Bullying can destroy lifes.
Bullying destroys lifes.
>being heavily bullied in elementary school at age 6-10
>every single day at an age where self-esteem forms from pretty much everyone of the 15 other boys in class
>get over that shit for a long time
>fast forward, being 25
>being very successful at university, nearly to do my master
>fall into depression, anxiety, develope borderline behavior
>everything went shit. got antidepressants, went psychotic, wanna kill myself
>everything fucked up.
>fast forward, nearly 10 years later
>found my way back into life somehow, worked as a programmer past 6 years.
>was not working since december, being depressed again.
>new medicaments, new therapy, having three doctors which i consult regularily.
>therapist has the opinion, that the bullying in my childhood is the cause for all this shit
>i deny always, but start to believe
my face when you all think bullying has no consequences.
ask me anything.
>inbf pussy, faggot, weak, get your shit together, grow up, *yawn*
Oh i've been there too buddy, although i havent suffered depression i still have tons of anxiety attacks month, and im guessing the bullying is the reason for it, i cant figure out anything else. I dont really have any advice for you. But im suffering with you buddy.
May your future be better.
it would be utterly disgusting, humiliating, embarrassing and it'd make me feel suicidal.
which is why it's hot watching innocent, undeserving girls be brutally bullied. shame she wasn't sexually abused too.
>Well I hope things get better for you man. People bully the fuck outta me 24/7 and I feel like I'm gonna snap any minute
things are going a little better. ne medication helps for now, i think.
wanna tell me your story?
>Oh i've been there too buddy
also curious about your story. please tell
I used to get bullied in elementary and middle school, but I have a weird story from high school too.
>That one kid who thinks he's the tough shit alpha male
>captain of lacrosse team and fucking intimidating
>rumor was he had a threesome in the locker room with volleyball girls
>be a sophomore loser
>be a complete idiot and ask him if it was actually true
>punches me in the face and I cry
>he bullies the shit out of everyone especially me
>sophomore year was the worst year of highschool
>next year he still bullies me and we are in chemistry together
>teacher makes us work together for a project where we have to build something then turn it in
>he looks at me like he wants to kill me
>next day he doesn't show up
>he doesn't show up at school for a week
>one day he shows up and the project is almost done because I did it all myself
>his eyes are red and he looks terrible
>teacher starts grilling him about how I did all the work and he never accomplishes anything academically
>implies that he won't amount to anything if he keeps pulling stupid shit
>kid freaks out and stands up, kicking over chair
>6’3 and pretty buff
>takes his fist and smashes the stick project that I was working on
>storms out of classroom and everyone is staring
>for some reason I follow him
>go into mens bathroom and find him sitting in corner with his head in his knees
>his face when he looks up and he is actually crying
>doesn’t look so tough anymore
>I ask what’s wrong
>his dad died a month ago
>abusive mother kicked him out
>kid wants to drop out of high school and is failing all classes
>give him a hand and help him up after he explains
>finally gets his shit together
>threatens to beat my ass if I tell anyone what happened
>my project was destroyed and I was mad but still agree to not tell anyone
>he gives me a sincere thank you then leaves
>still see him around school after that
>we never made eye contact again and he left me alone
I empathise with you anon. I had a similar experience. That coupled with a dysfunctional family resulted in a number of problems then and later on. Looking back it is clear, at least in my case, that there were two crucial parts to why bullying was so intense. One was that I was not instilled with the right attitude or aspiration to develop it. This made me weak and use avoidance rather than confronting bullies and defending myself. The second is that the school system was ineffective and the lack of any real consequence made bullies almost fearless.
The most that happened to me was being called a pussy from the freshman to junior year in high school. It was only one guy and he was unbelievably beta as fuck. I was a lot bigger than him too. To this day I hate that word.
np anon. took as i say, 4 years for me, but it really does get better, no matter how much it feels like it never will. stay strong brother.
Some people are so emotionally fucked up that they feel like they deserve it. Either that, or some people physically enjoy the pain and get a thrill out of it. That's the only thing I can think of.
i was never really bullied. for a few weeks some kid took the piss outta me because i was chubby and i had eczema, but meh, while it was surprisingly painful, it only lasted a while. was also some huge, tank of a dude who didn't like me and slapped me about a bit from time to time, but fuck it, who the fuck cares. it happens to near enough everyone. i'm an adult now and i see that they only did it because they were insecure. i'm even mates with the latter of the two i mentioned.
just human nature. it's not nice, but it's very very common and it makes you a little stronger. fuck man, once you enter the workplace you'll be 'bullied' by your superiors too albeit in a different way, so it's kind of beneficial. you get used to it. the fuck is the worst they can do? call you names? cause you a few weeks of frankly inconsequential physical injury? yes they're fags and yes it's easy to be hurt by it, but recognize that it's something almost everyone experiences and it's in some ways good for you? psh. you can shrug that shit off. shit happens to nearly all of us.
>into smart stuff that over other kid's heads
>be bullied by asshole kid
>pushes me around, punches me
>one day snap
>jab him in the eye
>he cries in front of everyone
>never fucks with me again
Srsly, if you're being bullied, FIGHT BACK. It's not even about winning, it's making yourself too much trouble to fuck with. Bullies want pushovers, not worthy opponents. Feel free to fight dirty, hit em with your backpack, push them down the stairs and always GO FOR THE BALLS.
Vid Related: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RZCUJEWuyow
Was bullied in primary school for my name (live in aus from Yugoslavs) and my weight i guess but i was the tallest and biggest guy in the grade at the time. so for 3 years i fought with this guy in and out of school. Then at the end of grade 4 i tripped him over and kicked him as hard as i can in the back of the head...later once i moved from my original primary school he also went to the same highschool as me. I found out that was in special education classes. Profit.
>Serious question, why do people put up with and accept this sort of thing? Can someone rationally explain it please?
op here. not quite sure if i understand your question, cause not a native english speaker.
if your question is why i accepted all those bullying, well what could i have done? i was weak, they were like 15 boys who fucked me up every single day. at one day i fought back. i punched one of those fuckers until he laid there bleeding in a corner of our class room. the consequences were, i was punished from teachers.
after that i had really no more option. i just could accept what they did every day, because when i defend myself i would be punished again.
no one, not even my parents, understood or accepted how i suffered. i was just powerless
>being heavily bullied in elementary school at age 6-10
>fast forward, being 25
>everything went shit. got antidepressants, went psychotic, wanna kill myself
>fast forward, nearly 10 years later
>was not working since december, being depressed again.
>therapist has the opinion, that the bullying in my childhood is the cause for all this shit
your therapist was full of shit mate. the only way these incidents relate to your bullying experience is the relatable instances where you were to cowardly to defend yourself and deal with stress. The fact of the matter is bullying is a good thing... Now here me out.
Bullying can help to build character and prepare you for life, not unsimilar to how the human body reacts to foreign microbes; the more we expose ourselves, the stronger we become, the healthier our immunity becomes. The real issue (and I cannot believe how much this issue is never raised when it is the key to 99% of problems) is parenting
bad parenting leads to the inability to be brave, to socialise, and to deal with stress. I've seen to many incidents where everyone jumps to blame the media, music, video games or systematic flaws but the real issue is parenting. If parents socialised with their children, developed their interests, educated them on life and encouraged bravery, bullies would be dealt with correctly and victims would feel empowered
one is the cartel killing some dude because cartel are cunts and the war(t) on drugs makes shit like this happen.
the other is a girl who was with 2 dudes. one of the 3 kilied a cab driver. a mob ran after them, she was the slowest runner. nobody knows who pulled the trigger.
by the way, this is not what I meant when I posted this. This is an instance of mob bullying/murder. in this case she can clearly only run away; she is unarmed, untrained and somewhat unfit. she fights the best she can but obviously this is the equivalent to a middle ages witch burning
>when a mob attacks
excessive but his was the point I was making. stand up for yourself. but keep in mind bullies are subjected to bad parenting. where cowards are subjected to emotional neglect, bullies tend to be subjected to emotional and physical abuse
>your therapist was full of shit mate.
actually i think he i right.
in such a young age self confidence forms. if you're fucked up every single day there i no way self-esteem arises.
defend yourself hurr durr. how on earth?
I can agree with all you've said except for totally blaming the parents.
Yes they are partly to blame but there comes a time when you are fully responsible for yourself.
That includes developing your weaker traits whether you had an ideal upbringing to understand your deficiencies or not.
You've ALWAYS got to work on improving yourself. You're not a "complete package" when you hit 18.
>when will people learn that if you're not gonna fight back you deserve it
i fought back, was punished for that. made me even more helpless.
there is no way to solve problems with fighting back
its the truth. at least thats how school worked in the 80ies and 90ies. nowadays the cuck mods.. uhm... teachers fucking teach you to be a faggot. luckily i wont be around long ebough to see these faggots suck their way into office. wars will be replaces by gay bj contests. money will be replaced by trap images. all of the grils will have become fucking feminazi whales.
this guy gets it,
the likes of you privileged westerners like to forget the most important element of life...
>life is cruel
>life is vicious
>life is unfair
>humans are literally animals
>animals feed on other animals
>literally dog eat dog world
>natural selection exists and their isnt a thing you can do about it
>i fought back, was punished for that. made me even more helpless.
That means you weren't smart about it. Never throw the first punch and always have a witness.
>there is no way to solve problems with fighting back
Bullshit. It's not even about heroically beating the bully's ass. It's about making yourself not worth the trouble of messing with. If they're *really* determined, make them think you're crazy. Like if he punches you, you might gouge his eye out or tear off his ear in response.
Toxic stress has a devastating impact.
Just remember that it's all well and good for us to preach about the right action or attitude; but when you're that kid or teen being bullied at that age, you don't have such wisdom or brashness as easily at your disposal.
fighting back is literally the only way to stop it. so you get detention? suspended? shouted at by daddy? or maybe you took a beating? shit happens. fight back every single time until you're not worth the hassle.
He's describing how the CONSEQUENCES of what happened to him have fucked him up, not just the bullying itself, as if he replays those moments in his head everyday and hides under the bed. Character can be shaped, for better or worse.
correct, however I'm implying that as a child... which can be between the ages of 1 and 20 in some cases, the parents are to blame for their lack of responsibility and parenting. when you have spent 16 years of your life and you have no hobbies, your parents barely speak to you other than to mock you or command you, it can take a lot to gain a stand on your own too feat. It is also especially hard to develop beneficial habits later in life and finally your character can take a hit when you look back on your life and see a lot of wasted time due to your inability to understand what is important in life.
of course as an adult you need to take responsibility for yourself. I was simply implying that because op never developed the emotional capacity to deal with stress and persevere, it may have effected him later in life.
I was bullied when I was younger. the only advice I got from my father was hit him on the nose. considering how busy he usually was, we barely spoke and these words were easier said than done. few years later I dealt with it but as a flourishing adult it took isolation from toxic relationships, education and a contemplation on life for me to finally start to stand on my own two feet. I didn't have it bad, but I consider myself parentless because of the domestic violence I had to put up. some people however do have it worse
>had school shootings and Elliot rodgers on mind
>Columbine: blame marilyn manson, blame gun control
>parents should have been blamed for not correctly raising children
>or for having said children
yeah but that kind of mentality follows you through life. it doesnt reemerge. I can only assume that the only relation would be that op could not deal with the stress of masters degree, possibly due to history being bullied
Okay faggots. We all know that bullying is never going to stop, no matter how many pointless campaigns or speeches people are going to give. Teachers at schools are forced to teach anti bullying shit, when most of them see bullying on and they don't do anything about it. So since we can't do shit to stop bulling, we may as well teach kids to fight back and toughen the fuck up. I swear so many kids of this generation are pussies, they get called a name on social media then go cut themselves like little shitheads. It makes me mad because cyberbullying isn't even real bullying, and why the fuck would you cut yourself just because you have beef with someone. Give me a fucking break. Parents need to beat their kids and teach them life lessons. People need to stop playing the victim and be willing to punch anyone who fucks with them in the face.
I'm not simply being preachy, I'm speaking from experience. If you fight the fuck back, bullies will at worst find someone else to pick on.
>i fought back once, was punished (from teachers, parents)
If you're actually fucked up from the experience, blame your retard parents. What exactly did they say. "Don't defend yourself?" "Just allow them to beat you up, maybe they'll get tired?"
>You're still crying about something that happened to you over 25 FUCKING YEARS AGO.
>Man up, Faggot.
im not crying at all, im telling you people my story.
the simple fact is, i'm depressed, have anxieties and other psychological disorders. i'm even suicidal.
"man up" is not a solution, because it does not work this way. it is just, a simple fact, that i'm mentally fucked up and suffer every single day.
what now? wanna tell me again to "man up"? how does this help?
>Parents need to beat their kids
>I'm speaking from experience
That was my point. It is easy for us now we have the wisdom of our years. For the child caught up in the midst of it, at the time, such perspective isn't usually present.
Hell yeah, if my kid ever gets pushed around I tell her to punch back. If the school suspends her then fuck it she can kick it at home a day or two. I'm not raising a fuckin flower.
>fucking kill yourself
ph grow up anon. i'm this guy >>680041664
but you're just being an abrasive little pain in the arse.
should someone in this position kill themselves? no, of course not. is their way of thinking? of course. stop being so fucking edgy you little shit. be empathetic and try to help people, fucking brat.
Bullying only destroys your life if you're retarded enough to care what your classmates think of you.
>That was my point. It is easy for us now we have the wisdom of our years.
No, you dumbshit. I meant that I did this, AS A CHILD, when I didn't have the years of wisdom I do now. Even being a shy, small quiet kid, I just snapped one day and fought back against the kid bullying me. No, I didn't heroically beat him down to glorious victory. I simply showed I would no longer be a pushover. I put bruises on him in response to putting bruises on me. And he didn't bother me after that. I did this as a kid, I saw friends do this as a kid and I've talked to plenty of people who had the same experience as kids.
The ONLY ones who kept getting abused over and were the kids who WOULD. NOT. FIGHT. BACK.
He's got more to work on then the consequences of his school day's bullying. He's using that as a crutch.
Self help/improvement information has been around for a LONG time now. It's not a well hidden secret.
>your fighting opinion
doesnt really matter who throws the first punch. I assume by punishment, that means bully grabbed him laughed and beat the shit out of him. depending on his fighting skill, it should not matter how you fight, what does matter is that you follow these rules to deter bullies:
1. avoid getting knocked out
2. ignore taunts
3. make sure its one v one (three vs one can prevent you attacking if they grab you)
4. fight through the pain
5. dont stop until you literally cannot go anymore
6. the fight should end with the bully on the floor, or walking/running away if not [repeat step 5]
>if you get knocked down you gotta get back up
>bullies will not mess with you if you dont give up
>(just came to me) think brad pit fight club pic related
>What did your parents do?
didn't believe me. never listened to me. i told them every single day that the other kids fucked me up again, they didn't care at all.
when i fought back once, my father hit me and beat the shit out of me. i was helfless afterwards.
I suffer with depression too and if you're like me it's the bullying and social isolation and being constantly put down that obviously caused the downward spiral to today.
The thing is, that it is indeed the past. Those bullies have grown up, married, had kids, and learned to became decent people, or they became scumbags who likely have less self esteem than you do now beneath all their bravado. They've moved on. The only way to deal with these problems is to stop dwelling on the past, forget it even happened and pick out the good bits (Everyone had them) and try to live for the present and the future. It's hard, but it's the only way to continue living if you want any form of happiness. Analysing the past constantly will get you nowhere.
Back to my point about parenting
>parents who support you regardless of situation = bad
>parents who do not support you regardless of any situation = bad
>parent who support you for telling the truth and doing what was right in their opinion = good
i'm trying to get over the past all the time. and to be honset at most days i'm not thinking about the past. but still feel like shit, every single day.
but i appreciate your comment. thanks anon
It's alright man, I get you. I am in the exact same boat. People replying sarcastic shit like man up, are putting your happiness down just for a few laughs from a couple of like minded fucks on the internet. Pretty pathetic, but maybe they have problems of their own and just wont ever admit it.
I was beaten by an alcoholic dad, lost most of my friends because depression fucked me up and they left, lost everyone else because they killed themselves.
That being said, you're a massive faggot, man the fuck up you little bitch.
Bullying does not cause mental illness,which is commonly diagnosed in males between the ages of 15-25(for most illnes).
I was bullied all of middle>high school.
Beat one of the fuckers one when he was alone.
It literally does nothing to you.If you're that weak willed,then you should have been home schooled.Its one portion of your life.If you were molested or other wise sexually abused some how, yeah id buy it,but from your tale.Your latent illness came out and you blamed it on bullys
>That being said, you're a massive faggot, man the fuck up you little bitch.
Why do you say things like that? Not trying to bait, but I am genuinely curious. Does it make you feel better? Try and forget about the fact that you think I am just some dumbass on the internet, actually ask yourself that question.
OP you are the gayest ever. Like I just truly want you to know, from the perspective of someone whose last 2 days have been a total holocaust... people have actual problems in the real world. You are the gayest form of faggot.
Latent mental illness is not.
You dont just get borderline, you have to be predesposed and develope it as you grow up
Again not something bullying can do.OP has other mental illness problems that stem from his genetics.Perhaps bipolar or manic depressive.
Shit dosent just manifest out of no where 15 years and 10 years later
Source:Mentally ill person from childhood
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look, the point that all of us are trying to make here is, you got bullied in the past;
the past is no longer existant
therefore you never got bullied
all that matters is the here and now
and something that never happened cannot affect you presently
It was a hurdle in your life
you got over it
move on, seek improvement in you life
have fun, forget about everything
as a human the laws of nature do not apply to you any more
you are your own person and nothing else matters
just look on the bright side and cheer up
Above all dont let anyone tell you how you feel and how you got there
your in that position as of present
how you got there is irrelevant
look forward and figure out how to get out of that position
things can only get bettter
Yeh I know its way more than me, I was making the point that I know for sure that it is what caused me to be so fucked up, so I know if it happened to me it can obviously happen to others. I think this is why its so difficult for people who haven't experienced it to believe it.
Children being mean to you in school sucks, I was pretty much universally disliked all throughout school with few exceptions but there is much, much worse than being picked on as a kid. Whining about shit like that means you've never dealt with a real problem or you're just a weak person, either way, get over it.
i somewhat agree with you that things like this not suddenly happen. but the simple fact is. they happened.
i'm again in therapy for 2 years now and we concluded the bullying is the source of all problems. i would be really happy to have a diagnosis like bipolar, but this is not going to happen.
>Shit dosen't just manifest out of no where 15 years and 10 years later
You are factually wrong. It is incredibly common that when older people become mentally ill, they have common experiences that non healthy people of the same age didn't have, like bullying or childhood abuse etc. I have seen and spoke to many therapists over the years, and they all say they experience this. Just because it wasn't like this for you, doesn't mean it can't happen. As someone with a mental illness, I would expect you to have known that better than most.
Are you just seeing psycologist and therapist?
Or have you gone to a psychiatrist?
Your borderline and psychois should be looked in to more then just have bad memories as a child.
You dont just get borderline one day,and you just dont go in to unmedicated(recreational,or perscribed)p sychois
If any victims feel like shooting up their school, PLEASE just kill the bullies and not a bunch of undeserving randoms. All these school shootings go to waste because they could actually take out the scumbags who deserve to die for making everyone else's life shit.
That, and you would have a defense in court.
I was bullied for years, because I was the skinny weird and nerdy kid or whatever. Never really fought back, because I never wanted to start a fight over some "small" shit.
One day a guy crossed the line and I beat him over the head with a thermos can till he was barely conscious and bleeding. Another one I choked till he was unconscious and kicked him for good measure. It stopped after that, but I still have a very bad temper regarding this shit.
You aren't that kid in elementary school anymore. You aren't six years old. You are a grown man that can do whatever he wants with his life, Got called names as a kid? Boo-hoo, so did everyone else. The difference is they realized they could either wallow in their own sadness and let their bullies affect their life, or they could do what was best for their life and not let some mean words in the 4th grade affect their entire future. You can use the bullying as an excuse but really you were the one who chose to stop doing your masters, and you chose to stop working as a programmer. Did the bullies follow you around until you did those things? or did you decide to do those things.
I will reiterate for you
your therapist is full of shit, he is trying to build on a semi-traumatic event in your life in order to make to feel that you have his sympathy.
his conclusion has also been drawn up from your numerous recollections of said experiene; point being if you bring something up in therapy to develop sympathy you will get sympathy. your therapist wants one thing. your money. he will draw out your sessions as long as he can because you are weak and easily influenced.
I'm sorry but its true.
you need to go to the gym, take up a martial art. maybe take up gardening or buy some fish or maybe grow some bonsai. you are a programmer. your depression stems from sitting at a desk all day. I know because I am the same which is why I switched to a more active profession.
I'm not quite "horrible" I'm just a cold, bitter, uncaring human person. Everyone's got shit to deal with, and we're either going to get over it, or we won't. Crying about your problems in a feels thread isn't going to make you feel better, you're not going to get past your personal shit doing that. Toughen up, I mean actually toughen up. Quit the whining, get out of your hug-box and deal with your shit like a man.
I always thought what would be lulzy as fuck for a school shooting would be to immediately shoot whatever teacher, administrator, counselor etc that you hate the most. Then an hero or suicide by cop, but leave behind a tell-all suicide note saying that Mr/Ms So&So that you killed actually molested you, and you snapped because you couldn't take the shame and depression anymoar.
Imagine the shitstorm when half the country rises up to defend you and demonizes your alleged "attacker".
therapists see this behavior because it strings out their sessions i.e. they gt more money from you.
ok sure. child abuse victims of course. a child being severely beaten by a person that is suppose to love them unconditionally or is abused as a result of misplaced trust is going to live with that, and yes it could resurface however bullying is not traumatic.
It may be traumatic at the time but it is as such that the victim (of severe bullying) either gets over through the years or they dont and it stays with them through the years. they do not wake up 10 years later and say 'holy shit I feel depressed today, must be because I got bullied 10 years ago'. thats not how it works, their depression may stem from their desire to relive that event and do something about it or perhaps feels they were stupid they did not do something about it. either case the depression stems from regret an 70% of people have regrets
You already posted thst some says ago, saying that you would have tried it again a couple days later cause you didn't receive the feedback wanted, basically everyone on the thread started calling him a fag and eventually his bride (?) Arrived to save the say. So yes basically he's a faglord.
We are not talking about the elderly are we?
This sample range is 5-35.which encompases 3 common test groups.
I've tried over 100 different medications of the last 22 years. Ive been to probly over 20 psychatrist,each of them comming to the conclusion of they cant help me any further(thats why there are so many) id bounce around over and over. My last doc came to the conclusion that there is no meds that can help me and the suggested ECT.Having no other options,i signed up for it,begrundenly
ECT didnt work at all, i didnt respond to it,MRI,PET,thermal imaging,none of it showed any changes.
They finally diagnosed drug resestant bipolar.
I had a genetic test done,and nothing is out of hte ordinary.Im just fucked up.
So far this year i've been on 18 different medicaions in different combos,including ketamine infusions,which was a drug trial.It did nothing
Ive read in to this shit very deeping,hundreds of journals over the years.Im not a doc,but i know what has happend to me,and most of the shit related to mental illness.
So you had an illness around the common age group where mental illneses manifest?
>bullies deserve to die
you are such a fuck wit you know that. dont you realise that the kids shot in these shootings were bullies to the kids shooting.
Bullies were born like everyone else; innocent. through a series of unfortunate events these kids felt the need to either channel their anger, assert dominance or simply pick on people to make themselves feel better. in some cases the kids are actually mimicking their parents.
These kids do not deserve to die and for what? because they get abused at home, because they were molested, because there gay and feel alienated, because they are unloved?
fuck you anon, grow up
mfw i realized how many billion we eurofags waste on treating faggots like you instead of simply putting you out of your misery. hitler might not have been totaly wrong after all
Yeah that's him. What about your wife? She didn't show up this time.
> your therapist wants one thing. your money. he will draw out your sessions as long as he can
> because it strings out their sessions i.e. they gt more money from you.
I've been seeing my therapist 2x a month for a year. .We never discuss a need for improvement or anything that might need developed.
He's my social hour. We talk sports, movies, books, news, how millennials are fags nowadays, anything for an hour.
He's near 70 and I'm close to 60. He gets a kick outta me when I tell him I keep scheduling to let him have an easy client.
faggots like you really make me think if being civilized really is such a good thing... why do we let scum like you live and even taint the gene pool if some lard ass whale get herself to let you knock her up?
If i flip my fingernail in to the air and it hits the back of her jacket, they wil cry assult and you're going to be spending a few hours in jail while they confirm that you didnt do shit,but now you have a file
The law has never been in the favor of men,ever
Really, you have only gathered your information from what the media tell you so you don't know shit. ok the abuse may not have been physical but psychological abuse can be just as damaging; living in a house where your parents are always at their throats, shouting and screaming and all you can wonder is why? and as you lay awake at night thinking about whether you are responsible, whether you should just kill yourself or not. then you get to the point where you decide that the world around you is the same. everyone is similar so why not off a few more people before you off yourself.
A hatred for people in general does not stem from nothing. use your critical thinking skills. do not be an uneducated sheep
>an upper middle class family,
fair enough, whats the point? which ever environment we grow up in we adapt to. an upper middle class family can be just as stressful as a 3rd world family but for different reasons. when you are born to wealth and comfort, you become relaxed and less use to stress and hardship therefore when hardship hits, you are not prepared for it and it can be emotionally scarring
in the 3rd world, you are use to hardship, pain and stress. it is an everyday occurrence. your sole purpose is survival and you have been born into a world and then equipped with those skills
>who cares for their son?
bull shit. as I just said you cannot know this and the fact of the matter is that these loveless marriages where the fat cat, businessman father has no time or patience for his son and the mother feels 'unappreciated' and unloved, there is no care for their child. these families only care for their kids when their dead and thats it.
I bet your religious anon. you probably think that these kids are born inherently evil, sociopaths. start goddamn think for your self. put your solving skills to the test and question everything until you find an answer
Change the way you think. Quite a few books by Albert Ellis (see pic) will get you on the right path. If you're less intellectual try one of Wayne Dyer's early books... Your Erroneous Zones or Pulling Your Own Strings.
I've been bullied for decades, every time I go out. Even today, I was trading bumps with some guy who was trying to push me out of the in-door. Then when I got past him another guy was giving me the stink eye.
Whenever it starts to bother me, I know that I'm telling myself some irrational bullshit. I figure it out with the methods I've learned and then I'm good to go for another 10 rounds.
People act shitty. It's unfortunate but why would I expect otherwise? Should they follow me around and shower me with rose pedals? Don't I sometimes act shitty? Why would I expect anyone else to act less shitty than I do? Oh, that guy over there looks like he has a problem with me. Am I interested in making it my problem? No fucking way! Then I had better focus on things I care about, rather than things I don't... Etc.
If the previous paragraph doesn't appeal to you, then don't bother. It's for your mental well-being, by the way. If someone comes at you with a knife, fight him off and call the police... Etc.
>if you wanna kill me, go on.
clearly more civilized
call you names? If only was that
You'll have to do more work than others, or you'll get fired. If you are in a country with a fucked job market situation, you'll understand.
And if they notice you can ignore words, they'll go a step farther, and farther, until they find your switch.
I've lived that shit for many years, to a varying extent by almost everybody. What I've learn from all of them is two things, or tools if you prefer.
- Social relations are useful, and they are the first thing a bully or any kind of abuser will try to cut off. Facing several people against you is tough, even for an abuser.
- Fear is the way to threaten others. It may take several shapes (fear to being fired, fear to destroy your social reputation, fear to being hit, fear to not having any income...) Fear is useful to do damage and even destroy your opponent, and their mind. That's why they use it to attack and defend themselves (for instance, you may be a fucking wall with arms as thick as their legs, but if you fear consequences of hitting them, they are using fear to defend themselves)
I'm stuck there. Nobody wants to teach me how to properly defend myself. I've been going to psychologists for 5 years and they want you to believe this is a candy world and nothing bad will happen to you, that you can trust everybody...etc. No, this is a fucking jungle, but there are some places where some people are able to enforce the law, yet they are only a minority.
What would be useful for me is to teach me how to understand social situations in a reallistic way, how to make them respect my personality, and if they don't, how to make them fear me.
Kill them all Johnny
Weaklings deserve to die though. They are doing us all a favour by deleting their shit genes from the genepool. The world is for strong beings only, things that actually know how to survive. All this shit you have with laws protecting the weak and all this feelings politics is what happens when the weaklings aren't weeded out and are able to influence politics. They need to be eliminated for the greater good.
I found killing my bullies to be very effective. One got away after I had him half dead. He told his buddies. They left me alone after that.
Did you know that beating a rope will make it come loose? Cause I sure didnt.
Since my stories keep getting deleted I will post my story in here.
>12 years old in the 7th grade.
>Had a friend named Josh, he was my best friend since the 5th grade.
>We did everything together, hung out almost every day or talked on the phone. He had other friends, but he was basically my only friend.
>He starts becoming friends with the fat wannabe wigger Levi.
>Levi was a bully and tried to act hard because he had a shitty upbringing and his older brother was in a gang
>Levi was a bully and he decided I would be one of his targets.
>He picked on me all the time and got all the other people in our group to pick on me too
>Josh didn't really join in, but he never defended me
>Josh and Levi start hanging out more and more, Levi introduces Josh to weed, alcohol, stealing shit from stores, general shitbaggery.
>I am getting picked on more and more by the group. One day during lunch when I sit down with them, they all stood up in coordination and walked away. Nobody said "haha we were just joking" or anything, it was done with the sole intention of hurting me.
>I am hanging out by myself more and more after school, rarely ever see Josh now.
>8th grade comes around and Josh is a full on wigger now, smoking weed all the time and getting in trouble.
>I still hang out with the "group" but I am basically an object of amusement at this point. I get picked on regularly and a few kids try to start fights with me, but I was a gentle kid and would never do anything back.
>As I am getting desperate for friendship, I hang out with Josh one day and I smoke weed for the first time at age 13. I didn't feel much, but I puked at the end of the day. I don't know why.
This is when it all went to shit.
>Josh and Levi just show up at my door one day after school. They come inside and they're being little shits.
>Levi goes into the freezer and grabs some ice cream without asking and starts eating it. We go into the back yard with it and he throws the cover of it over the fence and says "Do something about it faggot"
>wtf is this? I tell him to fuck off and put my ice cream away.
>Then while one of them would distract me by pretending to break stuff or go into a room they weren't supposed to, the other was going around the house stealing shit.
>After about 15 minutes of this my mom comes home from work.
>They both start walking away from my house really quick looking like they have stuff in their pockets and coat. I was like "Hey wait guys, where are you going?"
>Mom starts looking around, tells me she is missing a bottle of wine and some jewelry. Brother tells me he is missing like three PS1 games.
>I start bawling my eyes out and say I think they stole them while distracting me
>My mom calls Josh's house and tells her what happened. His mom finds the wine, video games and jewelry and drives it over to our house, apologizing for what happened. Says she doesn't know whats happening to her son, he is becoming a delinquent.
>Josh and Levi see me at school the next day, say "Hey man we weren't actually going to keep that stuff we were just joking haha, why did you rat us out?"
>I told them to go away and stop talking to me.
>They do, as well as everyone else in the group
>Now I am totally friendless.
>Go and sit at the dreaded "nerd table" in the lunch room. These are the chess club, anime geeks that spell absolute social doom in middle school.
>They accept me, I start hanging out with a few of them, rest of 8th grade isn't awful, even though my grades are freefalling due to apathy and the lingering depression of the stealing incident which really fucked with me.
>Just like every other friend I had in life, they move away or go to different high schools, so I go to high school friendless.
>Eventually get into the stoner crowd to be accepted by someone, ditching classes and not doing any school work.
>10th grade I get expelled for ditching too many days within the first 2 months of school.
>Go to two different schools, fucking up in all of them and getting kicked out.
>Being the fucking dumbass I am, I even start talking to Josh again. We hang out a few times mostly to smoke weed or cop alcohol. I think we're starting to connect again.
>He was just gaining my trust so he could rip me off. I let him do it three times.
already made this point (except millennial fags but true point)
you see all these young kids and where in my shoes at their age, I was out playing and socializing and where I had to suffer through bad parenting, at least the socializing with my parents was at the very least recieving verbal abuse.
now the parenting tactic of 'seen but not heard' is to buy the kids an xbox and an ipad to keep them out of your way. then the parents get pissed off when they are on it all the time and dont know how to socialize.
>millenials are cringy and depressing
>the harry potter ending scene for the series almost stopped my heart
>compare HP1 start to HP8 ending
Be me 13 walking home after school.
Suddenly bully walks out of the corner almost like he was waiting for me he eyes me and says: hey anon where's the rest of your friends ?
Realize that I don't have anyone to help me fend the fucker off. He's a junior in high school and hangs out with the wrestling team he doesn't wrestle but he still built like he does and I'm at least three feet shorter than the guy and pretty scrawny.
Me: there in the drugstore buying some food.(he smiles)
Bully: no they're not I just got out of there your alone.
Me: what's your fucking point ?
Bully: That means no one is around to help your chicken shit ass.
He moves towards me I fucking book it scared that he might beat the shit outta me.
Get cornered under a bridge out of breath out of places to run/hide fan-fucking-tastic
Throw my backpack at him and try to make a run for it.
He grabs me and throws me against the wall (oh shit oh shit oh shit)
Jaw hits the wall hurts like a bitch he starts punching me in the ribs and knocking me upside the head.
Then I hear his pants unzip (wtf) wait what's he's doing ?!
He pulls down mine and starts to violate me all while I scream and yell stop ! And get the fuck off me ! I claw at him I felt so fucking weak.
I try to fight him off but end up breaking my wrist.
Bully: shut the fuck up ! stop fighting !
I hyperventilate as the pain nearly subsides and he finishes I go limp on the ground and kicks me in the groin.
Bully: Listen you little shit if you tell anyone I'll go to your house when your not home and murder your fucking dog.
I lay there holding my wrist scared out of my mind that he might come back and kill me .He leaves I wait an hour later then pick my shit up and start limping home as fast as I could.
Can't let it get to you. I was born with a cleft lip, so everyone called me fuckface or similar things growing up. Didn't help that I was short. Did a number on my self esteem. I look decent now but can't forget the years I spent alone crying in secluded parts of the school. Led to cutting and substance abuse.
>who cares bullshit
My parents have been happily married for 45 years.I was never abused mentally or physically.I was an A or B student.My dad and i got in to arguments,but not any that any other boy growing up wouldnt have
I'm a sociopath.
When pokemon came out i was in middle school,i had a gameshark.id sell charizard to the boys for $10,probly made $500,sold mew to the girls,not for money,but for sexual favors.The entire cul-de-sac and the two down the street would come over one at a timeand buy or sell their body for pokemon.
I manipulated people to get what i want.
One of my friends josh,had a younger sister,they were kinda on the poor side.His sister was fucking hot.I slowly convienced his sister that she was worthless cause she was poor,and she wore dirtty schools and only had her mother in her family.Worked on josh and told him i would buy her stuff and she would be happy for once in her life.I used the gameshark money to bu y her clothes and the latest gaget nothing to flashy so that her mom would catch on,but enough to keep her happy.I fucked her whenever i wanted,shed wence in pain but she was mine,i didnt care.Josh didnt like it but he knew that he was powerless to stop it because he wanted to make his sisted happy
They were mine
Had a bus friend in high school,debbie,i sat in the back oif the bus with my ipod blaring metal,shed always come up to me and bug me,enough that we evently would talk and i would play her my music and wed talk about it.She lived across the street,id never seen her before not even walking to the bus in the morning.Time passes and she gets a bf,alecs.They have instant puppy love and all thats bullshit.She wants me to meet him etc etc,i did and he was some emo fag without all the clothes and make up,but the attitude.I told her i didnt like him,and she scoffed it of.Tiime passes i see him post on her xanga
I got bullied in school for 6 years. Then one day in the 7th grade my bully put me in a head lock. I punched my bully right in his fucking dick and then hit him in the head over and over and over again with my history book pinning him between my book and his locker
Now he lives in an assisted living home being fed by nurses and having his diapers changed.
Stand up and fight for yourself and bullies will go away, but talking about shit does nothing.
Now go back to being a beta fag, and do the world a favor. Wash your mouth out with buckshot and cull the herd of your pussiness.
(damn old lol) and i got his usernamer,found all this shit online that he did,typical music sites,forums etc.Time goes by ,myspace is popular,find him instantly before debbie joined.Got talking to him about debbie and how they were close and shit.He started talking to me like an older brother(one class below mine) basically talked him out of being with debbie,and he never told her why.She came crying to me and i played the part to keep her attentio, my parents and hers were aquantices,so she stayed over after scool overnight some times,I had manulated his messages changing the html/php to show that he had been talking all this shit and that i was trying to him out of it.She got mad and told me to fuck her to get back at him,out comes the flipphone shitty 1mp camera,fucked her hard when my parents were at her house.He never knew about it and she is still ablilbeous to this day,she moved off for colledge but she was fun times for 5 years.
He was mine,she was mine
>I let him do it three times
Fool me once. Shame on you.
Fool me twice. Shame on me.
Fool me thrice. Shame on both of us again.
Okay, I just made up that last line. That's why it sucks.
>I seriously thought I was the only one who still suffers from elementary school bullying. I'm really sorry you had to deal with that man. Hopefully things get brighter
you're not alone
I dont develop traumas and never lefted someone pick on me for free, a little violent tbh, had a lot of friends when i was young, lost all of them - they just started to reject me because i didnt spent highschool with them, wasnt more of the class. I am 100% rational, diagnosed sperg, life is fucking hell, people are always arseholes with me, and i cant beat people up, or else i go to jail... When things get better i dont get mad with the past, but they just keep getting bad again... I am lonely all the time and dont get out of home very often. There is nothing wrong with my body, i am tall, strong(getting even more strong with time), intelligent(i guess?), but just cant get laid and have present good friendships
What do you think OP? Am i on the same boat?
I was a victim of people like you, and I recognize your kind easily, especially since from outside of social relationships is easy to see who is pulling the strings.
But if nowadays, somebody like your kind fucks my life, since my mind is already destroy, I wouldn't hesitate in cold murdering that kind of person. People will blame me, people would miss that person and think I am a monster, but in fact, I'm saving them from themselves.
Making the world a better place one psychopath at a time.
But bullying is funny though.
If something ruins a life, it's not nearly as important as if something is funny. A goof is exponentially more valuable than the feelings that exist therein.
Bullying is also healthy. If it wasn't for the bullying and ribbings I got in high school, I wouldn't be the seasoned and non-socially awkward aspie that plagues most of you losers. Bullying takes the fag out of you basically, and it builds character. You'll have body image issues and confidence problems, but that then becomes a struggle that, if you're strong enough to overcome like me, makes you a perfect human specimen.
Those who get bullied also deserve it based on the rules of evolution. Nerds, fedoras, geeks, uglies, and aspies. These are the injured gazelles of the Savannah waiting to be eaten. They were too weak and powerless, and nature decided that they die. Just like the suicidal tendencies that are induced to those who can't overcome this issue. They basically deserve it.
I don't want to forget the fact that bullying is also funny. Every funny joke is at the expense of somebody, and therefor can be interpreted as bullying in even the loosest terms. If you aren't able to laugh at yourself, you've made a huge social mistake. Once you're able to laugh at yourself, the bullies fucking lose. If you're still bothered by bullies, then you haven't realized this yet (perhaps maybe never will).
Bullying is good for society and it makes life interesting. OP is a fag.
Stop and think about the fact that there are people who have survived and moved on from being molested, raped, had family or friends murdered... while you fucking faggots are bawwing about how some kid in school picked on you years upon years ago.
Talk about whiney fucking first world problems.
first thing first, dont try to imply that bullying sent you down a path of delinquency. semi bad parenting did that; your parents gave you no direction.
Second of all: I grew up under very similar circumstances and a lot of the time I wish that I could travel back to when I first started school and yet maintain my current intellectual capacity.
you mentioned having a crowd of 'friends' you felt compelled to hang around with in order to feel normal but they bullied you. - same, but as an adult, through isolation, perseverance and the key element of not giving a fuck. were I to go back I'd ditch them in a heart beat. I do not need friends nor do I have anyone I consider friend; yeah I've got a couple of buddies but none of them I consider friends. If I were back at school I would not mind hanging by myself and chillin, or even hanging with the nerds (undesirables) because they are just people like everyone else; whats the difference between them and you?
you also mentioned friends pushing you around, distracting you stealing shit. - same again only their mom didnt admit to their guilt and sided with them. If I could got back I'd assert myself at all costs and fuck them up for even trying it; they are an adult now, and lets just say theyre not well off.
Finally you mentioned the mother not knowing what got into her son; very simple. as I've mentioned in previous posts the answer is poor parenting
There was this one kid named Zac I used to enjoy bullying. I organized an anti-Zac rally where we marched around with his name in a circle with a line through it, and I whooped his ass a couple times with little provocation, but that's just kids being kids. I've since apologized and made peace with him,
This is where you are wrong.That is not a psychopath.That is a sociopath.
you wouldnt know who it was and even then,you wouldnt know you're being manipulated,you would show your true colors and be taken care of
Lawyers are sociopaths
Politicians are sociopaths.
Bundy was a psychopath
Manson was a psychopath
I hope you see the errors of your way now.
Stop and think about the fact that some people were picked on their entire upbringing while others even worse having been molested, raped, had family or friends murdered while you ya fucking faggot baww about how some kids on 4chan are saying something you don't like.
Man, I get this odd sense of dejavu
>rules of eveolution
Sure when im in elementry and middle school,my brain is fulled developed and i have a over sense of the world around me.I know i am going to be a buyy football jock at the age of 5
Nice logic you got there
For the killer, it would be funny and awkward at the same time.
Are you sure he forgave you because he wanted? Maybe he though he had to do that because that's what society expects from him, to let the bullies win.
Yeah. My siblings were bullied too but they don't really get affected by it as much as It affects me now that we're older. I always thought I was just being a pussy ass baby about it. Still don't know whether I am though and it's seriously affecting my social life.
>I get picked on regularly and a few kids try to start fights with me, but I was a gentle kid and would never do anything back.
>I was a gentle kid and would never do anything back.
>would never do anything back.
And that was why you were picked on. If you busted fat fuck Levi's nose that shit would have stopped.
no, i'm just tired of all these fucking faggots going "bullying is bad!! i was bullied and i killed myself!!!" like literally, if you care enough about what someone says or thinks about you that you are actually going to take your own life, then it's natural selection and you are better off dead. does that not make sense?
I don't care about the big ones, I just care about the lesser ones. The big ones usually get what they deserve when they start thinking big, and eventually they bite more than what they can chew.
I don't doubt I will have to face "justice" after it, but psychopaths and sociopaths are not uber-humans. Despite of a victim's mind will see them as somebody who knows everything, and has power almost everything and everybody, that's an illusion. A razor between their ribs usually stops them for good.
Then it comes the shame and the guilt, because society told you nobody must do that ever, but sometimes, exceptional measures are necessary. Also, as a victim, the less you pay attention to morals, the sooner you start getting out of the pit, however, the difference between such person and a psychopath is they have empathy for people like their old-self.
No im with you on that but the thread was on bullying not suicide, two very different levels of what you are speaking about. Dropping a its natural selection /shrug comment doesn't really elaborate on that now does it?
At some point you have to say: I'm a bitch. But I don't have to be. I'm choosing to be a bitch. Makes Some friends, be social, hit the gym, get a hobbie you love.the only people who sit and spend that much time reflecting should be well past there prime. The problem is and always will be: you
this statement is written in the sense of a sociopath however you are not exactly in terms of what is being discussed. I had a friend, literally exactly like you; one time (not kidding by the way) he hussled this kids £1000 savings by selling him worthless shit. the kid was 10. This again stems from bad parenting. not the abusive kind but the privileged kind.
you grew up with a family who never abused you, let you get away with almost anything and bought you what you wanted. you were encouraged to stick in at school and given every opportunity so you became heavily narcissistic.
selling your pokemon for money i believe. kids are very easy to manipulate when they hold inanimate objects/data in such high regard and of course, being privileged, have no concept of the value of money as it is given to them as oppose to earned. sexual favours... I have to admit I amm skeptical; someone with your psychological profile are notorious liars but I'll entertain this notion.
again your privilege and your rampant hormones may have lead you to escalate things into a sexual manner. trading their body for pokemon is another matter.
manipulating his sister into feeling worthless and then becoming controlled by yourself is a vague semi unbelievable statement but entirely possible given a long period of time and the female biochemistry.
but to be honest all of this is behavior which you should have grown out of when it became harder for you to do. this describes simple animalistic behavior of the strong preying on the weak out of self interest. its just human nature
>Met girl shes cute
>go on a couple dates
>lets meet my friends and go bowling
>hi friends im anon good to meet you
>weeks go by,really hitting it off with girl,she stays over a few days a week
>have gone out with her friends,they accept me in to their pack.
>help her friends with things,pick them up from work because our house is closer for the night
>work on each on showing your best side,get more personal with one of the friends,your qts better friend
>become more friendly want to g o on double dates,or just dates with qt and her.
>not enough to make supcion of qt just enough to dig the teeth in
>other friends jelly find ways to get my time with me.
>plan dates with each girl,with or without qt
>2 months have passed,you're in their trust circle,they would date you but know taht you're with qt and that you will never break your dedication to her
>I am now in her web of trust,everyone looking out for her,is within my grasp.I can ruin qt and still get all the other girls to fuck me.
Shame no one saw that.
And if you think you're the hand of justice in t he world,going around murdering sociopaths.I think you should get medical help.
It's not as easy as to do other things.
Despite of trying to do new things, sociallizing and everything, for some people is nigh impossible to get rid of their old personality.
For instance, imagine that no matter how tough you make yourself look, your mind never gives you clever comments to reply others to put them on their place.
In fact, in my case, I rarely feel any rage when somebody is being hostile towards me, which would make me stronger because I would give a shit about everything. When you have been bullied and put in your place for a long time, your mind simply gives up and freezes at the very moment that somebody is abusing you.
Sometimes I try to fight back, but it's like having the sentient part of my brain having to fight a titan, which is the bully and at the same time, carrying on my back the scared bastard my subconscious mind is. I feel like that. I want to fight but my body doesn't respond in a proper way, yet I do it and rebel (poorly, but I do it)
I think you're over estimating your pschey and mental progression.
Looking back now you might think you did,but our brains like to alter memories to be more favorable to our mind.You got the girl at the prom,when you were just the kid carrying her books
I've got medical help for 5 years, but there's no result. Psychologist try to make you believe the world is a happy place where just saying NO is enough to be respected, or their pathetic assertivity is enough to stop somebody who is having fun making you suffer, or getting any profit from you.
Maybe the world is not for somebody as weak-minded as me, but I would take one of its monsters with me to a place he/she will never be able to cause damage to anybody else.
did you mean oblivious?
I cant help but feel like a lot of your story is false partly because the picture you paint of yourself is an over privileged, upper-middle class, narcissistic, fedora wearing, chubby, attention seeker.
I'm sorry, I call them like I see them
And how you go magically know who all these people are? Do you have some higher power we meer mortals cannt fathom?
You're telling me you could spot a single person in the streets by them self walking to starbucks?
You might want to get medical help,psychologist are not medical help,that is social help.I mean full on admitting your self for pych help
Delusions of Grandure
i used to cum inside of a bully
she'd push my load out her axe-wound and make music with the queefs
u ever heard cum queefs make sick beats bruh?
this was her favorite song to queef to me:
incorrect; yes I am trying to educate some anonymous people about how bulying is necessary in society however /b/ is not a means for me to vent, nor are you my friends.
No, I come here for the random porn.
>porn webm thread: post your god tier webms
>ITT pics o [insert pornstar/celeb]
and occasionally rekt and ylyl which I lurk
>12 or 13 years old
>constantly being bullied by this kid for being fat
>he's our classroom teacher's son
>he's been after me for years
>we're at gym class
>one day he says something about my mother too
>stand up and start hitting him real hard
>anger accumulated from all the time of bullying
>push him as hard as I can and he hits the wall
>faggot faints and starts having a seizure
>call the gym teacher to take care of him
>ambulance comes for him and he's taken to emergency
>get back to class
>feel good about it, but pretty scared at the same time
>his mom's class starts
>she asks me to explain what happened, i explain
>i don't get punished because she knows what an ass her son was and she tells me he's ok
After that, he stopped for a while, but once he saw I wouldn't harm him again some time later, he continued doing it again and again, until I got pissed again and fought back. Lesson: fight back, don't show your weakness. If you do, they will bully you.
>fast forward to 2016
>not fat anymore, been going to gym for 2 years
>fit as fuck, not quite bad looking. Due to bullying in elementary have social anxiety.
No, it's impossible to spot them just by walking along the streets. You need to see them for a long time relating with other people.
The big difference is that when others totally trust in somebody who is very very popular, I start to mistrust. Eventually, you start seeing how that person is pulling the strings to get what they want from other people.
However, I know that most of their tools get something from them. Only their targets, the people that suffer more than profits from them worry me. I try to contact them first and make them realize the situation. I just warn them, and they are free to carry on with their lives. Sometimes they thank me for the warning and sometimes they keep getting abused for a long time.
To me, it's like suffering so much from so different people makes you distrust the shiny appearances. Of course, not all of them are psychos or sociopaths. Some are simply good people, and some others are bad but not psychos.
I wish I were able to feel furious again, because it's really useful to fight without caring for the consequences. It's like fuel for your internal engine.
However, how do you deal with verbal abuse? I simply suck at that.
But you are venting,and this is your only social interaction,you're been in here hours.
No one is listening to you
You're pissing in to a sea of piss
>porn celeb ylyl rekt
So all the shit that is cancer that has been taking over since 2008
So you'd kill your Mother,your Father?
Your blood relatives?
Your extended family?
You have no power in this situation.You're going to stalk people that live cities away from you?
You have no legal means to be doing this nor can you have a method in place to do this.
You're mentally retarded,your views and judgement of people are going to be absoluting skewed.
Go talk to chris-chan you and him will get long very well
You're really reaching the hight autist ranking ive ever seen
Look G, we all feel like dog shit from time to time. My best friend is depressed, and cuts herself. There is one simple fact. Only you can make yourself happy. Find things you love, for me that's going /out/. when you love yourself, work on social skills make some friends. In the simplest terms, don't be a faggot. I mean that in the most endearing sense mate. Dust your fucking self off, forget the past. Only you can control the man you are. If you're not butt ass ugly or an aspie, it's easy to get people to like you
But anon,we are anon.We are one in the same.We live to gether and not at the same him.We feel our love and our hatred
We are the closest thing.
I was bullied constantly as a kid. Small town, new kid, also smaller than almost every other kid. The only kid shorter was the son of the richest guy in town. So by default I am the nuclear whipping boy for the kids of the dealers, the drunks, the bigger kids who were held back a grade, the mean girl cliques, the jocks... I spent the first 25 years of my life suicidally depressed. I was a smart kid, so I learned how not to stand out, how to keep to myself, how not to get better grades so I wouldn't be targeted for being a know-it-all nerd. I learned how to avoid showing interest in girls to avoid being emasculated by not only their rejection, but their outright ridicule. I drifted through school like a convict, don't stand out, do your time, don't borrow trouble. I had no dreams or ambitions, anything that sets you apart and makes you special is something somebody will use to target you for a beat down. God I did not cope well, and I didn't tell anybody because if I did, the people making my life hell would get disciplined, and they would pay me back tenfold. I retreated into myself. I didn't really get out of that mindset till just a few years ago. Shit ruins lives man, I agree. But now I've got a wife who loves me and forces me to see myself as she sees me, strong, handsome, intelligent, sensitive. I have a daughter that needs me to be a fucking man so she has a father she can look up to. I have to actually try to make my life better because people rely on me to do so. I have regrets, missed opportunities, lost chances I'll never get back, but fuck, you have to piss with the cock you've got, not the one you wish you had.
Honestly, some people actually deserve to be bullied. You know, the kind of people that wear fedoras, and try to act smarter than anyone, people that identify themselves as some other inexistant genders and what not. Feminists, etc..
exactly, same shit as you so well put but hers why
porn/celeb random fap
>no need for excessive searching
ylyl/rekt random chuckle
>no need to find something funny, its there then I rage at lack of content and leave
also pissing into a sea of piss
>your there by my side
as for pic, asking obvious question
started here late 2006-early 2007 left late 2008 - mid 2009, back as of a year ago because I'm running out of fap material, best place to start
are you sure you don't wear a fedora?
Oh, excuse me for scaring you. No, I'm not stalking people living away from me.
Simple, when I'm in a group of people, I can easily see how they behave. Normally, there are persons who are more alpha than others, but psychos are totally different. You can easily spot them once you see some Mr smiles and start paying attention to the way he/she behaves with other people (although it's easier with men, since women are tipically more talkative), and especially, they usually mock the weakest member of their group. If you are nor the most social nor the least, they usually don't notice you. In fact, they want you for their crew of minions that support many of their abuses against others.
In fact, once I managed to be a close friend of one of them. It was like being the right-hand man of a sect leader. Since his behaviour didn't affect me or somebody who looked weak and disgraced, I simply spoiled some of his plots to be in bed with somebody else's gf. It was really effective, just a bit of information to the right person and they catch him trying to flirt with her, and she being foxy. Having their boyfriends being grateful to me and my dear psycho pissed off is enough reward.
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Back in the day sure,but now there is a ylyl thread up 24/7 is always bannana spamed, when it isnt,its the same shit in every thread.they let the last thread die before they make a new some so they dont get existing file.
Same shit its the same fucking shit in there,the same shit i saw back in 2006 the same fucking shit,its boring as fuck
Fappening sure but
It had porn but it wasnt 90% of the threads.Now its just traps,cock,cock rate, cock tribute, cock dom. There is nothing here but porn and sjw
I want to post in epic breads again,i want to see op being a faggot sticking his dick in a skull,sending frogs to the moon,doxxing camwhores to cant clean their room.
I want /b/ again.Its just reddit/tumblr/sjw
I cant leave there isnt anywhere else to go.We gradually saw it change and did nothing as oldfag left to greater pasture.
I've seen it sink 3 times,and its stuck again but its not resurfacing
A lot of people who are bullied become incredibly self-absorbed, mainly because they have so little healthy interaction with other people. They may come to hate themselves, but they will always feel superior to their antagonists, either morally or intellectually, the ego cannot survive the alternative. A person who actually believes he deserves the abuse will kill himself.
I was the quiet kid with his walkman sitting in the corner who everyone was scared of after jeremy by perl jam came out,,moving to the back of the bus with my ipod playing scary music that the teacher had a conference with my parents about.Never over achieving but maintaing a solid b.Upper middle class,wqorked my ass off at home,mowing grass,racking leaves,cleaning the gutters.
>get bullied in school
>know that before the age of 18 all your negative actions affect your parents
>reach 18 years old
>because bullies have connections you can't use any type of peaceful justification
>decide to deal with them one by one illegally by stalking them with a mask and a knife, doing my move at nigh time or when they use shortcuts like passing around blocks
>decide not to kill them because I lack the knowledge and experience when it comes to body disposal
>they are too injured to attempt bullying anymore, some of them even had to undergo heavy treatment.
And that's how you deal with bullies. Fuck the law, this is how you make justice.
>see one of the bullies 4 years later on the street this spring
>I can see his stab mark that I caused on his right hand
This is the best feeling ever.
So you're saying you can spot normal healthy behavior?
Since you cannot get it through your thick autist skull
Psychopathy, also known as—though sometimes differentiated from—sociopathy, is traditionally defined as a personality disorder characterized by enduring antisocial behavior, diminished empathy and remorse, and disinhibited or bold behavior. It may also be defined as a continuous aspect of personality, representing scores on different personality dimensions found throughout the population in varying combinations. The definition of psychopathy has varied significantly throughout the history of the concept; different definitions continue to be used that are only partly overlapping and sometimes appear contradictory.
Antisocial personality disorder (also known as dissocial personality disorder, psychopathy, and sociopathy) is a personality disorder, characterized by a pervasive pattern of disregard for, or violation of, the rights of others. An impoverished moral sense or conscience is often apparent, as well as a history of crime, legal problems, and/or impulsive and aggressive behavior.
Antisocial personality disorder (ASPD) is the name of the disorder as defined in the Diagnostic and Statistical Manual (DSM). Dissocial personality disorder is the name of a similar or equivalent concept defined in the International Statistical Classification of Diseases and Related Health Problems (ICD), where it states that the diagnosis includes antisocial personality disorder. Both manuals have similar but not identical criteria for diagnosing the disorder. Both have also stated that their diagnoses have been referred to, or include what is referred to, as psychopathy or sociopathy, though distinctions are sometimes made.
>sort of true depends when you go on, to me its 50/50 normal/banana then of the normal its like 1/4 chance of seeing a bunch of new shit but as I said, gets old, I rage, I leave. sometimes I get new material and its hilarious. everything else thats satire comedy on youtube etc. I've already seen.
again true but back in 2010, I deleted my porn/4chan folder with some really really good shit in it that is no longer saucable so to me, although a lot of its repeated sometimes theres and edit to make it hilarious
true again but as we all know /b/is shit now so when I say I do these things, my process is this:
>look for straight porn
>open 4 threads in new tab
>leave good ones open
you are referring to moderate bullying; name calling, exclusion. I had full on, physical, punching, pushing, potential life endangerment. people subjected to severe bullying feel inferior and helpless to their fate.
in the case of emotional bullying and taunting, your statement is correct. of course severe bullying is very rare nowadays.
Tell your parents
Tell your teacher,you cant tell me they were in all of your classes at the same time.
Tell the bus driver
Tell family friend when you get home from school
You enabled your self to get bullied and not get help.
If everyone was a nihilistic anarchist you would suddenly be a small fish in an ocean that includes some very big sharks. Your methodology works only because you are acting against the established system in a predatory manner. If everyone used these methods, you would not be attacking unarmed and tactically inept targets, you would be facing the darwinian products of a system of that promotes individual capacity for violence. See how well this shit works in the fucking Congo or ISIS occupied Syria.
>told parents was told to punch him
>teachers cant do shit
>bus driver was a dick, did his job went home
Bingo, right on the money. I did indeed enable my attackers and over a certain period of time, with the influence of friends, I dealt with it.
this is the best method because the victim needs to regain control of their lives, they need to feel empowered, they need to stand up for themselves or life will stomp them into the ground.
>didnt punch.one punch can be enough
>teachers can do shit,if you have marks from beatings,they can do alot of shit
If you allowed it for more then one grade,thats a YOU problem,not a world problem.
You have the entire summer to get help
LaVeyan Satanism doesn't have to do with nihilism or anarchy. To make it simple: anytime a person disturbs someone, especially by violence, the victim has the right to fight back and beat the shit out of the person that brings prejudices.
Being nihilistic and anarchistic is my nature. That's how I live.Like you said, it's effective against the established system. Not to mention the fact that nobody expects the victims to actually retaliate in this manner.
I only mentioned the original satanism because the eleven satanic rules would make the world a better place if everybody followed them. I wouldn't need to act the same way anymore.
However it does mean that I would need to change my tactic related to dealing with life since a new type of antagonist might arise.
never said it was a world problem. as I said I dealt with it but it was actually gaining the strength and bravery to actually hit them. I allowed it for about one or two grades but during that time I was living in a upper-class neighborhood, only once I moved back to my lower class neighbor hood with my delinquent friends was I encouraged by them to fight back, recieved no encouragement from parents. I was only a child, I was not responsible.
teachers can do a lot of shit, now. they couldnt back then. their opinion was deal with ith. If you got a good teacher who actually cared about the kids, then maybe theyd tell your parents but that was it.
but thanks to anti bullying kids dont get the chance to fight back, if you are suspected of bullying, your in deep shit
Been there. I got beat up, and when it wasn't being punched or kicked, I was being casually thrown into walls, lockers, monkeybars. I learned how to duck and weave and get from classroom to classroom as fast as possible. There were safe zones where the teachers could see and blind spots you needed to rush past. I never sat at the front, that left my back exposed, I sat in the back and moved my desk slightly so the teacher always had line of sight. I lived walking distance away, but I ran those 2km every fucking day full tilt. I never kept anything in my locker because that wasn't a safe zone, the locker was a trap, a vision blocking distraction, a place they could wait at to catch me. I learned how to climb, how to hide, how to run. If I wasn't fast enough they would hurt me. They went for body blows, no visible marks, so I wore very baggy clothes in multiple layers to absorb impact and foul their strikes. I learned how to look worse than I was after, how to bite my cheeks and bleed so they would get nervous they'd gone too far. I learned how to cry, how to wimper and sob. I learned how to make it hurt less when they caught me. It still hurt, but not as badly. Instead of cracked ribs and torn ligaments I just got bruises. It's kind of scary looking back on that time now. I was an elementary school kid for fuck's sake.
I feel ya op i was bullied it sucks. From when i could remember to highschool started. Got into theater and punk rock in hs. Fixed alot. You cant blame the past fight thru that shit brother. Plus look up some of your bullies i bet a lot of them have shit lives. Two of my bullies got arrested having sex with eachother in a park bathroom.
Sorry OP stupidity must be appointed, we can no longer let stupidity roam free, this is the yell from stupid people not wanting anyone else to point the fact they're stupid to the bone.
Only stupid snowflakes thinks that "bullying" do really exist, kids my days never say such a faggoty word, they resolve the things the way they could and is a part of life it self like defining who's a fucking beta from winners.
Grow up, man up pussy.
P.S. there's a lot of faggotry on this thread much samefag responses trying to convince people bullying is! a thing.
Was a transferee back then and had a similar story but the kid was a bully after his parents died.
Kinda was a pussy not to standup for myself back then but you Just had to feel sorry for the guy. Just took the bullying for several years. Every time i see him i just get this instinctive brace position where you get ready to protect yourself.
>sat at the back of the class room lol
(back to my comment about teachers not doing shit)
I was assigned a seat at the back corner of the room as part of a two desk seating arrangement. teacher assigned bully next to me. bully was between me and the rest of the class. you can guess what he did when no one was looking
I ran into a former high school bully a few years after I graduated and was back home from college. He was a drunk living on the streets, hanging outside the bar I was at with friends. He recognized me and start talking shit, shoved me and I knocked his ass down and gave him a good thumping. I'm not the small kid he fucked with in high school anymore. I almost felt bad for him. Almost.