he died and i took over his business she always complained to me, didn‘t like my wife, you know, the usual. Then she almost set her house on fire, so i found her a nice retirement community, a really expensive one. And what does she do, tries to bring my uncle, her brother-in-law, to push me out of the family business.
well i was shy but a good worker, and there was some hoe i didnt pay attention first. she was acting like it likes me suddenly. always when i made a step to her she would forceful act like some degenerate shit is approaching it but when i made back steps it yelled around that the guy is the biggest moron for not minding it.
i hate her so much it ruined me. sry for bad english
>>767632580 >To break free I had to give up my damn dog. you dont had to, you were weak. >>767639512 well yes and no. my life was super shitty since the beginning, super shit parents, 0 family support, they even tried to pull me back, always had health problems - big part of me will be void forever but I have a very good, loving and rewarding relationship with the woman I love, my health is better than ever, I started my own business few months ago. I dont need power so I can abuse others, I never did that, I suffered enough to know the last thing this world needs is more miserable ppl, I need financial power so no one can get above me.
>>767640625 good thing i was only 1 year in that state then left company, was broken down for another 2 years almost hungerdied. bad thing nobody did listen to me that time couse she looked 10/10 also after i left and was in rage i firedwatersoked whole company they had to change buildings around now im sure the damage was cost huge sry for bad english
>be me, 21 years old. >meet 7/10 18 year old with 1year old baby girl >date, fall in love, take care of both of them and treat the child as my own >move in together, buy her a car so she can go to work without needing me to take her or pick her up >been together for 2 years, plan on proposing in 2 weeks >sends me a text at her lunch break saying she is going to hang out with friends and she will be home in the morning. >she come home the next morning and says its over. No reason as to why, no explanation. >packs all her shit in her car, takes the kid and drives off >didn't even hit the brakes driving away >feltbadman.jpg >come to find out that she went back to her ex who was the father of the kid because she wanted her "real family back together" >fucked me up real hard.
>>767630460 start a relationship with me as she talked to her ex the entire 6 years and then when I call her out on it she cuts her wrists and gets me baker acted only to admit she's been sleeping with him and started a relationship with him while I was detained. still mourning. does it get better anon? I can't even get hard anymore. she broke me. She's getting laid and has emotional support. I'm completely alone.
In highschool this obese psycho wanted me to fuck her and i told her absolutely not and she freaked out and stabbed me in the chest with a pencil in the middle of the hallway with 100+ students watching and tried claiming i was going to rape her and everyone testified on my side and she ended up going to a mental hospital and here we are 6 years later as far as i know she's still there.
>>767642745 That was a few years back, I'm great now, shit doesn't even really cross my mind. Got a great woman now and we work together as a team, got engaged 2 months ago. And I'm happier than I've ever thought I could be. Life got a hell of a lot better.
>>767630460 Used me as a crutch for her emotional problems and lied to me to get a laugh out of it, I have to see her monday to friday because of work >If it weren't for the need of money to get food and pay the rent I'd leave the job
>>767630989 Don't listen to the bitch from hell. My friend is your height, and the parade of girls he's fucked and dated is amazing. Everything from 5'0" to 5'11, petite to giant tits.. just get out there and don't worry.
I was dating a girl that I was kinda crazy for. She always accused me of cheating on her. For fucks sake I was working three jobs at the time saving for my first house. She got so paranoid that she ended up breaking up with me. I was gutted but moved on. Fast forward a few years later we catch up randomly. We exchange numbers, meet up and fuck for a while. She moves away then comes back a year or two later and she's pregnant. We catch up again and fuck for a few months (pregnant women are my fetish). As soon as her baby was about to come out I start to ignore her calls. She is stressing out and crying because she actually thought we would be together. As if i was going to raise another man's baby when I was only in it to bust my nut in her with no protection.
>>767642287 happened to me couple times (but luckily she never moved in and i never got close to her kids(s))
they do come back crying, begging, etc. i've told them we can hang, but not date. they try and try and try to win me over and seeing them get 'older'/broken/and general disgust with themselves is my reward. i stop calling afterwards and they take the hint that they made the wrong choice in going back to their douchebag of an ex.
My ex gave me HIV. After dating for 4 years she cheats or was cheating the whole time and gave me the clap and the test came back positive for HIV too. She is the only person I ever had unprotected sex with.
>>767630460 Most of my early life up until im not really sure when, maybe 9-12 my mom would heavily molest me. When she and my dad split around 6-7 she got most of the custody and would punish me with physical abuse that i still have scars from. Most of it was blocked out until I was 16-17ish, and when it came back it has effected my life ever since. I have PTSD from it, and while a ton of it is blurry or blacked out I often relive it when I am sleeping causing me to barely get more than 3-5 hours of sleep a night. Im functional and most people cant tell, aside from the fact I end up calling out sick at work far more than a normal person. Despite how it looks on the outside, on the inside its made it nearly impossible for me to have meaningful connections to people aside from girlfriends. I have spent thousands and thousands on drugs, therapy, and have hundreds of hours of different types of treatments.
That being said, I never have allowed myself to use any of that as an excuse to hold me back. When i was 17 my mom tried to stab me with a butcher knife and I left, I was homeless for a couple of months and then a friends family let me sleep in their garage until my dad found out and took me in. Paid him rent and bought my own food, put myself through 1.5 years of college before realizing its not cost efficient, moved out on my own at 18 before i hit 19,got a job at a bank worked there for 5 years and then got out for moral and ethical issues and now work for the state.
The point being, if you are miserable and your life sucks it is because you have not chosen to rise above it. It might always hurt, you might never feel like a real or whole person, and you might have no motivation to do anything. You still can, and I am proof. Pick your shit up and move on, make something of your life so you can enjoy at least bits, or you might as well an hero.
>fall in love >says she wants to get married, wants my babies etc >is alcoholic, was fucking her roommate..and two guys all at the same time. Had to leave the door open while were cuddling in boxers while roommate occadionally walked by. >constantly get screamed at. >find out every guy shes ever met every "friend" she has fucked.... all of them >screams at the top of her lungs..then loves me then screams.. this is the nature of our relationship >two weeks of happy couple >then wants to break up >nvm I love you >gets drunk pukes all the time >can only talk calmly about anything serious when shes hung over >begs and gives me ultimatums trying to get pills >ruins every hokiday ever >screams at me during every trip to the city or somewhere nice makes me feel bad essentially when any other gf would be sucking my dick in thanks >tells me she wants to break up so she can get a guy who can pay her pathetic way through life >gets guys number at the bar..goes out with friends shes fucked before >throws beer bottle at my tv tries to beat me up >gives me a daddy daughter fetish >has filthy hygiene never brushes teeth barely showers can go weeks without brushing her hair >makes me feel bad about my entire life.. ends up on the cock carasol and goes after guys w face tats dirty mexicans etc.. >i want nothing to do w her and she calls me all day for like 2 months >forgive her and we get back together..week later she breaks up..Im so fucked in the head now >she stands me up on my birthday for a piece of shit wreck of a guy >cheats on him w me constantly >wants me back.. I dont want het >i get new girl she flips out and slashes my tires.. call cops but she hides out and gets away >she threatens to break into my house the next day blows up phone Screams at neighborhood makes a scene... this is such a small amount of shit she did to me.. she alco had like 8 abortions and i soent a good 8 months not able to eat or sleep total deptession w her holding our relationship in limbo
>>767630460 Fell in love with a girl that marketed her self as the slut of the century and promised an open relationship and fetishes all the way and then gradually stopped all interest in sex. I broke up with a decent slut over her and now I'm stuck with a frigid girl who has no interest in anything except not letting me fuck on the side
>>767648145 I thought I could fix it, yeah. Actually really liked the good parts of her. For a crazy idiot she was actually highly intelligent. She was tiny had a tight pussy and super pretty. And the main thing I guess was that we were so passionate the first three months and I wanted to be strong enough to deal w the crap and get that reward.. Its not the first damaged girl Ive dated. Bipolar, bpd, chemical imbalance, adopted, raped, molested, drug addict. Fucking online dating man I swear.
>>767646840 Most ppl live a total mediocre/shitty life. Your ex-gfs, shitty friends or family members included. Grow bigger than them, live a comfy life, forget about them but show off when you must. The envious looks from former enemies, backstabbers or whatever are the sweetest thing there is.
Move on and live an awesome life, get money, travel the world, be successful. Thats how you get the best revenge.
>>767640073 Same. Rape thing didnt go anywhere but 5 months and the damage was done. No consequences to her and I still cant see my kid even after the truth came out. Fucking women are bitches we all know that but the world only gives them reason to carry on regardless
>>767630460 I met a girl i work with, we immediatly hit it off. After a while we hooked up and i totally fell for her.
The catch was she was engaged and had 3 kids (only 1 from her fiance). She made me think she wanted out from the relaationship, he was never there for her, they hadnt had sex since before thier baby was born (he was @6 months old at the time). We saw each other for a month, shed bring the baby over to my house even. I made up my mind that this is what i wanted.
Well something happened with one of her other kids, she got cps called on her because the girl wanted to go live with her father n shit, which eventaully happened, and the girl was kind of distant with me. I gave her the benefit of the doubt with her daughter n shit, so i gave her some space.
Some 9 months later she suddenly breaks it off, saying there was never anything between us, im controlling, all kinds of bullshit. Come to find out a few weeks later she got pregnant again from her fiance she was supposed to leave.
Had girlfriend that had depression issues. This turned to alcoholism. Tried to break up the first time and she got my gun from the closet while I was asleep and threatened to kill herself. I don't play that shit so I said fine if that's what you have to do. She drunkenly left the house with my loaded pistol for the night leaving me to wonder whether or not she would actually go through with it. Broke up anyways but stupidly got back together. She became even more of a raging alcoholic so I broke up with her a second time and after a month of her crying on my couch day and night while I worked, I finally had to bribe her with money to get her own apartment.
Another one claimed I tried to kill her stupid fucking dog even though I have several adopted dogs myself and I am a huge animal person. She broke up with me over it and then tried to turn my entire friend group against me. I was in love with this girl and was about to propose and this whole thing came out of nowhere. Fucked me up for awhile.
Been ghosted plenty, been stood up plenty.
The sad thing is I'm a Chad to the core, I'm tall, conventionally good looking, athletic, wealthy, socially adept, and I still have gotten fucked over by these amoral leaches. I can only imagine how shit tier dating is for below average guys in the looks or social skills department.
>>767643706 She was like 4'3 emo bitch pushing 270lbs, cutting herself with rulers in the back of the classroom. I was 6'1 decent body getting all the pussy I needed. I wasnt about to throw flour in the bed for a quick nut
>>767642287 you have learned at the price of only two years what women are about.....their notions and emotions however imagined or unreal is all that matters, and they are not accountable for the damage they do....
>>767647598 >holding our relationship in limbo you have an addiction, not a relationship nothing about cohabitation presumes relationship nothing in your greentext remotely suggests relationship....except the misplaced usage of the very word
>>767648406 shit dude yeah a tight pussy makes you look the other way sometimes but holy fuck what is wrong with you?? I would have left after your 3rd sentence but you kept going and trying and now you have a fucking novel length fuckery.
>be me >marry a jap qt >in love >she gets pregnant >ruptures aneurysm during labor >stroke, hemorrhage, heart failure >she survives but can't talk, type, write... >3 years later she's still in recovery >she's a good mother/wife but deeply depressed >constantly wants me to either send her home to japan or take her somewhere to end her life. >fucking sucks... Don't know what to do...
First time with this girl, sucks me off after a movie at hers. I came in her mouth I'm leaning back eyes closed she grabs my head few h kisses me forcing the cum into my. Mouth. I jump up she falls on floor Im spitting coughing and then I puke over her desk and laptop and my clothes that were on the chair..... I'm Furious she is crying I grab my puke clothes and run out door.
>>767651235 >join academy of arts >meet people and start dating one girl who was a year longer in there >find out about professor who dated one of the students >find out that he gave some students trinkets depicting some kind of old god >start understanding code they're communicating in >find out they had a few orgies before >find out the girl anon dated and her "gay" friend are actually a couple and he was a cuck >the world falls apart when anon finds out that half of the academy is involved >moves out after hearing some suggestive threats
>>767630460 Cheated on me after i went to bootcamp, didn't find out til i flew her out to see me. When she got here, i still had no idea, until the other guy messaged me on FB and told me about it. i was angry but i'd spent too much money to just let her stay in the hotel room all weekend, so i just called her on it the next day.. she dumped him for me, and then as soon as she got home she fucked him and ghosted me for 2 months. from best friend to nothing just like that. still hurts mang
>>767644884 She did come running back about 3 months after. She was on meth real bad and looked like a stick, she went down to a -3/10 and cried that her bf was beating her again and forcing needles into her arms when he held her down. I just laughed and told her that's what she asked for and said that she better get back to him before I call him and let him know where she is. I still talk to her mom because her mom relays my success to her just to make her feel even worse.
>>767630596 word. why cant anyone have fun anymore or am i the only one excluded from everything. im constantly fucking bored and depressed. i dont know what to do anymore. i work out and eat healthy and try to think healthy. i even stopped smoking weed and drinking a year ago. im fucking bored of this shit system called the world
>>767649778 it's not the bad looking guys that get fucked, it's the good looking guys. I'm average to below average in looks, so when someone actually says they like me I know that they actually like me (I'm not rich so that's not the reason). For you Chad's the dating scene is fucked, because the crazy bitches want a good fuck and don't fuck with anyone that doesn't look amazing.
>>767630460 >Mother was mentally sick >Get pissy about anything >Tell me to do chores >About 95 chores a day >Finish chores, wanna play vidya to relax >Forced to get outta house atleast for 3h after chores >Walk 5Km in 2h (Slow walker) >Come back, gives me another 20 chores as reward >Fuck it, play vidya for 1h >Mad.jpg and attack me all she can mentally with sensitive stuff like my weight >She knows I was bullied for that for 9 straight yeard >Calm down, act like it didnt happen and tell me my horrible life is my fault >3y later now, can't even sleep properly or trust gf Tips for better life anons?
>>767658187 Had that with this last girl. Just a compulsive liar. Would freak out when i would call her out on her shit.
She would tell you she was in a car accident just go get out of hanging out. Then come to my house in her shitty BMW like she didn't tell me she was in an accident and I would have to pretend like I didn't remember her saying that.
She gave me genital herpes because she “didn’t know antiviral medicine existed.” I now have this disease for the rest of my life. I wake up and pop a pill so it’ll minimize the risk of me giving it to someone else.
It has destroyed my mental state and confidence. Everytime I see a beautiful woman, the reminder that she would never even consider a guy with herpes. I’m just damaged goods at this point. I plan on killing myself pretty soon. Before I go to bed I pop another. And just think to myself how this will never go away, and how I wish I could turn back time and tell my old self to run. I will die alone.
>>767658933 I don't even know why I'm asking this but would you consider yourself a good looking fellow? I mean even if you aren't still shouldn't kill yourself. If this is true I honestly don't even know how to respond anon.
>>767659204 I have been told I am very handsome, but at this point it doesn’t even matter. I don’t even see myself as human. I’m just infected. What makes it worse she was emotionally abusive the whole relationship. She plays the victim non stop to make me seem like a horrible person. She lied and told my friends that I pressured her into doing sexual shit she want to do, but in reality she was just a cock hungry whore, and looking back on it is regretful and doesn’t want to take responsibility.
>>767659548 Jesus fuck women are horrible human beings. How are we not supposed to hate them. I wouldn't wish that any of my (white) enemy's. Do you have bad outbreaks? Do the pills work? Have you had sex since then? Do people know? I'm a virgin bro. And honestly don't want to have sex because I know I'll fuck the first girl that gives me attention and I'll probably be in that same boat.
>>767658933 Ex gave me herpes, told me she knew where she got it from, fucked me up, never trusted her, shit relationship, ended up breaking up with her after several years, she told my mom i gave it to her and lied about the whole thing, got with a new girl and told her I had the herps, she didn't want me to be alone and suffer on the journey alone, mom won't stop hanging out with ex, mom hides and lies behind my back plays me for a fool, call her ass out over it, no longer have any connection with my friends or family over a disgusting lying whore who they all think did nothing wrong
>>767659779 I only had one very small outbreak, the first one which is how I knew I had it. I did some research, the pills keep me from getting an outbreak, but the shedding of skin cells transfers it aswell. It cuts that down to 50% but the chances of me giving it to someone else over the course of a year is about 2%. It’s doesn’t seem that bad, but in reality even if I tell a girl that she’s not gonna care. She knows I’m diseased. I haven’t had sex since. It was about 4 months ago. I’m considering dropping her twitter and shit. She constantly rants acting superior like she didn’t ruin a life with her ignorance. She flaunts her new boyfriend (she met him literally a month after I left her) alll the time. I’m just tired of being seen like garbage. I just want love.
>>767639212 exactly, I am on my direct path, 18, not even kissed a girl, acctually the guy, other people in my class perceived as flirty(just a kid who learnt to be decently towards other people and especially girls) and smooth likely to get girls.
I never felt like kissing, sex and a girlfriend are that important. In fact I got to the conclusion that they might only hinder your success and are a distraction from the rest of your life and from success.
Having some girls is not a goal for me, nothing worth living for. I found work and success and also money to be much more important.
It is not about what you can buy with the money, but it is about the higscore int the game of live, power and capitalism.
>>767662104 nah, I'm just a beta fat fugly, small dick, etc... take your pick. I've never had a girl legitimitely interested in me, any that I dated, which were mostly fat chicks, used me as jealousy fodder against an ex and lasted a few weeks or were using my for money and never put out in the slightest. I gave up.
>>767662250 >Did that thing you see in porn where they call you while they're getting fucked by someone else I always feel super bad when I find a video like that. I remember I saw one where she had the guy on speaker and the guy was like "who the fuck are you with!" Feelsbadman.
>>767662309 Have you tried to improve yourself or do you just feel like you could careless anymore?
>>767662568 Don't give up anon. Just lose weight for yourself. I've seen alot of videos where big guys are really goodlooking when they lose the weight. Fuck all that other shit. Just be happy for yourself? Age?
>>767662812 Nah, I just have basically lost interest in the whole deal, 29 btw. Not happy with my life but w/e, I just move forward for the sake of moving forward. I see and meet plenty of girls, chat and stuff but NEVER get interests from them.
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