No feels thread? make me cry
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No feels thread? make me cry
>>700107443
>A girl I knew was a total attention whore.
>Never arrived to class on time and always made sure to make a huge fuss about it.
>Didn't talk to her all that much but i did have a few conversations with her.
>Her wrists had cuts and burns all over them, she wore t-shirts so she never hid them
>I asked her why she was hurting herself like that.
>She said ''No one loves me and my life is painful'' etc etc.
>''No one loves you? What about your parents or you boyfriend?''
>Answer she gave to me was something like ''They don't really love me'' or some shit
>Made a point not to interact with her too much after that, because she's an attention whore
>End of the school year she came up to me and asked if I wanted to go somewhere with her that Sunday
>I'm not good in these situations so I couldn't say no even though I didn't like her
>Sunday came and we went to the top of one of those tower car parks
>Just as we got to the top she told me that she wanted to be here as a witness to her suicide
>Oh shit, I thought, she was going to jump and she was going to force me to watch
>Had I know she was going to do this shit I would never have gone with her
>Not watching unless you do a flip, I said that to try and shock her into realizing this was stupid
>Complete shock was written all over her face. She had thought I'd try to stop her
>Ehh?! A-aren't you try to stop me?
>Nah, go ahead, If you really wanted to live you'd stop yourself
>After a while she got down off the edge
She walked up to me afterwards and tried to hug me with tears in her eyes but i told her I loved someone else, she asked me who and I told her to read the first letter of every line.
i really miss my girlfriend and cried today
>>700108396
top tier copypasta. good job anon
>>700108396
>o
??
I'm in love with someone who doesn't know I exist like everyone else.
>>700107443
That ass is soo perfect I may cry tears of joy!
>>700108396
Great stuff. Have a picture of a bear I saw in my back yard the other day.
Here you go OP
https://www. youtube. com/watch?v=mwGnCIdHQH0
im crying right now
>>700110319
did the bear murder any of your family?
I make shit money for the work I do, my ex that meant the most is getting married in March and really the only thing that's kept me from blowing m brains out is my dog
>>700111146
No, it dug through some trash and fucked off.
>>700111934
I feel you....
>>700109061
At least you gotten the chance to love her....
If you need a sad song look no further
http://youtu.be/VEpMj-tqixs
>>700113306
Listening to the soundtrack of Shawshank Redemption during The Brooks was Here seen gets me crying everytime.
I have been alone for 8 years and have been actively searching for someone who I could love and that could love me back. Met someone who I finally thought was a person I could be with. Turns out after many months of being together and building a relationship that she had no feelings for me since the beginning. It hurts more than it should because I had a glimmer of hope and it was stomped out. Because of this I am having a serious problem focusing on a new job I am about to start. If I fuck this up I really dont know what I am going to do, considering I will run out of money to live off of very soon. Idk if that makes you feel anything but its fucking me up right now.
>>700107443
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bEOB9V8PwYo
Gets me everytime
>>700108396
I don't get it?
>>700113714
Why not buy a gun and just go out with a bang?
>>700108396
>>700113847
Doesn'tattered just realised
>>700108396
kek nice job
>>700113847
You can't see*
I've been here for a while but never bothered learning about the whole > implying tidbit. So bare with this very regular post.
I'm a nobody. I haven't done anything special.
My mother stole my dead sisters money from me that I got from the insurance and kicked me out. Twice, leaving me homeless near christmas.
I've managed to pick myself back up.
Married, kids. Thought I was doin good.
Can't get a job above minimum wage. I'm 'over qualified'.
My kids hate me despite my efforts.
Living in some black trash ghetto where niggers throw trash everywhere and expect to be coddled.
Neighbor beats the fuck out of his wife, throws his 1 yr old in the yard when he's dopin up.
Despite my efforts, that cocksucker is still there. (Going through legal means).
My wife hates my guts and I'm always to blame for everything that goes wrong.
I wanna blow my brains out but I'm to much of a coward to do even that.
>>700111934
Why u dont just stop giving a fuck about your crap life and make it better? Instead of crying about it in 4chan.
>>700115566
not really the place for that, you're kind of defeating the point of these threads
>>700115566
4 doubles. Fucking privileged motherfucker.
Won't make you cry but lev is good at making you think.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6W2YIJyGMYQ&sns=fb
This is meant to be one for comedy purposes but I kind of feel this way atm
>>700115566
Wow, you're right, I feel much better.
Its called venting, you fucking turd.
https://www. youtube .com/watch?v=9BCg3OUjXxk
sadmaker.
>>700107443
This man has a crippling defect.
>>700108396
Nice.
Have this picture of a shitty batman toy.
Today I completely broke down and told the girl I love how I feel despite her loving my best friend.
>mfw I've destroyed any chance with her and alienated my friend a little.
>mfw I didn't even have a chance with her
>I feel like fucking dying /b/
>22
>no idea what i'm doing with my life
>friends are sociopaths and can't handle any sort of negative emotion, only talking about sex and success and being alpha
>Have nobody to talk to
>no job, dropped out of colege
>be at home 9 out of 10 times
>feel depressed, alone and confused
When will this end? I'm in this paradox of being too scared to look for a job and not wanting to waste my life away behind a computer. I feel sick, i think about suicide sometimes and how i am so alone.
>>700117699
Suicide is a viable solution. All you need is courage.
>>700117699
>>700117902
Stop trying to be edgy
I'm in love with someone who says she loves me back, yet I know she doesn't mean it. It's hollow when she says it. We used to talk for hours, now I'm lucky if I can talk to her for 5 minutes. We used to actually fucking talk, now she sends 2-5 word responses. This fucking hurts because she knows she owns my heart, but she doesn't give a shit. I honestly just think it's me...I could never make any relationship last. I'm a fucking failure and I'm just destined to be alone. I hate myself. I fucking hate myself like hell. I'm trash. I'm nothing.
>>700117634
I have been in love with the same girl for almost my entire life and the worst part is that she, like everyone, doesn't know I exist l
>>700118162
Tell her what you told us
>>700118153
Stop being a faggot.
>>700118162
I am in EXACTLY the same boat.
I know I'm here for convenience at this point.
Fuck you Lisa, I love you.
>>700118305
Does anyone know which one it was who died?
>>700111934
Your dog is your greatest friend right now. Dog recently died and I realized I have no one. I'm going to adopt a new one and give it the best life a dog can possibly have, in honor of Whipper.
>>700117634
anyone in this thread read my story about J and W (the girl and my friend) a few weeks back in another feels thread?
>>700118411
I'm afraid...
In the past week, I've woken up to find out about 3 people I used to hang out with dying from drug overdoses. The drugs were the reason I cut contact, since I didn't want to let the shit control me anymore.
It's been a weird few days of constantly thinking "How close was I to being one of them?"
>>700118584
I'm sorry, bud. I really am. I hope your situation ends up better than mine.
>be me
>some shitsuckin nigga call me up
>get my dick hard
>i got my piece right here an everything
>mfw he aint gonna meet me somewhere
>mfw that motherfucker dont even gimme an address
>>700118761
But at least you'll know, if it ends badly who cares, better now than further along the line
>>700119003
wtf slap that bitch ass motherfucker ai'nt nobody fukin with u gangsta G ain't that right
>>700118676
They need you as much as you need them. I'm sorry for your loss /b/ro
>>700107443
>be me
>32
>single, no kids, never married
>college graduate
Life doesn't turn out the way you had envisioned. No real reason not to kill myself except I don't want my mother to find my body.
>>700114768
saddest post so far. Fuck you all who hates dogs and posts dog kill videos in gore threads.
>>700118315
Kek
>>700118990
I just wish I had the strength to walk away. Goddammit noone else in my 26 years has made me feel like this.
>>700117930
this made me cry inside
Any advice on how to stop acting irritated, sad, paranoid and anoyed when being drunk? When i'm sober i act happy and am social, when i'm drunk i reject everyone and am negative.
>>700110319
Nice backyard. Do you live on a mountain village or something? What's life like there?
>>700118978
You're lucky. Accept it.
>>700119566
Just stop drinking.
>>700119066
I don't think I'm strong enough to handle the situation, brother...
>>700119298
dont got an address, so cant meet his punk ass nowhere. he jus talkin some bullshit over the phone and leave me hangin with my dick hard. dont even know who that shitsucker was. feels fuckin bad man.
>>700119803
You'll regret it in the future if you don't tell her now, she's just stringing you along, YOU MUST TELL HER
>>700119522
Fuck...we are in the same exact boat.
>>700118601
what's the difference?
>>700120153
I'm telling you, it felt like I was reading my own mind. I am thinking about starting a fight so she has a reason to leave. That's what she wants, I know it. A reason. Any reason.
>>700119823
fuck
>>700120032
Shit...shit, shit, shit. I'm a mess right now. I'll do it.
>>700120449
Cus I want to know, someone said but I forgot
>>700120701
Good
>>700120774
She hasn't responded to a message I sent at noon. It's almost 6pm now. I can do this...
>>700120923
hey man it's brave what you're doing
>>700120923
Do it, tell her what you told us
>>700120410
this actually makes me happy and reminds me of my san andreas multiplayer times
>>700119803
I wasn't strong enough either. I loved a girl, she wasn't the prettiest girl or the funniest girl but I fucking loved her. I built myself up for 2 whole years and once I finally decided that I was going to tell her how I felt about her. I learned she had gotten back with her ex who had already cheated on her twice. He didn't love her, but she loved him. What's worse is later finding out from an ex-friend of hers that she never loved me in the first place.
For 2 years I actively destroyed the chances I had with another girl who liked me, completely tore apart my friendship with 2 of my closest friends and nearly spoiled my chances at an education for the sole purpose of trying to woo a girl who never loved me once.
The last 5 years have been me failing to find a job, living on my computer and just barely making enough money to make ends meet. The only thing keeping me going is my dog.
Well... i have been in a couple of these threads talking about a girl these last few months, how she absolutely wrecked me because she made me make a decision that wasn't mine to begin with.
I'm just here to say I stopped talking to her, I don't want to see her anymore, and there's less of the hard days now. Some of them are even good. I guess I have something to thank a somewhat rough life for... it's getting easier to stop giving a shit. Especially when it's so obvious that no one else does.
I just wish that she hadn't told me she loved me... And I wish I hadn't believed
Might be blurred
If you sadbois want to share some music with each other feel free to pop in https://plug.dj/deep-space-nostalgia
>>700120923
>>700121241
Good for you anon. Keep pulling yourself forward, and this can be a tale to warn your future son and grandson
>>700121310
Shit I forgot the pic
>>700121423
Cut all contact with that bitch. She ain't worth it.
>>700121423
Well done /b/ro
>>700121380
... I have to register? I'll stick to pandora
>>700121636
I wish it was that easy.
>>700121423
You haven't done it yet have you? That's from Wednesday
>>700114768
Oh fuck my dog has cancer too and only has weeks left to live, had him since i was 8 and he has grown up and lived with me for over 10 years, fucking did everything with this dog, best friends forever
>>700121910
it's a lot easier if you find someone else to love. Still difficult, but it's the only way if she breaks your heart and you just come crawling back very time. Fuck that abuse
>>700121019
I haven't done it yet, brother. My b day is tomorrow and I kind of want the feeling of not being alone to be there, even though I'm most likely going to be alone.
>>700121021
Exactly as is?
>>700122027
I like that one, it gets a little gay at the end but it's still nice
>>700118553
these always get to me because it reminds me how fucking retarded the "problems" women have in the united states actually are.
Crying over being given compliments or treated like a lady. All of the rights that women in other nations would give their lives to have, our entitled cunts take for granted and have to make shit up just to fit in
>>700121147
Dang...so I really should go for it.
I don't know if anyone else is interested in me, though...I'm not much and don't bring much to the table.
>>700121910
It doesn't seem that easy... it isn't that easy... I know... you tell yourself that it'll be alright... that she'll come around... that you aren't lying to yourself... but trust me when I say: you have seen it coming, you know it's going to happen... make it on your terms, or you will never forgive yourself. It's not bad to look after yourself.
>>700107443
sauce?
>>700108396
topkek
>>700117699
Your 22 wtf. Get outside and do something. Make some new friends. Your 22 for Christ sakes
>>700118854
as someone with suicidal thoughts and horrible depression for many years, no friends, no girlfriend, no money/job/nothing, this actually made me cry because of how true it is.
I try to explain to my parents why I am up every night and can't sleep and when i explain I have nothing to wake up for they don't seem to understand.
And i'm no teenager. I'm 27 and my life is genuinely horrible.
>>700122528
Yeah go for it, tell her exactly that and if she rips you apart then fuck that bitch, just make sure she knows it's about her
Bump
>>700111934
I can't stop laughing at this and I don't know why
>>700123144
checked
>>700108396
Anmdahsitspnoatmmweahiissojssoshwntscfensa?
>>700123490
*and his name was John cena, that's what it says I couldn't understand it at first as well
>be me
>18
>have half a year before getting forced into the army
>sit in my room all day
>going to sleep in 8-9 am and waking up in 8pm
>wanting to kill myself from childhood yet never had the balls to either do that or doing anything
>every night i log into 4 chan and getting drunk while reading baw threads
>don't know how to tell my family that i want to kill myself so much, it also got really worse now that i have nothing to do all day long
i am afaird /b/ i don't know how i'm going to live my life or survive the month even
i know i am a spoiled little shit yet i still cant change
Today I saw the only girl I give a shit about. It was super awkward and I didn't tell her how I feel . If I don't see her in the upcoming weeks I'll probably never tell her because she's going out of town and I'll be alone forever. I had to choose between having a really bad time with the group we were in in order to have a chance of telling her or have a blast with one of my best friends that I haven't seen in months. I choose my friend. It was fun but I'll probably die alone.
>>700119823
you can over dose on anti depression meds? FINALLY IM GONNA GO DO THIS RIGHT NOW
Didn't see my gf for a month and a half this summer because she went on vacation with her extremely religious (missionaries) parents in europe. Thought I'd get to see her nonstop this summer since she's a teacher... Nope. Just see her once a week now, which is even less than when she was actively teaching. I know she's not cheating, all her friends and family just discourage our relationship because I'm not a jesusfreak. Doesn't bother me, but she cries all the time about it; dunno what to do aside from break up with her. I love the time we spend together, but she's too weak to just manup and not let their disapproval stress her out so much. Sucks
>>700123338
no not Tanicha
>>700107443
she got ass tumors or some shit
>>700123866
Just stick with it
>>700122528
Why do I get the feeling this is an online relatinship?
I go to sleep every day wishing I don't wake up
And I wake up every morning wishing I didn't
> Be 8 years old
> Not really popular
> Made friends with a popular kid
> His friends ostracize me.
> I take it, because "friends"
> 9th birthday coming up
> feelsgoodman.jpg
> Invite the whole class
> Have party at local arcade
> Laser tag, games, and bunch of cool shit.
> Wait for people to get there
> Only one person shows
> It's the kid I made friends with
> He tells me that no one else can make it
> We sit around eating pizza awkwardly
> Kid sees someone he knows there
> "Hey, can I talk to him real quick?"
> I tell him to go ahead
> They talk and laugh
> They go to play Laser tag
> I'm crying at this point
> We go home
> Dad says to not be a pussy about it
> Cry harder
> Mom and Dad fight
> I go to bed, crying
I later found out that the kid I was friends with only became friends with me because his actual friend was in Florida for two weeks.
tfw you realize no one really liked you to begin with
Anyone got the one about the kid who borrows his father's car just so he thinks he has friends? That makes me feel
>>700122297
I'm sorry, dude, that's rough...
>>700107443
some faggot get sauce on this
>>700124492
Shit I might hang on
>be me
> 25
>No gf for 7 years
>No sex for 5 years
> Haven't touched a girl for 2 years
> Been rejected 5 ' serious' times since I was 20.
> Been rejected 50+ times at discos\ clubs
> My mom says I am fat ( 173cm and 76kg)
> Starting to lose hope
Posted this a long while ago, I still suck at green text but I found it so I'll dump.
>be me 16 in high school
>A little over 2 months since my last gf I was angry, alone and pretty much battling with depression.
>I eased it off with boxing classes and sports
>Valentine's rolls around and gets me even more hurt seeing everyone exchange gifts and hold hands
>I didnt have anything planned for it anyway so I stayed in the gym all day
>felt lonely
>few days later 3 weeks before spring break
>going to first period with an overly excited teacher
>sudden class announcement
>at the front desk steps up a girl, brown hair, brown eyes, huge goofy smile
>teacher asks for her to introduce herself
>"hi my name is" lets just call her whitney
>heard a type accent most likely british
>since my last encounter with my ex I was still salty about girls
>I made up my mind at the time that I wouldn't speak to her and ignore her
>happens that my class mate was gone
>"just take a seat over there whitney"
>>700124116
Idk. She burst into tears when we were fucking last week because I was getting rough and it reminded her of her ex raping her. Can I just return her and get a less broken version pls
>>700122680
Believe me, if I had any worth within the world
I wouldn't be sat in front of my computer at 2 in the morning on message boards.
I wouldn't be paying all the rent, gas, electric etc and only having £200 spare for the rest of the month
I wouldn't be having to survive on spaghetti everyday because I can barely afford to feed myself, my dog and get living essentials
I wouldn't be a 24 year old virgin
I wouldn't have spent 80% of the last 5 years glued my computer screen
I would go to bed every night snuggling the woman I loved, not my dog
I wouldn't go to bed every night wondering where the fuck everything went wrong and how much of a disappointment I am to my family
I was a 7/10 before maybe an 8 at a push, now I'm lucky if I made a 5/10. No one is interested in me now. I have 1 close friend and a handful of others like me but the majority of them are weeaboos, I'm not one myself and tbh I only like having them around as comfort for being a social outcast myself. It hurts watching my old friends grow up, get nice jobs, move abroad, get married and have a family. And here I am in my room on my computer just barely getting by. I'm the basement dwelling faggot I always made fun with my friends at school. Where did my life go so utterly fucking wrong?
>>700123696
nigger do some pushups, increase the amount everyday and have 1 resting day a week, get into it, GET REALLY INTO IT GET THE BIGGEST ERECTION IN THE WORLD RAPE THE FLOOR AND COME BACK UP AS SUCH A NORMAL PUSHUP MOTION, learn to enjoy pain, this is exactly what i did and after i came back home my parents disowned me
>>700124709
Cont
>my buddy began trying to flirt with her
>wasn't going well at all
>still ignored her throughout the entire class
>we go to the next period
>next period came
>standing outside the door doing some reading in before a quiz that day
>she comes out of a corner looking lost
>for fucks sakes are you slow?
>I go up to her and ask her if she's ok
>says shes lost
>told her there's no way she's going to make it to class
>Tells me she's afraid of being put on the spot if late
>I say fuck it and walk her to her class
>we are on the 2nd floor and her class is on the 4th
>The whole time I was thinking
>why the fuck am I helping her out I'm not going to get shit out of this
>we arrive to her class
>I point to her classroom and try to leave immediately
>she tries to stop me but bell rings
>I become late and get extra homework
>after class I go up to the fourth floor to try and meet her again
>sees her lost as fuck
>goes over and asks her for her schedule
>She shows it to me and I ask my friend where the room was
>she says its her next period
>fucking great, I introduce them to one another and they go off
>I run to my next class
>a few classes pass by and its lunch
>I meet up with a few friends
>tell some jokes and go to the library to finish an essay
>almost done with an important paragraph when someone pokes my shoulder
>>700124622
i wish i would have 76kg
i have 172 cm and only 60 kg
>>700124825
Cont
>look over and it's whitney and my friend
>she says hello and I say hi back and she takes a seat next to me
>my friend leaves because she needs to do work too
>me and whitney converse for a while mostly about what I'm doing
>she says she's thankful for the help earlier
>I tell her its no big deal and that she'll get a hang of it After 2 days
>she smiles at me very widely and writes down something
>she hands me her number and says "whenever I need a hero I'll call you next time"
>confused as hell I change the subject to what her next class was
>the last 3 periods we had the same classes
>we pretty much spend all day together because the last 3 classes had no assigned seating
>we quickly become great friends and stayed that way through sophomore year
>she went to my thanksgiving celebrations, spent christmas together and all of summer
>fastforward to jr
>we were close as ever in the beggining of the school year
>we studied together, ate together and waited for one another after school
>we both began to take up sports later on and we filled up our time with classes
>I got a job and started to only focus on work and school along with some other sports
>she was in volleyball and softball and was doing her own thing
>as we talked less she started to hang out with other people
>more jocks and girls
>I didn't really care I was having my own things to deal with at the time
>Eventually homecoming arrives and she was asked out in a crowd by the captain of the volleyball team
>she was so happy and her face was so lit up she said yes
>as I was going to my locker
>overheard some girls talking about dumping stuff on whitney at the dance as a prank
>realized that her friends actually hated her
>the next day I go to my buddy after lunch (we will call him mat)
>hand him 100$ and tell him to buy a stink bomb and fill him in on whats happening
>>700124542
ruff
>>700117699
>Go out
>Find a job you like, it's difficult I know
>Work and save money
>Ditch shitty friends, only hang out with people who set into your interests and seek to better themselves for the future
>Realize they don't have all the time in the world to be fucktards and losers because they are working towards goals
>Work towards your own goals, save, do interests you love, meet more people slowly but surely
>Keep the ones worth keeping, forget the ones who willingly fall away
>Look to help people
>Do stuff that makes you feel warm and fuzzy inside
>Become part of a community
>????
>Spiritual profit
>>700124929
Cont
>fastforward to the dance
>me and 2 of my good friends signed up for clean up duty so we can stay in the same area as whitney
>whitney came in looking amazing really beautiful long red dress
>I stayed out of sight and went to get something to drink
>mat comes running to me telling me that whitney was being taken to a hallway
>all 3 of us go into the hallway
>mat takes out the stink in a water balloon and hands it to my other friend (call him ricky)
>we go into the hallway and see a guy holding a big jug of punch waiting in the corner
>Ricky hands me the bomb and continues to beat on the guy
>mat and I go further up into the hallway
>mat says he will wait to see if anyone else comes by
>I keep going until I see the jock and whitney
>I throw the stink onto the jock without thinking
>he began to gag and Whitney looked shocked
>the guy comes hurling at me
>wasn't counting on his strength and I get beat up
>he runs away gagging
>I get up
>before I could explain myself Whitney comes up to me
>pinches her nose and says
>"anon you ruined the best night of my life"
>"But they were going to hurt you and dump punch on you"
>"first you come here to the best night of my life to not only ruin it but to also tell lies? I don't ever want to see you again"
>she storms off to find the volleyball guy
>I stood there for a good few minutes until my friends came along and we walked outside
> Ricky said "this was the best night yet"
>they both patted me on the back and I thanked them both
>I went outside to go sit on the grass and look up at the moon
>suddenly mat comes running to me telling that they did it anyway
>dumped the punch on her and that the guys real date is beating her up
>I quickly bolted up and followed mat
Cont
>>700125233
Cont
>approaching the hallway I was punched from out of the corner by the volleyball jock
>I fell back on the lockers
>mat quickly tackles the guy and starts to beat on him
>I run to Whitney
>she's being kicked on the floor by a girl
>I shove the girl ripping her dress as she fell back and I quickly go to whitney
>the girl starts cussing and calling us losers
>she gets up ripping her dress even more showing her tits
>she screams again and runs away
>Whitney sobbing and wet hugs me and tells me how sorry she was
>we leave and see the jock on top of mat
>I give the jock a kick in the face getting him off of mat
>we all went to my locker and I give Whitney some dry clothes
>ricky went home and the rest of us went to mats house
>at mats house whitney apologized to me and we made up
>exhausted from the night I fell asleep in mats room
>when I woke up the next day mat and Whitney were holding hands asleep
>fastforward
>they went out through the rest of the school year
>I didn't know what to feel about it but I didn't want to be the third wheel
>I eventually told them both to fuck off and I spent most of the summer alone at work and working out
>in senior year me and Whitney started talking again
>mat got jelous and told whitney to not talk to me at all
>she didn't listen and we hung out more
>they broke up
>found out mat lied about homecoming being his idea
>roumers were being spread about Whitney afterwords
>I soon found out mat was telling the lies and I fought him
>beat him up and the rumors stopped
>me and whitney became closer than ever again
Cont
>be 18
>everything going bad
>grades suck, gf abandoned me, home life sucks, sister died a few years back
>get pushed over the edge by my dad over some dumb shit
>give up and lose it, think "I wouldn't want to live a life if it's full of this shit"
>take his .357 from a drawer in his room and put it to my chin
>blow my brains out
>wake up in a hospital a week and a half later with a headache
>disappointed all of my family and friends and even my friends' parents
>19 now
>still a useless piece of shit
What's up homos, it's shooty head boy wonder
>>700118162
Listen man, I'm in the same boat as you,
But just know that even throught the hollow "I love you"s that you hear, remember that there was a time when she meant It, and that even though you may not feel worth anything now, you have so much value. You are worth so much more than you can even begin to imagine. People love you, you have no fucking idea how much people love you.
I come on 4chan to try and get over my shitty past relationships, and for some reason it helps. So if anyone wants to hear me out I'd like to get some shit off my chest.
>inb4 bait
>>700122900
Brother... It has been done. Wish me luck.
>>700124162
Long distance. I'm in SoCal, she moved to NorCal. She said she was going to come down for my b day, but it's not looking likely.
>>700113714
Look at that soldier in the picture and realise that that nigger had fucking problems.
Stand up! Be a man! Face each day as it comes!
>>700107443
this girl's ass makes me want to vomit, I won't add to this thread. Fuck you OP
>>700125381
Last one
> I was still to beta to ask her out
>eventually I did and we were happy
>spent the seasons together and no one else mattered but us
>one day we suddenly stopped talking out of nowhere during April
>she tells me to meet her at a hill near my house
>on my way I pick up a crappy bear (all they had in stores at the time)
>I went up to her and gave her the present
>she was crying telling me that she had to go back to Australia
>told me that she wished I would have asked her out earlier
>I look at her and tell her that we will make the most out of the last few weeks we had together
>we spent everyday with one another every hour every moment I would made sure she smiled
>eventually she moved after grafuation
>we insited on trying a long distance relationship
>failed and we just separated
I soon found out she was going out with another guy, I guess it wasn't meant to be. I was depressed for a while but I had to accept it because there's nothing else that could have been done with the decisions we made. I since moved on, I'm still focusing on my life and what I want to do in life. I never heard from Whitney again.
>>700108396
you motherfucker
>>700125447
Brother...I'll hear you out. Your message made me cry a little.
>>700124492
Even if you don't, thank you for noticing me /b/ro.
>be me
>18
>my father force me to deliver newspaper
>we live in a fucking house that over 13 years cant be finished
>he forced me to help to building this house
>but i hate to live there
>he threats me to beat me and if i dont help he takes away my laptop,TV,...
>i had never a gf
>less friends
>i dont going out often
>i am dont happy with my life
>sometimes after the work i cry and cut myself
>and fall in depressive episodes
>>700124593
Even if you don't, thank you for noticing me /b/ro.
>>700124799
But the worst part is that you sit there and make it true. You let yourself get rubbed down into the rut you're in and make yourself less and less appealing, which in turn makes you do this in an endless cycle. I'm not criticizing you, I'm pointing out something you already realize.
Maybe it's time to stand up. To take a step towards what you know will benefit you. To not let this drag you down further like a plane on an imminent course to crashing. It's time to try towards making yourself that 8 again, to learn to love yourself again. It's hard, I know. Changing takes time. But if you start now you have more time once you are changed, and it's more easily reverse able.
Don't let yourself down. You have potential, you recognized it before. Recognize it again mate.
Take one step today, two steps tomorrow.
I just broke up with my gf now
>>700125948
add:
>i often thinks about suicide
>i hate holiday there i must work more
>>700125448
Good luck man
>>700119823
wow
>>700125955
It's fine /b/ro and sorry I must not have saved it
>>700107443
I'm a 22 virgin boy ,i kissed a girl once( not my mom ).I have never had a job ,my mom is working like a race horse to keep food for me and my brother. Dad ,left to make a family with some other woman but he got kicked out by her and now he's in deep shit aswell.I tried getting into college but my insecurities and my ego made me lose my mind and for the past 3 years I've probably left the house to hang out with the only friend that I have 4-5 times. I spend most of the time in front of the pc and my plan for the last 2 years has been to become a streamer. I've talked for 1 year and a half alone since no one was on my stream. Lately I've stopped streaming since I stream at night and I want to remake my schedule. It's 4:34 in the morning ,I'm still not streaming and I want to take the burden off my mother's shoulders.
>>700126182
literally why
>>700125646
Hey I remember this story, have you talked to her online?
>>700126606
It's okay. You know the one and you tried, that's what matters. Stay chill.
>>700121500
mighty
>>700124581
underrated
>>700126954
Do u stream on twitch? Ill come and watch you if you want
>>700125646
Keep going mate. Make yourself you'd ever wish to be with her by your side. Maybe one day you will meet someone worth your soul as much as her. Maybe one day you will meet her, in a cafe on the cusp of Paris. Either way, you both had a great effect on each other.
Make something in the sweet memory of love.
>>700126983
Nope, from what I heard she's engaged now. So I don't think I should go back.
>>700125826
For being a kid (6-12 y.o)who litterally cried himself to sleep at night at the thought of dying alone, I manned up and got into a serious relationship, it was fantastic. I was 18 she was 17 at the time. We went on some pretty great dates, I'd take her to the mountains and we'd go on hikes and talk for hours. Stay up laying on the edge of cliffs starring up at the stars. Looking at her filled my heart with happiness. We did everything together, she was funny smart and absolutely beautiful. She made me feel alive.
I bought her a promise ring, and told her I'd love her forever.
Her and I talked about family someday,
And for a guy who's only reason to be alive is to have a son and be a father, it made me cry everytime we talked about it.
One night she stayed the night at my place, we watched pulp fiction and layed in bed listening to wish you were here, when "shine on you crazy diamond part 2" started to play we made love.
14 weeks later of pur regular relationship things i get a call while I'm at work 500 milles away from her.
>cont?
>>700126956
she dont want me anymore, it was a distance relationship
>>700127158
Yes. It's either WoW or League.
>>700127233
>>cont?
Nah. We get the gist of it.
>>700127233
Go on. I'm lurking
>>700127224
Sorry to hear that, but what if she wants to catch up as well wouldn't it be nice? She might feel the same way
>>700127325
Cool what's your name?
>>700127325
Drop a link man, I'll be sure to drop by every once in a while
>>700107443
Watch Sintel on youtube. You will cry.
>>700127233
Yeah but I'm hoping it doesnt end bad
>>700127175
Thanks man, it's been a long time since I read it. Since then I've just been working hard. Unfortunately she's engaged now from what I've heard but I've been getting alot better and happier.
>>700126317
She responded...that she has to go and think. That everything was her fault...now I don't know what to do. Fuck my life...
>>700127598
tremblebeforeme
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NHOf3s70w-c
>>700127875
Are you>>700118162 ?
>>700127540
Maybe, I never really thought about that but who knows I think I'll leave that to time.
>>700126182
Talk to me man
>>700127944
I'll come and check you out when I can
You're all acting like depressing queers, how about cheer a bunch of anons up by finding sauce of the chick who looks like she had all of her fat injecting straight into her ass.
>>700128188
fuck off summerfag mlg kid
I had to make the hard decision to put down my 10 year old cat today and I feel fucking terrible. Tell me about your pets, /b/.
>>700128303
Don't respond he's just doing it for attention
>>700120636
the killing joke
>>700128080
Yes.
>>700128403
>everyone who isn't like me is doing it for attention
>>700127233
I answer the phone and it's freezing out, I'm working outside, its -25°C, it's Kim.
This is verbatum how it went down.
>"Hey, I'm at work, whats up?"
>"Joshua, I'm pregnant"
I could hear the tears
>"Really?"
>"I'm 14 weeks along"
>"That's great!"
>"I'm not keeping 'it' "
My heart fucking sank to the floor.
She wouldnt talk to me or tell me when she was going to have the abortion so that i couldnt stop her.
I begged her and pleaded with her to not do it, my parents were with me in case we needed support.
Every fucking night i cried begging god not to let her do it.
When it was finnished she called me and told me she couldnt be with me after what i did to her.
its been 6 months, and this is the first time ive ever opened up about it.
I swear i hear the voice of my kid saying
"I love you dad"
"Dont cry It's alright"
Fucking christ /b/ I'm sorry for the spelling mistakes.
>>700119369
thanks anon <3
>>700127275
lol im in the same boat and it sucks but if shes worth it shes worth the pain of dealing with the distance. my biggest fear is losing her, or us growing too far apart or her finding someone else: someone better...
>>700119566
sounds like you have some pent up feelings.
>>700111934
are you me?
Do you feel the feels listed in the pic?
>>700127875
Shit...responded to the wrong comment. >>700126309
Meant to respond to you.
>>700128689
No I'm actually doing sit ups while reading these.
>>700115165
>why did you get married without a job
>why don't try and do 2 jobs in order to move your familly to a better area
>why you let a kid and a bitch get under your skin
>Was seeing a girl
>We hit it off great at first
>She told me on like the second of third time we fucked that she was still hung up on her ex who cheated on her
>Hung out a lot, got drunk and fucked a lot
>She liked the rough stuff. Slapping, spitting in her face, choking, forcing her to bend to my will, telling her she didn't matter to me
>One night she flips out on me because I was sick and didn't want to drive out a 45 minute drive to see her while she house sit for someone
>Told me I didn't care about her and shit
>I reasoned with her and just let her be mad
>She apologized the next day and said she had outbursts like that from time to time
>I could deal with that right now
>We were hanging out listening to music
>She shows me a Bob Dylan song about leaving somebody or something. She knew the lyrics and which lines were important to her
>Took her to a garden party to let her meet my friends and she seemed like she had a great time
>Comes over the next week
>Tells me she is getting back with her ex
>I play it cool as the anxiety wells up inside me
>She goes for a hug
>I tell her its not appropriate
>She sheepishly leaves
>Next night get drunk
>Tell her she should have just told me over text she was dumping me so I could have went out and found a new fuckhole
>Feel bad about that
>Text her a week later telling her I was angry but I wished her the best of luck and that she deserves to be happy and I hope she found somebody that made her happy
I listened to that Bob Dylan song so many times. It was important to her because her ex cheated on her and it was a song about being treated badly. I was mad but i guess I should have been more in tune with her feelings when she tried to show me something important to her. I wasn't and it wasnt until after we were done that I realized she was so badly hurt by him that I felt bad.
She text me 2 weeks later hitting me up for sex. It didn't work out. I said no because I was just getting over being dumped.
>>700124492
>>700128801
It's ok I saw, at least she taking responsibility, but I think you should support her for understanding if she needs it that is, but make sure she's not using it to manipulate you
>>700128590
We understand anon.
>>700119823
If you OD on anti-depressants you just puke a bit.
>>700128590
So now I just grapple with whether or not I should kill myself.
My heart was ripped out of my chest,
And I can't get it back in.
>>700129217
How?
>>700129095
This makes me tear up every time, specially bc I know how happy my parents would be if I did the same. But I'm not that kind.
>>700129294
>can confirm
Doctors just laugh cause the lethal dose is litterally 2500 pills on average
>>700129364
In the future she might make mistakes and use that to make you feel sorry for her, shit like that happens, I'm not saying she's like that but Ik girls who try to pull that shit
>>700121423
This has got to be the saddest image in the thread. I don't get how girls can be so ignorant and careless
>>700109945
Same
>>700127859
Engaged or not, life is strange. Not saying hold out for her and just her or anything.
But again, life is strange. Anything can happen. We just learn to make the best of every moment.
It's good to see you going. Even just that is special. It can get others into motion with you, and that is worth every step you take in itself. Do good in life, not for yourself, but for everyone you might cross paths with. From the past, to now, to the future. That is what living is all about.
Thank you for sharing that beautiful moment in your life. Stay frosty
>>700128890
>why
>>700129279
Thank you, it feels great to get it out.
Thank you so much
>>700129619
Oh....I get you. But how do I support her? I'm horrible at this.
>>700129067
2 weeks later I hit her up for sex because I hadn't found anyone. Went on a couple of dates but I decided not to follow up. She was seeing someone new and that pissed me off. I told her it must be nice to just bounce around from dick to dick so easily. We argued. I told her what she did to me was shitty as fuck. I told her it sucks when you think things are going well and you learn you were just a place holder til she wasnt mad at her bf anymore. At first she said she just wanted a fling and thought I knew that. Then she admitted she felt bad about what she did. I implied that I would have treated her better if she was pretty (she was but she had body issues despite being pretty) and she just kept telling me to go fuck myself. I regret taking that jab at her but I never allowed myself to be mad at how I was used and I was just letting it all out then and there. I wish I would have ended it on the higher ground of telling her I wish her the best of luck. I wish she had just not hit me up after things went south with her ex and let me get over it.
All my old childhood friends no longer live in my town. My highschool friends are still here, but every weekend I'm always the one asking if we should hang out. If I didn't ask them all the fucking time, I wouldn't even end up going out. Made some other friends at my old work place, they're pretty cool. But they never invite me neither, unless I ask them if they're going out. They treat my nicely enough, but I feel like a bit of a joke as well, you know? I mean, I wouldn't be there if I hadn't asked. Makes you feel less appreciated. We all have one mutual friend that I went to higschool with, and not so long ago we were at a bar, outside talking.
We talked about nothing, really, until he mentioned "Yeah, but man. If you need to ask people to go places all the time, then what's the point? It sounds kind of sad" - it wasn't aimed at me though, it was more in a broad sense. And that's when I realized it, that's what I've been doing all along.
gay? I don't know man, I just needed it out. Went home with this cute girl this weekend, had a horrible sexual performance. It was my first time, she didn't know.
We ended trying twice, but had to stop both times because she was too tight, I guess from not being turned on enough? Texted her, she doesn't want to hang out again. She was really cool and I think I might have fallen for her.
Come back, A, give me a second chance.
>>700129820
If she ever needs someone to talk to or a shoulder to cry on be there for her, and if she does break up with you tell her that
>"I always smile when you text me anon"
>send her 7 texts over a period of a short and she responds to none
I DON'T UNDER STAND WOMEN
AM I AUTISTIC?
>AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
>>700129998
Got it. Thanks brother. I really mean it.
>>700126983
Do you have the screen cap of this story?
>>700118162
I know what you mean, was in a relationship with someone who did the same to me up until a few weeks ago, she broke it off in the end for no clear reason and still said that "she liked me". What pisses me off even more is that she even actually tried to start a conversation the next day. Why would that upset me, you might ask? Because ever since the beginning of July if I didn't say a word to her all day she wouldn't even try to start a conversation.
Still love her, and I am in a situation where I have to see her everyday so that doesn't help.
If you two are dating, dump her while you have control and clarity, which was something I should have done a long time ago.
Good luck anon
>>700130082
>girl gives you the slightest hint
>you go full retard
yes, yes you are autistic.
>>700130154
Goddamn, brother...I'm sorry.
>>700130116
No sorry, I can't do them on tablet as well
>>700130107
Np bro
>>700130423
Someone screencapped the first time he posted it I deleted mine
Bump
>Just turned 17
>The girl I like asks me out the day after my bday
>happiness.jpg
>First time I like someone for real
> I tell my best friend about it. Let's call him Johnny.
>Johnny had several gfs since he was 14. A true alpha.
> Relationship with gf goes well.
> One days she confessed me she suffers anorexia and bulimia.
> I try to help, I pick her up from the clinic every evening.
> I even talk with her mom about it, I really want to help.
> 2 months into the relationship
> We need to talk
>She says she wants to break up.
> She still loves her ex
> I am devastated
> She insists on going to my place
>My parents are away
> I am conflicted, I like her but I want to cry
> I accept
>We kiss and she gives me my first hi
> I am confused
> She wants to have sex, she's not a virgin, but I am
> I go grab some condoms
> I am confused, I want to have sex, but she just told me to break up.
>At the end I say no
> I could not sleep that night
>Spent the night naked, hugging her.
> She left next morning, I said bye and cried
>Fast forward 2 weeks
> I told everything to my good friend Johnny
>One morning she smells like my now exgf
> I say nothing, must be paranoia
> After class Johnny tells me he met my exgf at a party and they had sex
> He is sorry but they're dating now.
> Cut all ties with Johnny and my exgf
> Cried every night for months
>>700129878
"but every weekend I'm always the one asking if we should hang out. If I didn't ask them all the fucking time, I wouldn't even end up going out."
Sounds a lot like me. I hardly have any friends. The two I have hang out with each other a lot more than I do with them and they always exclude me from everything I do. And they wouldn't have met in the first place had it not been for me...
God, I'm such a pathetic loser.
>>700117699
>join marines
>kill sandniggers until you go home
>an hero
>>700130935
I'm in the situation you are
>>700129095
I wish my parents would have cared about me this much.
>>700124858
I am 178cm and 57.5kg lol
>>700119566
>stop drinking
>>700130935
I just wanna feel the appreciation of my company, I guess. I'm not really close with my family either even though they're good people, so I have this huge void inside like a black hole
Maybe we should just say fuck it and create our own reality and meet people who will care. But where are you gonna find those?
I am always here for the same reason, I can't feel shit and evaluating makes it just seem worse and worse.
I have no confidence in myself and just lie to myself that everyone doesn't want to talk to me and that's why they never approach me.
>>700130907
My first bj *
"He smells like..."
>>700123696
>join army
>kill sandniggers until you get your legs blown off by an ied
>roll wheelchair off cliff
>>700129833
This is literally me...... best friend of 15 years moved down to florida ( NY fag here) I made friends with one of his a few years back we've been close as a trio till said friend got into a relationship and I'm always the one to invite him out sometimes won't even get a reply feel like I should just sit home and sit in front of my screen..... then the random text to see how I'm doing if he hasn't heard from me..... also broke up with my ex recent (pic related) I work all day and when I get home use the time to sit and wonder... first time posting a feel sry for the shit tier
>>700132311
Fuck that bitch in the picture
>>700122027
This made me cry
>>700129655
I feel you
>>700132311
Was actually meant for
>>700129878
>>700108396
LMAO! AND HIS NAME IS JOHN CENA
>>700130154
(continuation because talking about the subject got me pissed off again now I need to vent)
To be honest it went down hill real quick, at the beggining of July we were pretty happy, hanged out atleast 2-3 times a week, which I know, ain't much but it ain't my fucking fault, because according to her, she didn't want to be one of those couples who were glued to each other 24/7.
Anyway, we hung out a few times a week, all was pretty sweet and such. The thing is, we rarely hung out like...just us. Everytime I wanted to do something together she brought the idea of taking other people too. I almost threw a fit when she wanted to go on valentine's day to see deadpool with like 5 people (including me), like I'm not the one that follows traditions to a strict point but we already have barely any alone time and one the one day that we're supposed to be enjoying ourselves, alone, you decide to bring other people in? I had to literally lie to people and convince them not to go just so I could have one fucking afternoon with her we just enjoyed a movie and hung out the rest of the afternoon. I lied to her, to her friends, even to some of my own fucking friends for god's sake.
Either way it was good then, we wouldn't really talk in the morning because we were usually awake up to 2-5 am texting each other so we'd just tell each other "good day" at 11am, we'd talk like casually during the afternoon because we both had shit to do, and when night came we'd pretty much talk non-stop.
(1/??) (that's right I'm telling the full story on how I was dumped for a stupid ass reason)
>Texting a girl I've been friends with for years now
>"Honestly, you'd be the best boyfriend ever" she says
>I continue small talk then I ask her if she wants to hang out tomorrow
>She says she cant, gives a long-ass statement about a fundraiser and that she has to baby sit the day after that
>Tell her it's okay
>Next day
>She updates her snapchat story, with some dude and her girl friends
>Not the fact that she lied to me that crushed me
>It's the fact she didn't want to see me
>>700108396
I wish you were dead
>>700130907
johny was never your friend.
both him and ur ex gf are worth less then an indonesian rupiah.
>>700129699
Thank you...It feels good to know there are others.
>>700132506
Yeah I know still a tad hung up on it though knew it wouldn't last but she was good in bed.... but didn't expect it to go out with such a bang also I broke it off the night b4 her birthday so I know she'll remember my as for the rest of her pathetic life
>>700133441
Haha good, she deserves it.
>>700133293
lol females suck
>>700133227
And then something changed, still don't know what, at this point doesn't really matter.
She started forgeting to even say "good morning" anymore, in the afternoon she'd text ALOT less, as in I'd tell her something at 2pm, she'd respond at 5pm, I'd respond like nearly instantly, she'd respond at 7pm. Nights were still fine for a while, but then instead of the more intense talking starting at 7 they would start at 9, then at 11, then at 12. And the thing is, I asked her about it and she'd agree on it and said we should fix it BUT SHE NEVER ACTUALLY TRIED TO FIX IT. Which obviously got me pissed off, and when I get pissed off I go into arguments easily.
We started getting angry at each other, mostly because I'd be upset at her just clearly not giving a shit about
me so I'd pretty much do the exact same she was doing and give 1-3 word responses because I didn't want to blow up
on her and go full apeshit. She got angry at that alot, and me being the idiot that I was, trying to fix the situation
apolagized, despite being in the right and giving her loads of hints, even just straight on telling her what was wrong
and that I wanted it fixed or atleast a proper explanation, and giving her loads of chances because I still loved
her. That went out through the entire month of July, and then in came this month.
>>700133441
If you read through that a few times you can almost feel her anger and bitterness emanate from the screen. Good job breaking it off with that cheating bitch, you dun good.
>Last Bastion Short
>>700133728
Thanks for the cheers \b\ro feels good to vent ND not be called an asshole by everyone for doing something like that
Anyone else have problems falling in love? I've had about 2 or 3 decent relationship opportunities in which I just declined because I wasn't truly in love with those 3 girls, even if looking back at it most of them were great people that would have made an awesome relationship. Ever since I met the perfect girl I can't settle for anything else, and this perfect girl lives in another country and the last time we spoke in person was 2 years ago.
>>700120550
>>700120153
I don't know if it's comforting or terrifying that other people are literally living the same issue as me...
Good luck bros
Me and my girlfriend just recently broke up. I feel like I'm abandoning her and her child she's fairly young she was crying I feel like I just left a kid at a fair to find their own way home. Her kid loves me to death I couldnt even look him in the eye when I left. I'm a coward
>>700134509
Why'd you guys break up?
>>700133994
fuck man...i swear this thread is full of me's today
>>700134021
Yeah she never replied to my comment even though she's a spiteful cut I didn't expect her to be shut down by that comment thought she would actually go through with the story have a pic of the convo b4 that if ur interested not as juicy but u can tell she was angry.... and nontheless she wanted me to apologize for being an asshole for ruining her birthday
>>700133994
She went on a holiday with her parents for a week,
signal was pretty bad so we'd only talk like once a day for about an hour. When she came back we just didn't see each other at all. For about 3 weeks. I tried to set things up but she'd either be busy or she'd cancel at the last minute. Texting was pretty much dead for us. If I didn't text her first I could go on a full day without getting anything from her. Atleast that was my theory at the start, so I decided to test it and... I was right. So I thought to myself "okay, let's see how far we can take this to really test wether she wants to be in it or not". So I spent 1 day without texting, and was about to do the same with the next day. Until I got a text, at 10 pm on that second day, from her. Apperantly she actually cried thinking that I was breaking up with her since I didn't text her at all for 2 days. Me, being the idiot that I am, apolagized and moved on, thinking that maybe she'd sort her shit out. She did for the next day after that incident. Then things went back to normal.
>>700134773
Yeah post please and don't apologise to that cheating bitch
When I was 6 my mom brought my brother and I to the store. We each got to pick a lunchable. I got pizza and my brother got turkey and crackers. While we were there, a strange man was walking around.
We got home later tha day and my mom had given my pizza lunchable to my brother.
okay fuckers fuckers call me an underagefag and a newfag but here i am
>be 15
>meet shy girl in geometry class
>talk to her
>become friends
>find out she cuts
>drink alot like you regularly do because you're a fag
>help her
>she gets better
>still friends
>hang out more
>talk about how shitty both of your abusive parents are
>you're always stoned but shes always sober, good girl
>friends for a while
>16 sophomore year
>reunite after summer
>whats this? shes more extraverted now?
>go to parties
>do shit that makes everyone laugh
>life of party (but she still doesnt drink)
>life is good
continuing
>>700134963
>If I didn't text her first I could go on a full day without getting anything from her
My friend's wife recently gave him a big surprise; a child from an old relationship. She lied about not having children. She also had her tubes tied. He is such a pussy that he agreed to stay in the marriage and raise her child. I, and some of our mutual friends have abandoned him for being a dumb ass. I miss that fag now, but I don't want to deal with his choice or the vile whore that he married.
>>700135405
>get kicked out of house by psychotic mom
>move in with shitty uncle
>chill dude but doesnt do anything
>parent fighting over your custody just because child support
>realize one day that you have your uncles gun to your head
>why?
>go to therapy
>go to physiologist
>get diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder
>remove yourself from friends
>keep her though, she's pretty cool
>wish she could always be there
>get jealous because her boy friend is a dumb fucking cunt who guilt trips her
>she hates him
>she calls you crying
>her dad is beating her
>both in a shit situation
continuing
Want feels? My dad died when I was 17. I got married a year later and my wife whored around until I let her go. I kept my kids. So I raised my kids . Took 10 years off dating so I could concentrate on Mt boys. I had several women once I got back into the game.beventually I started a girl from jr high t that looked me up. 2 years later i broke up with the crazy bitch. She kept fucking with me until I had a stroke. There went 8 years of guitar lessons. I survived and married a better girl soon after. Then last year I had 6 more strokes. Fucked me up real bad.
Let me tell you guys an secret about strokes. They bend your dick. Not like that disease where your dick lazily bends left or right. No, my dick bent almost 90 degrees. It sucks.
>>700107443
dat ass is perfect tho
>>700135516
>summer, still sixteen because you have a December birthday
>you're dad win's custody (thank god, he's actually a caring guy although you've only met him once before, after two weeks of living with him, you'll gladly call him your father)
>he wants to put you in therapy
>fucking cool okay, you need all the help you can get
>unfortunately you'll have to move two hours away
>spend everyday together, she's fucking cool
>she breaks up with the fucker
>do things and go places
>sleep over at your place, yay
>listening to music on the top of an apartment building (we're in New York btw, dad's pretty well off)
>nightime rolls around
>she's looking the other way
>but her hand touches yours
>take it
>she puts her head on you're shoulder
>"hey uh, you know your like my best friend right?"
> she seems visibly disappointed that you said that
Contunuing
>>700135462
Maybe he thought you would support him, and now you've left him he has no choice but to stay with her
>>700135600
> she seems visibly disappointed that you said that
>she turns to you
>who the fuck are you kidding, shes perfect
>her eyes are perfect
>her hair is perfect
>the way she's tilting her head
>her eyes are closing
>your's feel heavy
>now you've kissed three people
>pull away
>look at each other
>kiss again
>say i love you for the first time, feelsgood.jpg
>its cold lets head inside
>back in your apartment
>snuggle
>kiss alot more
>never gets sexual though
>even though your dad is chill as a mother fucker, its time for her to go to your room and you to sleep on the couch
> next day
>her stepdad is pissed cause her mom didnt tell him she was crashing at my place
>he punches her and her mom
>goes fucking ape
>she calls me crying
>not sure how bad it was
>went over to see what was going on
>she opens the door
>bruising already
>tells you to leave
>"what the fuck is going on?"
>well hi there father in law
>"what the fuck did you do to her face asshole? thats illegal
>"fuck off kid"
>he's drunk
>"no tell me what happened or im calling the cops"
>get socked in the fucking face
>>700134963
(also forgot to actually number these, but fuck it at this point)
Normal meaning rarely talking anymore. Like 30 minutes a day maximum, at like 11pm, SOMETIMES. Other times we wouldn't talk at all. So I decided to pull that stunt again, won't text her at all waiting to see what would happen. This time, nothing happened. So I decided to meet up with her and put up an ultimatum: "You either clean up your act, or I'm out, because it gets to the point where I don't even know if you still like me or not." (that's the speech I had lined up for her) She agreed to meet up but I probably did a mistake by telling her that we needed to talk, because she pulled a complete 180 1 hour before we we were going to meet up, saying she was "sick" despite still acting totally normal (before, when she was sick, she'd stop texting like completly) and texted me like it was all normal again, and then in came the worst week of my whole fucking life.
>>700135829
> black out for what felt like a minute
>cops are here
>flash foward two weeks
>her and her mom are leaving for her grandmothers
>stay in contact
>i love you
>she moves away
>you move away
>you're in jersey
>she's in florida
>seventeen now
>send her letters everyday
>never get anything back
>calls go unanswered
>stop sending letters
>try to forget
seven now, its been almost a year, i got a in the mail a week ago. all of my letters, along with other ones stapled to each one, her letters, she responded to each fucking one.
note on box,
"____im sorry, im so sorry, please forgive me, i responded to each one, its just, i could never send them back, it felt wrong. im sending this to you, im going to back to New York in four weeks, meet up? i know you probably hate me but i think i still love you."
>signed, Kristen
>i love you too
