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>>703284978
I'm convinced that we are all living in a video game esque simulation world wherein all "normies" so to speak are NPCS. With the same souls that have existed for thousands of years being recycled over and over again to fill an empty vessel when one dies.
>>703285835
plot twist: everyone is actually a normie, so you're an npc as well!
>>703285835
Interesting as fuck
>>703285835
Go on please
Recently dumped by gf. Can't sleep at night not because of heartache or anything like that (had that at first) but because some things have come to light, red flags I ignored along the way with her that really give me the creeps now. She might be lurking about on here and figure out who I am though so I'm afraid to get into the gruesome details of it. It's disturbing though when you're really into someone and you give them the benefit of the doubt but once it's all said and done, rose colored glasses are of and some disturbing shit rises to the surface.
>>703285835
quite and egocentric view of the world to think yourself as not an NPC, they believe they have free will just like you do, you could be an NPC just like the rest
Does anyone really know what happens when you die like do you see blackness? What I think is that the instant you die you astral project and you can see the entire thing
>>703286779
LoL ur a Faggot
>>703287280
personally i believe that the whole you see your life flash by your eyes is real, your mind can distort what you think of time if you think of dreaming it can seem days in a dream and just be hours, i think your brain releases dopamine and you see things, you could be living the last seconds of a life right now.
>>703284978
>What do you want?
I made a bad fucking choice and now she's gone.
Contributing
>>703284978
Baww thread?
>She'll never text my phone asking if she can come over again
>She'll never show up in the middle of the night for warmth and thank her for showing up when I never texted back
>You'll never wake up to morning sex while she plays your favorite songs again and already has coffee brewing
I can't smell freshly brewed coffee without thinking of that morning, so I thank her for that.
>>703287794
What was the joke man tell us
>>703288235
it's the small things like that, like i'll hear a song that was playing the first time we met and it takes me right back
>>703287840
>>703288235
I know this feel...I don't want to anymore...
>>703288355
>>703288235
Hell at least you had it you faggot some of us will rot away alone never to know what does it feel like to be loved
>>703288659
feeling you
My girlfriend dumped me but she wants me around still as a friend I don't want this I don't want this I don't want to be there and watch her being taken by another fucker. What do?
>>703288954
Tell her to fuck off. May not be easy right now but probably best.
>>703288561
>the smell of her hair
>that feeling of your fingers running over her skin
Became friends with a girl over the summer. We got close and ended up hanging out every other day. Finally work up the courage and ask her out in July. She says no and says that "I'm not good at long distant relationships" because I'll be going to basic training in October. We hang out some more, in August I try again to ask her out. Still no. Same excuse and doesn't see me that way and only wants to be friends. I'm in love with her yet she doesn't feel the same way back. We still talk and hang out to this day. I can't seem to let go of her.
>>703285835
it's called simulation theory
>>703287197
Stop posting about me, Charles. I'm not even watching you
>>703288954
start working out, and focus on yourself.
roses are red
violets are blue
you're all cucks
>>703288954
yeah what the other guy said either straight up tell her to fuck off and be a man about it or just ignore her, best to tell her to fuck off so atleast you come out of it not looking like a bitch which you will do if you're friends with your ex and if you're a cuck you'll be friends with her next boyfriend
>>703289369
I can't. I have a medical condition. :(
>>703289334
Hahah. No Chuck here.
>>703288659
She left me for the stupid service. When I met her she had just switched majors from pharmacy to teaching to follow her real dream of teaching first graders, then after a few months she just signs up and gives up on her dreams to be told what to do. I'm a banker, a banker and a teacher living in a small town in a mid-sized house was my dream. Now she fucking killed it. Still recovering but it sucks /b/ro. Now whiskey comforts me while I know she's fucking happy in South Korea forfeiting he freedom.
>Am drunk
This place on a friday night is depressing
>>703289755
It's a feels thread.
>>703289755
Not that much more depressing than my local dive bar though. At least I won't have a hangover this time.
The only people who love me are my 3 immediate family members
Any ''accidental'' suicide methods my dudes?
>>703289273
FAWK!!! This hits close to home /b/ro
She may have saved you from a shit ton of more pain
>>703289870
>>703289870
Been there, never did it
>sitting in hotel room on my own (was away for the weekend)
>phone lights up
>grill adds me on facebook notsurewhois.jpg
>ask her how I know her
>"Random add"
>know some of the girls in her pictures
>talk all night about random shit
>next day get her snapchat
>we talk all day and all night about random shit
>this continues for a bout a week
>I assume she likes me and I like her a lot
>thinkiloveher.exe
>ask her to go on a date with me she says yes
>play walkingonsunshine.mp4
>she goes back to school and we talk on and off that day whenever she has breaks, seems to work well
>next day I go to college I send her snapchats all day
>no reply
>ask her whats up when I get out of college
>"Been really busy"
>meh things happen I guess, ignore it and continue to try and drain a conversation out of her
>doesn't work to well but we manage to talk all night
>next day we dont talk all day ask whats up and why we don't talk as much
>"busy sorry need to focus on school"
>kden send a novel explaing to her i like her real top tier romantic shit
>replies with "sorry"
>listen to sad songs on spotify for the next 2 days
I think I love her but not sure what to do
>>703289870
Anon don't do it man I went through it and it was the shittiest thing I could have done I got thrown into the mental health facility with a bunch of crazy then I realized that I did not belong there we were all so fucked up and I realize I had so much to live for you'll find it man you'll find it inside of you
>>703289870
>>703290081
Life sucks, but you kinda just have to muddle through it and wait for the end. We'll all get there so just chill and watch some TV
>>703288954
Disappear out of her life, now! You're only an option to her, she knows you're available for her once her other approaches don't work out. Just cut of all ties with her and block her everywhere, go ghost on her forever. She will be back if she really loves you, but otherwise you will never see her again, either way do not get back together with her.
>>703290143
Focus on college you whiny bitch, she is focusing on school, if y'all can get stuff done when you have free time cool, but you shouldn't worry about bitches, finish that education.
>>703290454
Talking about UK college btw, only do 1 subject and it's piss easy I'm definitely gonna pass
>>703290143
Lucky you got out early. Go find a girl who will really dig her claws in your heart and rip some chunks out
Fuck....
>>703290680
It's fucked though cuz she keeps giving mixed signals to me, one day she's super eager and talkative then the next moody as shit and hardly talks
>inb4 on period
I broke up with my girlfriend of 4 years about two weeks ago. I did it for a number of reasons, but now that she's really gone it feels like a lot of them were bullshit. I'm not going to get back together with her because that's retarded, but I miss her a lot. Did I fuck up?
>>703291094
when i say it im being serious, are you being a beta about it, you've not known her that long and if you're acting all cringy with a lot of i like you shit in a beta way you're not seeming like someone she'd want to fuck/date. Just play it a bit more cool, don't make it too obvious you need to her, if you're the only one trying to talk it's not going to work.
>>703291248
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W_7G4J4JAXc
Yes you did listen to that and cry :)
>>703288235
i have to win her back
>>703291094
Be yourself, be real. If she doesn't follow then just say fuck it.
This always lightens my mood.
I can't sleep. I can't help but to feel my Girlfriend doesn't love me anymore. I can't back this up but I know shes tired of me just like everyone else in my life is.
Things have been rough the past few months and we've been on a small break. I blame myself for being an insecure jealous piece of shit.
We were supposed to meet today and I was gonna break it off but she never replied to me. We havent talked much for a week now and it's killing me that what we had for four years has come to this.
Don't fall in love /b/.
>>703291371
You're probably right, I haven't had a gf in like 4 years because I've never seen the need at my current age but lately I've been wanting someone I'll play it cool and see what happens ty anon
>>703291536
the dad folder time?
>>703291487
I'm trying to be myself she says I'm funny and stuff maybe I'm trying to hard we've only just met but man I've never felt like this in a while
>>703291688
>>703291536
>>703291536
>>703291248
Hey man. I posted this
>>703291564
I'm in somewhat of the same boat. I'm sure there were good and understandable reasons as to why things didn't work out between you two.
>>703291688
this made me sad
So my girlfriend and I broke up, but we bought a dog together...well she bought the dog and she says when she finds a new relationship that I can never see the dog again, but until then we can be friends and shit. This dog is my best friend :(
>>703291642
no problem, i was hung up on a girl for like 2 years when i was probably like 15, i was literally called captain friendzone by my friends because we used to talk so much and i got nothing, i ended up getting a girlfriend for 2 years and after that ended i'd changed the way i talk to girls and my attitude as a whole, looked back through my messages to her and fuck me i was cringey as shit it was so hard to look at. as soon i just stopped making it looked like i cared so much she was way more attracted to me.
>>703291688
Wow :/ Really hit home for me that did, I always try to avoid my dad but I do love him I just never feel motivated to see him
>>703291963
>>703291688
This makes me really sad for some reason, like my dad was a complete piece of shit so people having good fathers and treating them bad gets to me
i'm very fucking certain i have a brain tumor. i feel 6/10 headaches at all times, my right eye won't stop twitching,i feel like i'm always about to puke and my nose has that "bleeding feeling" alot, and some times i black out for about 30 minutes in another part of the house doing something completely different. worst part is half of me doesn't really care
>>703292053
Had breakfast with my dad on my birthday after reading these. Amazing fucking stories about my time as a whiny brat. but at the same time never seen him smile while telling stories so much. I thought had pissed him off during my youth, guess I was just planting good times he can look back on.
I have never been in a more fucked up situation than I am in right now.
My boyfriend and I split up around two weeks ago but we still live together. He claims he still loves me but it's not the same and I have to live here with him knowing that the man I love; who still loves me- won't be with me.
I have two kids that aren't biologically his but he's always treated them as such AND I'm pregnant with his first...
We moved here to this state TOGETHER and aren't together. I left my family behind in Cali and I don't have ANY family that lives here except my sons and I can't talk to them about what's going on... He's trying to be supportive, friend-wise, but I don't think he realizes how much it's hurting me to be here with him but not WITH him.
I've wanted to cut ties and move back home but with the kids, we're in too deep, and it wouldn't be right to them to take them away from their father-figure or separate him from them. Not to mention his unborn baby.
This is the worse torture I have experienced and I've been through some shit. I would take all of that pain ten times over again if it meant things between us would be fixed.
I moved here so my life would get better and yet after moving my sister died. My grandma died. I just learned that my mom and brother became homeless. I lost my dog and my cat in and now I'm a pregnant single mother of two; forcing a smile on my face so they can be happy and trying to work two jobs to keep this life afloat even when my soul feels absolutely destroyed.
...
The worst part about all of this is that the years' not even over yet.
>>703292728
Come join us in the Discord chat
I broke up with my girl on sunday.
>She behaved badly when we were out on saturday night and hurt me.
>I over reacted and left the pub, and couldnt sleep worrying she didnt want to do this anymore.
>She gets home and i tell her i like her so much but i think im losing her, does she still want me?
>She replied "maybe it isnt working anon, you are so nice but ive been a bitch and im sorry"
>".. maybe it is too soon for me after my ex and you are moving away and i have a new job"
>(i am not moving far)
>she listed out all the things she was worried about
>instead of telling her it can work and none of those things matter because we are happy
>tell her "we're done then" because i thought she wanted to end it. Stupid drunk brain :(
>She apologises, says she still wants to be friends. "its just not the right time"
>sleep, wake up at 10 instant regrets
>text her and tell her i feel bad
>instead of telling her we can make it work and that it will be worth trying
>type loads of shitty messages telling her how she made me feel and trying to get her to say sorry (guilt tripping)
>if she just says sorry i can tell her its ok and that we can make it work
>she keeps saying just leave it just leave it
> "its not all about you"
>she felt bad for being a bitch and i was making her feel worse
>block her because every message makes it worse
>text a few times that evening
>she tells me i made her feel so upset
>tell her im sorry about that and if we are both unhappy then its for the best
>text some closure stuff monday and delete number
>text her tuesday morning saying i have made a huge mistake and dont want to lose her
>she replies "its done, i dont want to be harsh but i guess i have to"
>wednesday no contact
>thursday text explaining that i know i over reacted and that i was feeling insecure (last relationship ended from cheating) and can she forgive me and give me another chance
>she texts back "No"
>leave it at that
I am going to hers on monday to try to speak face to face
>>703292728
Your kid is thinking, "Do whatever makes the fighting stop and what make you happy." My grandpa and my mother's stories of him after he passed when I was 10 were my father figure. Stay strong. Woman are somehow good at this and they really don't need any scumbag father. Look at all us crying cunts begging for a woman back
>>703291688
the cat's in the cradle
I'm in love with my good friend's/roommate's girlfriend. I met her over a year ago, and she has since moved in with us and we're in the same program so we hang out pretty much all day. She's cute, and funny and we have a lot of common interests, and I guess over time it turned from a small crush to a lot more. It's gotten so bad that I broke up with my longterm girlfriend because I realized how unfair it was to lead her on. I can't even pretend that I haven't completely fallen for her at this point.. but I know it will never work, as she is in a good relationship with one of my best friends. And I'm more alone now than ever.
>>703293132
made me think of this shit I'm about to dump. Good Luck, be you and don't regret shit
>>703293430
>>703285835
Normies?
Fuck outta here, your mother just made you tendies you diaper wearing autist fuck
>>703293228
ask her to invite friends or sisters over, fag, don't take the pig while it's still in the bag
>>703293452
>>703293169
He's a great father. I was just a shit girlfriend.
>>703293591
>>703293639
>been friends with person for awhile.
>physically theyre a little messed up, uncomfortable in their own skin and unknowing of how to deal with it.
>personality is like a dream come true though, never met someone i could relate to more and feel as comfortable around.
>eventually start going out with said person.
>a lot of mutual friends here so we have to keep it a secret.
>i love them a lot.
>only been dating like a week, already getting intimate (in high school so it was a new experience for the both of us)
>not really sure but trust my other enough.
>theyre very enthusiastic about getting with this.
>feel more comfortable doing such things with them. Its good.
>out of fucking nowhere their neighbor messages me and says "yeah they wanna break up with you"
>its true. Not neighbor being a dick.
>heart broken as hell. They still wanna be friends.
>they explain they're just scared of the actual RELATIONSHIP part of what we were doing. Still super happy being close and cuddly and intimate.
>aight fine i can live like this until you're more comfortable.
>they start getting condoms from said neighbor.
>start planning out times to have sex.
>realize i need to up my game and try to be closer in that way.
>get closer, tries to be sexy.
>week later i get a message from a guy i thought was a close friend.
"Anon your mate feels used. You need to stop being around them"
>whatthefuck.jpeg
>me trying to be closer to them in the way they only seemed to care about made them feel used.
>they leave me for said dude who told me.
>cant trust myself. Cant trust them.
>they wanna try and sort things out. But doesnt feel safe around me.
>new boyfriend actually says "cant let you get that close to them again. Out of respect"
I just wanna die. This was months ago. I havent dated since.
What do i do to make myself feel better /b/
>>703284978
>>703292933
>https://discord.gg/A4Pyq
The invite has expired.
trying to quit using heroin
thinking about all the years ive wasted
thinking about just killing myself
thinking about life
>>703293790
I've been thinking about using heroin. I won't though. Just really depressed. Good luck with kicking it I hear it's really hard.
>>703292728
Oh, come on. You know the rules: mamories
or depart from /b/.
>>703293169
You forgot that she has to support two children while pregnant with another and has no home and no one to help besides her ex boyfriend.
Idk what's wrong with me. I just turned 18 and life's pretty good, got a good job, a car, a free year of college but I just feel empty. I can never sleep and I always have this voice in my head telling me I should just kill myself and all these terrible things. I just want to end everything I can't live like this
All the good things we were told to expect from life either don't exist or are extremely difficult to achieve for the average person. While all the bad things just happen by default.
>>703288355
What really sucks is going places or taking a route you used to commonly take before seeing them and you just get that feeling. That feeling of knowing that you aren't going there, and won't anymore. Fucking hurts dude
>>703293776
https://discord.gg/A4Pyq
Come join to talk feels . We got really chill people here
>>703293752
You're getting cucked, anon. Listen, give the girl an ultimatum. It's you or it's him, if she chooses him tell her and him to fuck off and never contact you again. Once they break up she'll inevitably come back to you.
>>703293132
there are two types of honest people in the world. Kids and drunk people
Drunk you said what you're too much of a little bitch to say.
Get over her, going to her place could end up with you getting a restraining order
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QNCM8IjtQ-o
She was too crazy. I couldn't tame the beast and had to let her go for my own wellbeing. Still feeling totally hearbroken over it
>>703284978
>>703289083
Are you ever just sitting around and all of a sudden out of nowhere, you can smell her perfume for a split second, which brings back all the memories...
>>703294403
It'll fade, anon. Like all things, it'll fade.
>>703294403
It Sometimes happens when I open a can of sardines.
>>703292096
his dad was a pussy
>>703294511
Kekkkkkkk
Tfw when that actually does trigger some nostalgia for me though.
>>703289755
>depressing
feels thread
>>703294245
https://discord.gg/GbJsAHB
Sorry join again!!! Join the press feels
My ex girlfriend broke up with me and I don't even know why. She said she couldn't commit to a serious relationship right now even though it had been three years. Now she's dating some other guy. I seriously thought I was going to marry her, we had even talked about it. Fuck me
>>703294346
You sound like my ex about me...
>>703293752
Shoot em both
So I'm almost finished school and thought it would be a cool idea to go to the movies after we graduate.
My friends say that its a pretty good idea. Couple days later I hear them having a conversation about a day at the beach after graduation. Wait a second... It was on the same day as the movies. My so called friends decided to instead of go to the movies all go to the beach and not invite me. Is it just me or are these guys just cunts?
>>703293717
that one hit me hard...
>>703294652
women suck
Buy a sex robot when they come out
Im tired of never being good enough, no matter how hard i work, what i earn, what i do... I know im a pathetic beta piece of shit but dammit im just ready to end it all if i can find enough alcohol to build the courage
>>703289276
>>703285835
>>703284978
I've been trying to find more comics about young girls and their sexual adventures growing up, just like the comic, Camp Sherwood, the one where Timmy wishes into Timantha for camp to be with Trixie. But I haven't been able to find another. And now I feel like I'll never understand girls. Feels bad man.
I feel completely sedated from everything. I feel there's no point to anything and we're just passing time to our inevitable deaths. I feel people are filth and that the majority of people are scum who don't deserve to be on top of the food chain. We're all just animals roaming around with no purpose.
My 2 1/2 year old pug Maggie puked up some blood yesterday morning. Then she had blood coming from her nose. Took her to vet($520 later) they find blood in urine. Her blood chart shows some stuff is super high count. Liver not doing its job or something. They send us to a referral center. Paid $1000 down payment. They say she needs a blood transfuscion($600). Still not sure what they problem is. Probably needs an ultrasound. I dont want to lose her. She is in stable condition at the moment.
Pic related
>>703294330
She already left me for him. Shes gone and blames me for all her problems in the last 9 monthd
>>703294613
Actually it's funny because that's honestly what it smelled like when I first fucked her. Like not even tuna. Strong sardines or those kipperd canned fish. I don't know if she hadn't showered or what. But I just rolled with it. And yep that smell now reminds me of it.
>>703294705
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EuJzSTNDUGI
>>703294929
live long pupper, god bless
>>703288954
Bail. Now. Don't do what I did. It'll end badly, one way or another.
>>703291564
Just talk to her. When you aren't in a jealous mood. I was the same way. If I could do it all over I would change a lot. I would've talked to her. Try to work things out. Communicate and solve your problems together. Best of luck. Don't fuck it up like me
>>703294652
Bro same thing with me after almost two years. Don't know if there was someone else while I was with her but she was right back on the dating site where I found her chasing cock the day after she dumped me. But oh well dodged another bullet. Better to find out now than 10 years down the road right?
>>703291248
Yes. Dude seriously. I broke up with a gf of 6 years. That was two years ago and I regret it. She is married now and that's just super fun. PULL UP. I REPEAT. PULL UP.
>>703294929
god pugs are so fucking ugly and annoying to be around. when i was with my ex i use to beat thier pug. especially when i moved in & they would leave, id grab him by his extra skin & make him yelp for his pathetic life.
>>703289437
Then get a hobby, learn guitar or some shit, take a class. Just do something that requires focus.
>>703294977
>>703294976
Nah, that's a relatively normal smell for a vag even after showering. And yeah man, I know it's tough to hear but you can always move on at any point. It's all about realizing how above you are from the people you lost. You lost someone who didn't care about you... She lost someone who loved her. Who's really at a loss?
>>703290411
>>703291248
You broke up for some good reasons. If it didn't work out after 4 years, it wasn't going to work out. Stop second guessing. Move on.
>>703295259
Cool story bro. Niggers are ugly. Right? Why dont you do that to niggers then also since you are so tough. Fuck off you candyassgot
>>703295068
Hoping so... I bought her for my gfs birthday when she was a 2 months old. Shes so soft and has such a loving heart.
>>703295289
Thanks anon. That actually helps a lot and it's true.
>>703295218
Yeah definitely it was just such a shock and it's still affecting me after two months. She was super close to my family and everything. And to top it all off, we still live across the hall from each other and we have a class together. I'm trying to avoid contact as much as possible which is helping.
>>703295555
Quads checked
>>703284978
>there's a girl in my Econ class that I sit next to
>she is this sort of shy, very softspoken girl
>kind of got a little bit of chub goin' on, but she is super clean and smells great all the time
>keeps her hair perfect, wears glasses
>she likes my jokes and her laugh warms my heart
>feel super comfy around her, and am really attracted to her too
>she makes my day every single day I see her
>being around her brings out this positive side of me I didn't know I had
>I share snacks I bring in with her, basically just tell her she can have whatever she wants
>It's great, bros
I'm thinking of asking her out, but I need to be sure she likes me first. Honestly I could see myself marrying this girl so I don't want to rush anything because it would fuck it up.
>>703295289
Huh, that actually really helped. Thanks anon.
>>703295068
>>703294929
There is no God and fuck you for paying 2 grand no a vet for a dog you rich, white trash faggot
>>703294345
Thats true, I said what i felt. But i really didnt want to break it off. And i dont think she did either. It was working so well until this weekend.
When i felt she didnt want me i stayed up all night over thinking. She felt bad and apologised but i mistook what she was trying to say because it was drilled into my head that she wanted me to go.
This whole thing was about making her see not everyone is going to hurt her and that I can be good to her. All i did was make her feel terrible about herself.
Its not at the restraining order stage yet. We have known each other for years and are good friends. Even if i cant change her mind, even if she slams the door in my face at least I know that theres no chance to reverse the fuck up. I havent slept since sunday because i made the mistake and threw it away when we should have just talked about it.
If it was in person the conversation would have lasted 5 minutes and we would have been stronger from it. But i mis read things and acted badly.
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>one shit gf whole life
>only few friends
>graduate high school
>meets new girl
>spends next three years together
>almost a year living with her
>let's take a break i need time to think
>three months still till lease is up
>she's never there
>sad pepe.jpg
>move out to new house with two best pals
>back/fourth mind games with hex for almost a year
>friends don't talk to me
>roommates can't even chill
>drunk whore fucked all friends
>drunk whore fucked both roommates
>no more friends
>depression + alcohol
>crippling debt from DUI
>rides bus to work
>tempt to an hero every day
>>703295555
That's hard that she's so close to you. Luckily for me mine is in a different country now and is probably going to be to busy chasing cock online to contact me anyway. It's hard to swallow and puts the person in a whole different light though doesn't it? It's amazing how delusional we can get. It's like rational thought just takes a long vacation then comes back to bite you in the ass.
>>703295398
get worked faggot, begging ya to have sex fat boy
>>703284978
Post feels music:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7lg2fknnX9w
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b1GZC0GQKOA
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nehYBw__AyQ
help me be good and hacking androids...just a newbie, plus can some one tell me how to view private locked pics on instagram..y he thing is the girl I liked moved far far away and I just wanna look at her posts without any awkwardness
https://discord.gg/GbJsAHB
Join up to talk your feels with other anons
>>703293977
Oi, new fag, she's not asking for shit, she's getting shit off her chest. Now shut the fuck up and go back to lurking till you understand the rules.
>>703295869
https://soundcloud.com/cas-casisdead/cas-drugs-dont-work
>>703295869
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6wdGz3Aq5Ew
>>703285835
Man dude ever seen the movie the Truman show .. Some times it's like some really shitty actors ya know ? Like , really u guys fucking suck I catch you slipping on the reg
>definitely not schiZophrenia
Rite?
>>703295902
>Make fake insta account of beefcake
>follow girl hope for follow request accept
>$$Profit$$
>>703294929
HEATHENS! FOR THE TEUTONIC NIGHTS! DEUS VULT!
>>703295693
Im 22 i work in a foundry as a millwright apprentice. I work 6 nights a week every week. Dont have much of a life so your damn right im gonna spend as much as possible to make sure she is okay.
>rich, white trash faggot
What???
>>703292728
Why do you have 2 kids that arent his and why do you expect to treat th any differently?
>>703293717
>>703293639
>>703293591
>>703293452
>>703293430
Bullshit. Girls don't think that way like boys do. That's a cop out.
>>703296394
tl;dr tits or gtfo
where the hell do you think you are?
>>703296204
My pets take up a big soft spot in my heart
>>703295869
Here you go:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KWooB4tpQ9I
>>703294685
Are you my ex? Anyways. The feeling is real. My advice contact them, recognise your problems, work on them. All is not lost yet anon.
I've been sick for 11 months. I don't know if I'll ever get better. This illness has taken so much from me. Every night I go to sleep hoping I won't wake up.
Theres one treatment left that has a chance of helping me. I go to discuss it with the doctors next Friday. I've decided if this treatment doesn't work, I'm going to an hero. Wish me luck, /b/.
>>703296579
Do you even know how to /b/?
Tits or gtfo is for attention whore women. You just went full retard. You are obviously new considering you are trying to be edgy in a feels thread. Why dont you lurk more so you understand the point of a feels thread since you clearly have no idea where you are
>>703293132
takes his girlfriend to the bar with him
you're a fucking retard and you don't fit in here
>>703288659
Lucky fuck
>>703296819
>tl;dr
I'm not arguing with you, tits or gtfo
>>703296793
whats wrong anon? what do you have
>>703296405
Because I was a dumb girl who couldn't tell the difference between a real man and a fake who played the part till he got what he wanted and changed.
As for the second part of your question, what?
>>703294551
Whether you're trolling or not, fuck off and kys. That story is a classic.
>>703296819
>>703296911
I'm with dubs on this one, feels threads are better with tits
>>703296657
He frequents /b/ often and actually introduced it to me. The way you type and respond is quite similar to his mannerisms so I guess there is a possibility.
>>703291688
Who would treat his dad like that
I mean i still hang out with my dad and he is pretty cool so i cant really understand these people
>>703294403
When I found her old perfume bottle from our first time sitting around ..now she calls me and hangs up when her boyfriend gets home tells me how she calls him my name and loves me but she doesn't she just wants to fuck w me ...evil cunt ... I did that u know ? She's my demon and I want it fucking back
>>703291688
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sItJs9zGIu0
>I'm not taking the blame for my mother's deceit and my fathers mistakes.
>When you grow up thinking your dad is a hero
>Find out it was all lies
>Who were my parents?
>Who am I?
>>703296523
Do boys think like Girls do
>>703294488
3 years and it still hasn't faded so I wish I could believe this. She's the main reason for my depression. The reason I don't sleep anymore. The reason I'm sitting here drinking my night away again. I find it hard to believe it'll fade.
>>703297845
>>703294652
Yeah, high school is a fucking trash bin full of trash.
>>703297987
Read
>>703295289
anon makes some good points
I've never had a feels tread that got so in touch with me...
I love my wife. I respect her so much, as she goes through alot mentally with anxiety and depression. I suffer from depression too, but I haven't told anyone, and I don't want to be a burden.
The thought of helping her aggrevates me because I can't help myself. Help /b/
>>703298288
Good points yes. Depending on the situation. In my case I lost someone who did care about me. She never stopped caring. In the end I guess it was my fault though. It took me to long to realize how I really felt and when I told her she felt the same but it was to late.
>>703296978
Did you expect him to treat them like his own? Are you that delusional?
>>703298503
Rigth now, Im in a kind of a party and I feel so alone... I dont know why I trust more in /b/ than my real friends
![La Vie [1903].jpg](https://i.imgur.com/xKyXjO6.jpg "La Vie [1903].jpg")
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g_72RkQV25Y
>>703298559
Dealing with PTSD, Acute Anxiety, and Chronic Depression, I can relate to those feels. You can only try to understand where hers comes from and let her know about your struggles too. Having that relation can go either way but you'll never know unless you tell her and see where it goes. Keeping it bottled up with surely only strain things and isn't healthy.
>>703298559
We have sex about twice a week. I feel like more would be best for the both of us, but her meds fuck with her too much. This morning was nuts and I came so much I could've blasted through her spine, but that was the only good part of the day.
Was forced to end a relationship while we were still deeply in love. This is worse than ending it on bad terms. How do I cope, bros?
>>703296978
tiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiits
ooooooooor
geeeeeeeeet
theeeeeeeee
fuuuuuuuuck
oooouuuuut
>>703298583
I know how this feels, I know how it's so hard to realize there are millions of people out there that will fill the void that's been left inside you... I haven't realized that yet, anon. I only hope you will someday soon.
>>703297417
I highly doubt it, one can only hope. Do you still love the guy?
My girlfriend isn't the same anymore. Been together two years. Recently she has told me twice that sometimes she's in love with me and sometimes she's not. She said sometimes it lasts for days before she feels in love again. She says this is normal. I don't know. Anyone has experience in this? I don't know if it's normal or a sign that it's time to end it.....currently drunk because fuck it.
We all have a story about a chick that we asked out and she answered the she wanted somebody more serious and then she went out with a dude she just met
>>703298827
The cards were laid out on the table before we ever got together. Delusion hasn't no part of this. Plus, he does treat them as his own and did so on his own.
Do you not read?
>>703299081
Based off what I've experienced in the same situation, you don't.
>>703299096
No.
how
>>703299081
im in the same situation. i cant sleep or eat
i throw up when i fucking think about it too much
>>703298939
Thanks /b/ro. She says I should see a counselor and I just ignore it. She's probably right, and I know I'd be better served to tell her how my depression is affecting us and how I react to her. My great paying but life sucking salaried job doesn't make it any better.
>>703299126
God I wish I could find someone to replace her. So far I haven't. The girl in with now I've been with a while and it's not the same at all. It's a great relationship but I still spend the nights up alone thinking about her, missing her, wanting her back. Reading this fucking letter over and over.
>>703299155
Yes. Never stopped.
>>703299096
kys cunt
>>703285835
>Increasing population faster than death rate.
>Finite amount of souls
This seems flawed
I'll just leave my phone number if somebody wants to talk in private... 11 22587102
I havent dated for 3 years, not any of the girls ive tried with want to go as far as a first date, the most ive gotten is to a girls house for a movie and have her ask what im doing when i made a move. Last girl I dated feels like my dream girl and I shake the feeling but it comes back when i talk to her and I feel the ever increasing sense of im never gunna get the chance to date again
>>703299255
>>703299424
Then you won't be here long, and I don't care.
Feels group chat with no Rules
https://telegram.me/joinchat/Dh0kg0FWmDrdaXToSVwREQ
>>703299183
Oh sorry i missunderstood
>>703285835
No, normies would be the main characters because they actually contribute to society. We, the userbase of 4chan, would be the NPCs.
>>703289273
The best advice I could give you is to focus on yourself make yourself into something she's missing out on
>>703299596
*Mizunderstood
Just like a pill
>>703296929
Whats wrong. Thats a really small question with a really big answer. Or a lot of answers. Probably both. But explaining the whole experience would be very difficult and would take far too many words to fit in a single post. Basically, my life a shit now.
As for what I have. Nobody really fucking knows. Been everywhere trying to find out. Lost count of how many hospitals I've stayed in. Went to see who are supposedly the best GI doctors in the world and the only diagnosis I got was chronic idiopathic nausea and vomiting. Basically means I have nausea all the time with episodes of vomiting and they can't find any reason. That was several months ago and I've only gotten worse since then.
I haven't eaten anything in more than three months, so these fucking food captchas really piss me off.
>>703299596
It's all good.
>>703294403
Girl at work uses the same shampoo my ex did. I feel so fucking alone.
I'm a stupid moron with an ugly face and a big butt and my butt smells and...I like to kiss my own butt.
There's not much I should be sad about, but damn I am depressed as fuck. Life is just empty ig.
>>703299888
Nice trips loser.
>>703299888
(°-°)-∆
>>703293790
Sorry, but who is the girl?
>>703299888
I bet your mom fucks your dad too, huh?
Also chek'd and keked
>>703295869
>>703296030
>>703296072
Plebs, the lot of ya
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X1ag8kapwUk
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mssm8Ml5sOo
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HtrKPsUlM0E
https://www.youtube.com/results?search_query=hideaway+karen+o
>>703299420
Well take my advice and contact him. Communicate your feelings, work to reconcile.. If he's anything like me he is just as heartbroken as you are, just at a loss of what to do to. Godspeed anon. I hope you are my ex.
>>703299542
Ive done all the things that /b/ recommends to get past it; improve myself, party and socialise and itll happen, i party nearly 2 nights a week and nada. I honestly have this numb, sad sense of foreboding that its gunna just always be like this, that ill lose my 20s to being by myself and then grab the first washed up woman who at 30 is trying to secure her future
>>703300193
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a9ti_co_ebc
>fail safe
https://youtu.be/pEq8DBxm0J4
I just got done with my extremely mediocre job at 11:30. Had plans to hang out with my brother and some of his friends at a cabin they all rented out. Drove 40 minutes out to where it was, only to find out that the park ranger had locked the gate. The trail to the cabin would have been another 45 minute walk in the dark through the woods. None of them wanted to meet me halfway so I had to drive all the way back home.
Now I'm just sitting at home by myself waiting for the sleeping pill to kick in so I can go to sleep.
I've been missing my ex like crazy this past week. I've missed her since we broke up in February, but for some reason I've been missing her a lot recently. Next week is her birthday so I'm going to send her a happy birthday text. Then the next day I'm gonna see if I can get her to talk to me.
I doubt it will work. I've moved to a new town since then and she's probably moving on and doesn't want to drudge up the past. But I just miss her so much. I miss holding her hand in the car and her adorable laugh and how soft she felt when she slept against me. All the girls I've met since then have been pretty lackluster.
Pretty shitty week. Oh well. At least it's Friday and I can sleep in tomorrow.
>>703300201
I appreciate the commentary and hope that in time, we can heal... You being my ex or not, thank you.
> Be me
> Leaving my love, homeland and dropping out of uni for unknown urge to move abroad.
> Wasting all my savings on lerning a new language.
>Experiencing solitude and recurring depressions like I've never had before
> Working in shit places
> convincing my self it is for my own good
> Feeling like going back to homeland will be a disappointment.
> reaching the point where I don't get excited of anything, not looking forward to anything.
>>703299678
I tried taking many
I cant die
>>703294900
I just keep myself busy man. I have my family, but it just feels so useless
>>703299711
Im sorry to hear anon. Does it hurt really bad or just supremely hard to deal with?
>>703300193
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FlAmKsmLav8
>new fags
>>703300309
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8We0FVflGaU
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O6HMW7h5jGY
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rw7aMVvPDmc
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v89cykp97jI
Alright /b/ros, this momma's out. Healing vibes to all. Goodnight.
>>703299711
Don't really know what to say.
Be strong anon!
>>703300912
Stay strong
I hope and wish your ending will be a good and a happy one
>>703292728
He's most likely just affraid of the responsibilities coming his way give him a little time and if this is still the case give him the ultimatum that you're a single mom and need a person that will remain in your children's lives and if he can't do that then you got yourself another illegitimate child
Broke up with someone tonight because they stalked me, were possessive, tried to break into my house, constantly went through my phone and shit, and stressed me out in general. Still love them though. Wish I was just fucking dead. I hate that I upset them. I want them to be happy. Just wish they would've mellowed out enough so we could've gotten married and enjoyed our life together.
>>703301509
Have them seek psych help. Go to couples counseling, there's hope anon if you're willing to pull through.
Got dumped by the girl of my dreams after 7-8 months of dating, she said it was the circumstances of us dating and totally not me and that she wanted to remain friends, i did so and she said that we can try after schools over again, she also said theres a 50/50 chance that we might make it work again..... She stopped loving me because of school and parents... Fml
>>703300718
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nyFHqNf65U8
>Yeah keep trying
And if anyone has that fucking video of the drawing animation with the clock and the husband trying to stop the clock from moving because he can't stand growing older and the thought of losing his wife. Please feel free to share.
>>703301722
My sitch, just leave it dude, and start dating as soon as you can and just forget about her. Dont let her mess with you and dont be her friend. It never works, she wants someone to wait on her and youre giving her that without anything in return if youre just her friend. Dont do it bro
I lost all motivation and passion nothing can keep me
Ive lost my will
I drove the love of my life to insanity i lost my heart and soul and im an empty husk
>>703301111
>>703299988
>>703299888
>>703299666
>>703295555
>>703294488
>Angsty little fucks who think 4chan if for cool kids
There is s serious lack in appreciation for the repeating digits lately and something ha to be done about this.
>>703301927
Thanks dude, most people dont care tbh. Problem is that she was literally perfect a 11/10 in my eyes, and she cant really date anyone (i think) because of her parents and idk tbh..... She says that she still cares and that ill always be a part of her
>>703286779
>you were too short
>>703289334
>A Charles, not same fagging
That's really offensive, if you don't like it go some where else and if you act like a bitch you get treated like a bitch, if shit offends you talk to that person irl, this is an anonymous board don't use name fuck tard
>>703301661
Tried to get them to talk to someone, they refused. Tried to help, little by little, but they never put in the effort. I was open with my communication and understood why the felt the way they did, but after they've made me feel like dirt for the past year...I just don't have anything left. I can't keep forgiving them and letting them control everything about my life. I want to be relaxed instead of stressed, be able to sleep more than two hours, be able to talk to friends, or spend the day by myself without being guilt tripped for not wanting to hang out for one day. One day to catch up on homework and just be lazy a bit.
>>703302106
Doin' god's work, anon. Also, check 'em.
>>703302349
It's understandable then, anon. Just do what's right for you. Live life on your own terms.
>>703302127
Again, exactly what she said to me. Maybe she does care, maybe she wants to still know you, but she cant be what you want her to be and its not enough. Im speaking for both of us. I was hapliest when i never saw her. The more you see her, the more it hurts. Leave it, date someone else, just dont let yourself miss her and dont let yourself think you womt find anyone better. You might not, but thats not the point. She cant be what you want, so shes a non option
>>703302773
Again thank you and godspeed anon.
>>703299158
That's how I lost my ex, turned out to be depression fucking with my emotions watch for signs
>>703302106
All check'd Cap'n Anon
Cheer up m8's
>>703301843
i just want attention but i also know thats fucking stupid.
>>703303097
>>703300585
Rarely ever much physical pain. People always say starving to death hurts a lot, but those people usually don't know what they're talking about. I've been close, and it's not so bad. You mostly just feel really wore out.
But fuck yeah it's hard to deal with this shit. I couldn't put how it feels into words if I tried. It's made me change my beliefs and change as a person. It's made me do things I'm not proud of. It's made me angrier than I've ever been, and calmer than I ever thought possible. It's made me miss out on experiences I will never get the chance to have again. Emotionally and mentally, it's made me feel worse than I've ever felt in my entire life, but that doesn't say much. My life until this was great. I'd just started my senior year of high school when I got sick. But then I did and my life stopped, but the world just kept on moving around me. And I had to just sit and watch, never knowing if I would ever be part of it again.
>>703301111
Thanks man. Nice get btw
>>703303268
I took this from a hentai actually. Surprised to find a nice tidbit in there.
>>703303708
doesn't take a gram from the feels
>>703302745
Yeah. Thank you.
I can't keep getting hurt like this. It's taking its toll on me.
>>703303872
We'll that was scary accurate. Youth, time, her.
>>703284978
I come to these and talk about killing myself once in a while. Won't ever do it, too many responsibilities. But it helps to let everyone know I want to die.
>>703304410
Pretty sure most of us here can understand that anon.
>>703303872
intelligence
honesty
friends
ain't that the truth
>>703304483
Yeah, our lives are all shit.
Tried to save this little puppy. He died in my hands, and the way he did just really fucked me up.
I really miss him now.
>>703303872
love
money
intelligence
nice
>>703304601
that's a hairy wee wee
I got friendzoned by the girl I love 9 hours ago.
>>703304601
story? thats very sad to see
>gf moves for college
>[insert million miles]
>she ft's me saying
>anon what can I do to make you happy
>please don't leave me alone
>hangs up
It hurts /b/
>>703304410
I want to kill myself. Soon. Or seriously hurt myself trying. Maybe one day I'll stand in front of diesel truck. Get really close to traffic.
I won't do it. But it's a fantasy.
The girl I love friendzoned me 9 hours ago.
>>703304777
He had fading puppy syndrome
I kept him alive for about 8 days. They usually die around 3.
>>703292334
Same. I actually did go to a doctor and he said I need to have a CT scan immediately because I may have a blood clot sitting on my occipital nerves. That was a few months back and since I'm uninsured and have no money, I just have to let fate decide.
>>703285835
Juane go home.
>>703304845
faggot get /fit/
>>703299158
>women
>capable of love
pick one
>>703304845
i know that feeling my dude
stay strong, because I sure as hell didn't
>>703305088
What did you do?
>>703304945
rip pup
>>703303872
>love
>fun
>honesty
...
>>703304811
This brought back so many memories, she tried so hard to make me happy she didn't know about my depression so she left I like to think someday when things aren't so bad for us we could try again
>>703293195
This guy gets it.
>>703284978
so last year, I had all of my classes with this one girl who was absolutely beautiful, and seemed like a pretty chill person. I'm very shy and quiet, so I don't really talk to her but she is one of those girls that is extremely comfortable with any situation and makes friends easily, so I decide that if I'm not gonna have the balls to talk to her myself, why not casually listen to her conversations and see if we have any common intrests? find out that she is literally my dream girlfriend, she likes the same music as me, likes the same type of movies, plays videos games(this is really what sealed the deal in my mind)
skip to about 2 months later, the school year is about to end, we have had a couple convos but nothing long. I come up with the brilliant idea to start talking to her on Instagram since I am too shy to talk to her irl (cringey af, I know) anyway, we start having a couple casual conversations over the course of the next few weeks. I finally have had it with this casual conversation bullshit, and I ask her out. she says I'm a really nice guy but she "doesn't want to hurt me" my heart dropped, I really thought that we would make a good couple. school year ends and we don't talk over the summer.
skip to this year, we have a class together.
>fuck.jpg
I decide it would be best if I just don't talk to her.
skip about 2 weeks. she finds out that her birthday is 1 day before mine, and points it out to me. my awkward ass is like "oh cool, I never noticed that" and I walk away nervously.
we haven't talked since then and that was about 2 weeks ago, although I have noticed that when I'm around her, she tends to get louder. I'm not suicidal or anything, but this shit is starting to make me depressed. Any advice?
>>703305161
to be honest, I just broke down because she was really my only friend. around that time I was really alone. I guess i was pretty beta back then, and I don't blame her for it, but it really just killed me. I didn't just brush it off, I went into a state of total depression.
>>703305379
See if you can set some sights on a new girl, dude. I know it's hard to just break away from being attracted to her, but she's already denied you, bro. If anything, you're gonna be friendzoned. And it will really suck, dude.
>>703304945
rip sweet doggo
>>703303872
it doesn't even have the word gay in there
>>703305690
I have tried looking for some other girls already, and tbh, it does help get my mind off of her, but then I have to spend a whole class with her at the end of the day, and I just cant help but feel like shit. I have considered switching classes but its already too far into the semester to do that...
>>703306264
cool
>>703306264
I thought I saw Yesterday, I guess it wasn't there and I'm illiterate
>>703306264
You sure?
>>703306264
too linear, open that mind /b/ro visit /x/
>>703307095
oh...
>>703307015
there is also a ylyl version of this it has the word gay in there a bunch of times
>>703307095
Anyone else experiencing nostalgia trips?
>tfw it will never be first quarter of 2015, best months of my life
>>703306264
>>703306264
Don't see Scooby
>>703296204
teared straight up
Honestly don't know what to think of my situation
>life mostly shit with some good stuff mixed in
>unexpected pregnancy
>oh shit
>wasn't supposed to be able to have kids
>boyfriend and I are excited
>pregnancy was a little rough but worth
>baby was born and life was good
>love my little family
>out shopping one day when my vision starts flashing
>had a seizure
>start to get daily severe headaches
>can't see doctor because uninsured
>save up up money to get myself checked out
>explain situation to doctor
>"i cant say I'm not concerned, anon"
>thinks I may have a blood clot or tumor on my occipital nerve
>oh shit
>never really considered the possibility that something could ACTUALLY be seriously wrong
>wants me to get a CT scan to check that shit out
>it'll be upwards of 7,000 dollars
>nop
>tell doc I can't afford that in my wildest dreams
>he gets it, says there's not much else to be done but I can call him if it worsens
>still getting worse
>daily pain
>every night I sit here terrified that I'll randomly die and my son will wonder what happened to momma
>he's extremely attached to me and I love him more than anything in the world
>he has really just started to say momma all the time
>I don't want to ever be without him
Fuck, all of my tears.
