very drunk necrophiliac AMA
dumping my favorite porn/dead bodies in the meantime
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>>751954981
Pretty advanced stages of decay you got going here. You'd fuck these piles of meat?
>absolutely 0 interest
maybe it's because of the holidays, but really, what the fuck /b/
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>>751954981
jesus christ how does the meat slide off the bone
>>751955252
Guess I spoke too soon
my dude
these are the only piles of meat I'd fuck
like legitimately
I've tried living women, men, nothing does it for me
this unholy attraction
it makes me feel so good I can't even begin to explain it
I wish I could share it with others but they have to be visibly dead and that means not fresh
>>751955316
cook a chicken or a ham
leave a slab of steak out in the sun
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>>751955402
Hmm, interesting. So is there like a certain amount of decay you'd prefer in a body? Like pic related being the perfect condition? Or would a fresh corpse turn you just as much? Also, have you actually fucked a dead person?
>>751955631
So fucking knalry kind of beautiful in a way? Not in a perverted way but yea...
>>751955680
The visual isn't too bad, but I can feel the smell... Poor santitation cleaners. Good Lord.
>>751955555
and what a get
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Checked
>>751955641
pic related is perfect decomposition
bloated, skin slipping, blistering, hair and nails separating, eyes clouded, maggot riddled, clothes sticking, fucking gorgeous
a fresh corpse can't turn me on anymore. when i was young it did the job but as I've aged it's worked less and less. I wish things were still so simple
US law is law on 4chan so let's just say that even if I did anything to a corpse it would be blatantly against the rules and if anyone asks about anything that relates to anything against US law ITT I can't discuss it.
>>751955847
Your a strange one dude, how did you get into that?
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>>751955800
absolutely beautiful
I don't see dead bodies as anything but a fucking work of art
skin marbling is more beautiful to me than a statue carved out of literal marble
I'm probably not being very eloquent because i'm very, very inebriated but goddamn
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>>751955844
thank you, thank you
nice get to you too >>751955844
>>751954981
If you get turned on by this... You need some serious fucking help. This is absolutely hellish. Go see a priest and a hospital and a psyche ward.
>>751955944
I've been obsessed with death since I was a very very young child
like 4 years old
my parents brushed off the nightmares I frequently had about killing people and mutilating their bodies
I'm not trying to be edgy I'm being 110% fucking honest here
as I got older and went to a lot of funerals I just became fucking obsessed with death
couldn't get the corpses out of my mind, I was infatuated, practically in love with them
it's just gotten worse as I've gotten older, it's all I can think about if I'm not preoccupied
I've been through a lot of therapy, tried getting myself chemically castrated, done exposure therapy and a lot of other extreme shit but nothing can change your sexuality man
being completely legit here, talking to you all helps more than almost anything
>>751955847
And has it been always been a desire of yours? Was it triggered by something? Or always there? You mentioned you've tried living people, men and women, but they don't cut it. In an attempt to live a "normal" life, with "normal" realtions, or just to see what it's about?
>>751954981
How and what age did you notice your fetish?
>>751956072
see >>751956121
btw
one time I did go to a priest
he told me he couldn't help me
just straight up
I've been to several institutions, they misdiagnosed me and threw me out
the most help I've ever had was from my current psychiatrist from a solid year of exposure therapy to help treat my OCD (I have intrusive thoughts about this shit on a daily basis) which has helped enormously, but hasn't helped my sexuality. it runs too deep
>>751956161
it's always been there. I was never attracted to living boys or girls. I faked interest in them and was secretly disgusted when they held my hand or kissed me. I always wanted the dead
I've had boyfriends, girlfriends. tried friends with benefits, flings, one-night stands, casual relationships, serious relationships. tried indulging in other fetishes too. tried everything in the book. tried every fucking thing I could think of. nothing worked.
after years and years of therapy and medication I'm in a stable, sexless lesbian relationship with a woman that loves me, but she can't help me sexually at all. it's so fucking sad man, she deserves better than me
>>751956247
I don't think there is any help for you. Or as much as there is for pedophiles, homosexuals, sexual sadists ect ect. It's ingrained in brain what we find desirable. Not that it makes you less of person in any way.
>>751954981
Don't you get an infection of some sort?
How do you avoid that? You use condom every time or what/how?
>>751956425
Wowowowowowowowow your a chick????
>>751956425
>lesbian
>OP is a girl
Well that's a fucking plot twist.
>>751956221
I noticed it, really, for the first time, when I was 6 or 7. I fell in love with a corpse in an open casket. I tried staying near the body much much longer than was appropriate and my mother had to pull me away.
While all of the other kids were off playing during the reception I went back to the area that the body was at. I spent as much time as I could there, terrified, before running off. I was fucking obsessed afterwards.
then the first time i masturbated was during an argument my parents were having about not wanting to go to any more funerals (I have a very large extended family). my father was describing a body in very vivid detail while I was in the guest room. they didn't know I was in there while I was touching myself
I don't want to talk about it any further than that
>>751956467
yeah I completely agree with you, I don't think there's anything that can really be done about it. thanks for the kindness though.
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>>751956584
biological woman (female)
it's uncommon but not unheard of
unfortunately the only female necrophiles that are really documented are fucking abhorrent excuses of people
>>751954981
Looks like she has a cheese fetish. Perfect girl for you OP!
>>751956718
did you drop your image or was this a very unclever observation about how coagulated human fat looks like cheese
>>751956717
Well OP I want you to know that when I die of alcohol poisoning I give you permission to fuck my dead corpse.
>>751956717
Show you boobs please? For your fellow anon I don't care if your fat I just want to see them I like you.
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>>751956247
I know about this accualy. I went have a friend who is a proffessor about brains, nerves n' shit. It is the same about rapevictims and torture victims. It is so shocking for the brain to see it, so a couple of things can happen, It can run out of adrenaline or fear producing chemicals, so it starts to send out pleasure signals instead. (Sorry for very poor english). Or the signals can be misread and mistaken, starting a fetish. Or the brain can do it in very traumatic instances, to make you start liking it instead.
Prayer can help though... To tell you the truth, I think only prayer can.
I was healed from Panic attacks, OCD, BDD in one week. Haven't had any of it since then, my brain became completely new. Before that, I ate so much fucking medication that I wasn't allowed to eat more, my liver wouldn't be able to take it.
>>751956827
thank you
do you consent to further mutilation or is strictly loving cuddling, kissing and spooning on the table?
>>751956838
I'm extremely thin (105lbs 5'5'') but I absolutely cannot show my tits. I'll talk about my abhorrent sexuality all night but doing something sexual with countless living anons is out of the question.
I like you too anon I hope you don't take this the wrong way
>>751956792
Oh and this one looks like an excellent blue cheese! If you ask nicely they might do a three way
>>751956862
fuck off you christ nut. you're worse than the corpse fucker
>>751956717
Fact that you're a female, raise another question in my head. A male, we could all imagine could put his dick in whatever hole he could find in a corpse, but a female. How would you actually get off with a corpse? I guess theoretically you could rub up, or use whatever parts of a body for sexual pleasure as well. Is that pretty much the gist of it?
>>751956944
>do you consent to further mutilation or is strictly loving cuddling, kissing and spooning on the table?
Lmao I don't give a shit I'm dead.
You should post a pic though, doesnt have to be tits.
I'm genuinely curious. I have a feeling you might be drop dead gorgeous, seems like the really attractive ones are into that weird shit.
>>751956862
I'm going to be frank anon
you sound like an idiot
like an illiterate idiot that's been spoon-fed faith because whatever you're suffering could be helped with something as simple as believing in yourself
I have been diagnosed with bipolar type 1, OCD and necrophilia
I take a mood stabilizer and an antipsychotic for my mental illness and have gone through years of therapy to live with my paraphilia without ruining my life
I spent years in my youth at monasteries, temples, churches, praying and studying and trying to seek some sort of refuge and you know what?
anyone that I talked to about how I felt told me that I was a goddamn monster or that I couldn't be helped
I know you mean well but your complete lack of understanding is insulting
>>751956610
tough shit. you're on /b/ so we demand you talk further about it you fucking freak
>>751956610
No need to go further. I am just curious how one can develop such a thing.
are you into violence, or just into cadavers?
>>751956717
How does a girl even have sex with a corpse?
>>751955518
lets play find the white guy
>>751957046
If this was before I became christian. I would have answered with a likewise angry comment. but that was taken away too. I used to be filled to the brim with hatred. ( I accualy started having problem sleeping because of it). but God took that away too.
Today Im very happy to be alive, and Im gratefull for being healed.
I still have alot of questions though....
Why me? Why not my friends? Why so much evil in the world (etc etc)
>>751957163
shut the fuck up. there is a need to talk further dumb cunt. OP tell us more about your childhood experiences and more weird creepy dead shit
>>751956944
Nope that's cool you've brought enough to the table. I just hope you stay sane ,you might have sexual issues but try your best to live a normal life who knows what's gonna happen at the end of it, I'm in it for the mystery of the whole thing ya know. Take care anon don't let the chemicals get the best of you.
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checked n keked
>>751957073
also interested in this, OP
>>751957073
as a female you can theoretically put anything inside of you or rub up against anything
hypothetically I could grind on a corpse, kiss it, cuddle it, cut off pieces and put them inside of me, etc. etc.
I dare say you have more liberty than a man. I don't have to open holes, I can just use what's already there.
>>751957103
I've been posting about this for over a decade on various sites- even though I know you all mean well, all it would take it one malicious person to doxx me. having said that I do consider myself relatively attractive. huge bags under my eyes and pasty skin but I get complimented daily on the way I dress and my appearance and shit. maybe one day I'll have the confidence to just completely come clean in public and you guys can see as much of me as you want.
>>751957317
shut the fuck up you christian pedo scum.
how does it feel knowing you're wasting your life devoting it to a dead kike for absolutely nothing?
you christians are worse than muslims.
>>751957143
if you must know my parents argued loudly for over half an hour about why they did or didn't want to go to another open casket funeral and I had my first orgasm listening to them describing the dead. I came so hard I literally blacked out and when I came to I was so terrified I laid there crying for most of the night and had no idea what was going on or why I felt that way for years afterwards.
>>751957163
I'm a sexual sadist and have (unfortunately) done a lot of harm to other people in the name of trying to find an alternative to necrophilia
I'm ashamed of it but that's how it is
>>751957274
see >>751957390
in the name of posting faster I'm just going to dump gore now
>>751957390
do it today you fucking pussy cunt
oh my god the edginess in this thread is unbelievable. its like I'm in high school all over again.
>>751957282
not gonna happen since that was from some 2004 tsunami in the indian ocean
doubt anyone white is in that
>>751957626
what have you done to others you wackjob?
come on spill the beans goofball we're waiting...
>>751957678
TRIGGERED
>>751955847
Never knew Necro's where into decomp and gross shit. *The more you know*
I can't even handle smelly pussy, you're a champ, /b/ud!
>>751957390
>I dare say you have more liberty than a man. I don't have to open holes, I can just use what's already there.
Touché!
Thanks for answering all my questions. Interesting to say the least! Hope to catch another one of your threads, if you make one. Have a good weekend.
the only thing i can think about is the people who have to clean up this shit
>>751956072
Newfag
>>751957626
OP, have you ever watched the Rob Zombie films House of 1000 Corpses or The Devil's Rejects? I feel like you would appreciate them.
OP I would also like to say I think you are a beautiful soul in the most weird and deranged way possible.
>>751955316
acid or boiling it
>>751956717
holy shit youve been here before!!! hope things have improved since last time
>>751957136
You are right about somethings, and wrong about some.
Im not an idiot, even if I sound like one. (sorry english isn't my first language). I have a very high IQ, above 135 certified for MENSA.
Bipolar, OCD and necro seems terrifing. but did you read my entire text? I was sick more than half my life. I stopped believing in God, because nothing happened when I prayed or went to Church. And the last summer (about 7 years ago)... Jesus, everytime I just think about that for more than 2 seconds I get goosebumps and shivers. It was a living nightmare. and I prayed to God, asking for forgiveness. Took a bullet, wrote my name on it and said to God. If you want to heal me like it says in the bible, please do. I give it 7 days.
During this week everything happened at once. And I got healed. No more Panic attacks, no more OCD, no more BDD.
I also believe that in some cases, medication and therapy works just fine. but if it is realy severe, I believe that God only can help us.
but I don't know why he doesn't with all of us?
It is strange and confusing.
I wish that you can get well, if that is what you want. And I wish that these curses (supernatural or not), will be lifted of you. and that you will get a wonderfull happy life. I truly wish this, and I can pray for you tonight if you want.
>>751957361
thank you so much
seriously, it means a lot to me. best of luck to you in everything you want to do too anon
>>751957678
do you consider something edgy if it's something that a person is completely preoccupied with and has been their entire life?
>>751957722
my paranoia of being banned from /b/ is absolutely unsurpassed. just think general knifeplay, getting people to pretend that they're corpses, extreme BDSM, etc. all consensual of course
>>751957758
thank you m8 you're a real friend
c'mon you heathen bitch tell some more tales you maggot lovin' scum sucking putrid oozing vile sick sick piece of slime
post more gore, pls
>>751957759
happy holidays m8
>>751957794
I would pay to have their job
>>751957837
I revel in horror movies and have seen hundreds if not thousands. watching both of the ones you've referenced but I'm open to suggestions.
and thank you anon. I'm legitimately flattered.
>>751957870
thank you my dude. exposure therapy is a goddamn nightmare but I'm hanging in there thanks to booze and a lot of social isolation. probably not the healthiest of coping mechanisms but we're all gonna make it
>>751957565
sheesh man, what happened to you? Im surrounded by atheists, almost everyone of my friends, and my best friends are atheists. Most of the spew comments about religion should be exterminated from the face of the earth, but you come of even more angry.
>>751957975
shut the fuck up and stop trying to brainwash people you self important cunt. fuck off to hell already you kike worshiping cunt. you are a genuine idiot for believing that shit.
Have you seen the Nekromantik movies?
>>751957817
desu desu, /b was never good. millhouse can be meme now? man the harpoons
>>751957975
>referring to legitimate mental illness as curses
>believing that only a character with absolutely no solid ground can cure extremely severe, tangible illness that has documented treatment
again
I appreciate your positive sentiment but you are toxic
your beliefs are completely opposed to logic, reason, and actual treatment
you are a poison
your belief is a poison
what may have worked for you is actually detrimental to others
recognize that you are hurting other people by trying to enforce your BELIEFS and fuck off of my thread
>>751958037
alright alright let me take a piss and I'll regale you all with some tales from the sex offenders clinic I had to go to for a year
>>751958038
here you go anon
>>751958098
Thanks for the interesting thread, OP. Rare these days.
what if you catch the dead?
fucking a corpse can't be healthy
>>751958098
what exactly are they exposing you to? light, like with SAD?
>>751958132
the church is fucking monstrous. manipulates the poorest, most vulnerable people. rapes children. defrauds people. utter, utter vile fucking organisation. if hell were real, you'd go there for supporting that kind of shit. luckily when you die, you're worm food. like every other cunt
What makes one corpse more attractive than another? The state of decomposition?
>>751958330
SAD FROGS
>>751958290
>again
I appreciate your positive sentiment but you are toxic
your beliefs are completely opposed to logic, reason, and actual treatment
you are a poison
your belief is a poison
what may have worked for you is actually detrimental to others
recognize that you are hurting other people by trying to enforce your BELIEFS and fuck off of my thread
>alright alright let me take a piss and I'll regale you all with some tales from the sex offenders clinic I had to go to for a year
i think i love you
>>751954981
Pretty curious about all this. Without going into any detail how's your life outside your fantasies? Are you gainfully employed. Do you think people suspect anything off about you. Basically, if I saw/worked with you, would I think that you had these desires?
>>751957626
This must have felt like opening the front door and seeing the entire world gone. Unreal.
Mother was an alcoholic and father was always away at work?
Grew up in rural area, farms around, shit like that?
>>751958211
I have both of them downloaded to my computer and would stream them both for you all tonight if I didn't want to shoot myself so much for having this fetish
>>751958301
my pleasure anon, thank you
>>751958309
I have had countless blood tests and I am completely clean despite everything
>>751958330
I'll reply to this in my next post so I have an excuse to dump another image
>>751958165
I realy don't want to be self important, or come off as one. I'm sorry if that is how it sounds like. I'm just happy to be alive and not dead. and I want to help as many people on earth as possible to have as good lifes as possible (yes that includes fatties, niggers, kikes, nazis, antifas, muslims)
Told you already, am not an idiot. An the idiot argument doesn't hold, kikes are like the most religious and well educated on the planet. Also a wise person won't call another person an idiot, because he knows neither will gain nothing from it. If the person is an idiot, he will not apply any self reflectation afterwards. If the person is not an idiot, then you are just wrong.
>>751956247
so you don't kill hopefully, just use already dead bodies?
>>751958547
> if I didn't want to shoot myself so much for having this fetish
don't hate yourself for being different.
>>751958330
so with my OCD I have near constant intrusive thoughts about killing people and mutilating, then making love to their body
I'm not trying to be edgy
OCD is a cunt
at any rate, what we did for the last year was force me to regale in explicit detail exactly what the intrusive thoughts were and repeat them, out loud, over and over again
then I had to listen to recordings of that session at least once a day every day
every week
for a year
the exposure, forcing myself to dwell on those thoughts, on what bothered me most, forced me to recognize that nothing bad would happen if I didn't act on them. I conditioned myself. I desensitized myself.
now we're doing it for the traumatic shit I experienced from bipolar mania and that's a whole nother bag of shit that I actually won't get into ITT
>>751958678
i think OP's feelings towards herself is completely justified.
>>751958438
no no no
it's their specific decomposition
any corpse that's visibly dead and decomposed is more beautiful than the most attractive living woman
skin marbling
blistering
sloughing
bloating
maggot infestations
clouded eyes
receded hair and nails
seeping fluids
any of it
all of it
it's beautiful
I can't simply compare them, they're all beautiful in their own way
pic related is mai waifu though, the way she decomposed is just fucking unparalleled
>>751958639
shut the fuck up already. get off the fucking thread. christians aren't allowed on 4chan. go rape a baby or whatever you kike worshipping cunts do at church.
i don't even know what to say OP. this is very interesting, even though i'm a vanilla newfag. necrophilia is a joke to so many edgelords but hearing you explain it like you do, without the negative stigma is awkward. do you ever think you'll go to the point where you murder someone?
>>751958800
Why? She didn't choose it.
>>751955539
Couple of nice asses there.
>>751958807
post some really disturbing shit. and then post about the sex offenders and stuff please. i almost want to say you're doing god's work, but i really want that christian piece of shit to fuck off out of this thread
>>751958518
thank you anon
so as I was saying
>go to clinic, the meeting is literally in a basement
>a bunch of fat balding men and one black guy
>I am a white woman
>so is the """"therapist"""
>turns out I am sitting with 3 convicted child molesters, one dude who works at a children's hospital and has been convicted of hoarding CP, and one CEO of a massive corporation who is a chronic exhibitionist
>I refuse to say anything the entire time because fuck it if these guys ever recognize me on the street and say "HEY THERE'S THE CORPSE FUCKER"
>they spend the next hour talking about how much they love hurting children or making women feel uncomfortable
>I practically run out of there
>>751955460
Bad doggy...
>>751955539
I just don't get the appeal. They for one have dirty bums, no heartbeat and the warmth it brings, and a motherly touch
>>751955847
ALL I CAN FUCKING LOOK AT IS HEAD AND SHOULDERS!
Most successful advertising campaign ever.
>>751958989
damn. go into more depth about what they did/said?
>>751958545
I'm a manager at a respectable office. I run multiple departments and cover for the co-owner of the company when she's out. I earn good money, fully support my gf, have a good relationship with my family. I have a car, live in a nice house, and am going back to school in the next semester or two. You would never know that I am the way that I am just looking at me.
>>751958546
my father was a cocaine, weed and alcholic drug fiend and my mother is literally insane
mental illness all around
>>751959036
terrible advertising. her hair is greasy as fuck
>>751958807
Can I donate my dead body to you?
>>751958701
please describe some manic episodes. i dont mean to ruin your mood or whatever, i just want to know
>>751958989
do you like a certain corpses smell? how do you deal with that? Is there one you prefer over another?
>>751959096
you reckon your parents are the reason you are a necrophile?
>>751958807
you are fascinating, I wish we could talk about this over a case of beer irl
>>751958656
There's absolutely no way to answer this on 4chan
>>751958678
thank you anon but I have to
if I completely accepted myself I would be a monster
>>751958800
I appreciate this
>>751958838
absolutely not
I mean even if I was pushed to that point, where I am now in my life, I would rather kill myself than hurt someone else for the sake of my fetish. my temporary gratification would never be worth someone's life.
>>751958918
thank you
>>751958921
have some more
>>751955039
>that pussy
>>751958290
I used curse because I wanted to add severity to the condition. and as you might have noticed I put in brackets unnatural or supernatural).
Im toxic and Im poison? I don't understand why you say so? what is it that I stated that has any similar characteristics as poison? I don't want to enforce my belife. You don't have to believe jack shit imo. I just want you to be happy, get it?! If you want to live as an atheist that is totaly fine, and I do know that believing in God is "opposed to logic, reason". The bible says so about itself, and christians that do try to argue that it is logical to believe in the bible should read those verses. "We preach what is foolishness in the eyes of the world".
I realy don't want to hurt anyone, and if you want I will fuck off your thread. but what I said was true, I was on all meds and seen all doctors and psychiatrists and shrinks. nothing helped. So I turned to God and he did. Did you do the same?
Did the medication and shit work? Or even the Church? Didn't he tell you that it was "uncurable". He is wrong! I do believe with all my heart that God can help you. Ask him directly, and sincerly. and do it for a long time. One note is, you will be attacked spiritualy if you do. (wish somebody told me this before)
>>751959096
Well, I'm happy for you in that respect. Glad you're doing ok on the surface. I rarely post but had to say, really appreciate the honesty, Anon. Hearing from you is fascinating.
>>751958807
where do you find stuff, im not a necrophile myself but i still find human decomp interesting?
>>751959301
cancerous trash, pls go
>>751958984
disturbing shit?
>drive for 4+ hours out of the city in a manic haze
>it's snowing, dead of winter
>find an abandoned cemetery
>cry from relief
>crawl out of my car
>moonlight glancing off of the snow
>hold myself against a tombstone of an angel,stark naked, for what feels like an hour
>skin is blue from the cold
>masturbate until I nearly pass out
>drag myself back to the car and sob hysterically, still fapping, until I see a car drive by
>nearly crash in my hurry to drive away
>get home and sink into a depression so deep I nearly get fired from my job for missing so much work
>>751958547
aw dont kill yourself, loving corpes isnt bad, hurting people is, so as long as you're just into corpses that doesnt really matter, whatever.
>>751956944
It's fun to believe this guy has a raging boner.
>>751959226
Was thinking the same thing. Willing to bet a conversation with OP would be one hell of a wild ride. I mean, might end up being murdered and fucked but...
I love you OP. Not for molesting dead people (kinda hot tho), but the best thread on /b/ in long, long time.
>>751958301
Very interesting thread, I’ll give you that.
>>751959301
just ignore this piece of shit and it will eventually stop replying and stop existing. just like god.
happy fap...
Is/was your job being a mortician?
>>751959057
part of the treatment was explicitly to never disclose anything personal about anyone there, so with some respect to those guys I can't say anything more than bare details.
>>751959144
I sincerely wish you could. if I had a nickel man
like I said, maybe one day I'll have the courage to start a movement. there was a group in europe that tried a necro card thing years ago and were literally laughed out of court, but I feel like I might actually be able to make a case
>>751959446
i'm sorry to hear that. that's sad :(
>>751958436
This is VERY TRUE. The church is fucking monstrous. And they have manipulated the poorest people, those that they were supposed to help. And have sent the money away. They have been hiding pedophiles and defraud BILLIONS!
I agree with all of that. I do not support the church, and neither does God. When Martin Luther King read the bible, he saw it too.
Don't trust the church. But try to find someone who is christian or a priest with a sincere heart. I went to like 8 churches (buildings) in my town before I found one that was good.
OP, I'm curious.
Have you met anyone else who is in the same situation as yourself? Or at least someone else who shares your necrophilia?
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>>751955847
More of her please? Or any pics detailing worms infesting the face/genitals?
>>751959587
I second this
>>751954981
At least you're not a pedophile. Cause that would be disgusting.
>>751957046
You're furthering his point. Every fucking thought you have has god in it. You've abandoned your humanity, your impact has been greatly minimized. There is only ONE of you and that's all there will ever be. Don't be one of millions spouting the same shit, you're obviously too intelligent for that.
>>751959446
Does it have to be a woman though, or does a male corpse turn you on as well?
>>751959668
you tried to make a funny
but in reality
you're a real fucking faggot
>>751959529
>>751954981
>>751959096
I'm the anon that asked about your parents and setting growing up.
You said you've spent countless hours in therapy, so I'm sure it's not a shock to you, but death is permanent. Kinda the opposite of what was offered to you your entire life.
Just remember something, we (people) can hate ourselves so much that when someone really sees us and falls in love with us, the sight of them will disgust us. Because, who would love something as awful as me?
Find your value, it's not in your sexual preference.
>>751958818
sigh... did you even read a single line of what I posted?
>>751959172
it will ruin my mood but this thread has been extremely cathartic and I want to make it back up to you guys
mania is like being set on fire
mania is like being possessed by your worst enemy and then becoming them
mania is fucking hell man
when I'm manic, I abandon any desire to take care of my body. I can't eat, I can't drink, I can't sleep. all of my inhibitions are gone. I talk a mile a fucking minute. if the slightest desire crosses my mind I HAVE to act on it. this means a nightmarish, life or death, no exaggeration, fucking struggle to not break the law and ruin my life and countless other people's lives.
the absolute best manic episode I ever had was when I lived in a cockroach and rat infested house in new york. I was possessed with the desire to clean. I ran (literally ran) to the corner store, bought most of my available funds in bleach, gloves and masks. spent three solid days scrubbing the house with steel wool and when I was done I told my roommates to not let me out of my room for any reason. I pissed in jugs and didn't eat for a few more days until it passed.
severe bipolar disorder is a living hell and anyone that trivializes it or makes fun of it is either grossly ignorant or should be shot on sight. fortunately I am on a good dose of lithium now and haven't had a manic episode in over 3 years.
this thread is fascinating.
the only thing i can't get over is the godnut posting.
believes in god.
posts in a necro thread.
sure thing HAHAHAHA
>christian
>/b/tard
pick one
this troll is trying way too hard
>>751959790
neither did anyone else.
now fuck off, nobody is falling for your shit.
>>751959174
I have a very poor sense of smell but I love bitter, strong, sour, and decomposing things. I love taking out the trash and leaving fruit out to rot and above all other things I love the smell of human decomposition. jesus. it's lewd thinking about it anon
>>751959223
they're a part of it, but I know it's just a part of me. the core reason is unexplainable. it can't just be them, it can't just be my environment. it runs too deep.
>>751959226
>>751959485
drop an email or discord or something anon. I'm shit conversation while I'm doing this exposure therapy but I'm always down to talk about this stuff.
>>751956944
>>751959762
>>751959529
Would you like being exposed and used postmortem like that?
You are perfectly fine boy, let nobody tell you otherwise. Rotten corpses need sweet loving too.
>>751957136
Not bad there, but if we're playing the diagnosis game, can you beat ASD, BPD, clinical narcissism and cannibalism? Oh, I also have arthritis. Your turn ^_^
>>751959304
thank you
>>751959324
liveleak, documentingreality, bestgore, cutedeadguys, etc. etc. look around and more will come to you. there aren't nearly as many resources as there were a few years ago but there's still plenty.
>>751959456
thank you anon
sorry if I'm falling behind on replies but I really like responding to everyone. keep the thread alive dudes
>>751959790
not worth the time to read, fuck off
>>751959806
well, thanks for answering. im not lying when i say that i think there's nothing wrong with you, and that you should be able to fuck a corpse if pre-death consent was there. but social constructs, man. they suck ass
>>751959500
>>751959517
thank you so much anons. I appreciate your bump, keep posting if you like what you see!
>>751959529
wew lad that's way too fresh for me. I appreciate the sentiment but she looks like a beat up living woman, not a corpse.
>>751959542
I've tried being hired at funeral homes before and they wouldn't take me. now I'm going to school for forensic pathology. they won't be able to refuse a fucking doctor now will they.
>>751959962
Morality is so far out the window already, dude... I agree tho. That's just fucked. If that was my sister, I'd hunt that cunt down.
legally no one owns their body once they die. consent isn't an issue.
just necrophilia itself was made illegal i believe?
kinda stupid
>>751959940
I thouroughly enjoy sour things. Anything sour, salty, it's the best yo, if you had to describe smelling decomposing how would you do so?
Also as a woman, feel free to take my corpse~ I've always wanted to be in a lesbian relationship.
>>751959552
thanks anon
fortunately I've come a long way from there
>>751959587
>>751959655
no
I've met other necrophiles but they all have other fetishes, none of them were exclusive and even the ones with other fetishes didn't like bodies as decomposed as I do
it makes me feel very alone with my fetish but what can you do
>>751959633
oh my god I never thought anyone would ever ask!
fucking dumping
>>751959962
Nevermind, missread.
can you describe the smell of a decomposing person?
OP is absolutely goddamn fascinating.
You mentioned you haven't caught any diseases from your exploits. Are there any measures you take to prevent this? Or are you too caught up in the moment to think about it? Has it just been pure luck thus far?
You sound chill as hell.
>>751959940
I'd never leave my email here but I appreciate the offer. Being a firefag I see more decomposing bodies than I care to think about. Tons of stories. I'll be sure to always keep an eye out for your threads. You got some demons but I'm glad this helps. Don't beat yourself up too much. We're all a little touched.
I wish you the best of the lucks, op. Your thing sounds serious, I hope you find joy in something else asap
>>751957136
This reminds me of when I was little my dad took me to a body farm out somewhere in rural Texas. It's not as exclusive for me as OP but I've had a thing for decomposing things ever since. Esp. when there's maggots and beetles filling it up from the inside out.
>>751959668
my dude I feel extreme pity for pedophiles
my paraphilia is ignored by society and for that I am immensely grateful. but pedos are demonized and persecuted and given no sympathy, even the ones that don't want to hurt anybody. I pray that one day they can all get the help that they need and we can greatly reduce the amount of children hurt because they can't get help.
>>751959729
I love male and female corpses. transsexuals work too. so do hermaphrodites or people with mutilated genitals or asexuals or whatever! everyone! all corpses! I love them all anon
>>751960164
This is beyond fucked.
this is proper fucked mate.
>>751955518
Where was that taken?
>>751959762
this is honestly turning me off, she's too fucking fresh
>>751959769
>>751959983
thank you anon
>>751960019
here's the full list:
>bipolar type 1
>severe OCD
>paraphilia NOS (necrophilia)
>juvenile arthritis
>keratosis pilaris
>astigmatism
let us not forget all the shit I was misdiagnosed with which runs the gamut from depression to antisocial personality disorder
your move kaiba
>>751960443
>asexuals or whatever! everyone! all corpses! I love them all anon
Are you into animals too, or just people?
>>751959686
"You've abandoned your humanity?"
Well, let me clearify, I was raised Christian. Ditched my religion around 14 because nothing happened and I believed God couldn't help me defend myself, had to be strong. Started martial arts, weight lifting, joined homeguard youth, learned online how to make poison, bombs, molotovs, thermite. Became more and more facist/racist. Joined nationalistic youth party. Started to hate the country and most of it's inhabitants, started to hate people who weren't very clever, started to hate fucking almost everything and everyone. Wanted to murder half of the fucking world, could only see faults in other people. Then bam, too much adrenaline and then started to get realy sick. was sick for 10 years. Then asked God to save me, he did. And he purified my heart.
I have some serious issue with religion, and my own beliefs. Hell for example, as described, is imo so fucking sick and evil, I can't even think of it. Even when I was a nazi, I wanted to gas people, but that was enough, didn't want to have them tortured forever.
I'm not one of millions.... Im very alone.
I got healed but I don't think I deserved it, and I have lost so many years sick, I lost most of my friends, they are very far ahead now, and have families, houses and cars. At church Im alone because everyone keeps japping the same thing, God is all good and everything, Jesus is perfect. I have many thought that they wont discuss or think about at all.
>>751960089
I hear you dude
I desperately wish there was a body donor program for necrophiles
just think of how much suffering it could alleviate
>>751960195
it's legal in many states and countries but if you're found with a body you're usually prosecuted under some arbitrary law. it's fundamentally offensive
>>751960611
WHAT DOES POT OF GREED DO?!
>>751960611
deleting the post with the email shortly, if you want to grab
>>751954981
>>751954981
after reading though this thread i seriously need to watch some cartoons or a feel good emotional movie.
This is really fucked. I know there are people like you in this world, and worse but... fuck this i am closing out /b for tonight
>>751956944
im dead ghost, my body is in bad shape right now, my sould is writing
post boobies
welcome to /b/
traps = mentally ill men
necrophiliacs = perfectly normal, deserves affection
good luck on your therapy op
>>751960751
Whatchu mean dood? This quality content dood!!
>>751960201
>>751960290
have you ever smelled rotten fruit? it's a cloying, sticky, slightly sweet smell but there's something darker and deeper that sticks to everything and stays in your nose and is absolutely indescribable about it. maybe try putting some steak and fruit in a sock under the sun for a week and smelling that and you'll get a feel for it. or just a rat or something if you can get your hands on it, but it won't be as pure as a human
>she's a girl
I'm really glad another woman was in this thread tonight, gives me some hope
>>751960321
sending you a message in just a minute m8o
>>751960701
ok so since you are grill you cant have sex with bodies, sooooo
you are just not dangerous psyho
>>751960841
The traps are the same old shit every thread. Spam all over, and over, and over again. OP got a personality, and doesn't have a hostile approach to questions.
>>751959940
discord: /gtFwyb
I'd be elated to further our conversation, anon.
>>751959301
shiteatting faggot retard
>>751960341
I mentioned I have OCD
even with the normal sex I had I used birth control and normal contraceptives and made them pull out
I'm fucking thorough m8
fucking thorough
>>751960361
thank you dude. post some stories sometime, I'd appreciate it.
>>751960382
I really am digging the new animal crossing pocket camp and gothic lolita my dude. gothic lolita fashion is the shit. I get to wear coffins and have normies compliment me on it, what more could you ask for?
>>751959860
I was here because you were my only friends when I was sick. and now when Im well again. I love you! I want you all to have the best lifes possible. and I want to encourage people who feel depressed, and cheer them on. AND NO YOU DONT HAVE TO CONVERT TO CHRISTIANITY.
The only thing that realy stopped was me participating in raids on people.
>>751960881
Made an email to chat with you, [email protected]
I'm glad my being here gives you hope
You mind if they fat or skinny, black or white or whatever?
I mean does it make a difference for you?
Would you kill?
>>751957989
Let's see a non sexual time stamp then
>>751960404
tell me more please
>>751960577
reverse image search my friend
>>751960622
god no
only people
>>751960739
>>751961042
thank you my dudes, will hit you up shortly
thread is moving so fast so please forgive me if I can't talk until it 404's
>>751959937
stop trolling
>>751960290
Not OP but depending on the state of decomposition their smells can range from a sweetish, rank and nauseating aroma similar to a feezer full of rotting meat, or kind of a stinging, strong garbage smell that fills your mouth and makes your eyes water. Personally I prefer the first kind of smell
>>751954981
MODS MODS
>>751961159
sending you an email too anoynmiss, ty
>>751961167
must be thin, average or chubby. morbidly obese doesn't show bloat as well and is repulsive. same with dark skin, doesn't show marbling as well.
in an ideal world where killing people would have no repercussions I would but obviously I have a conscience and would never end someone's life for my own temporary pleasure.
>>751961310
Shh!! Mods are asleep. Let them sleep off their thanksgiving dinner, anon!
>>751959940
Damn my necrophiliac friend, I’d buy you a drink any day of the week. I hope you learn not to hate yourself as much as you do. Good luck out there
this thread genuinely made me sick, this hasnt happened in a long time, this is so fucked
>>751961445
second
>>751961353
Sweet, I look forward to it.
*AA
>>751961445
Welcome to /b/
>>751961373
I'm a beer kind of lady but I'll accept whiskey and vodka
all of you /b/ros being so cool and understanding has made me feel genuinely better
thanks again for the well wishes my dudes
>>751961445
oh silly newfags
this image is for you
>>751961486
sent a reply my dude, looking forward to it
op is always a disgusting fucking faggot
it's been so long since I last posted on /b/, are we at the bump limit or should I let the thread die? i'd be down for one more if you guys are interested. still have a few hundred more images to go too.
>>751954981
how many corpses have you fucked?
>>751961513
Word, start another thread one of these days so we can chat more!
>>751960697
I didn't link that properly. I meant to say that about the SJW. I feel that losing oneself to a 'god' type of delusion is embarrassing and a waste of perfectly good brain. Humans have better things to do than dunking babies in a bird bath and praying (hoping lots and lots) that things will get better.
Sorry if that was misdirected, I'm here in support of the atheist camp just to be clear.
>>751960841
It's not the fact that OP is a necro. It's the fact that they're being genuine. /b/ respects sincerity.
>>751960701
This is getting much closer to my taste.
>>751961815
how's this?
waiting for one or two more people to suggest a new thread before making one
>>751961856
Start one
>>751961856
New thread! *AA
>>751961513
Take care anon, I wish you the very best. Don't give up hope. Remember that you are a beutiful person, and you are not forgotten. I hope that if you take my advice to talk to God, that he will listen and heal you too.
I have rewritten this reply so many times, I don't know how to say it without making you upset or get some kind of feeling that Im trying to push my religion onto you or anything. I just want you and all anons here to have a good, and wonderfull life. I truly mean that.
>>751961947
God will tell her to jerk off more corpses lol
>>751961924
>>751961928
here you go anons >>>>751961988
>>751961205
Bodyfarm anon here. I was around 7-8 at the time with my two other siblings, only me and my dad were the ones who weren't scared and disgusted. We just walked around and observed the decomposing bodies for a while. There were a lot of trees around so the breeze let me get a good whiff of the air around us, I remember loving the smell of all the bodies and I kept breathing it in with a dumb grin on my face. I specifically remember a female corpse that was bloated and slightly sun dried, and she had little milipedes crawling in her pubic hair. Obviously our dad was not allowed to visit us after that happened, which saddened me, but that experience certainly taught me a few things about myself. Strange how we both ended up lesbians.
>>751962037
just to make it clear
new thread
>>751961988
new thread
>>751961988
>>751961988
>>751961988
>>751962054
god DAMN lass
please post more in the new thread I'm literally saving your post
>>751961742
ok.
Well I get that alot, what if I say that I do understand perfectly fine why people hate religion. but Im all alone... The christians don't like me because I love athiests, and athiest don't like me because I believe in that God healed me... Jesus, this realy fucking happened! Im well today. I can go out, I can do anything! Im so happy about that but... ah fuck it. Gnite, it is very late here. Take care everyone.
>>751961856
Excellent thank you. Here's one I've been fapping over a bit.
>>751962279
but this is photoshooped anon
>>751962299
her too
>>751962344
and her
>forensics have access to women corpses and can do whatever they want
>>751962391
and her
>>751962421
pssst
anon
ppssssstttt
>>751961988
>>751962394
so you think people are really fucking dead bodies at the morgue as we speak?
>>751962465
this is how u get ur rocks off?
>>751962330
I am disappointed in myself. Have my apologies with a side of shame.
>>751954981
ayy its the cover to PISSGRAVE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GGZVmteppTo
OP someday i hope you can fuck my dead body :(
i think i might be turned on by like, almost rotted skeletal remains. not completely skeletal, but almost. dont quote me on that, because idk if i DO have it, but damn just the teeth makes my clit pulse.
im glad i aint the only fucked up one here lmao. i find death beautiful, disturbing, but beautiful. life truly is strange
>>751961711
Story?
>>751962557
no that's a living woman
that's how I continue this really nice conversation without the thread dying
because I like my thread unlike how i like my women
alive
>>751955402
Are you a mortuary attendant? Or, are you a grave digging kind, or even a serial kiler?
>>751962676
shut up whore
>>751962820
do you honestly think anyone on /b/ would answer any of this anon
come on
last call, not abandoning this thread, still going to read every post, but replying in
>>751961988
>>751961988
>>751961988
>>751955460
I like the post-autopsy stitching....
>>751960577
Phuket, Thailand
>>751956425
How do you penetrate? 2^•~``1
>>751962421
good fap
any more?
>>751963396
>>751954981
OP you're a creep
>>751958989
You are a legend Necrochan
Not sure if fascinated or fucking disgusted.
What the fuck is this shit
>>751963725
what is happening here, why is this woman not screaming bloody hell?
>>751954981
when did it get you sexually attracted?
I suppose you were very young for the first time seeing a dead body?
>>751964355
read the thread you fucking idiot
>>751963725
wow
>>751963914
Run over by a train. She probably isn't screaming bloody murder because of shock or adrenaline
> my paranoia of being banned from /b/ is absolutely unsurpassed
And yet, here we are, deep in a necro thread.
>>751955847
> The stories and information posted here are artistic works of fiction and falsehood.
> Only a fool would take anything posted here as fact.
Tell us what/who you fucked
MC necrophiliac where all my dead bodies at?
Crashing funerals just so that I can get a whiff of that
Decomposing bodies scent, my favorite aphrodisiac
Flat lining gives me a Pavlovian erection in my pants
Turn-offs include breathing, pulses, and signs of life
My turn-ons are rigor mortis, cold flesh, and suicide
If you're not stiff as a board, I won't be stiff and I'll be bored
>>751965124
she probably isn't screaming "bloody murder" because she is indian. also she wasn't murdered.
>>751964489
Fuck you, i dont have time to read it all.
I'm only interested in this.she has mental problems, it's my job to know and find out why. In the event that she can not satisfy her sexual needs, she becomes a predator.
>>751965460
you are a fucking idiot.
if you read the thread, you'd know not to post here if you wanted a reply
also she already answered that question already you thick fucking cunt.
>>751965460
If you were that concerned you would read the fucking thread.
>>751965344
What on earth is this garbage?
I never posted on a topic before. Im a fresh psychologist and I find you very intresting OP. I wonder if you would be willing to chat with me somewhere else so I can learn more to be the best therapist and scientist I can be so I can help my present and future patients.
>>751965876
you're a fresh fucking idiot
>>751955555
n o i c e
>>751965424
Clearly English isn't you first language
>>751966182
well it isn't my second, third, fourth, fifth, or sixth. i only speak two languages.
>>751965876
I'll be happy to reply to you in >>751961988 if you're serious.
