Just told a girl via phone that i was sorry for everything. First time I ever cared about a girl. How beta am I?
Also Feels thread
>>698411649
What exactly happened? Did you actually do something wrong? If yes then you did the right thing if no then yes you are a beta cuck faggot
>Be 20 in college
>dating 7.5/10 girl
>both into the same vidya and anime and shit
>have awesome dates and always fun around her
>sex is amazing she's into the same weird shit I am
>after about 6 months start taking about kids getting married after we graduate
>thoughts become nothing but me and her with a family
>feelsgoodman
>one day she hasnt texted me at all/wont answer my calls
>go to her class when she's supposed to get out
>friends say she already left
>the fuck is going on
>maybe she'll get back to me later
>3 days still nothing
>find her after her class ask where she's been
>cant you take a hint anon? We're through
>what why?
>search my brain trying to find out what i did wrong
>404 mistake not found
>what about all our plans? Kids? marriage? Dont you still want all that?
>very firmly and bluntly she says "no anon i dont."
>she walks away
>i just stare broken trying to grasp what just happened
Mfw
>>698411836
Cancer, it never goes away.
>>698414243
Explain faggot
Hey guys. OP from the grand canyon love story. I'm gonna post again for a couple reasons. For one, some of you genuinely liked my story and want to hear my updates (since this is still going on, story is still being written) and those of you who I gave my skype to promptly spammed me complaining you didn't get to screencap, so here you go faggots. Thanks for listening to my story, I do enjoy when other people like my story.
>be me
>13
>7th grade
>haven't hit puberty yet
>constantly picked on/ beaten up for it
>chads at my school make fun of me for not having hair on my balls yet
>humiliate me publicly by beating me to the floor in the boys locker room, drag me outside and pull my pants down
>basically constantly humiliated in front of girls
>hate myself, want to an hero
>one day after being beaten to shit on the way home from school, I felt a presence help me back up
>heard the sweetest voice i've ever heard ask "are you ok? do you want me to get you some bandages or something?"
>open my one good eye (one was kinda swollen shut I remember)
>just kinda smiled and said yes
>prettiest thing I'd ever seen
>forrest seeing jenny for the first time is a good analogy
>she held my hand and walked with me to her house
>first time someone who wasn't in my family showed me affection or compassion
>I fell for her right then and there
>she took me inside to her living room couch and sat me down
>brought me some ice, band aids and a glass of lemonade
>just kinda laid back while she iced my face
>that was some warm ice
>end up just watching TV together while she tried to get me to open up and talk to her
>eventually broke down
>close to tears, just tell her everything
>tell her I hate myself, I don't know why people are like that to me, never did anything but be nice to them
>>698414913
>she just hugs me
>after a minute she whispered "well I like you, you're nice and I think you're cute"
>adrenaline.gif
>what the fuck
>I was cute
>a girl liked me
>watched TV until 8 or 9
>she fell asleep on my shoulder
>didn't want it to end
>eventually her parents came home from some dinner thing they went to
>weren't mad or anything that I was there
>I think they pitied me
>got home at 9:15 or something
>parents were pissed at first, but they saw that I got beat to hell again and let it go
>start going over to her house everyday after school
>become closer as the year goes on
>her family eventually gets to know me and adores me
>almost like part of her family, over there so much
>gets to the point where we are inseparable
>chads begin picking on her too because she's seen with me a lot
>she doesn't seem to care but I feel terrible because of it
>slowly cut off contact because I hate seeing her get picked on
>She catches on and tells me she doesn't care and to stop
>cave in immediately
Bump
>>698414995
>sometimes when I had a really bad day I would sneak over to her house at night and cuddle with her
>thought her dad caught me sneaking over one night, turns out his family knew a lot more about what was going on at school than I thought
>her dad kinda knew already, totally fine with it
>tells me I'm always welcome there
>says just ask if I need something
>cuddle her to bed a lot more
>feelsgoodman
>life went on like this for a while
>summer came and things got better
>did everything together that summer
>got invited on a road trip with her family to the grand canyon
>a lot of the trip was her sleeping on my chest or me sleeping with my head in her lap in the back of a suburban
>when we got to grand canyon national park we spent 5 hours feeding peanut butter crackers to chipmunks with her brother
>walked around some trail with some BS special significance to see the sunset
>it was special to me for a different reason
>held her hand
>basically just walked around smiling like a tard
>trying to go somewhere with no people
>got to this half ledge thing and sat down
>kinda stared off for a while, very scenic to be honest
>>698415097
>then she leaned over on me and whispered
>"you know anon, I love you, really"
>kinda froze for a sec
>I don't know why, looking back on it, but I wasn't sure what to say
>she seemed to get kinda nervous
>"do you love me back, anon?"
>looked at her and told her that I loved her since the day she put ice on me when I got beat up
>stared awkwardly at her for a good 60 seconds before I finally worked up the balls to go in for a kiss
>I wasn't very good, but she was
>fucking perfect
>we sat there for a long time after the sun set
>I just held her in my skinny arms
>kissed her a few more times
>we forgot to go back 5 minutes after sunset like we said
>her dad came looking for us but was relieved to see we were just sitting there, not dead or stuck
>kids had their own tents that trip so I got to cuddle her to bed too
>rest of the trip was a haze, don't remember the trip much, but I remember her on the trip
>the rest of the summer was magic to me
>I loved her as much as a 13 (and 14 later) year old could love someone else
>>698415175
>people picked on me less during 8th grade year
>didn't pick on her at all, just tried to steal her away from me
>so many guys liked her, didn't understand why she would want me
>to be fair, I didn't either
>Towards the end of 8th grade year, we figured out that we probably wouldn't be going to the same highschool
>didn't care too much, saw her every day for 5 hours afterschool anyway
>but we promised each other we would be each others homecoming dates and prom dates and everything
>but as highschool went on we naturally drifted apart without realizing
>still close, but couldn't always see each other, busy with school stuff
>she played volleyball and was a cheerleader, which took up lots of time
>eventually, some guy was always around when I came over
>she always insisted it was just a friend, at the time, i'm sure it was
>summer after sophomore year she asks if I'd be ok with her going on a date with some guy
>says it doesn't change anything between us
>IGuessSo.jpg
>obviously, it gets more serious, she eventually becomes his girlfriend
>at this point my balls have dropped, I'm rapidly gaining weight and height
>agressive as fuck, nobody in their right mind dares touch me
>yet I can't say no or even be assertive with her
>just kinda watch as that guy starts to control her more
>he eventually gets her to block normal contact with me
>>698415290
>I came over to her house when he wasn't around to ask her a few things
>she seemed almost surprised that I was there, like I wasn't supposed to show up
>she tells me it's no big deal and she just wants to date around, that it wont change anything between us
>point out we hardly see each other anymore
>she says it's "because she's busy with school and sports"
>I know it can't be volleyball she's going to on sundays
>tell her the guy she's dating is a bad person controlling
>just makes her mad, she yells at me
>start to break down
>tell her I love her and I don't know what I did wrong but I just want things to go back to the way they were
>she says she'll always love me
>hugs me
>says she's gotta go but we will talk again soon
>I wish that had been true
>we never talked again for a year
>I start becoming very angry, start blasting steroids, constantly eating and working out
>I've become the freak I always wished I was so I wouldn't get picked on, but I don't care just want her back
>Everyone at school is afraid of me now
>I have no friends now because I'm 6'4, 215 lbs at low body fat and rage at almost nothing. total dick for little/no reason
>complete asshole to everyone except little guys that get picked on by chad
>got suspended for fighting 4 or 5 times before I start to calm down a little
>>698415478
>life is still generally the same though
>angry about that fuck who stole her away
>towards the end of the year I start hearing about some girl who got in huge trouble because a bunch of nudes and shit of her were leaked and circulating
>Eventually it was cleared because she didn't consent and was apparently sexually assaulted by the guy who took the nudes or videos or whatever
>that's what got my attention, hoping it wasn't her, but deep down it sounded like the exact thing her asshole "boyfriend" would do
>of course, it was her
>I was actually pretty calm the whole day at school I heard the news
>but I was gonna fuck that guy up beyond recognition
>I knew he was a huge stoner and druggie in general so I consulted the kid who I bought my roids from (deep web drug dealer)
>he knows his friend and him pretty well
>get the kid to get his address from his friend
>it's fucking going on now
>showed up the friday night of that week at his house
>pretty big party going on
>perfect, nobody will call the cops and I can walk in without raising any eyebrows
>he's in his backyard with some other girl
>I'm sure they were about to fuck or something
>swing at him before he even sees me
>KO'd on the second punch
>sit on him and beat his face in
>That night I felt better, but the next day I knew I may have ruined things with her
>>698415561
>I guess she was relieved I gave him a free facelift because of what she told me next time we talked
>3 weeks later she showed up at my house at night bawling her eyes out
>mad at her but of course I can't say no to the only thing i've ever loved
>let her in
>we sit on the couch and she dumps all her feels
>says she's sorry she left me for him
>I was right, he was terrible to her
>apparently he hit her a lot and raped her
>constantly cheated
>made the school think she was a complete whore
>she told me she still loved me and just wanted to go back to the old days
>fell asleep on my couch
>I slept upstairs, I was pretty upset to think she fucked me over like that and now wants me back
>I came down the next morning and she was still there
>I figured I should at least communicate with her exactly how I felt, regardless of how things were gonna end up
>sat down and told her we needed to talk
>>698414168
Damn wtf.
>>698415627
Hey op you there?
>>698415811
I eventually got over her, but man to this day i still dont know why...I'm married to a woman who i get along with just like her though, if not better.
>>698415627
>was honest about everything and told her she really fucked me up when she left me for that guy
>of course she was apologizing profusely the whole time
>She gave me that look, like at the grand canyon
>"anon, do you still love me?"
>fucking melted right then and there
>since then I've been talking to her again regularly, she always wants to see me
>i'm kinda torn though
>I still love her
>more than anything
>but she gave her virginity to the other guy
>something about it just doesn't seem right
>something that was flowing freely before is dried up now
>the next night she came through my bedroom window at 1am or something
>Freaked me the fuck out
>Was about to lunge for my shotgun
>but then I heard a sniffle
>knew it was her immediately
>"sorry anon, I just needed to come see you"
>she kept telling me she was sorry and she loved me
>crying hysterically the whole time of course
>>698415811
If i shared my entire woman history you would say that alot more. Ive told the story before on here.
>>698415914
not OP of this thread, OP of the thread I posted this story in originally. but I'm here, got a question?
>>698416041
>eventually just told her to calm down, grabbed her and pulled her over to me
>cuddled to sleep
>felt so nice
>she pressed her face into my chest like she used to
>wake up at about 7
>have to wake her up and walk her home so my parents don't come in and freak out for obvious reasons
>She knows how to fucking melt my heart
>Obviously, I still over her. A lot
>I'd gladly sweep her off of her feet and steal her away, but I have just one reservation
>Could she do this again? I know it's not likely but I don't even wanna take a chance
>I won't be able to do this again unless I know she's 100% committed
>>698416263
How old are you now anon?
>>698416390
Got a tldr? Or a greentext version.
>>698416263
>>698416185
Hey are you going to continue?
>>698416263
Dont leave us hanging man
>>698416263
Plz continue sterofag
>>698416263
cont plz
>>698411649
It's part of the learning process. Now you either decide to cast off emotion and become a man or embrace the retardation and become faggot, faggot.
>>698416562
Sorry man I don't. The latter half is probably what you want to read, though.
>>698418125
Its just the format you know.
>>698416263
Keep going anon please
>>698411649
My best friend got a gf and doesn't have any time for me anymore.
I'm happy for him, but I don't hang out with anyone else so I'm back at drinking alone again.
Bump
Come on guys
I'm waiting for Grand Canyon man to continue...
>>698416263
>decide to drive with her to a mountain ridge that overlooks the city
>just told her I wanted to see her again (even though I had seen her the day before)
>figure I’ll just tell her exactly how I feel and why I’m hesitant to get back with her
>quietly left my house, drove over to pick her up
>got to her house, snuck around back to go to her room
>familiar hand on my shoulder
>her dad stopped me again
>tell me he knows about all of it, appreciates me beating the shit out of that guy
>tells me she’s up all night crying about me most nights
>she’s still a complete wreck from that guy
>he really beat her bad twice towards the end of their relationship
>her dad was trying to track him down but apparently I beat him to it
>tells me she needs me more than anything, and he’s glad i’m still trying after what happened
>ask him why she left me
>he says he has no clue
>go inside, to her room
>just kinda brushed her hair off of her face to wake her up
>she just smiled and got up
>hold her hand and walk out to the car
>>698412960
Written by a faggot
>>698419372
There you are /b/ro
>>698415995
Did you ever find out why?
>>698419609
Dod you read the post you just responded to? No i did not.
>>698415995
That's fucked up man. She should at least have said why. I always get at least that much at a break up. That makes me fucking mad man.
Of course, this story.
>>698419867
Oh it tore me up at the time. But im over it all now.
>>698419996
Tl;dr
>>698419372
We're listening, my friend
>>698419372
im invested now
>>698420373
I guess it's not pretyped
>>698419372
>I kinda keep the subject on unrelated things on the drive up
>want to save it for when we’re sitting up there
>only thing I really remember about the drive up was almost hitting a massive bull elk
>sit down on a rock wrapped up in a big blanket together
>Feels really good
>you have no idea
>feeling her warmth, cuddled up against me, looking down at the city
>”why do you still love me anon?”
>tell her because every little thing she does makes me happy
>ever since that day in middle school I just feel like she’s the greatest part of my life
>ask why she left me for that other guy, and tell her it’s the only thing holding me back
>can’t understand why she would do that
>she says (holding back tears and sniffling, gets really emotional now) that she doesn’t have a real answer
>she was just acting on physical attraction and his chad personality took easy advantage of her dumb teenage self
>not some magic fix-all answer I was hoping for
>but she also told me I did nothing wrong and she was sorry for everything
>made me feel better
>>698418488
alchoholicfag here. im drinking with you anon.
i hate it. but im doing it.
>>698420924
I just reeeeeally hope this isn't walk the dinosaur
This was written by Theodore Roosevelt the day his wife and mother died, if I remember correctly.
>>698418488
These conflicted feelings are the worst. Im happy for my friend,he struggles with making friends too, but now i am completely alone. Aside from a few bottles of gin and whiskey
>>698420204
tl;dr
read the fucking story
>>698420924
>since /b/ put it into perspective and I gave it some thought, I realize how childish the whole virginity thing is on my part
>I love her and that's all that matters really
>figure I should just 'make sweet, sweet love to her with my chad body'
-quote from some anon last thread
>not gonna be like that guy, obviously
>wait until she's comfortable again
>started to get windy so I took her home for the night
>fell asleep on the ride back, so I carried her to bed
>she woke up halfway once we got inside
>laid her down on her bed, kissed her on the forehead
>start to walk away, and hear "please stay with me"
>can't resist for a single second
>nothing happened that night, we were both tired, out right away
>>698422194
Yeah this def isn't pretyped
Keep going anon
>>698411649
Just be glad you love someone.
I hate my gf but she doesn't have anywhere to go so I can't kick her out. None of my friends come over anymore. Nothing I'm doing matters (hobbies, work, yardwork, etc.)
She's called me to her work for the past few days to bring her food when she works a block from dq. Told her I was busy today and I didn't want to come hang out at her work every day and she hasn't stopped tripping yet (going through my Facebook starting shit with any girl on my friends list she hasn't already deleted when she "edited" my friends list without my permission, deleting all the female business contacts off my phone, accusing me of cheating, telling me I'm shit, etc)
She's paid $400 towards rent and bills in the past year, but won't do anything around the house. She's dirty and can't keep a clean space anywhere. She tells me to clean it up since it's my house.
I have to be a complete asshole to get her to do anything she should be doing for herself and I hate that, I'm actually a very nice/happy person.
You're gonna be OK dude, just steer away from crazy.
>>698414168
Holy shit. Fucking murder her
>>698414913
OH SHIT ITS YOU! I saw your original post. Fuck dude wanted to hear about this for ages can't believe I found you again. YOU BETTER HAVE TAKEN HER BACM
>>698419996
Is that Junpei from Persona 3?
>>698422710
This got me...
>>698422879
That was 5 years ago m8, i dont even know where she is today. Plus im over it now
>>698422194
>wake up next morning
>about 10
>make pancakes in the kitchen, which we used to do a lot afterschool
>screw around and play fight with all of the ingredients, make a huge mess
>eat and then clean it up
>"you should probably shower, I definitely beat you"
>make some joke about how she cheap shotted me, tell her I have no clean clothes
>"I'm sure I can figure it out, let me show you how to work it and where the shampoo is"
>I was actually too retarded to catch onto that cue
>>698423238
Heyy
>>69842271
What a touching, horribly fake and contrived story.
>>698420991
Best of wishes fam, it's no fun being an alcohol.
Took everything in me to not bring a drink to work.
praying for the day someone will narrate the elisa story
>>698422462
Kick her out dude. She won't do it herself. Don't let her drag you down like that.
>>698423111
Checked mate
Should i just tell you guys my entire fucked up story it has other moments like
>>698414168
In it as well as wins.
>>698424119
Hey go ahead man, I'm here
>>698424119
yeah plz
>>698424190
>>698424284
Be patient for me gotta type it out on my phone
>>698424261
so short, but so fucking sad
his son can't even hang out with his own father?
>>698424473
No problem
>>698414168
Shieeeet
>>698414168
Angie?
>>698424493
I just hate how it happened so recently. That guy's dad is probably still so upset and sits wallowing in sorrow from the fact his son ignores him.
>>698423238
>"I can wash your clothes"
>give her my shirt and shorts
>she tossed them outside and just stared at my SuperChad physique for a sec
>not gonna lie that made me feel satisfied in a cocky way
>looked up at me and smiled
>I kissed her
>took her shirt off
>primal instincts and excessive testosterone/DHT levels take over
>carried her to her bedroom and tore the rest of her clothes off like an animal
>I did stop for a moment to just look at her bare body
>I was extremely horny and wanted to absolutely go to town on her, but it was balanced by me being afraid of hurting her or being too rough
>ended up making love to her for almost 2 hours
>totally exhausted afterwards, fell asleep with her on top of me in my arms
>woke up a little while later and went out to lunch
>>698424386
feelsbadman
>growing up i was part of the outcast group.
>had friends but we were all vidya playing nerds
>the in crowd would pick on us and we'd pretend it didnt bother us because we had each other
>be about in 7th or 8th grade
>english class
>sitting behind a popular girl thinking she is pretty
>she starts flipping her hair onto my desk
>what is this wizardry?
>cmon anon play with my hair dont you like girls?
>never had a girl give me any attention
>to nervous to do anything
>get called gay etc.
>nerdy girl speaks up for me
>leave him alone he's just shy
>had a break up also feels thread
This is my banana
>>698425154
>she meets me after class
>those guys are just jerks anon. I can be your gf so they dont think your gay.
>of course i say yes
>she is my first kiss
>homecoming approaching. Im in band
>gf pulls me to side
>anon i know we've been dating but i wanna break up
>what why?
>i wanna go to the dance with chad
>broken.mp3
>be halftime at football game
>been holding everything in but cant any more
>cry and all friends ask whats wrong
>explain gf dumped me and now i have to go to dance alone
>best friend is first chair trumpet player
>hey anon i know its not much but how about you play the solo tonight
>play ray charles georgia like a boss feel better
>trumpet bro wingmans me at the dance and shows me its better to be single cuz i can dance with multiple girls
Feelsbadman
MOAR. also whats ur Skype anon
>>698425709
Fast forward to junior year
>didntt get another gf because of the first one
>but now hanging out with girl after school
>like her alot but she says she just doesnt feel the same way...
>doesnt want to lose me as her bff though
>like an idiot i stay with the hope that she will fall for me
>go to prom with her
>she wont even dance with me
>get mad
>want to leave
>says she's sorry and we have one dance at the end
>later that year she's acting weird
>anon i have a bf its zack
>zack is a long haired metalfag
>get angry again but to beta to cut her off
>until one day she tells me they had sex
>parents raised me christian so i call her a whore
>never spoke to her again
>>698424989
>Took her back home and made love to her on the couch in her living room
>watched TV on the couch together until her dad came home
>he was really happy to see us
>I had to go home for a while, but he asked me to come back for dinner
>>698423933
Man
>>698426386
>parents raised me christian so i call her a whore
>never spoke to her again
ayy
>>698426469
plz cont fam
>>698426469
Man these parts are getting short as fuck. You okay man?
>>698426386
Senior year, 17
>working at sonic
>prom is coming up again
>dont want to go with any girls from my school
>instead ask 20 yo college girl from work
>she says yes
>feel like superman
>we go and have an awesome night way better than my first prom
>make out after and get to feel my first boob
>>698426829
Indeed win
>>698420204
Well Worth Reading
>>698426829
Summer before college
>been hanging with this one girl
>really like her
>every time we're together we make out
>work up the courage to ask her what we are
>well we arent dating she answers.
>Get really pissed off
>she leaves and i got to her friends house to wait on her to come back
>her best friend knows something's up
>explain about how i like femanon but she wont give me a straight answer
>femanon texts me that she isnt coming back out tonight
>friend tell me "yeah she does that alot with guys. She likes to play games."
>get super mad then sad then nothing
>friend is known to be easy
>literlaly just ask her hey wanna go fuck?
>shes shocked at first but then says yes
>go into empty house next door and fuck like animals
>cum all over her titties
>that was my virginity
>>698426469
>Ate pot roast with the stupidest grins on out faces, a few other people came by for dinner
>her dad says pretty much out of nowhere "I really appreciate you and like you, anon, I hope you become part of my family"
>I felt at home for the first time in a while
That may be the end of my story anons, it seems to have worked out very well between us. If you still want more updates to the story, tell me now so I know people actually want it to be posted again. Also, screencap it now faggots. I went ahead and posted as well as updated so you people who forgot to screencap could. Do it now and don't spam my skype about forgetting later.
I don't think I have enough time to.greentext all of whats on my mind too much klonopin and alcohol. It feels bad knowing how much youve missed out on over.the years. No childhood gf, no proms, not being able to have someone to hold on to, shit sucks. Eventually you just end.up lile mw, in a drug.fueled self destructive depression, empty. 4chan is all I.have, and.the more i think about that fact the more it.sinks in.that i will be alone forever
>>698427540
MOAR DETAILS NOW ANON
PLS DESCRIBE THE SEX IN MUCH MORE DETAIL
>>698427540
More updates pls
>>698427540
2 things from me anon, what was your cycle, and do you ever feel bitter about what she did?
>>698427455
>of course friend tells femanon we fucked
>she texts me to come over
>yells about how we were gonna date
>say well you said we werent so i just did what single guys do
>she slaps me and we stare at each other
>start making out hardmode
>tearing off clothes
>hate fuck like no tomorrow on blanket in yard
>afterwards she says so i guess your my bf now
>think about how she left me hanging
>nah i got what i wanted from you. I'm good.
>shes yelling as i pull out the driveway
>>698427563
>>698427972
>nah I got what I wanted from you. I'm good
My sides
>>698427540
Updates pls
>>698427972
Boss
>>698427972
>Stay friends with easy girl
>hanging out at her house one day and meet her sister
>fucking 10/10 emo girl
>damn your sisters hot
>yeah i know it
>whut.mp3
>anyway go and talk to sister
>we knock it off and start dating
>shit goes great
>she's bi and makes out with girls while im with her
>dont care because its girls
>one day we're at home and she breaks out some ropes/chains
>I want you to tie me up
>Fuck yeah.jpg
>tie her up and tell her im going to leave and come back to fuck her.
>sister is in the living room
>explain to her whats happening
>she's says damn i wish i could be you right now
>get idea
>tell her to follow me
>>698421793
this
>gf is tied belly down on bed, blindfolded
>limbs each tied to a corner of the bed
>i pull gfs ass into the air
>signal to the sister the pussy eating gesture
>she dives right in
>gf is moaning like myrtle
>go to front of the bed
>rub cock across gfs lips
>without thinking she sucks it
>she realizes its not me eating her and stops
>i take off her blindfold
>at first she is startled but her sis just keeps eating
>she goes back to sucking my cock
>we fuck, suck, lick and do everything all night
>wake up with one girl on each side
>feel like a king
>>698427883
I do a little sometimes, but she has more than made up for it. She constantly shows me affections and always tells me how much she loves me.
My bulk cycle:
500 Test E /week
250 Nandrolone Phenylpropiaonate /week
30 Dbol /day
50 anadrol /day
My cut cycle:
300 test prop /week
300 masteron /week
20 anavar /day
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>>698428656
>Sister in living room
>Explain to her what's happening
lmao
>>698429182
yeah please PCT would be good too. Good for you though idk if i could let it go
>>698427667
>>698427827
>>698428271
What would you like details or updates on? It can be anything I just need an idea.
>>698429164
>later that summer go over to gfs house
>no cars in driveway
>knock on door
>no answer
>can hear voices inside and gf told me she was home
>door is unlocked
>go inside
>go to gfs room
>gf is doggy style with 3 dudes one in each hole
>im staring in shock
>rage and confusion fill my mind
>join in anon she is your gf one of the guys says
>run forrest run
>leave and never return.simba
>>698429493
PCT:
5000IUs of HCG for 6 days in a row
50mg clomid ED for 30 days
1mg of arimidex ED for 30 days
>>698429674
Has she done anything fishy? That's my main concern
>>698429493
Here's the thing though, I wouldn't be the person I am if it weren't for her. She pulled me out of a dark place. She's proven that she loves me unconditionally now and she's the only person I've ever truly loved. I can't just ruin this over something that is in the past.
>>698430208
Fishy as in showing signs she could be cheating?
>>698429771
Freshman year of college
>still in band for scholarship
>friends with this pixie girl who used koolaid to dye her hair red and would draw a different facial tattoo with make up everyday around her eye
>kinda looked like a butterfly wing
>she also wore a collar
>she has a bf that i never met but he had the same name as me
>be hanging out with her in a practice room
>start talking about sex
>she starts saying how she likes being roughed up and controlled and LOVES giving head
>pull her collar and choke her a little
>stop that anon
>why you like it
>yes and thats the problem
>do it again
>she moans
>dick is diamonds
>pull her down to her knees with the collar
>take out my cock and tell her to open
>she opens and even sticks her tongue out
>i face fuck her for a good 30 min
>cum and she swallows it all
>try to fuck her but she says no because she is a virgin and thats for her bf only
>whatever still get bjs throughout the rest of bandcamp
>>698419996
this is one of the saddest stories i've ever read, i'm fucking crying right now. I hope it's a fake, i can't find anything on google about Elisa, and that's a good sign.
Shit i'm feeling so bad. i want to talk to that anon
>>698430736
>she later married that other me
>then this happened
>>698414168
Is anyone stilk reading?
>>698426829
sonic?
>>698430834
I'm not sure if a suicide would be reported in the news. Plus, this was in the late 90's, so it may not be on any news websites.
To be honest, I'm torn on whether or not I want it to be real. I want it to be real because I don't want to have been crying like a baby over something that's not true, but I also want it to not be real because no one should have to go through that.
OP here. I just fucked up. When I was little I friendzoned her because I didnt want to cheat. She always was there when I needed her. I fucked up. And she just keeps ignoring me.
Never get anwser out off her if she is Mad at me. I guessed she was.
>>698431139
>>698431220
>To be honest, I'm torn on whether or not I want it to be real. I want it to be real because I don't want to have been crying like a baby over something that's not true, but I also want it to not be real because no one should have to go through that
.
that's what i'm thinking at the moment. Damn i'm still crying right now.
>>698430208
>>698430647
If that's your question, then no. She has proven that she's 100% loyal. Doesn't even talk to or text other guys. She has three other friends that are girls and that's it. She constantly wants to see me and be with me now. I know she won't hurt me again now.
>>698431537
Some needs to narrate that story tbh. I think it'd also make an excellent short film. Hell, it could be a great movie, too.
This happened a few days ago. Either way the place I live at is a Mental Health Support Building.
Either way there is one resident there that is at least a 9/10 if not more.
(I would take a picture but I don't want to live on the street.)
Either way she was going to some club and I helped her by giving her some spare change.
Which she then replied with saying: "I love you anon."
That made me realize just how long it's been since someone ever actually said it and meant that they love me.
>>698411649
>be me, 23 m
>broke up with gf some months ago
>still thinking about her cuz im obviously beta
>the thought of her with another guy kills me
>slowly trying to move on
>go out, drink, partywith friends
>fuck another woman
>she tells me she can see im still not over ex
>mfw
>mfw i realize its at least somehow true
the thing is, im trying to distract me and to move on, but as soon as i have time to relax i start thinking about my ex. wat do
>>698416562
Its worth it just read
>>698431922
I saved it for later
>>698431903
why didn't you include your face when?
>>698431869
>Some needs to narrate that story tbh. I think it'd also make an excellent short film. Hell, it could be a great movie, too.
I'm actually looking on the internet if I have the rights to do that, since I like writing and i'd like even more Elisa to be remembered. Shit would be easier if I'd talk with that anon.
>>698432239
ima newfag obviously
>shit tier feels
>no mfw.jpg
>>698432383
I'm sure you have the rights to. It's not like it's copyrighted or anything. You might want to change names though, just in case, if you do end up writing a script and making a short film.
>>698431873
That hit me right in the feels. I haven't been told "I love you" since my dad died, that was 7 years ago.
That was also my last birthday cake, my last hug, and really my last friend.
>>698432691
I'm sure gonna make something with it.
Shit, I still hope this isn't real.. Anon has been through the deepest hell
>>698432580
Don't worry, you know things are bad when you have a huge reaction folder with multi-layer directories.
>>698432949
Be sure to let us know on here once you're done with it. I'm excited to see what you make of it.
I have never related to a picture on the internet so much
>>698433305
>top ebayer a+++
kek
>>698433269
sure thing, pal
>>698433181
well, im clearly worrying about other things like posted above
this happened two days ago and i cant get it out of my head.
>>698414168
Well you had your hopes too high anon, nerdy girls are the biggest attention whores, even the sluts on the social networks aren't that attention thirsty. These type of girls want to find their perfect match like in their stupid weeb cartoons and change their boyfriend every few weeks or months. That's why I don't mess with this type of girls.
>>698433747
Yeah can't help you there, I'm a 30 year old virgin and have never had a relationship.
>>698411649
I once did this anon I was high as a kyte on meth, pills, and I think alcohol, don`t know if I apologized to the right one anyway she mentioned she got locked up in a psych ward.
Or it was the other one that went insane with the quija and vodoo shit I think she also got locked up in a psych ward, but this was a real strange weird girl she would stay on the living room for hours not saying a word some creepy shit without saying anything just like this weird stare.
It takes balls to admit when you do something wrong and say im sorry you should do it with family members more than with bitches.
I once apologize to this gf because I almost choked her, also beated her with the leg of a table felt beta about it but I mean she was a nice girl.
>>698434108
>I'm a 30 year old virgin and have never had a relationship
you sure got your own problems there anon.
>>698427540
To update (since you asked)
>that night she asked me to sleep with her again
>I was totally depleted after the day, so we pretty much just cuddled for a while
>talked about what we want to do in life
>talked about dream house, dream job and dream wedding
>tells me every secret she's ever kept from someone
>says she doesn't want anything between us
>asks if I have any secrets or things I wanna get off my chest but haven't told anyone
>tell her I used steroids, but make clear that they were light ones in small doses
>Tell her I wanted to tear into her and just fuck like animals but was too afraid of hurting her since she's so small and I was afraid I wasn't doing a very good job
>she just laughed
>told me I was great and more than enough
>says she doesn't care about the roids as long as I stay healthy
>fell asleep on me like usual
>I realized how happy I've become
>>698432797
God anon.
If that hits you in the feels then you jsut shot me in the feels.
God that hurts.
I'm sorry that it happened.
>>698432691
someone needs to make >>698414913
into a feature film. Holy shit.
>>698434676
MOAR
>>698434913
Honestly, I feel the Elisa story would be a better movie. I guess because I actually cried reading that one? I don't know.
>>698411649
>Be me few years ago ( in 2012)
>I had a nice crush in that time - solid 8/10
>She was a incredible singer
>posted a picture from here in a swimsuit in a picturedump
>someone informed her that her picture is online
>get a textmessage from her
OPEN SheWillKillMe.exe
>She broke every contact with me
Still crying, when i think about her...
>>698434108
I maybe 10 years younger but I feel ya man.
>>698435289
true. elisa was sad, not just happy with struggles/sad points in the story. but I feel like the grand canyon one was much more relatable. Why not both though?
even thought i know i have friends and family who love me i still feel like no one loves me
i see everyone getting praised and it hurts me because i want praise
i want approval
validation
to be told i'm good
to be told that what i do is good
i feel no motivation to do anything expect browse the internet all day
considering just killing myself to end it all
>>698436103
My family and friends praises me because I'm really good at what I'm studying and it motivates me to continue forward not because I want it but because of fear of disappointing everyone, because in the end it's the one thing I'm good at and if I fail at that too I'm afraid I'll be all alone.
>>698434676
Anon, you are one lucky motherfucker
>>698432797
I never told my dad I loved him, it is going to be a year since he passed away on this month.
>>698433305
I personally hate receiving compliments because I'm really bad at giving them back and it makes me feel super awkward. I lost alot of weight and I'm doing very good in my university studies but when someone compliments me I just feel bad because I can't tell them they're looking better or can't tell them I'm impressed with their achievements because they're not doing great. I just thank them. To be honest I don't like compliments.
>>698416390
Sorry but no way, that's why I never post my story in feels threads, because it will be s disgusting wall of text which isn't that interesting at all.
>>698414168
fuck this hurts, she probably found someone she thought was more attractive and threw it all away just at a chance for that dude
fuck women like this
>>698415290
>she asks if I'd be ok with her going on a date with some guy
fuck i dont like how this is going already feelsfuckingbad
>>698437698
I ended up with a hotter/better wife anyway. But thanks for the support man
>>698438273
it gets better I promise
>>698419305
> tfw my cat is the only one who loves me because I'm me
My parents 'love me' because I'm their child and they aren't assholes, my friends like me and respect me but most of them prefer other friends or activities to me. Only one friend likes to hang with me when he can because he's a total outcast, he's constantly opposing people's opinion and stands his ground even if proven wrong and you know how sensitive people are these days so I'm the only one that he can express his opinions in front of. So to think about it my cat is the only creature that will pick me on top of everyone else and not because I'm of any use or relation to her.
>>698419996
FUCK FUCK FUCK NO!
fucking as soon as it said she moved in with her uncle i knew something was coming...but not that...not that. Fuck this shit man. I haven't cried in years till now
>>698438655
finished and this is a feelsgud story
but yea that doubt would always fuck with me that she went for another guy despite being in love fuck, you're a good man op of story
posting here because i feel like breaking down because of how fucked up i am
i have a girlfriend, she is amazing, wonderful, everything u hope to be, she is my other half, i love her, i dont deserve her but the only problem is her physical attraction isn't what I want it to be.
it is really fucking vain of me but she would be the perfect girl if she was a little hotter. But I stil love her. The emotional attraction easily outweighs the physical. She is by no means ugly just not hot. I'm afraid when I go back to college I'm going to be unfaithful. I'm fapping x4 a day to keep libido down so I won't look at other women and lust. She is everything you would look for a girl. Caring, loving, she is semi racist like pol, listens to you, she is perfect,
The most fucked up thing is the first 1-2 months I met her, I basically used her and just wanted to fuck her and make out to get my experience up in love making so when someone hotter came around I would be experienced. Thinking about how I led her on for almost 3 quarters and basically settled down afterwards and realized how much of a stupid douche chad bag i was and how amazing she is for actually waiting for me makes me feel so empty and horrible, I tear up thinking about how shitty I treated her. Yet she waited for me.
fuck guys I'm never going to tell her how i felt at the beginning of our "relationship" and every day I hope I can make it up to her. She is my first love. It pains me to think that it is unlikely we will stay together but I love her with all my heart.
>>698429164
>gf is moaning like myrtle
>>698440308
Glad you liked that little bit
>>698434676
What"s it like to fuck her? is her puss tight? does she have nice tits?
>>698440455
it felt amazing, It relieved a bunch of tension between us as well as in my life in general. I felt so close to her. Her puss is incredibly tight, so nice I stayed inside her when we fell asleep. Her boobs are on the smaller side but very perky and defined
hey is this working
My whole life I tried playing the role of an outcast because who doesn't think that that one hermit monk, the lone warrior who kicks everybody's ass and overcomes every problem alone with only the strength of his will isn't the coolest and most bagass character ever. I acted like that as a kid and as a teen. I achieved what I wanted, everyone thinks I'm cool, decent looking, funny and successful. Thing is I'm so used to dealing with everything alone and holding in all my feelings that I can't even share positive emotions. Maybe that's why I've never had a date or sex, maybe that's why noone ever thinks I'm satisfied by their gestures. Maybe that's why I can't sleep at night. Maybe that's why I think I'm better than others but never feel like I'm good enough for nothing. Opening up may help me overcome my sadness and may help me find someone to love but it will leave me exposed for anyone to see what a loser and coward I truly am. In the end it turns out that image comes with a great price.
And as that retarded song goes
"The only way to succeed is to chip away at the soul and hope that by the time you get there you won't be singing: I live in a constant state of fear and misery, do you miss me anyone? And I don't even notice when it hurts anymore, anymore, anymore."
>>698441325
what do you mean?
>>698430736
Alpha as fuck
>>698440184
Try new stuff in bed or convince her to do something kinky.
>>698411649
Stop caring about women, and focus on your hobbies.
I think I'm about ready to give up Japanese and just study Korean + Mandarin.
>>698441935
we have sex almost daily, most being 7 times in a few hours
sex is amazing, i love it, she is the best at everything, only problem is she is skinnier than a skeleton and has a baby kid body (like 5 foot 5 and 90lbs), i got her to eat more and she gained like 10 lbs but she doesnt work out and im not going to be like owrk out or its over
>>698442171
Well then convince her and go work out together, get her hooked and she will continue to do it even without you making her. If her face is pretty everything is OK. A body can change easily with some determination and the right activities. I should know used to be obese became skinny just by adjusting my eating habits and working out 20 minutes for like 3 days a week. Took me a year.
>>698442779
ive tried and it just isnt something she wants to do
I have a above average/great physique so I always try to get her to come with me and make out routines for her but its gotten to a point where she will try it just because she knows how much it means to me but never stick with it.
I'm not going to force her or give her an ultimatum thats fucked.
>>698443086
No of course not. maybe she needs some lighter exercises. I myself hate working out and do it only because of the fear of not becoming fat again. Hmm maybe you should subtlety hint her that you'd find her hotter if she worked out. That could be risky but if she's as chill as you say maybe try it.
Shitty pictures dump began, thread is officially dead.
>>698443647
yea i've tried, she is self conscious as it is im not gonna push it
she tried the squat 30 day challenge and her ass grew a lot and i mentioned how much i love that her ass grew but besides that not much i can do
>>698443899
Well ask her to do some belly exercises, they're usually not that hard and I love fit stomaches on girls, not like abs but well shaped and not chubby.
G
>>698444448
Fuck I missed it.
>>698444444
So close
>>698419996
U.S., Social Security Death Index, 1935-2014
DEATH, BURIAL, CEMETERY & OBITUARIES
NAME: Millicent E. Sinclair
BIRTH: date
DEATH: dd mm 2006 - city, Brevard, Florida
CIVIL: New York
http://search.ancestry.com/cgi-bin/sse.dll?_phsrc=ChY1&_phstart=successSource&usePUBJs=true&gl=34&rank=1&gsfn=Millicent&gsln=Sinclair&gskw=&gss=angs-c
>>698444814
Holy shit, is this legit?
>>698444814
samefag
shit might be real
>>698445091
i dunno man
>>698445107
Isn't Elisa her first name, though? And Millicent is supposed to have 1 l, I think.
Though, OP could have changed some things to prevent us from tracking her down.
>>698445239
i need to solve this fucking mystery
OP pls
>>698445395
Shit, Ancestry accounts are expensive. We might need to make a whole new thread dedicated to uncovering the mystery, tbh. I feel this one will die soon.
>>698444814
Fucking what...
Wait, no birth date?
>>698445669
You need an Ancestry account for her birthdate, apparently. One could make a free trial, but it requires a credit card number.
>>698444814
>>698419996
If this thread dies and i fall asleep make a new thread
Going to bed soon, will make new thread later tomorrow about uncovering the mystery of Elisa Milicent Sinclair.
>>698446337
same board same hours. i'll be there pal. We must do something for that anon and for the girl
might have found ops email
[email protected]
If one of us manages to get an Ancestry account, does anyone know if it'll say how she died? Because if it does, and it says suicide, then it's a big chance that that's her.
>>698446832
OP from this thread, or the Elisa thread?
http://randomarchive.com/board/b/thread/688967361
Archive of >>698419996
>>698445824
Shit nigga I may be able to view that, I have an ancestry account but haven't have it updated in a while. Lemme check man
>>698447103
Alright, thanks /b/ro.
>>698444814
Is this shit legit? Does anyone know?
>>698447103
here we go
>>698447019
i messed up not the right email was someone who bumped the second thread back then
>>698444814
https://www.sysoon.com/deceased/millicent-e-sinclair-35
she's not her, unfortunately
>>698447910
Possibly the Grandmother?
>>698427540
SOMEONE SCREEN CAP and post the jpg
>>698447910
fuck
>>698447910
might be her dad that died that year?
>>698447992
>>698448285
i doubt it, but who knows?
there's even a nuber on the site if you americans wanna try to call.
Anyway I think the most logical thing to do, if we wanna help, is actually spamming the screencap with the story here on /b/, trying to find OP.
The story is just one month old so we have high chances to find him
is it possible she's not logged into any databases because she was under 18?
or is anyone who dies logged into those public databases?
>>698447273
>>698447223
Sorry to disappoint, but my account was deactivated, since I didn't renew the 100 dollar fee. Didn't think I was going to use it in that time. Sorry /b/ros
>>698448486
How can one prove he is OP though?
>>698449071
just made a new thread
>>698449153
thanks, will head on over there
>>698419996
SOMEONE NEEDS TO FIND THAT FUCKER
>>698411649
accepting that you made a mistake is an alpha thing to do
>>698448120
It's a .png anyway. Hope you like it; I know it's a pretty shit job
>>698414168
i have a similar story from 2 years ago now
>long distance( 600km) relationship with a girl i already been with before, but well we were kids
>she into gud vidya, animes etc
> i'm her first sexual experience + SHE A REAL FREAK,
>we talk about children etc a lot
>she sometimes acted weird, asked me what if i dated another girl etc, but never minded
>>>5 months into our relationship
>call her until late at night, as we used to do everyday
>everything seems to be fine
>>>>the next day
>she doesn't reply to my texts for an entire day
>after school i send her another text cos i want to know what is wrong with her
>"i-i-its difficult anon I'll tell ya later"
>no I want to know rn
>"ok i don't love you anymore, so what, i want to have fun, fuck with my friends, date another boys, get drunk blablabla"
>w-what but i still love you have i done anything wrong???
>can i have a last chance??
guess what it never worked again after that
my "last chance" lasted for a month but eventually she got bored. She would make fun of me by messages + Snapchat months after we broke up, until i told her to fuck off
weird girl + shit story
>>698451864
btw she left me for a fat weeaboo who went to school with a fucking camping bag
>>698452363
kek
dodged a bullet
Stay alive dammit
>>698451674
Holy fuck. Thank you
>>698451674
That story is pure fucking gold
>>698453739
>>698453686
np my /b/ros
>>698445091
Supposedly this is the grandmother.
>>698454432
Wasn't the grandmother, person turned out to be a guy.
>>698411649
back when i was very young my mother was a drug addict, i dont remember which drugs, but i remember seeing alot of syringes around her place, so i just assumed it was heroin. anyways, she had this piece of shit boyfriend named "alex" (false name hence the quotations (was not my father)) the only reason why she was with him was for drugs, one night they got into a big fight, i dont remember what it was for. "alex" ended up stabbing her, then stormed off in his truck. i legitimately had no idea what was going on, she limped her way to the couch to sit down, then told me to bring her the phone and to sit next to her. after talking to who i assumed were the police, we just sat there for what seemed like an eternity waiting for the ambulance to arrive, there was just dead silence the whole time, except for the ticking of the clock that hung right behind the couch. when the ambulance finally did arrive she passed out, probably from the blood loss, and drugs of coarse. she ended up making it through just fine, she was only in the hospital for a couple of days. after that incident, she decided to move away and leave me with my father until she got clean, when she left she brought me up for a kiss on the cheek, i jokingly blew on her cheek making a farting noise, that would be the last memory i had from her for years, and i was just glad it was a happy one.
now i see her regularly, and she is working a prestigious job making upwards of 100k a year, she's been clean for decades, and "alex" is rotting in prison for a life sentence, he didn't get charged for stabbing my mother, he was convicted for raping and murdering a 12 y/o girl, so things could be worse for me, considering what happened.
>>698423828
My voice sounds like leathery-burned ass crispers but I could try if you like.
>>698451674
real feels
I've just read every post and picture in this entire thread.
>Crying
>...Never really felt love before
>39 soon
>>698455451
Sure, why not?
>>698426306
It drives me insane that there's a segment from this story missing in that screengrab.
>>698448120
I'm on it, via mobile though so it'll be in parts, I know I should have done it on pc but I'm a lazy faggot.
>>698456160
>>698451674
Nevermind, use the one posted already, ignore me.
>>698455692
that grand canyon story probably hit you hard huh?
i'm sorry /b/ro, I hope you find love someday.
I feel bad /b/, my gf just left me for a 1.40m faglord.
Actualy, I'm thinking to be an hero
>>698455692
same. i'm 31, but yeah.
>>698451674
killed me to read. why did I never have that? he's gonna marry her and they're gonna be perfect. Now i'm just old and love is fading
bump
>>698451674
I want a relationship like what the OP of this has now.
>>698446337
gonna be waiting for this thread tomorrow
I'm really tired and young and I have no future, my parents didn't even have me for love it was a money gain, then they told me I ruined their life for just being born.
What's the point, my parents fucking hate me. I can't socially connect with anyone. I think maybe if I keep being myself something great might happen because someone will see something great because I'm not a normal fag.
I'm fat, I have a lazy eye, I freeze in social situations and even then. What's the fucking point. Even if I lose weight, I'm still unnoticeable. Even if I did get surgery would that matter?
I have such a shitty useless personality, I can't find any redeeming qualities. I cheat on my partner even though they would do anything for me, because I'm a piece of shit and I can't control myself. I don't deserve them and even though they know I cheat them just tell me not to do it, but I hate myself and find no worth I just hope they'll leave me so I can be alone because I do nothing good for them.
I want them too leave me so I can kill myself, I don't want them knowing their relationship partner killed them self. Even if I'm the worse piece of shit too exist. Killed themselves.
I don't know what the fuck I'm doing, I don't even cheat because I enjoy it, I'm just too nice and I'm terrified of being resented if I say no, I don't feel love or even luster I'm just terrified of being alone.
And despite any thing I do. I'm always alone. I hate when people are like "well you have friends and a boyfriend" and despite this I feel so fucking alone like no one even really understands. I don't know why the fuck I'm even bothering too set anything for myself, the self hate that I feel for myself could fuel a country.
I'm going too just cry myself too sleep, because lately I've been sleeping for 20 hours a day. Good night /b/
Be happy
>>698411836
Cringe
>>698414168
What a whore
>>698414243
Fuck of to tumblr you worthless pile of shit
>>698424261
I would kill to have my father care that much.
havn't heard from him in over a year. My birthday is very soon and I doubt I'll hear a word.
Before the year, it had been 8 years. I got to see him when he came up to visit family. Heard about it from a family member.
I wish I could just live with it, but he always told me to make something of myself. I just landed a job making a very substantial amount of money, and I told my gf about it. I started crying when I tried to mention how proud I bet he would be if he knew. I always wanted to make him proud, and he can't be bothered to talk to me.
any advice on an heroing via a helium hood/exit bag? like where to buy helium thats at a high enough concentration to aspyxiate myself or other ways to cheap easily and painlessly kill myself
>>698461571
You sound like a hopelessly selfish and ignorant person to be honest pham.
Either reevaluate your life or kill yourself just so your partner wouldn't have to stick with you.
>>698411649
never been able to maintain a relationship or actually see past sex with girlfriends since my first gf who i was with for 2 1/2 years dumped me for a friend, shits rough and so cringe looking back but i guess it happens to the best of us, its true what they say; never trust no hoe
>>698461571
youre young, if you dont like yourself change yourself for the better before you get old and unable to change, to be honest i bet you havent even tried to lose weight, who the fuck lays in bed for 20 hours a day? youve been granted a life in a privelaged country that isnt blowing the shit out of each other and you think lifes rough because no one notices your obese ass, grow up
>>698451674
Who else read this and rethought their decisions in life?
>>698434676
Here's a thing though, would she have got back with you if it wasn't for the guy hitting and raping her? I don't think so. She needs you because she's abused and broken, when you were broken and lost she never gave a shit about you. So looks like you're being very generous something she wasn't being during your bad time.
>>698411649
I feel so fucking down and I have no idea why. Everything just feels so dull and gray, nothing is appealing to me anymore. I have nothing to get excited or feel happy about.
My best friend got a girlfriend and doesn't have time to hang out with or even text me, and I don't really talk to anyone else.
On my way home from work today I saw some guy in a wheelchair crossing the road, I had a random thought that I should just fucking hit him. At least then I would have a reason to feel like shit and hate myself.
I just wish I knew how to fix myself because this is hell, I can't keep putting on a happy face a work and drinking all night to numb myself.
I think my cat knows something is wrong, he won't leave me the hell alone lately.
>>698428150
Someone post the wallpaper
>>698465511
I'm gonna ask her about that. Though, she would have come back eventually, because the reson he started beating her is because she was gonna break up with him at the end of summer and he wanted to keep pushing his rape toy around.
>>698451674
powerful story bro, it hurts even more because i dont think what you have is going to last, ive been in a similar situation except i didnt cake the guy who stole my girl, the best of luck to you though
>>698424765
Damn... Should I kill myself? Came on feels thread to feel something only to see someone say my ex's name from a story so similar. God fuck people with that name. And fuck you for saying that name. You cunt.
>>698466295
Hey if she's your source of happiness then it's not a bad deal, but you have too see if you can trust her again.
