Hey /b. shits been going on in my life and I felt like sharing a story that had impacted me greatly and I still feel shit about.
additionally green text thread if people wanna contribute.
> be me
> be 16
> on the bus one day, coming home from school.
> see someone I haven't noticed before come onto the bus aswell
> not extremely appealing at the time, cute, very short around 4 foot 10.
> I was a depressed mess anyway so I didn't think much of it
> couple of days later the friend I always sat beside (Tall guy, handsome, alpha as fuck) tells me that she thinks i'm really attractive
> "Me? What?" I burst out laughing because self hate is real in those days friend (lets call him vincent) replies "Yeah man, she thinks your all good."
>I shrug it off, not one for relationships at that time.
>Few weeks pass, I notice her a bit more on the bus. She always sits alone, headphones on and ignores everyone.
> ask vincent why she's like that. "Dunno, anon. she's always quiet n shit"
> once again ignore it.
>not long until I really start finding her attractive, and on the same day I start to feel that way, vincent tells me that she wants my kik.
> weeks pass before i finally give her my kik. I message first.
> "Hey, (Lets call her Amber). How are you?"
> she seems genuinely excited that I messaged her. We talk for a bit before I start to get more emotionless about talking to her.
> i send messages less frequently, and usually one worded answers.
> she's obviously disheartened by this.
> months pass and shit starts to change.
> my life basically goes downhill, mum is in extreme debt, dad had left me as I was born. can still live which is good, but school I was failing, no effort. No wanting to try. I started to reject my friends at school, apart from my bus buddy vincent
you guys interested in me continuing? If so let me know because there is a bit to tell.
>>698357535
more plz
>>698357535
Cont.
Also, please do not show tits and feel free to stay, 4chan is a healthy and safe internet hang-out webpage.>>698357535
Bumpin
bump
>>698357535
cont
>start talking to girl more. Learn that she has similar interests to me and that we actually have a bit in common. she seems like a happy person, talkative and uses alot of happy emojis with messages.
> fast forward 4 months
> finished my school year and managed to pass. happy about this but even more happy to be able to relax for my 3 month holiday coming up.
>talk to the girl a bit over the holiday, not as much as i should have but enough.
>feelings start to develop over this time, however i'm unsure of it all.
>all of this interaction has been over text, im not sure why but i never asked her to come over, and she never asked to come over or for me to go to hers. (find out why later)
> this day sticks out to me for an odd reason, but we are talking over FB and I randomly tell her that i love her.
>long pause. before Amber replies with the first uncertain seeming message I've seen "I love you too anon..."
> typical young aged love stuff goes on, random messages followed by i love you, hearts, ect.
> when i hit the next year of school, most of the shit begins to happen.
> I didn't message amber for a period of time due to spacing out in my holiday.
> no more emojis when we talk
> no more happiness showing
> on the bus one day, perplexed as to why amber hadn't sat beside me. Vincent sits beside me and tells me "hey anon, amber's father hit her today."
> vincent is older, on his last year of school and still alpha as fuck. (always tells me about which girl hes going to get laid with tonight, buff as fuck. very good fighter)
> I don't mention that I know to Amber, simply because its good manners to not do that (in my mind)
> eventually i start getting into the idea that I can help her.
> "Amber, you really do mean the world to me. I want to be with you as long as I can and I'll always be here for you." I say that alot, I say alot of supportive stuff and she generally replies with "Okay.."
More? text limit is killing me
>>698358282
go on anon,cont.
>>698358282
yes. keep it going, stop asking and just type the shit out
>>698358282
cont
>one day we are sitting on the bus together, things just feel weird though. holding hands as usual, and I start to feel this burning in my chest.
>have told her I loved her before, meant it but i had never felt this way before.
>look her in the eyes, smile and warmly tell her i love her with all my heart.
> she smiles slightly, her smile is very shaky and she seems off. But she seems happy too.
>no words from her, just staring into each others eyes for a bit. i had never thought brown eyes could be so beautiful.
> her lips were perfect too, her hair was always a bit messy but i liked the length.
> gently stroked her cheek before sitting back a bit, her arms wrapped around me. tbh we gave no shits if people found it weird that we cuddled on the bus.
>during this time i learn she self harms, and smokes. i convince her to stop smoking, but self harm is a different issue.
>time passes, til one night shes acting different. much more happy and stuff (still over facebook)
>texts start to get a bit more intimate, until she ends up telling me that she wants me to fuck her. (kinky details left out)
> this is extremely strange, but arousing. strange because she had always hinted that her first time had been terrible. (Later learn that it was forced)
> she ends up getting a dickpic, nothing else happens until I later learn that she was insanely drunk.
> be me, had alcoholic father, mother is drug & alcohol counsellor. i do not take this lightly.
>big rant about how terrible alcohol is, especially for her with her self harming issues.
>eventually stop messaging for the night after two hours of telling her about the effects, how she needs to stop. she never spoke during this but read all messages.
> be 16
MODS
TITS OR GTFO
>>698358953
>I felt like sharing a story that had impacted me greatly and I still feel shit about.
>had
>still
>?
Pls cont. I'm too into this
Continue
>>698358941
cont cont
> still 16, both her and I had skipped school for the day. Me because I was feeling shit, her because she didnt want to go that day
> I go to her place, and walk around town with her.
> she literally runs up to me and hugs me, never been knocked over before but almost did that time
> how the fuck did a 4"10 midget almost knock me over.
> realize how cute she is
>feel huge warmth in my chest, fuck i love her
> go to shop, I buy a pie and end up not eating all of it, chucked it out.
> this is when i learn shes vegeterian and I feel like shit.
> 10 thousand apologies later and she tells me its fine, with a smile that melts my heart as per usual.
> we walk back to my place, i've never seen her so anxious before in my life.
> she stands outside the door for a bit, takes a few minutes of coaxing before she comes inside.
> we chill out on the sofa for a bit before going into my room, chucking some music on and just chilling on the bed.
> she ends up lying on top of me and that point, we cuddle for quite awhile before I feel her lips nearing my neck.
> never been kissed before, even her breathing on my neck gave me spine chills.
> learn that im sensitive as fuck on my neck
> she kisses it before we have to get up since she has to go home soon
Keep going! This is good
Get to the fucking part already
>>698359278
> suddenly, I get a message on kik
> its her fucking some black guy (she told me earlier when I talked about her kinks that she liked cucking)
> TFW got cucked by a bigger.
>>698359678
well,i wouldve considered becoming an hero because of that
>>698359278
cont
> basically the next day i wake up and decide what to do.
> "hmm- fuck school i want to be with her"
> skip school again, we arrange that this time i go to her house.
> go to her place, about a mile away from mine. walking is fun anyway
> knock on door, she opens it shyly, basically just peeking through the door before opening it wider and hugging me tightly.
> fuck fuck fuck shes too adorable for my fragile heart
> we go inside, house is really cozy. very warm, first place i walk into is a nice kitchen. somethings cooking .
> Amber tells me its just a slow cooking meal for when her parents and brother get home
> we go into the lounge- FUCK THATS A WII
> playing smash bros with her, never actually played it before but i end up beating her regardless.
> think she let me win
> ends up getting boring, go into the bedroom
> really weird to see that she has a bunk bed, wasn't expecting it at all. room is her own, doesn't share with brother.
> back to lying in bed together, "Anon.. I'm too hot."
> beta as fuck mode activate, slightly anxious as I reply "Maybe.. Uh.. take a layer off?" barely whisper "or two"
> she gives a small laugh before lighting touching my nose with her index finger "Nice try Anon.."
> she gets off me and tells me to turn around while she dresses into something else
> still beta, let her do it because want to respect her privacy
> fuck fuck FUCK she has cute arms too.
> back to lying in bed, her skin feels so nice on mine.
> she doesn't actually realize that she's basically straddling me
> shes blushing as I point it out, doesn't move though as she presses her torso to mine
> hardon in pants, i'm wearing baggy pants so this is obvious
> she kisses my cheek once.
> holy fuck her lips are like cotton candy
> gets off me, notices my pants and gives me a cute kinda mocking look "Pfft.."
> she leaves the room and I follow after attempting to hide hardon
>>698359678
>let's hope thats some romantic story
>OP got cucked
>.....
>>698359480
telling a story u cukold
Op you gay
>>698357535 (OP)
Is the girl in the pic 'amber'?
>>698359791
Continue, anon.
>>698359791
Speed it up faggot I'm losing my boner
>>698359791
Bang her already
>>698359791
Also this is interesting I had a girlfriend who was 4'9" in High school when I was 16. She had blue eyes but she did have issues.
>>698360127
>>698360232
Fucking love it.
>>698360246
Forgot to mention name was Amber also.
>>698359791
cont
> shes playing games on the wii again.
> feeling kinda alpha for once, sit beside her and start feeling her up
> "H-Hey Anon.. Not now.. You're distracting me"
> she really loves games, but seems like i'm really good with my hands since she's squirming
> hand goes down top, fondling boobs a bit
> SHITFUCK IS THAT A CAR
> her dad got home
> get up quickly, grab my shit and head for the door
> feel arms around my waist
> "I love you Anon.. I wish you didn't have to go."
> look at her and almost cry because how much i love this cute little fuck
> say goodbye before realizing door is not an option
> sneaky escape through her bedroom window
> walk back home feeling high on life for once
> fast forward a few weeks
> Amber is home with her brother(we are friends), parents are out drinking
> "hey, wanna meet up for a bit?"
> "Sure anon.. not too long though I don't wanna get caught"
>" I have some fireworks if you want"
>" Pleaase bring them.. pleeeeasee"
> end up stuffing them into my pants, really awkward walking in the dark with that shit but im beta at life too, gotta be a good child
> see her, she's standing outside getting cold.. feel sorry for her
> very cold night, freezing
> hug her tightly, then let her hold the fireworks
> under street light so I can see her expression
> smile melt me again, shes literally the single most beautiful girl i've met in my life
> go back to my house, mum meets her for the first time and greets her. she's very shy about talkign to my mum so we go to my room instead
> sees my cat, freaks the fuck out
> "its so cuuuute!!"
>ends up cuddling my cat and talking to it and shit while im on the bed just laughing
> her phone rings
> she just looks fucking scared
> I get the sense shit is wrong
> she puts a finger to her lips before answering the phone
> "Hello..?"
> I hear a feminine but commanding voice answer "Where the FUCK are you?"
> "I'm.. I'm.."
> shes obviously scared
>" With anon..."
>" WHO THE FUCK IS ANON?"
>>698360372
oh fuck
>>698360533
She gon get herself rekt
>>698360372
Shit just went down
>>698360372
yo this story is actually making me nervous, pls cont
>>698357535
I have a similar kind of story that made me hate myself every day for it. Don't worry /b/ro, it gets better in the future and you'll eventually get over it.
Here's my story anyways if your interested:
>be me
>16
>I really didn't give a fuck about anything back then, just fucked around in class and barely pulled a 2.5 GPA that year
>Known to be a funny person, and always was class clown
>Never had crush on any girl in the past, and only had a few girls had a crush on me but I never thought I was quite ready
>New girl comes to school
>she's shy, but really fucking cute (short Asian girl; maybe 4'11)
>found out we had a lot of same classes together
>showed she clearly liked me, even told my friends to tell me because she was too shy to tell me herself
>pushed her off because my hermit-like self was really fucking introverted and hated change
>friends tell me I make her cry every night
>she keeps trying to text me, but I ignore all her texts
>one day, she gets sick of it and starts to try to take initiative
>she thinks that I'm into the slutty type, and tries to be that girl for me
>sends nudes, and even at school when she tried to talk to me, she would ask to talk alone with her somewhere private, and would start touching me in really awkwardly sexual places and tried making out with me alot
>said no every time, and brushed her off again
>On Christmas Day, she sent her final text to me
>Long ass text saying how much I broke her heart, and how much she really loved me, and would do anything for me. She said things like she never loved anyone in her life so much than me, and apologized for being too imperfect for me. Ended the text with "Love, Amber" (fake name of course)
> I didn't respond
> Friends told me she went through deep stages of depression in her life, tried killing herself a few times
> Years later, I still have all her contact info, and still don't have the guts to talk to her again. Not after what I did to her.
cont?
>>698360632
hold on, let him finish his story. C'mon dude.
>>698360632
I'm not fucking reading that shit until the other guy's story is done. I want to know what happens to Amber you fucker.
>>698360632
Dude. Make a seperate thread
>>698360632
nobody gives a fuck about your story let OP cont faggot
Go on, faggot!
>>698360372
cont
>her mum had called her because they wen't home early, her fucking brother told her where she went.
> end up walking her to a place where her mum could pick her up
> her mum is drunk off her ass, i end up getting into the car aswell just so i can accompany her
> i ask if Amber will be in trouble, her mum sounds so nice now "No she'll be fine. She just needs to earn our trust"
> father isn't in car, have yet to see or meet him
> what the fuck her mum is tall as fuck
> her mum is literally taller than me, has fucking thunder thighs too
> we drive to my house, her mum comes in and talks to my mum for a bit
> Amber is visibly shaking beside her mother,
> "B-But.. Look at this cute cat.."
> first time her mother sounded mean around me or my family "ARE YOU KIDDING ME CHILD?"
> returns to acting nice until they go to leave
> her mum leaves first but Amber lingers a moment, coming up to me and hugging me tightly. I bend down a bit so I can hold her as intimately as possible
> couple of hours later, find out from her brother that their parents were fighting
> ask amber about it all
> she tells me that her father had talked to her saying "Do you have a fucking death wish? what the fuck do you think you are doing here. You think you're strong, i'll show you that you're not"
> apparently she didn't get hurt, had attempted suicide that night though.
>bus on monday.. she lied.
> her forehead has a large cut across it.
> be me
> be fucking furious
> calm rage down so i can hold her and keep her safe from everyone else.
> everyone is a enemy as this point
> the fuck are these pricks looking at
> make sure to hold her tightly before she gets off the bus
> lots of arguments over facebook after this.
> she's increasingly sadder every day, i decided to cheer her up
> be me
> have some dosh lying around
> buy her a new hoodie. she loved the hoodie I wore on the bus because it had a fluffy inside
> go up to her house, taking a shopping bag all the way through town
>>698360632
>my hermit-like self
Oh God my sides.
>>698360886
Good Guy Anon
Don't you fucking dare quit on us now, OP!
>>698360886
"Dosh" yee
>>698360886
Go the fuck on!
>>698360886
This better have a good ending. If you still haven't killed her dad do it already.
I need to know what happens next OP, I'm more invested in your story than I am my own life at this point!
Inb4 dinosaur
>>698360886
KEEP ER GOIN MAGGOT I DON"T GOT ALL DAY
inb4 "your mother will die on her sleep tonigh"
i almost know it
>>698361296
Everyone here is more invested in 4chan than our lives.
>>698360886
cont
> hear large footsteps, wait a moment before door is pulled open
> justshitmyself.jpg
> her father is fucking ripped. big black guy who just looks me up and down and seems disappointed in who i am
> im kinda scrawny, 5 foot 7.
> "What do you want?"
> I have never stuttered my life. up until now
> "H-Hey i-im anon."
> Hold shopping bag up "t-this is for Amber.. she said she liked mine so.. I went and got her one too.."
> be me, be visibly fucking shaking despite my edgelord outfit of skinny jeans, beanie and hoodie. i wear glasses tho
> he takes the bag, looks into it before chucking it at my feet
> fuck he looks mad, know that he knows my name
> I look down at the bag in a comical fashion before looking back up at him
> "We don't take handouts."
> DOORSLAM.JPG
> disemboweled
> walk home feeling shit, take bag with me and chuck it into my room before laying down on my bed
> never got to see her apart from on the bus again.
> talking to her on facebook, she's acting way different. this is during school
> she stops talking
> "Amber? Please talk to me."
> find out from her friend later that day that she attempted suicide during school hours, left the school grounds and tried to hang herself from a tree.
> neck didn't break, ended up just being unable to breathe
> she wasn't happy that she survived
> was into hospital and out the next fucking day, NO DEPRESSION OR SUICIDE TREATMENT
> what the actual fuck.jpg is on my face when i read that message
>be me.
> 17th birthday
>>698361417
That's so sad. Being a loved one of someone who wants to die must be hard. It's like they don't see you as worth living for
>>698361417
Fuck Papa John
>>698361417
Pretty goddamn disappointed. You said you loved her and you wouldn't even kill an abusive nigger for her. God fucking damn anon. Shoulda just posted the dinosaur thing.
>>698361417
I bet you never watched Sling Blade
>>698361417
Following this close
>>698361408
You make a very good point anon
>>698361417
go on
>>698360632
No respect anon, amber first
>>698361736
Good point indeed
>>698361815
Another fine point I might add
>>698361639
You want anon to go to jail?! There must be another way that will end up letting him be with amber instead of behind bars.
I dated a girl for 3 years in a really similar situation. Shit mom, abusive stepdad, brother molested her as a kid, suicidal. This is probably the most relatable thing I've ever read... Makes me get them feels.
>>698361417
>black guy
All this time for this? I'm fucking out
>>698361417
cont
> had previously promised Amber i'd NEVER do alcohol so she could feel better about stopping drinking it
> this time im the liar
> VODKA VODKA WOO WOO
> many drinks later
> mum is asleep, i manage to sneak out despite stumbling everywhere
> depressed but laughing my ass off in the dark street
> some people give me weird looks but don't care too much
> approach her house "HEY AMBER! GUESS WHAT!"
> know she can hear me, thin walls. parents are asleep at that point but she generally doesn't sleep much at all
> wait for a bit, get a text from her "Anon.."
> be me
> be SEVEN FUCKING TEEN
> KING OF THE WORLD BABY
> be me
> be a fucking idiot yelling "AMBER IM FUCKING DRUNK!"
> long delay, i fall over into the gutter because fuck vodka hit me llike a brick after i yelled that
> vomit on myself without really noticing
> next minute she's beside me and looking pretty annoyed
> its been ages since she got cut by her dad, but i notice the scar "F-Fuck you're hurt!"
> "Anon. Shut up."
> get slapped, walk home dizzy, falling over, passing out a few times
> No messages for awhile until I man the fuck up and tell her I love her.
> no reply for a few days
> holidays so I don't see her on the bus (where i live we get 2 week holidays every now and then)
> finally get "I don't know if I love you, anon."
> hear a sound of glass breaking in my ears as my heart plummits.
> i haven't put in every detail of how much I love this person. But my life was literally put on hold so I could help fix hers.
> I devoted every day of my life to be there for her, whether it was in text or in reality.
> heartbroken.jpg
> two holes in my wall without me even realizing, broke a finger aswell.
> damn, you beta as fuck anon but nice wall breakage.
> still see her on the bus after holiday ends, we stll cuddle, i still love her.. I still fucking love her
> she looks into my eyes, had kissed me on the cheek once more and i fucking feel so good
> she loves me. she still fucking loves me
>>698361924
He could have the nigger come for Amber at his house and when the nig invades he could shoot him good with papa's gun so it's self defense.
>>698361879
What an informative point you make!
>>698362009
amber is white. father is black mother is white.
>>698362057
Not bad, pretty creative
>>698362010
Shit amber just broke the threads heart
That hit me like that vodka. Dem feely feels
>>698362227
You ever wonder if her black dad was the one who forced her?
>>698362010
Wtf Amber. Don't be a bitch
>>698362320
Maybe. This is hitting my feels hard. Way too relatable.
This thread fucked up my feels,was lurking but fuck man,was also kinda hoping Vincent came in and fucked nigger step dad up
Damn this thread is makin me want to roll another joint .. shit is to real.
>>698362010
Continue pls
waiting for the next part.
>>698362383
I know. I had a girlfriend who's name was Amber. She was 4'9" cute as fuck and actually loved me. I lie to myself all the time I was better off without her but I left her because I couldn't handle her crazy dad and grand parents. Her mom was a bitch too. Too bad you can't do shit when you're in high school.
>>698362661
I miss her all the time.
>>698362010
Yo hurry up and cont fam i
>>698362641
ts 1am and I have work tomorrow
>>698362010
> get message from amber, excited as fuck
> read message. shit self once more "My dad really hates you.."
> this is where i learn that he seems amber as a posession. something that is his, he doesn't love her. but he uses her.
> upset and pissed until she says
> "he wants to hurt you"
>FUCKING HELL IM GOING TO DIE
> play it cool anon "Haha. He won't hurt me."
>" He wants to kill you, anon."
> shitfuckpiss.png this is where i go even more white at my computer screen that my usual pale white ass does
> fuck fuck fUCK
> i use this to my advantage.
> literally created a meme among my school friends to try feel better about this
> it was dubbed the "4:31 pm beatdown"
> lots of laughs with my friends about how he'd come up to my house, knock on the door politely. I'd answer and he'd say "Hello Anon, could we perhaps partake in a duel?"
> i'd politely decline and then the next day he'd break in with a baseball bat
>anyway enough memes
>(never enough memes)
> this is my way of coping
> talk to her on facebook, she says she loves me again but she always seems off
> eventually learn that despite all my efforts, she still wants to die
> "How can I help?"
> "... stop loving me. hate me."
> all goes downhill after this, me trying my hardest to be as caring as possible.
> learn from a friend that she went to another guys house, alone. With just him.
>in my mind this is NOT okay. she didn't tell me, and later confessed she didn't plan on it.
> find out they held hands, were close and such
> during this Amber and I were offically dating
> first time I EVER got directly angry towards Amber
>>698362757
6am here. This thread is the only reason I'm awake
>>698362661
>>698362730
I'm sorry to hear that
>>698362500
vincent in the end punched her dad in the face, 18 year old vs 30 something year old buff guy, vincent fucked him up
>>698362829
*gasp* AMBER!!
>>698362853
Cali here
Ambers a slut god dam
>>698362829
Getting too real Anon. i know how it feels for the one you love to tell you to hate them, its shit.
>>698362829
fucker you're killing me
>>698363039
AZ here
>>698362930
Or the police showed up and shot him 4,000 timed while he was unarmed. The US Govt gave Vincent the Medal of Honor and erected a statue of Amber for her sacrifice.
>>698357535
kys
>>698362829
OP, alpha lesson #21
the only correct answer to "Someone hates you" is "So what?"
>>698363045
Hope she didnt cheat. it feels like shit also.
>>698362829
I know this girl isn't stable and you've become so emotionally involved in her life... But now she's just screwing with yours and that is not okay. You care the world for her and she couldn't give 2 shits about you.
>>698363141
Ayy AZ too
Anybody scrrencapping?
Cont my dude
This is way to close to how things went with me and my highschool GF, thought I'd be over it after all these years, but this story really brings back the feels.
>>698363282
Got the whole got damded thing
>>698362829
I'm missing work for this and it's totally worth it.. The feels man...
>>698363245
Me too ayy
>>698363464
Too true
>>698363419
>>698363282
So many feels. need to keep them saved.
>>698362829
cont
>instantly regret
> know shes crying because when shes crying she takes longer to reply
>very upset at myself, despite the fact that i am pretty sure she was cheating on me
> don't care. love her too much to give a shit
> tell her that. told her I was extremely upset but i'd never stop loving her
> turns out, she did that on purpose. to try and get me to hate her.
> what the fuck.jpg
> confused but brushed it off
> "I'll never hate you, Amber. You complete me."
> bear in mind. This is near halfway through my school year. Due to this relationship I didn't put in any effort to school, only focused on her.
> a few weeks pass of this awkward relationship until..
> "Anon.. I don't know if I really do love you.."
> "Amber come on.. It might just be another phase. You and I both know what depression can do."
> me trying to talk her out of it
> "I know Anon but.. I just don't feel it anymore.. I've been thinking it over for a long time"
> "Amber I really do love you.. I can't lose you, not now. Please stay with me. Atleast until you know for sure.."
>" Okay, Anon."
> later that day "Hey Anon, going to go to my friends house for the night."
> I know that Amber is bisexual, she's going to a friends house so I ask her if she planned on having sex
> "No, I don't think so... I don't like sexual things anyway.."
> "Why not?"
> "I'm not talking about it anon, I've told you this."
>"I can't help you unless you talk to me, Amber.."
> long time of back and forth, because I was a stubborn shit.
> "Fuck, fine. I was raped anon. When I was fucking four. And yes its the fucking reason I don't like anal."
> anal > all
> be me
> be feeling shit once again
> amber im so sorry.wbm
> ( >>698362757 1 am here too fam )
Oh boy. Just reading this hurts so much. Just let her go. Had nearly the same situation. Ended up that i thought about suicide and she doesn't even care. Let her go and try to be happy by yourself. Someday you find the right one
>>698362829
Ahh finally shes acting girly.
>>698363419
post screen cap once done pls
>>698363229
Good point
>>698363746
A marksmanship worthy perpective
>>698363675
It'll take a bit. He's got over ten story posts now.
>>698363746
Another fine point.
OP from New Zealand confirmed?
>> ( >>698362757 1 am here too fam )
>>698363920
explains the big black guy. the natives are huge
>>698358282
LOL WHAT A PUSSY
her father hit her once and she tells everyone? fucking pathetic she should khs
>>698363577
>depressed
>hurts herself
>bipolar
>cute and short
>unstable family
>unstable exs
>bisexual
hey looks like my girl, mine probably is less crazy but i don't know this for sure.
this story is a good advertising against her thought, thanks OP
>>698363577
cont (probs wrapping this up soon)
>a month goes by of this awkward, relationship thing. I've wasted one of my most important school years on this.
> wasted.
> be me
> having the to be final conversation over facebook
> I finally open up to amber about how much she's been hurting me.. About how emotionally abusive the relationship was on my end
> I say this because she always lied, alwways kept things from me
> her friends revealed that to me, I'd text her "I love you" She'd ignore it
> " How are you? " " Shit as usual, anon" But in class she'd be laughing and smiling, happy as ever. (pretty sure she has some mental issues, like BIG ones)
> opening up about being hurt
> wantng to get better but not leave her
> "I'm breaking up with you, Anon. We're done. If you truly wanted to get better, and feel better- Then you'd stop talking, and try your hardest to get over me."
> "Amber.. I..But that isn't the only way. I feel instead of making this so tense.. If we actually just tried to stay as friends it would be less of a bad situation. I don't want to lose you and end up having to feel awkward looking at you on the bus, I don't want to watch you change and feel upset because im no longer a part of your life. I don't want to feel left out of something that I truly have put so much effort into."
> "No. Let's not be friends.
This isn't a bad situation.
You don't have to look at me on the bus, and it'll be my last year anyway.
Even if I was with you, I'd still be changing, and I'll always be upset- But it won't be your fault.
And to be honest, I never wanted you to put so much effort into this thing anyway."
> this is where i legimately started considering suicide
> "But I wanted to put in effort Amber.."
> getting a bit desperate "You did promise you wouldnt leave me. Please stay as my friend"
> "Don't do things like that. Especially if you're gonna complain about it later on multiple occasions.
Just break the promise."
> "Goodbye, Anon."
Cont faggot
>>698363210
"Someone hates you"
"lol fugg XD"
"But he wants to kill you"
"i've watched bruce lee in action"
Wrap this thing up, nigger. Golly gee willickers
>>698363920
confirmed
>>698363577
Please proceed, fam. I only have the exam of my life tomorrow but this is more important.
>>698364095
>Be me
>nice guy to people with shared experiences
>wants to protect amber even though i onlybknow her through 4chan thread
>>698364257
i relate
CARRY ON THE STORY i got so in to it
> keep
> it
> going
>>698364172
Dude that's rough
this story wont end well,will it?
*cries*
>>698364172
cont
Thats basically it.. I didn't go into as much detail as I could have. But Amber basically told me to fuck off, wouldn't let me stay with her any longer. yes Vincent actually did punch her dad, broke his nose and ended up serving a bit of community service for it. Her father never ended up going to jail from what I can tell. And I still fucking love her. I see her on facebook sometimes, being all happy with other guys and fuck me does it hurt. But... She's happy. That was my goal in the end, and maybe someone else did a better job than me.
> Be me
> Thanks for listening
> This is my therapy
> 4chan is fucked but i love you guys
> op gonna lurk here for a bit
>>698364172
Noo OP
OP, continue please!
>>698364172
All this over Facebook too.. Fuck
>>698364491
Damn.
>>698364491
Delete her off of all social media or else you're just gonna end up getting more depressed everytime you see her with other guys
>>698364491
cont
Might throw out some random happy moments of when I was with Amber, /b is interested.
>I'm just a newfag trying to see if I can greentext on mobile for future reference.
Also please continue OP
>>698364491
I relate so hard to that shit man.
You did your best, and even though you're on /b you seem like fucking nice person to be with (no homo)
be brave for harambe
>>698364491
Nooooo... Tell us something more, i fucking liked it.
Post pic
You are waaay better off without her bud. Now you can live.
>>698364491
HOW IS THIS THE END
oh damn...
>>698364491
Don't worry op you're in high school this shit passes. You'll find a girl thats right for you
>>698364172
ah fuck this
> bipolar
> fucking crazy
> fucking crazy parents
find someone else you fucking faggot, she is useless
>>698364491
Thanks for the morning story OP sorry to hear about everything
>>698364636
#dicksoutforharambe
>>698364491
Facebook ruins lives. Also you should have beat her yourself. She would have stayed with you. And now I've been in the shower two fucking hours waiting for this shit to end. You fucked up m8. I'm disappoint but proud at the same time.
Did you at least bang bang?????
>>" WHO THE FUCK IS ANON?"
Yeah WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU.
All these stories about you, and I've never seen your face
Feel you OP , Feel you
>>698364491
Op, ur a real nice guy. Sure she lied and cheated on you but what happens in the past strengthens the future. Hey one day you may/will get back together. Real nice story, feelsbadoutcome
>>698364491
OP cont.
do it now. message her on Facebook and tell her how you feel. powt results. lets us guide your talk.
>>698364764
No. He's a virgin to this very day.
>hey
>faggot
>keep
>it
>going
>>698364491
Now I feel like shit because in some cases I was Amber and I pushed people away who loved and genuinely cared for me.
>You're a champion OP
>>698364811
Agreed,lets see if we can help OP,also dubs
>>698358953
>oblivious to the fact OP clearly implied this happened several years ago, so OP is probably at least 18 or older
>>698364491
Dude. You did all and more you can. If she doesn't open herself to you, there's nothing you can do. try to avoid anything that reminds you of her. You will feel better then, i promise you
>>698364205
i know people that actually hate me and actually want to kill me if given the opportunity (girls involved, of course) and they're not "just saying" they're clinically unstable.
it's not that hard to not give someone the opportunity to hurt you, we live in a safe society (at least i do)
FuCkInG ViRgO
damn you're so beta you even got de-friendzoned
>>698364914
Lots of dubs here :^)
OP let us help.
>>698364931
No Smash for OP then.
Let's take the emotions we built up from this story and turn it to anger towards the guy that had the audacity to try to cut in with his own story
>>698364491
cont
>There was a day when there was something called careers festival happening, lots of schools went to it
>Amber and I went to different schools
> fucking saw her inbetween all the tall fuckers
> Walk up to her, she turns and sees me
> holy fuck her smile. she has the most beautiful smile in the world.
> she runs up, past all these tall people who think they rule the world
> im conscious about my height
> fuck shes still a gimp tho
> Hugs me tightly, before grabbing my hand and leading me through the crowd
> we didn't often need words in those happy days, infact we barely needed them at all.
> pulls me up to a thing about game design.
> shes super interested, sits down with the careers advisors.
>This is where I tell her to stand up
> she thinks we're leaving, gets upset "But Anonnnnn..."
> "Just trust me"
> She stands up, I immediately sit where she was and pull her onto my lap for the talk with the careers peeps
> probs cringy as fuck to look at, but I was 16, gave no shits and loved this girl with all my heart
> Hugging her while shes talking to them about game design. Ever had a someone you love get super excited over what they enjoy? Seeing that is fucking gold.
> I love her so mcuh. She's adorable, tiny. And just fucking perfect.
Thank you for the story Anon, this is where /b/ becomes really entertaining, where people share their life changing experience while dropping the mask of lies we all put on everyday. Carry on.
>>698364811
you crazy?
no OP, don't, fuck someone else
>>698365042
Are you that guy?
Never committed to a thread for this long
>>698359678
>bigger
>>698365042
I was wondering where he went...
>>698365139
Agreed. This is also the longest shower I've taken. Almost three hours now.
^^^the longest i have stuck to a thread hahaha
>>698364491
>yes Vincent actually did punch her dad
What? Why? When?
>>698365117
fuck you guy.
OP DO IT
CHASE HER
SHE IS WORTH IT
Dude, feel bad for you, how many years ago did this all happen?
I say go for it OP message her :)
>>698364811
Op here. Delivering.
>>698365376
Fuck of cunt
>>698365042
That guy should hurry the fuck up and start his story anew. Or if he does just continue, he better quote the first post as I dont want to look for it.
>>698365376
Cheyenne? Who is?
>>698365376
tell her you dont want a second rate chick. tell her you want the original even if she changed.
>>698365376
pls tell me this is not happening
also, her last message is just her being bitchy and fakely upset
>>698365376
Ask her why she was so crazy when you're the one who got hurt.
>>698365469
also op who is this chey
>>698365376
cont
> oh and she's trans now
>ITT OP is legend
I'm just a betafag sitting here wishing my favourite 2d girls would come true
>Implying my opinion means anything
Just fucking go for it op.
Wouldnt want someone like you to end up like us betafags when you've got the chance.
>>698365376
I dont want to be the nigger that spoils everything but even IF you manage to get it on with her that relationship will be even more of a clusterfuck than a cat hairball. Dont do it OP, she's literally VOLATILE.
>>698365575
What? No
>>698365376
TFW you know a guy named Cheyenne. kek
>>698365575
Guessing your trans too?
Shit story but my current feels
Be me
>22, bald, 6’2 ex chub (5 yr relationship gained 20kgs then dumped which is fair)
>Solid build now, with a decent 4pack abs, not full shredded or anything
>self-harmed for 7yrs, randomly placed on right arm, thighs, shins and back
>At club, 25 yro petite girl walks up calls me ‘left handed’
>scars only on my right arm first person to ever take note
>holds up her arms, tattoos on her wrists to attempt to cover up what shes done
>scars running the full length elbow to forearm, nearly caused death
>Bonded with this girl on every level in personality
>invites back to her place, she keen to fuck
>im too nervous being in one relationship my whole life
>she complimented everything about me, made me feel specialsnowflake
>hook up, spoon the entire night and go to sleep at 7am go home later that day
>Didn’t get her number and doesn’t have facebook
>Now i miss someone from a one night stand more than I did like it was a 5 yr relationship
why u no fuck babe you may say?
>she cheated on her ex with a 50yro for money
>worked in a brothel as a manager so she says
>freaked out when she has school girl style clothing and a whip
Back to the lonely feels….
>>698364868
Tits or gtfo
>>698365376
delivering cont
>>698357535
> be /b/
> read OPs story
> thefeels.jpg
I propose a toast - may only good find it's way to you OP. Drink up /b/ros.
>>698365742
Fuck off only oc OP
>>698365834
Wow. Amber's cold now. It's too late OP.
>>698365742
Kindly make a new thread pls
>>698365847
what you mean ? suh bro
>>698365834
Seriously fuck this bitch I wanna fucking snap her neck so bad.
I like your heart breaking story but its ok need need for suicide.Yet.
>>698365834
another delivery. But i think im done here guys. because not only is it late, but that conversation just got sour as fuck so.
>>698365834
OP her being mean is just her being honest... if a girl say she doesn't want you take it as true, is too much of an effort to prove her wrong anyway
enough op,just forget her
>>698364491
Women are all snakes, man.
They'll provide some temporary pleasure for you just for a little time, and when they're satisfied enough, they just dump you after all the shit you've gone through with her.
>>698365834
Tell her she i just confused. make her know that youre in control and that she is simply clouded by mental illness.
Tell her you want to help her and that unless she is a fake she will accept it.
>>698366009
Me again.
>>698365834
ur never getting her back bro you cant force someone to love u I'm sorry bro
>>698365099
Op here.
for those of you that missed this post, its the only other good memory I have of when I was with her.
>>698365983
Forget her now OP. She's not going to anyway improve things. It's time to move on. I suggest blocking her just to help you out
>>698365987
also, lose your dignity this way is the worst thing you can do to be loved
>>698365834
Just fuck this bitch already. I forgot all the relationships I had. Being a fucking museum, living in the past like an idiot is the ideal for betas like you.
>>698366009
I thought we wanted to get OP laid, not fucking incarcerated with a restraining order
Sorry OP females aren't capable of love never forget it
>>698365983
Nah don't buy that shit OP. She's just trying to make herself feel better for the fact that she listened to her fucked parents back in the day.
>>698365983
I know that feel OP.
Love truly sucks balls at times. Already given my fair share of greentext baw-stories so won't go back into it. 4chan is a neat place to get the feels out in text.
Life goes on and in the end there's more fish to fry.
>>698365983
OP abort for fuck sake. She is just using you to feel like reject. Nothing of value is to be gained from this.
>>698365983
She's moved on OP and so must you. I would feel the same if I was in your situation OP. Goodnight anon
>>698365983
Thanks for the story OP.
Someone screencap
>>698366217
OP Here
> she actually idolized her parents
>probs brainwashed
>dad beat her and mother was a bitch
>>698366193
We gotta get him laid man. Also we need her to let him be her friend. Nothing too creepy.
I am sorry OP, but a girl like she can't think normal anymore. Raped at 4? Her dad does this cruel things to her?
Please OP try to understand that this girl can't have a stable relationship with you. Yes. You can be really close friends.This is not going to hurt you that much. And it isn't going to hurt her aswell, because she has way bigger problems to cope with. Try ti get over it and remember that the sea is full of fish. You will most probably met a girl that you will find even more attractive.
And about you being a beta...No you are not. This is only how you see yourself. Always be clean, wear clothea that fit you and ask Vincent for help. Also you might consider hitting the gym. You have no ideea what difference 6 months of lifting can have.
I hope you read my message, and I am waiting for a response. Also don't mind my writting mistakes because I am not a native English speaker and I am writting on my phone.
Have a nice day, anon.
>>698366285
More proof to move on friend
>>698365602
Kys
>>698366333
Why people like you just can't stop worshipping women? They like to use you like a fucking rag doll, dude. Just leave them alone and keep the remains of your dignity to yourself. Fuck's sake, that's why you can't get anyone.
>>698366285
I know OP. She's probably just ashamed that she didn't see them for what they were when she was younger. It's a lot easier to deflect than accept blame. She's clearly showing that OP.
>>698366209
>>698365989
Stop. There are decent humans that are women. Don't let OP fall into that shitty train of thought
>>698366285
OP we need to get you a better girl. You deserve that. Youre a good guy. 4chan loves you.
>>698366344
this.
>>698366344
Thanks anon. That really helps. And yeah, I'm beta because I can't talk to people for shit. During that time with her I ended up locking myself away alot in my room. Developed social anxiety.
>>698366404
>>698366406
There are 2 types of people.
>>698366285
Most of us gets that someone we can't let go and romanticize about. But in the end, you'll feel much better once you've managed to let go.
It's easy to say, but hard to do. I'll stay strong, you do the same OP.
>Being nice on /b/
>wtf.png
>>698366404
Oi. I dont let them use me like a rag, i just use them andgo for dangerous chicks. Currently girl is more safe and i domt fuck with her like i, suggesting Op fucks with this girl.
>>698366344
You. I like you.
SOMEONE SCREENCAP PLS
>>698366408
You just can't accept the truth easily like how I can.
I'm saying this exactly because I have experienced their bitter ways. I was a victim. But now I'm not, and you know why? It's because I've not let myself become a museum, stuck to the past.
Go fuck yourself and worship women, stupid faggot.
>>698365983
Op just give us her facebook name we'll. Be nice i swear
>>698366598
Done.
>>698362120
>amber is white
>father is black
white+white=white
black+black=black
white+black=black
>>698366666
>>698366667
OFF BY ONE FUCK
>>698366667
give screencap so I can save this shit
>>698366333
But the point is that she's not mentally well. She's a fucking sociopath. She will never let him be near her again. That's because she's a toxic cuntbag, bro. Nothing more. Being hurt doesn't impair your ability to judge people based on their actions toward you. Don't believe the bullshit about "wahhh she was hurt before, she'll never get over it show some respect". Guess what? She moved on and so should OP
>>698366684
stepdad i guess
>>698366684
we know he is in new zealand.
So its
Native NZ + white =kinda white tanned
>>698366684
that got me aswell. might have been adopted possibly. but she never told me so I doubt it.
>>698366607
My nigger
Guys there's a reason why r9k hates women as much
>>698365376
you do realise OP that youve basically hooked up with an emotionally dead and unavailable girl. a young immature girl with lots of repressed negative feelings.
You dont fix those people, thats your mistake. they fix themselves if they want to.
because this is one of your first real loves youre looking at it romantically, in an ideolized way. you'll never forget it but you'll see it for what it is when you look at it cold and dispassionately.
do yourself a favour though and stop coming across desperate. be a fucking man and accept her decision and her attempts and walk away. the bitch be broken fam
>>698366763
this
>>698366708
Missed it by that much..
>>698366569
Haha Thanks. It's all about being positive and understanding that some things are just impossible but you are to strong to be affected by them.
Alright op, I'm off. I'm so sorry for what happened before anon but shut happens man, nothing you can do to change her. Good people on 4chan do exist mum
Gucking jhin green novel u made me fucking cry op fuckkk
>>698358953
4Chan 2012, good shit story
>im 15 right now
nobody gave a fuck
2016
>i was 16
MODS
>>698366486
I am sorry to hear that. There is no reason to be scared by people. As long as they have something in common with you and as long as they are good people that can underatand you.
>>698366607
Honestly, I feel sorry that you've had all those experiences that have lead you to think and feel the way that you do. It will be a tough feat, but I hope you meet someone who will blow you away, treat you well and will show you that their are decent females in the world, if only few.
Where's the screenshots btw
OP wanna get a TS ip ?
>>698366788
Good stuff dude.
>>698365376
why the fuck are you chasing this heartless bitch? she's broken inside, she is incapable of loving you, man, all she can do is hurt you. Chicks like this need a friend, not someone who loves them. Hell, even a friend cant help them, only therapy and drugs can.
>>698367141
I took individual shots. Ill uplod to imgur now.
>>698367175
Yeah sure. I'm up for a bit of TS. Or discord.
>>698365983
>be me 17
>meet grill
>pretty funny and cute. Kinda chubby but dat face
>she loves vidya and anime (something i don't really like. Sue me niggers)
>talk to her a lot and learned she is kinda sad cuz daddy issues and friends
>one day we chatting and she just starts crying out of the blue and I put everything aside to help her
>this happens a couple more times
>start kinda falling for her
>guess I just like putting shit together
>we get increasingly flirty and we can both tell we love each other but no one says anything
>keeps going for a month
>finally grow a pair and balls out tell her I love her
cont?
She's not worth it man,as fellow anons have said,there are plenty of fish in the sea,you may have loved her and she may have too,but that doesnt mean you should just stay stuck there and not move on. Believe me,been there,done that. But its not worth the stress you go through for her,I mean yeah she was cute and shit,but the reason you've fucked yourself over is because of her. She is NOT worth what you went through,just move on and find someone better,cuz from what I can tell,you're pretty cool,OP. You did your part on the relationship and she didnt. So dont be depressed
I've got to go now too OP, but thank you so much for sharing your personal journey. You've done as much as you can and you may not see it now, but you have had a positive impact on this girl's life.
Like some others have said, you can't fix her. It takes herself to want to fix herself for anything to change. Maybe one day she will see that, but it isn't your burden to carry.
Best wishes to you OP. You've really inspired me today. I'm in awe of you if it means anything. I hope things start to brighten up for you from now on.
One thousand feels on this thread, sadly I'm still a kisless virgin
>>698366788
This nigga knows what's good.
This chick cant be fixed by you, she'll drain you of everything you have, use you to make herself feel better in the short term, but it'll never really help her. Girls like her find nice guys and deeply appeal to them by looking like they need help, the guy steps in to make himself feel like he's saving her, like he's a good guy, a white fucking knight. And then she breaks his heart, because she fundamentally cant be saved by the dude and she's floundering around unable to fix herself because she doesnt know how she's broken. Chicks like her are far too deeply in love with their own tragedy to love anyone else.
https://imgur.com/gallery/PEKA3
Screenshots
TS. 103.43.75.71
>>698367767
Cheers mate. Really appreciate it.
>>698367767
Legend
>>698367448
I am the guy with the sea.
And yea that's right but i've been through a similar situation ( no dad fight with girl but she was still not able to have a stable relationahip with me) So tried as hard as I could to see her as a friend. And I did it. And I was really happy. C'mon anon you seem like an awesome person. Just try to get over it please. That's what she wants as well. I don't want to be rude. But you were kinda forcing her when you told her you don't want to give up.
>>698367767
You never seen a screencap before? Who the fuck upload every image INDIVIDUALLY to an imgur album? Just slap them all together into one large image you nab.
>>698367041
Thanks. But I'm not interested in immature, teenager relationships anymore.
>>698368093
Makes it easier for use in videos ect.
Also im a lazy fag
>>698364491
cuck
OP's discord.
https://discord.gg/KqEyj
>>698358941
You dumb FUCK, we want those kinky details
>>698367353
cont.
>she says she loves me too and has for a while now
>feelsgoodman.jpg
>we just kinda kiss and fool around for a couple of weeks
>be 18 now
>one day I was with her we got VERY flirty
>can't remember what I said but she just gave me a grin, crawled on top of me and said "oh yeah anon...?"
>bear in mind she looks and acts like the cutest most adorable, innocent thing
>proceed to have her grind on my leg with her so wet it leaves a mark on my jeans
>dick is diamonds and she has to leave cuz family
>nooooo.gif
>did not see her for a couple of days but texted with her
>learned the thought of giving a bj scared her, she was a virgin..
>deviousness.jpg engage
>pull an inception and just kinda mind fuck her for those couple of days
>house is empty and she shows up at my place
cont?
OP, I had very similar experience to yours, gf had abusive family, was suicidal, I stopped doing my school work to try and help her with hers, eventually dropped out and got a job to try and get us a place to live so she can leave her shit family. Long story short after 3 years of dating she cheats and we break up and don't talk for years. 2 years later I get a random message from her apologizing for everything saying she still loves me, we try to make things work but 6 months later she leaves me again. 5 years later and I'm still not over her...
It's strange saying this in /b/ but you seem like a genuinely good guy OP. I hope life works out for you and you find someone who treats you right, you really do deserve it.
>>698368337
Dude.. GET YOUR OWN THREAD
>>698364491
You're awesome anon. Loved the story bro stay strong
>>698368350
Thank you heaps anon.
>>698368337
Cont please
>>698364491
>>698365834
Sounds like my ex, fuck these kinds of girls. They just play with you like a damp wash rag until you're all wrung out and then they fucking throw you away. Who throws away a perfectly good wash rag?
>>698366684
White+black=black or halfbreed
Just look at richard pryors daughter
Going back to those nudes she sent....
>>698357535
I've learned, that life is full of brief moments of happiness, and every one moment after that is utter heartbreaking and soul searching and thoughts like " when is it going to end"
>>698368417
why? Opie finished his work, we've all discussed his beta failings and her histrionic personality disorder at length. There's nothing more to say about that faggot's story. Someone else might as well post some greentext
Has Amber ever gone to a doctor about her depression? Maybe not bipolar but borderline personality disorder? Heard a lot of similar stories over the years, even had an experience myself and they all seem to have BPD in common
>>698368610
a halfbreed is black. They wont get treated as properly black by blacks, but they'll get treated as black by whites, who make up the majority of the population.
>>698358953
N is for newfag
REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE OUT OUT OUT
>>698364491
Thanks OP im actually in a spot like this right now i really liked this story and i wish you all of luck in the future :)
>>698358953
>telling a story about stuff that happened years ago when he was 16
reading comprehension 2/10
>>698364630
>oi same though
>>698368942
Get. Out. Trust me Anon, OP Here and I would never wish you what I feel.
>>698369101
Likes shes really sad all the time and she says im the only who can make her happy, she hates her father because of alot of shit, but i dont feel like getting out we never had a argue with each other. I wanna be there for her even if i end up killing myself of depression
>>698365488
^
This guy knows.
Guy with the other story, you may go now
>>698369101
Like i love her she only hurt me sometimes but i never tell her about if because she would feel bad, but i want to stay with her even if i cry.
But i dont think i will cry because i cant cry anymore and this isn't a joke shes been hurting me alot
and i hurt myself alot because of it but i never cry my best friend died last year i couldn't cry on the funeral i was just sitting there watching while everyone was crying i tried but didn't succeed.
>>698368337
>shows up and after making out, she goes down and i mean all the way and as I came she just was a sport and kept on sucking
>relationship is great for the next 6 months and we get super kinky super quick
>sends me messages on how she just loves it when I tie her down and use her and abuse her
>when she was in college I couldn't see her as much but she'd talk about this one dude. They hung a lot I couldn't help but get jelly
>visit her one day, dude is pretty cool. >both friendzoned each other so great
>he lives next to her in the dorms and he was literally just sleeping with her best friend
>Proceed to fuck my ex so hard she fucking shakes the dorms
>Bitch was squirting so hard I was afraid I'd drown
>She ended up not letting me pull out and didn't let me fuck her with a condom that day.
>Just cum buckets into her so hard I bit down on her collarbone so hard I almost broke it.
>She came again
>Zoned out fell asleep.
>This shit goes on for a year but something starts happening
>She has a shitty day i try to help. Most times she gets pissed at me for God knows why
>I get furious and call her out on her shit
>She cries and tells me how she's terrible and why do i even love her
>Hold her close, kiss and make up and sex
>Kinda use the sex as a way to relieve my anger
>She loves it
>wtf red flags of craziness start going up
>>698369249
You think that to be honorable, like you gon' give yourself for her, that's some deep shit bro, some deep self hating shit, like bruh, you'd sit there and say her life is worth more than your own, and she gon leave you like a sack of potatoes, put your ass in the cabinet forget about you until you turn to wine, ha. Do yourself a big ass favor now, turn the opposite way from her, and fucking run, run so far fucking away from her, that she has to chase you, fucking make her come after you, like a bitch after some child support. Otherwise, you can be the leech and leech off her. But she gon win that war, bitches are heartless, and they always win.
This thread was the highlight of my morning. Thanks for sharing Op. Best of luck to you.
>>698362829
OP Can I ask , does her first name start with L? I might know this person in real life holy shit.
>>698369626
No. It doesn't.
>>698369772
Starts with an E
>>698369596
I don't really care about living its boring nothing to do nothing new just the same everyday so why not give up my life for her?
>>698369510
You are not gonna be able to finish that, im afraid
She was a piece of shit with mental issues anyway, why would anyone date that? My previous roommate had a thing where he wanted to fix broken women or something, jesus christ all those alcoholics, junkies and in general fucked up girls were terrible.
>>698369772
>>698369817
Alright thanks , my ex was similar but started with an L , I like you missed some important school years and im still depressed as shit , lifes a load of fun huh. She cheated on me with my best mate though , and another friend , destroyed me man.
>>698369932
no man, im not op, I was trying to guess. cause im funny and shit.
