Express yourself!
Tell us what's on your mind, anon.
What's been bothering you? Why are you so happy?
Feels and happiness are all welcome here
Sauce on pic OP?
that i have no gf.. but i'm still underagefag so it doesn't bother me that much
>>682484309
I think there a set of this girl naked ?
I've always been a pretty happy guy but for the last year I've been uneasy. Mostly sad. I broke up with my gf of 6 years after she cheated on me. I had to dump her. I still love her and she moved on one month later. It was hard to deal with and I didn't feel like myself since. However at the end of February I decided to start traveling for the first time and I've been doing it ever since. This has been the happiest time of my life. I've gone from the west coast to the east coast of Canada. I've gone to Iceland. All through the UK. Ireland. France. Spain. I was in Amsterdam a couple days ago. Now I'm writing this from my hostel bed in Berlin. Life is great, I'm just dreading going back home. When ever that is.
>>682484857
you must be rich if you can afford all of this travelling. Wish I had such money
yesterday found out that some guy got caught having sex with my ex gf, yet I'm still a virgin
>>682484309
Sauce?
>>682485347
If you consider $10,000 Cdn to be rich then I guess so. Don't wish for it just work hard like I did. Trust me it's worth it.
i am having issues replacing my car stereo
I'm weird. I have weird insecurities.
So what I like is money. Not for spending but for security. I never feel like I have enough. I have about 300k net at 26 and I still stress about it. I always feel like there are people much more successful than me, which obviously there is but still I am even in world standard at top 7% at only 26.
I start to feel stress easily. If something goes bad, I dwell on it far too much. I also take far to seriously what other people say. If someone says some crap to me, I feel like it's true eventhough it most of the time is just bs.
I know all this, yet I can't get rid of these insecurities.
I also enjoy getting attention from women. I get kind off addicted to it.
So yeah that's pretty much it. I believe it all boils down to insecurities in myself. Don't know how the fuck to fix that though
I have deadline for my masters diploma thesis in 7 days and instead of work I jerk off and browse /b/
>>682485581
tried turning it off and back on again?
for real though, I just had Best Buy do it for me... probably would have seriously fucked up my car trying to do it myself
I'm in love with a girl that doesn't feel any sexual attraction to anybody and she is kind of lesbian (she is in love with other girl). This is devastating because for the first time in my life I know I found someone that I would call a soulmate. And we will never be together.
>>682485792
so you are me, but with money
>>682485796
lol same here
>jerk off 7 times a day instead of typing up report
>>682485803
eh, old one is dead, but shopping for a new seems to be tricky, because none of the contacts are standardized, so i need 2 or 3 converters to fit the bugger in
>>682486242
BRO I FEEL YOU BUT SHE DOES AND SHE KINDA IS MY GF BUT I TRY TO BE SEXUAL AND ITS LIKE SHE DOESNT ENJOY IT AND I FEEL LIKE A JOKE EVERY TIME JESUS CHRISTMAS FUCKAROO DICKNUTS AND WE HAVE BEEN DATING FOR 1 AND A HALF YEARS AND I'VE HAD SEX ONE FUCKING TIME
>>682484750
nah she's 15
>>682484397
>>682485535
https://www.instagram.com/rose.yume/
I feel really idiot right now.
The last 3 months i was trying to improve myself, what actually worked btw. My main motivation was getitng some 10/10 pussy, then i fucking bitch out of getting the pussy like a fgt and she has a bf now. Feels Bad Man
>>682486830
I used to date asexual girl. That was a horror man. She was scared of my dong. I tried to fuck her once and it wasn't possible, bitch was too tight. Christ, women are fucked up
>>682486444
And you're me, but with trips.
Let me tell you though. Money doesn't help. Stuff doesn't help. Getting laid doesn't help. Drugs doesn't help. Getting good looking doesn't help. Selfhelp books doesn't selfhelp lol, joke was selfmade.
They all give temporary good feels only.
I have literally no idea what I should do. I don't feel suicidal or anything, I just want to really not give as much of a shit about what other people think.
Traps all day and traps all night
Traps can snap and clink and bite
Put a bear trap here
Put a bear trap there
Traps can go most everywhere
Traps all day and traps all night
Me love traps with all my might
You can set it and forget it, but don't ever let it get you in the arm oh no.
It can happen on the go
Careful with that trap in tow.
i nned to get a fucking job
i've got flu or something. feel horrible. mild fever for 5 days now. really want some ice cream.
I've got nobody to care for, nobody loves me where i live.
I just wanna run away and join the foreign legion to travel to exotic places and kill people. It would also be nice if i died on the battlefield and ascend to Valhalla.
>>682487777
At least you got 4 7's though, fuck nigga
i want star wars empire at war ssooo bad
>>682487777
checkd
>underage and b
>fucking sue me, ya'll saw tits by my age
I'm basically seeing the best girl. She has her personality quirks and I basically have the same quirks. We get along so well; I came from a bad family situation and a hurtful ex into a relationship where I feel cared for and loved. I couldn't ask for more if I wanted to. <3 my mouse.
>>682487620
It is better to be sad with money than be sad without money.
Find something that drives, something that you feel good with. Let it be a person or some kind of action, sport, hiking, fucking waterpolo, whatever. Read more, do more, lift more, be a better version of yourself everyday, for you. I know how it sounds, but this is what I'm trying to do now, because life is meaningless to me too.
I thought about making some art. Creating stuff, like movies or something...I need to think about it.
>>682485792
Work on self-esteem and self-love.
>>682484309
There's this girl I like. I even managed to get her number. But, she never responded to anything. Eventually she found a boyfriend for a while, but after 9 months they broke up, Im not sure if I should try to pursue again, or just give up. She works retail and the few times I've ran into her she's been pleasant and talkative, but that's also her job, so Im not sure if I ever even had a chance, but I don't want to push the issue and look like a creep.
>>682488555
I hate you.
>>682489078
She wasn't interested and probably isn't anymore, but you lose nothing if you try again.
>>682488555
get thread or what?
be ready for breakup, it will not last long
>>682489209
I've had my fair share, so I'm prepared. It's gonna suck if it happens...
>>682489208
I kinda wish she would have just straight up rejected me, at least then I wouldn't have to sit and wonder. That hurts less than all the anxiety of waiting anyway.
>>682489078
ask her out, nothing to lose
im bored out of my mind and nothing interests me anymore. college just seems like a waste of time but im forced to go through it because there is no other way for me to make a living
>>682489105
</3
Im in a rocky place mentally dont know what to do
>>682489454
>straight up rejected me
Very few women do this, stop wondering and find out. You might get to bang or not, but you'll get an answer anyway.
Been developing a sense of emptiness since i was 9, been really shit mentally at some points in the recent years. I'm trying to find purpose and one of the steps I need to take is to leave my parents house after my studies as I feel nothing for them.
Though if nothing changes when I'm 30 I'm prolly killing myself.
>>682489571
Smoke weed.
>>682485535
roseyume.tumblr.com
she's 15, have fun
>>682489646
I have no idea where to find any in Finland
>>682484857
glad things got better for you, anon. I know how hard breakups can be.
I don't know what I want to do with my life...I want to leave my state but I have no one to go with me. Deciding on a career causes me to freak out and I'm afraid of going with one that won't work for me and having to start over from scratch. I have no issues with me being single have been for a few years and it's done me good so far besides most bitches are into partying all weekend or don't want anything to do with me. I just feel so lost..
long-term girlfriend broke with me a while ago , all friends got stuff to do , I have work to do have no motivation for it whatsoever and life generally sucks but used to it.
>>682489763
Go to a college town, and hang out at a few parties. My hook ups are all family, so I don't really know how to help you there, sorry bud.
>>682489619
Is it really that easy?
>>682489763
Are you kidding me? There's places in europe where weed is legal close enough for you to go, buy seeds/weed and be back within the day.
>>682489763
Fuck off dont steal my fucking post reply m8. I know where to get some but id rather not being arrested isnt good when you aspire to be a cop
Everything seems so empty and lonely. Looking forward to summer but ultimately I know it will be spent alone
>>682487777
Fuck your quads nigga
>>682490030
>Is it really that easy to talk to someone?
Yes, it is.
>>682490063
I feel you hommie
Got my nuccers in Paris¡ and they goin' corullas!
>>682487134
>nah she's 15
There probably still is.
I took a personality test, and I'm disturbed by the result.The test indicates that I score high for borderline, narcissistic and avoidant personality. A close friend has encouraged therapy, but I'm having trouble reconciling to myself that I can't fix my own problems and that I don't have control over my own brain. I'm somewhat mistrustful of mental health professionals and I loathe the idea of revisiting events from my past. I'm also worried that I would be put on psych meds. At the same time, I'm soooo tired of feeling like I'm on the verge of tears all the time. Thanks for listening.
>>682490140
Well, yeah I can go talk to her I did get her number, but I don't want to have to hassle her at work, but a facebook/text message is too easy to ignore.
>>682489489
do you have some money to burn , or are you bored and broke?
broke up with my 4 year gf 4 months ago. started talking with someone 1 months ago but still can forget my ex. kinda sad.
>>682490777
>>682487777
Lotta fuckin' 7's in this thread.
>>682490777
a little money , most of it goes towrds college
>>682484309
>https://www.instagram.com/rose.yume/
i thought she was legit crosseyed
This thread is a mix between feels and good and its a nice mix
>>682484309
My acne's finally cleared up and I taking the motorcycle out for a spin in about five minutes. On top of that the Zoloft seems to be doing its job, the first anti-depressant that's ever worked.
I never thought I'd be able to say it again but right now at this moment, even though i'm tired and haven't slept much, I'm happy.
>>682490491
The plans we made are back up on the road
His manpussy was sold
Escape... you're joking
Rules you break and just let it slide
Escape... you're joking
Just a pawn, the last martyr dies
Until all is lost
So courageous
The plans we made are back up on the road
My broken body in a wreck
I rule on land, air and sea
God have mercy!
His manpussy was sold
The plans we made are back up on the road
By the skin of our teeth, now it's killing time
Escape... you're joking
I broke up with my gf of 1 year 3 months ago and i still cant get over her. I feel really lonely. I dont have any family or friends that i consider 'close' and i can talk to, and ive pretty much lost interest in all of my hobbies.
but at least i have porn.
>>682489571
o shit waddup!
>>682487134
Also, these:
YouTube: https://youtu.be/mTeSU8tYNx8 (1 video)
Blogspot: http://roseyume.blogspot.com/
All I found so far. The video is a makeup tutorial where she starts out with no makeup.
>>682491290
Seriously tho im in a dark place
>>682491029
could always get a cheap ass car and learn how to drive. made me not jump off a bridge a few times
>>682484309
I'm happy because I'm fucking your mum.
i'd be they guy in the middle
>>682491470
>>682491183
Acrostic
>>682492001
jej
I'm happy because I met this fucking amazing half Finnish girl from Sweden who's ridiculously hot and cool/chill no drama, also a gamer. Shit is so cash.
I just went to court against 2 officers who lied and said I covered up a price tag to a cashier I was haggling with. They didn't bring the cashier. The officer said he didn't obtain the video footage because his statement is just as good. Then he proceeded to lie under oath and said that he saw me see the price tag (that was located on the underside and side of an item I never turned over). He then also said I told the cashier the item was $10, when really all i did was ask if I could have it for $10 and she agreed. My lawyer requested her as a witness and they never brought her.
The judge found me guilty on the lying officers statements only.
I wasn't even allowed a fair trial, because during a pretrial I asked for a trial by jury and a public defender, then the prosecutor came out and said that he wants to reduce the charge from a Class B misdemeanor to an infraction, and that's when the judge told me that I'm no longer entitled to a trial by jury nor a public defender because it's now an infraction.
I'm trying to get this looked at by the federal government over my right to a fair trial being denied. Constitution says you should have a fair jury trial with the witness there in the court room. These cops weren't witnesses, only the cashier was.
Haven't been able to find a job over my defamed criminal background now. I also sued the police and the store for .5 million. Not sure what will come of it.
>>682492684
bummer
>>682484309
I'm moving out of my parents next week and I'm scared I'll be lonely.
My friends are getting engaged and I'm long-term single even though I look after myself and have a good job - I want to look for love but I don't know how or what It'll look like If find it.
>>682484309
>Yada yada, heart broken
>yada yada feels bad man
>yada yada close people dying
>yada yada feel insecure
>yada yada depressed
>yada yada whats the point
>yada yada cant kill self because not worth it
>yada yada find /b/ and laugh at autistic memes and frogs
>DeadOnTheInside.life
Thought most people on this site had this background
>>682484309
I'm broke, divorced, and haven't seen my kid in a year short of Skyping on the weekends. I've got an interview next week for a decent job, but I'm worried my copious amount of debt will be a deterrent and that my clearance is no longer viable. I'm worn and stretched thin between studying for finals and helping out my grandparents who live near by and are too old still be living in a house that large. Despite regular social interaction on a daily basis, I still feel lonely. At night, I sit on /b/ trying to trade my mixed bag of games and items for a copy of Dark Souls 3 while drinking, because it's really all I have to do at night. My tentative relationship with a girl I was seeing (read: fuck buddy) moved because of her job. We keep in touch, but neither of us are open to long distance. I'm tired.
>>682491443
i already know how to drive and have a car. doesnt help too much
>>682485581
be careful with that, I once discharged the battery by doing that. So you gotta be sure with the contacts.
I'm pretty great, besides a few money and family problems, I'm the happiest I've been in years! I used to have really bad depression and shit but idk I guess it's because I finally have a fiance and I'm getting married!
Pic related, the dress.
Btw that girl and I have the same face??? Wierd...
it is a clock. the numbers represent each facet of men and women, and the cyclical nature of life and death. the 3s at the top and bottom are heaven and hell, the left side is life right now, the right side is this life in reverse. the 2s are women, the 1s and 3s on the right and left side are men.
the 2s are meant to represent the constant nature of women, and the difference between the 1s is "good" men and "bad" men (in a sexual respect. men who want sex and men who don't).
the numbers are symbolic also for the importance of each gender in their respective lives. on the right side men are more important since they are farther from being similar to heaven and hell ( 1 is farther from 3 than 2), and on the left side since it is this life in reverse the men who were 1s before are now 3s and are identical to heaven and hell and 2s are instead the superior number.
In this life men are better; on the other side women are better. we balance each other out. the 1 that is being pointed to represents me and my being a "good" man because I do not want to enjoy life, but I used to be a "bad" man and I would've been pointed at the lower 1.
ive been coming to 4chan for some time now, on and off mostly, Ive changed, 4chans changed, i thought id be end up a 40 y/o wizard but i lost weight and changed my friends up, rn have 2 girls i invite over on different days of the week to bang (shit is cash), i still feel the same as before inside though, mostly salty
Fried my brain with drugs, verified by neuropsyche testing, probably just going to kill myself.
>>682493863
what kind of drugs are we talking?
>>682493698
implyed female gender
4chan.org requires you show tits
>>682494189
Not Attentionwhoring, complying with rules of thread and generally staying on topic. Lurk more.
>>682484309
I have a boyfriend that doesn't show affection at school, and there's a guy that I miss who hasn't texted me since October .
i'm not getting a promotion i deserve. feels bad
Depression and anxiety are destroying my future, and this is the only place I can say it
>>682494990
Well at least one of you know that public displays of affection are gross
>>682492546
Is her name Linn by any chance?
I work in a job that I sometimes enjoy but keep finding myself wanting out. I give it another chance and I enjoy it for a little bit but then I become miserable again. I really enjoy one of my hobbies but I'm not that great at it anymore and would require me to relearn a lot to even hope to turn it in to a job.
>>682494017
MDMA and alcohol
What is a painless way to kill yourself? Carbon monoxide?
>>682496013
Helium
>>682496013
>>682496105
Helium tank plus CPAP mask.
>>682484309
I think of a girl I met four years ago. We only had one proper conversation. She probably has forgotten me but I still go and look at her photos on fb.
>>682496345
Man, I wish I didn't, but I know that feel.
>>682484309
I am happy
Two simple rules:
1. Too much of anything isn't good for you (ex. smoking, drinking, junk food, watching porn etc.) MODERATION
2. Routines = Depression. SWITCH IT UP. Whether it's the way you drive to work. The breakfast you eat, the radio station/music you listen too etc.
>>682496345
>>682496502
>>682484309
I'm not sure if I should drop out of college and go graduate as an auto-mechanic in a public university/school/whatever. College is too expensive and my grades aren't that well. I don't know what to do.
I don't mind going to technical night school and working as a mechanic or whatever the shit happens. Help.
>>682496345
Dude.
Thus one is easy. Ask her to lunch. Something casual. No big deal kind of thing. Be funny and smell good. At the end say something like ' well this was fun. We should do it again' Any positive response from her is a green light. Ask her in a couple days to drinks in a local public place like a restaurant with a bar. Then be funny and a little flirty.
Then keep doing that. Before you know it you're married and living happily ever after.
All you have to do is try. If she says no, try again. If she's persistent and doesn't want anything to do with you then you can move on knowing it won't happen. Closure.
Haven't talked to the person I like in a little over a week. I'm scared to talk to them and they're in another country. Other than that, going out more, acne clearing up and meeting more people. So it's going alright I guess.
>>682484309
I'm losing my fucking mind.
>>682497158
And you think browsing /b/ will help?
>RETARD ALERT
>RETARD ALERT
>RETARD ALERT
>>682495602
But he doesn't even hold my hand or come that close to me
>>682484309
recently had dreams of becoming councillor ruined when teachers wouldent let me join course because they were sure id drop out when ive never dropped out of anything before and my grades are good enough
>>682497318
TAKE A SHOWER!
my life is fucked up.
I'm always one of these things
>bored
>super in love with a certain girl who probably doesn't like me back
>too social
>suicidal
>happy sometimes
>being swamped by AP Physics work
>paranoid
>nihilistic
>horny
Here is a picture of Cthulhu because I find that Lovecraft shit damn awesome. Gonna' reply to some posts because getting a (You) is a feel we all appreciate.
>>682485353
This hit me for some reason...
Not even in your situation, not really. Guess I just empathize.
>>682485796
At least it looks like you have great taste in porn.
>>682490926
I know how you feel. I am wondering if I will ever forget him. I hate it. It tears me up inside whenever I think about it.
>>682492684
What the fucking fuck. I sincerely encourage you to fight until justice is met. That's fucked bro. People always claim Police brutality in regards to dumbass black kids being shot, but the REAL Police brutality happens in instances like this, where they manipulate their power to unfairly criminalize people.
>>682495602
My future is dead and gone thanks to anxiety and depression, as well as a bunch of shit regarding shit abusive parents. I know how you feel.
My life is better than ever, new wonderful girlfriend, starting new job in summer, getting fit in the gym,all is good right now. That's what worries me, it's been going well for too long and I feel it's the calm before the storm and my life will crash soon.
>>682497438
To dream that you are looking for a job suggests that you are feeling unfulfilled and frustrated in a current phase of your life. If you are applying for several jobs in your dream, then it suggests that you need a clear direction and focused goal.
>>682489489
Cheerful robot
>>682497438
To dream that you lose your job represents instability and insecurity in your waking life.
>>682497261
>implying I'm on /b/ for help
fuck off normie
>>682497979
>implying anyone on /b/ gives a flying fuck about your mental health
fuck off cry baby
As a schizophrenic I don't really take my own thoughts seriously. But this afternoon I was at work (electrician) and was tormented of thoughts of my clients daughter. It felt like my head was gonna explode so I went home. I'm debating on whether or not to go on medication, but I'm worried it'll impact my personality a little too much.
>>682498075
>implying you're not just projecting your own autism
fuck off faggot
>>682497134
Talk to the person. It doesn't take a lot. That person will not dislike you for trying to make convo with them. Nothing wrong with it. Do it.
>>682498358
how's that mind of yours doing?
>>682497050
Thats easier said then done. First off she will find it weird, read creepy, that I all of a sudden messaged her on fb and asked for a date. Our next encounter must seem completely coincidental or I will lose if jopes with her.
>>682498323
>As a schizophrenic I don't really take my own thoughts seriously.
Heck, does that mean I'm schizophrenic?
I just realized I'm asexual, but I've been in a relationship for over a year. Sex has always been pretty meh, but I love spending time together.
Also seriously worried about my mental state. Bi polar and schizos in the family and I'm at the age people start having mental breaks. Got a lot of shit going on right now and getting real tired of putting up with it all.
>>682498567
>Thats easier said then done
WHAT A PUSSY
>>682498525
why do you care?
>>682498701
>I just realized I'm asexual
>Bi polar and schizos in the family
coincidence?.......
>autism in the family too guaranteed
>>682498833
that bad huh?
Because I finally kiss the girl a love minutes ago, feelsgoodman.jpg
>>682484309
I'm 31
My 6 year relationship is ending, it's turning into a shit show with fights, screaming and rage all the time
My company isn't doing well. I quit my career to start this company and it's basically almost bankrupt. I have been doing it for 4 years and it seems it's all for nothing
Friends all have either moved away or don't care anymore, I have 1 friend left whose idea of drinking is 1.5 hours then off to bed, I'd rather fucking spend this time on fucking reddit
Can't even win in vidya
FML
>>682495701
No, different person
>>682484309
Money's always been a bit of an issue, yet I haven't done anything to fix it yet. I'm moving to a new place soon and I'll start looking. Reason I'm happy is because everything's going rather well and my gf's an angel.
fuck you all. im studying
>>682499274
you're not a funny person.
>>682498970
whatever anon
>>682498732
Lol but seriously I'm driving myself crazy of this matter... She seemed perfect for me.
>>682498567
Don't do it on Facebook. Are you fucking kidding me? You're a fucking stalker you know where she works and lives, you freak. Manufacture a coincidental run in and rehash. Remind her of your connections via friends and reference the convo you guys had. Then ask her to lunch or drinks.
>>682499423
lower your standards
you're not as good as you think you are
you'll never get her
>>682484309
Whats on my mind?
That underage vagina.
>>682499381
shit man. once your brain is poo
it's poo forever.............
>>682499361
i dont even try m8
>>682498680
Probably not, but it usually develops in young adulthood and can be caused by mass amounts of stress and anxiety. I dunno man if you think you got it see a psychiatrist.
>>682498567
>"she will find it weird, read creepy, that I all of a sudden messaged her on fb and asked for a date"
So tell her you want to fuck and ask her for casual sex.
>>682499519
You are right I know exactly where she works. I was readibg the company profile. Actually thought about applying there for an internship.
>>682499693
I guess you speak from experience
>>682497318
Some men (including me) don't like doing that stuff in public, like, it's showing their soft side to all his friends, which is supergay rly. I love my gf more than anything, but in public, please fuck off, keep the distance.
>>682500000
OH SHIT
Some girl.
We're very similar in nature and interests so I feel I should be more attracted to her than I am, but something about our interactions feel hollow and stale.
I don't know why I'm like this. As soon as I'm secure with whoever I'm with I lose interest and kick myself afterwards.
>>682489957
Dont have long distance relationships, shits retarded
>>682500000
wasted :<
>>682500130
yeah i work with retards twice a week after my college classes
>>682500000
WHAAA???
>>682500000
Witnessed
>>682497020
I feel ya bro. I dropped out last year convincing myself that I needed a break and time to save up money. Shit has gotten worse for me and I'm really losing the motivation to go back for anything. Just make a choice and stick with it. Don't become a bum
>>682497696
Your future is not dead, do not give up, please. It must be hard when your the closest one fail you, but I'm sure you can do it.
And thanks for your reply.
>>682500000
Damn bro...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L9P-fIgVzY0
don't have money or a girlfriend and I guess I'm okay with that cuz it seems it's even more stressful having those things but... I don't know, I guess my life is pretty good actually but some times I can't shake off the feeling of despair. Guess that's good also, the fuel for generating fortune is misfortune. The generator being us, turning shit into gold since the first sparkly life soup. It's just, some times shit gets clogged up, it's not easy you know. I know anons. We all know the true measure of things yet we despise it. Why?
I feel empty after saw sao
Got a girl's number over the weekend, excited and anxious.
>>682484309
That girl is damn cute
Girl doesn't feel same way about me. More time passes less we talk and lose closeness. Need to focus on passion and goal related objectives but am always distracted by thoughts of her and wondering what she thinks about me after every time we talk. Never thought Id feel this way about anyone. She's really amazing. Hopefully happiness follows these months of sadness.
I feel like such a dumbass but it was nice to write something
>>682500000
Don't be a fagget. Add her on FB, message her "Hey, you popped up in my people you may know list and I rocognized you from _____."
>???
>profit
>>682489489
Try climbing. I was once bored until I went to my local climbing gym. The people there are super nice and its super fun.
Or just exercise in general is a good way to fight boredom.
>>682503467
are you dating the girl?
>>682499987
Do this face to face
>>682500000
it's a checked sign anon!
>too much pressure
>fails
Okay. What is it. Tell me /b/ros.
>I have gf.
>I dont have too work cuz my father allowed me to go on university
>I have my own money thx to schoolarship
>I'm poor but I have everything I ever dream'd of my own room/tv/PS3/good PC etc.
And why the fuck im sad. I have very good life and im young and still I feel worse with every year. Considering in what pile of shit my family was - I did rly 9/10
Last time I felt "Good" was when I broke up with my prveious gf two years ago.
Now I start to feel emptines and sadness all over again
Fuck. Call me an gay and faggot but even sex is not so great...
>>682489571
>>682489646
>>682489763
Fucking Don't. Speaking as someone who suffers from anxiety/depression and smokes weed, you'll become addicted.
Weed is great for digging you out of a bad mood, but once you're down, you'll want it again, and again, and again. It'll get to a point where you do nothing but smoke weed all fucking day, every fucking day.
I was constantly high off my tits for three weeks because weed helped that much, but I was completely out of money, hadn't talked to family/friends properly for most of that three weeks, fucked up in work and came close to losing my job so many times.
The only thing that fixes the issue is time, self improvement, and treatment. Go to a doctor, get pills if its recommended by the doctor, and defiantly go to therapy if recommended.
Good luck anon.
>>682503709
it's true. and finding a good place and you found is better than solo exercise for a bored person. Then again, it's fucked up to go solo to a place, so get a friend. He can give up later, you won't? Or maybe he'll stay. Fuck it! 'Boredom is actually pretty nice.' said the dying old man.
>>682493221
where are his tits?
>I have near constant panic attacks
>I did not know I had them until a recent bad one and learned the symptoms
>Had them for seven years, far as I remember, maybe more
>Without some sort of stimulus my thoughts wander to thoughts of my failures and what I could've done better
>The stimulus is usually a video game, a friend, or food
>Without any of those three things nearby my thoughts drift to suicide and how I could do it quietly, without family learning of it
>If I did actually kill myself, my father would be right about me and my mother would be devastated, so I can't
I just think about how I can't stop thinking about my failures and that leads me back into the circle of thought all over again.
>>682503729
Nah. We just started talking and doing a bunch of stuff together. Soon found out we really clicked, tons of common interests and similar values. For a few months we would talk all the time and then I started getting feelings for her, she admitted to having some feeling/attraction to. Tbh she is just more mature than I am, and im the type of person whose feeling lost all the time and need guidance. I just gotta pursue my own goals and grow up. The feeling of wanting to be better cus of her stings. Didn't help that we were both starting uni in diff places and that I'm an awkward loner. I guess in my current state it would a been a bit to good to be true to work out.
>>682484309
I fucking hate people.
Chronic Physical pain tht i cant help is gunna make me kms soon.
I told my girlfriend a few days ago that I'm really into femboys and crossdressing. I haven't told her that I've fantasied about being a girl for 5-6 years. I would like to start actually dressing up and growing my hair out more and all but I don't have the money to move out of my parents house and I don't want them to know about what I want to do with myself. And I don't know how to tell my girlfriend I want to change.
>>682486242
She sounds like a really fucking irritating person.
>>682504052
feel you bro. The only way I can explain it to myself is that it's not really in our control, like time just flows and this is how it resonates through you. Letting it flow. It's weird sometimes to truly see yourself from the outside perspective. try shrooms, shatter, rebuild, repeat.
I think i am going crazy.
>>682484309
Oh where to start.
I'm fat and can't lose weight due to me having about as much self control as a three year old with ADHD.
I've been on Tindr for three months but have had no matches except from bots and dudes who just want pics over snapchat.
On that note, it seems that girls don't want a guy my age. I'm 18, but it seems that most girls want to go out with guys 5+ years older than them. I've been told that I'd get a girl whose like 15 but that just seems desperate.
Went out drinking last week with a few friends from work and made a fucking fool of myself. Vomited all over myself and had to be carried into my dads car so I could get home. I'm so ridiculously embarrassed I almost want to quit my job.
But the Overwatch beta is in a day, so life could be worse.
>>682484309
I Have a tedious life, Found love 10 years ago, but because of some family issues i hadnt presented her to them, the girl started hanging out with a business enemy of mine just to tease me so i would let her into my life, i did, then he raped her, now she is psychotic and i am miserable
>>682505856
good. only more normal person from a normal person is the person who went crazy than came back. normies don't know this. fuck'em
>>682485567
So like, $20.00USD
>>682498375
Thanks anon. I hope I'll get the courage to.
>>682506825
fuck courage, inspiration yo.
>>682497602
Way to describe almost everyone here, pretty much.
Except we get swamped with other shit.
>I feel you tho
>>682487620
Fake it till you make it, man. Everytime you find yourself caring about what other people think, just say to yourself; I don't care, fuck that person
It'll feel weird at first, but it will help eventually.
>>682504860
I know how you feel. Do you go to therapy or get meds? Its the best thing. Therapy will teach you how to not "drift" and how to deal with those thoughts. It was the only thing that could seem to help me.
What do you panic about?
>>682505353
How did your gf react? Could she be a pillar of support for you?
If your gf is supportive, you could try moving out together.
>>682507625
thanks anon i love you /b/ro
you will receive pure loves or if anything is sweeter or more elegant
Recently moved to Germany, have been talking to this girl over here for a tiny bit but turns out she's pretty grande and I've never been into anyone who easily outweighs me. I broke up with my ex a month before I left and she found a guy within a week and ended up texting me because she got a sexually related concussion and couldn't remember that we ever broke up. I've gained weight because all I do is play league and chew. My great grandma just broke her hip and her face. But I just got a job on the air force base over here which is pretty legit. I've been struggling with a ton of my own depression, and I'm talking with a girl I met while I was still in Washington, were both pretty into each other because we had a thing before I left, bit god damn why'd I have to leave?
>>682508125
I doubt that. Love is a pretty dicky thing, but the shit happens, and I get what you mean.
>I love you too btw
I just went to a concert, feeling more alive than I have in awhile, my face is clearing up, I'm discovering that I'm worth a lot more than I thought, and giving myself less shit, lately. It's been good, man. I have friends closer than I thought, and more than I thought and easier than I thought to make. All this is giving me more motivation to make myself even better, and more prepared to handle responsibility, though, I'm still pretty scared.
>>682508735
Good for you anon. Majority of people here need that shit going too. Never feel less.
newfag here, i'm feeling worried, exams coming up, and having a weird trouble with alcohol, but got some cool plans for my life that are floating around. like a weird ass limbo
>>682508734
/b/ro
the future's uncertain and the end is always near.
>let it roll, baby roll
