its time for a feels thread /b/rothers
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its time for a feels thread /b/rothers
It's friday night, cmon /b/tards, what;s your excuse for being home right now? I'm sick as fuck because I drink too much, so I'm chillin tonight.
All those scenarios you draw up in your head of the bigger, handsomer Chad roasting you in the bar in front of everyone or the bitch ass Stacy making fun of you in front of all her friends while she sips some colorful drink are the exception, not the rule.
Everyone is making it up as the go along, embrace that shit and throw yourself into the chaos of life that everyone else is fighting against. Yeah you probably won't bring home an 8-10 chick, but there is plenty of blonde/brunette/arab/asian/nig puss out there just waiting for you to bang them stupid.
Just. Do. It.
>>671089622
im home tonight because i have no life and i dont go out ever and i also just got broken up with tonight and its all my fault so im just going to sit here and cry all night
>>671090169
>be me
>the ages betweeen being born and elementary school
>allways been nerdy/lonely, parents in TM movemend
>don't go to kindergarden, have literally 2 friends until elementary
>the one's parents are also in TM, i'll call her C
>other is her friend from kindergarden
>both about a year younger than me
>play vidya all day, meet with friends inbetween
>life is good
>fast forward to elementary school
>C moves across the country
>alone in school, know literally noone
>no social skills because all friends were presented on silver plate
>nothing really special, noone really gives two craps about me
>have the occasional friend until i am free after 4th grade
>fuck yeah high school (the german equivalent)
>new start
(or so i thought)
>still not with the cool kids
>only friend stinks like a cow den
>hellwhocares.webm
>fast forward to mid/end 6th grade
>finally befriend some of the cool kids
>feelsgoodman.jpg
>try my best to fit in
>make some reference to internet/vidya, nothing totally over the top
>they don't really care
>have a lot of fun with them, THEY CARE ABOUT MEH GUYZ I AM COOL NOW
cont?
>>671091416
It's sad because they'll be dead soon. That tank will crash.
I DELCARE MOTIVATIONAL THREAD.
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>>671091306
sure anon
>>671092340
>>671090169
That sucks man, take up a hobby! You'll get your head clear by keeping it busy, you'll make friends and maybe find some qt's!
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dumping some good stories
>>671092785
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>>671092569
Keep you heads up, anons! The sadness in life is there just to let you enjoy happinest to it's full extent!
>>671092671
Cynicism is a common defense mechanism, it's ok, i understand. Whhat brought you to this thread, anon?
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>>671090169
(same fag)
>meet girl online
>shes really cool, start talking with her more
>find out we're not so different, start catching feels
>talk with her all the time, almost everyday for hours on end
>had a two girlfriends before but didnt feel much for them
>she felt different than them
>figured out i loved her
>work up the courage (and her forcing me to say it) to say that i love her
>she says that im her best friend and that she cares about me a lot and that she loves me too
>few months pass, feelings are good
>we're together now, been dating for a little over a month
>things have kinda been rough, she and i both have depression but hers is severe
>be a dick to her and make her cry a couple times
>everytime i realize how much of an ass i am and i try to apologize and make it better
>seems like things were okay
>tonight, she messaged me saying "lets break up"
>proceed to find out how much of an ass i was to her without even realizing
>realize how much i fucked up something that could've been good
>we were going to meet in april
>hate myself, want to die.
>pic related
>>671093364
>be a dick to her and make her cry a couple times
pic related, anon, mistakes are there to help you improve.
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>>671093622
i was an ass to my previous partners aswell and i thought i changed since then.
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>>671092353
>fast forward to 8th grade
>still friends with cool kids
>6/10 friendship i'd say, just at school
>get a bit fed up with them, interests too far apart
>try to talk about vidya
>"typical anon!" ;)
>how can they always be so cheerful?
>allways so nice
>still feel good about myself
>fast forward start of 9th grade
>been buisy all summer, didn't really have contact with them
>get back to school
>friends ignore me
>ask them whats up after like 3 days
>"well... anon, you are so different..."
>never really argue with them
>just stopped talking to them really
>few months later
>find friends in IT class
>going strong with them
>start gaining a bit of confidence
>still scared of loosing them
>never feel as if they were real friends
>fast foward to today
>still scared of loosing friends
>scared of anoying them so i won't contact them
>just as lonely as ever
>stopped caring, being lonely is better than feeling the pain of loss
>thisismylifenow.gif
>>671089622
1.- I dont know any party right now
2.- i work early tomorrow
3.- im fat
Dubs thread
>>671093776
What do you think motivated you to be an ass? What did you feel when acting like one?
>>671091326
dayum
>>671093364
we've all been there anon, i certainly know the feeling. stay in there, it will become better.
>>671092103
didnt get it
>>671092103
some fucked up stuff. How was the cake?
>>671093981
i cant remember, with my first girl it was just me being an asshole because 1. i was brutally honest, just straight up telling her that she was boring to me, and 2. because she annoyed me so i would take out my anger on her. but with this last girl, i dont know, i wasnt trying to be an asshole, i would just come off as one, i really didnt want to hurt her ever, but i did anyway.
>>671092902
If you saw cynicism in my post, that was not my intention.
Fellow anons, I speak to the fact that everyone is in control of their own destiny--to a certain extent. When it comes to your own happiness, you are, in fact, able to garner it on your own. It just takes action. I've found that a large part of life is simply showing up and participating. The rest often takes care of itself.
be me.
get rejected by most of my friends for no appearent reason after serving in the military.
Try to make new friends.
Find new friends.
They say they like me but continues only to joke with me and never ask me how my day is or anything, despite I ask them. I get to know them, I know their hobbies, family and other stuff. They never once ask me anything about me.
Try to make friends with other people.
ask to hang out with them after talking a lot with them online and having fun conversations.
They always say they are too busy.
MFW I am destined to be lonely forever.
>>671089675
lol
>>671092785
wow that's a new one for me, hit me right in the feels for sure
You guys just need a hug, I'd give all you anons one
>>671089622
my friends/the girl i really like didn't want to include me in their plans
>>671094813
any military friends??
Lots of stuff here.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x3tTm0odTIc
>>671095030
they live across the country. I talk to them online sometimes.
>>671093800
>still scared of loosing them
>never feel as if they were real friends
>still scared of loosing friends
Sounds like you have all the reasons to try to strenghten those friendships
>scared of anoying them so i won't contact them
No one is annoyed by a joke, no one is annoyed by a good listener, no one is annoyed by a helping hand therefore no one is annoyed by a friend being a friend.
>stopped caring, being lonely is better than feeling the pain of loss
Nothing is better than feeling pain, there's no greater motivator to improve, Pain is also the spice that gives life some of it's flavour.
You just need to socialize more, look for people that are into vidya as well, maybe someone as lonely as you could be the perfect friend.
>>671094501
>just me being an asshole because 1. i was brutally honest, just straight up telling her that she was boring to me
>she annoyed me so i would take out my anger on her
> i wasnt trying to be an asshole, i would just come off as one
Try to think about what it would feel like to be told what you are about to say before saying it, put yourself in the other person's shoes and try to alter the words so that you think you can get your message across without being hurtfull.
You already have 3 proofs that you need to do this, now put it on action!
>>671094555
>a large part of life is simply showing up and participating. The rest often takes care of itself.
200% true, i wish i listened to this more than i do.
>>671093863
Working early tomorrow, depending on how early, is a legit excuse.
Shit man get your ass on tinder, put in the description that yes, you are indeed fat and swipe right on a hundred chicks in a row. Chat up every girl who likes you back and even if none of them want to meet up/fuck, you're still doing more than 80% of males out there.
>>671094813
Personal recomendation: Chase as many hobbies/interest as you realisticly can, you are bound to find nice people with whom you have a lot in common, chin up man.
Personally, if i was ex-military, i'd use that authority to help people improve their confidence, there are no better friends than those gratefull for your help.
Can someone dump that comic of the stick figure guy who was upset that this girl was paying more attention to her other friend than him, but the girl told him it was because he was always on the computer? At the end the guy killed her.
I don't know if that helped but I want to see it again
>>671095958
I was also comforting those people I talked about. I tried everything. A lot of the people I had a lot in common with too, and I told them too. They didn't care... I also have this... thing... I went to the shrink about it, and he said it is nothing serious, even though I have had it for years. I don't feel that anything is real anymore. I can only feel bad feelings.
>>671095958
get your monkey leader out of this thread
All I want to do is fuck my dealer and tattoo.
>>671096855
>I also have this... thing...
Deppresion? Anxiety dissorder? PTSD?
Whatever it is, keep working on it, it will only help you improve.
And btw, there's nothing wrong about getting psycological help, everyone has hurdles they need help jumping over.
>>671096966
>Not realizing racism on 4chan is a meme
Ignored, comment hidden.
>>671096978
I don't see why any of that is bad, as long as you are able to support yourself.
>>671095475
>>671093800
Thanks for the advise man.
If it all were that easy... goddamnit I have no social skills. There are some reasons why I will allways be the "gimmicky" friend that every "clique" needs.
Most if not all friends are heavily into gaming, most high level in some online game. Another reason why I hang behind them. I suck at games and because I am so "scared" of them I don't really play with them anymore so the skillgap becomes bigger everyday which makes me even more distant
>be me
>be loving music, play guitar
>be me try to be best at it and try to play it perfect everytime.
>learned for 5 years
>now me better than average guitar player. music close to le heart
>performing once in a college talent show
>people go nuts
>it went awesome
>people want moar in next year performance
>next year, decided to perform again
>sound mix fucks up the audio quality while playing and backing track sounds like shit
>be me play anyway trying to save whatever bad audio with my playing
>le bad treble overshoot
>oh shit
> but noboy would understand that it was the mix that made me sound horrible eventhough i played note for note
> bad workman blames his tools, so maybe i actually suck and i cant play shitworth in 5 years of learning it.
>le me joked and kicked out of stage
>all that i was good at is now taken away from me
>mfw i cant be good at anything
>>671097555
You're good at guitar, don't believe that old saying it's what my gramps told me as kid when I got angry with things that were my fault
>>671097439
Depersonalization
>>671097555
I remember a movie about a jazz drummer who went through hell to get into an ensamble, don't remember the title tho.
Being a musician takes a lot of shame for a little pride. Don't get discouraged because some tec tard fucked up one time
>>671097482
>I suck at games
I'll start here because i tell this to my friends all day, PRACTICE PRACTICE PRACTICE.
I got from silver to diamond in half a season simply by ranking every single day. (League of Legends)
>goddamnit I have no social skills
neither do i, really i'm the aspie lord of autismland. But through gaming/family/other friends i've managed to find friendly people, just like with games, you just gotta keep going at it.
>>671097555
Dude, and i say this as a musitian, play for yourself.
Pour all your deepest and strongest emotions into your music and it will resonate with people's hearts, if they liked you the first time it means you already got the skill, now you need the creative process.
KEEP GOING AT IT BROS.
>>671098205
whiplash is the movie name you're lookin for
>>671097981
I don't know what that is, do you feel like elaborating?
>>671098410
Thanks anon! I shall watch it again, maybe I'll pick up that damn flute after it again.
>>671098479
"Depersonalization (or depersonalisation) is an anomaly of self-awareness. It can consist of a reality or detachment within the self, regarding one's mind or body, or being a detached observer of oneself"
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Depersonalization
>>671088814
>>671092810
lost
>>671098599
this.
I feel like I am numb. Everything feels like a dream or a movie to me. I forget easily too because everything is as meaningless and pointless as in a movie or dream.
>>671098599
Holy shit dude i didn't expect to feel identifies with it.
How does it feel?
>>671099065
>>671098915
I also feel like have this anon. To me it feels like my life is passing by on a train which i'm not riding and i'm just watching it go by. No real feelings one way or the other, it's a horrible experience
>>671098325
Really? I played CSGO for 500+h and got stuck at MG2 (used to be slightly above average) and dropped to GN1 (pretty much average now) but never improved.
Having friends at crazy high ranks (from my perspective) and being unable to improve myself discouraged me bigtime. Strange thing since I am fairly competitive otherwise.
>>671097555
http://vocaroo.com/i/s1hv5dUnLbZF
http://vocaroo.com/i/s0JFVqrnRvpR
here's some stuff ive recorded, one is an acoustic piece i wrote and another is a metal song i covered. tell me what you bros think
i love this girl and i know she lieks me back but i cant date her
i dont really deserver her
she may like me but id breka her heart
i drink all the time
smoke weed
pop xanax
drink lean
and shes the most clean cut girl ive met that likes me for me and not for my drugs, she is honestly the most genuine person ive met in a while
>>671099639
really not into that kind of music but from an untrained perspective it sounds like you know what you're doing. Keep it up /b/ro
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>>671098325
>>671098205
>>671097715
thanks anon
>>671099639
>http://vocaroo.com/i/s0JFVqrnRvpR
>mfw i opened the metal cover first whit earphones in max volume
the instrumental one its really good, but as you know, isnt popular music so need to be heared in a special moment.
9/10 would hear it high
>>671094588
Top kek
>>671099639
Dude... You have better skills than most guitarrists out there who get praised, money and fame for their museix.
DUMP THOSE FEELS INTO YOUR MUSIC AND REAP THE REWARDS
>>671099769
>i dont really deserver her
That's a fallacy m8, no one deserves anyone.
>she may like me but id breka her heart
Why?
>i drink all the time
>smoke weed
>pop xanax
>drink lean
>and shes the most clean cut girl ive met that likes me for me and not for my drugs, she is honestly the most genuine person ive met in a while
Maybe a nice girl like her to motivate you to improve is exactly what you need, just try to not fall back into those habits if the relationship clogges the shitter.
>>671097439
KYS fag lol
>>671100364
>>671100254
thanks a lot anons
will keep goin without givin up
>>671100272
this is a feels thread newfriend, if you want to be an edgy faglord go to literally any other thread on the board
>>671100364
can you give me advice? I really like this girl in one of my classes but she's a year and a half older than me and one of the most beautiful girls in the school. I wanna say something to her but don't want it to be awkward the rest of the year if I'm rejected
>>671097555
Not every gig will be perfect man fuck it. As long as your heart and soul are in what you're doing, then you can't go wrong. Keep playing guitar and keep playing live.
OSAMA BIN LADEN DIED FROM SICKNESS, AND I ATE HIS ENTITY! IT RESIDES WITHIN ME FOR ETERNITY! HE WAS A MIGHTY BROTHER OF ISLAM!!!
>>671100717
It's a picture of Jimmy neutron's dad saying extreme emotional stuff. Despite the story being true, it's still hilarious.
Thanks y'all anons, I think I might feel a bit better about myself now.
It's 6am over here and mah bed is calling. good night/morning fags
>>671100742
(not the poster you asked but) fuck it anon, go for it! Better to try and see if it goes somewhere than to always think of what could have been. Even if you are rejected ride it out and nobody will think it's awkward
>>671101155
that's what the threads are for, sleep well faggot
>>671100742
Sadly, i'm a khv, i can't really help you there. Sorry m8.
Best i can say is a meme.
>Just bee urself
>>671100742
also not the asked anon but it's only awkward if you want it to be. Go for it and if she doesn't want to don't break down crying ant that'd be it.
>>671100815
fuck off
Anyone got any solid advice.. I suffer from great gastrointestinal fuckup. doctors still trying to figure out the cause. ive had it all my life. caused me to drop out of HS. but I got my GED right after I did so not a big deal on that part. reason why im trying to deal with it now is because im 22, and when I was little my parents just thought i was faking it to get out of school and shit. anyways on a scale of 1 to 10, ten being the worse. the average pain level is a 7. its not chrons or IBS. Also dealing with it now, its causing me to become a fucking loser.. I have like 1 friend when I'm really a decently social person. and jobless since I was like 17.. only taking odd jobs to pay off medical shit, even those are hard to do. I have a job that I can take for a construction crew anytime im better, but I don't know when I'll get better. this has caused me to slip in some sort of depression, slight anxiety. was gonna go to a shrink but I'm so afraid that all they would want to do is put me on meds that end up making my issue worse [read many places on the internet about the effects of the most common and semi common physc meds cause a lot of bowel/stomach issues] I just don't know how if ever im gonna be able to fuck off from my parents place.. I want to own my own house and shit but nothing I want will ever be possible without money, and without the ability to hold in yesterday dinner its terrifying.
