Feels Thread
>Date girl for about 4 months
>End it for bullshit reason
>2 months pass
>I realize that im madly in love
>youdontknowhatyougotuntilitsgone.jpg
>She started to date a sporty guy while we where broken up
>They dated for 3 months and he ended it for another girl
>Shit, now is my chance
Cont?
Forward type sir
cont pls
>>672321570
Why u such a fagit
>>672321570
To this is why you type shit out ahead of time you fucking imbicle.
>Started to text her at start of summer
>Text really much and stayed up all night texting sevral times
>Considerd her my bestfriend
>Dont think she thought the same tho
>She lowkey know i like her
>1 month pass
>She tells me she started dating a guy that she never talked about
>Guy is one of my friends
>whyamisuchabeta.jpg
>At this point im fucking miserable and hated myself for not telling her
>Were still close friends me and her but everytime i ask if she wants to meet up its always "Im busy"
>One day i ask her that question
>"Hey u wanna meet up next week?
>"I cant im going to my dads house"
Gotta take a shit
Ill cont on my phone
>>672322460
OP I don't care where his heads this woman doesn't care about you the way you care about her and she's too nice to tell you straight up. I've been dealing with the same shit just move on man
>>672321570
It's not gonna happen faggot, move on
>The day i asked her i she wanted to meet up i see her snapchat story
>Fucking really
>Its a picture of her boyfriend and her at the fucking beach
>Ask her about it
>She didnt give me a real answer and evaded my question
>The same fucking shit happends 2 more times
>I try too ignore it and think that ill just have too wait for my shot at her
>Fast forward
>School starts
>We still text much but not as much as the summer
>I get the feeling that our friendship is only over phone
>She didnt show so much of a intrese of me in school
>She never really initiated a conversation with me on text or in school
fuckthisshitimout.jpg
>Stop texting her as much too see if she texts me instead
>She didnt give a fuck
Ill cont on pc
>>672321570
So, when u gonna plan the killing spree?
something to read whilst waiting for OP
>>672323278
do you have a less shitty crop ? also is it worth the read ?
>>672323496
It is worth the read it might even make you cry if you can read it
>Now i realize that she doesnt even like me
>Her boyfriend was a good friend of mine
>He started riding the same bus as i do
>We started talking more
>After a few weeks i realize they dont really show talk so much
>He went to a football game on Valentines instead of being with her
>Im fucking pissed but cant do shit
>I start talking to the girl im in love with´s friend
>Tell her about how i feel
>Anon, its never gonna happend. She doesnt like you
>Cant handle this shit
>Havent had feelings for any other girl since then
>Cant let it go
>Only thing keeping me happy is music and vidya
>>672323496
no sorry, it is really worth the read though
>>672321570
OP, if you want your girl back, you gotta text her messages like "Hey, we need to talk, but not right now, maybe tomorrow" she'll think wtf is he doing in this time? Did he meet a new girl? And yes, go out and ENJOY life with other girls, if you are needy for her, she will never want you. There is nothing worse then a break up, than to see a man get depressed about it
Im dying /b/
Listening to this
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=49Gz0Jfp-jI
and I can relate to everything
I dont think I can love anymore, my only girlfriend left me for someone else, and it was longdistance so i never saw her
Ive tried to kill myself by driving into traffic but i failed, cant even do that right
I make jokes to my friends about wanting to kill myself but they dont realise im not really joking
I just wanna die /b/ I dont think I can be helped Ive been like this since i was 11
>>672323177
What a fucken pussy op leave them alone you sound like a desperate fuck
>>672323804
Honestly OP you should just move on.
She's not into you OP. Ya blew it on your one and only chance. She's sucking and sitting on your boy's choad and she couldn't be happier. Move on and stop looking like such a beta bitch.
Let's see what you're working with OP. Post a pic of you and a pic of her. Well let you know what you should do.
It might suck, but fuck it. Move on. Stop being beta and go out there and be an alpha with another girl so this shit doesn't happen again.
>>672323872
This
>>672323804
If you can trick one girl into dating you, you can convince another.
>But she's so special
No, not really. you're just lonely and she showed you a kindness that you don't have anymore. Presumably for breaking up with her.
Stop talking to her and about her to other people.
>>672324059
Dont have one
All my pictures of me and her dissapered when my phone broke
>>672323804
she realized you are a whiny bitch and you got zero status. Bitches want men that makes thier friends jealous. you are not that kind of a men.
I have met girls that gone 0-100 with me in a few days. Thats shit feels good but the thing is you can make them 100-0 just as fast after that whatever you do you cant make it happen. You have to accept that.
Move on and get another girl. Be successfull, be balanced and happy. Thats the best revenge. Its easier to say tho.
Guess ill just have too move on. Its hard tho
Its been 2 years but its hard forgetting someone you see everyday
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yqrymQgBrKc
>>672323804
fuck this shit about alpha and beta... you are just an awful friend it seems. You think she owes you because you texted with her? Fuck off you fedora wearing neckbeard.
Put your own ego aside and be happy for your friend. You didn't miss your chance, you never had one to start with. She obviously doesn't like you and never did so stop being a punk ass bitch and get over it.
>>672324801
I live with my mom and I like, never think about her.
That's my fucking mom, you can do the same to a highschool girl you dated for a few months.
>>672325210 Thing is that he kinda treats her like shit
>>672325542
so? you are not her personal bodyguard. Let her live her life, if she is happy with a dickhead, then that is litterally none of your business
>>672323804
How are you sad about losing something you never had?
Shut the hell up, this girl wasn't for you, so what, find another one. Or don't, whatever. I don't care, you suck.
>>672326732
Even if she's not happy it's none of this faggots business.
She's not yours OP. You are literally a bad person.
>>672323804
>i'm so fucking done with this bullshit
>take gun from dads cabinet
>go to garage
>just stare at the gun, not sure if i really want to do it maybe i cann
>Loudasfuckdon'topen.wav
>Holy fuck are we being robbed
>guy comes through the garage door
>shoot him
>holy fuck it's my dad
>call police
>still dealing with the fallout from the courts
What the fuck do i do /b? I'm a fucking worthless shitbag, i killed the only person who ever cared about me
>>672323278
I was crying by the end of the story
>be me
>poo (In the loo)
>tfw i don't even know how to contain these feels the world is so scary io litterally cannot do it anymore, the universe is a lie we're all gonna die we'll never fly beyond our tiny world and we will die alone in the great void, and all of human achivement is meaningless
>finish my poo and start to pee
>ohgod.jpg
>everything we experience is limited by our opwn sensory organs that we know can decieve us
>kill self
>>672323278
OK just read it, Holy shit it was beautifull, I felt it coming tho.
>>672328747
i keked
>>672323278
Holy shit, OP.
You don't love her. Grow up, move on.
>>672323496
definitely
>>672321570
Every 7 minutes I need to look at her picture again.
>>672329841
so much this
>>672324808
>>672323804
If you're still in this thread giving advice to this 15 year old beta, you're a faggot.
>>672330393
me and you both bro. I don't go a night without checking her instagram to see if she's uploaded anything. She blocked me on everything. I know her well enough to know what her new passwords are. I miss her
>>672328370
jesus christ, that punctuation
consider suicide
i have faced a similar situation myself
>be me 17
>dated a girl for 3 years
>i got depressed and have been for most of our relationship but for other reasons
>leaves me cause i'm depressed
>i start doing drugs, and become really really social with everyone
>one day i went to school with a gram of cokerino
>i hide it in my pants
>shit it's dick inspection day at school
>nurse pulls down my pants
>school nurse is my mother
>mother sniffs dick
>gets grounded
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XsTjI75uEUQ
>>672331654
This describes America
>>672331270
7/10 had a good chuckle
>>672330813
Im not one who feels bad about shit, but this almost made me cry. Been deeply depressed for about 4 years, and my older sister was too before she took her own life 2½ years ago.
If I wasn't seeing a therapist that note could have been fucking mine.
Thanks anon
>dad sick with huntingtons
>right before he died he told me something i will never forget
>carry on my wayward son
>there'll be peace when you are done
>lay your weary head to rest
>don't you cry no more
This is all too sad. I love all of you. Im an hero'ing myself.
>>672329337
Damn, that really got to me.
OP here, in 5 minutes I'll be hanging from the tree outside my balcony.
>>672335132
Please don't anon...
>>672335132
that rope wont work, itll just hurt, dont do it
>>672335132
Sorry it came to this
Just letting everyone know in advance to skip this if you want something to make you feel a feel. I can't even make people sad haha.
Anyways. Here's some backstory for you.
>10 years old
>wake up to my parents fighting again
>it's loud, but I don't care about that
>all I care about it making sure mom is okay
>quietly get out of bed and sneak to the top of the stairs and take a look to make sure he hasn't hit her yet
>he's choking her up against a wall, screaming in her face
>she reaches around with her only free hand looking for something that will get him off of her for even a second
>she grabs a plate from the china cabinet next to her
>he notices and steps back to dodge the blow
>she misses anyways, and the ceramic shatters against the wall behind him
I know it must seem like I took forever to do something, but it all happens so fast.
>I run downstairs and stand in front of my mom
>it's okay if he hurts me
>even at ten years old I had hated myself for years
>I don't care what happens to me, I just care that she's safe...
>and she is safe for now. While he picks me up and throws me against the wall for getting in his way, she runs.
>and she's safe.
>Meet on Tinder
>Girl enthusiastic about first date
>Over the date looks like she is getting bored
>Afterwards she ignores me
I am /fit/, and on my profile it has my geeky interest just to filter out people. I legit can't tell what women want, some times I think they want to take things slow, just sex, or free dinner.
I always seem to chose the wrong option, sim date games were a lot easier when it was chose 3 options and it was more like a test.
>>672336304
>>672330393
I used to do this with my ex all the time. I miss that. I miss him.
>tfw you're too ugly for this world
i know the way people look at me, they just try to hide it, but you can see it in their eyes
>>672323278
Fuck
>>672336405
All you got to do is just talk; talk about whatever the fuck you want just to try and get her interested in something. If she's not responding to anything then just switch to plan B and continually berate her - this will trigger her inner need for alpha dick and at least you'll get a shag out of it
Is OP kill?
>>672336304
Like I said. I've hated myself for years. Since elementary school I've tried killing myself.
I can't even do that right.
>16 years old
>I've lost count of the suicide attempts at this point. It doesn't matter anyways, I always fucking fail.
>but this one led me to a psych ward for two weeks
>while I was there, my mom and stepdad (she remarried, he was abusive too) refused to visit
>when it was time for me to get out, they said they would give me money for a motel for two weeks. After that I was on my own
>it sounded great, but the hospital heard the conversation and, since a 16 year old can't live in a motel, they put me in foster care
>on my 17th birthday I was placed in a foster home with four other kids
That was the point in y life I felt more suicidal than ever before. But for some reason I don't understand, I didn't do it. I just drank all the time and smoked a lot of drugs.
I might post more but I have no point and I hate myself so why bother haha
>>672323804
The main problem that you're feeling is probably an underlying anger for how you were treated. If you want to get over this you need to make sure those feelings never come back. Tell her how you felt, how angry and pissed and hurt you were and walk away. Tell her she's a bitch. That moment of venting and forcing yourself to go 180 will help you get over her. Plus when you burn the bridge so to speak and there's no going back you'll feel a lot more open to moving on.
>>672335132
>>672322460
Anthony? Is that you?
>february last year
>gf of 2 years breaks up with me
>feel really shitty because it was the best relationship i ever had. i loved her to death and she was my best friend.
>she has a ne bf
>feel even shittier
>somehow get over it by fucking other girls an i can keep her as a friend.
>but still never stop having feelings for her
>after 2 weeks she tells me her new bf is shit
>we get back together, she tells me she loves me like never before
>"i will never hurt you like that again"
>im as happy as the first time
fast forward to now
>EXCECT FUCKING SAME THING
>she says she doesnt love me anymore
>"its not going to work"
>she already has a new guy
>dont wanna lose her because i need her as a friend, feel worthless without her
help me /b/ im feeling so bad
>>672336304
>>672337377
We're all /b/rothers here anon
I wish you all the best
>>672337377
Whatever here's the thing that made me want to die the most
>18 years old
>started dating this guy
>he let me live with him (I was homeless pretty much since I was 15, other than the foster care)
>things started out great. I had a place to live, food to eat, and human interaction
>but you know this isn't a happy story.
>he was living with his mom when we first started dating, as after a few weeks she kicked us out
>we ended up living out of his car, and occasionally stayed in the pizza place he worked at since he had the key
>eventually my already shitty physical health got worse
>I got some kind of infection in my throat, it made a hole
>it was this nasty fucking hole that dripped pus and turned my throat green
>and oh god, the pain
>I couldn't eat. I only survived because of apple sauce and jello
>the pain was so intense that I would pass out from moving
>I couldn't move any more.
And that's when my boyfriend started turning more sinister.
>>672338650
picture of throat
>>672338333
A hug for you anon
>>672338960
thank you man
how do you even deal with being ugly?
>>672339236
find what works. You can't control your fucked face but you can control your hair and what you wear. Dont be a dickhead. Find what looks good and go hard or go home.
>>672338650
>he started getting mad at me for not having sex with him
>you have to believe me, I tried my hardest
>but I couldn't move without pain
>If I tried letting him do what he wanted I would cry from the pain, and I would feel so disgusting and used when he did
>I couldn't get turned on because of the pain, so when he did it my vagina would rip
>but I put up with it
>where else was I going to go?
>I told him it hurt. I tried to just give him handjobs or something
>but it wasn't enough
>he told me it was because I was too pretty. It was too difficult to resist.
>I hadn't showered for weeks cuz I couldn't move
>I was disgusting
>I hated myself
>I needed to get out
But I had someone to talk to. I had food to eat. I had a place to stay, kinda. Where else could I go?
>>672338333
You have to make it stop man. I've been there believe me, ad not just twice. Had this back and forth, on and off shit with a girl happen at least 10 times over 2 years.
You have to realize, and this is going to hurt like a bitch, that you're being used. Maybe she's a manipulative bitch maybe not, but you are and so was I. You're stuck on the side and get dropped when someone else peeks her interest because you'll still be there should it end like it did. It took me way too long to finally realize I was a temp boyfriend to her, if she wanted one I was there, if she didn't she'd drop me and know I'd be waiting when she decided she wanted one again.
This was the advice I gave earlier >>672337390
and it's what I had to finally do to get myself over her. If she says she loves you she would never hurt you like she is, if she loves you she'd be with you or let you go and be happy with someone else.
Those fairy tale returns to love don't happen, you can't keep working and trying to fix something that she doesn't want to work. You have to let it go. Other wise you'll end up doing what I did and watching from the sideline as she sucks and fucks whoever she wants and then comes back when she's bored of it.
I know how hard it is, this all happened to me last month but you need it to happen if you want to be happy, and you aren't going to be happy with her doing this to you.
>>672323278
This gets me everytime
>>672323496
Read it
>>672330032
dick, not true at all.
rebuilding in your 30's to be setup in your 40's - true.
late 20 early 30 y/o girls go for older men.
drowning in pussy
>>672338650
>>672339531
Sounds horrible anon...
>>672338926
It's not like that anymore and I just ate pizza rolls
>>672339531
>I did get better eventually
>it took about two or three months, but I did finally start healing (physically) and I eventually felt well enough to move around
>I immediately started working full time so I could get away from him
>even though I physically felt better, I still couldn't get over the fact that he hurt me like that
>I couldn't live like that anymore
>I told people what he did
>even when I got better he still did it
>the people I told.. They acted shocked but after the conversation was over they never brought it up again
>some of them even said things like "I'm sure it's not that bad"
>so I put up with it
>I worked as much as possible so I could get my own place
>but then one day I snapped
>he was doing it again
>I begged him to stop
>he wouldn't
>so I punched him
>I punched him once in the face
>and everything just stopped
>for a second that felt like an hour
>we both looked shocked
>and I realized he stopped
>and I did it again
>and again
>I punched him until my hand broke, and I punched him some more (ended up needed surgery for that lol)
>>672340557
>I'm sure it's not that bad
This is why I hate people
>>672328025
wat
>>672339763
thanks for the advice man, i appriciate it. and deep inside, i know youre right. but i dont want you to be right.
i just cant stand anyone else making her happy. i cant stand not having her as my friend. because she always was there when i needed her. and she was the one to give me strength when i felt down... i just dont have the power to live without her.
and knowing that she will never love me as much as i loved her makes me feel so bad. and knowing that she maybe will love somebody else the way i loved her just makes me feel fucking miserable.
>>672332214
Hold in the feels
>>672340557
You're socially retarded, Anon.
>>672330120
Eh.
If you get into a decent relationship, then there are plenty of moments where conversation becomes real and genuine and emotionally bonding like what you see in the movies. The bits in between might be silly and inconsequential, but that's fine. You don't want every conversation to be heavy and emotional and raw, I've been in a relationship like that, is no good. Taking everything seriously 100% of the time ruins the fun.
>>672340557
>after I did it, he left
>he left me at a friends house
>i thought it was over
>I got my hand fixed and was in a cast for a few months
>and one day I was outside with my dad (we somewhat got along at this point) when a police car rolled up
>they said they had a warrant for my arrest
>they cuffed me and brought me to jail
>I was being charged with domestic battery or assault or whatever
>I stayed in jail for a day (being bailed out is great)
>I ended up going to court and being charged with domestic battery and I had to take domestic violence classes for a year
>I told them everything he did and they said it didn't matter
>he didn't spend a day in jail
I still hate pizza.
>>672341157
I literally have autism so I am not too surprised lol
>>672329841
Got to post it everywhere John?
>>672329841
Rubio detected
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gjgkxjfYHsE
>>672336598
>>672334479
>>672332911
>>672332619
>>672331786
>>672331654
you stupid fucking beta niggers,
pain and disappointment are holding you back from being happy. If all you do is care for others your just feeding them the idea that you are weak and usable, fuck everyone else, no one will ever come to your aid unless they gain something from it. people are shit and you're just helping the shit grow larger. By the end of the day, you helped people that dont deserve it when you could have been helping yourself
>>672328851
This is unintentionally funny.
>>672331786
Fucking normie
I just broke up with my GF and the feels are killing me right now.
>>672342022
you broke up with her.
in other words
DEAL WITH IT BETA
>>672332214
My heart
>>672328617
this is some suicide shit. who the fuck makes these kind of photos. it might kill somone
>>672334787
That COD faggot had to ruin it
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9CzcOcBb_ms
>>672341264
And the grand finale
>two years pass
>I hate myself and try to kill myself more frequently
>after working a bit I buy a shitty car (I'm living with mom and abusiveness stepdad at this point)
>save up a bit more money
>decide to not be a dumb faggot and attempt suicide in a way that can't fucking fail
>stepdad has a bunch of guns so I decide to give one a bj
>tell this guy who was talking to me he can have all my money
>ready
>aim
>"what if you do what you really want instead?"
>it's just a little thought that enters my mind for a second
>I have all this money
>I'm going to kill myself anyways
>why not go out with a bang (lol or not)
>so I pussed out for the hundredth time
>and I decided to just go wherever I want because fuck it killing myself soon anyways
>and I do it
>and while I'm on my journey
>I accidentally end up falling in love
>and he accidentally made me want to live
>we're getting our house soon
>and a cat
>and dumb weeb stuff
>and it's because I was so fucking depressed
>because my life was shit
>and because for some reason I didn't kill myself
>all those things led up to me lying next to the best thing to ever happen to me
>and it's perfect.
Sorry if you wanted that hopeless ending that is too common here. But that's not how it always ends.
>>672341264
Damn anon. I'm sorry life sucks so bad. Anyhow, how are things now?
>>672333363
i cant even buy myself a goddamn comfortable bed. shit i need a life
>>672342840
I'm happy for you anon, you deserve all the best things in life
>>672330393
>last seen
>message read
>>672341264
I'm glad you are doing well. All we have in this world is each other. Everything turned out the way it did because you kept going and didn't stop.
>>672342840
Fuck you too faggot
Fuck you for giving me that modicum of hope
Fuck you for making me think that I actually can actually find someone to be with for the rest of my life
All the soldiers in my unit office have girlfriends or are fucking a girl a day, I have nothing and have to pretend to be like them to survive in the fucking office because I'm a conscript
Fuck you for everything
Fuck you for reminding me of my loneliness
>>672330393
>>672331191
>>672337001
The feels
>tfw she blocked me again two-three months ago
The ride never ends.
>>672323804
is that the end of the story? stop being a faggot and move on
I need advice /b/ros. My dad cheated on my mom, he's not a bad father, not abusive at all. But my mom and my sister are the dearest thing to me. I love my mom to the point that I think of her as my personal god. Whatever I am in life is because of her, she has lived every second of her life for her kids. I hate my dad at this point. My mom on the other hand decided that she isn't going to divorce him and stay with him, she hates him a lot for what he did but still decides that. Also, my whole family is going through a lot because the women my dad had an affair with threatens to cry rape if he doesn't marry her, and the family is doing through a lot because of him. Should I forgive my dad?
>see girl I've been crushing on for weeks
>I'm a major creeper
>begin rooting threw her and her friends social medias
>find her number
>begin texting her
>she slips up and sends her nudes to me
>so hot
>cum immediately
>we start dating
>we go to a roof top and i put her on my shoulders bc romantic and shit
>say never gonna let you down
>gets dumped
>ITT we tumblr
>>672343952
Fuck him up, he's a steaming pile of compost I wouldn't use to fertilise my Rafflesia and titan arum plants
>>672344198
What the fuck is that
>>672343952
Only you can decide that anon
Has he asked for forgiveness? Does he deserve forgiveness?
>>672321570
Not that sad but hey it's around something -
>be me
>12 or 11yo faggot kid
>just entered middle school
>lots of new kids
>looking around. eyes land on this qt3.14
>oh God, I'm in love
>butterflies in stomach
>she sits right behind me
>"wtf am I feeling?!"
>totally hot but not a heartless slut
>has a shitton of talents
>we get along and talk frequently
Continue?
anyone still here?
>>672344473
Please do anon
>>672344537
im just watching the faggotry, of those who still care for others
>>672344537
>>672344677
crap pic, he was nothing special there where many like him
>>672344677
>t
>>672344672
so this a yes?
>>672344537
Fuck you too faggot
>>672344537
Yeah
>>672344672
>faggotry
Fuck, I'm not even close to being THAT bitter
>>672344473
>okay, seems good so far
>sometime in all that, I said some /b/ level shit to sound cool
>"wtf anon, I have no interest in this type of shit"
>changes her seat
>let things cool down for sometime
>meanwhile friends(oh yeah, I had a ton of friends) find out that I have feelings for her.
>maybe after 6 months or so, start hitting her up on Facebook (it had just come out and everybody was on it)
>okay, total beta chat. I send 10 messages for every single one I receive and that too one word messages
>one day, "anon, just stop messaging me already"
>I had no sense of self respect then, still message her.
>>672344967
Not even bitter Anon. im not angry with anyone nor do i like anyone, if the world burns tomorrow i wont bat an eye but one thing is for sure, the way people are now, they truly do deserve to perish
>>672329841
Take a break fag
>>672323804
Lmao at your pathetic ass. You're too high maintenance for her. You mistake these instances of him "neglecting" her. It's not him being an asshole, it's what they both want.
>>672345167
>some more time passes and the whole class knows by now
>one day we're chatting, she is more friendly now. "Anon do you really like me?"
"Well... Yes.. Yes I do"
>by this point I thought that's it, she's blocking me
>"Okay, cool. You just didn't have to tell the whole class that."
>"and?"
>"and what anon?"
>"do you feel the same way?"
>"maybe, maybe not. We'll see"
>At this point, I was a 100% sure she had feelings for me
>all of a sudden she blocks me out of nowhere
>okay, still no self respect.
>start messaging her from a different account on Valentine's day
>she adds me back
>"oh shit, maybe she does like me back "
>>672342840
Holy fuck what a goddamn plot twist, and for once a happy ending.
As another grill (and one who just got out of an abusive relationship too [though still kinda in it]), your story made me feel a bit better about my situation, so thank you.
I'm happy for you girl, and I sincerely hope this happiness that you deserve lasts, and that everything will work out for you.
Also
>give gun a bj
kek
>meet girl from,yes,freaking 4chan
>fall in love with each other
>date for half a year
>she goes back to her ex
should i get back in contact with her, like the cuck i already am?
>>672345219
>not even bitter
>people truly do deserve to perish
Come on you gotta admit you're somewhat bitter at least.
I think similar though. If the world were to end I wouldn't care.
>>672345931
This might be a feels thread but you're still saying you're female.
Just timestamp pic of face or something.
Not that sad but still a story
>day GTA V came out (nothing to do with it though) so November 19, 2014 I think
>walk into classroom
>everyone is crying
>what
>just sit there like a faggot not knowing what to do
>once the teacher shut up I asked some friends of mine what happened
>they say some kid in my grade died
>this wasnât the case though later in the day I learned it was actually his family that was murdered
>basically these two guys who I guess worked for his dad or something had keys to the house
>they snuck in at night and shot and killed his mom, dad, and grandmother I think
>then they take him and his brother in their car
>beat them badly, eventually kill his brother
>they then threw him off a bridge
>somehow he survived, asked for help, and stayed in a hospital for some months
>now he lives with his older brother
http://www.metro.pr/locales/matan-cuatro-miembros-de-una-familia-en-guaynabo/pGXnkr!zPLUyVOiSngws/
article just translate it
>>672346561
What am I supposed to feel from this?
>>672346880
idk
i used to be bitter.i dont feel the anger or pain anymore lel, enough booze and alone time gets rid of that, i just dont see how our race still exists after all the hate, selfishness, greed and stupidity.
it seems like we should have perished long ago
>>672346471
>>672347010
meant for you
>>672347709
Yeah I got it. I'm not THAT stupid :^)
>>672346471
I agree, but maybe it's for the better.
Shit would be boring if there was no entity with a conscious mind.
>booze
Yes
Kinda hungover right now but probably gonna drink tonight again.
...The ride never ends
>>672347926
have a great time anon
>>672348307
Thanks m8
Also, I fucking love that picture. Seen it before but forgot where I saved it
>Let's hope I get laid tonight
The girl that's coming over is pretty hot
Eh, I bet I won't feel like it anyways.
>>672330393
This. Exactly THIS.
When I was about 8 yo, my mother told me that I was like a sun. Radiating happiness towards each other by being a very considerate and kind kid. Using all of my warmth to give each other I would eventually consume it all. In those moments, right after arriving from school, I would run towards my mother and I would hug her for a minute. That would be my way for getting recharged of that warmth and love and I would stand up and be all right again.
Cont.
>>672348693
sex is always important, releases stress, healthy, can always torment the person afterwards if she falls inlove or wants a relationship, good stuff
>>672348693
imma role myself a cig, crack open a bottle of Jim and watch a show, hopefully ill find something sad enough to make me feel, havent felt much in the past few years
>>672348693
Death, as written by Gaiman, from the Sandman series
>>672321570
I feel like that is the road I'm headed down man, but at least I got my good friend Mary Jane to help me through it.
>>672348914
Wouldn't mind dating her. 19, she's 21, has pretty good job, good coke and doesn't mind at all sharing with me.
>>672349031
>rollies
I smoke reserves to save money.
Don't really like them that much but used to them and it's really cheap
>hopefully ill find something sad enough to make me feel, havent felt much in the past few years
I'm kinda worried I'll get to that point.
Because then it would be bye-bye.
>>672349120
Thanks for the sauce m8 :^)
>>672349172
What're you smoking?
Had some blueberry kush recently, was great.
What I have now is not nearly as good but still gets me pretty high.
>>672343467
Sorry anon. I don't really know what to say. I used to be the kind of person in these threads who wouldn't want to hear a "happy ending" too. But anon, even happy endings still have flaws. We get in fights still, I still have to take pills every day so I won't go back to being a piece of shit (I have borderline personality), and truthfully I still have the occasional suicidal thought. But the point is that it got better.
But, despite the fact that it "got better" for me, I know everyone isn't so lucky. I really hope you're one of the lucky ones, anon.
>>672348821
Nowadays I live alone, all by myself. My parents travelled to another country and now they are living there with my brother and sister. I have a really close circle of friends, they are like brothers and sisters to me. After a while, all of them found a bf or gf and they are in really good and stable relationships. Everyone but me. Right now I'm the only one who can't get close to any other girl. I can't feel that closeness towards anyone. Sometimes I think that I'm going to be alone for the rest of my life. Most of the nights I just feel that I need to hug someone, to get back some love like I used to. But there's no one.
>>672323177
Dude. What the fuck are you doing? She doesn't want to be your friend, she doesn't want to date you. Move on goddamn. Like this isn't not taking a hint. This is not moving towards the door when the building is on fire. Find another girl, if she likes you she will ask to hangout, if you ask her out and she says no, move on. It's not fucking complicated.
>>672349172
same here dude
>>672349587
listen, not feeling much isnt that bad, theres no getting hurt emotionally and there is no care.
the only problem is that you feel like you are missing something and that you could be happy,
to be honest i dont remember what happiness feels like.
2.5 years ago i OP'ed a feels thread, didnt share my story and thanked everyone for every post, knowing that they too are going or have gone through a hard time. people started asking why im nice and whats wrong with me. and to tell you the truth. i dont even know
>>672328025
>your father does not lock his funs in a safe so that robbers and/or beta faggots cannot do harm with them
Please just don't use a gun. It adds to statistics that reflect negatively on gun owners.
>>672323278
Keep scroll, just another post for ants with shitty compression.
>>672350301
Never started a feels thread myself... I'd love to, but it'd get shat on by ebin edgy kids, knowing my luck.
I did share my story once and it was appreciated (last year).
I barely feel anymore, except for her, and depression.
Yet I still remember what happiness feels like, and it fucking hurts to think of it when nothing is good anymore.
>that they too are going or have gone through a hard time
Not EVERYONE...
A low percentage of people have never had to work for anything and were just handed a silver spoon when they were born.
>>672349587
anyhoo, as i told them that everyone started getting butthurt and disliking me its always been like that if a person cannot understand he hates, thats way after i decided not to give a rats ass about other people, and i honestly dont know why im telling you this lel
anyway imma go pour myself some whiskey
>>672334787
I remember this post. I'm gonna miss that /b/ro
I am so unhappy /b/ that the stuff I use to find fun and brought happiness just don't do the trick anymore. I would rather sit in my bed all day and wait to die. I have no real reason to get up and do anything.
>>672350991
Some people here are nice but a lot are cunts.
For myself, if there's something I don't understand, I'll try to understand it. If I still can't, I'll give it up if I don't care much for it, otherwise I'll keep trying, but I won't hate it, that's kinda niggerish.
And idk it's a good story mang.
>imma go pour myself some whiskey
Nice, save me a drink m8
>>672351079
How old are you?
Have you tried: alcohol, weed, coke?
And what's made you like that?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3JWTaaS7LdU
>>672351079
if you feel like that longer than 2 weeks, you should really see a doctor. sounds like severe depression to me.
i wish you all the best bro, you can do it
You guys are all right.
I dont want this thread to die
>>672351833
this post made me laugh 10/10
i dont know how to love anymore and ive been stuck in this rut for so long, i dont remember how to be any way else
>>672323902
damn dude, chill the fuck down.
everybody has or will go trough something like this, i can assure that.
So let time be your doctor. Hopefully youll get to know someone who deserves you
me?
>>672352366
This is me lately
Just thinking about the fact that you and everyone else around you will die someday kinda makes everything better
>>672352756
i could need a hug so bad right now
>>672352980
Here anon
>>672353158
that is the gayest bro hug i have ever seen
>pic unrelated
>>672353508
Hey!
fuck it /b/. my last best friend turned out to be an complete ass. I had a gf 2 months ago, and we broke up after 3 months together because the whore who introduced her to me, because she was fucking jealous and made her dump me.
the only friend i have atm is a guy that we met through a online game and we have met in rl. we speak every day, but he lives a bit far, so its hard to meet every weekend and hang out. right now i have lost every hope for things to get better, every day i don't want to wake up, i can't find any motivation to do anything.
>>672353595
is..is that pic from a furry comic strip?
>>672324414
That photo explains every breakup I've ever had.
Because I'm "too emotionally withholding" to compulsively post on social media, or ask anyone for help. I have to watch these whores get patted on the back and told everything's going to be ok, getting showered with affection and attention.
Meanwhile, I'm always at my place drinking alone and burning alive.
>>672353618
Kill yourself, queer
>>672353776
Maybe?
>>672353781
fuck you anon Bowie is dead and that the end of it
>>672321570
I went high to a party about 2h ago. Heh, I was thinking that i lost feelings to her... But she all the time was cuddling with my friend... I went back home and now feel shit af...
>>672353888
... you fucking faggot... do you have sauce?
>>672353941
...sorry anon
>>672353839
thanks for the advice.
>>672321570
KANKERLIJERRRRRRR
>>672354087
now he walks through his sunken dream
>>672342840
thats cool anon. for real
>>672354066
No, sorry anon...
Although I think it looks pretty close to Jay Naylors work
>>672329337
Nice. Hits home
>>672331013
If you're still in this thread giving advice to 20 year old betas giving advice to a 15 year old beta fag then you are an ultra beta fag.
i'd really need a hug
it's not fun anymore
>>672354581
she said yes.
i have a girlfriend.
:D
she's a total goddess
see you guys in a year!
>>672354814
so go out and hug someone, just hope he doesnt stab you
>>672354858
happy for you anon, just dont forget where you came from
>>672322698
>>too nice
No, nice is telling him straight.
Not telling him is selfish.
>>672354858
Good luck anon!
Anybody here remember Toaster Steve?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0Raslq5UJaU&list=PL760127AA2B634AFF&index=68
>>672355382
no but i remember dusty the cat
>>672354858
Congratz anxd good luck.
Don't forget about us
>>672355526
and*
>>672354925
i tried countless times without any result
that's why i say it's not even funny anymore
How didnt this 404'd yet?
>>672338333
Best way to get over an ex is a new gf. Take on a new persona and curse her to feel all the pain you ever did with sigils. It will hurt it'll take months. I did it for the woman I was engaged to after a 3 year relationship. whore left me for another guy, i suspected cheating. Her best friend confirmed when she came over and was drunk.
>>672343467
You're in the military. Anon is prob a woman. Remember this quote "There is such thing as a fat slut but there is no such thing as a fat stud". Anon finding love doesn't have shit to do with you.
>>672355709
the power of feels is just too strong even for 4chan
>>672323872
This is the stupidest shit I've ever heard... Why the fuck would you text her about needing to talk at a time when you can't talk?
She would read right through it and think why didn't this faggot just text me tomorrow then?
>>672354858
Don't spend all your money kid and if you marry get a prenup
>>672355885
They removed this from the animation :/
Yeah long story short
>me 4 years ago
>had gf she was 10/10 for me totaly inlove.
>she was 2 years younger i finished shool started work in diferent city.
>she keep going to school we meeted every weekend.
>fast foward
>she finished school we thinking about living together. Happy as kid, have aparments work, everything we need to begin life together.
>she get offer to visit her cousin in UK (other country)
> i gived her money for tickets she leaved for 2 weeks or so,
> we texting and talking tho skype everyday.
> 2 weeks pass off, i asking when she gonna comeback wanna buy ticket to flight back.
> she replayd ,, i think i gonna work little here so i can birng back some money for us''
>well why not but i missed her.
> we start talk less, she said work take a lot her time, or just she tired.
> meh i know that feel ignored that fact.
> she stoped replay me, she just disappeared.
> fb offline, skype everything...
> contacted her parents same shit, they dont know anything.
> contacted her cousin, she said: She went work and ddnt comeback, police know that they looking for her....
>wtf... can't beleve.
>3Months passed..still no info.
> now sitting ant reading all skype history blaming my self to buying tikets , its my fault...
>>672355885
>this fucking panel
Fucking LEL
Since when do you need to be weak to kill yourself?
how the fuck is this thread is still alive?
>>672357116
>>672356881
>>672357116
It's the weekend
>>672321570
>>672321660 (You)
>>672321687 (You)
>>672321706 (You)
Made you look
OP is beta as fuck
>>672357374
Made through this entire bred fine....but this...this got me
>>672357116
the power of feel broh, the power of feel...
>>672357453
Good one
>>672357905
no actually its pretty easy
>>672357829
Same. I have a similar story to this so it got me really bad.
Cringe feels
>>672358196
faggot
Why the fuck does it seems like people are always trying to avoid me?
This have gradually gotten worst over the past 3 years
First of all I'm not ugly, 5/10 at least, I consider myself kind, I'm slim but fit, I take care of my body, I'm hygenic and I dress completely normal. I'm a 20 y/o male
I go to parties from time to time and enjoy meeting new people, but the problem is that people don't seem to wanna meet me, It's very, very rare that people approach me at parties, or even at all,
and when I go and try to talk to other people thay always seems like they don't care to know me. The times I do manage to start a converstion with someone it doesn't last more than 2 minutes or so,
I don't talk much, I'm a good listener and I enjoy talking about pretty much everything. Not even my older friends seem to have any interest in me, I have 1 real friend but he's away for a whole year studying so I'm pretty much alone most of the time. My cats won't even let me pet them anymore, and even my family are starting to drift away from me.
And I'm also a virgin, I was planning on saving it for someone special but now as I'm already 20 I kinda just wanna get over with it, but losing it was harder than I thought.
What am I doing wrong? I just want friends and human interaction, I feel like nobody doesn't care about me at all
Feels like I'm fading away from existance...
this thread is the weakest most un-feely feels thread i have ever been on... what a disappointment
>>672358114
I can't even feel bad for him
>>672358729
The real feels begin around 8 pm when all the people who don't go to parties come to 4chan to feel the void.
>true feels
yall faggots are sad
op is an underage faggot
>>672358616
Go to a swingers club
>>672334453
No problem honey, I like you, so you`re good as long as you work really hard to make me happy. Marriage? Forget about it, maybe after five or so trouble-free years. First sign of bitchy attitude gets you out the door. It`s been your market for a long time, now it`s mine and I make the rules.
>>672321570
She got wrecked by Chad for three months and you want to leftovers. lol
Thanks for telling your personal stories to random strangers you guys.
You helped me get over my own problems/worries for the moment and for that i am grateful, as these have been plaguing me for the past 2 or so weeks.
Really, thanks /b/.
>>672359094
i dont feel sad for a dead sand nigger
Look in my eyes, Faye.
>>672335132
im ready faggot
>>672335132
Can you send me all your money first?
>>672330901
Bitch, I'm not the one who decides if it's permanently hurtful!
>>672323278
open in new tab and/or ctrl+ + to read
worth the read too
