This is generalized so it might be a funny thing or a feels thing my bad if it'a a funny thing
Last one for now OP, hopefully the thread won't die too soon
does anybody have that picture where the old man is looking at 4chan and he talks about how great it was
Met an American girl travelling through Europe in February. We spent a week together in London (I live here) and she came back from France to spend a month with me. Best month of my life. Completely fell for her before she went back to the US, now it's time to forget about her because long distance is just painful. The healing process and hand fucking is back again, /b/ros.
Lived with my parents until I was 25 while I was in college (pathetic I know) Bought my own condo (cheaper than renting).
> mfw after all this time of dreaming of living on my own, all my friends dont give a shit. They haven't even come over. Most sttoopped talking to me
> no pussy palace
> no house warming party
> just me, finally feeling the loneliness of these threads deep in my soft caramel centere
But hey, at least im poor as shit because u roommate bailed
i had about a good 20 or so amount of friends in my high school years, but then when college starts, they all just float away, and now your all alone in college with nothing to fall back on, no current friends, only memories. did some weed and drank some grapes, popped some pills, but nothing is easing this pain, what do you guys do?
This one is mine. Although the guy who got the get guessed the team wrong.
You'd think with time and probability, you'd find at least a single decent friend, right?
drugs don't work anymore, porn is getting depressing. Unfortunately, it's looking like you're just going to have to suffer with us.
Over a week I've collected about 400 feels, so I'll post some.
>Always asking to hang out?
don't have this problem cause everyone that talks to me is thousands of miles away
I just always want to talk to them
but I'm bored with everything
This is me anon.
I'm still trying, and i think i may have found one, maybe even one better.
I have post its all over the place with sept 1st on them
The only thing there that i think anxiety could stop is the compliments, but fuck em, as long as you think that you're the shit (which you are!) you'll be good.
Now, get this ball rolling, faggot. You can do it!
Maybe. I don't wanna act harsh. I'm going through the same kinda thing. Most advice is 'delete them', and you tell yourself you will, you maybe ignore them for a day or two, then they'll say something and like the cuck you are, you'll forget all about deleting them, right?
That may be a specific personal anecdote but you get it
Yeah, i was worried i would be correct. Well anon, im in the same boat with a qt im in love with, the key thing to remember is sometimes they're not your friend, your theirs.
It's gonna sound funny, but, ignore them. I've been ignoring the girl im in love with for the past week and I've never felt better, when she texts me to ask why, i don't reply, i just smile because i know im doing good, i know im winning.
I haven't many friends, shes the only girl I've spoken to in years, and even with all those issues, im still on top, it feels great anon, try it, if not, text me instead, im more than willing to give you my Snapchat if you have it.
You just gotta find something to be happy about, it may sound retarded and immature, like an edgy teen, but over the past year i've taken up graffiti.
It gives you the opportunity to explore everywhere whenever, to communicate with other writers and artists all around who live next to you but you'll never meet, you can tell personalities just by the way people write.
It gives the biggest feeling of satisfaction possible to see your stupid ass tag or scribble somewhere, its made me someone im happy to look at in the mirror.
I'm not saying do graffiti, anon, im saying find something you can love.
I hate how I can relate to this. A part of my soul will forever be stuck here. And I will miss every cancerous bullshit, every OP is a faggot, every stupid argument, every bait, every baww thread. I will miss you all so bad..
I've got to go to sleep now guys, it felt good helping, or trying to, some of you guys, and myself.
If any of you feel when you don't want to, add my snapchat @iPhotek, when you feel alone, mad, scared, or happy, im always there for all of you, because you're always there for me.
I swear to god the moment I realised that it was THAT post my heart stopped for a second. I haven't cried in quite some time now but this one destroys me every time no matter what.
anons, i wish i could ask for a hug from each of you, but idk if you would want to hug me, i do care about all of you, but idk if you would care to hug back, so its okay if you wouldn't want to. im just feeling tiny and shitty today
Hugs man, just make it to tomorrow.
I'm so fucking tired of being a burden to my parents. They pay for my college in its entirety, yet here I am about to fail my second nursing course. I hate myself so much sometimes but I don't know why I can't change things.
I love them so much and they give me so much but all I do is be is a disappointment for them. I'm sick of it.
anon, im not going to say, "don't believe that your a disappointment", or "you should do what you want'. all i'll say is that they love you, as much as you love them, so make your choice, if you want to tough it out then your my hero, but your still going to be my hero if you don't want to continue with the nursing program
It's a feel thread, not a fucking attention whore thread.
I got a similar remark recently.
>Be 25, new 23 year old co-worker starts a few months back
>Instantly click, start hanging out whenever possible at work
>We're both constantly smiling around eachother
>Everybody at work notices the chemistry
>She has boyfriend
>I have girlfriend
>Both confused about feelings
>Spending time together on breaks at work to figure out if it's kind of a crush situation or if there's something real there
>Venting to my mother about this while visiting one day and saying how fucked up my head is right now
>Calls me a scumbag and the girl a whore
>At least neither of us has cheated, I guess
>Still trying to figure shit out
we love you, now come here and give us a hug
Man it sure is like me !
I never cheated before and neither did she.
But we instantly felt in love. Madly in love. I never felt this before. Like we have been connected forever, just waiting for each other.
I feel like the scum of the earth cause she is loosing everything she built because of that love she have for me.
anons, no matter how bad, shitty, horrible, awful, day, relationship, family feud, or your feelings now. just know that I love you always
This is the story of when i realized my father was gone..
It had been one day since my father had died and the funeral reception at our house was over now, the last of the guest having said their condolences, had cleared out. I stood looking out of our kitchen window at the overcast, humid may afternoon. My mother came in with a mug of tea and handed it to me. "Drink thi-" she choked up and couldn't finish so I smiled and nodded warmly and she hurried out of the room. I walked over to the docking station in the kitchen and picked up my iPod. I was about to really think of the recent events for the first time and i needed some music to accompany me. I felt queasy as i came across Wagner Adagietto from his 5th symphony. My dad loved this one. I pressed play and milled back to my spot by the window as the music started up, tea in hand. I remember becoming very self aware of what felt like everything that had ever happened to me. Then it hit me. My father was dead. I could no longer see him ever again nor could we have long discussions after dinner about any number of topics like we had done so many times before. There would be no one to take me to the park and practice soccer and there would be no one who would come home from work just in time for dinner every weekday. Why did it happen. I always knew that humans were only mortal but it never hit me this hard that someone I loved would one day die. I want him here..dad. I felt the lump swelling in my throat and my eyes began to water and as I sank to my knees I wept, not for my fathers life, but for what I had lost. It felt so selfish but I was crying because I would never have that man around anymore and as I cried I only remember wanting daddy back.
I know this feel way to well man, i know this may sound lame, but i legit go fishing/hiking to ease the pain. It's just something with being in nature and the open water. It wipes your mind of everything that's going on.
I love you too, faggot
how does one deal with change /b/? I'm slowly losing all of my friends, I'm graduating college next semester, and I have no fucking idea what I'm going to do after. I have all these great opportunities, but they're in cities and states so far away from my hometown. I feel like it would be a great fresh start but I just don't know.
its scary as fuck anon, i know, but i've been scared af when i was entering college that was in my hometown, some pussy ass guy afraid to be in college. Go further, don't be a pussy, trust yourself
This is the last thing I post today, good night anon.
How do I not /suicide/?
I've eaten, showered, I'm hydrated, I've splashed my face with water, napped, played music, read, and I still can't stop this shit feeling.
I can't keep living with this feeling.
Like I'm waiting to die. My family doesn't understand when I talk to them. They don't help any.
For me, it was since shortly after I met her in December. Can't speak for her, but we didn't actually admit it to eachother until about a month ago. Honestly, I thought my life was pretty together for a while. Living with girlfriend, she lives with her boyfriend, and then out of nowhere, this shit happened. I feel like a piece of shit, but I don't know, I keep justifying it by saying I didn't choose to have feelings for my girlfriend back when we met either. These things just happen. I just don't want to fuck up what's mostly been a good thing with her if this situation with the coworker is just infatuation and not something that has potential. I'd really like to be done dating. I have my career and my finances straightened out, I've dated more than my fair share of girls, I want consistency. She could be it. One line from a song keeps consistently speaking out to me: "If only all the oracles of old could order us to open doors that we have closed or offer options over ones that we naively chose. What we don't know, we don't know, we don't know."
Yeah that's exactly what I feel for this girl. There's a lot of things I've liked about exes, or my girlfriend for that matter, but they've all been different things or different aspects of their personalities or appearance. This girl is like if somebody took every single thing I like in a girl and mushed it all into one adorable package. The way this girl looks at me when I do the smallest things like bring her coffee when she's having a bad day just fucking melts me.
And on the other side of that I feel like an asshole because my girlfriend has constantly been saying I haven't been myself recently and she puts so much effort into trying to be the perfect girl for me but she's just not... She doesn't deserve my bullshit.
If it's been more than a few months it's definitely not a crush or puppy, those typically don't last more than 3 months. In this case I don't have any advise I could help you with other than it she's felt the way you do for some time there's likely something there and be assertive and in control of your feelings. I wish you the best and hope this works out for you and whoever you're with.
>never finished high school
>trying to better myself by going to college because i can't get a job
>exam tomorrow that i will not be passing
>getting drunk to forget about it and feel better
>i have to go in in 4 hours and haven't even slept
What a life wasted
well i was facing a 50/50 situation with myself after highschool, i was contemplating whether i should go to college, or be sent off to the military. and a barista that i hung out with everyday said "that time waits for no man", and he explained that if i go to college, yea it'll be hard, but it'll go by faster than going to the military, and that the suicide rate is a lot lower than one would think in my situation.
anon, as i see it, you can try and take the exam and say that you tried to do it, or you can be another disappointment for another disappointed family among the millions of self-acclaimed "dishonored" families
Same, mainly. I was dead set on going in, then saw the change it had on one of my best friends at the time. He came back and he wasn't even himself. Was more depressed but at the same time a complete fucking asshole. That's what made me not want to go in. Back then, all my friends were like I don't want you to go in. No, you can't. Now they couldn't even give two shits because they don't even talk to me.
im sort of that guy too, but im more along the lines of being there for my friends and hearing the shitty day that they had, or they girl they like. but most of my friends just up and left me for "better" things, and left me here like "oh, alrite then what to do hmmmmmmmm...." so i had a cup of tea and then barista anon came up and told me about said analogy
Oh, well fuck your old self, strive for the best of your new self, THE BEST!!!!!!
>turn on Careless Whisper, and start counting sheep, and fall asleep
>Sad day for me, I can't visit my girlfriend that lives in Lousiana for my birthday
>I know this is a cheesy af saying but "she's different"
>every ex except 1st one has been better than me in a lot of ways and I feel like I didn't deserve them
>especially most recent ex, 9/10 body/face, most outstanding personality, one of the smartest people I've met, naturally talented in almost everything, ambitious
> I'm not even anywhere half of who she is
>now I found someone that is finally at my level, someone I can truly relate to.
> I love her so much /b/ we talk about what would we do when I first come and see her and it brings me so much joy
> now we can't because her mom is overly strict and would be getting a new phone soon (she would browse through her messages)
>we probably would lose contact if her mom found out
What do I do /b/?
It's gotten to a weird point for me.
Women are just female-shaped robots to me now. Like, I don't have any real sexual attraction to them. And it's entirely because I'm 100% sure that none of them could possibly be attracted to me.
Fucking shit my father never talked to me never give me any advise all alone all by fucking me call me a faggot a bitch i dont care but i least i made my life all alone with no advise your dad died but at least you can remember something about him what i remember was nothing only he was a faggot and wont protect me
Who /25yo/ or so and feeling like nothing has really been accomplished in our life?
I'm still pretty beta, I haven't had sex since forever, I hate myself more than ever before. I have friends and relatively good grades in school, but the fact that I'm so old and stagnant makes me so depressed.I also know some people have it worse than me, yet it somehow makes me hate myself even more.
I want to get better, and will try, but in the meantime I'm just down as all hell.
and i get so used to building up a wall so that other people can't hurt me that i just ruined a 3 year relationship. hurts more than if i just wouldnt have built that wall in the first place. made this mistake once before, too. maybe some day i'll be able to stop being a fucklord.
I'm such a fucking idiot. I thought we had something special again, I thought I could make up for the shitty mistake of a past we had.. I've longed to fix the mistakes I've made with you. But that's not going to happen, I thought I was on my way there.. But no, I'm fucking not. Looks like you thought being friends with me, whatever the fuck we had, was a god damn joke. Well fuck you, I fucking hate you. Playing me like this, fucking with my feelings, absolutely crushing my soul. FUCK you. I really thought we had something, maybe I overthought it, maybe that night was actually nothing to you, but it actually meant so much to me. I don't know if I should feel sad, angry, lonely, or just abandoned. But at this point I'm feeling all of these emotions. It's been a long time since I've been fucked over like this because I've constantly pushed everyone away in hope that I would not get hurt again. Then here you come, out of nowhere. I thought I could trust you. I thought we could be something. I thought you were different. But no, you aren't different. You're just a slut who's the same as everyone else.
You've missed out on someone who would've been perfect for you, goodbye you piece of shit.
>depressed, addicted to drugs/mentally ill.
>life gets fucked up, me and my friends start commiting crimes and stealing to pay for whatever we needed. (drugs mainly)
>says he will call the cops
>go berzerk and freak out
>grab for a near object
>smash his head in a few times.
>he isn't breathing
>friend runs off
>I sit there looking at a innocent man that I had killed in cold blood.
>Watching people die is nothing like it was on 4chan
>I start crying
>decide to get out of there and start my life over
>five years later
>finally have a girlfriend that I actually love.
>She talks me through the past.
>barely do any drugs at this point
>go to rehab
>finally get a steady job
>walking home from work get on 4chan.
>police car pulls up
>oh shit Im caught
>attempt to hide.
>wait for my girlfriend to answer the door for me
>where is she
>get up and decide it's time to face my past
>maybe we can talk about this
>I can tell quickly that this isn't for me
>"We regret to inform you that Ms. Anon's body was found in the woods last night with multiple stab wounds"
>I have to confirm it's her body
>the whole ride I just keep looking ahead thinking deep done it was my fault
>arrive at location
>See her lifeless body sitting still with blood covering her stomach.
>the only person I ever loved was dead because I chose to be a asshole when I was a kid.
>I don't cry, I just walk back to my car
>drive home and sleep.
>devote the rest of my life to finding who killed her
>three years later haven't found anything
>still browse 4chan
Why do I bother? Am I seeking answers? Why does anyone stay here. I'm going to kill myself guys. Somehow I'm going to miss a site that was nothing but shit to me. Funny.
God one part of me wants to keep trying with you, yet the other part wants me to drop you. I'm so conflicted over you and I have no idea why. I have no idea how you have such a hold over me. It's sad that you've been on my mind ever since we met, yet I can almost guarantee I was just some sort of 'toy' for you to play with when you're bored or lonely.
Fuck this hurts.
Guys, what are we gonna do when this site goes down? Nothing's forever, especially websites. Can you just imagine trying to come one day and get 404? What are we gonna do when that day comes? We're not welcome anywhere else, and we know it. Some will say to go to other chans, but you know it won't be the same. Nothing will ever be the same if we lose this fucking place, it's the only place we can call home, with the only people we can call friends. I'll miss every single cancerous shitposter on this shithole.
Recently moved into a new school. Friends in different schools but keep in contact with a few. Have around 2 or 3 people I enjoy talking to as the rest of the kids in my grade are asshole or are involved with drugs. It's been pretty shitty so far but /b/ has eased it by far. Thanks.
I've come to realize a sad reality in life,
To get what you want, you need to convince everyone else that what you want is what everyone else wants.
It's scary to see that this is everywhere. That's why I feel like morals are so important, because it's the only real way to do good without having some underlying motive.
I never been insulted in this site no anon ever helped me in this site i gues i dont belong here i dont belong nowhere
i know the cringe intensifies but i get in here because people was like me but i couldnt belong anyway this is the most integrated to people i ever been
kekd at least this fucking site made me laugh like never before i hate jewtube never use facebook and other sites are shit a jew joke to prove
This picture hits hard with me. First time the same shit happened to me was at around 12. I invited around 10 kids to have 4 show up one year, the next year no one was able to come. By of 15 I just gave up after moving into highschool and having 2 or 3 friends left (none of which were in my school, they were online friends). still have no friends other than the people on this website. My birthday was 2 weeks ago (the 7th). Happy birthday to anyone with the same situation.
Always glad to call someone a faggot famerino
The first step is admitting your past.
You did it anon. You admitted your past. I still can't admit to myself that one of my ex's is gone. I wait everyday for her to text me. Right now I have my phone beside me waiting knowing she doesn't even walk the same planet anymore.You clearly got something going for you. You admitted you were sad. You went to rehab. You have to start over now anon. Don't start a new book, write the next chapter. Don't live for yourself, live for her too. I believe in you anon. I love you. I want the best for you. I wish I could be as strong as you. But hey, you may come back one day and inspire me to keep going. So anon, go live life and come back with a nice green text about how things changed so people in this feels thread will have some sort of hope. I think you can do that. I'll be here lurking till then.
Let it go anon... You have to let it go and ripped the bandaid off. Delete her contacts, block her numbers, social media, remove mutual friends... Rip the bandaid off and move on.
Thank you, anon.. I really needed that.
I hope this is the one you're talking about.
I know no one likes to hear someone be level-headed and pragmatic in one of these threads, what with the terrible loneliness.
Trust me, I've been there so many times, so I understand how difficult that makes thinking clearly.
But I'm going to tell you that this story that you're telling about yourself is just that: a story.
Now I admit, it's difficult to shake a reputation that you've already established with others, but it's not like total strangers can sniff this shit out.
You'd be amazed how easy it is to lie right to their face, fake it till you make it, as it were.
>inb4 but I look like a fat neckband
Sorry, but you're going to have hit the gym and eat right, not just so people will accept you, but so your quality of life isn't so shit. Again, I understand how tedious and difficult this process is, but some kinds of pain must be suffered; might as well have a little bit of happiness to show for it.
Also, try not to think of getting a great social life/fitness as paradise, it's merely an improvement.
I guess my main point is, try to keep things in perspective.