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>>710921975
It was with that drawing, yes? I know the letter is probably dear to you, but please don't carry it around in your underwears.
>>710922061
You're bot neurotic like I'm neurotic.
>>710922472
I'm aware.
>>710922594
You're not compulsive.
BPD is a fucking bitch
>>710922260
You could hear the pratfall music following the guy.
>>710922749
I know.
>>710922856
And I definitely know that. Shame how rarely it's diagnosed in men, and how it's seen as a "girl's problem".
>>710923114
It's fucked up so many relationships! Sexual and non! fucking love it. Everyone tells me it's all in my head, and I can just make it "go away" I wish mental illness was treated the same way as physical. "Oh you have colon cancer? Just grow up and deal with it!" sorry for ranting.
>>710923114
I will get a picture of my handwriting for you.
>>710922856
Ouch.
Most, if not all, serial murderers have Borderline Personality Disorder.
>>710923349
No, you needn't apologize. I feel your pain. I don't know the pain of relationships aside with my family. My mom is fucking crazy, and made me crazy. I have a problem with cutting and self-harm as well, so I can sympathize with the BPD problem.
>>710923407
Okay.
And it's like what my therapist once said. Mental illnesses are all in your head.
>>710923692
That's because they're always looking for a new experience. To feel something. You become numb to one, so you move onto something more extreme. Luckily I care for people far too much to do that, but I'm a serious danger to myself. Even since I was young I've always wanted to fly and/or go really fast. Motorcycle racing, BASE jumping, shit like that. I'm a hardcore adrenaline junkie, so I fear what will happen when I do finally get a bike. There's about a 70% chance I'm going to die on a motorcycle.
>>710923958
No, they're not looking for new experiences, serial murderers are obsessives and ritualistic. They lock into the one method that works for them and they do it over and over and over.
normal, contributing members of society thread
>>710924412
>>710924271
There are different veins of BPD. Some are compulsive, some are obsessive. Either way, they seek one thing to an extreme degree. I would know since I check just about every box of BPD.
On the topic of motorcycle racing and crazy shit. this guy right here is fucking crazy
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1YNXopNwo8A
>>710924520
Have you been diagnosed? And no, most are impulsive, but all are obsessive. I'm talking about serial murderers here, all serial murderers are obsessives, most are impulsive.
>>710925095
Self-diagnosed. (Yes, yes, I know. Throw all the insults you want at me, I don't care.)
Yes, impulsive is what I mean. I'm very impulsive though I pretend not to be. Liking posting my face on here. It gives me a massive adrenaline rush because it's stupid, but it's starting to fade. And I am obsessive as well, mostly with this place. I never fucking leave. It sucks, but I love it. It the only place I've really been able to call home. I've told you about my fascination with the dead as well as my necro phase at 15, so it does make me wonder if I'd become a serial killer myself. I've fantasized about mass murder and shooting up my school just about every day I was there.
>>710925619
You honestly just sound like an edgy teenager
>>710926163
Maybe I am, maybe not. But the fact that I exhibit nearly every symptom of BPD is something to consider. And I'm 19 in case you're wondering.
>>710925619
You shouldn't want to hurt people. I highly doubt you have a borderline personality disorder, you've probably just got ATS.
>>710926455
I know I shouldn't, but sometimes I just really do. I'm in decent control over it though. Fighting with my psycho bitch of a mom my whole life helped me to gain control of my emotions, but I still have a problem of remaining very passive until I explode in fury. I don't want to hurt people though. Many times I fantasized about murdering my mother, but of course I would never do it. I have a good moral compass despite being fucked in the head.
>>710926455
And what is ATS?
>>710926301
For real, self diagnoses don't mean shit. And if you havent gone to get actaully diagnosed, it's a cry for negative attention "oh I'm so dark and crazy and a killer, worry about me".
For the record, I am harcore projecting, and I myself have seen a therapist.
So get help, or stop whining.
>>710926767
Whatever.
>>710926699
I don't think you're any more fucked up than any other person with ATS. ATS is Angsty Teen Syndrome. You're a teenager, your brain is still developing, you're going to be overly emotional, you're going to do stupid things on impulse.
>>710927040
Possibly, but even when explaining to my mom after the last huge fight we had - which ended up with me getting kicked out I might add - I explained to her that I didn't mean to explode in anger like that, and she said it was a bullshit excuse until I explained to her that I may have BPD. It's hard to keep any kind of relationship with my family, even the ones I get along with. Maybe I do just have ATS, but I think I should talk to my counselor about it in a few days.
>>710927040
This is what I was saying, in a very much less rude fashion. Thanks
>>710927306
You should, yes. All teenagers have difficulty keeping relationships with their family. I have always been distant from my family. I remember explosive outbursts when I was a child demanding to be left alone. I didn't like being around people, I felt foreign and uncomfortable around everybody. I still do for the most part.
>>710927310
Well to say it in a much more rude fashion, I'm pretty sure you're fucking wrong. I don't say shit unless I mean it. I've looked into this a lot. I don't do anything for attention because I hate attention.
https://www.nimh.nih.gov/health/topics/borderline-personality-disorder/index.shtml
>Frantic efforts to avoid real or imagined abandonment
Sometimes.
>A pattern of intense and unstable relationships with family, friends, and loved ones, often swinging from extreme closeness and love (idealization) to extreme dislike or anger (devaluation)
Definitely.
>Distorted and unstable self-image or sense of self
Definitely.
>Impulsive and often dangerous behaviors, such as spending sprees, unsafe sex, substance abuse, reckless driving, and binge eating
Yes, no, yes, no, and yes.
>Recurring suicidal behaviors or threats or self-harming behavior, such as cutting
Absolutely.
>Intense and highly changeable moods, with each episode lasting from a few hours to a few days
Yep.
>Chronic feelings of emptiness
Yep.
>Inappropriate, intense anger or problems controlling anger
Yep.
>Having stress-related paranoid thoughts
Yep.
>Having severe dissociative symptoms, such as feeling cut off from oneself, observing oneself from outside the body, or losing touch with reality
Yep.
Again, I fall into almost every single category. I don't make shit up for attention. My best friend and I both believe we have it. It's very underdiagnosed because, again, it's seen as a "woman's problem".
>>710927678
Same here. I avoid people like the plague. I hate having to talk to anyone outside of these threads because it's the only place I feel at home.
I didn't know I was looking for love until I found you
>>710928089
thas pretty gay m90
less beefcake pls
>>710928089
What.
>>710928265
No. I don't see you posting, faggot.
>>710928010
I only feel at home in the desert.
>>710928089
Are you talking about garbage?
>>710928434
The desert is nice, but I prefer the tundra. I'm a cold weather person. As long as I feel alone, I'm fine. I'd like to live in Antarctica.
>>710928265
either help out and post femboys or stfu
thanks, you too
>>710928545
Then why don't you?
https://www.usap.gov/jobsAndOpportunities/index.cfm
>>710923745
Heh, I can familiarize myself with both of those things. And maybe crazy moms has something to do with it. Mine went crazy, started train hopping, and called the police on me when she was high.
>>710928974
Too lazy. Can't race motorcycles in Antarctica. Can't fix cars in Antarctica. Could possibly fix snowmobiles though, so that would be cool.
>>710929168
I have a book on male BPD. It talks about not having a stable relationship with parents. My real dad was/is an alcoholic who dropped out of high school, works a part time job, and didn't even want me when I was born. My step dad never really cared much about me. My psycho bitch of a mom (who literally believes she's dead and thinks she can move things with her mind, just to add) only married my stepdad, but had 5 kids from 4 fathers, myself being right in the middle. So yeah, my family is all fucked up. That's why I acted like a dick a few posts above: because I know for a fact I have BPD, and that I don't self-diagnose for no reason.
>>710929168
And now you're a poor abused gay teen runaway, living on the streets, hopping from bed to bed, hoping you'll find the one that will truly love you.
>>710929649
Oh, and she beat me with a belt weekly from ages 5-13, until I stopped caring. Many times I was blamed for what my little brother did. Fucking faggot never got punished, and I was always blamed when he did something wrong. Little cunt.
>>710929649
So you don't want to live in Antarctica.
>>710929912
If I can race motorcycles there, fuck yeah. But I can't. So I'll have to settle for some far-north mountains.
>>710929649
I was diagnosed a while back, and sometimes I'm surprised I never realized before. probably just because I never knew it was a thing. That's the part that I hate the most though, I want to be compassionate. I want to love. but I get sparked so easily and it fucks everything up. If you're anything like me, then it won't matter, and I really have the slightest knowledge of who you are. But I love you hun. I'm sorry you gotta go through this shit. I just wish it was taken more seriously by parents. Rather than saying "Man up pussy" like I was always told. I am truly sorry.
>>710930148
Dude, I feel ya. All I want is peace, love, and happiness for everyone. Yet all I do is cause destruction and pain. It's a curse. Love you, too, good sir. <3
>>710930005
Huh. They do have cars in Antarctica. McMurdo Station has 5,000 people, it's essentially a small town and requires the same sort of infrastructure.
>>710930466
>>710930492
Wow, it's bigger than I had thought. I knew it was populated a bit, but I figured it was more in the 50-100 range. I could totally get a job as a welder there, or a mechanic. Badass.
>>710930637
In the summer months Antarctica's bases are bustling, with most reaching around 1,000 people, the drop off to 100 or so is in the winter months, when doing anything out of doors is basically impossible.
uyguyguiygvg
>>710930956
That's about what I had thought. I knew the 3 summer months were busy. I need to look more into this. Getting a job as a welder working in the frigid, desolate wasteland of snow sounds like a dream.
>>710931056
You'll have to get certified before you even think of applying.
>>710931184
But of course. I'm going to go to school for welding.
>>710931224
lucky, im just a stupid art fag with schooling so far away.
>>710931463
Well I'm not there yet. I still need to get my GED first since my psycho mom forced me to drop out.
I should also get certification for welding so I can create metal sculptures.
>>710931224
You'll also want to gain experience working as a welder. The pool of people that want to work in Antarctica far exceeds the number of jobs available. So you'll want to make yourself as desirable as possible.
>>710931538
That would actually be pretty cool. I plan on doing blacksmithing as a hobby, and I'd love to make shit out of metal. Weapons especially, hehe.
Of course. I plan to get a job as an automotive mechanic first, and work my way up. I'm hoping to have enough experience by age 25 to get a job in Antarctica.
>>710931709
I used to make chainmail when I was younger as a hobby. Never got around to making anything, made a nice sized sheet that could probably get patterned into a shirt or something.
>>710931905
Neato! My dad has always wanted a chainmail coif. That would be awesome to be able to make one. Blacksmithing is so cool.
is it normal to feel like a wrong piece in the puzzle box of life
>>710932195
Perhaps, but first one must define "normal".
>>710932195
not normal, but quickly becoming the norm.
I hope that made sense.
>>710932195
There has never been a moment in my life where I've felt out of place.
Therefore, the only conclusion I can come to is yes. You fucking weirdo
I see no crime being stopped here at all.
>>710932383
The crime is the lack of furry porn on /b/ we are solving the problem
>>710932048
Love this pic.
>>710932283
Normal
Adjective
conforming to the standard or the common type; usual; not abnormal; regular; natural.
>>710932327
kind of
>>710932514
Everyone loves hot frat bois
>>710932600
Then yes, it is "normal" to not feel "normal" because there is not clear-cut definition of "normal".
>>710932791
that's not what i was asking, but okay.
>>710932661
I mean, it alrite.
>>710932661
I do, and I hate it so much.
>>710932455
Truly doing gods work.
>>710933041
rajjii is hot
>>710933312
Yes, indeed.
I think I might head to bed. Or at least try to get some work done.
<3
>>710934601
Sleep well, my dude.
>>710934778
>>710934691
You too. Take it easy.
>>710934788
>clinton
consider suicide
>>710934901
im with HER
>>710934949
Congrats on being #mentallyhill, you subhuman
someone else make a thread I forgot that autosaged.
>>710935148
Here's the actual non ctr thread
