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Hey guy, I know this thread is probably going to 404 before I finish, but that's okay. I just need to let it out I guess. I'll help try to keep the thread bumped or whatever.
I recently got kicked out of the Air force. It's funny because it was my own damn fault. I got pissed off at my dorm chief and had a nervous breakdown during BMT. It fucking sucks because that was my one chance to better myself. I've never been able to succeed at any of the goals I set for myself, essentially, I've always been a failure. And once again, I failed. I was a coward, a pathetic loser who gave up. I already despise myself for doing some fucked up shit I'd rather not talk about, and now my life is essentially over. I'm really not sure what to do. Nothing is fun anymore. I don't feel happy. There are just times when I'm not upset.
>>688314468
what is BMT?
>>688314468
I have no real friends. I have 3 "Good friends" one of which uses me as a catalyst for his obsessions, another who doesn't really care all that much about anything, and one who just doesn't understand. I have no one to talk to whatsoever except other anons. I have no one I'm romantically interested in, my standards are incredibly high, but neither of those things matter. I honestly don't feel that I deserve love. I can't make myself say I deserve to be happy.
>>688314607
Basic Military Training
>>688314641
I can't sleep properly. I'm afraid of sleeping. I have recurring sleep paralysis. Sometimes multiple times a night. So even sleep isn't a relief. I think about killing myself a lot. But I don't have the guts to do it. Which just makes me hate myself more. I fail at everything, even trying to end it. Haha, it's odd really. I just can't find the motivation to do anything. I try but I Can't ever succeed. Not that any of you care at all. But eh, maybe.
>>688314785
I don't have a job and I can't seem to find one, I have a 2500 dollar student loan i have to start paying off in two weeks, my dad keeps insisting i need to go back to college but I honestly don't have the desire to do so. I don't have the desire to do anything. I just want to sleep all day. But I have trouble falling and staying asleep.
>>688314911
And I don't even have the guts to kill myself. So I guess I'm stuck here.
>>688314987
What's even worse is I latch on to fictional characters and fall in love with them. And then Proceed to watch them fall in love with someone else. It's a pretty dumb thing I know, but god damn Tohsaka is fucking perfect. But, she's not real, and never will be.
>>688315078
I don't even know if anyone else is here, but I'm going to keep bumping the thread because maybe someone might benefit from it.
>>688315152
It's 5:32 AM and I really should be asleep right now, but I'm not really feeling it.
>>688315207
>>688315244
Fuck man, I don't even know If I'm ever going to get the pay I earned from my time in the AF. They said they would pay me, but it could take up to 60 business days and the letter we had to send in has been sitting at the post office for 8 days for some god awful reason.
>>688315345
Doesn't matter I guess. Fuck man. I really just want to sleep more than anything.
>>688315415
I'm so afraid of death. I can't stand the thought of not existing. I have an obsession with my legacy, with leaving my name behind. I want to be remembered by history, but honestly can't think of a way to do it. Just another failure on the list I guess.
>>688315244
This is the gayest shit I've ever seen
>>688315492
Is anyone else here or am I just venting to myself? Honestly I don't mind either way. I'd just like to know if I'm not alone.
>>688315560
I'm listening.
>>688315518
kek
>>688315518
Fair enough. You're entitled to your own opinion or whatever dude. But hey, this is an anonymous Image board, what better place to let out all of your gay feelings?
>>688315492
what a fucking loser fag
>>688315612
I don't have much else to say, but I guess I'm going to keep posting images until the thread 404s. Got anything you want to talk about?
> http://vocaroo.com/i/s06ptl4N9GvY
Anything at all?
>>688315706
Not really my life just got better actually. I lost my job and got arrested for assault after a guy destroyed my $3000 magic the gathering collection but it's getting better.
>>688315518
>>688315636
>>688315695
Alright, alright, I get it, I'm a loser, a faggot, and the gayest fucker you've ever seen. Anyone else want to join the party?
おやすみ
I'm in Japan right now. I thought this would be a dream come true. But instead I'm struggling to learn the language, have so much anxiety it makes me physically sick, and I miss everyone at home.
I can easily see how someone can be driven to suicide by this country. It's oppressive. When I go into Harajuku or Shibuya, I feel suffocated by the people. I feel like everyone is looking, watching, that I'm an outsider. I wonder if the Japanese feel this, or if it's just because I'm foreign.
It's not even that I wanted to come here because of anime or something, either.
I've studied Japanese work culture, things like that. Due to that, I'm a psych major, and I want to be a psychologist in Japan and help people. I want to help the hikikomoris, the suicidal businessmen, the people that society here just forgets.
But a part of me is scared that, if I spend longer than two months here, I'll be pulled into that group.
But what scares me more is that if I give up on that, then I have nothing. I've been living my entire life with this goal of wanting to help people, help the people here and start something that could go on. I wanted to encourage more psychologists in the US to help this country, because I don't want people to suffer. I even discussed this with the teacher in my program here, and she supports me fully. She even said "Please, help us."
So while I'm in a foreign country, in a class I may fail, separated from my loved ones, I'm also seeing my dreams become unachievable, and ones I don't want to pursue anymore.
And with that, goes my last want to live.
And that scares me.
おやすみ
The more you fucking retards propagate and read this shit the worse your little fake depressions are going to get. I mean ffs, look at how pussy some of the shit you people are posting is.
"Wuhhuhhuhuh things aren't the way I decided they were supposed to be WWUUHAuhuhuhbuhburhuu"
You people are stuck in a loop. You feel like shit so you surround yourself with things that remind of how much you feel like shit and it just keeps going and going. Let me guess though. I bet you feel it's justified because "oh man it just feels so much better to know that someone else knows what i'm going through"
Of course they know. None of you are special or even important. Get over yourselves and get some fucking hobbies. Or a second job, fuck. If you're gonna feel like shit all day you might as well get some money out of it.
Not trying to rant at people with legitimate issues, I know plenty of people that really do struggle with depression. You know what they don't do? Spend a bunch of time reading sappy garbage. This thread is like if a kid peed his pants and tried to clean it off with more pee.
Its 440am here. I cant sleep. I havent slept more than an hour since saturday. I cant. Sleep. Last time i had a dream where i woke up to someone cooking breakfast. Kids that looked like me were running around outside. I looked at the clock and it said 900am. Next to the clock was myself and the woman i married-beautifully framed and perfect. I knew i was dreaming. It hurt. I didnt want this. I walked upstairs in my new home, just to put a gun in my mouth and exit this dream. But when i pulled the trigger, i died. Everyone went on without me and i was trapped there. Then i woke up. And it played again. And again. And again. I cant go back there. I dont belong there. I dont want to sleep anymore. And now i cant. Ive become afraid of being happy.
>>688315904
I dunno my friend might be gayer.
>>688315819
I play MTG. How the hell did you get a collection worth 3000 dollars? My most valuable card is worth 16 dollars. And good for you that your life is getting better. Once you hit rock bottom you can only go up or whatever.
I thought this was going to be a Feels thread, not an Emo thread.
Where's Ugly the cat ?
I don't enjoy anything anymore, I don't hate myself or anything. I thought I would cry or hurt myself when I got depressed. But it's not like that... just nothing
>>688315904
>yes /b/, feed my victim complex
>I can't justify being depressed without pretending life is shitting on me
>>688316006
Been playing since the game came out. My coworker tipped water on them at a house party and I glassed him. But now I'm working at a butcher's so that is fun.
>>688315952
Hey man, different people cope in different ways. And for a lot of people, knowing that others feel the same way helps out. Just because you're an insecure asshat whose too afraid to share his feelings doesn't mean the rest of us are. I actually do have depression, and severe anxiety, both diagnosed, and both of which got me kicked out of the airforce. So you're not correct on your assumptions there friendo. I don't know what kind of problems you're going through, but taking them out on strangers on the internet probably won't help much.
>>688315952
>http://vocaroo.com/i/s1aQMajyjzdy
Totally.
>>688315492
There's nothing you can do about it. That's why we have children, so our legacy's can live on through them.
One day you will die and everything you have worked so hard to get your house, wife/gf, car. Will not come with you.
They say you die twice. Once when you stop breathing and the second, a bit later on, when somebody mentions your name for the last time.
>>688314468
Are you me?
>>688316145
I can justify feeling depressed with out life shitting on my. The large majority of my depression stems from deep self hatred. It has nothing to do with my circumstances or other people. You have a very narrow understand of life friend. Please go out and experience more shit before you try to run your naive little mouth off on the internet.
>>688315819
>destroyed my $3000 magic the gathering collection
I'm sure your life is a lot better now that you don't have a fucking $3000 collection of cards for a game that isn't even that fun.
But I'm also willing to bet that since you are the type of person to acquire $3000 dollars of playing cards and then beat someone up over them, your life will go down hill again pretty quick.
>>688316227
Eh, I'm still going to try my best to be remembered by history. I probably won't succeed, but better to try than not. >>688316256
Maybe.
>>688316381
>>688315952
Samefag? If so, I really like you.
>>688315642
Probably the same place you go to get fucked in the ass by your gay boyfriend.
>>688315952
Go pretend to be edgy somewhere else. Your mom wouldnt like you posting here.
>hurg durr you gays are so lame having feelings
>>688316381
Dude, you just can't help but shit on other people. It's not a very good way of coping with stress, you'd be a lot better off if you were friendlier. Some people like MTG, and destroying 3000 dollars worth of any kind of property is worthy of a beating. Clearly you don't value your interests or hobbies very much. I'd hate to be as boring as you.
This is the best loneliness thread ever guys..... :/
>>688315560
if you put that shit at a 420° angle it says "cet wunt"
>>688315560
>>688316699
Tru. Saved some interesting pics so far.
>>688315944
Hey man, if japan isn't for you, you can always leave? At least you can say you've been to another country, and presumably you speak japanese, so you have a lot more going for you than most people.
>>688316643
That's not true
I may not be immiedietly attractive but just about every girl I've spent any time with gets a drooling cunt for me after some time
I'm a grower, not a show-er
️️️️️️️️️️
>>688315078
I do that too. Often play rpg's with romances because until I finish the game, I have someone to look forward listening to. Feels like shit whenever I finish the game though...
>>688314911
Cry of Fear?
>>688316933
For me its shitty Chinese cartoons. The show ends and I feel like shit but at least for a little while I finally found someone to be interested in. In the end it's pointless. They're not real and never will be. But I guess it's better to be temporarily in love than not at all.
>>688316569
I'm really friendly to people that don't create their own problems and then bitch about them to strangers.
>Some people like MTG
Yeah, I know. Some people like heroin too. Beating someone up for destroying your $3000 heroin stash still makes you a retard.
Also, there's no way in hell he just destroyed it out of nowhere. Either you were acting like a cunt and deserved it or you hang out with mongoloids and essentially beat up a mentally challenged kid.
>>688315952
>I bet you feel it's justified because "oh man it just feels so much better to know that someone else knows what i'm going through"
It does. Depression comes with a very skewed view of your own self worth, and by seeing that other people have a similar viewpoint helps you understand that it isn't just you who endures this misery, but it's a by-product of your illness and not specifically a personal failing.
Oh wait. Sorry. I thought we were having a genuine discussion.
>>688316921
Nice job dude. I'm proud of you, keep up the good work pussy destroyer.
>>688317053
I have no clue what that is.
>>688316344
itt:
>you don't know me! you don't live in the real world! you don't have REAL problems!
>>688317152
Man, someone must have really hurt you dude. But getting angry at strangers isn't going to help. It just makes you a coward. You're too afraid to actually face your problems so you just get mad at random people. Oh well, can't use logic to get through to everyone. Have fun living a very sad life man. I can't imagine living a life so boring and unfulfilled.
haha losers
just some enough weed and you dont feel anything
>>688317271
Hey man, plenty of people do have real problems. Shitposting on 4chan obviously isn't going to help you with your very severe issues, but hey, who am I to stop you?
>>688317152
>such a pussy he wouldnt do anything if someone damaged his property
Wow. Go home kid. Summer school has to have started by now.
>>688317415
Weed is expensive. It also happens to be illegal for medical and recreational in my state. And it happens to be a temporary fix. But hey dude, if you can afford it, good for you. It's fun to smoke with friends.
>>688317363
I love how you're interpreting me telling you the truth through the fog of rhetoric you've accumulated around yourself as anger. I also love how your whole post is basically you just saying that I'm mad instead of acknowledging how much of a cry baby you are, or even arguing against it.
>>688317565
dude im from euro, weed is punishable by jail here im quantity over 2,5 grams.
wish i ever smoked american weed
>>688317202
It's a quote from the opening scene of the game Cry of Fear. It's a popular Standalone Half-Life 1 Modification, following the story of Simon - a teenager with mental issues, dealing with instances of severe psychosis attacks. This game apparently captures depression and anxiety extremely well. I loved it, so there's that.
Looking through these threads makes me feel odd. I have freinds, I have family. I have people who would let me cry on their shoulder, people who would take time out of their day just to make me feel better. But looking through these threads, I somehow feel like I can relate. I read the 37,000,000th post about how someone who's in an awful position compared to mine, and the first thing that comes to mind is "I share your pain."
But I don't. I scored fucking gold in the "random chance of having a good life". And yet here I am, messing with what I could become by getting all emo at some random anon's post, thinking thats going to help in someway.
And then this post itself. I'm sitting here getting angry at myself for feeling emotions I have no right to feel. If this continues, I'm probably going to end up actualy deserving to be here.
Fuck it. If you read through this, I've just wasted your fucking time. I'm going to bed.
>>688317473
This whole thread is a shitpost for shitpeople
>>688317557
>doesn't beat people up over things
>gets called a kid
What's next? gonna call me a virgin or a cuck or a newfag? Good thing I'm in a feels thread, I can just baw at you giant fucking vaginas about it.
>>688317692
Honestly, why are you trying so hard to be edgy, pal? You know it's not going to work. You know you're wrong. People come together to help get over problems. It's part of human nature, we're pack animals and we work together to get through things. If you can't understand that, take a basic biology class. No one thinks you're cool or tough for shitting on people in a feels thread. It literally just makes you seem like an asshole. You're not some crusader of truth dishing out reality to a bunch of cry babies. You're a sad little man taking his anger out on people who are trying to help each other. It's honestly pathetic. Do you genuinely have nothing better to do than ruin other peoples threads?
>>688315944
>helping crazy japanese people
dude you'll be lucky to help crazy people in the USA. The mentality here is totally different from anywhere else and, yes, it views foreigners as outsiders who generally can't understand.
Maybe you can pull it off with hella hard work, but if you're the anxious type this place might not be for you. Because, yes, we stick out like a sore thumb here. You gotta just ignore it dude.
Also, recently I've met tons of sluts for foreign guys on Tinder. I don't generally get together with sluts, but it sounds like a little one-on-one with a nice girl would cheer you up
>>688317820
Why are you so afraid to show a little emotion friendo? Are you scared that showing a sign of weakness will break your facade of confidence? Will trying to cope with your problems make you realize how weak and pathetic you actually are? I'm sure you're going to continue wasting your time trying to maintain your false bravado. But you should actually try talking about your feeling every once and a while. You'll be stronger than you're pretending to be right now.
>>688317820
Stay edgy mane.
>>688317776
Hey man, there's nothing wrong with feeling unsatisfied. Just because you have a good life doesn't mean you're going to be happy. At least you realize you have stuff to be grateful for. Venting on an anonymous image board isn't anything to be ashamed of.
>>688315560
if they had added an i it would have worked both ways and made more sense
>birthday 3 days ago
>mom and gf want to give me books as gifts
>decide to go to the mall at night for me to choose
>spend day with gf, go eat some junk food on the street, have fun
>go visit dad so he doesn't feel that i left him out of my birthday (mom and dad are divorced)
>he gives me money as a gift and asks if it's ok to go out next day for pizza, i say it will be great
>go to the mall, pick books, more junk food, laughs, so far so good
>spend part of next day thanking people for congratulating me online, say to gf that it's not about the date, it's about who we love being with us
>same day dad cancels hangging together because of the bad weather
>doesn't aswer my calls next day
>posts on facebook, under my "time you spend with people who you love" that he wasn't invited
>mfw when later he'll apologize in person after having telling everyone he knows (online and otherwise) that i forgot him and that he's all alone
>mfw he pulls that kind of act every single important date and makes me sad an guilty for enjoying it even though it's him who cancels everything every time...
>>688317888
If I wanted to feel edgy I wouldn't be coming to a site that's been old and boring for 10 years already. I'd go on facebook and post about politics or religion or something else everyone cares about. No one cares about you. That's the difference.
>It literally just makes you seem like an asshole.
and you literally arguing with me literally makes you sound like you're literally butthurt about it. The funny thing is, I'm not even trying to piss you off. People like you just happen to get pissed off when people tell them shit they don't want to hear. That is why your life is going to suck forever. You can't take criticism, you can only argue against it.
> It's honestly pathetic.
pathetic means you are trying to draw emotions out of people. Like pity. It refers to pathos. This entire thread and you by extension are pathetic by definition.
>Do you genuinely have nothing better to do than ruin other peoples threads?
Like what? Mope?
How about this. I'll just give you advice on how to live your life properly instead of the way you're doing it. Just let me set up a paypal account first if you're interested.
>>688318525
Such mad
Much edge
Wow
Very anger
>>688318501
Hey man, if it bothers you, tell him. If he's the one whose cancelling, you shouldn't feel bad about it. Just tell him that he should stop pulling that bullshit. And if he doesn't, there's nothing you can really do. At least you have people who care about you, right?
>>688318525
Friend, the way you live your life is not proper at all. You're afraid of showing your emotions, and you chastise other people for doing so because you don't want to feel what they feel and understand what they're going through. Once again, everyone here knows that doing nothing but moping won't get them anywhere. It's an anonymous thread on an anonymous image board that will last a few hours at most. So people like to let out their feelings. Clearly you can't seem to understand that. I don't know if it's because you're afraid of showing weakness. Afraid of destroying this facade of intellectual superiority. But it's not working. You're literally just undermining yourself with every reply you produce. Honestly man, it is pathetic.
>>688317091
holy shit, this made me.. feel
>>688318194
>2016
>people still acting like wanna be freuds
Oh man, you're right. I should probably also admit how I want to fuck my mom and kill my dad too right? I'll be way happier.
Keep building an image of me as a raging psychopath though. I know how much easier it makes it to disregard the things I'm telling you.
>>688318651
I told him several times by now, i guess he just enjoys being the victim, this one time we arranged a travel to the city for this big music event, he cancelled it a few minutes before the bus arrived, i had to spend the wholle day alone trying to enjoy the event while he told everyone that i would leave him even if he was sick (he got dizzy from getting from the bed to fast and was better in half an hour).
Honestly, i wouldn't be bothered if it was someone else, but it's my dad, it just gets to me.
>>688317091
I remeber having an imaginary friend. I dont remember anythng about them. Pleasant memories just slip away when you grow up. You forget what made you happy. It horrible but inevitable
>>688318501
I'm sorry. It sucks when parents do shit things like that. Does he have some kind of mental condition ( ptsd / bi polar / etc ) ?
anyway, sorry you have to deal with that shit. if it makes you feel better, it never really gets better. you can spend the rest of your life in that trap of trying to make him feel included.
>>688319008
No one is disregarding what you're saying. Simply pointing out that you're wrong. But what would you know about that. Someone as perfect as you could never be wrong could they? I'd have to be crazy to disagree with an intellectual giant like you. Just admit it. You're an asshole who gets his kicks being rude to people on the internet. That's cool. But there is no point in trying to act like some sort of truth spreading philosopher. You're nothing more than an asshole. The sooner you realize that, the sooner you'll stop wasting your time.
>>688318501
your dad is such a faggot,
don't be like him.
>going to get it done today!
>spend all day playing vidya
>its 5:30 am, haven't slept yet
>will try and sleep.. wont fall asleep until 7 am
>wake up 4 pm
>everyones day is almost over
>scramble to answer email and pretend I've been in meetings all day
>6 pm everyone stops working
>now is my time to get things done!
>play vidya until 5:30 am
rinse and repeat more guilt and shame every day
>>688318401
THis is the best thing ive seen in a long time
>>688319113
>noone mentions freud
>brings up freud to derail and confuse
Learn to strawman harder faggot.
>>688319465
I'm essentially going through the same thing. I always set myself stupid little goals and never achieve them. I just waste my time playing video games or watching shitty chinese cartoons. It's a vicious cycle, but hopefully one of these days I'll find the motivation to break it.
>>688318882
Good lord, this is honestly just getting boring now. It's like you people get your post replies as stock cards from hallmark or something.
It's either some variant of "u mad," someone trying to analyze me psychologically, or what basically amounts to "you're a jerk and here are a bunch of bad things about you even though I have no idea who you are"
I was honestly trying to help you to realize something about yourself but you're just too far up your own ass. I'll leave you to your cringe fest.
I'm alone for the larger portion of the day, I'm alone even when with my friends. Atleast I feel alone.
My ex is trying to get me back because I have earn more money than her current bf.
I've been considering killing myself for the past two years, but haven't had the time to learn how to tie a noose or buy a rope
>>688314468
>and now my life is essentially over
kek
It could very well be that this saved your life or something. You never know what would have happened if things were different. You just imagine stuff in your head.
Maybe you would be dead already if you stayed there.
tl/dr: we don't know shit in life, so stop thinking about it
>>688319639
>moving goal posts
Cmon man. At least put effort into the trolling. Its not that hard.
>>688319678
bruh youtube
>>688316540
Not all emotions are gay like in these threads
being sad sometimes is normal, acting like a fag about it and making gay ass pictures isn’t though
>>688319678
Want to talk or play vidyas anon?
If anyone wants to talk or play vidyas just post your steam or anything really i will contact you and talk/play with you
>>688319818
>tu quoque much?
>>688319639
Thank god you won't be wasting your time anymore. Go do something productive with your pathetic life instead of shitting on peoples thread. You weren't trying to help anyone. You were accusing people of pretending to have problems and telling them their problems didn't exist. You have no fucking idea what is going on with anyone on this board, its kind of the point of the whole place. But you can't stand anyone sharing their feelings because you're afraid of feeling the same way. You're afraid of showing weakness because it will destroy your fake little aura of toughness. I don't really care. You're pathetic. You're a false intellectual who can't properly formulate an argument. You resort to calling other people boring or weak instead of providing actual arguments. Good luck with whatever your goals are, you'll probably never succeed. One day you're going to say something stupid to the wrong person and end up with a broken jaw and a black eye. And guess what, you'll most likely deserve it, and no one will feel sorry for you. Have fun being an asshole!
>>688315642
This picture.
This picture describes my thoughts for the past two years and most likely for the upcoming ones too.
1488
>>688319818
>Implying that this thread doesn't qualify as "Sometimes"
Dude, you really don't understand the way this board works do you? Are you new here by any chance?
>>688319536
wrong quote, dude.
>>688319197
Thanks, i guess i just needed to talk about it, already feeling a little better, yeah, he is an alcoholic, doesn't drink in years, but i'm pretty sure he further developed some mental condition during his worse phase.
>>688319457
yeah, i guess he is, trust me, i do my best not to.
To everyone here in this thread.
If they tell you it's a chemical imbalance, it's not.
I have my chemicals realigned daily with heavy tablets.
It changes nothing.
You can't take a pill for the shit we're in...
>>688319822
check'd
I'm at work so I can't play jackshit all right now. Oh the joys of beeing security.
And what's there to talk about?
My life in as short as posible:
>Middle child, parents divorced when I was around 8
>Mom got custody, she was a somewhat unstable person
>Both brothers are now rich and have cut off all contact with me
>Dad has tried to help me in life, but since mom wanted minimal contact, I still feel awkward around him
>All my gf's have cheated on me only to want me back after a while
>Life seems pretty fucking grey
>>688320251
Your lack of reading comprehension is a textbook example of autism.
My point was that normal people who have ‘’feelings’’ dont feel the need to make gay ass baaw pictures which are the kind of shit you would expect to see on a 12 year old emo girls tumblr. not being posted by grown fucking men
>>688320469
>Implying that depression is gay
>Implying that people haven't used art to vent for thousands of years
>Implying that anyone here is normal
Dude, you really don't seem understand the way that this board, or the world works for that matter. Please, do yourself a favor, stop trolling, go outside and actually talk to people. You'll learn a thing or two about emotion and how it effects people.
>>688320466
Well it was just a suggestion, we can still play? If it helps, i can add you and probably talk to you after youre done at work
I'm okay. Not good, not happy, I'm okay. Which is better than what I have been in the past. I have materialistic things to distract me if the thoughts get too bad, and I have my b/rothers to make me laugh when I need it. Honestly happiness is what you make it. Its fleeting, for me. One moment I can be happy and care free, the next i have to be serious and pay attention, but that's okay. Happiness is over rated. I just try to be okay and alive day to day. At least that way I'm doing better than moat people. Some let it get to them, and crash and burn. Others flaunt it for attention. Others suffer silently not knowing how to deal with it. I want to help. I want them to be okay.
I was diagnosed with depression about a week ago. I'm now on Lexapro. Nothing feels any different. I feel more like I want to just swallow all of the pills at once and see what happens.
>>688320911
It takes a while for them to work, you will feel worse for about a month then yyou will start to feel better.
>>688320869
Hey man, you actually have a chance to help people here. Just talk with someone who says their feeling like shit.
>>688320869
I love you, anon.
That made me kinda watery because i can relate
>>688320911
Been on all kinds of stuff over three years, read >>688320465
>>688320673
Depression is something most people will go through if they have experienced life to it’s fullest, and I think that’s great.
If pathetic baaw pictures are your definition of art, then you are literally the definition of retarded
Also, getting into the semantics of normal to imply that it enforces your pathetic arguement is also a textbook example of autism
Forget I said normal, people who aren’t entirely worthless and subhuman won’t feel the need to create pathetic baaw pictures, because there is nothing artistic about that shit.
Some of the best classic rocks songs of all time have been about sadness, but the song had a meaning it wasn’t jus pathetic gay shit like in baaw treads
I bet you are the kind of person that watches chick flicks, like the notebook which i heard is fucking gay like you are
>>688314785
>Lack of motivation
> Sleep issues
>suicidal ideation
Sounds like you got the depression friend. Drugs are your friend.
>>688318401
Kinda cringy
>>688321096
Then it helped, I hope.
>>688320692
After work, I'm planing to drink myself to sleep and repeat that for the this week. I don't really play games anymore, they don't bring joy like they used too.
And I talk to my therapist daily, she helps somewhat, thannks for offering help tho.
I'm guessing you've been in a similar situation and want to help me get through it?
Life is slowly becoming better because of a raise in salary, but that doesn't help with everything just feeling dull and grey.
Also, I just put this on loudspeakers: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jXrsSGEvDf4
>>688321193
Dude, you really can't formulate an actual argument can you? You just call everything pathetic and gay. I mean, I know you're a troll, but god damn your stupidity is really shining through at this point. The least you could do is put up an actual fight. The pictures that have been posted in this thread are all expressions of how someone is feeling. Just because you don't like feeling those things doesn't make them pathetic or gay. You're just a sad, angry little man who can't change anything, so you resort to trying to upset people on the internet. Protip: It's not working.
>>688315152
its funny because my initials are L.S.
>>688321235
Meh, drugs are expensive, and not really my thing. I know I have depression, it got me booted out of the Airforce. Oh well, nothing I can do about that now. Maybe I'll pick up something to help when I start making some money.
>>688321486
Because whining is pathetic and gay
Men shouldnt fucking whine just because they are sad
>>688321709
Once again, not formulating a proper argument. What harm is there in talking about how you feel to anonymous people on the internet? It's not whining, it's discussing. You're the one that's doing the whining here. Nice try though.
>>688321486
I’m not a relatively sad or angry person at all. I just look down upon people who post pictures that you would think only a little emo girl would be able to relate to
>>688321709
>pathetic and gay
>best insult 20XX
I love you anon.
>>688315944
Kek 2 month in and you take that shit too serious.
They just dont like/ not used to the gaijin very much. And they will never consider you as 'insider' , deal with it.
Your suffers are completely different from the hiki and suicider 's that you mentioned , they suffered from expectation - stress - no comunication - 'boring loop life'.
You seem to not even understand the causes.
>>688321837
I dont need to spell it out. If you can’t understand why pre-teen emo girl-tier shit is pathetic and gay, then I am sorry about your autism
>>688322129
Bruh, you're not very good at this.
>>688321396
I have chronic depression, im just 18 so i havent lived a long life, even tho i have been struggling for my whole life. Running solo trough it, i had friends, but the all moved away, i have a girlfriend, but she lives an hour away, shes 16, and she has barely any time to talk to me. i dont goto school or have a job. i just sit at home being a fag jerking off. I hate this life
>>688321193
I bet you would like a hug, then to sit down and play some vidjas. How broken are you? Behind that facade. That paper mask you wear, wet with unshed tears. I bet you would like to join in out bawww, but that flimsy piece of paper stops you. It would be so easy for you to take it off, to let the hurt out, to baww with us in the safety of your b/rothers. But the paper you put there won't let you. That self imposed rule of needing to be stronger than those around you.
I love you.
Take off the paper.
Sit with us.
Let it out, anon.
>>688318501
I see my dad pull similar shit on my younger brother and sister. Makes me fucking angry coz I see the insanely selfish nature of his ways but thy don't. And his shit gets to them.
You got to realise anon that your parents are human beings. With their own problems. And own short comings. sometimes the way they act is a relfection of what's going on inside them, and has precious little to do with you.
You'll learn this in the fullness of time. Just try not to let it eat away at you in the mean time.
>>688322258
Well fug.
>>688321622
Exercise works just as well as drugs. Male daily exercise your routine. Your drug.
It won't cure your depression but it'll manage it. Better yet if you can take those daily walks with a friend
>>688321546
Luke skywalker?
>>688322248
I'm 26 now, gonna turn 27 in 2 months.
Try and find yourself a job man, it'll help you distract yourself from life. Just don't go into security, it's boring, the pay is average at best and you spend most of your time alone
>>688322583
yes
>>688322334
thanks for the advice dude, i know they are just human, my mother has her days, but i can understand her, he is just... "a dramatic victim of the world", just sended me a message going on and on about how i leave him alone and don't call (his cellphone who is always turned off whenever i try)and how he is not going to bother me anymore... Goddamn, no wonder none of my uncles and aunts enjoy being around him...
>>688322257
Actually, the reason why I believe what I am saying more than ever is that I feel better than ever about life. Fuck your pathetic limp dick third world problems
I have no interest in acting like an emo girl who has paper cuts on her wrists
Well, I'm going to go to bed. It's 7 AM. We may not have had the biggest feels thread, and we may have had a lot of trolls, but I think we helped each other out a bit. So, goodnight yall.
I always feel to lazy to write my story
>>688322605
I am trying. I am trying as hard as i can
>>688322740
>first world problems
It’s fucking late. I think i need to rethink my life for even arguing with you subhumans, anyhow. I’m out
peace out niggers
>>688322808
Sweetdreams bro
>>688322808
Goodnight anon, sleep well. I hope your life gets bettter
man this thread is so gay
>>688322829
Same.
well not really, but I usually think it doesn't interest anybody
>>688322868
You'll find one, trust me, at first it's hard to find a job, then it gets easier and easier.
Well, bye bye people, gotta go onto patrol aka walk around and do jackshit all for about two hours
>>688322981
You be good, keep it up anon. I love you. May we meet in another life
>>688322740
Good on you for feeling better.
But I'm guessing that that is a lie. The paper is talking again. I fully understand the need to be a troll. The need to incite anger and hatred in others, to inflict your suffering upon others as a way to alleviate your own suffering.
I love you anon.
>>688322721
Victim of circumstance. I know the kind.
Anyway, the important thing for you is that you don't become like him. And as Nietzsche says, when you gaze long into the abyss, the abyss also gazes into you. So don't spend too much time focusing on his behaviour, otherwise you will inevitably become like him. Focus on the positive behaviours of role models to fashion your own life on.
That, above everything else, is most important
>>688322915
I'd read it, if you want.
>>688322981
gj man, hope you have some nice music or something.
>>688315492
newsflash, every human is eventually forgotten, even jesus will be forgotten
>>688323326
Hitler is unlikely to be forgotten. He's up there with Genghis Kahn.
If you want to be remembered, do something fantastically evil.
>>688323124
>Quoting Nietzche
Brofist.
But yeah, you are right, i must focus on the positive behaviours around me, if anything it will keep me productive. Thank you, Anon.
>>688323096
Good lord, you are fucking gay. Unlike you I dont consider first world life fucking suffering. That is a pathetic attitude that will get you know where.
I might be a bit poor but I honestly dont really give a shit
Life is full of opportunities, there is so much potential for enjoyment, it is illogical to wallow in misery when you can push yourself towards achieving that enjoyment
>>688313259
>>688323478
everything will eventually be forgotten because in some point in time, life will cease to exist,again
>>688313259
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wK7GSARUs_Q
>>688323756
I was presupposing the continued existence of humanity. if humanity ceases to exist, no one will be remembered.
However....
I was thinking of starting to carve little stones with my name in them. Maybe make crude heads or something. Just make hundreds of them. And litter them around the countryside. The stones will last forever. Well beyond humanities existence. And of an alien race ever comes here, they might find my little stones and wonder who anon was.
>>688323621
I'm not wallowing in it. I know my problems are trivial. I've grown up, and moved on. It still hurts though. It always does when one is made to feel useless and unwanted. I came here to be among those that were where I was. Hurting and alone. I like to help. Its in my nature. I like to make others feel better and to help them move past what is hurting them. That's what other people are here for as well. To help others and to get help. Sometimes that's all we need.
People in the first world often look down upon those who are suffering amongst all the wonders we are surrounded by.
"Why are crying? You have food, water, and the miracle of the internet. You're problems don't matter, mine do."
And that's why we are here. Society doesn't like to look upon the weak links.
Anyway, I'm tired and need to sleep. Have a pleasant day. I love you.
>>688323968
>f humanity ceases
I said all life, at least in this universe.
>>688323096
>being this strong with the autism
>the readings off the chart
the internet is serious business
there is no fucking suffering just because i shared my opinion that this shit is lame
>>688322915
I would read it.
I wish i wasnt alone
>>688324563
You are not alone.
>>688324721
>>688324563
dont listen to this faggot go take some prozac
>>688324371
You just admitted that you are weak, and that was my whole point. at least try to stop being a subhuman and strive to become better
>>688315492
Are you me?
Except that I'm not scared of dying at all, the fact that I have to give my own life a meaning sometimes makes things hard for me.
>>688324803
this, take your meds guys
>>688324828
I have an apartment, a car, a well paying job, maybe a girl if i don't fuck it up, and great friends who appreciate me.
What do you have? Last one before I go to bed. I'm curious.
>>688324970
Always take your prescribed, or otherwise, meds.
>>688324371
Only you can allow others to dictate how you feel, so that is your own fault. and people who are stupid enough to allow others to effect them just because they are ‘’mean’’ deserve to feel that way
it’s their own fault
you might like to think i’m a total loser, but i’m actually starting to make something of my life and i wouldnt have gotten anywhere if it wasn’t for the fact that i wasn’t a faggot who let other’s bring me down
>>688321239
>>688318401
It wasn't that bad until around late 2014
>>688324988
None of those things sound great to me.
My band is getting interest from some of my favourite labels who has signed some of my favourite bands
that has completely annihilated any feelings of depression i once had.
I just blocked out all those who hated me, and only strived towards my own goals, not their concepts of success
>>688325661
Right on. Well, heres to your success. Have a good one.
>>688315944
Its a test of will bro do you have the strength to carry on or are you gonna be a little bitch. its an easy decision. The real question is do you have the strength inside your mind and heart to do this. I reckon do it bro dont bitch out now getting what you want most is not easy at all you have to suffer and then when you finally reach your goal it just turns into persistants keep pushing bro just keep pushing save those people
>>688318401
wow that was super gay
>>688315985
Your gonna have to sleep sooner or later
>>688318401
FART
>>688326663
Fuck dude you hit my spot
>>688326663
Got anymore like this
>>688315244
>>688318401
Haha I used to like this when I was a little kid almost ten years ago, but it is fucking cringeworthy as fuck
>>688327026
Shaaardup
>>688327119
Check this. Don't trust it idc but your missing out on the feels
https://www.buzzfeed.com/alanwhite/this-story-of-a-dogs-last-day-on-earth-is-beautiful-and-hear?utm_term=.bod0k4Jzx#.egNy2Gj8b
>>688327119
Fuck dude
>>688315078
Sounds like you need a break from what ever you do on a daily basis. Turn on the movies and media. Go work out and change your shit.
>>688315078
I’m in love with Rey from Star wars
Does that make me a cuck?
>>688327308
http://boredombash.com/dying-lost-puppy/
>>688327616
Yes, and disney made Luke Skywalker get cucked his daughter. I still have nightmares of Mickey mouse raping Luke Skywalker. Stop triggering me.
>>688327308
>>688327710
Damn Steve ;(
>>688327868
Rey cucked the entire fucking galaxy
>>688323106
thanks god I'm not that deep down the shithole yet.
>>688315078
Sounds to me like you have developed a nasty case of what I like to call "BNS" or Bitch Nigger Syndrome. You are currently wallowing in the nasty pit that is regret and self doubt. I hear your whiny story and I raise you a skull fracture and a broken neck. They told my parents me and my friend were not going to survive no matter what else happened. Then after we did survive they said I would never recover from the severe brain injury I sustained. Not only did I survive I'm stronger and smarter than ever. Now my friend is a quadriplegic and he's got it pretty bad but he's STILL less than a bitch nigger than you from a WHEELCHAIR. You need to analyze your life and really discover your purpose. You're not going to kill yourself or run away because you're a bitch nigger. Find some fucking focus and drive and do something with your life. Quit being such a damn bitch nigger and if you refuse, at least take this ignorant bullshit to 9gag or somewhere they might actually try to make you feel better. Grow the fuck up
>>688325908
>>688325936
Dude...
>>688328544
>>688327868
Do people just make up new definitions for this word whenever they want?
I guess it’s vaguely metaphorical here, but still...
>>688314167
Im living the exact opposite of this
>>688318194
#rekt
>>688327030
it may be 9gag, but it hit me hard
>>688318401
F..fuck
Can't believe I lost to this :-(
>>688330171
tell me that when she's gone
>>688318525
Why are you here then?
Because you want to feel, but can't. So, instead you lurk the thread and shit on people who can feel all the things you won't let yourself?
>>688319610
Delete steam and your games and go take your study materials or whatever somewhere without an internet connection
I did the exact same thing and it worked for me, maybe it will work for you. You'll get weak and skip a day here and there, when it happens come back to /b/ and remember what I said.
>>688319639
>I was honestly trying to help you to realize something about yourself but you're just too far up your own ass.
Irony
>>688330812
I could only dream, brother.
man the fucking feels. Haven't been like this for so long. I've been avoiding everything with the feels.
>>688319639
Stay mad motherfucker.
how do I get past a barrier of not wanting to connect to another woman after my ex brutally left me? I am feeling nothing since then and I just cant help it. I dont want to hurt another girl the way my ex hurt me but I know I will eventually..
how can I avoid this skype call fml
>>688316161
Dude I have like a $10,000 collection and I've been playing half that long, with only a few dual lands...how do you go so long without breaking 3k
>>688319740
This advice for all things millenial.
>>688315492
Dude I know the feeling I used to be so fucking paranoid about death and so scared but then it changed and I got paranoid of life and living and it honestly started to fuck with me head so much like if i think to much about shit it fucks my head >>688323621
