It's just nice to know I'm not alone. Feels thread
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Only a fool would take anything posted here as fact.
Only a fool would take anything posted here as fact.
It's just nice to know I'm not alone.
Feels thread please. Come vent.
love you bro
full homo
>>675531200
In the middle of solving a complex problem.
>>675531472
Wow. Been a while since I heard this.
>>675531694
How so?
>>675531200
just found better porn vid after i already finished fapping
>Gay
>Dont admit it to self
>Daddy issues
>Drug addicted scum at 12
>Ruined brain with synthetic shit and pills
>Tried to kill dad
>Quit school
>Older now
>Mentally ill
>Ruined education
>Everything is harder
>Feel like shit
>Living the life I wasnt meant to have
>Random emotional breakdowns
>Should of been a doctor
>Became scum instead.
>All because of being a dumb 12 yo drug addict with daddy issues
>>675532477
are you sure you are gay?
>Break up with gf yesterday
>she wasnt to bad but she was a bitch a lot and kept trying to seperate me and my friends
>told her i was gonna go out with my friends last night
>she flipped
>tell her i canceled multiple plans with them for you
>"so you coulda hung out with them yesterday but you didnt thats your fault"
>tell her were over
>leave
>5 hours of back and forth texting later
>shes basically insulting me, telling me to kill myself
>tell her to fucking quit texting me and to leave me alone
>she finally does
>cant stop thinking about how much of a mistake i made
why the fuck do i feel like this she was a cunt, yet i wish she was still mine.
>>675531996
i know that feel /b/ro
>>675532477
your life story doesn't end now you fucking faggot
quit drugs, seek healing, get good job, go back to studying and quit whining
>>675531733
I love you too you beautiful faggot
full homo too
>>675531200
I'm here for you buddy
>>675532477
You you can go ahead and kill yourself
>>675533046
get over it, you deserve better if she did all that to you for such a simple thing to deal with
>>675532477
maybe you took the wrong drugs
try better drugs?
>be me
>be dating an alcoholic
>doesn't drink everyday but he binge
>I have no problem with him drinking but I hate seeing him depressed when hungover
>I want to help him but I don't know how
>I can't tell him to stop because I met him like that
>if he can't help himself, no one can
>I just want to spend, at least, 50 more years with him.
>be me
cont.?
>>675533364
Full fledge fucking homo dude.
I love you on the high key.
>>675534006
>if he can't help himself, no one can
this is terribly wrong,
having someone helping you is the best way to quit an addiction
>>675534205
Do you want to marry me? Because we are so fucking gay right now.
>this thread
>>675534440
fucking hell ya dude. I got some good dank dank (If you know what I mean) We can elope. Don't have to deal with woman and their bullshit. Just two dudes chilling, making love. (We can fuck too)
>>675534861
we can go full homo whenever we want and don't have to deal with the problems gfs bring around. Hell yeah let's do it!
dont be sad , friiiiend
>>675534946
>>675535028
this was me.
>>675535216
fuck off faggots
>>675534424
I can't force him to stop. I feel like I'd push him away if I start bugging him about it.
>>675535216
Where do you wanna hold the wedding?
>>675535220
It's all I know.
>>675535789
>>675535745
I don't know. Let's do it somewhere where we can go full homo and be romantic!
>>675536055
California?
>>675535731
he could even be hoping you could do something for him, you should -at least- test the waters.
besides, if he really does love you there should be no problem whatsoever, love doesn't fall apart so easily,
and helping our partners in their need should be our duty
>>675535789
why are you so sad? im the fairy kitty, im going to help you
>>675536152
I'm scared because I met him like that. I actually like when he's drunk because that's when he's happy. I like seeing him happy. When he's sober, he a walking stress. He just can't stop worrying which drives him to drink.
>>675536126
yes! If I ever get to visit the USA I hope you will be there, waiting for me.
>>675536731
I am in halifax,NS my friend
>>675534006
I wish someone would care for me like that.
I want to be happy but I can't lie to myself anymore.
>>675533046
>stagesofgrief.jpg
My very close friend just killed himself.
Alright OP since you asked I'll tell you a story about my shitty love life
>be me, 16, band fag
>at my high schools basketball game, playing generic pop songs in Pep Band
>the only free time we get to walk around and talk to friends is third quarter
>halftime ends and I decide to go down to concessions to buy something
>see qt 3.14, qt 3.14 sees me
>ohshit.jpg
>seen her around school before but never really acknowledged her or talked to her
>after I buy something at concessions her somewhat annoying friend comes over to me and says qt wants to talk to me
>ohshitohshitohshit.png
>walk awkwardly over to table where qt is standing
>qt says hi
>"hey" I say as my testicles descend
> I sit down next to her and we talk about school or something and how we've always wanted to talk to each other or something
>3rd quarter ends, have to go back to stands
>"wait, anon! what's you're phone number?"
>give qt phone number and we text and smile at each other for the rest of the game across the court
>game ends, go home, start texting qt, getting flirtatious
A couple weeks pass and qt and I really like each other and are comfortable with calling each other babe, cutie, cringe worthy names, etc.
>ask qt to come over for first time, tell her my parents won't be home
>says her parents are okay with it
>hell yeah
>qt arrives at my house via qt's mom
>put on Netflix, get blankets, cuddle next to each other
>feelsgoodman.jpg
>next thing I know me and qt are making out with my hand on her tit
>middle of makeout session "anon, I... I down know how else to describe it but... I think I'm in love with you"
>hasn't been that long with her but she makes me pretty happy "I love you too qt"
>keep making out until she has to go
>happiest I've ever been in my life with qt
>weeks pass and I'm scared because she's getting distant
>one day after school she says she wants to talk to me
>cantbegood.jpg
>"anon... I don't know how to say this but... Im not ready for a relationship"
>feelsbad.png
>>675537310
Is it really that hard to find a decent chick? My bf is 43. I'm 30.
>>675537104
And I'm an Germony Eurofag. But if I get to visit the US I will find you. And I will marry you.
>do awesome in highschool
>dad dies while in senior year
>family falls apart
>mom goes to mental institution
>sister is in college
>get out of high school and inherit a house
>nonstop pussy
>knock a girl up
>she has a mental illness
>join the marine corps (0861)
>friends die in afghanistan, etc
>get back from war, 4 year contract over, and work a job at $30k salary as a civilian
>my son's mom gets addicted to pills, I get custody
>son's mom gets treatment, court approves her as primary custodian after 3 years of myself doing the right thing
>my mom kills herself after years of getting fixed
>sister in rehab for alcoholism
>all alone in this 3 bedroom house
>work 9-5, get off work, sit on the internet
>12 beers deep, 32 years old, 10 year old son I see one day a week... a boring, wasteful life
PLEASE /b/, I know i didn't have the worst life ever, and I know it's too late to fix the past. But what do I do?
should I just get the fuck out of here and start over?
I'm a genuinely good guy and I work hard
>>675536559
well I'm just an anon on the internet, I can't force you to do anything, but know this:
that's not how he should be living, beer is not where he should find his happiness.
if he stops drinking, maybe he'll be a walking stress at first, but you should support him, and after that stage you should help him find non-artificial peace and happiness, by then, 50 years won't look as far as it does now
>>675537502
>spend weeks missing her and wondering if she's thinking about me
>turns out she got with another guy
>claims she's happier than she's ever been
>been depressed ever since
what do /b/?
>>675537502
>>675537843
Adapt or die.
>>675537709
yes, get the fuck out of there and start over.
screw turning the page, get a whole new book
>>675537843
Gather everything that reminds you of her
Get really fucking drunk
Cry all night
Get over that bitch you deserve better
>>675537762
I'm always there for him. He saved me when I almost an hero last year. I want to save him from his inner demons. We're planning on eloping some time this year.. I don't know if it's gonna happen because we're both terrible planners. Married or not, I just want to be with him when he needs me.
>>675538234
Thanks anon I'll take your advice and try my utmost
>Mfw he said the reich would last 1000 years
>>675537592
canada my friend
>>675538451
reach out for a future you can look back at this and smile in relief
>>675538814
Still engaged?
>lonely
>introverted
>live with grandparents
>generally anxious
>hasn't changed in 8 years
i want to go back in time and fix everything...
>>675538731
I am sorry for me being a retard. I just now realised that it is infact Canada and not the US. Well fuck me.
>>675531200
It's way worse to be with people that make you feel alone
>>675538855
Thanks, anon. I'll talk to him next time I see him.
>>675538899
No.
She cheated on me.
>>675538627
That honestly helped me when I lost a very close friend. I'm just not entirely sure if it was the alcohol or the crying but it helped. Best of luck.
Can someone tell me what it feels like to be loved
>manic depressive
>stop taking meds
>4 months of things going fine
>different facets of life have ups and downs but generally I feel good
>have an episode last night
>came extremely close to taking the remainder of my old meds to od
>get frustrated since my dad did the same thing years back and I barely saved his life
>punch a hole straight through my wall and just cover it up with one of my posters
>hand is all fucked up so I skip band practice for the day
>girl im dating is being weird for the last week or so
>today I will ignore everyone so I can try to get my shit together
>considering taking a break from everything or having time to cope/get my head back together
im realizing once I have an episode regardless of my meds the stress is unbearable
im well rounded, attractive and have everything I could want outside of what's obvious or tangible
what do?
I dont want meds again
I dont want therapy
I dont wanna talk to someone
I dont need anything obvious
is it a learning experience?
does it ever get better?
am I just a pussy or overthinking things?
I have a serious mental illness that feels almost non existent at times until it scares the living fuck out of me and then I get embarrassed or weird about it
I know for a fact alcohol, drugs, caffeine, sleep and certain social situations strongly affect it
Should I make a strong move of avoiding or having more control on that?
I'm only 21 and the whole flip of being a very likable person to feeling like I really really dont want to live is really starting to bum me out
I'm even uncomfortable imagining someone I know would read this
or that no one would wanna hear or deal with it in person and just give me some obvious reassurance
>>675531200
As long as you're here you're not alone we care about you
Why do I fall in love with every woman I see who shows me the least bit of attention.
>>675531200
She left me because she's a muslim and I'm white so her parents hated me
I'll never get over her
>>675539015
>i want to go back in time and fix everything...
faggot why don't you fix the present so your future is good?
there's nothing that binds your personality, there's nothing holding you into the "introverted, lonely and anxious" way of life, quit whining and do something about your life.
become the way you wanted to be today if you could fix your past, there is nothing holding you, after all
>>675539411
I don't think I can. I have been in a few relationships but in I never felt like they really cared for me more than for anything else. So I guess I'm another Anon asking how does it feel to be loved?
>>675531996
That's horrible.
I'm learning to not drink myself to liver and kidney pains finally /b/. Talked to an old friend earlier and she spat some fire at me and made me realise how cold everyone is. I just want to be awake for more than 4 hrs at a time and stop having seizures/burping so much.
>>675539206
Fucking bitch! I was engaged once too. I got pregnant but it didn't matter at that time because we were getting married anyway..we'd be a family.. Or so I thought. He cheated on me. When I took him to court for the custody, he asked for a paternity test. He cheated and he wanted a paternity test. Go the fuck ahead. He signed all the parental rights over to me. If really love our child, he'd fight for half of the custody. but he didn't.
>>675538007
It sounds bad but this is what you need to do
>>675539815
Im sorry to hear anon, may you find love sometime soon
>tfw my 9/10 cousin married a black dude
>tfw she left our family and moved 3000 to live with him
>tfw she got pregnant from him
>tfw our family disowned her and removed her from the will
>tfw her husband cheated and left her
>tfw she's stuck with a niglet 3000 miles away from home
>tfw no feel
Burn the coal pay the toll. Serves you right ya bitch
>>675531200
I regularly have a daily thought of putting a slug into my temple.
Still haven't done it.
Everyday is a possibility.
I'm almost ready.
>>675539474
I would hear you and thoroughly invest time into helping you, anon.
But, in all serinousness, there are three things I want you to do:
>stop overthinking everything
>take long walks on areas with low people density
>take cold showers
those are my dead serious advices, the rest is up to you
>>675537709
Well it's not all bad you have a son.
I have nothing....
...only dreams
>>675540167
thank you anon. I hope whatever is going on in your life right now will end up in your favor.
>>675531200
I have no life. I spend all day on the internet. I'm suicidal as all hell and I have been for months. My friends forgot about me. Boyfriend cheated on me. I keep having horrible nightmares where everyone I love is being killed and I have nobody to talk to. Nobody understand and nobody will listen without judging or thinking I'm a psychopath.
>>675537709
Dude. You're 32. Fuuuuuuck.
I'm 25 years OLDER than you dude. That was 3 Lifetime's ago.
>be me
>35 yrs old (yes, faggies, I'm ancient and on /b/ kissmyass.jpg
>divorce bitch wife
>business goes to hell
>lose company, no wife
>no house because I gave it to wife (dumbshit)
>figure at 35 my life is over
>broke. Lose car (sweet BMW)
>consider suicide
>say "fuck it" one day, go out to bar.
>meet 20 yr. old
>take her home, fuck like rabbits
>wind up getting married to 20 yr old
>pump out 2 kids
>bestthingieverdid.png
>start new business, takes off like gangbusters
>but big monster-size house, go on family vacations every year to Hawaii
>20 years in, wife runs off with another dude.
>notagain.org
>tell wife "fuck YOU" and keep all money and houses. Wife cheated, so state I live in still has adultery laws.
>feelsgoodman
>just me and the kids.
>wonder if I'll ever find another woman
>start going out again - match.com, tinder.
>jesus christ, now I got 24 year olds.
>nothingchanged.org
>fucking 24 year olds, living in my big ass house, playing baseball with my kids.
>never would have guessed at 35 this could be possible.
>remember this old man's story, /b/ro's. Life aint over until you fucking die.
True story. inb4 "fucking old faggot"...
>>675540524
>>675540731
why don't you try fixing what you said on the beggining, anon?
>I have no life. I spend all day on the internet.
that's not exactly easy to overcome but definetly possible, and it should be the first step into dealing with your other problems
>>675540081
This is the worst. I know the fell...and it's killing me because sometimes I think it is my fault.
People who cheat are just cowards.
>>675537709
>Good person
>Posts on /b/
Fucking idiot.
>>675540877
Good on you dude!
>fucking old faggot
>>675540489
thank you so much
I just started tearing up and I dont really know why
that advice is really simple and I feel like ive read it here before
my goal is to do exactly that today/tonight
honestly what do you think it is outside of some physical plane?
life is so damn beautiful and I couldnt ask for more
I was born to just sort of deal with this from time to time?
my father and his father have attempted multiple suicides
I havent yet
im so damn scared my kid(s) will deal with this shit too
im scared itll ruin relationships or be this constant thing I have following me no matter what
part of me wants the force of help but I cant do that especially if it means risking my life
my friends and family have their shit to deal with and I CAN NOT put them through mine too
is someone up there looking down on me thinking youll be alright or please move forward?
because I have the biggest difficulty with just thinking hey can I get through to one of my bestfriends and just cry like a bitch for a second having them tell me im gonna be alright
I just dont know at times and I guess thats the constant
Never my mood or my control
>>675541503
Nah.. She could've ended the relationship if she wasn't happy. Same with my ex. But they chose to cheat. Selfish people. They only think of themselves. How old are you now, if you don't mind me asking?
I am sure I will die by an hero. There is no other way.
>>675541955
Why would you say that?
>>675540877
When I grow up I wanna be just like you.
I'm 28 bdw.
>>675541955
Why do you think so? What destroyed you? Tell us your story /b/ro
>>675541536
Thanks anon. Just trying to spread the message to younger fags. Every time some shit went south in my life, I thought it was over.
Too many times we succumb to the Feels. The truth has been shown to me over and over again in my own life, that nothing is permanent, not the good, not the bad. If you hang around long enough, the wheel will cycle around again.
Nowadays I just try to find the good in every day, or at least, every week.
Example: I got a nice blowjob from a 30 year old yesterday. Went over just to have lunch, and it turned into a sandwich and a BJ. Never would have expected it, but it was appreciated.
Looked up at the sky as I was driving away from her house and just said "thanks!"
True story. Who the fuck knows how this life is supposed to work, but a blowjob is still something to be thankful for. kek.
>>675533046
Fuck that controlling bitch, you did the right move.
>>675541872
Yeah I know... but...sometimes...
She wasn't just my girl or fiance she was my frend.
When she was happy I was happy.
>>675541731
don't doubt there's someone looking out for you and caring about you, from high above too, yeah
don't be afraid to cry over someone else's shoulder, it's way easier to deal with your shit if there's someone by your side.
and as for everything else, I want to reiterate my first advice: don't overthink everything,
love ya bro
>>675542617
You're absolutely right.
I mean.
I fucking hate my life and I want to die more than anything.
But, nothing lasts forever.
So we'll see where it goes.
Best of luck in your blowjob, and sandwich endeavors.
>>675533046
ive been there op, you will think of her for awhile but dont go back on it. no matter what you do, dont go back to her. i know it will feel like shit but if you go back to her you look like a beta moron who doesnt know their shit and she will blow you off
>>675542160
You're already grown up, /b/ro. How I wish I was 28 again. Jeez. I'd grab the world by the balls... Or else I'd just fuck everything up again. kek.
The key thing you got over ancient fags like me is time (and your dick doesn't need a blue pill to get hard, but I digress...). Time is your friend, and when you're old, it's your enemy.
What is funny to me is that every time I talk about being "old" to my 86 year old mother, she laughs at me and says "you're just a baby - I wish I was 57 again!"
Some things never change...
>>675542839
Sure, I was like that with my ex. I respected his privacy because I trusted him.
>>675542915
thank you
whatever its worth you make me thankful to be alive
words can mean a lot especially when you keep it simple
Failing almost all of my classes because I procrastinate and wait too long. that feeling of constant stress is the absolute worst. it's been there forever. i want to go to a good college but i feel like it's not going to happen and i don't know if i can pull up before i crash and burn
>>675542172
Life has been an absurd series of bad luck momentos and pain. I hate where I live, got no money and stuck in a loveless marriage. Cannot see myself working my ass in something I hate just to live by. Aspergers, anxiety, health issues, lost my father early in life, bullied through all of school. Life is not worth it.
>>675540358
>slug into my temple
literally thought u meant releasing a slug into a temple, took me about 3 seconds to leave retard state of mind
I fucking love her. And She has such a good time with me. She's smart, she's funny, and we share all the same interests. She said she loved me. She said she wanted nothing more than to be in my arms. Then she fucking got with that other guy. He's better than me in every way. And It fucking kills me. I'm seriously going to fucking die alone.
>>675543190
It'll get better, /b/ro. Seriously.
Don't hate your life. Make it better. Simplify, focus on the things that bring you joy. Fuck everything else that doesn't.
Maybe after you die, you'll get a better life, or maybe not. I'd place my bet that this is it, and do whatever you can to enjoy what you got, while you got it.
Everyone has been there. Everyone has wanted to die at some point. I'm sure I'm going to feel that way again (big wheel and all), but hey, there was a blowjob and a sandwich in my future a couple of weeks ago, that I didn't know about.
Live in hopes of a blowjob and a sandwich in your own future, Grasshopper. (couldn't resist the last word, since I am starting to sound like Master Po...).
>>675533046
don't unto her tracks again anon, i did that mistake and i got peppersprayed because she was a psycho bitch
>>675543437
That actually sounds pretty familiar.. I know how you feel. Just try to stay strong and find something that makes you happy. Otherwise we'll be two that will do an hero.
>>675543283
Trust..Kek
Well, life can be shit for some people.
>>675543437
Same but no wife?
Why did you get married?
>>675543927
Thanks anon.
Ironically, the best advice I've ever been given.
>>675533046
Trust me bro, it'll get better. You regret it because you feel like you'll never do better than her. But you will.
The greatest thing you have ever done is make yourself truly happy.
Not doing it for anyone, it's your right to live as you choose.
>>675543965
She has stated it is a pretty decent plan to resolve any financial issues. I've got a job contract that will guarantee financial assistance in case of death, regardless of an hero or anything. Plus, in the country I live in, she'd be entitled to a pension fund. She could remain jobless and be okay for a long time. She says It's up to me to decide.
No matter what i do, I can not get a suitable mate as women i find suitable are either in relationships, lesbos (fucking lesbians), or only want sex
>>675544091
Yeah, unfortunately
>>675541514
I'm good person.
I'm white knight, sir.
>>675537843
Stab her
>>675544466
Because she wad the only woman who did not mind my company, let alone existance, for more than an hour. I'm ugly, autistic and very awkward. We were not planning to get married, her family insisted on it and I did not oppose.
>>675540877
You are a saint you oldfag, I needed to hear this man thank you. Sincerely.
>>675545261
Do you have kids?
Why does nothing change the dead feeling I have? Why can't I enjoy anything anymore? Where did the happiness go? I can't take this any longer anons.
>>675545891
How old are you?
>>675540877
YOU'RE A LEGEND MAN
>>675531200
Hey op, your not alone. Just logged on for first time in a while. How's your night going?
>>675545741
No. She can't have kids, which saves US cash in condoms. I'm okay with it, we hoje about how kids fuck up people's lives. We would be shitty parents anyway.
>>675545891
It happens, you go numb. Find a good hobby.
>be me, 17 year old highschool kid
>graduating in 2 months so I should be happy but
>made in love with a girl since gr9
>she seems to have liked all of my friends but me
>hear that she has been made in love with one of my friends for a decent amount of time
>thank god my friend doesn't like her back(but this lil shit might sleep with her cause he can)
>How do I live with knowing we share the same feelings but hers or towards another
>I literally can't stop thinking about her
>I have tried everything at this point
>should I ask her to prom since no one is going with her (yet)
>I don't even know where I am going with this, i'm super lost at this point.
>Death actually seems like a relief.
>fuck this man
>>675546350
Depression? Are you on meds?
>>675546304
I mean joke
>>675537709
You can make it anon, just start over and everything will work out
>>675546453
fuck you need to pay attention in school you sound dumb as shit, stop worrying about a girl that you wont even remember in 2 years.
>>675546541
Yeah, 150mg of flouxitine daily.
>>675546566
Well...good luck, mate. I can't hellp you.
>>675537843
underage faggot
mods ban
>>675538627
Gather everything that reminds you of her and burn it.
>>675539474
mental illness doesn't go away. you can cope but it will always be in your life because it is a part of you. seeking therapy (group therapy imo is best) is a cornerstone to effective coping so that you can win at life. go talk to others going through the same things
life just sucks man
I wish I still cared about things.
I have wonderful friends who love me, but I still feel so alone and worthless. I know it's true in a cosmic sense, but there's nothing I can think of to immediately support the idea that as a living human it is in my best interest to be alive.
None of this matters.
>>675531200
Got sober on feb 1st, started drinking again in the past few days, a day on, a day off, feels terrible, but not really
All of the bros that are here because of a girl come bring it in, time for a hug.
Tell me why are you sad /b/?
>>675531200
I don't know how much longer I can go on honestly
Things get a little bit better and then they somehow fall apart again
I honestly think whatever is after this has to be better for me. It just has to.
Idk, I love all of you guys too even though must of you are probably scumbags like me :D
>>675548271
i want to fucking die
>>675539474
Try meditation or better yoga
>>675548643
then kill yourself, you wake up the next day with vague memories of suicide and with a different colored phone/ house, other small inconsistencies
it doesn't work, i've killed myself over 700 times
>>675548643
Why?
>have gf
>she watched alot of horror movies in her youth
>got real messed up in the head
>had a takeover episode a while ago
>used to hallucinate about faces with black mouths and eyes
>has nightmares
How do I help her with this stuff /b/? I really love her and I want to fucking marry her and spend the rest of my life with her, but with this... I don't know if she will break on the way or not
>>675549324
how does that even work anon?
>>675548271
best gif ever
>>675549869
horror movies even at a young age won't fuck you up that profoundly. She was already loopy.
Just be there for her man, you can't help her with anything that's inside her own head.
>>675550508
No this is.
>Be black
>Be sole (ty football)
>Have an awesome job in finance at a large corporation in predominantly Caucasian area far from friends and family
>Deal with racist bullshit all the time.
>Can't get angry because then you're a stereotype.
>Can't find gf because I'm not into trashy or fat Caucasian women. They seem to think I am though -_-
Only way out is grad school and a promotion. Wish me luck guys.
>>675550908
This, the worst thing you could do to her is leave
>>675549869
Tell her about /b/ in 2 weeks she will be ok
>>675540081
Tits or gtfo
I'm 31 and still live with my parents. I used to drive a semi and was in an accident up near Chicago. Long story short I fucked up my back real bad had several surgeries. I now have permanent nerve damage in both my legs because of said back injuries..I have no girlfriend no friends that live close to me, and no kids. Life is not worth living.
>>675551467
Fuck off, kid
>>675548271
No one has ever said i love you to me.....
>>675551618
i love you anon
>>675551577
you should buy a scuba suit and become Kick Ass, duh
>>675551618
Well, I love you anon!
>>675551600
Dubs don't lie. I'll fuck off.
>>675551904
fuck off nigger I said it first!
>>675551811
Never seen that movie. Don't know what you're referencing.
>>675551816
I'm looking, newfag
Even my friends don't care anymore
>>675552142
Not new been here since 2008.
>>675552413
Kek
>>675551992
Fuck you! I'm so white even my dick is small.
>>675552491
Once a newfag always a newfag, newfag
>>675552112
he fucks up his nerve endings, and gets a gf because he's kick ass!
but yeah realtalk sorry dude, I recently had to move back in with my parents too, missus of 5 years dumped me and took the house. you're not alone
>>675552413
What a surprise.
>>675552753
Sorry to hear that. At least we're not homeless.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5OUP_Z3iZPs
Hope this will cheer you up even for just a little, anons
>>675542617
You are the dream Anon. Thank you.
>>675551081
Make me happy /b/
I have bad anxiety,but never with her. She's the antidote to this gay earth. The panacea that cures my sickness. Then she tried to swallow a bag of peanut M&Ms and choked to death.
> I cry to sleep every night thinking about her smile...
>>675553021
yeah that's true. I get it though, it's a knock to your independence.
you beat me in one way though dude: I'm 35 and I still can't drive
>>675540877
you are an inspiration.
also how reaffirming of lifes goodness is it to keep fucking 18 - 20 yos as you get older.
i figure its only possible cus at that age literally every female is gullible and has idiotic opinions. yet at that same age most women also start to get vocal and secure in their belief that they are " mature for their age" kek
>>675531996
Just found a better girlfriend after I already finished tapping.
>>675550908
>>675551306
Yeah she probably always had the crazy eyes
Thanks anon I will
I will always be there for her
>>675532915
Come check for me.
Slowly realizing my constantly being critical of things is what has driven everyone away.
Regardless of how screwed up a thing actually is, people don't like hearing about it.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0Z5RWkxdiQM
have some lulz anons
>>675533046
Literally my life right now. You're not alone guy.
>>675553591
Did you fuck her one last time?
>>675553926
trips checked
>>675534131
No, that about does it for me.
>>675553591
Why did you let her try to sallow the whole bag Anon!!! Haven't you been on FB in the past year? Every other post is about how dangerous a whole bag of Peanut M&Ms is, there been a confirmed number of 100,000 deaths from a whole bag of peanut M&Ms. Come on Anon you have nobody to blame but yourself.
>>675537457
Sorry anon.
>>675554095
fucking kek wtf
>mariowariowarewadawowaooo
>>675553605
Yeah, it sucks. Did you grow up in a big city like New York? Or are you just afraid to drive?
>i asked out a girl after 8 years not asking anyone out
>girl rejected me
>okay.jpg
>>675552739
>>675548017
Fuck your man on man hugs. I want that woman. Eh, but I'll still hug.
>>675554307
I have peanut allergies, so it was an impossibility
>>675554480
Ever since that fateful night, I have vowed to get rid of this world of all peanut products. I have traced every single descendet of washington carver and is ready to dig up this peanut epidemic from it's roots. Deus Vault.
>>675554889
so ask another one out tomorrow
>>675554095
That shit id fucking retarded but my sides are now gone
>>675550027
I fucking wish I knew.
>8 year old relationship
>last year I met a girl
>we made friends
>thinking about let her met my boyfriend so he could have more friends because she was cool
>they met
>since then, he's interested in her all day and I'm just the stupid crybaby behind him all day
>she's not interested in him.. she's a whore
>we made threesome because I tought that's all what he wanted
>wrong.jpg
>he doesnt even like a fucking picture of me on facebook
>he does things with her that he never did with me
>I'm always waiting for hin to do anything together, watch movies, play videogames, jerk off, whatever
I feek fucking dead inside......... I cant even eat....
>>675555392
George Washington Carver didnt make the peanut, he had wooden teeth and couldnt lie. You dunce it was snoopy and his idiot friends that made those fucking peanuts go fuck with them
>>675554869
nah, britfag.
>discovered girls tail end of high school
>went to college, more girls
>left home at 18, went to university
>discovered drugs
>4 years drugs and girls
>work various live in jobs, everything's nearby
>money goes on partying
>back to uni, MA
>more drugs and girls
>phd, travel all over the place, funded
>again, drugs
>meet 9/10 on travels
>eventually buy house together
>stay together 5 years
>she already drives so no need to learn, really
>more drugs, together
>she eventually dumps me for some cunt
>move back, having never learnt to drive
I'm not a junkie btw, I just experimented a lot. psychs, stims that sort of stuff.
>>675556213
Really? Then how do you explain that time when he crossed the potomic to fight off the hessains for their peanut blue prints? He's connected to it somehow and you can't change history to lay it on snoopy. you're just putting a ball where his feet never was.
>25 stuck living at home still
>graduate university finally in a few weeks
>live with my dad and his girlfriend
>his girl friend at every opportunity attempts to nit pick everything i do wrong in her eyes
>trying to get me kicked out of the house as soon as possible
>It is starting to fuck with my mental state as for the past 2 years the only conversations i have had in this house have been about me failing at life
>makes me feel like shit for attempting to better myself instead of just doing construction for the rest of my life
>sad thing is my dad's girl friend can't even hold down a part time job for a month before she quits and I let her get to me
idk what the hell to do, I just can't not feel like shit for the choices in life i have made
>>675556654
What the fuck are you going on about. Everybody knows that Lucy would pull the peanut away at the last second before Charlie Brown could kick that fucking demon spawn that Snoopy made out of their lives. Lucy being the evil cunt she was Stole the Peanut and used it as black mail. Leave the first US President George Washington Carver out of this mess.
My best friend likes me and i like him back. After graduating hes moving states and so am i. Im sad because i wont have any more friends(im shy and trust issus. Plus people ssssuck!) And he will. I finally realized that life is short and ill be lonely forever. Learned about saturn moon matrix too amd i kinda believe it. Have a good day and life thanks !
>>675542617
Yeah, but I just wanna have a happy relationship.
Is that so damn hard to find?
>>675557826
Get her nudes and make it look like she cheating on your dad, or you could just fuck her thats what shes been waiting for this whole time.
>>675558192
This
>>675558192
totally, I would rather blow my brains out
>>675539411 being loved is like having a net catch you when your falling deep into depression, then it slingshots you back up
>>675558393
She can blow you too if thats what you want
>>675556296
doesn't sound too bad anon. I mean, getting dumped always sucks but you've had a pretty good time having fun right?
>>675557855
>>675546453
>made in love
I miss Osama
There's an infantile aspect of my psyche that keeps gnashing around the skull and it's easily chained by a woman who gracefully makes me feel feeble,
Unfortunately my affection for her lives and dies within the recesses of my mind, and is soured by the yearning to control her.
I am impotent and disparaged, carelessly pissing away opportunity after next as my creative life force is drained by the world around me.
Adulthood has proven harsh and unfulfilling.
Now that I can be locked away in prison for years over trivial nonsense reality seems to be seeping through the cracks of my fingers, which desperately try to mend the youthful idealism that kept me propelled for so long.
I am uncertain as to whether or not this growth will return me to a state of peace, or if I am damned to trudge between these beasts called men in dire search of refuge.
Disregard that.
I suck cocks.
>>675540266
Damn
>>675559292
Barack Osama is still alive he was in Cuba tomorrow
>>675558393
Fuck her
Blackmail her
Profit
Why aren't you with your friends, anon?
>>675559869
I'm.....
>>675559869
because im to smart too be with friends none of them ar on a intellectual that im on
I'd like to share my stories and all my feels with your guys, but I don't even know where to begin.
I just want it all to end, I cannot go on much longer, I feel like I'm loosing my mind, like I'm just going in circles.
I wish I had died in the car accident, my parents would't have to have their only son kill himself ;_;
>>675559869
You guys are my friends
>>675559714
This seem like his only option at this point.
>>675559869
cause I dont have friends
>>675559869
because it's 3:15 in the fuckin mornin and I'm on an acid comedown
>>675559869
Because I make everyone uncomfortable, can't wriggle between the tension, am too neurotic not to try and exterminate any external influences that I seem unsanitary, whore sympathy with drug abuse, and generally use them to fulfill grandiose, sadistic fantasies.
>>675537709
>What do I do?
Seize the means of production, of course.
>>675560492
maybe you should take a shower
>>675560411
Nice dubs, mah nigga
FRIENDS FRIENDS FRIENDS!! How do u get friends! All myfriends have bullied me , lied , left me , or used my things like money. Thet dont think about me. They keep me up all night talking avout their problems and the moment that I talk they say shit like "im going to sleep. Goodnight thanks" . How do friends work? Everyone else either ignores me , spred rumors , humiliate me for being shy or just take my shit! Im crying. My parents always hit each other. I switched school so many times because my mom left and came back to my dad
. My mom would take out her anger on me. I want to die. No one ever loved me but i did. I ve seen how short life is and learnef to use phycology on people. I have a belief that once a person dies they go to an other dimension ( conspiracy theorist here :^)). I just wanna dir but im too scared. Im not the only one right?
>>675561050
Weird. I will though, and read more.
>>675560262
Find fb pass and post pics
>>675561517
You have lazers coming out of yur foking eyz m8 lik ur focking goodziller or sumting m8
I know this is stupid and vain but it kills me how unattractive I am. I'm ok looking but once any woman gets to know me I can just feel how...not their type I am. It's like this with everyone i meet. I know I'm eccentric and short and not buff or anything. I'm not expecting anything either.
It just kills especially when things get said. Whenever people joke about a girl and me the response is always an instant "eeeew." Like I said I'm not expecting women to drool over me and I get that I'm not anyone's type more than a friend...I just wish I couldn't feel it so intensely. Every word every friendship just screams "you are not appealing at all"
Everyday I care about life less, how does one care again?
>>675561854
Lol thanks m8. Really cheered me up. Have a good day and life :"^)
>>675561613
>I seem unsanitary
You might smell, just clean up a bit and you'll have the ladies flocking
>>675560149
>>loosing
>>675561786
I can't look at her without feeling like im going to vomit, but I love watching my dad plow her. I watch them fuck through the key hole
I broke up with my girlfriend (together since january 10th from last year) today.
The reason is I'm 22 and she's 33.
I of course didn't tell her that.
During the talk she told me "It's OK, I'm used to it.".
That absolutely crushed my soul and now I'm drunk in bed after crying like a little bitch for an hour
always had family, never had ohana
i'm the only surviving latino in the family after my father committed suicide when i was 14, white family never been there for me, despite me always supporting them through everything
i have crippling social anxiety and depression due to past mistakes fucking with my mind and they won't lift a finger to help when i ask despite me bending over backwards for them in the past
they always act all happy families, but in their subconcious they reject me, i have no contact with dad's side of the family, no close friends that are like family to talk to, i would take the secret inheritance stash i got from my father (6gs) but i can't even go into a barbers to ask for a haircut my anxiety is so bad
i'm feeling trapped /b/, i am trapped in a family that undermines me, i'm nearly 20 with no independence, no qualifications, just 6gs and big dreams
all i ever wanted was ohana, close family/friends with the same interests, people i can relate to, love eachother unconditionally, ride or die ohana, but it can not happen under these conditions
i just wanna go /b/, i don't wanna go out, i wanna go away and find the friends and confidence i need, maybe even find my 'real' family, but i don't know what to do, what do i do?
>>675561854
u fookin wot m8?!?
>>675561922
Same thing happens to me anon. I think I'm good looking until girls actually get to know me better and believe me I guess my looks are the reason why girls don't want to have a long-term relationship.
>>675562392
>I watch them fuck through the key hole
You need help
>>675561922
Attractiveness is based upon confidence. I used to feel like you, was really depressed in general etc. Failed school, lied to parents. Long story short, they found out, changed school, new friends, live in collective, got social, eventually girlfriend, now I can't believe I ever had those problems. They're all in your head.
>>675562674
HE NEE SUM MILLK
>>675562494
Wot do u meen are u thik or sumthing i wrote clear as dai u need sum glases or sumthing m8
>>675562573
You look like a gypsy.
>>675562674
Thats why i watch them fuck daddy took away my computer time because i gave his computer all sorts of viruses from all naked laddies
>>675562921
>is Mexican-American
I'm not that weird fucking shit.
>>675531694
A problem called life
>>675562147
Deem*
I don't want that though.
Plus I have mad intimacy issues and don't even want to initiate a relationship with anyone until their fixed, but I feel like by then I'll be a wizard.
I'm going to watch star trek tng and sleep.
Fuck this life....
>>675563136
get rid of that fucking flat top who do you think you are Guile
>>675563462
Goodnight:^)
>>675562757
That's the thing. I am social. I have friends. I'm happy being weird me. I know I'm different and not everyone's cup of tea. I just wish I wasn't reminded about it all the time.
I don't know maybe I do need to change shit up in my life. I'll be moving to a new city this year so I think I'll take ur advice and try throwing myself out there.
Thanks anon.
>>675563384
Wizards aren't real i went to harry potter world and all of the shit in the movie was fake, so much for it being a documentary
>>675531200
>>675563136
Yeah, this>>675563507
>>675531200
>nice to know I'm not alone.
I've never felt that way and neither has anyone else. Something must be wrong with you, OP. You should probably kill yourself.
>>675563507
It's a side part.
>>675563604
He never said that you should throw yourself in front of a bus Anon please don't kill yourself
Memes are consuming the planet. I don't know whether to go down fighting or accept it
>>675564099
Lol
>Show girl no affection
>She wants to fuck so bad
>Show her the slightest bit of affection
>she practically sprints out of my life
>work for retail store
>see moderately attractive girl
>She's looking all around and can't find what she's looking for
>"Is there something I can help you find?"
>"nah"
>"Okay, if you need anything, let me know"
>"..."
>fuck off back to doing what I was doing
>a minute later
>"Hey, where's the --?"
>Turn around
>she's asking a co-worker
I give up
>>675563753
I guess I could get used to that.
>>675564250
[Funny banana meme]
>>675531816
Acquiring stimulation until I can come up with a viable solution and put it into effect.
>>675564368
Are all movies fake? when ever I watch them they seem so real then i ind out they're fake and cry for hours. Hollywood is always crushing my dreams.
>>675564354
She felt you stare raping her from the moment she walked in. Try not to be such a creep next time cis scum
>>675532477
Drug addict at 12?!? Your father deserves to die.
i spend every waking moment thinking about my ex. i love her so much and i dont know how people can jus be cut out of lives like this. my parents fucking hate me, i hate my job, i have no friends and i hate my college, but I got a full ride so i have to go. every day i sit there waiting and wishing that someone just for once would text me or call me just because they were genuinely interested in me. id fucking kill for that shit man. but im alone. posting on b, trying to find something to make me smile. i want to die but i lack the courage to do it. idk what to do.
>>675565041
Have to occasionally take multiple looks at people to see if they may or may not need help at different periods. Wasn't staring, sorry to women everywhere for how I've offended them by doing my job.
>>675561517
I'm tired of seeing this type of shit,( And I am intensely bored)
Be my friend.
Actually, If anyone need a friend, write to this address:
[email protected]
>>675564808
They're useful tools for social engineering and character generation, even if their reactions are calculated as opposed to spontaneous, but I don't know where authenticity would reside if that's the case.
>>675565975
I will THANKS !
>>675565853
So you consider sexual harassment your job? Your lucky that I don't know what retailer you work for or else I would file a complaint about you rapeish behavior.
>>675531200
Yea I'm right there with ya. Too many things don't make sense. The worst part is that no matter how shit everything gets I keep looking up. As if it will get better
>>675531200
I feel like I am being used by my friend
>>675565679
Cannabis man
>12 years old
>Grandma dies from cancer due to smoking
>drive up a hill to spread her ashes and give one last goodbye
>crying in the truck heavily next to my grandpa and mother
>both of them look at me as if I am not sincere and am told to stop it
>keep crying the same at which point my grandpa hits me as hard as he can
>get to the top of the hill and am the only one to willingly spread her ashes
>get yelled at for not spreading them "correctly" tho no one will
>after that day I have not cried once
>>675566575
Start to fuck him in his ass too, friendship is about sharing
>>675543836
I hate it but I'm in the same boat. Except I know I have a bigger dick. (She showed me) He just uses it better by beating her and slapping the shit out of her. Things I said I couldn't do in bed
>>675566897
She gave you a free pass to beat the shit out of her. why didn't you take it?
>>675566761
idk how to get any. parents are super conservative and would kick me out. also im a pussy fuck
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bZ5Wwx2T_wg
>>675566811
Is it possible to be addicted to weed? He only hangs out with me to smoke weed.
>>675567101
If your in school ask the kids you know smoke, most of they time they only want BJs in return. I thinks a fair deal
i have problems with commitment.
>>675537709
0311 here. Remember your brothers friend. No matter how much shit life puts us through, you have your brothers in arms. Stupid and moto but sticking close to my good friends I've made is helping me through this nasty divorce I'm going through.
>>675567249
If you lace it with some other shit it will be. If you want to tell if hes addicted see if he'll suck your dick for some
>>675567667
Same here man.
I love to keep balance with people but then my more hideous traits begin to surface and I'm either ostracized or flee.
>>675567965
Thank you, but still not sure
>>675569036
If he'll suck your dick? Ifs hes a good friend he would, me and my bros do it all the time
worth the read..
>be me
>years ago
>I was 14
>In marching band
>meet a girl from a different school a few hours away
>get her number and begin talking quite frequently
>pretty soon we become really good friends
>eventually we fell in love with eachother
>I even cheated on my gf of like 3 years with this girl
>The girl from a different school was pretty emo
>But she was good at not really showing it I guess
>one day she gets sent to some emo kid place for like 2-3 months
>I got pretty upset and sent this long ass message, basically saying fuck you to her
>she comes back, talks to me barely thanks to what I said.
>I ruined what we had
>always blamed myself
>tried talking to her like 2 other times after that
>she just blew me off
>it hurt for a few years
>eventually you just move on
>sometimes I still get sad when I see old pictures of us
>I can't believe I had something I thought was so perfect, and then I fucked it up
>now I sit at home jerking off and selling pot to minors
>pretty good life other than that.
