Feels thread /b/?
>be me
>live in a city
>during school year meet a cool grill
>finally graduate
>her and i make love
>i wake up everyday at 6 am just to see her before she has to go to work
>make love some more
>amazing.mp3
>have to visit family up north
>fug.ogg
>her and i text a lot
>arguments keep breaking out overtime
>she gave me a warning and said "IM DONE"
>tried to be alpha and just "Ok", hoping that simply pretending to not care would make her want to come back
>all this is happening 1 day before i finally come home and get to see her
>all this time, i've been impatiently waiting to see her again
>she just says "IM DONE"
>after that, she blocks me on everything
>i'm back in the city now
>Alone .
this is perhaps the most important thing these threads need (pic related).
>>695104074
i feel ya man. that sucks. but it loosk like you guys reached this sort of breaking point pretty fast. a thing isn't beautiful because it lasts.
>alone
i dont think you should think of alone as a bad thing. its a pretty big world, and you live in a city of all places.
the native americans have a spirit totem for the bobcat that teachse those born under its guidance how to be 'alone without being lonely'.
this isn't to say that they are meant to be hermits or permavirgins or anything. jsut that these people need to have a special understanding how to enjoy time with only themselves for company.
something to consider. if ur biggest issue is being alone, then you are dating for the wrong reasons
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>>695104480
still smashed doe.
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>>695104746
just be happy it happened at leased you had a gf op.
>>695104815
Why should a man be sad? Man has lost someone who didn't love him. But she's lost someone who loved her
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>>695104878
dude, im not a fan of relationshit, but that was a hell of a spin on it
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>>695104847
Yup
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>>695105345
> tfw not even my parents have said that they love me
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>>695105446
socal?
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>>695105705
anons i need advice
>be me 23 years old
>had several shitty jobs and quit most of them for one reason or another (i was a dumb cunt i know)
>recently had to move back in with parents
>parents live out in boonies
>parents nor friends ever taught me to drive
>cant drive no car
>no means to get to town to find work
>still no friends
>smoke weed when i can to try and cope (about two or three times a week though its not much bud)
ive been this way for six months now. and im so fucking depressed i flirt with suicide every day.
what should i do?
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>>695105817
Isn't it obvious? Quit smoking weed.
>>695105550
> socal
Wat? Social?
>>695105817
learn to drive
>but how
ask someone
>but what if they say no
pay them. all that money you were spending on weed now goes to learning how to drive. its not hella difficult and as an adult you dont need to jump through as many hoops as teenagers do. you basically go in, take the test, and you get a license, assuming you're american, though with boonies i assumed austrailian
>tfw no ozzie bf to play video games with
anyway, you live with your fucking parents, you think they're just entirely unwilling to teach you how to drive?
>>695106037
southern california. woulda bought you a beer.
How far can you make it /b/?
>Watch each video, how far can you make it without crying? Respond to this post telling how far you made it, or if you made it all the way through
1.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Quieid4yXKY
2.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sdUUx5FdySs
3.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r5zFRUazfXQ
Made it all the way through? You don't have a soul.
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>>695105972
when its the only thing you look forward to in your miserable life how? and even if i did. then what?
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>>695106087
i dont spend money on weed. i get it handed down in pinches by family members
>>695106127
Thanks fam but I'm faaaar away from you. Thanks though
>>695104074
don't be sad anon, she will find someone less cringy and faggy - a real man. If you love her, you should be happy
>>695106087
oh and yes they wont. they let me drive down a stretch of road at best but the next week or better they are too wrapped up in trying to cover their own bills because they spend all their money on pot
>>695106213
then sell it, and use that money to pay someone., either way missing the point.
learn to drive. if you insist that no one will teach you then sneak out in the middle of the night and teach yourself. go on youtube and watch dozens of driving tutorials during the day, then senak out at night and do it.
but if i had to guess you could get someone to teach you.
go on to craigslist and say you need soemone to teach you to drive, and you got dat 420 if they're willing.
>>695106282
either way, sorry to hear that anon.
>>695106381
insist. you need to not be a bitch baby about it. even if you have to take the keys and go alone. they'll get motivated enough to follow you into the car.
but stop insisting that you're just stuck simply because you want to be.
>>695106327
Kek
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>>695106407
so steal the car at night? nah im not trying to go to jail.
and again about the weed. you have to understand that i only get handed MAYBE a small bowl at a time. thats at most three different times a week. its not nearly enough and besides that its the shittiest weed ive smoked in years. always is lately
>lost interest in games, movies etc
>no hobbies
>no girlfriend
>no friends
>never wake up happy to wake up anymore
>shitty sleep
>constantly wake up with my pillow thrown across the room and my blankets on the floor
>constant feeling of emptiness
>don't know want to die but not happy living
Why can't I just be a normie /b/?
>>695106601
>>695106557
i cannot just take the car and insist. they are kind enough to let me stay here but you cant just act out and expect good results. i dont live in a nigger family
ive considered military.. if i could stop smoking. but it frightens me like the loser faggot i am.
although my supposed real dad did go..
>>695106622
>im not trying to go to jail
will your parents have you arrested for going on a joy ride anon? sounds to me like you want to be stuck and whine about it.
>I ONLY GET A SMALL BOWN THREE TIMES A WEEK
thats enough to convince someone once a week to teach you how to drive! congrats!
>its shitty
they wont know that til you are already driving!
>>695106716
why not just do new things?
>>695106716
Stop attention whoring you filthy normie
>>695107030
yeah but.. i dont want to be THAT lying faggot.
and they would most likely not have me arrested no. but i feel like i would entirely wear out my welcome after that point. and i have nowhere i could go..
idk. military is sounding better and better..
>>695106917
>i cannot just insist
you really could. if they want you to move out ever they know they have to teach you to drive. you need to stop being a faggot
>if i could stop smoking
see? you really do want to just be stuck there and smoke. you dont actually care. you just want to whine about how you are in this magical purgatory of no escape, woe is you.
im done, kill yourself. its obviously the only way out since ur not willing to give up weed for a few weeks to learn how to drive
>be me 14
>moved to rural area
>summer, school hasnt started
>nobody but old people and vacation homes are in my area
Skip a month; September 1st
>first day of school, all goes well, quiet and reserved
>some people talk to me but not really caring
>first half of school, has no friends, doesnt talk to people
Skip to December
>group of girls wave to me from the other table, sitting alone at mine
>wave back
>stoppls.png
>they do it for days, after a while they stop and fall back into silence and sitting alone still
Skip to March
>a person sits at my table, talks to me.
>coolgoawaynow.jpg
>sits for 2 days then leaves, goes back to normal
Skip to April
>comes back, brings his friend. sits with me for days
>mentions that people liked him for talking to me, because nobody else did
>tfw its for his own gain
>brings a table of people over to my table
>pot smokers, drug users, sex addicts
>doesnt talk to them
>keeps asking me personal and invasive questions
>fuckoff.jpeg
Skip to May
>end of year
>still sitting with those people
>still looking down and not talking much
>parents dont know what really goes on at school
>thinks i was fine
To this day I still am a bit depressed from that, and I haven't recovered.
>>695107269
>i dont want to be THAT lying faggot
see? you really are just wanting to whien. nothing is catually wrong, you have all the resources you need to get out of that situation but you insist you cant. why?
>BECAUSE I DONT WANT THE WEED IM TRADING FOR DRIVING LESSONS TO MAKE ME SEEM LIKE A LYING FAGGOT
thats how dumb your logic is. go ahead and kill yourself.
>military is sounding better and better
then go enlist today.
>>695104074
Feels threads are for losers.
>Be sad
>Make thread for other sad cunts to be more sad.
Fix your problem, cheer up or shut up.
>>695107297
you're right i am being a faggot.
and i could stop smoking its just very difficult in my situation.
you suggest suicide. i suggest you read my first post.
>>695107498
again suicide. i already covered that. enlisting. i guess i was just wanting someone to reassure me on that end.
well fuck me. sorry for reaching out on a feels thread in the only site i feel half accepted some of the time.
>>695107592
Don't cut yourself on that edge faggot
>>695106843
Stop.
>>695107133
I've tried, never able to get interested. I get bored very easily
>>695107711
is k
>>695104644
is that a vape pen?
so saaaaad :*(
>>695107711
you came in here specifically askign for advice.
but you insist not advice will work for the dumbest fucking reasons.
you want to be where you are, so enjoy it and leave the feels alone
New thread happened before I finished typing, so here reposted.
I don't know this feel /b/. Think I saw a man die today. Short version:
>group of bikers
>biker lost control
>head trauma
>I'm driving home
>see vehicles backed up
>grab first aid and rush over
>help with cpr
>ambulance arrives
>takes him away
>brother comes up to me
"Thank you for stopping man. Please pray for my brother."
>I respond: "He's tough, he's gonna pull through."
>His eyes were lifeless when ems arrived
>Hold me /b/
Pic related, they all had this patch
>>695107714
No one likes a sad sack, especially a first world crybaby. The people in these threads are worst.
>Waaah she isn't interested in me
>Waah my dog died
>Waaah i hate my job
Learn how to deal with life like an adult.
>>695107711
>sorry for reaching out on a feels thread
yuo didnt reach out on a feels thread.
you derailed a thread by asking for advice and then insisted nothing works because you're too dumb to give up pot for a few weeks and 'i dont want to lie, by not telling them the pot is low quality'.
you want to be there. you could likely get free driving lessons on craigslist from a faggot, or a stoner if oyu give them pot. but you literally choose not to even try because
>OH I DONT WANT TO BE A LIAR!!1!
you are a liar. to us and to yourself. because you could get out of this situation easily but choose to do nothing.
asking for advice and then insisting nothing will ever work is not 'reaching out'. its ismply derailing the thread so you can get attention and feel woe is me.
>>695108202
okay so say i found some random fuck an craigslist and offered shit weed and didnt die. and learned how to drive. how then do i afford a car with zero money because no job?
you're not thinking this through.
>>695108406
im open to advice that isnt shitty.
craigslist is beyond sketchy and im a social retard but im sure you'll find a way to tell me im being a faggot again so there's that.
>>695108382
Then you missed the point of these threads completely. In a world where men get fuck all for emotional support, men come here to vent anonymously. So if you don't like it how about you fuck off to some other thread instead of coming here to flame or troll.
not trying to "derail" the thread either. feel free to not reply to me and to post your feels away.
>>695108562
>you're not thinking this through.
sure I am. you can now take the cars when everyone is high and go start doing simple menial jobs to get a little bit of cash. you save that cash up.
YOU are not thinking this through becuase you reufse to see beyond next weeks weed.
jesus dude i love to smoke, but know when you're being a faggot. yuo are being one. dont say
>well yes im being one
>BUT ALSO IM NOT BECAUSE IM RIGHT AND YOU ARE WRONG HOW DARE YOU GIVE ME ADVICE THAT I ASKED FOR BUT REFUSE TO TAKE.
>>695108715
>Im open to advice that isnt shitty
the advice isnt shitty. you are shitty.
>craigslist is sketchy
>id rather just be a faggot and never do anything for hte rest of my life lol
thats fine, stay in your comfort zone. if you cant handle driving lessons with a random gay guy on craigslist, then you cant handle the military.
>>695108562
Deal weed you stoner faggot. Grow your own shit, get busted and put into the clink. Then you don't gotta worry bout shit.
>inb4 chill out bro
Fuck no asshole. I just watched a man probably die today
From the feels thread earlier today
>>695105817
>im so fucking depressed i flirt with suicide every day.
what should i do?
So you live with your parents? start with cleaning your room, throw out all the shit you don't need, give consoles and things to brothers or cousin and limit your time on the internet and vidya.
Get a decent CV (or resume) drawn up, sell yourself, decide what you want to do and go into training for it, in the meantime exercise, take long walks, maybe get a part time job at a takeaway restraunt.
Mate your life is never over, take control my friend, I won't lie I have yet to do this but I know a man who has and he's the utmost inspiration.
Get off the drugs, nor hard liqour, full temprance union style shit, go on a good diet and train yourself my friend.
>>695108905
>you can now take the cars
>take the cars
>steal them
no.. i cant.
>stay in your comfort zone and dont take high risk chances cause your a faggot.
yeah.. okay cool. what.
>>695108942
people dont buy in .5 gram increments. that said i used to sell weed. i used to have alot going for me sure.
>>695109174
i used to freerun. i know exercise for sure
but again i cant just walk to a job all the way in town. its at least more than an hours walk. thats just unreasonable.
and training. i dont have money. or financial support. although i may qualify for government paid.. whatever that shit is. just no one to help or point me in the right direction for it.
im honestly just sounding more like a faggot as i go on with this..
>>695105345
fuck you man you brought me to feels ave
man i remember when i stopped starting conversations with people i ended up talking to no one for 3 months.
>>695109536
get a push bike.
>>695108959
Fuck you for posting that. Exact same fucking thing happened to me. It's been around 5 years now. And it hasn't gotten any easier.
>>695108266
Has any of you faggots seen someone die before? How do I get his unbreathing, unconscious bleeding face out of my head?
>>695109620
sell laptop, buy a bike.
thats not unreasonable for sure.
>>695108840
Mate, i was a regular in these threads for years and i know as well as you do that thats bullshit. Its a nice way of saying 'people come here to complain and do nothing'.
Anyone and everyone in this thread can get what they want to be happy or at least content if they're willing to put in the hard yards but its easier to just bitch and moan for strangers sympathy than actually put in effort isn't it?
>>695109536
>an hours walk is unreasonable
jesus christ you're a faggot, my commute is an hour by trian. sure walking is exercise, but if you cant handle two hours of walking a day now that pokemon GO exists, you truly are a faggot.
you need to just admit you've given up.
all advice is shitty if a guy isn't willing to take it. jesus you are a nightmare no wonder ur a failure in life.
>>695104074
you are going be fine
you'll be given a dozen chances to exclude yourself from those bunches of people that make you feel alone, from those friends to whom you've exposed yourself too much.
you seek acceptance and recognition, because everyone seems to encourage you to be yourself. that is a survival technique, but not to you. to them. only to seek for your weaknesses. to make you their own, a disposable little puppet.
you'll be given a limited number of chances to find a new environment. but you will try to be yourself nevertheless.
and that is the moment you're destined to be alone again.
learn to keep secrets. use people. they aren't worth more than that. pretend to be someone you actually want to be. you'll never have to be alone again.
>>695109823
>implying that nobody ever gives practical advice in these threads
What the fuck is so hard to understand about wanting to have your pain validated for once in a society that doesn't give a damn about men in general?
>>695109883
i entirely agree with you
i have no rebuttal
>>695108266
the feels
>>695108266
Damn, sucks man but at least you tried? When others may have just stood and watched, you acted.
>>695110114
then make the effort to change, jesus two hours of walking is a walk in the park, its less than a day at the beach, its literally gym and reccess combined.
be a man and go get a job
>>695110092
Then can you ignore him and help me?! I lied to a man's face as his dying brother was taken away by the ambulance and told him his brother was strong and would pull through.
>>695109918
>Loneliness hurts at first, but later it becomes the most loyal companion
WHAT DOES THIS MENE
>>695110340
You didn't lie. You were just wrong.
>>695110367
its like i said up here: >>695104452
>the native americans have a spirit totem for the bobcat that teachse those born under its guidance how to be 'alone without being lonely'.
>this isn't to say that they are meant to be hermits or permavirgins or anything. jsut that these people need to have a special understanding how to enjoy time with only themselves for company.
when you are alone, you are in complete control of yourself and whats going on around you. you choose what to do and can make the day happy. when you are with other people you rely on them to make you happy and they rely on you. one side often loses out. companionship isn't always happy. its just being sad whiel not alone.
theres a thousand ways you can take it and philosophize about it, but at the end of the day if you can learn to enjoy time by yourself, its great.
>>695110092
Every time someone gives practical advice the person on the receiving end tears holes in it because they'd rather stay depressed than make a change.
And whats wrong with that? Only that no one gives a fuck about anyone in general. Getting false validation from people who will forget about you and your woes fifteen minutes later is bullshit. In the end your happiness depends solely on you, and if you accept that and take action you wont be in these threads for much longer.
Its a nice thought, but you're kidding yourself to think anyone gives a shit about you.
Tell me what your problems are and ill try give some real advice, because thats far more helpful than pretending to give a shit.
>>695109536
An hours walk is a 20 min bike ride at the most my friend.
To be honest I'd recommend trying to get out of your parents house (no disrespect but given their influences); try and get yourself a job or some sort of education, then try and find a temporary roomie in town.
>>695110319
it seems much more difficult than all of that.
but i know you are right.
i suppose in the end all that could really help me is for me to give up this idea of giving up. feeling hopeless. causing my own spiraling depression. its a comfort zone to feel this miserable at this point. yet i hate it. only solution is to break it.
i just wish i could find a shortcut.
but no such thing exists for me.
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>>695110164
thanks guys. I don't know what more I could have done. His breathing kept stopping and pulse kept getting weaker. His eyes were glazed over like our cows do when we butcher them
>>695109666
I have no words to say other than I couldn't imagine being in your position nor would I switch if I could, you did all you could, sometimes thats all life will give you.
>>695110697
socially awkward as fuck.
when i used to be pretty popular back in the day in school.
but you are right about the influences. i see complacency for struggle daily.
i need to get out of here.
Best friend and I were talking about how we're both virgins. They suggested we lose virginities together. They aren't attracted to me at all. They don't want to date me. I'm only good to them for losing their virginity to.
Otherwise they haven't talked to me all summer.
Kms
>>695110459
No he was gone. As I said here>>695110854 he was pretty much gone before ambulance loaded him up. I dont know how to handle this. Sure we've all watched liveleak and played something gory before, but fuck. Never felt so helpless
>>695107592
It's not as simple as just not being sad
>>695110764
a lot of people like to say
>it seems more difficult than that
>thats easier siad then done
and the answer is always
>so?
life isn't meant to be easy. but hard doesn't mean sad or even bad. This year I've suffered from brain damage, got attacked by my lyft driver, lost a lot of friends, got disowned by my father, and just now got over my bronchitis.
its been TOUGH to say the least. but it has been one of the happiest years of my life. cuz as you are solving your problems, as you are fighting back, as you are making little bits of progrses, you are finding small ways to have fun.
you aren't as happy as you'll be once you reach your end game. but there is a LOT of fun along the way. even if that fun is just catching pokemon on your way to a shitty minimum wage job. Even if that fun is just thinking of all the fat hate threads you can participate in now that you are forced to work with the morbidly obese and obviously delusional tumblrina who also works at Maccas with ya. Even if that fun is simply coming home from work, getting what little pot you are allotted, and looking at the stars while thinking of your next move.
you find ways to be happy as long as you are working towards being happy.
good luck anon.
>tfw no ozzie stoner bf to mooch off me
>>695110622
You shouldn't rely on anyone for making you happy. You should provide yourself happiness. If you're not happy with yourself right now or how your life is, you take steps towards making it better so that you can feel happiness. If you let other people give you happiness you pretty much surrender completely and give them all the power.
And let me be honest with you; the only person who truly cares about you, is yourself. Probably also your mother, but she's not gonna be here the rest of your life. You gotta create your own happiness.
Do you miss sex? Hell, go get a hooker. It costs money but spares you all of the relationship shit.
Do you miss companionship? Get a dog. They're the most loyal creature you can find.
It's okay to want company because the human species is a social animal, so friends is not a bad thing, but it is important to understand that if you rely on others for happiness you already lost.
>>695111244
>>695110764
think of all the things you did as a kid that were hard. perhaps playing a sport, or playing a video game, or trying to get with a girl in your class.
in the end, they were hard and challenging, but you managed to find it fun to face those challenges.
good luck anon
>>695111244
Good luck to you, anon!
>>695110933
Exactly man, a part time job in a chippy does fucking wonders for your social skills; I worked in a butchers but any sort of customer based shit is where you want to start; I had a few mates who were borderline autists who I can now have a right good chat with because they worked nights behind a bar or down the chippy.
At the end of the day mate; I live on the otherside of the world to you; but I do feel for you Ausbro, you seem to genuinley want to improve but are stuck in an endless cycle.
I know its sounds cliche as fuck but discpline your mind mate, your body will follow.
>>695110880
I didn't want to stop and help. I wanted to just keep driving and ignore it. But by the time my brain went through this I was already out of my car rushing to them first aid kit in hand.
>>695111305
>you shouldnt rely on anyone for making you happy
kind of my point mate, i ws showing how relying on other people for happiness makes you sad, and learning to be alone makes you happy. it becomes your greatest ally.
preaching to the quire here.
>>695111199
Have you tried asking at the hospital about it or checking the news? Otherwise try not to think about it m8.
>>695111097
Are you a girl or a boy?
Either way, don't be used, wait for the right person and don't sink to desperation, tbh its an arbitrary social norm if there is one.
>>695111451
thanks, but dont need luck. the hard parts already happened. i mean im still fixing memory and coordination, but the bad things happened, and the bad things are over. once they're done, there is no reason to be sad about them anymore.
im honestly the happiest person i know
>>695111536
Oh, shit, wrong post. Well, I hope people see it anyway. It's a hard truth, but it is one needed to be known because it can make your life a whole lot better
>>695111498
You did the right thing anon.
>>695111244
this was deep.
i appreciate it anon although im not sure what to say. except that when you're right you're right..
thanks
>>695111485
it makes sense anon. it really does.. thank you for the kind words.
although im not in australia. kek
>>695111710
ah figured something was up yeah.
nah im all about that. im not afraid to date, and keep telling myself I will when i find the right girl, but i enjoy the 'fling' process a whole lot more and like coming home to a bed with just me
>>695111538
Can't get his bloody, unbreathing face out of my head. This shits gonna haunt my nightmares
>>695111622
Yeah I wasnt planning on going through with it. It just makes me sad that this person I've known 6 years, the closest human to me, would be ok with just using me.
I'd rather leave my gender ambiguois.
>>695111792
glad i could help in whatever way i coudl. honestly i exited out of the thread twice our of frustration but kept coming back. i know you might not change and tomorrow wake up and just repeat the cycle, but im glad i came back.
thank you.
>>695111968
*ambiguous
>>695112092
>>695111244
anon you posted this too here.
you know what..
im saving this. thanks again.
Gents and Ladies, this is going to come across as the most pretentious piece of advice you will ever get and I bet you think I'm some braindead wannabe hipster.
But the one thing I will recommend to gain a productive and happy mindset is Stoicism.
A Guide to the Good Life: The Ancient Art of Stoic Joy - teaches you how to love the things you have, not to crave, and to take joy in life as a whole.
its a good 8 hours long but I suggest you start from Chapter 1, the introduction is entirely backstroy to stoicism- magnet:?xt=urn:btih:51c1f42ec258b04e75a68f805a03751fdcf9ad9b&dn=AGuidetotheGoodLifeTheAncientArtofStoicJoyUnabridged.mp3&tr=http%3a%2f%2fpow7.com%2fannounce&tr=udp%3a%2f%2fglotorrents.pw%3a6969%2fannounce&tr=udp%3a%2f%2ftracker.openbittorrent.com%3a80%2fannounce&tr=udp%3a%2f%2ftracker.opentrackr.org%3a1337%2fannounce
Wait so you actually had sex and youre complaining? Holy shit get your self in perspective
>>695105059
this shit, oh god.
oh fuck you this is breaking my heart.
>>695111787
Thanks. Soon as the ambulance took him away I walked back to my car sat on the side of the road and fucking lost it. I couldn't do anything to save that man. According to his brother he had kids man
>>695111792
Ahahaha I'm sorry pal, knocked me with "out in the boonies", where you from?
>>695112269
This is the most rock solid piece of advice anyone can give. I live my life like this too. I read The Shortness of Life by Seneca and loved it
>>695112327
What? If you're referring to the best friend virginity thing, no, I didn't have sex. I told them no.
>>695111968
Men and women are both shits when it comes to sex; its a primtive drive, don't let people use you anon lass or lad.
>>695112421
in a rather southern forest infested part of the US.
pretty sure the "nursery capital of the world" is nearby actually.
>>695112091
you're good people
>>695112160
yeah i post in these threads a lot. i enjoy the feels, but try to frame them in a positive way, growing experiences etc.
i dont mean to harp, but rather to try and put things into perspective. i dont mean to say that peopel cant be sad simply because someone might have it worst, but rather that even if you are sad, you need to work through the problem itself.
its like pic related says.
>>695112359
>relationshit makes you come undone
you haven't even begun to feel
>>695112400
Life is hard man, at least you tried, the fact you have a first aid kits and the instinct to get out and help shows in the heart of hearts you're a good man, like his brother said, and I'm sure he does, he would appreciate you trying your best while others drove and and he wouldn't want it to eat you up.
>>695112740
goddamn...
saved to feels folder
>>695112611
Thank you. I just don't want to do something I'll regret at the end of the day. As cheesy as it is, I want to wait for a good person to lose it to. Not till marriage, just till someone actually loves me.
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>>695104537
https://discord.gg/012OE9ge1GbnLicdx
come visit b chat
>>695112872
its certainly a good one, though I think there is something to be said about venting. i had all tehse things piled up and cried about each of them, but it wasn't until i made a feels thread and just posted about each and every one of them chronologically that i was able to really work through them. not quite the same as crying, but i feel like the sentiment can be misleading.
still a great quote, but yeah.
>>695112616
Ah, it could be much worse pal , keep your chin up and hope our humble words made a little difference.
>>695112897
even if its not someone who loves you, it should be some experience you care about.
if your virginity is so pointless that you should do something for the sake of losing it, then its not worth losing at all imo.
>>695105345
That doesn't change the fact that I don't need anyone
>>695112897
>Thank you. I just don't want to do something I'll regret at the end of the day. As cheesy as it is, I want to wait for a good person to lose it to. Not till marriage, just till someone actually loves me.
Exactly, you wouldn't believe how many people regret having sex before they wanted it, there are plenty of smart funny, and maybe somewhat introverted guys and girls waiting for the right person don't fall down the "we-might-as-well" trap.
>>695113143
good point
>>695113009
it really is though.
you and >>695113015 anons words have hit me pretty deep today. never thought id get this type of response or help from 4chan but damn.. here i am.
thank you guys
>>695113222
>>695112862
I've had my first aid/cpr/aed for 7 years now. Been the first time I've really had to use it. Fuck this man I'm just a small town pool lifeguard who had just got off work. I didn't sign up for this shit
>>695112545
The guy who introduced me to it said it should have been taught to us in school, and I thought him a pretentious hipster, I always though philosophy more the opium of the peopl with too much time on their hands.
But simple tricks to hold your mind actually do a world of good, challanging hedonistic adaption has worked fucking wonders for me.
>>695113354
>being a lifeguard
>didnt sign up to save lives
>>695113276
you'd be surprised. i like to hang out in these threads for a coupel months at a time and try my best to help people push the feels in a positive direction. sometimes it means sounding pretentious, other times calling people out on bull shit, but i mostly just try to comfort, and redirect, whiel posting all these images.
every few months it becomes a little 'too much' and i have to stop though.
having people like you respond definitely lightens the burden
>>695113479
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>>695113479
well your posts certainly didnt go unnoticed.
and at the very least they have given me alot to think about.
so again. i truly appreciate it.
>>695113737
>>695107400
Rural Area's are honestly shit for kids, especially quiet ones to grow up in. I would never put that on a child. To be put into a situation for years on end where you have no friends similar to connect with.
With small and rural towns, theres normally just one clique. Fucking sucks if you don't normalize to those standards. Hope you get bettter anon.
>>695113759
anytime mate. and thank you too.
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>>695113467
I signed up as a summer job to save dumbass kids who forget how to swim and to sit on my ass and get paid. I'm not a hero.
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>>695114073
>>695114047
you are now.
>>695113276
Mate when it comes to the hard parts of life, there is nothing to help set you right than a like-minded sexually repressed strange a few thousand miles away.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WlBiLNN1NhQ
Night pal, hope it all works out for you.
>>695114138
>>695114047
sounds like you were today
>>695114181
>>695113354
Fellow lifeguard here, replied a few times to you in this thread. Never had to deal with an accident in work or outside it but you did your job, you used your training and helped in a situation most couldn't of. Most would of kept on driving but you stopped. Wish you the best bro keep strong.
>>695114215
>>695114257
>>695112834
i've got a twin brother that knows me better than anyone else in the world.
imagine how it feels to have someone in your life that is always there. he always was.
he knows everything about my whole life and i know everything about him.
there are times when we think the same thought at the same moment.
hum a melody that goes through the other one's head.
when i am lonely i'll just wake him up at 3 am and we smoke weed and talk about everything and nothing until i feel better.
when i break up with one of my gfs, he is there to keep me stable.
when i feel lost, he is there to point me to the good things in life.
sometimes when i go to sleep i think about how life would be without him and i completely break down crying.
i know one of us will die before the other.
it's my greatest fear in the world and there is a decent chance it will happen.
>>695114138
...Fuck. Thanks anon. I'm still fucking shaking from this shit. Tried eating earlier, probably still can't. How the hell do people see this shit daily?
Well gents; I'm off to bed, another good thread and I've throw my penny into the coinpot of semi-inspiration quotes.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0_OFQzea_Ks
>>695114420
bound to at some point. i couldnt imagine a bond so strong, but its amazing to talk to someone who has. maybe its television thats conditioned me, but i like to see something special in twins, and its just really charming to talk to someone who feels that bond so deeply.
perhaps when one of you dies, the other will simply become the both of you. you kind of already are.
>>695114540
in soviet russia, this shit sees you.
I'm so empty. I just want to matter to someone. Someone who would notice, would care, if I died. I never hurt anyone. I was never cruel or mean. What did I do to deserve being so lonely? I never had any friends, not one. Why am I so unlovable? What the fuck is so wrong with me?
>>695114540
>>695114739
daily.
>>695104074
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>>695114765
maybe you should try to mattter to yourself?
this is a toraton btw. its a projection for the possible evolution of turtles in like 200 million years or some shit. it would eb the largest walking land animal of all time and its pretty badass.
>>695114899
>>695115070
>>695114739
>>695114824
Fuck both of you with a rake. Made me chuckle
>>695114243
>>695114205
Thanks guys. Never seen a person like this in front of me. Seen hogs, cows, and chickens die and even put down a neighbors dog who couldn't bring themself to do it. But this has me torn up
>>695114937
>try to mattter to yourself?
How can I do that if I never mattered to anyone else? They must've had a reason for it
That's an amazing creature, btw
>>695115070
sounds more to me like this guy is trapped in his own thread.
the most productive people in the world do it while all the odds are against them, simply for the sake of wanting to do it.
>>695115177
>>695115204
both were just me, forgot to add the daily.
>>695115253
>how can i matter to myself if i never mattered to anyone else
you got it backwards mate. how can you matter to anyone else if you never mattered to yourself.
make yourself matter. make yourself the kind of person you'd love to be friends with. others will see it.
>>695115301
>>695114695
no, it really is special.
and it's even more special because both of us are so aware of it.
we fight a lot, but ultimately we know we will always be together, so we never cross certain points.
our childhood was hard and when there was nobody else, we supported each other.
and as much as i like the thought, i never really learned how to live on my own. my whole existence is linked to him.
i kind of hope we die together because i don't think my mind can cope with the misery his death would cause me.
>>695115480
Sorry bout the 4Antz, guys
>>695113811
Fuck this pic hits home
>>695115384
Thanks for the laugh anon. Really needed that
>>695115529
thats fucking beautiful anon. hell try to stick together through adulthood and dont let girls seperate you. maybe if ur lucky you guys will.
and if you dont, i like to leave this thread thinking that you'll just continue being mindlinked even after death. either way thats a thing of beauty anon.
oh, and i was thinking of the abc family version of 'escape from witch mountain' where the twins have purple light when they put their hands together. thats why i love twins.
>>695115204
you did good faggot
we approve
>>695107592
true, a depressed loner is better off than a depressed fag with depressed friends.
>>695115731
its the perfect quote to be honest, it accurately reflects life.
a thing isn't beautiful because it lasts. its not bad that our relationships end, because certain parts of them are always with us.
my father has disowned me but i will still always say 'nope nope nope' that mimic'd his.
I have not spoken to my chilldhood friend in years, but i still ewar black every day, because thats the sort of thing he did.
Havent spoken to my friend since he left my to deal with the brain damage on my own. but i still say 'woof' anytime im surprised by something, simply because its a part of him I enjoyed.
were changed in little and big ways by the people we cross paths with. even us.
>>695115765
anytime mate.
>>695115815
This is why I kept coming back here and helping anons in feels threads. You guys helped (along with my now-gf) pull me out of my depression back 2014/15 when I was about to shoot myself, and now I'm back after trying to save someone else's life. Funny how life works sometimes
>>695115805
he is gay, i am straight.
we complete each other.
everything works out good in our lives, we most likely have many good years ahead of us, so that's what i keep my focus on.
thanks for the words of appreciation anon, it lightened up this sad thread for me.
>>695104878
Heh...my wife divorced me cause I developed a chronic medical condition and blame it all on me that I didn't want to do anything anymore cause I got sick for a while. This little saying hit home pretty hard. I don't need someone in my life who won't be by my side when things get hard, specially with my chronic sickness. I just need time to recharge here and there. Her loss, not mine. Thanks Anon.
>>695111244
whats an ozzie stoner bf?
>>695116475
when i mean girls, i dont mean in the sense that you fall in love with the same one. the advice is still as i meant it:
dont let girls (or a guy) be the thing htat keeps you away from one another.
it happens all the times with friends, though i cant speak for your dynamic.
my friend recently started seeing a girl and hes made it clear that she is the top priority now, and its bummed me out big time.
>>695116654
australian, marijuana smoking boyfriend.
its kind of a fantasy of mine.
>>695116703
Good luck with that. I'd advise getting an Aussie and then introducing him to weed. So it's an experience and feelings he'll associate with you
aaand thats the last feels image I have folks. been an interesting thread and I've loved all of you to varying degrees. some even sexually.
see ya in the next one.
>>695110655
Thought you were a bait fuck at first bit you make the most realistic points.
>>695117159
nah i dont smoke weed myself so couldnt convince another man to do it. the fantasy for me is having someone whos a total stoner bro hippie type iwth a headband and curly hair.
>>695108959
I'm sorry I drove drunk that one night. I truly am. If there's one thing that has fucked me over, it's having driven drunk. If I had hit someone, or ended someone's life, I would've killed myself. 100%. But I didn't. I wish I had ended my own life that night. Then I wouldn't feel like the failure I am.
>>695116656
i'm 27 years old now, had quite a few relationships and there hasn't been a single day that i haven't talked to him.
thank you though, i'll keep the advice in mind. there might come a time when i have a family of my own and i know he will have difficulties getting there.
but judging from our lives until now, i don't think that will be an issue. if anything, we got closer in the last few years.
>>695117253
thats cute.
i support this fantasy
I can't greentext cuz I'm on mobile but I need to get this off my chest... Last night I had a dream than my younger brother killed himself just so randomly. He went out into the garage and shot him self.(he is 5 years younger than me btw) i rember being confused as we don't own fire arms. But I rember I was the one who found him he had a wound in his neck but was still alive. I called 911 and the came and got him the paramedic told me to get pack a small bag to stay overnight and he would come back and get me. He came back and when I answered the door he was wearing a priest out fit, this next part instantly freaked me out and keeps bugging me. When he told me my brother didn't make it I feel to the ground and in stead of crying I found I just didn't care. I couldn't feel sadness at all. Maybe it was something warning me to heal our relationship as me and my brother argue every day. I can't get over the fact that I wasn't sad at all not even a bit mournful when I woke up I saw him and was instantly surprised to see him alive that's how vivid my dream was. Not really feels material but god damn
>>695117314
At least you recognize this unlike my brother. Fucker wrecked twice drunk, still didn't think he was doing anything wrong
>>695117375
i hope it continues so. i always thought it'd make sense for twins to share a house, especially iwth one gay one that can convenience things up. your kids can be his nephews and whatnot. but you know, everyones got their own path.
its just refreshing, especially that you can feel that close to a gay twin, its hard enough finding friends to close to me without being in the closet.
>>695117404
i think its cuz im more of a tight and proper neck tie business type and coming home to find a cute stoner playing video games and smoking pot just does something for me. i wont even smoke it myself, more of an old fashioned beer republican that way.
>>695117536
I could never go through this again. I lost everything: my gf, my motorcycle, money, my license, and almost couldn't finish my degree. I'm just trying to pick up the pieces now.
>>695117576
exactly. i have some very good friends that i really feel connected to, but it's just not the same.
when everyone else reacts the way i want them to, he reacts the way i need him to.
>>695117461
You still truly care, deep inside. You didn't feel anything because your brain knew it was wrong. I don't have the best relationship with my brother, as seen here >>695117536
But you still truly care for him. But go and make your amends anon, you will regret it if you don't.
So, how many of us wants to kill ourselves ? Reply if you want to kkill yourself.
>>695117889
god thats sweet. i dont want to say i feel jelly, but i jsut feel very happy reading this. thats great man. i need to go play pokemon go, but hold on to that. dont be tempted to be lead away from him. you were born together for a reason.
>>695118024
saying 'i want to kill myself' is like saying 'i want to be happy'.
if you meant it, you'd just go do it.
>be me
>18 years old now
>moving out of parents house starting august
>moving from a shitty village to a city
>started working out 2 months ago
>feel good about myself
>had this great feeling of a new chance at my feeg
>only 2 more weeks...
>the thought of me not being able to make friends there
>same as here in the village
>atleast now i have 3 friends
>pretty soon i might be all alone
Im excited, but most of all i am terrified of being completely alone...
>>695117919
Yeah I really should must of the anger comes from him though he is eleven and he is just really angry all the time towards me. And also in the dream it was never really addressed but I knew I was the reason he shot him self
>>695118139
I would, but I would hurt some people, I have to wait for my turn.
>>695118024
I did. But since I was too much of a bitch to pull the trigger then I lived long enough to help someone who'd wrecked today. Don't do it anon, there's a meaning to your life even if you can't see it
>>695118385
>IM TOO NOBLE TO KILL MYSELF
thats the oldest excuse. once they're gone you still wont do it and you'll blame some other reason.
congratulations, you want to live. now all you have to do is admit it, and start making steps to make it a life worth living.
>>695108266
Thats awful.
Saw a bike accident myself once, saw a man crashing with a semi. Got split in half..
>>695107390
underrated
>>695118385
this anon >>695118528 is being harsh as fuck
but he's right you know
>>695118331
I went through this from both sides anon. Be there for him, don't rise to the argument bait he'll use. And don't forget he's going thru puberty. Remember how irrational and emotional it made you?
>>695118528
I am not too noble to kill myself, I am a pure shit, like my dad. I will most certainly end up like my dad, when that happens I want to end it, I dont want to be like him.
>>695118747
I dont mind him being harsh, that is fine with me.
>>695105059
recently deleted my first crush on fb. she turned into an attention whore and she acts like a 13 year old, shes 19 btw. at this point i was just fed up with it, but as soon as i deleted her, i had this overwhelming feeling of regret, and i still have it.
>>695118670
Did he make it?
>>695119022
>im not too noble to kill myself
>at least thats how id word it but im literally saying i wont kill myself in order to not harm people look how noble i am.
>>695119031
thats mostly because we are trained to feel sad about things that leave our short term memory space. its why people have a hard time getting divorced or breaking up. ur too comfortable and change is scary.
>>695119162
If you think so.
>>695119046
The fuck do you think
Bike wreck anon here. Thanks to everyone here. You guys helped me keep my sanity. I love you faggots
>>695119523
We love you too, you cunt
>>695118889
But i just freaked me out because in most dreams everything is distorted or exaggerated no this dream every thing was perfect
>>695119654
Parting gift. Have a thing
>>695119162
>>695118528
>>695118747
Fuck me,you got me into thinking.
>>695120286
its the truth no one wants to hear anon. it should get you thinking
>be me
>be 7
>be at bbq at our house
>guy tells me to go with him
>i go
>takes me into the back bathroom
>takes my clothes off
>takes his off
>stands me in the bath tub
>see his cock getting hard
>he starts to stroke it with one hand
>uses the other to touch my body
>he keep spreading my ass cheeks and then letting them drop back together
>he turns to the wall and cums
>dresses me
>gets dressed
>cleans cum up
>tells me if i tell anyone what happened that i will be in big trouble
>i believe him
>i feel sick to my stomach
>dont sleep much that night
>throw up
>feel guilty
>childhood is fucked over
>>695104074
i need some advice b
>be me
>at a huge private party with 70+ people
>all my friends are there
>i arrive, not really feeling the usually get smashed feeling
>just zipping on some beers by myself
>passively walking around the party talking to some friend
>i somehow sneak into a kitchen at the party and i grab a rubber glove
>another friend gets a pair of rubber gloves
>do this really fucking silly childish thing, call ourselves doctors at the party and start doing rectum researches
>some girls lurks
>they are studying at my college
>suddenly they walk up to us
>she tries to say something but i interupt her immediatly
>start doing "iq" test
>she laughs at whatever im doing
>starts poking her and says thats how the test is supposed to be
>groping her and flirting a bit with her
>she finds it funny and i entertain her alot
>i continue talking with her and her friend pretty much for the rest of the night
>we flirt, talk, drink, and tease each other. basicly having a laugh
>next day i cant really stop thinking about her
>inlovefml.png
>havent had this feeling for a year
>i try to play it cool
>start writing to her on FB 3 days after
>my goal was to get her snapchat
>ive been planning the conversation for so long
>i start talking to her
>shes with her friend
>i abort mission and stop writing to her thinking it will be embarrasing if she doesnt want to talk
>next day
>start writing to her again
>we chat for about 1 hour
>i pull off some lame jokes that she, by the time seemed like she thought was amusing
>i managed to get her snapchat
>ive been snapchatting pretty much
>she usually responds to my snaps
>once again she finds my snaps, texts ect funny
>at this point i just came home from vacation and so did she
>i tried sending some snaps but she didnt respond
>and im afraid that she may have lost interest in my
>not one day goes by where i think of her
>i dont want any other girls by this point, im only thinking of her
What do i do /b i need some advice
>>695120834
>be you
>didnt even get raped
>bitch about it on /b/ years later
>feelsretardedman
>>695120502
Thanks anon. And sorry.
>>695121052
sorry for what man? im pretty much in the same boat.
im the whining anon stuck at his parents house from earlier in the thread. truth is dudes right.
saying you want to kill yourself is like saying you wish you were happy. if you meant it. youd do it.
real shit
>>695121347
For that "stuck up" and "stupid" "attitude". Yeah, he is right, I am making myself sad. I didnt read the whole thread. Whats happening to you anon ?
>>695121897
its been covered and past already. it all boils down to life is hard but worth it. and stop being a procrastinating excuse ridden faggot.
harsh but fuck.. its true.
try to show up earlier in these threads with your situation if you want decent responses. this thread is all but dead now.
been a good one though. for me anyways
>>695121025
it was a cousin, and it didnt stop
>>695104847
>>695105281
No, fuck you guys. You don't want this. Not OP but I wouldn't wish this on my worst enemy.
We planned on traveling together, names for pets we might get and names for our kids, where we'd live, even joking about how we would have a contingency plan if we ended up doing the whole "I don't care where we eat" schtick. It's been over 2 years since and all I have is nothing but trust issues and a hollow feeling in my chest. Fuck you guys. Seriously, just fuck you...
>>695122176
Will try anon, others tell me that I am too nice and emotional, i have some plans but those wwill have to wait (I will maybe be abroad for 10 months soon). I dont mind the harshness, people are too soft nowadays. Good luck to you anon
>>695121013
i dont know what to do /b
But for know its just another night with my dog next to me.
>>695122617
you as well.
as i said though catch the next feels thread early and talk about it. im all tapped out on trying to process much less help.
best of luck to you though
>>695122536
>we planned stuff
>i wouldnt wish this on my worst enemy
no anon, fuck you. you are the edigest faggot here. its okay to be sad but to act like a break up is the worst fucking thing is about as edgy as it gets.
you havent even begun to feel real pain. just teenage hormone pain.
>>695109666
You don't it will fade away eventually.
>>695122907
>edigest
what
besides that though. maybe you just dont understand how some people have serious relationship issues and sometimes even an overly open and sensitive heart.
i knew a guy like this and he gave up on relationships for years after having his heart broken only twice. some people are just naturally sensitive as fuck. and thats not necessarily a bad trait in humans these days.
>>695122907
25. Just stop dude. You don't even know.
>>695109666
I saw a man fall 15 stories from a hotel.
http://www.digitaljournal.com/article/308726
I've also seen an uncle and both grandparents die in the hospital. There wasn't much to it. They just went limp after a while.
>>695123686
>maybe you dont understand how some people
and yet you didnt understand hwo those people can have their own issues. what were your words again?
>>695122536
>no fuck you guys
>seriously just fuck you
but im the bad guy here for not seeing your side?
think about it.
>>695123884
I didnt say you were a teenage.r just that your emotions are the equivelent of a teenager.
>just stop dude. you dont even know
yes i do. thats the point. most everyone knows. we've all been there. you didnt even get far enough to get a dog together, let alone a kid.
but sure, you're the most tragic human in the world.
>>695123922
im a different anon who understands there are literally billions of people in this world and though similar we were not all built the same.
its understanding that other peoples problems arent exactly like that one experience you had similar.
your opinions are not universal knowledge.
>>695124196
which is fine, but to say
>you are in the wrong for telling him wahts what
when hes the one telling other people
>fuck you
for wanting to be in a relationsihp, is awfully hyprocritical. you sound awfully biased to me anon.
im not saying he cant be sad, im not saying its bad to be sad, even for this the most common of human experiences. we are meant to be sad when these things happen.
but anon clearly takes it too far, and to not call him out on it is to let him wallow in misery that doesnt need to exist.
its healthy to have a reality check when you are literally telling people
>fuck you
for wanting to be in a relationship.
>>695123922
You're not the bad guy but you said it, you don't see it the way I do.
It is the single worst feeling a person can experience. If you don't understand, you don't understand.
>>695124060
I never said I was you cunt. You're not even one of the two anons I replied to. You're just trying to measure your dick against mine.
>>695124797
fair enough
>be 28
>working as a researcher in a uni
>life has gone downhill past two years
>friends moving on, tried making new ones, keeping old ones, nothing really working out
>romantic side is no better, go on some dates, but never manage to hold their interest
>meet girl who i thought was perfect, but it all falls flat right when i thought things were going well
>ends up with one of my older friends, just gotta try and be happy for them
>added to that work is piling on pressure and im about a month behind my deadline
>cant afford extension fees for the deadline
>also nowhere to live after august, will have to ask somebody to put me up for a while
>brother super successful and getting married, family reunion happens that my parents don't mention. feel like a black sheep
> haven't sleep properly since april
> really can't keep myself together through all this shit. haven't even played vidja or listened to podcasts etc in over a month.
what do i do? I am just lost and want to give up
Can someone explain this to me? I thought it was a pencil sharpener and maybe people who cut take the sharp part out. Is that right?
>>695126781
Yep, did that like a mother fucker in middle school, I was so edgy.
>>695126781
You have any idea how shitty it is when your pencil sharpener breaks? The knife cuts you in the finger when it breaks of..
>>695104847
Be strong fam...it will happen.
>>695126987
I may not be depressed but at least I'm kinda smart. Thanks sad anon, feel better.
>>695127456
Thanks man, I'm trying
>>695106127
I could use one. Where you at bro?
Snow patrol - chasing cars
>>695105817
Dude how far out in the boonies? How do you get weed? Cripes sakes I live in South Dakota don't tell me you live in the boonies.
