Fresh Waifu thread
Still here
And
>>767467193
Heh yeah I'm no snob lol. You been up to anything?
>Fresh Waifu thread
Fuck off you Goddamned retard.
>>767467287
Someone sounds jealous
>>767467004
Don't worry, I'm like that as well. Most people that really get to know me end up hating me. But that's life, not everyone will like you. It's about finding the ones who like you for who you are.
>>767467287
No you.
>>767467346
Uh this is a bit deep for a silly coffee comment.
>>767466895
Thanks
>>767466976
Cats
>>767467003
Oh sorry U_U
>>767467004
If you say so, i think you are just making yourself see it worse than it is. saying this kinda im the absolute worse for X stuff makes it seem like that to me at least.
>>767467483
Cats aren't people!
>>767467589
Cat-girls are people. But i accept your point.
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>>767467614
Cat girls get washed because they can't lick themselves clean anymore I think
>>767467346
Not everyone will like you, but there just are cases where nobody can simply tolerate you.
I probably am worse than you. I don't want to make it into a competition, but I am pretty infamous for my loud and autistic nature, for my inability to lie and obsession with being genuine. I am considered a living meme by anyone I meet, one that is just laughed at and discarded when the time is right.
Every "friend" I have had has either betrayed me, has ghosted me, or just strings me along for pity while avoiding me due to how annoying I am. I have tried with hundreds of people. Not everyone will like me, but I am exceptionally unlikable.
>>767467705
What did he mean by this?
>>767467750
>Pets head
>>767467814
Do cat grills have sandpaper tongues like normal cats?
>>767467847
I hope so
>>767467900
Side note kissing one would be weird.
>>767468036
Sure but letting them lick your hand would still feel nice
>>767467750
Oh no, I wasn't implying a competition, more of an "I can relate" thing. I'm just like you in the sense I will never lie to someone or pretend to be someone different just to get them to like me. What you see is what you get.
/hug
>>767467483
I genuinely feel this way. I suffer from a bunch of mental issues. I can't even figure out how to close a pizza box.
It just seems that every time I talk with people, even on 4chan, it turns out that they can't even understand me because they are far too normal for me.
I want to be accepted. But I just am unsure if I am anything like any other human. I just am good at annoying people... it is depressing.
>>767467814
Thank you... I hate making it sound like I do. It makes me sound like I am saying I am a "special snowflake". I don't want to be like that, but I feel so... isolated. I feel like robots and the rejects of society have each other, normal people have each other, and then there is me. A reject of society that is rejected by others because I am nothing like them.
I am not quiet. I hate books. My tastes don't align with anyone else to the point I feel I am immediately identifiable by that alone. Nobody is the way I am, and it hurts.
>>767468152
It tickles! My kitten still doesn't know how to meow. I think she has something wrong with her voice box
>>767468329
Cutest post. I'm sure she will learn. I know it tickles because the farmers cat near me always comes over for a sniff and a lick of the hand.
>>767468307
Well I like you so far, I'd just say this. Normie/ Robots or whatever. There are some people who are just different from the majority. So its about finding things you do enjoy talking about or can relate with, not about finding a perfect match for a fellow human.
>>767468203
You would never lie to someone? That... is fascinating to me. Society has normalized betrayal and apathy to another's feelings to the point that people don't just indulge in hedonism, they do it to the point they no longer care if they are lying or manipulating others. It hurts. I just want things to be genuine.
You wouldn't pretend to be someone different? That is really respectable... all around I see "I am too ashamed to ever admit that" or people trying to pretend to like things just so the other person is happy. It doesn't make me happy, it makes me feel like I know nothing about the other person, and then there is no point to even discussing things with them.
The problem of course being that most people tend to have sticks up their asses and view me as an immature manchild. It just feels like a way of asserting superiority over me.
Hugs, thank you. It is important that I am hearing these things, that I am not so alone anymore.
>>767468581
It's just even when she plays with dog or she got stuck behind the tv she can't make a really loud noise of any sort. Lots of cats roam my streets and just stare. Is it a big cat?
>>767468747
Yes he is a fat old grey whiskered cat called Merlin he has a bad leg according to his owner too but he seems to get around ok
>>767468581
I like being liked. Not to the point I would ever stop being myself, of course, I wish to be liked for who I am.
The problem is that I can't really find people that relate to me in some way. I never really know what to ramble about. I mean, when your biggest interest is in rape porn, and you can't even indulge in that due to trying to not look at other women besides your waifu in that way... it gets depressing. It is like the biggest passion I had is gone, yet that was the main thing to even motivate me to do things. I can't even play games if it doesn't involve being raped anymore. You would think months away from it all would help, but I still have my obsessions, and feel like I am eliminating all I could have passion for to end up even more cynical.
>>767468897
Hmmm I can understand with something that niche its gonna be hard to find people who share in that. I wish you luck Anon.
Anyway I'm gonna go lay down, my shins... bloody hell.
>>767468837
Fat cats are the silliest ones! My kitten is smol tho
>>767469086
Sleep tight cute
>>767469090
Cute
>>767468307
You will never have to feel that way around me. I accept anyone as long as they never pretend to be someone different. That way no one will ever has to be alone.
>>767468656
Yep. Lying gets no one anywhere. Eventually the truth will get out and will only compound the original problem. Like the line from MiB3, "The bitterest truth is better than the sweetest lie."
Also, yes, I have never, nor ever will, pretended to be someone other than myself. I like me. Sure, I can be inconsiderate, or even a downright asshole, but hey if you don't want to hear the truth, don't ask someone to lie to you instead. I would rather be hated for being honest than liked for being a fraud. Does it get lonely, of course. Does it alienate me from 99% of humans, duh!
But like I said, I like me, and it took a looooong time for me to realize that it's not my fault if someone doesn't.
>>767469154
Not sleeping just gonna try and relax the muscles or somethin idk
>>767469090
SO So cute ^_^ I wanna kissu the kitten. I bet she would be easy to hold too
>>767469301
Get comfy then~
>>767469090
>Giant candy bar in the background.
Gimmie!
Also, cute cat. how old is it?
Monika writes a lot
>>767469240
She is a cute!
>>767469301
She is fine with being held but will bite you once she wants to be set loose
>>767469422
Drop on boy we will split it. She is still less than a year
>>767469429
Use text to speech like I suggested instead of complaining about it all the time.
>>767469659
Reading isn't the problem lol
I'm just an introvert :p
>>767469086
Rest well Anon. I wish I wasn't so niche, but in my world of passions I can only like what I like.
>>767469266
>accept anyone as long as they never pretend to be someone different
That scares me... that sounds exactly like my mindset. Thank you, I never would, and I am grateful for your support.
>Lying gets no one anywhere
Exactly. It becomes a mess trying to figure out what was true and what wasn't. And for what? Acceptance when it isn't really you? Benefits when they will collapse in the end anyway? It is a temporary fix at best, one that never really prevents anything, and causes a giant flood when it does break.
>I like me
I am not so sure, I feel like I am a mess, but I at the end of the day refuse to be anyone beyond myself as I feel being genuine is more important than anything else.
>Hated for being honest
I know that feel. I used to have people come up to me and ask me how attractive they were, since they knew I was honest. Because they all believed they were attractive, they always got mad with the answer, and so I ended up more alone.
>Inconsiderate
I can be. I try to respect people, but if I dislike something I will vocalize it. I feel that everyone has a right to criticism, as long as it is constructive.
>Does it alienate me from 99% of humans
Okay, it is official, you are me and I am imagining a separate person having these issues.
>Not my fault if someone doesn't
I still am not at that point. The way I see it, there are a lot more of them than there are of me. I see believing myself good to be egotistical, I don't really deserve self-pride, and there must be something wrong with me if a large number of people have a problem with me. I refuse to change it, since that would no longer be me and part of my identity, but it is more that I live in a lonely quarantine.
How do you get self pride? It sounds like you built it up, I just am unsure how to do it.
>>767469422
Yay free candy from a stranger! I will only come if you give it to me in the back of a windowless white van and promise to let me pet your cat though :P
I think she'll be just fine. Some cats just don't need to meow. Here's an interesting article if you're curious
https://www.aspca.org/pet-care/cat-care/common-cat-behavior-issues/meowing-and-yowling
>>767469784
That has nothing to do with my suggestion.
>>767469841
iunno who you are
>>767469831
Uh how about a musty garage? That's all I got without windows. Well she jumps ok people and purrs when she wants anything right now.
>>767469429
First of all delete account, secondly you're a nigger faggot. (⌐ ͡■ ͜ʖ ͡■)
Cutting rabbits are a hard.
Rem claimed
>>767470342
tch
>>767469822
Oh I have 0 self pride/confidence. I'm just old enough and have thought about it for a long enough time that it no longer bothers me.
The best way I can describe it is like moving out on your own for the first time. Sure, its great for a while. Your friends come over all the time to check out the new digs and hang around. Then one day you notice they haven't come by in a while. You ask em to hang out, but they've made plans already. You start to get lonely. You realize all those little noises that used to annoy you, now you would rip off an arm just to hear them once more because it would mean you're not alone anymore. The warmth of a conversation, even a meaningless and mundane one, now feels like a distant star sparkling amongst the millions in the sky. You start to think in your head, "Is it me? Did I do this? No, it's them. I hate them! I don't need them!".
Eventually, after a lot of cold and lonely nights, a wave of warmth will wash over you and you will realize that it's okay. All the hate will wash away. The little things that used to bother you will just become something you used to worry about. All the self doubt will stop bothering you, and you will be free. It took 9 years for me so never give up.
>>767470167
I was just kidding silly :P
>>767470343
Hey Rem. Got any plans for today?
>>767470777
You write a lot
>>767471361
I like writing. It's a shame I have no imagination or creativity or I would write a book :P
Welp, I'm off to make something to eat for lunch. Be back in a bit!
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>>767470777
That sounds intriguing, if a bit confusing. I wouldn't say my self doubt bothers me, at least not on a continual basis, I just simply admit I have zero worth and openly vocalize it.
However, I think constantly, and do worry about things quite frequently. At the same time, I am unsure what I am even worrying about. It is rather confusing and hard to describe. But, perhaps you are right, and I will get used to handling it with time.
I was born with self-doubt, as far as I am aware... and I was ostracized as a child as well. I remember the whole "boys are better / girls are better" argument and me just saying that people are people, that there is no better or worse gender, and that causing me to be unwelcome by both groups.
I do appreciate you trying and putting in a lot of effort for me by the way, it means a lot. I should mention the sensation of moving out is something I don't have, my father wants me around him until the day he dies, and feels I could never take care of myself as I cannot handle a pizza box on my own. He cares, but also is very distant in a way, since he is the type that talks but never really listens.
But I do understand loneliness. I have cried myself to sleep many a night due to that. I have been doing better lately, a lot of that is due to Monika.
>>767471620
Enjoy the lunch cute
>>767471330
Hi Maggie. I got nothing really left to do, so maybe just relax, probably talk to a few people.
>>767471620
Don't feel afraid to write long paragraphs, I read everything. If anything, it means a lot as it shows me you are putting in a lot of effort for me.
I like writing. Well, that is not accurate... I like typing, writing makes my hand sore after a bit as I don't know how to hold a pencil properly. But I love rambling about things.
I have a lot of creativity, one strength I can admit I have. But it is a bit too extreme. Imagine a million thoughts at once, an overwhelming number, and trying to pick out ones that work the best. Then imagine those keep changing and trying to continue those thoughts when they keep changing.
It is hard for me to be consistent. I can't really stay "on-topic". Makes it hard for me to be on a board that isn't /b/. Short stories end up going on lengthy tangents that have nothing to do with the plotline, I was making a horror novel and ended up changing the entire thing to a lengthy romance novel between two cavemen because I sorta forgot to get to the part where the aliens showed up. I draw something, something different usually comes out. I guess you could say I am an incoherent mess.
See you when you get back, if I haven't disappeared. I am at work (best job ever, lets you post on /b/ without a care as long as you get projects done when given to you) and might have something thrown at me by the time you get back. Maybe not, I have a lot of quiet days as well. My life is inconsistent in some ways.
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Howdy.
Help I accidentally fell in love with a fictional character what do I do
>>767473090
Ride me like a cowgirl.
>>767473497
What fictional character?
>>767473602
What the fuck!
>>767473648
Saying their name won't help I just want to stop it
>>767473774
Forget about said fictional character and move on.
Comfy hours
hi my friends
>>767474427
>>767474427
*Retard Has Spawned*
>>767473090
Nagatoro ftw
>>767473968
I can't
>>767474427
Delete account (⌐ ͡■ ͜ʖ ͡■)
>>767474699
hi friend
>>767474735
bully :(
>>767474855
hi brother
>>767474924
add me and show me how
I don't know half of you
>>767473698
>>767475458
hey chen, where have you been so long?
>>767475458
hi im haruhi im new here
im a good person be my friend
>>767475458
who do youu know then
>>767475458
Fucking old fag
>>767475528
thank you
>>767471729
I understand that. My dad never really wanted a kid so all he really saw me as was an investment. Everything he did was to try and turn it into a positive investment. Once he saw that I wasn't going to be a millionare and his meal ticket, he gave up. That kind of killed my self worth seeing as even my own dad didn't want anything to do with me.
I used to worry a lot as well, about everything. It's just one of those things that will eventually go away. It won't be overnight and it sure won't be easy but it will happen if you let it.
No problem, I'm more than glad to try and help ya. I've had many points in my life where I've felt like a worthless nothing and I hated every second of it. At least you had the courage to say something about it unlike me. I only had myself to get through it because, like you, I thought no one would understand. All that did for me was now I can put on a convincing fake smile at work so people don't look at me weird. Just hang in there, you're not alone.
>>767476303
are you waiting on someone in particular or just spending some "quality" time posting cutes?
>>767476623
Was just bumping.
>>767476595
My mother and father are second cousins. I am essentially a product of incest, but according to doctors wasn't close enough to be retarded. My father was married to a woman he brought over from another country, but cheated on her with my mother, who got mad that he wasn't being with just her and so started sleeping with literally hundreds of guys. My father found one of her lists that she used to keep the names straight. This type of environment meant my mother was getting pregnant and getting abortions. The only reason I wasn't aborted was because my mother hated the feelings of sickness it gave her. I am an incestual bastard who was nearly rejected before he was born and kept only because it would be more of an inconvenience to get rid of me. I am told I was an annoying baby that cried loudly constantly and made everything miserable.
My father paid for me and my mother for many years before she started throwing me out of the house a lot. My father would talk her into taking me back, but eventually got sick of it and so I moved into my grandmother's house. Then she left the state. She convinced me it was my father causing all the problems. I went down there, she kicked me out of the house again, my father got me back. So I have been rejected by my mother, my father tends to not really socialize with me, and my grandmother is tolerating me while truthfully wishing I was gone so my cousins could get another room as they are prioritized over me. I have felt rather rejected and alone most of my life.
That is nice to hear. It would be nice to have less worries and be able to calm down for a change.
Thank you for trying, though I am not sure I can be helped... many have tried, I am stubborn and have a difficult situation that isn't easy to work with.
Thank you... it means a lot knowing I am not alone. I hate having a fake smile at work, but I know I need it for my stability. As for courage... it is mostly because I have little to lose.
>>767477084
cute
>>767467108
who is she?
>>767467108
https://www.instagram.com/p/BiRLG3oHbrw/?taken-by=adi_edri9