ok /b/, I started this story earlier today but never finished and the thread 404'd. Idc if anybody still wants to here but here's my story anyway. Pic related, it's her. Also, general greentext/feels bread.
>be me
>13
>7th grade
>haven't hit puberty yet
>constantly picked on/ beaten up for it
>chads at my school make fun of me for not having hair on my balls yet
>humiliate me publicly by beating me to the floor in the boys locker room, drag me outside and pull my pants down
>basically constantly humiliated in front of girls
>hate myself, want to an hero
>one day after being beaten to shit on the way home from school, I felt a presence help me back up
>heard the sweetest voice i've ever heard ask "are you ok? do you want me to get you some bandages or something?"
>open my one good eye (one was kinda swollen shut I remember)
>just kinda smiled and said yes
>prettiest thing I'd ever seen
>forrest seeing jenny for the first time is a good analogy
>she held my hand and walked with me to her house
>first time someone who wasn't in my family showed me affection or compassion
>I fell for her right then and there
>she took me inside to her living room couch and sat me down
>brought me some ice, band aids and a glass of lemonade
>just kinda laid back while she iced my face
>that was some warm ice
>end up just watching TV together while she tried to get me to open up and talk to her
>>697972623
>eventually broke down
>close to tears, just tell her everything
>tell her I hate myself, I don't know why people are like that to me, never did anything but be nice to them
>she just hugs me
>after a minute she whispered "well I like you, you're nice and I think you're cute"
>adrenaline.gif
>what the fuck
>I was cute
>a girl liked me
>watched TV until 8 or 9
>she fell asleep on my shoulder
>didn't want it to end
>eventually her parents came home from some dinner thing they went to
>weren't mad or anything that I was there
>I think they pitied me
>got home at 9:15 or something
>parents were pissed at first, but they saw that I got beat to hell again and let it go
>start going over to her house everyday after school
>become closer as the year goes on
>her family eventually gets to know me and adores me
>almost like part of her family, over there so much
>gets to the point where we are inseparable
>chads begin picking on her too because she's seen with me a lot
>she doesn't seem to care but I feel terrible because of it
>slowly cut off contact because I hate seeing her get picked on
>She catches on and tells me she doesn't care and to stop
>cave in immediately
>sometimes when I had a really bad day I would sneak over to her house at night and cuddle with her
>thought her dad caught me sneaking over one night, turns out his family knew a lot more about what was going on at school than I thought
>her dad kinda knew already, totally fine with it
>tells me I'm always welcome there
>says just ask if I need something
>cuddle her to bed a lot more
>feelsgoodman
>>697972763
>life went on like this for a while
>summer came and things got better
>did everything together that summer
>got invited on a road trip with her family to the grand canyon
>a lot of the trip was her sleeping on my chest or me sleeping with my head in her lap in the back of a suburban
>when we got to grand canyon national park we spent 5 hours feeding peanut butter crackers to chipmunks with her brother
>walked around some trail with some BS special significance to see the sunset
>it was special to me for a different reason
>held her hand
>basically just walked around smiling like a tard
>trying to go somewhere with no people
>got to this half ledge thing and sat down
>kinda stared off for a while, very scenic to be honest
>then she leaned over on me and whispered
>"you know anon, I love you, really"
>kinda froze for a sec
>I don't know why, looking back on it, but I wasn't sure what to say
>she seemed to get kinda nervous
>"do you love me back, anon?"
>looked at her and told her that I loved her since the day she put ice on me when I got beat up
>stared awkwardly at her for a good 60 seconds before I finally worked up the balls to go in for a kiss
>I wasn't very good, but she was
>fucking perfect
>we sat there for a long time after the sun set
>I just held her in my skinny arms
>kissed her a few more times
>we forgot to go back 5 minutes after sunset like we said
>her dad came looking for us but was relieved to see we were just sitting there, not dead or stuck
>kids had their own tents that trip so I got to cuddle her to bed too
>rest of the trip was a haze, don't remember the trip much, but I remember her on the trip
>the rest of the summer was magic to me
>I loved her as much as a 13 (and 14 later) year old could love someone else
>>697972920
>people picked on me less during 8th grade year
>didn't pick on her at all, just tried to steal her away from me
>so many guys liked her, didn't understand why she would want me
>to be fair, I didn't either
>Towards the end of 8th grade year, we figured out that we probably wouldn't be going to the same highschool
>didn't care too much, saw her every day for 5 hours afterschool anyway
>but we promised each other we would be each others homecoming dates and prom dates and everything
>but as highschool went on we naturally drifted apart without realizing
>still close, but couldn't always see each other, busy with school stuff
>she played volleyball and was a cheerleader, which took up lots of time
>eventually, some guy was always around when I came over
>she always insisted it was just a friend, at the time, i'm sure it was
>summer after sophomore year she asks if I'd be ok with her going on a date with some guy
>says it doesn't change anything between us
>IGuessSo.jpg
>obviously, it gets more serious, she eventually becomes his girlfriend
Bump
Coming from the last thread
>>697973048
>at this point my balls have dropped, I'm rapidly gaining weight and height
>agressive as fuck, nobody in their right mind dares touch me
>yet I can't say no or even be assertive with her
>just kinda watch as that guy starts to control her more
>he eventually gets her to block normal contact with me
>I came over to her house when he wasn't around to ask her a few things
>she seemed almost surprised that I was there, like I wasn't supposed to show up
OP When you say weight do you mean muscle weight or flubber?
>>697973872
>her dad came up from behind her
>put his hand on her shoulder
>"you're a useless cunt op I love watching her new boyfriend ram her"
>yeah you're right old man
>buy ladder and watch as they fuck next night
Bump
>>697973872
>she tells me it's no big deal and she just wants to date around, that it wont change anything between us
>point out we hardly see each other anymore
>she says it's "because she's busy with school and sports"
>I know it can't be volleyball she's going to on sundays
>tell her the guy she's dating is a bad person controlling
>just makes her mad, she yells at me
>start to break down
>tell her I love her and I don't know what I did wrong but I just want things to go back to the way they were
>she says she'll always love me
>hugs me
>says she's gotta go but we will talk again soon
>I wish that had been true
>>697974313
kekkle
>>697974089
Muscle
>>697974089
What this nigger asked. Explain pls
>>697974685
Probably if he was gaining weight because he was getting muscular or if because he was getting just fat.
story is so weird must be true/10
>>697974420
>we never talked again for a year
>I start becoming very angry, start blasting steroids, constantly eating and working out
>I've become the freak I always wished I was so I wouldn't get picked on, but I don't care just want her back
>Everyone at school is afraid of me now
>I have no friends now because I'm 6'4, 215 lbs at low body fat and rage at almost nothing. total dick for little/no reason
>complete asshole to everyone except little guys that get picked on by chad
>got suspended for fighting 4 or 5 times before I start to calm down a little
>life is still generally the same though
>angry about that fuck who stole her away
>here
Normie
>>697975150
>towards the end of the year I start hearing about some girl who got in huge trouble because a bunch of nudes and shit of her were leaked and circulating
>Eventually it was cleared because she didn't consent and was apparently sexually assaulted by the guy who took the nudes or videos or whatever
>that's what got my attention, hoping it wasn't her, but deep down it sounded like the exact thing her asshole "boyfriend" would do
>>697975127
Hey, it's more instresting than half the crap that gets posted here
Bump
>>697975568
>who got in huge trouble because a bunch of nudes and shit of her were leaked and circulating
>>Eventually it was cleared because she didn't consent and was apparently sexually assaulte
are you bruce wayne???
>>697975568
Nigger dump more
Bump
Come on champ finish the story so I can go to sleep.
Bumperino
Finish the damn story
>>697975568
>of course, it was her
>I was actually pretty calm the whole day at school I heard the news
>but I was gonna fuck that guy up beyond recognition
>I knew he was a huge stoner and druggie in general so I consulted the kid who I bought my roids from (deep web drug dealer)
>he knows his friend and him pretty well
>get the kid to get his address from his friend
>it's fucking going on now
>showed up the friday night of that week at his house
>pretty big party going on
>perfect, nobody will call the cops and I can walk in without raising any eyebrows
>he's in his backyard with some other girl
>I'm sure they were about to fuck or something
>swing at him before he even sees me
>KO'd on the second punch
>sit on him and beat his face in
>That night I felt better, but the next day I knew I may have ruined things with her
thes Power Rangers, they're no so old
Holy shit OP great story but post faster
>>697976288
and what happenend then Mr Wayne ?
>>697976288
>>I knew he was a huge stoner and druggie in general so I consulted the kid who I bought my roids from (deep web drug dealer)
Faster ffs
Can't wait.. C'mon OP post faster
>>697972623
The problem sounds like that she's probably finally saw what everyone has always seen in u and that she wishes she had cut u off when u wasn't big and aggressive and now is scared to tell u that u actually are the freak u think u are and ur basically a dead weight dragging her down while she's trying to get on with her normal life to be honest it sounds like ur going to be alone for most of your life I was a school counsellor and sometimes we got people like u who there was no help for sorry
This is incredible. Could be a book. Hope its legit
OP became a monster to fight monster
>>697976288
>I guess she was relieved I gave him a free facelift because of what she told me next time we talked
>3 weeks later she showed up at my house at night bawling her eyes out
>mad at her but of course I can't say no to the only thing i've ever loved
>let her in
>we sit on the couch and she dumps all her feels
>says she's sorry she left me for him
>I was right, he was terrible to her
>apparently he hit her a lot and raped her
>constantly cheated
>made the school think she was a complete whore
>she told me she still loved me and just wanted to go back to the old days
>fell asleep on my couch
>I slept upstairs, I was pretty upset to think she fucked me over like that and now wants me back
>>697976873
Only to find the monster... Was himself.
Continue?
>>697976651
he bought stuff off of silk road and sold it to kids at my school. not rocket science.
read my lips
>so far my favorite personal when i go you know not abroad
This is getting me hooked
Gratz op, at least one of us grew out of the skinny fuck phase and got buff
>>697976770
There's no way somebody with such a poor understanding of how sentences work ever got a job at a school. Unless by "school counsellor" (btw, you can't even spell your supposed job title) you mean "janitor"
>>697977003
Yessir
Bump nigger, post faster
>>697977003
go on
>>697974313
>"you're a useless cunt op I love watching her new boyfriend ram her"
is this story fake?. i cant imagine any dad say that about their daughter.
>>697977333
TRIPS HAVE SPOKEN
>>697977003
moar
post faster bruce
>>697976942
I mean I'm not gonna call bullshit, I have no way of knowing for sure but 6'6" 215 pounds at 14 years old?
>>697977333
TRIPS WANT YOU TO FUCKING POST FASTER OP
>>697977408
that post wasn't OP
>>697977408
You sir are autistic for that was someone else
>>697977506
Did you miss that it's high schoot at this point in story?
>>697977189
Know that feel bro
>>697977408
That wasn't OP newfag
>>697977707
high school*
>>697977753
He's right, faggot.
>>697977753
I wonder who will get those quints
>>697977707
>>697977506
And that he's doing steroids. Also 6'4"
>>697977828
>>697977777
>>697977828
I was kinda hoping for them, you could tell the post traffic increased after we all noticed how close it was.
>>697976942
>I came down the next morning and she was still there
>I figured I should at least communicate with her exactly how I felt, regardless of how things were gonna end up
>sat down and told her we needed to talk
>was honest about everything and told her she really fucked me up when she left me for that guy
>of course she was apologizing profusely the whole time
>She gave me that look, like at the grand canyon
>"anon, do you still love me?"
>fucking melted right then and there
>since then I've been talking to her again regularly, she always wants to see me
>i'm kinda torn though
>I still love her
>more than anything
>but she gave her virginity to the other guy
>something about it just doesn't seem right
>something that was flowing freely before is dried up now
That's up to yesterday /b/. Opinions? I still love her, really, but I don't know if it's gonna work if I take her back, something seems off, that fucker took my girl's V card.
>>697972623
> not having hair on my balls
Keked
Quints and I become OP
>>697977506
I'm 18 now. A senior. Read the story more carefully, this story was overtime
>>697978104
dont ruin it bro
>>697978104
Take picture of abs
I'm just calling it how I see it I have extensive knowledge on this subject it was my profession for 2yrs an tbh every time I heard some spotty whiney little bitch boy moaning about the same shit I honestly thought they would be better off dead some people are just that damaged they are beyond help
He took the V card, and you knocked him out. You now get to fuck her. But most importantly you get to be with the one you love.
Yeah yeah faggot whatever
How old are you know op?
>>697978343
with timestamp.
>>697978104
Please don't ever ruin it... Please don't turn into the stoner. Please love her forever and never ruin it. Do it for an anon who wasted his opportunity to do this
>>697978104
So you're what? 14? Mofucka, tap that shit and see how you feel afterwards. You'll at least be one of the first people at your school to get laid.
>>697972623
Good story man. Don't let your ego get in the way of depriving yourself of the joys of a relationship.
You'll regret it for life if you don't try.
She'll probably fuck some nigger though
>>697978104
if you walk out now it wont hurt to much but will destroy her
if you stay, theres a chance that doubt in the back of your mind stays
sex is overratted. Once youve been with a few girls it loses its meaning. So dont be to bothered about her giving it up to that other guy.
>>697977448
>>697977333
>>697977243
You morons I was asking Op to continue kek
>>697978343
this op >>697978455
>>697978545
When you have a reading age of 9
that said, he can't hold a drag.
>>697978104
honestly, I don't think I would be able to take her back. I am struggling even accepting the girl I am seeing now has been with multiple other guys before me.
This was all inevitable for the two of you to a certain extent, since you went to different high schools, but she did fuck up not staying with you.
But remember, she was the one who turned your life around in the first place and gave you life hope, and I know that means a lot to you.
>>697978239
Were the nudes taken when she was 18? If so, post them or else fuck you, you deserve sadness, faggot.
Be the hero she deserves OP
>>697978104
ditch her when you get to college. enjoy your time with her in high school
>>697978580
And we were agreeing with you, moron.
>>697978545
I'm 18. Pay attention to detail in my story. Time is not a constant
>>697978104
take her back. and beat up everyone that tries to take her away. tell her its her last chance. if she ever cheats or anything. she gets dumped.
>>697978104
Smash it. Smash like there's no tomorrow. Smash like you a smashologist. Do the opposite of a pump and dump. Smash it for the rest of your life, because you love her and will never let go.
This is one of the bests stories I've seen on /b/. GG anon. Don't fuck this up, on the behalf of all these anons.
Get back with her. She clearly loves you and it seems like she didn't want to have sex with him. To her you'd be her first. Don't lose what's right there
>>697972623
Stop doing roids you faggot. Look at how many spree killers (INCLUDING Islamist terrorists) have been roid abusers.
>>697978104
honestly nigga I think you should at least try. She's a young girl, so essentially a moron who knows nothing about anything. Don't be a cunt believing that virginity is a special thing at the end of the day.
>>697978664
^^^^
Wow don't ruin it you fucking austistic retard. Not many people get the chance you get, and if it doesn't work out then fuck off and find someone else.
>>697978104
If you really love her, go for it. If it doesn't work out it will suck, but atleast you have closure.
>>697978752
It was good for the first 3 posts.
Then OP turned into a jackass.
>>697972623
"We fuckin or what"
>>697978793
>implying spreekillers are bad
>>697978738
Dude, you went from saying you were 13 and in 8th grade, then said you didn't talk for a year and then you fought her boyfriend. Nowhere in that story did you ever suggest a goddamn 5 year gap.
post fgt.
>>697978788
Sounds sappy as heck, but there's an emotional difference between having sex forced upon you and having sex with someone you love.
>>697978104
The fuck you talking about? She broke you once, what will stop her from doing it again? are you that stupid to think that she actually loves you? ... jesus christ anon you are a stupid motherfucker
>>697978664
yes. i 130% agree.
>>697978104
On one side, if you still love her, but don't get back together with her you just hurt you both.
On the other side, she left you for this fucker, gave him her virginity and only came back to you in a moment of desolation. I don't think a stable relationship can stand on this foundation.
Sorry op
>>697978104
Don't do it OP. If she cheated on u once she will do it again.. Kill every feel for her inside of u..Get another girl an u gonna be alright
TAKE THE CHANCE
ffs bro u got this.
if you have to keep beating that fucker up. scare him out of his wits. FUCK THAT GUY UP MORE.
stay with her man. and be REALLY fucking clear with your emotions, especially with her.
>>697978104
Even if you break up and it doesn't work, that's not the part that hurts. It's the looking back and thinking of what could have been. Go for it
it's Swiss when you go for Switzerland
>>697978961
It hit home for me a bit. Thing is op is stupid for taking roids.
>>697978104
She said she was raped... She couldn't of kept her virginity to you even if she wanted.
You do know what rape is right?
>>697972623
jesus christ mate,i`ve been waiting for this
>>697978104
I'd seriously kill that kid who raped your girl.
You should take her back since she's the only thing you've ever loved that much and you'll be empty without her.
If she ends up hurting you again then just leave her and never look back.
It's easier said than done ik , but you should consider how you truly feel about the situation you're in. Maybe after you've expirienced so much pain that you stopped loving her but you're still stuck in the past. Maybe it's already over.
>>697979041
They weren't really together the first time, duh.
>>697979121
yes! Bump and reroll
We need more stories like this dammit!
>>697978991
we talked through sophomore year. Pretty sure I mad that more than clear. I didn't talk to her all of my junior year. There's no "gap", sorry if I wasn't clear
>>697979391
Yes please
>>697978978
Thanks for your input, Caliph Elliot Rodger.
>>697974313
Daaaaamn
>>697979391
someone should screencap this for future feels threads
>>697978104
Go for it OP!
>>697979232
he pressured her into sex the first 10 times or something, then when she said no, he'd just force her. He forcibly sodomized her.
>>697972623
What kind of steroids were u doing then what ml how regular what ptc did u use answer these or my man is full of shit
>>697979710
That's hot, I'd love to see a vid of that
OP can u show more pics of her?
>>697979266
They were kissing and saying to each other that they r in luv so..
>>697979710
Then she's still a virgin in the sense that she's never had sex, she's been raped.
A ki raaaaaaaaa
>>697979509
It's fine, I was just really unclear on the timespan on the story, not that it was really even relevant. I mean, here's the deal. She was your first love, so you're always going to harbor some feelings there. However, you're also the jealous type, as evidenced by the story. If you allow her back into your life right now, you're always going to feel resentment that she had sex with someone else and you didn't, because that's who you are. You need to be with someone else first, or this relationship is doomed.
Do you have her nudes op?
If so, fucking post em.
>>697978104
18+
>>697978104
Take his anal V-card
Take her anal V-card
same-thing really less blood.
>>Jk seriously good for you hope she treats you well
>>however i have sinking feeling this will go south
>>did for me m8y
>>personal moto "dont let her cuck you and if she
>>persists dump her"
>>697979710
Dude im >>697979121
Like I said, Beat that fucker up waaaay more.
Keep doing it, make him fear you in every fucking way possible.
Turn him into your bitch.
Keep her close, and make sure she knows everything about your view on this situation.
Tune for the feels?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CAHjQ2AeIrY
>>697979866
1. When they were 13-14.
2. Then went off to different schools and stopped hanging out like they used to.
3. And she even asked if he'd be okay with her dating someone else.
That's not cheating, bro.
>>697978104
Kill the guy OP.
>>697979089
>>this
>>697979866
I had a girl like that when I was in 8th-9th grade. We never considered ourselves a couple, but we always kissed and said "I love you." I dunno. Just my 2 cents.
yeah, its a trap. dont do that shit.
What's a good movie that's like the first part of OP's story? I'm sure I've seen some.
>>697979745
My bulk cycle:
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she left you when it was convenient for her and wants you back when it's hard for her
youre being played bro. she will never learn from her mistakes if you give in and take her back. you're setting yourself up for a lot of shit that's easily avoided.
up to you, but in my opinion, she gave up your trust when she abandoned you for her own desires. the fact that they ended up hurting her doesn't mean she didn't make the choice.
>>697978104
Don't get back with her. She left you for some retard that raped her and humiliated her, and she wants to get back with you, because she's aware of what she lost. Forget about her and move on. I may sound like a dick here saying that you shouldn't get back with her, but it's the best thing. You need to move on. There'll always be a new girl, and there will come a time when a superior girl will appear.
I would pick on you right now you fucking faggot, do you think being 6'4 makes you better? You fucking cunt, I'll put u asleep within 10 seconds
>>697980149
If u have no friends and u r talkin' only with her.. He might see it like that..
>>697978104
Lol, you still want to fucking date her? After she betrayed you, thats just fuckingn pathetic. She will lose interest eventually, if it happened once it will happen again. Sorry Anon but thats just how these things work.
>>697980517
your insecurity is showing
>>697980426
Truth
Akira is the trimmed down
like 81
>>697972623
SHARE NUDES
>>697978104
Stop being a selfish and self-centered prick. She was tired of your beta fag personality the moment she tried looking elsewhere, it didn't work out. Obviously you didn't have the balls to talk her into sex, so it's your loss. You mentioned that she was the one that approached you and helped you out while you were on the ground. She was also the first to be open about her feelings while you were afraid to say a word. She brought you into her life, not otherwise. I think you're the one that owed her, so she deserves your forgiveness.
you'll mostly forget about the sordid details over time, but still hold a grudge subconsciously. every time she does something that fucks up your day you'll be reminded about how piss poor her decision making is and that in the end she'll choose to fuck you over instead of face inconvenience.
>>697980426
Exactly >>697980024 my point
>>697980524
Doesn't matter how he sees it. People can develop distorted subjective perspectives.
Objectively, she didn't break any social codes on relationships. They were super young, they weren't actually seeing each other, and she asked if she could see someone else.
Since you love her, take her back. But if she cheats/leaves on you again, dump her.
if you take her back right now i look forward to seeing your post in a few months about how all of this happened again. don't set yourself up for failure
>>697979948
That's actually a very good point. Thanks anon.
>>697980174
Oh, I'm gonna. Don't you worry, anon.
>>697972623
She's like a blue eyed Shailene Woodley.
Get back with her. You'll regret it forever if you don't. And if that guy crosses a line again, beat his fucking face off
Take her back OP and look for something better. You have a soft spot for this girl that will screw you later in life. You should probably stop taking steroids
>>697981238
Good. Be sure to post the body.
Is it just me or can cheez its fix even the worst of depression?
>>697981304
OP don't listen to this guy. you'll only regret it forever if you're incapable of learning from your mistakes, moving on, and becoming a better person. why would you ever regret freeing yourself from past pain. there are 7.5 billion people and one of them out there is going to care for you and not leave you for literally a rapist.
>>697980517
No need to be insecure, I just like being 6'4 because of the reach advantage. Also I doubt that but whatever, not the point of my thread.
>>697981238
Probably not a good idea to get yourself into jail and fuck up the rest of ur life
>>697980024
>>>did for me m8y
Story?
>>697981452
No, that's DMT, dipshit.
>>697978104
If you have doubts you shouldn't do it. She fucked you up once and she will do it again.
>>697981304
>beat off on his fucking face
What did you mean by this?
>it's of irak culture
but you we're saying that of?
>>697980024
Post story
>>697981832
English translation please.
she ears Nothing like new in the sky
>>697980024
OP here, I'd like to hear your story man. Tell me what happened with her.
>>697974313
>watch them screwing
>dic is diamonds
>suddenly her mom breaks down the door wielding a shotgun
>"GET ON THE FLOOR OR I'LL SHOOT"
>we all walk the dinosaur
My grandpa is in the hospital dying right now.
Until a couple years ago he was super active, fixing stuff for people, building things, running a huge lawn and garden full of vegetables and shit. More recently, his health has taken a turn for the worse.
He had a pacemaker installed something like 10 years ago. I don't know the exact reason why but I think I've heard atrial fibrillation from my mom once in a while.
He's basically been in heart failure for years now. I think his heart muscle is just all kind of going to hell, dying off, not working right.
My mom said he had the option of getting a new heart valve, which is part of his problem I guess. He's in such a bad condition, they recommended against it more than for it, even though if he survived it he'd be better for a while.
He's been getting worse and worse for the past year. Now it seems to be coming up on the end. I'm just sitting here waiting for my mom to call me and say he died.
Some people wouldn't feel bad, but this man basically raised me. He's the reason I'm so useful in general, being able to fix and build tons of things without even thinking about it. He took care of me most of my life and taught me a lot of things I know.
Knowing that it's coming will definitely help, but it's going to be hard when it happens. It really sucks because I'm at an otherwise good point in my life. Starting a fun career, gaining independence, etc.
>>697978104
honestly if you let someones past ruin ur future happiness its only you that suffers.
im with a girl that got kidnapped by here ex and raped and tortured i love her like it never happened because i dont think of her in that way i love her for the girl she is now the girl i know her for
>>697982331
I can't imagine the pain you're going through now. Hold in there, /b/rother, we're with you!!
>>697982331
go see him as soon as you can. you will regret it if you don't. something similar happened to me and I still regret it so go spend time with him and make his final moments peaceful
>>697976770
your post gave me severe cancer
>>697982670
He's a 30 hour drive and 3 hour flight away and I have a LOT of work to do. It's not possible right now.
>>697980884
Dude this is /b/
we are looking at the situacion like anon would.
So stop this shit with being objective.
>>697982076
aighty gimmie sec new and shit
>>697977506
roids + working out + dindu genes = ?
>>697982766
Then why post
Gordian is shit, snakes prevail.
>>697982803
>>be me 9
>>just transferd to new school guys in class chastise me for not bing good at football/soccer
>>end up spending time alone just walking around
>>in class one day its art
>>FUCKYES.jpg
>>told to draw person next to me
>>end up staring into the green eyes of what i considered 10/10 back then
>>697982766
oh then if there is anyone there with him (I believe you said your mom is/was there) call her and tell her to let you speak to him one more time. Also, your /b/retheren stand by you
>>697982943
All tape victims desrved what they got
>>697983222
>>show her my drawing shes visably
>>jealous "annon why cant i draw like you"
>>laugh "all you need is some practise"
>>i could teach you if you want?
>>mfw she takes it seriously
>>697983495
sorry taking so long preoccupied
i'm taped
>>697978104
stoner take girl virgin
you take stoner anus virgin
yin and yang, is natural balance
>>697978104
post the nudes that fucker shared around
>>697983594
should've pretyped it fag
Nice story :)
>>697980657
Do you want to talk about anything?
>>697978104
Take her, OP. This isn't about her pussy or your muscles or anything like that, this is about the girl you love.
Take her and love her.
(Unless she does it again man fuck that shit)
>>697983594
>>spend break times looking at her face and drawing
>> all_day_erryday.jpg
>>rather than walking by myself
>>gets previously school alphas jealous, they end up trying to hang out with us some more
>>things got rough one time when playing tag
>>one of them pushes her to ground kneees scrapped blood everywhere
>>kid laughs
>>run up to him beat the living sh*t out of him
>>parents find out and are disappointed
>>next day girl comes to me and starts being a lot more flirty
>>me and one other guy who was pretty cool and my new gf (kept it secret from class to avoid atention)
were playing one day
>>starts to rain brit weather lol...
>>take of jacket use as makeshift coat for me and gf
>>she stares at me, i stare at her, kisses me
>>say cringiest thing ever
>>"come on then"
>>kiss her for like 4 seconds didnt know how to kiss then so it was proper french kisses
>>697984037
Thanks for the input, and yeah, you're right honestly. No matter what I say or try to tell myself, I can't really go on without her. I mean, I could, but I'd go back into a depressive/rage state that I was in before and I'd just be wishing I had her.
>>697984547
Good luck bro
>>697982331
TL,DR
>>697984547
Good luck, OP, may you last a long time!
>>697980365
Holy fuck OP. That's a heavy ass bulk
>>697984949
Fuck off then you cunt
>>697980365
you're a fucking retard with insecurities and mental problems. You didnt work and develop into something...highschool is a place for adolescence and to experience struggle in every day sub-teir life situations. yet you roid with such an insane cycle... awww all those gainz you could have got natty anyway. your girls is a slut and you have years to go my friend, fuck the bitch, hopefully you have a decent gpa and go on to college; she will be off your mind like a freshly lazored hpv wart. become a dog and join the poon train
you really think you are competing?
>>697985031
Make me
Post body faggot.show us those gains
>>697985238
Yeah this. Help me believe your story
>>697985155
Can't be bothered
>>697978104
>>"anon, do you still love me?"
that fucking got me OP
that got me good
you made me feel way harder than I thought I was gonna
>>697984447
>>other friend catches us in the act
>>apprently had feelings for her
>>didnt give a shit, was going to beat him up until she catches me in the act
>>tells me to stop
>>we end up keeping him around, i however noticed how the jokes between them became much more than just friendly
>>she starts getting super close with him
>>i liive too far away so she ends up being visited by friend
>>i start to hear rumors about them being very close from a some what reliable source
>>confront gf about this
>>"yeah i like him as well"
>>mfw she thinks is completely normal
>>guy starts talking about having a threesome
>>no way in hell am i sharing a bed with that scrawny cunt
>>didnt want to lose her, becuase i had a lot less self respect back then let it continue
>>she ends up spending less and less time with me
>>become mentally a shell of who i am, much more violent at home, and submissive outside
>>looked at myself and thought this cant continue.
>>697985461
C U C K
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>>697985096
that's not that insane man. 750 is a little excessive but on a bulk it's not too bad. at least OP is sticking to some fairly mild stuff on his bulk. cutting on tren ace is a little much for his age but try to remember that OP was literally doing this to kill the pain from what she did to him
>>697985461
>>broke up with gf and started scheming and plotting
>>to no avail, ended up with a girl who was smarter than my previous and more loyal
>>she however moved away which sent me into depression
>>going through college super betrayer friend ends up kicking me whilst im down.
>> One night whent onto craigslist
>>been a long time since i had sex wasn't too fussed who i had it with, just needed someone
>>some single milf messages me, the address is familiar
>>jump in car start driving
>>697978104
If you're really inlove then you Know what to do. What's more the most important thing actually is her current mindset. You have to know is she's still loving you or if she just wants to be with someone until she finds someone else (or she knows about your feelings toward her so she maybe wants to settle off to a good match because it is the best thing to do)
>>697985757
what kind of excuse is that? he skipped all the hard work to grow and struggle. Look i am actually and advocate and supporter for roids but you need to do it at the right time and proerly lift for a few years; not to mention his absence of regarding a deveoplment of any character before he grows up. This whole story is bullshit and roids was clearly not the answer. Your a young man, get over that bitch pick up some books and educate yourself, develop a character that doesn't abide to the dependency of a fuckgirl.
>>697974420
That's why you don't date basic bitches, anon.
>>697986003
Hurry!!!
>>697986003
>>knock on door, the asshole is there
>>MFW
>>milf walks out, tells son to lock door
>>HFW
>>take her to cheap hotel for sex (amazing by the way)
>>take pics of the "aftermath"
>>come back to college with smug grin on face
>>proeed to tell him yo mama jokes whole day
>>he actually looked revolted
>>told him ive got pics if he wanted to see
>>turned bright red walked away in embarrassment
>>i sometimes fuck her when i dont have any after school sessions
>>meh least stopped him from trying to bully me.
>>697976288
It's not his fault you made the mistake of dating a cheerleader.
hey, that's not satanic to me flying a little over
I was really hoping the story would turn into her comforting you and pulling out a feminine penis that you are then forced to suck.
>>697986556
Amazing.I want to believe
>>697978104
Boii she left your ass once and didn't even have the decency to be honest about it.
>>697987062
True mang, true. Brother didn't believe me
>>697986136
You're*
cool classy amaze my ass
Post pic of you now and her now anon!
>>697985709
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>>697978104
You do understand what rape is right?
has anyone screencapped this? holy shit.
>>697979710
You should do to him as hes done to your girl. Beat him up and rape him.
>>697978104
Jeez - you're both still kids. Kids do dumb things. You admit you were beta, she was fighting hormones and evolution, and lost. She gets it now. Taking virginity is *highly* overrated, and if that's your criterion for accepting her, you're not worthy. Quit evaluating whether she's right for you. Are you man enough for her? Now that your body is capable, is your mind mature? If you think staying together is so important, accept that you're on your way to marriage. So keep an open mind. You might find a better match, and she might end up getting worse. You both have yet to develop.
Don't worry. SAVE PAGE AS
>>697988481
Taking virginity is not highly overrated, it's highly underrated. You are meant to have only one sexual partner, and wait until marriage for sex.
>>697988693
> being so beta all you could hope for is a single pussy in your entire miserable existence
>>697980517
Yeah. Ill fucking knock you out op. You think 215 lbs is gonna stand a chance to my chloroform?
>>697988936
>being so degenerate you need to have sex with multiple women
Here, have a free fedora.
>>697988693
>meant to have only one sexual partner
bait right?
it's a loose way
>>697989620
>not being a degenerate is considered b8 now
>>697989774
> be degenerate
> indulge in hedonistic pleasures all my life
> die a happy man with no regrets
>>697990328
You left out
>go to hell
it's of heavy culture, Boston
>>697989774
>b8'ing this hard
>>697990848
> go to hell
> place is full of degenerates
> hang out with Kurt Cobain, Hitler and Einstein
> debate philosophy and the latest Tarantino movie while snorting coke off a succubus' large and perfectly shaped tits
> look up to see christfags sucking the Cock of Christ
> be dead a happy man with no regrets
>>697988693
Moralfag, Only 3% of mammals actually engage in monogamy. But even in that 3%, they cheat. Get over yourself fucker. Biology wins out over morals every time.
>>697978104
just fuck her at least, damn. people make mistakes. just be cool and even if it doesn't feel the same you could keep her around as a side piece. drop this whole "love" bullshit, honestly work on yourself and your career and you'll meet someone better. again, keep her as a side piece and hit that shit. if things work out then they work out. if you get mad at her for leaving you never really "loved" her anyway, you just wanted the puss and couldn't admit it to yourself that you never wanted anything else other than the puss
>>697978104
I highly doubt you'll spend the rest of you life with this girl. Just have fun and stop putting pressure on the relationship.
tire la rune.
>TFW brother opens folder and sees your dick pic
>>697978104
Bail, OP. Don't even tap once. Save yourself the endless cycle of her going in and out of your life, cause once she's done it the first time, she'll do it again and again, with the knowledge she can get you back.
It's not to say people don't deserve second chances. But there are cases where there is no longer an effective repentance.
Story is fake but if it is true, break up. She's a weak person with issues it turns out.
A women must have some alpha attrubutes otherwise you'll be just dragging her along.
>>697978104
Fuck her then dump her for another girl. You'll never forget her though. She will burn like a raging fire in the back of your mind. You will always think of her.