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>>693584457
why not fight back? the problem is literally you. If you can't enjoy anything because you won't let yourself, then you have to be a part of the change you (possibly, sorta) want to see.
and as an example of fun things to try:
Going to large arcades
Going to vintage game spots
Going to the movies with a bro
doing retarded dangerous shit for the lulz
going to a high class zoo
going to a full retard range
and so much more.
I'd type more precisely and go into more detail but I'm watching kids again. once they pass out I'll be able to focus better.
>>693585447
I wanna be inside a shark grills belly
>>693587426
Highlighted eyes 11.5/10
>>693587003
can I get a source on that pic? google reverse returns nothing.
>>693587198
Because I'm sick of fighting against myself over the stupidest shit. And it is true that I often don't enjoy anything. It's just that when I may enjoy something for once, my mind says "no fun allowed". I don't know why. I think I may actually be schizophrenic, among other things. And I just don't care about trying to change anything. It's extremely emotionally draining because I fear change because every time I've tried I've either failed or just fucked everything up even more. So I don't bother doing anything anymore. Not to mention how draining it is just to fucking get out of bed and do things like eat or brush my teeth. Hell, I was awake for 7 hours today before I ever left my room.
Sorry, I'm rambling like I always do.
>>693587852
No idea.
22% battery pls hold
>>693587921
Psychologist fag here, just do one thing, super hard but worth it. Call a help line. From then on, all you have to do is what they tell you, just follow instructions and youll be fine. Trust me.
>>693588129
Hey. Sorry I never ask you because I was being an emo fag earlier, but what's up?
>>693588189
I'm incredibly bad at following instructions for multiple reasons. Having to do something makes me want to do it less.
>>693588548
Hey Gerald, how's it going?
>>693588386
Lunch at work. Earlier was on break.
Nasty 0 cal sweet tea, cheesy chicken broccoli and rice, Granny Smith and flaming Cheetos.
Also sitting in the parking lot watching weird people.
>>693588548
Hey Neo. Got any advice for dealing with kids that aren't simply gassing them?
>>693588615
Meh....
Frustrating.
Confusing.
>>693588906
I see.
>>693589009
Why is that?
>>693587964
Fuck... Time to spend the next hour or so looking for it then :^)
>>693588924
"If you shut up and go to sleep you can have ice cream for breakfast." then don't give them ice cream
>>693588924
What kind of dealing?
I've done a fair bit of parenting to just about every age group.
>>693588386
You don't HAVE to do anything. I mean, you wanna feel better right? You want to feel good? It's all up to you. I know it's super hard, but it's worth it. You wouldn't believe how many people felt like you do and that one phone call helped them reach a place where they're happy and energetic. Everyone deserves to feel good about themselves. I've known an obese person, 400 pounds almost, super depressed, unhealthy, couldn't walk 5 minutes without his back hurting. He made that call and he's now almost at proper weight and most importantly happy. You can do it man, it's all up to you. If you want to feel better, it's just one big hurdle to dial that number and go through it and you got it by the balls.
>>693589110
The girl I'm trying to get together with..
>>693589110
Yeah. I noticed the mood earlier. I kept checking the thread every now and then.
Sorry if I come into a thread sometimes say one thing and leave. Nature of my work is really random.
>>693589253
>I mean, you wanna feel better right? You want to feel good?
No, not really. I'd rather die, honestly.
>that one phone call helped them reach a place where they're happy and energetic.
I really don't like talking about my problems (believe it or not) especially over the phone.
>>693589389
I figured. I'm sure everything will work itself out eventually.
>>693589552
No worries. I'm just glad to have you here at all.
>>693589674
Feels good to be appreciated. Thanks dash. I feel the same.
>>693589674
Honestly? You got several choices here. Continue suffering, end your suffering, or just do that one hard thing that'll make you feel better. Out of all these things, making the call is the least troublesome to do, if you think about it.
You don't have to talk about your problems over the phone with anyone, or at all. All you need is to make the call and just talk, up to you what you talk about. You sound like you've got above average intelligence, I'm sure you'll find something.
I mean, if you wanna die anyway, you don't have much to lose right?
>>693589233
I have to watch them. One is 7, the otehr two are 9. Guns are nearby in safe. Considering high nooning.
>>693589157
that's a dangerous game to play man
>>693589674
I don't know about that...
But I'm still hopeful.
I'm very emotionally drained right now.
There's a reason I've stayed away from anything other then random encounters with random girls.
Hell, my pony wants to kill me half the time we're together but I still trust her more than girls..
>>693590026
please say there's a game for this somewhere and i'm just not hoping to make myself feel better
>>693590285
I have bad news :(
>>693590026
I like everyone here. Except myself, of course. I try to be nice because you guys are like family to me. I feel better talking to all of you than my own friends and family.
>>693590058
>making the call is the least troublesome to do, if you think about it.
Uh, no. I have terrible anxiety. Suffering is legitimately easier. Talking to someone would be the last thing I would choose.
>You sound like you've got above average intelligence, I'm sure you'll find something.
I disagree on both accounts, but that's just me.
>I mean, if you wanna die anyway, you don't have much to lose right?
Right, which is why I'm so suicidal.
>>693590226
If it makes you feel better, I have hope for you.
>>693590063
Keep the guns locked up.
Have fun with them. Be their friend, but let them know there are rules. Seriously. Enjoy being a kid again with them. For the most part most kids are decent people.
>>693590386
and like that, i'm crushed
God fucking damn it. Why can't I do anything except be an emo faggot?
>>693590541
Well there's also help chats and so on. But then I would have to ask, what's been holding you back from just doing it? I mean, don't take it the wrong way, people who wanna do it do it, they don't talk about it, even as anons. So what's stopping you?
>>693590541
I only give us about a 20% chance of working out.
I found I last night that there is someone she wants to be with but he thinks she's too young.
She's here tonight in her own room. She wouldn't really talk to me about us, but I do know she both wants me and doesn't want me.
She did say the reason she hasn't moved in before now was because of me and her feelings for me.
She has also said the biggest problem with me is the age thing.
>>693590550
They really aren't that bad. I just had them watch zootopia, and now they're bored but not tired. I put on some more show for them but I was hoping I didn't now about so magical things to convince them to get some rest.
And I would never actually hurt a child. Ever.
>>693590806
A number of reasons. For starters, I'm too much of a bitch to do it. I also, for some reason, have a little bit of hope that something will magically change and be better, but of course that's never going to happen. And I don't want to put my family through all of that. There's another namefag here that I really like, and I was considering killing myself on my birthday last month, but I didn't because he's already had 3 people he knows commit suicide. So I promised I wouldn't do it. But I really don't know if I can keep that promise. Everyone keeps telling me not to do it, but I really fucking want to. I just wish everyone would stop caring about me so I can get it over with. I'm so fucking sick of suffering, and I don't care to do anything about it.
>>693591145
I understand. But I still have hope for you. I think everyone should be with someone they have feelings for.
>>693591214
Yeah, TV only works for so long though.
Think back to what you would like to do as a kid.
>>693590541
>making the call
Jesus I know the anxiety there. I've got it bad myself. I can't do anything over the phone. I've had someone else do all my appointments. When I was job searching I DREADED getting calls. Even if its a good thing I seize up and think "do I really want to answer this, what if I say the wrong thing" and either let it go or take a deep breath and force myself to answer it. Fuck answering unknown numbers.
>>693591609
Yep. Which is why I'd legitimately rather kill myself than have to talk to someone over the phone whom I don't know. It sounds so stupid saying it, but it's true.
>>693591454
Read, play in the woods, play with my dog chal. I was a boring kid. It's also 2;30, and luckily they seem to be passing out in the living room watching over the hedge.
Hopefully my subliminal furry mind tricks will work against them.
>>693591387
I getcha anon. I really do. I tried to kill myself once, during service. First and only time my gun ever jammed. That was 9 years ago now, wow, didn't even realize it's been that long. You said you're waiting for something to magically change right? Well, the best magic on earth is human will. I mean if you're really concerned about keeping your promise to that namefag then heck, you might as well give something a go right? Just go on some anon help chat and chat. I mean you're chatting with me, it's the exact same thing. I'm sure your buddy's gonna be so fucking happy he'll comission you some of your favorite furry pronz.
>>693591769
>Sees Jace the Mind Rapist
>Starts having flashbacks to playing against Kah Blade.
god this is a slow thread
>>693591833
>But I like the cookie
>>693591900
Shieeet if they don't I will.
>>693592026
Its late at night. What do you expect?
>>693591387
Yeah.. I've done that twice.
It ended badly both times.
After that I didn't think I ever would again even now I think it will go horribly wrong. I really hate liking girls.
>>693591900
Maybe. Thanks for talking with me. I don't have much else to say, and I'm sick typing and talking about my problems, but I do appreciate what you have to say.
>>693591977
Never played MtG, or whatever game that is.
>>693592138
dunno, just figured more pics with the with the TLDR
>>693592250
No problem buddy. I'm no name fag, but I lurk around here most nights. Just felt like doing something positive here for once. Will be raising a beer for you tonight.
>>693592248
Oh well. It's worth a shot. I just want you to be happy I guess.
>>693591833
Brows non sexual furry stuff with them.
Also, they would probably like playing with a dog, or in the woods.
>>693592384
Heh, thanks. Wish I could join you, but I'm underage. Oh well, I don't need it anyway. I'd probably drink until I got alcohol poisoning.
>>693587003
Finally, didn't find the source but I found the artist of that pic. Now I can stop.
>>693592404
Perhaps you should try...
>>693592585
I'm impressed. Good job, anon.
>>693592623
Nah, I'm really bad at trying things. And my extremely negative self view would make things end badly anyway.
>>693592250
Its MtG.
Kah blade was a deck that dominated the metagame of one of the formats until Jace and one of its other cards were banned.
It was so good that in tournaments 80%-90% of the people would play the deck.
I once had the pleasure of playing the deck once and never want to deal with it again.
The thing is the deck was a nightmare to play against because it was so slow and didn't let you do jack.
>>693592825
That's cool I guess. Never really been interested in card games personally.
>>693592460
I probably could get away with that. I'll go look up some simple SFW furry comics later and maybe tomorrow they can have a story time.
>>693592763
Oh, c'mon.
I've done it twice, trying to again.. Surely you can do it too.
>>693592930
If you do ever want to try out magic do a booster draft or perhaps construct or play with a cube.
>>693592763
That last bit. It just seems that way. You can't know with 100% certainty that it wouldn't work out. It might not bring you totally out of depression but it should give you self worth because someone thinks you are worth loving.
>>693593031
I can't see how this could end badly.
>>693592763
I swear my ocd kills me whenever I have to search the internet for the artist responsible
Even more painful is when they make their signatures almost unreadable.
>>693593262
I have seen one or two furry comics that are simple cowboy or cops and robbers stories.
Just have to find them. If the parents ask what I showed them say I showed them a zootopia style cowboy story because they seemed to really like zootopia.
>>693593060
Maybe I'm just being pessimistic, but what's the point? I don't think anyone would want to be with me, for multiple reasons. If they can get past my being so terrible on the outside, then they'd have to deal my being terrible on the inside. I'm fully aware of how emotionally draining of a person I can, and it would take someone with the patience of a fucking saint to be with me. My own pessimism and self loathing would make it nigh impossible for someone to be with me. How could anyone possibly love me if I don't even love myself?
>>693593262
>someone thinks you are worth loving.
Hah! That actually gave me a laugh for once, congratulations.
All the s/fur threads today sucked
>>693593735
Get used to it.
>>693593735
how so?
>>693593934
shit quality images
>>693593709
It could happen.
And I'm sure you like most people are much harder on yourself then other people are.
As to what's the point, it's whatever you let it be.
>>693594084
Yeah, that is true. But I still don't see how anyone could possibly like me. Finding a person to be with at all is going to be an extreme challenge.
>>693594062
what do you consider quality?
>>693594062
Most threads are 75% passable 15% good 9% and the remaining percent is either great or something you can't even rate.
>>693593709
You don't have to believe it for it to be true.
Im out for the night.
>>693594362
Sleep well, broseph.
>>693593709
Just a question, do you believe in fate, or god or anything like that?
>>693594447
Not in the slightest.
>>693594533
Its just that you talk with the certainty of someone who does. You're not the same person you were last year, what makes you think you'll be the same person tomorrow? You're too smart to believe that anything is fated or permanent. So you know you're not gonna be whatever bothers you about yourself forever. Heck, I'm not what was bothering me last month and I swear I didn't try consciously to change it.
>>693594238
Sure it's a challenge.
And most of the time you will fail. And it will suck.
But the time it works out is worth all the times it sucks.
>>693594641
>my posts are the shit
k.
>>693594641
both of those look like absolute dogshit though.
>>693594809
>Its just that you talk with the certainty of someone who does.
I'm not sure what you mean by that, or how you came to that conclusion, but alright.
I don't care to change anything. I'm very existentially nihilistic. I don't believe in anything, and don't care. Quite frankly, I'm just waiting to die. That's honestly my only reason to live.
>>693594860
Exactly. I don't like failure, so I don't bother trying anything.
>>693595451
Sounds like there's nothing to hold you back anyway. If you're just waiting to die you might as well go fuck all and do whatever you want to make the time until then fun right?
>>693595451
You say you don't like failure, but you're actions show otherwise.
By not even trying you've placed yourself in a permanent state of failure.
If you want to win you must try to win and not let failure stop you.
>>693595765
Well I would, but I'm so fucked in the head that my own mind doesn't let me enjoy anything.
>>693595876
Not really. I can't fail if I don't do anything, which is exactly why I do that. Or don't, really.
>>693594641
>I don't have content being curated to my needs.
>I don't have anything to contribute.
>Better articulate my palpable dissapointment.
555-COME-ON-NOW
Fur threads on /b/ are always hit or miss. Every thread is absofruitly everywhere in terms of quality. Don't forget that this might as well be in /trash/ which btw has some pretty decent stuff there... sometimes.
>>693595646
That's cute as fuck.
>>693595646
I don't think that a furry magazine would ever flourish. It would get review bombed to death. I'd buy it though. The op ed's would be gold.
>>693596183
I'm pretty sure they exist already.
>>693596243
I've never found one. Or at least how to order them.
bellies are nice
>>693595901
I remember when I was like that, sucks like hell. You do something you've been dying to do and then it's like... ehh....
I like you already. People who are fucked in the head are usually the ones who do the greatest things. By the very laws of physics things can't stay bad forever, every minues must have a plus. So chin up pal, if you're at this point, it only means that things are probably gonna git gud soon.
>>693596446
Maybe they don't exist then. Oh well, doesn't matter much to me because I'd never subscribe to one anyway.
>>693596510
Thanks for the words of encouragement.
>>693596501
Bellies aren't my thing, but that is a nice belly. 10/10 would rub gently while offering up a sweetroll
>>693596794
bellies are my thing 110%
>>693596665
We're all in the shit together. Best thing we can do is try to make each other feel better about it eh?
>>693597244
I suppose so.
>>693597372
What's up, Alex?
>>693597438
my boot
your ass
>>693597487
Kinky.
>>693597487
brutal.
belly belly
>>693597722
belly?
>>693597948
that artist draws nice bellies
>>693598136
that they do.
>>693598434
the world need more sexy bellies
I"m off to bed. Unless any of you guys want to talk about anything.
how do you identify one another?
Hullo
>>693599637
We have secret callsigns that are embedded within the text of our posts.
>>693599712
Fucker, stole my response.
>>693599726
What's up?
>>693599637
you know that thing Harry Potter learned in school?
yeah that
>>693596501
Is that a skyrim mod? Name? Link?
>>693599537
Try to catch some rest too dash.
>>693599637
we're all CIA.
>>693599712
>>693599764
>>693599875
this is what I assumed at first. thannk you all for confirming this for me.
>>693599807
gang signs then.
>>693599814
I've been playing Pokemon GO all day at work. Now I'm super tired and bored but I don't want to sleep.
Sup with you
>>693599965
Thanks, I may try again when this thread caps.
>>693599988
Nothing at all.
>>693599968
No.
That is so far from what I said it's unbelievable.
>>693599907
I don't know which it is but the argonians are also pretty nice.
>>693600114
Well that's exciting.
>>693600156
yo, you mah fur, nigga!
>>693600231
That's my life for ya.
classic anime has some pretty good into songs
>>693600270
It's not like it has to be...
>>693600451
what do you consider classic anime?
>>693600629
1970 - 1980
I guess Retro is a better term
>>693600563
how do you mean?
>>693600720
far better.
>>693600563
Meant for
>>693600283
>>693601000
Sure it doesn't have to be, but I don't care enough to change it.
>>693601050
Ok then why haven't you killed yourself
