What do you like to do to enjoy yourself, /b/?
>I like to in parks and lie down in the grass
>I like to listen to chill music
>i like to jump rope
>i like to cook
your turn
>>680194049
I don't like anything or anyone
>I like ropes
>like hanging out
>>680194049
I like to drink alot
>>680194049
Eat sleep smoke and fuck
i like magic, not the card game
FPS GAMES
>>680194758
yeah, basically
i like to drink
and refresh 4chan for 5 hours a day
>>680194049
Drugs. Everything else is shit.
>>680194049
Read books
Go to the gym
Listen to music
Play vidya every once in a while
Play tabletops with friends
Go to concerts
>>680196007
i don't have friends
i hope i will soon ^^
and yeah my goal in going to concerts a lot! hope i'll be able to do it
cool list fam
>>680194049
masturbate. only time im enjoying life is at climax
>>680194386
/thread
>>680196461
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UnjZZqp7d-U
>>680196617
>>680194386
i feel bad for you famalam
i went through that
>living the gym life
>white boy rapping
>hanging with friends/girlfriend
>>680194049
i play video games and jack off to cartoons all day
>>680196978
normie/10
good for you fam
>>680197041
meh.
i hope you go and take a sunbath once in a while bro
Nothing. At this point I'm considering to an hero, but I know I won't because it'd cause my parents endless suffering. I mostly daydream about dying in some sort of unintentional way - hey, maybe that's something I enjoy.
>>680197209
>>680197209
go out on a sunny day, go a to a park
take a nap on the grass
you need to de-stress right the fuck now
>>680194386
>I don't like anything or anyone
Are you me?
>>680196881
2long2watch
>>680197415
This is >>680197209
I worked out and went to work today. It's not like I don't do shit. I have amazing friends, an amazing family, a good job and I'm well-educated. It's just that nothing makes me happy. This has been going on for years. It's not about distressing.
I'm seeing a pscyhologist, so I'm in therapy. I'm giving it an honest shot. Tbh, it's my last lifeline.
>>680194635
kek
>>680194386
Pretty much this, the only thing I can get into are movies and vidya games because they can help me ignore reality
>>680194049
Listen to the rain when it actually does and mostly just watch movies.
>>680197685
do you really know who you are?
are you doing all of this to make everybody around you happy?
don't waste your life. if all of this make you unhappy. drop everything. and do something for yourself.
what do you want to do for youself?
>laying on the beach
>walking on the beach
>bringing chicas to the beach
>swimming at the beach
>the beach
>>680198195
I have principles. I have strong opinions. I have my own definitions of right and wrong. I can think of nothing that'd make me happy. I had some things, but they're either gone or I've thought about whether the things I want really would make me happy or not - and realized that they won't. I don't hate myself. I don't hate others. In fact, I love others, and I know they love me back. I don't live for others. I've tried to make myself happy.
Nothing works and I'm pretty much done. I'm giving therapy a shot, though.
I like to creatr and listen to music.
Walk in nature
Cook and skate
>>680198789
watch this
you might find something you want
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a-1HdbNZDgQ
>>680198869
that was for you >>680199355
>>680194883
>not the card game
Glad you cleared that up anon.
>>680194049
Read Elite literature, read terrence mckenna, advanced bodyweight exercises at Park, Frisbee, swimming, supermoto, billiards, beer tasting, concerts, smoke weed
>>680199408
God, that's long, but okay. nothing better to do. Thanks.
>>680194049
sleep and dream. last night i was cycling an urban marathon with a girl i like.
>>680199938
what? wait, what?
>>680199665
>beer tasting
really? is that a thing?
you learn something new everyday m8
Mix sick rock music
Act like a huge faggot and jerk off on the internet
Cook and eat awesome food
Bang my wife
Drink all kinds of alcohol
![tumblr_m8fz89jDOh1rdsd3qo1_500[1].jpg](https://i.imgur.com/LJpXO3M.jpg "tumblr_m8fz89jDOh1rdsd3qo1_500[1].jpg")
>>680194049
I like
>live acoustic music
>talking to people
>meeting new people
>getting grills to buy me beer
>enjoying nature
>snuggling with my cat
>fishing
>building meaningful relationships with other human beings
>good meals
inb4 normie
>>680194049
I don't enjoy myself, ever. everything feels like a struggle and I can't wait until I'm dead
>>680200713
you look like a cool guy.
or a lesbian?
Beating up faggots who like the cross dress in public. I usually try to go for the teeth
>>680201118
there won't be anything left to do once you're dead moron. At least not on a concious level
>>680194049
...jumping rope?
>programming
>programming while drunk
>programming while on uppers
>counter strike while drunk
>counter strike while on uppers
>making money
>software security
>software security while drunk
>software security while on uppers (my favorite way)
>fucking 6/10's then feeling bad about myself aterward
Riding my motorcycle
Relaxing in the hot tub
And other things I can't remember
>>680201150
I used to be one depressed fuck, but then I decided to stop taking life so seriously. Time is short so if you're getting invited to go out with friends and watch some live music, get drunk an talk to strangers, IMO that time is better spent than just another night of fapping and playing vidya
>>680201328
watch
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rSYkJIOnT78
>>680201186
Well, moron, when living is pain, then being devoid of that pain through death is a dream come true. It's not about being happy anymore. It's about escaping the pain.
Animating
Guitar
Pretty much it
>>680201458
I don't have any friends and I can't drink because I'm a recovering alcholic
>>680201617
then off yourself already, see how you like it
>>680201720
that's why I said earlier inb4 normie. I'm sorry I feel like I'm drifting away from you guys. I have to do this tho. For myself
>>680201458
try telling that to the average /r9k/ user
>>680201853
I'm not bothering with trying to fix other people anymore. All they do is drag you down. Better to live life for yourself, be selfish.
>>680201729
I'd like to but I can't bring myself to do it. there is too much uncertainty and it makes me rage inside. sometimes when I'm driving, all I can think about is driving head on into a utility pole
I browse /b/
>fap to traps
>write furry erotica
>lurk gore threads
>>680201729
"See how you like it" ... which is exactly what you meant by one not being able to feel anything on a conscious level after death? lol
Wanting to die doesn't equal wanting to commit suicide.
>>680201997
This. Also, I can't bring myself to hurt those around me. Knowing that I WILL intentionally hurt them stays my hand. There's really also a long way from wanting to die to actually killing yourself.
>>680201997
been there done that. identify the stressors in your life and either fix them or get rid of them. This includes shitty people. I was born with one hand so guess there are some things you can't fix. But hey if even I as a handicapped person can enjoy life, I'm sure the same possibility is there for you
Drugs, any kind really. I hate being sober.
>I like to listen to heavy metal
>I like to play video games, preferably casual games
>I like to watch movies and television, preferably adult cartoons
>I like to watch podcasts
>I like to go for walks
>I like to browse /b/
>And I like to pretend that I have friends to talk to
>>680202196
dude I've been thinking about offing myself for years. You don't need to tell me that. Suicidal people don't want to die, they want to live.
>>680202293
What if you can't seem to point to any stressors? You actually feel you have what you need to be happy, but you just aren't.
powerlifting
>>680202293
post pics of hands.
also whats your wpm when typing?
>i like to travel
>i like to start the mornings with the paper still
>i like listening to vaporwave
>Smoke weed every day
>Play video games
>Read dungeon and dragons books even though I never have played or have any intention to
>Listen to shitty vaporwave unironically
>Be obese
My life. Watching judge judy and suckin on a bong.
>>680202475
mindfullness. Be more aware of your emotional responses. If you have a nagging wife and a kid, sure society tell you your life is great. But when in practice you feel agitated every time she opens her mouth, it means you're unhappy. So be more aware I guess is my advice.
>>680202606
>>680202694
DID WE JUST BECOME BEST FRIENDS
>>680202427
Yes, I do. want to live, but I just exist. I've been like this for so long and it's just gotten worse. So much worse. I don't believe that I can get to "live" anymore, not subjectively. Objectively, I know people have climbed out of these holes and turned their lives around. Maybe in ten years, I'll be happy, but I can't even cope with the thought that I have to get through a day tommorow, so I just don't want to go on. I'm just so tired. I'm so fucking tired and I don't want to go on. I want it all to end.
>>680202706
I'm very much in touch with my emotions. Ireally don't have any "stressors". I can't think of anything that makes me sad, but nothing makes me happy either. Just being neutral would be fine, but for some reason I am unhappy. I'm really god damn sad. It hurts all the time and I don't know why. It just does.
>>680194049
I like cocaine worshiping our Lord Satan with a little bit of hitler mixed in I like contemplating Suicide every moment of my existence I like to shoot guns at random people and my favorite thing to do is go on 4chan (fucking why haven't I died yet I straight got shot 8 times with a 50 Cal desert eagle to the back but I walked it off what the fuck is wrong with me did Satan listen)
>>680197209
>>680197685
Are you me?
>>680202694
>Judge judy
You might as well watch jerry springer if you really want to waste your time on trash TV.
>>680194049
Assfuck tiny nerdy women
>>680194049
Fishing, exessive drinking and kayaking.
I try to watch TV shows when it's late and I'm home, but being drunk all the time results in not remembering a fucking thing so I've basically given up on trying to watch shows. Except GoT, I sat in my house for days binge watching it sober
>I like to in parks and lie down in the grass
>I like to listen to chill music
(albeit lately it's been useless so I don't listen to anything anymore)
>i like to climb mountains
>i like to cook
>i like to draw
>i like to go to beaches and see how far I could swim Outland before I can't anymore
>i like to shower in scorching water just to build up
>i like to shower in ice cold water to see how much body heat I can produce
>i like to drift away in my mind,not that I have any say in ut most of the time but hey,still fun
>i like to feel things,with my fingers or tongue (most surfaces of me tbh,cheeks too)
>i like punching things,and draining out all of my anger out on things
>>680203236
Judge judy is on now. Jerry was on at 10 am
>>680202575
AMA. Born this way so I learnt how to use it properly
>>680203234
We're just not alone, mate. Hang in there. I'm going through therapy. I'm actually trying to turn it around... even though I don't entirely believe and I actually just want it to end. Make sure you explore all possibilities first. Some would say time itself is a possibility, but that one I can't work with. If professional help and everything else doesn't work, then I'm done, but at least try. Try something. It could work.
I repair bikes, really easy to get into it + it doesn't Cost much
I like having a smoke, reading a good book, fixing old piece of shit computers from the 80's, drinking beer, thinking about working out (but don't ever work out) and listen to synthwave 'n shit.
Pretty normie.
i dont really enjoy anything anymore.
That ass tho....
>>680203384
How can you subject yourself to shitty tv while high? Seems like such a waste.
>>680203016
idk man. Honestly it's a shitty world we live in. I just try to find beauty where I can find it. I'll stop walking to watch a flock of birds flying over. I see the sun going down and am amazed at the beautiful painting that everyone is ignoring. I'm floating between insanity and happiness, but honestly I don't care. It's my own life and reality, it's mine to enjoy.
>>680194049
>going to random unfamiliar places and deliberately get lost. I'd find my way back without GPS.
>baking
>a good nap on a recliner
>getting drunk and sing
>making Halloween costume for my kid
>>680202810
sounds like you need a vacation
>Work
Not much else I got going for myself
>>680194049
You seem cool. I like to go on walks in winter and read outside in the summer. I yoyo, play the saxophone, play vidya, chill with my girlfriend and only friend
>>680204421
how is it like having kids? Be honest plz
>>680204479
Practically just had a half-year one to restart my life, and now I'm at the lowest point of my life, I promise you.
>>680204357
I don't even believe that. It's a beautiful world out there. It's full of love and great people. I believe it's a good and happy world, but it just isn't for me. I feel that I'm just one of the unlucky ones. There's no fairness to it. I just don't think I'm meant to be happy, seeing as I have all the things I "want", really, but still I am just sad. I am sad and tired and every day is suffering. I just won the shit-lottery. There must be sadness for happiness to exist. I'm just that. Sadness. Without reason or fucking rhyme. I just can't stand it much longer. I don't feel I can.
>>680204111
Trips of truth. I usually can't even watch TV or movies when I'm high. Even movies/shows with really good acting just seem so bad to me when I smoke.
I don't know when that happened, though, because when I was younger I'd get high and watch the dumbest comedy movies I could find and laugh my ass off.
Maybe it's because I don't smoke as much anymore, or maybe it's because the quality of the weed I get has improved, but I really just can't watch anything when I'm baked. Except documentaries about fish and nature. But I usually just sit out in my garage and listen to music and drink some beers, or go fishing/go for a walk.
>>680204805
I only have one. It's rewarding. The fact that my bloodline continues is already an accomplishment. It's hard and good at the same time.
I don't enjoy it but
>vidya
>more vidya
>being stressed out over life
>fap
>sleep
>>680205119
yeah well good luck man. I can't even support myself financially and emotionally, so I'm just going to opt out all together. A small farm and a dog is all I aspire for the moment...
>>680205015
what are those things you have and wanted? How does your average daily routine look like?
>>680194049
>spend all day goofing off on the internet
>watching youtube videos
>masturbating as often as possible
>taking naps
>drinking beer
>>680205279
See, that's the problem with millennials. It's implanted in people's brain that you gotta have a career first before having a family. Unless you live in a third-world shithole, then, a kid or two is possible. Unless, of course, you're materialistic.
Listen to my girlfriend complain
Have said girlfriend ride me
Take dabs
Brew beer
Skate
Just your standard californiafag
- looking at people
- snitching
- youtube
- drink
- lots of weed
- your mom
>>680205990
You know that old joke about "how do you know if someone is a vegan/vegetarian? wait 30 seconds and they'll tell you"? same thing applies to assholes from california. for some reason all you faggots think we give a fuck. we don't.
>blacksmithing
>reading shitty creepypastas
>hiking/camping
>D&D, Warhammer
>music
I like vidya too but not really playing them as much as modifying consoles
>>680205647
I'm far from materialistic. I live for the experiences, not shiny goods. I'm not having kids because if I would, there would be a 60% chance they'd be raised by a single mom. That would destroy me to see my own blood suffer that way. So I'm opting out.
plenty of my friends are having kids, buying houses, ... Then they come to me and complain about how hard it all is and how if they would have to make the same choice, they'd decline it all. Not something I'm jealous of.
also sorry but the mindset to be self sufficient before having kids isn't some retarded millennial thing. You want your kids to grow up in poverty? If you're having them you have to do everything within your power to increase their chances in life. Providing a stable income is just one part, albeit a crucial one
>>680194049
> I like to stalk my crush
> I like to play Forza 6 (I'm a pro)
> I like to collect video games and consoles
> I like to fap at lesbian strapon porn
>sleep
>sleep
>poop
>fap
>vidya
>>680206208
show us some of your blacksmithing shit you nig nog, it better be awsome swords and shit
>>680205506
I want a loving family, good friends, an education that gives me a career in which I can have a sense of purpose. I honestly have these things. All I'm missing is a girlfriend, but I've had many of those, and honestly after a short spurt of happiness I delve down again. Even when I'm in it. When it ends I'm devastated.
My entire life I've just dreamed myself away from everything. Be a rockstar, a superhero, a famous actor... I've never really thought about whether those things would actually make me happy. Besides those things being quite unrealistic, I realize they won't. I'm just trying to get away from my sadness by imagining happiness. I don't feel it. I have felt it at times, but it's so short-lived, even though at times really intense, that it feels like it's only there to remind me what I'm missing out on. The sadness fills so much more in my life. It lasts. It's always there.
My average daily routine would be working out, going to work, hang out with my friends, play vidya, read books, browse the internet and so on. A little bit of everything. I go out on weekends and party with my peeps. I'm quite popular and charming. I get girls easily. I make people laugh. I put on fake smiles. I console, I get consoled, I open up to my closest friends about my problems and they treat me with respect and genuine concern.
Like... I can't really tell you what I'm dissatisfied with. I'm not dissatisfied. I'm just endlessly sad. There's no reason not to be happy... I'm just not.
>>680206265
If you live within your means, then, it's possible. Remember, people have more wants inside their homes than needs. I laugh when I hear people say they're poor here in North America. I grew up in a third-world shithole and I've experienced real poverty.
>>680205647
As a millennial I don't think I want either of those. I mean, a career would be nice, but the chances of me getting a career I actually like is pretty low, and I don't even know what I'd like to do as a career. But kids, no thanks. Two of my best friends (not so much friends anymore) have kids and a house and the kid thing is something I don't really get at all. They are money sinks and there's a pretty big chance they will grow up to be a shit head.
Either way I don't think this bothers me. Over the past few months I've been thinking about what I want to do with my life and everything I come up with seems to be to please/impress others, so I think I just need to stop giving a fuck and start enjoying my life.
>>680206828
I feel you man. We're the generation who grew up with the mess that the babyboomers left us with. I've seen and experienced first hand the mistakes they made. How they fought for free love, then they all ended up divorced and alienated from their children. I'm done with that shit. I see friends make those same mistakes on a daily, and I see their suffering because of it. Having a kid and buying a house together is just a time bomb these days. I'd rather be lonely inside my own small house instead of being lonely inside a house I can't afford (or don't want to afford trough begin a complete wage slave) just because I got oneitis over some bitch who tricked me into supporting her offspring
yeah her offspring. It's hers, not ours. Not when you're a man.
>>680194049
>Smoke weed, play some vidya or have some sex with gf
>Watch movie, preferably high
>Work out
>Hang with buddies to either smoke weed or have a couple of beers every now and then during the week
>>680194049
I like to drink, play vidyas, build custom bicycles, listen to music, shoot funs.
Typical shit.
>>680207422
Pretty much. My friends can say as much as they like that the decisions they've made they are 100% happy with but I don't think that's true. My ex was pretty keen on having kids/getting married and it just wasn't for me. Had to end it because I did not see the point at all if we could never see eye to eye, and I am happier for it.
My friends all met their gfs in their teens, and one friend actually had the kid during his teens, so there's that. I just can't wrap my head around it. I lost those guys to kids/girlfriends so I never really got to do anything cool with them growing up either.
but yeah - my (distant) goal is to eventually get my own place, going halves with with one of my last remaining friends, or just alone, and work on myself.
>>680206560
>>680205506
pls respond
lol
>>680203381
>i like punching things,and draining out all of my anger out on things
borderline/10
>>680208310
well from what I've heard there's good news for us. Sure when you grow older you'll lose friends to family life, but the trick supposedly is to befriend other childfree people. They make for awesome friends as they have plenty of time and money, also loyal as fuck. can't wait
>>680208486
I can't pinpoint it anon, sorry. Maybe you're better off talking to a psychologist or something. granted i once studied to become one, but there's only so much one can do trough text
>>680204803
You should make some other friends
don't put all your egss in the same basket
>>680208793
Yeah, I've got a minor in it. I'm seeing one, actually. I wrote about it further up. The way I see it, at least I'm actively trying in the right way. I'm getting professional help. I really hope it works. I'd like to be happy, but if this doesn't work out, I only see one solution, really. Either that or just stay alive and suffer. I can take suffering, but I don't know how long I'll last.
Thanks, though, anon. Have a good day.
>>680208637
Same man. It'll be sweet. Right now I am keen on changing up jobs though - I work during social time (1600 onward) and I've always found it hard to find decent people to do things with irl. Not to mention I am pretty awkward/anxious around others.
It's weird to think that there are people like us that exist though. To see everyone of your friends either disappear to university or have kids and move out is just crazy. I feel like an outsider/alien for wanting to just take it easy and not really pursue any of those things.
But this is why we visit this website.
>being desperate for boyfriend/sex
>playing video games and music/guitar
>smoking weed and cigarettes casually
>failing everyday tasks
my life the past few years :(
>>680194758
yup.
>>680196007
you are gay?
>>680209076
good luck anon. Life is a book we write as we go, at least you're taking charge.
>>680209143
you sound a lot like me, except I play the piano like a real fag should, lol
>>680207422
Stop blaming baby boomers. Remember, baby boomers didn't have cellphones and Internet. Goods back then we're made for quality. They pay more but they last. People fix things than dispose.
>>680194049
I usually go find a trailhead or some wilderness and get lost for a day
>tfw the silence of nature
>>680209138
that's when you get when normies gonna norm. Someone once told me "a smart man learns form his mistakes, a wise man learns from other's mistakes". You can't stop them, and can't blame them either. All their lives they've been conditioned to the idea they need to "find their other half", to make their incomplete life complete by dragging others into it. I've always been wary of the subject tho. Made my gf break up with me last year because she wanted kids and I didn't. Still miss her daily but I'm glad with my decision.
>>680209332
I'm trying. I actually like my story, lol. I really feel like I've been through some shit and done a whole lot of stuff that most people never get to in their lifetime. It's weird. I don't get myself, I really don't. It seems so fucked up even talking about all of this. Writing all this and just thinking myself lucky af, so why the hell do I feel this way? We'll see. Hopefully the help I'm getting can turn it around.
Thanks for the gl and the talk.
>>680209451
idk if i'd consider myself gay. biologically male but i take girl pills and look very feminine. i guess im still a fag
>>680209240
not that guy, but how does enjoying those things imply they are gay?
>>680194049
>drink cider
>mastebate to 2d girls
>4chan
>pay mom basement rent
I don't like doing anything but here's a list of the things I do daily
>>680209995
as long as you have a penis and like other penises you're a fag in my book. but I like fags so that's okay
>>680194049
the vidya...
i dunno. guitar? but not so much anymore...
i dont find that much joy in things now that i think about it
>>680210203
fair enough man
>>680209713
Yeah... I don't feel stupid now for not rushing off to university. I think it's pretty normal to miss another half though. My ex... I dunno, there were good times, there were bad, but I miss being in an intense relationship with someone. The only thing that concerns me slightly is that I won't find someone who doesn't want to have kids/do all that bullshit and just wants to live and experience things together (even a friend would do). but if I can't find someone like that, I'd just rather go without. I don't need that shit.
>>680210310
you should try to understand why instead of just accepting it passively
>>680210310
>i dont find that much joy in things now that i think about it
I didnt ask for this feel
>>680194049
Enjoying myself makes me uncomfortable. I don't even like thinking about it.
>>680210449
supposedly 25% of grill doesn't want any kids. However they are also known to change their minds mid way. At this point, at least for the moment, I'm not even aspiring romantic relationships anymore. I do my own thing, I'm an asshole to grills and leave them hanging all the time. Just cant be fucked with all that effort and drama. I'd rather spend my time on myself. might sound neet but if you've been in a relationship for 5 yrs you have to enjoy the freedom and the surplus of time, money, energy and potential
>>680202328
good ol' chernobyl child
>>680210943
Someone told me the same thing a couple of years ago. He said, he doesn't need a kid(s). I asked him if he wants to grow up alone. He said, there's always a nursing home. I said, if most people think the same way as him, no one's gonna work in a nursing home to take care of him.
>>680210943
fuck yeah... 4 yrs for me, been a year since. I get hung up on chicks all the time, even the ones who just make eye contact. Maybe I should just stop giving an actual fuck.
Not even sure why I'm like it - I don't particularly want a relationship either, but I could use a fuck right now. blue balls is an understatement.
>>680211407
that's probably why you get the weirder characters in homes actually. I don't think that's necessarily a bad thing.
>>680211407
most people in nursing homes do have kids tho. Kids who show their appreciation by dumping them in an elderly home and hoping they'll die before all of the inheritance is pissed away. Fuck that shit
>>680211674
Shitty parents or parents especially career moms who'd rather dump their kids in a daycare or nannies so they could work because they're strong and independent. What goes around comes around.
>>680210932
abused in childhood/10
wew
>>680211547
I could have gotten laid so many times since I broke up. But every time I fail to escalate or don't kiss them when I know they clearly want it. It just all seems so futile. I just think what the point and return home alone to snuggle with my cat
I think something snapped when my ex pressured me into having kids. Like, is that all we're good for? To become a tool for them to exploit as a future beta bux/walking atm? What happened to experiencing love just for the fun of it.
>>680211976
good point. IMO normies are sometimes even more fucked up than us here lel
im a weirdo who keeps tons of hives of bees in his back yard
>>680212093
The gift that keeps on giving.
>>680211674
>>680212266
https://youtu.be/7OqwKfgLaeA
>>680211976
this.
can't put all the blame on the kids if there is no deep connection between the parents and the kids. kids just crave connection. you don't give them any, they won't see the point later in life
>>680212427
meaning? sir?
>>680212445
heard this song all the time in my youth, thx anon much love
>>680194386
winrar
>>680212542
Get treated like shit when you're a kid, and it fucks with you for life. It's a gift that keeps on giving, long after you received it.
>>680212266
Yeah. Like I said, people are blinded by material things.
>>680213922
>>680210932
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fLrHZvHFg3k
>>680194386
same
>>680194049
I make music, shoot the shit, drink on occasion and stay away from hard stuff nowadays.
i like drugs
i am depressed
>>680212359
That's not so weird. I'm an average 20 something female and I've always thought bee keeping was badass. It will probably become necessary too, in the coming years.
i dress up in cute girl clothes
play some videogames with my bf
shitpost on 4chan
build drift cars
walk dogs
the usual stuff.
>>680215031
Tits or gtfo. Announcing you're woman is so typical. Nobody asked but you still had to say it. Typical 20-year-old indeed.. Attention-seeking whore!
>>680215065
wow are you me
>>680215446
no
i am me
>>680215518
i suppose i dont even have a boyfriend or know what drift cars is
>>680215669
drift cars are the best cars
>>680214315
Life without drugs isn't paradise, but it's a helluva lot easier to live once you make the break from dependence. I starting shooting black tar at 16, got clean at 20. I have great respect for the unaltered state of mind now. There was a time that I really took it for granted.
>be me
>do shrooms
>have a vivid flashback to a time that you were innocent to any inking of what drugs were
>have the worst night of your life
>feel a strong drive to live without drugs again
>>680194049
I can't seem to find a way to enjoy myself. I feel empty inside and I can't help it but stay at home all day long, browse 4chan and think about killing myself.
>>680215999
Most of us here are the same. Being redpilled is hard.
>>680215429
I know that you /b/boyz to tout but you can't deny that the comment means something more coming from a lady then from a 40 year old neckbeard like yourself.
>>680194049
>>680215518
So you ARE me!
>>680194049
>weight lift
>hike
>jog
>swim
>read comic books
>vidya
>watch porn
>read books
>anything at all that helps me forget about the empty void that is my life.
>>680194386
This is me. Fuck everything and everyone... I wish it was legal to kill people.
pretty much just finger my girlfriend
I like to
>play vidya here and there
>listen to music
>play music (drums/percussion)
>make music
>travel(haven't recently)
>eat
>cook
>hang out with friends
>hang with gf (jk I'm single and sad that I am)
what the fuck am I doing on /b/ again
>plinking
>offroad driving
>hiking/tracking animals (though I don't hunt)
>shrooms
>binging shows and movies
>smoking (cigs)
>stargazing
>sleeping
>pretending I don't have to go back to work
max normie
>>680215429
Here faggot. Just to let you know this place isn't a complete sausage fest, though it seems like all of you touts would love to keep it one.
I like to read, play music, listen to music, smoke weed, fap, and watch movies. Laying in the grass is fun too I guess, and camping with friends
>>680210013
Because this is /b/ everyone is gay.
Long walks on the beach, feeling the sand in between my toes and cuddles ^_^.
>>680218487
I like tits.
Also, nice tits.
>>680218487
Sweet god its a miracle. Are those scars on your stomach?
>>680218487
wait, what?
OP here. i was just about to fap. thanks young lady
>>680219794
To be honest, I'm think hey're from spending too much time sitting with terrible posture
>>680220211
I'm think, hey're, kek. I'm too accustomed to lurking.
>>680196188
Where are you from?
>>680218487
wtf is a /B/? gtfo newfag
>>680221826
France
>>680000000
>>680222256
>/b/
Duly noted, and no.
>>680218487
clean your room ffs
>>680223130
Then I'd have to leave it
>>680194049
>I like to work
>I like to hike
>I like smiling
>I like watching sunsets
>>680194049
>vidya
>watch anime
>watch star trek
>study Japanese
>brood
>sulk
>workout
>long-distance cycling
>watch Korean dramas
>think about the better times
>Movies
>Vidya
>Going to the gym because everyone expects you to be ripped nowadays
>Masturbating
>Pretending I'm happy
>>680215909
Hmm so psychedelics helped you with your addiction? I'm a 19 yr old sub/heroin addict, been clean a little over 30 days. It does feel better to be clear headed, but I'm still struggling. I've been considering an LSD/shroom trip..I've tripped about 10 times before and I think it could help me. Wouldn't consider it a relapse at all considering its not the kind of drug you use to run from problems, pretty much the opposite. I mean shit if you try to escape yourself by using psychedelics you're gonna have a bad time.. anyways I'll end my rambles there
>>680224482
All the Korean films I've seen are great. I'm not sure what you would call the genre but the ones I've seen are mostly filled with action, gore and painful catch 22's.
>>680194049
>sex
>drugs and liquor
>Tom Clancy style thrillers
>trailer park boys
>lurk
>gym
Pic related: me
>>680194049
>be me
>haven't shit in days
>dont know why
>stomache hurts, but fuck it booze
>pain stops
>be today
>still haven't shit, it's been a week and a half
>feel something is wrong with me
>shove a snickers bar up ass
>force it out
>flush
>mfw i did it to feel normal
>>680197778
Same, plus drugs. Nothing hard, been experimenting with ethobotanicals lately
>classical guitar
>drinking
>reading
>>680226284
How much did you drink? Maybe whiskey shits could help. I have a hernia that makes it hard to shit sometimes and either that or magnesium oxide helps.
>>680225598
If you go into with the expectation that you might realize things that are buried, maybe upsetting things and you want to learn about yourself, I would highly recomend shrooms. I tripped again awhile after I got clean, with the right people and it made me see the world as very beautiful for a bit of time. It's not a long term fix but it can help you learn and lift your spirits. People can even learn a lot from "bad trips" if they are able to face the things that they fear with reflection and logic.
>>680225839
Yeah, see, I like romantic gangster comedies like Marrying the Mafia (as far as movies). When it comes to actual shows, my personal favorite is Potato Star.
>>680226598
I drink a lot. I probably haven't shit for days because I got one of those balls from a play place ball pit stuck in my ass...
>mfw wont go to doctor because play place ball pit ball stuck in ass.
>>680196957
>famalam
Kill yourself. Like, right now before the thread 404s.
>>680226821
Well shit.
>>680200495
> act
>>680227059
I'd love to
>>680225598
And fill your life with reason to live because addiction is a soft form of suicide. Find a hobby that can be highly addicting for you, spend hours doing it. Cut contact with everyone you did drugs with. I know it's hard because people who haven't used can't relate to what you've seen. Most will never understand and 99% of those who will understand are still sticking needles in their arms. You'll feel alone, but you should be proud of what you've been through. If you can survive heroin, you can survive anything.
>>680225598
Psychedelic drugs are great for a lot of things, addiction being one of them.
>>680201687
You sound cool, acoustic or electric?
>>680201118
Grow up cunt
>>680227335
i read that as "autistic" or "eclectic"
wtf man.
>>680226735
That's how I've always veiwed psychs since my first acid trip, a learning expirience. Yeah bad trips can be a good thing because they make you view many aspects of yourself, like a slam of harsh reality. Getting and being clean has been a spiritual journey so far, I've already learned a lot about myself with this clearer head. Maybe a shroom trip will find me further into my recovery, but I don't think I'm going to seek one out. How long have you been clean and how is life treating you since?
>>680201687
What type of animating? Would you share a sketch?
>>680194049
i enjoy cooking simple things
playing vidya
driving around parts of my town i haven't been to before.
>>680194758
>go to work
>come home
>drunk and watch TV
>sometimes do this with friends but usually alone
>mfw spending 800/month on booze
>>680197415
But I live in the ghetto. Some dindus would shank me for my shoes.
Coding (websites)
Shitposting.
Clubbing and bar crawls.
TV shows and movies. Music of course too.
Hook ups.
>>680227956
I'm about three years clean. I slipped up once but I don't agree with the 12 step bullshit, so I don't count it as a relapase. I had an extremely bad ear infection at the time, my ear was full of blood, so I let myself fuck up. Life has been great. I get depressed sometimes because many of the things I want to do in life seem far off. I fell behind when it comes to career compared to my peers. But it helps having achievable goals. I've been treating myself well, in the beginning I was buying music equipment just to get rid of my money and have a hobby. It's worked out pretty well for me, I have something I can do to keep my mind off of depressing shit. How long have you been clean? And what are your plans now that you are?
>>680229205
and I actually like my job (software dev)
>>680229205
Is coding the same thing as programming? Also where to start?
>>680194386
not even smoking weed bro?
>>680194049
I like to in park, as well.
I mean, it's so nice to in park, really.
u guys reddit af
Run a hot bath and cry in the mirror while listening to Coldplay
>>680229679
U fb af
>>680229399
Of course it is. Start anywhere but web dev is most looked for by employers and easiest to pick up in my experience. Just do personal projects until you feel comfortable going for an actual paid project.
>>680229728
I would marry you.
But crying alone is way better.
>>680218487
them are prop. may we see the angus?
I like to slap about 900 bucks worth of yak down at a party and watch everyone pretend to care about other stuff
>>680229268
Been clean a little over 30 days from subs which were kinda my main thing, the 30th will be 4 months clean from heroin. I go to 12 step meetings but I don't follow it religiously. I really just go because it's a room full of addicts trying to find a better way to live, so it's common ground to chat about I guess. I guess my plans are to find a place that I enjoy working at, a new group of friends that I click with, possibly a girl lol cause I haven't had any prissy in like a year haa. But most of all I'm tryingto find a hobby/something to occupy my time, but its hard with no car and no money (fucked that up with drugs).. internet and the little bit of vidya i play isn't cutting it
>>680230182
How polite, kek. I was only making my presence known. That's all I'm giving up
>>680229945
Cool cool. Is it hard to learn from the get go or can I start off simple and work my way up?
>>680230723
Congrats, subs and don take much longer to kick than dark. It's rough man, when I first got clean I started hanging out with my little sister and her friends, I didn't know anyone else. But it's a good idea to be around people. You're probably not sleeping well. I hardly slept for a month after getting clean. It passes though. The first night of real good sleep is heaven.
>>680230723
If you have no attatchments, find a contract company and try to get into contact work. You can travel throughout the country and there are sometimes jobs overseas as well. You might find a girl you like along the way. Being from out of town is a really good way to start conversations and get people to hang with you. All of the other contractors would hang with you and you'd get to meet a lot of people.
I like making beats in my mpc
I like big fat ass in my face
I like coming home to my dog
I like jamming w my roommates
I like making that cash fuckin money
I like getting drunk and high too
>>680232034
Not hard, start with simple things and move up the complexity. It doesn't matter which language (you can't know them all anyway) but rather the fundamentals, concepts, patterns, common practices etc. When you get those sorted you'll pick up new languages within weeks if not days.
>>680218487
props girl. dope tits
Write shitty scripts and chill with music
>>680232176
Thanks man, congrats to you too. living a normal life after opiates is strange and hard to do. Yeah that part has passed since I got through the dope sickness about 2 months ago, slipped up with subs once or twice but not long enough to get me sick again. I was doing subs for 4 years since I was like 15 so my body hasn't fully adjusted. I go to meetings cause I don't really have other people to socialise with, so it's something to get out and do I guess.
Keep on moving forward brotha
>>680233101
I'm no techy but I would have guessed that learning a second language would be more difficult than the first because one might become accustomed to the grammer of the first, per se.
>>680229728
>nobody said it was easy
>>680232809
Hmm. What exactly do you mean by a contract company?
>>680195446
Kek you use 4chan? What a faggot.
>>680233708
That'd be my guess as well. Learning more than one seems confusing And overwhelming for a beginner
>>680233535
Same to you. I wish you luck with sobriety, it does get easier over time
playing video games - diablo 3 gayfagetry
youtube scumming
jackoff to trap pron
endless guide scumming for diablo 3
meal prep porn
buy panties online
fad diet books
mandalas colouring
wine
reading but not actually doing any form of extreme exercise or weight loss
thinspro/comfy on pinterest
anything about cats
>>680194883
bump
>>680233771
Employment agencies for contract workers. I wish I could remember some good ones to recomend you. There are a lot of aerospace companies that hire assemblers at entry level and train them into higher positions if they show up on time and do good work. I've known people who traveled all over the country doing this work, most in their early 20's
