2/3 >one time her period's late by a week >imagine
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>one time her period's late by a week
>imagine the frustration
>she eventually gets it, but is pale white for weeks
>I start to loose my friends
>getting worse every month
>every once and then we can afford a few condoms
I forgot to mention that they are fucking expensive here, like they WANT young ppl to get preggo
>fuck like animals when protection is on
>also when its off
>one month, around that time
>she disappears
>ohno
>my heads spinning, I think of worse and worse ideas
>then I find out
>her period was late again
>she wanted to hide it
>she left home for a few days
>doing things i dont wanna know
>cutting herself and shit
>ultimately taken to a hospital because of mental state
>someone found her wandering I guess
>Im afraid of her mother, and my parents and such, but this incident is basically forgotten instantly
>they dont really find out why she did it
>period was late, but it came eventually
>I can take no more
>its summer
>I ask her to come with me for a walk
>she knows what I want
3/3
>were on an empty field, sitting in the grass or what
>I tell that i am going to snap if this continues
>im crying
>I loved her
>she agrees
>she loved me
>we cant continue
>but we cant stop
>the sex was good, but this was much much moar
>we somehow manage to break up
>shes wailing, me too, im howling of crying
>we sit there for hours
>we agree that this was for the best
>cant leave
>sleep on the field
Its lucky that noone was there to see or hear us literally roaring of sadness.
>mfw I probably broke up with the girl I was meant to marry, if I was 10 years older
>mfw i had a 2 year relationship when I was 15
>mfw this might have been love, something i havent felt since
>mfw no money for condoms
>mfw when the sex is so good, it ruins everything
>we talked once, 2 years after this. hearing her voice felt like coming home
>she told me she loved me. I loved her.
>it would have been impossible to meet then, she moved away to some other fucking town
>back then I missed her, now its fading, but this changed me. I had to fucking grow up. It wasnt good.
Well, I read this after I finished, and I have to say that my writing skills are little to none, but I'll post, maybe some of you can relate.
>>676798891
tl:dr
>>676798891
Op, you could have gotten a part time job you lazy fuck, so you would be fucking like rabbits even now.
just what I need
I'm not posting my shit again
>>676800116
Youre right, i dont wanna complain, but
As i mentioned this is some donkeyfucked village 30 miles from everything worth mentioning
I got up at 5:30am to get to the bus, and by bus, imagine a 30 years old, eastern european chariot, which then travels for one and a half hour to get to some city. There I get on another public transport to get school. 9 hours pass, its 5pm. If I start work then how/when do I get home (no buses after 11pm), if i go home, the fuck work do i do there?
Also i was 15, and its fucking rare that someone under 18 works here. I cant express it perfectly, you have to live in this shithole to know what its like.
Help me /b/
So I confessed my feelings to a good friend and things went good but she is in a relationship atm. We flirt a lot and it's great but other times its shit. She always talks about others and I feel like a fall back when no one will talk to her. What do?
>mfw when the sex is so good, it ruins everything
>>676798891
Sauce???
>>676801401
this is pretty much me
except I know better than to ever tell her how I feel
>>676801698
Dude I know in the moment it's not a good idea but once you tell it becomes great. You should go for it
what's even the point.
>spray girls with water because it's Easter
Jsi Slovák, že jo?
>>676802235
every girl I've ever said that to immediately hated me
>>676802653
Same but idk this one is prefect and she's something else and I'm so glad I can talk to her everyday but I still feel like I'll never have a chance
>>676798891
Bump for feels
>>676802355
Nem, de majdnem, szomszed.
>>676799147
>she disappears
>ohno
>my heads spinning, I think of worse and worse ideas
>>then I find out
>>her period was late again
>>she wanted to hide it
>>she left home for a few days
>>doing things i dont wanna know
>>cutting herself and shit
>ultimately taken to a hospital because of mental state
>mfw I probably broke up with the girl I was meant to marry, if I was 10 years older
Nope. You dodged a bullet there OP
Someone dump please
>>676798891
is it possible i saw this kat kunt on adultfriendfinder on a live cam? she looks familiar.
I'm trying to find my cousin
>live across the country
>dont have his phone number, email, nothing
>is in deep depression, locked in his room, won't come out
I'm really worried about him. I don't want to call his parents. They say he's on the internet all day and all night.
Maybe he's here?
>>676803521
Bit vague; You're describing 70% of the people here. Anonymous Board for a reason, anyway.
>>676803782
>>676803521
>lives in ohio
>age 23 or 24
>got full ride scholarship to uni, graduated
>didn't get dream job
>locked himself up
>possible suicide attempt
>>676803521
>I'm really worried about him.
Just call them, say you haven't talk to him in awhile and alittle concerned. ask for his phone number and for them not to say anything about it. Parents are understanding
>>676803167
The webm I got from /gif, its highly likely, yes
>>676804032
also doesn't help that his parents are crazy fucking enablers and all need therapy too
he lives with them, btw
This thread is going to die
>>676803010
It felt very special, she wasnt this type, that was the only time this happened.
I agree though, that the hospital thing was a bigger deal, and it was shrugged off too quickly, and didnt have any consequences.
You are most probably right.
Its just a strange thing that after so many years a so average girl has a dedicated place in my mind. But now when Iook back I am happy, and I think I would be a differently person today if not for these events.
I dont want her at all, the feeling is gone, but this was a huge deal in my personality. For the better, I think.
>>676800363
Shh bby is ok <3
>>676802333
To make a good life and be happy.
>>676805310
Just with that reply you remind me of her.
Dumping some old baww.
>>676805623
Easier said than done.
But thank you for reminding me. Nice to know there are some who can be positive.
>>676805872
i love hyhy ;_;
>>676805630
I'm sorry things suck. 4chan isn't the best place for sympathy, but I am.
I hope you find a way to be happy. And that you find someone that loves you and is right for you :)
>>676801675
bump for sauce
>>676806077
Thanks anon, same to you.
Get trips of 3s
>>676805872
It's easy to be positive for others than for yourself. I worry a lot of course, but eventually I have to sit down and think it straight.
No one designed a point for us. Life really is for our enjoyment. Happiness is the best feeling, so we work for that. Therefore whatever out happiness comes from... that becomes our point.
>>676801401
At least you can say you like someone..
I on the other hand don't even know what "liking or loving" is...
I just find everyone annoying.
>>676801675
/gif/
I know nothing else, sadly.
>>676806695
I'm sure you'll find someone you can love. In time
>>676801675
>>676806143
>>676806848
It's in the file name guys.
>>676798891
I bet her room smells like ass.
not that im complaining but i doubt shes very clean
>>676808962
I have some of these
>>676798891
>>were poor as fuck, so condoms are not a way to protect
you get these for free mate in the UK family planning
thats what i did when i was 16 FS
your first love never lasts anyways, you out grow each other eventually
>>676809570
also dumping what I have
>>676800410
fuck..... feelsbad
>>676800410
hits home
>>676798891
Condoms are free if you go to family planning clinics, STD clinics, or anything like that.
So, you're an idiot.
>>676798891
What the fuck is so hard about pulling out you stupid fucking nigger. Like seriously kill yourself, no one cares. Just fucking cut your stupid fag throat.
>>676805280
Tips fedora
sup /b/
last night
>be me
>pizza rolls in microwave
>inb4 ovens are better
*ding*
>take pizza rolls out of microwave
>plate is hot
>drop plate face down
>rip pizza rolls
>>676810717
......
>>676810640
I pulled you autistic virgin
listen guys, im having a gf for 3 years almost now, cheated 3 times on her and i didnt feel bad when i did. she found out 1 month ago about 1 girl and she died because she loves me really much and still wants to be together now the problem why i did this was, that im a horny fuck and she didnt give me pussy for a while cuz shes studying all fkn day and too tired... i love her too but what can i do about my hornyness. and yea i do fap atleast twice a day but i need vagina
>>676810717
I cri evri tiem
>>676798891
man happened the same to me 4 months ago
i feel you bro
my personal story
>>676812313
And thats all I have.
Keep on keeping on /b/
>>676812115
i honestly hope that that is not true
>>676810717
Jaysus! I don't know whether to throw up at the horror, or cry for your loss.
>>676800902
hit close to home man. too fuckin close
>>676805280
I want the background but don't want the text anyone have the original photo?
you guys matter, maybe you dont know how, or why, but someone knows you, someone cares for you, even i dont know you, im rooting for yoh, dont ever give up, maybe what you are doing now isnt working but try something else, im rooting for you anon, always will be
here goes nothing...
>be me, about 5 years old, molested by our female maid(it was cheap to hire back then; no I was not molested by my uncle; yes I am male; yes, I was not a virgin anymore at the age of 5)
>fast forward, 9 years old, made a promise with a girl that we will be bf/gf when we get to 13 year sold
>become 12 years old, family moved far from birth town to big city, tfw all that wait and no gf...
>be 13, popular in big city because I can play guitar, all the girls would suck me off if I give the go signal
>13 and half, lost big dad, confidence was burried with him,
>14 and emo as fuck already
>15 fixed my shit by playing vidya all day everyday
>16 moved overseas from big city to main big city
>culture shock, all that shock from being an immigrant
>17 still kissless, lots of opportunity, but my "principles" cock blocks me
>18 still kissless, still virgin (do not want to count the molestation)
>19, first kiss lips to lips no tongue, just won it from a game of truth or dare, well, the girl was dared to kiss me,
>20, had my first date, with a friend, who has a boyfriend... FML...
>21 and I feel like my life is going backwards, no confidence, cant be asked to make friends in uni anymore,
I am literally, mentally disabled if the definition justify my definition of myself.
Anon, I know this doesn't mean much..but.. I want you to believe in the you that I believe in.
-Anon
>>676800410
>Few weeks ago
>Be in a crowded airport
>Two shitskins with AKs screaming in kebab
>Every one fall on their knees
>One of them put his handgun on my forehead, tells me to sit down
>I grab it and dare him to do it
>Feel thrown back, and as if I wasn't in my body anymore
>Why did I have to wake up ?
Dont believe in yourself anon, believe in me, because I believe in you.
-Anon
>>676800591
Now my chest fucking aches because I just realized how true this really is for me
should i green text my 15 month relationship and the mistakes.
>>676816215
You've got nothing to lose, even if you did.
>>676805872
whats this from?
>>676816215
>be me, pretty happy 5 or so months into a relationship, drive to the beach for a week with girlfriend.
>everything is amazing, we walk on beach at sunset, i use my knife to carve our names into the lifeguard stand
>movielike.jpg
>we get back after great week, i just really need time alone because 24/7 for a week was rough i just needed vidya games
>after week i have bad gut feeling and i ask her if shes done anything
>no anon i just sat at home
>she calls me
>ohfuck.jph
>she tells me she sent pictures to 2 other guys, i cried for 30 minutes on the phone asking her how she could do it.
>i forgave her and tried my best to forget about it.
>>676817032
>month 8
>eating lunch together i see a text from another guy
>i get curious and ask her if shes been texting another guy
>no anon i wouldnt do that
>ohfuck.jpg
>i called her out on it and she told me she just wanted pot from him
>pissedfortheday
>very pretty girl on instagram messages me asks me if im okay
i dont know what happened but i just said no i wasnt okay
>she found me in the weakest spot i could be in.
>i cheated on my girlfriend with her.
>i told the girl i couldnt do it anymore with my girlfriend and she freaked out and told her.
>i didnt know what to do
>gf freaks out on me and throws at sandwich at me.
>i walk away and punch a wall
(pic related surgery day)
well, fuck
for the first time in my life a girl likes me.. but she's 5000 miles away
>>676802235
in similar situation, girl lives in other country and we're fairly close friends, visited her etc. but she told me that one of her friends once confessed to her and she didn't understand why he would tell her that and they stopped talking completely...cant bring myself to tell her now
>>676810717
Plate is smash?
I'm not depressed. Just kind of empty, there's only ever a weird static feeling no matter what I do. I don't want to be some emo fag that whines about the hardships of his privileged, 1st world life but I just wonder what it would be like to share this with people, I've never been particularly great at conveying this kind of emotion to those around me.
I don't know if it's the fact that I know that I'll never know how it feels to have someone love me, care about me, want to be around me, or that I am constantly reminded of the fact that everyone else is so much better than me in all aspects of life. It's gotten to the point where I just don't go on social medias because it's practically just a highlight reel all the ways in which I fail as a human being and all the ways in which everyone else excels.
I'm not about to go jump in front of a train or anything, it's not like that. I don't particularly hurt inside, in fact it's the exact opposite. I don't feel anymore. It may sound stupid but sometimes I go out in really bad weather (Britfag so it's always raining and cold) in clothes that aren't very warm just because the sensation caused by the cold gives me something to think about rather than just focusing on the ceaseless expanse of stillness. My life has become just one big non-moving, unchanging reel of black and white film. Stagnant. I'm drowning face down in a festering pool of self pity and monotony and the worst part is that because I don't feel things as much I'm less likely to bother to try to make things right, thus creating a vicious cycle of grief that I can't seem to escape from. I don't know what I need to do the feel again, I'm not sure I even care anymore.
>>676810717
haha upvoted ,
also source?
>>676817032
>month 12
everything was fine and dandy, i tried my absolute hardest to make everything fine, we went to homecoming together and it was a lot of fun and I prefer to stay inside or work out. She forgave me for when i cheated on her with other girl. everything was fine. But one day it wasn't fine, one day she was very mad at me for something really stupid. I ignored her the whole day trying to just be calm.
>she wants to break up
>ohwhy
We mend things that day and figure things out, but i offered a plan. We have a free night were no rules she does what she wants i do what i want
>nonoanonicouldnever
i have to say okay and discard the plan.
i go out to eat that night and she tells me shes really tired and takes a nap
>she didnt fucking nap
She was at my house the next day and i saw messages on her phone and asked her about what she did and she said nothing, i asked her if she'd tell me if she did anything and she said "oh of course i would anon i wouldnt hide anything"
>godfuckingdamnit
i call her out on it
>she cries for 30 minutes as i drive her home
promises me she'll never do it again and it was her friends idea.
>lie.jpg
I got drunk do I care less about feels
goodnight, /b/
I love you guys
>>676818898
Goodnight
>>676818852
>>676800591
argh god, I normally message about 4-5 people a day, everyday. School just ended for Easter break and I decided to see what would happen if I didn't message anyone.
It's been a week and nothing. Fuck me, man, nobody fucking cares
>>676818696
hello anon, was in a similar situation to you, can't really say anything about "people caring for you". that happens randomly, eventually you'll find someone. Seems to me like you need some meaning in your life. Find something to that makes you a better person.
>>676805280
I disagree, I just want someone to talk to, don't care whether they're stuck up or not. I hate being alone
Be me waiting for her to be more revieling. Waited...got this. Now want more. Have diamond now for appendage.
>>676820931
That's exactly what I need, I just have no idea of how to get it.
>>676814929
stay strong man, just join a band maybe then youll get laid?
>>676821587
Anyway, I need to go to sleep. I've got to be up at 5am and it is currently 2:40am where I am so that should be fun. Thanks for your help.
I been inside my house so far for my spring break. I was planning to go outside today and go somewhere but I then I realized I don't have anyone to ask to hang out with. Now I'm just going to go drive alone around my city for a bit.
>>676798891
Sauce on that pic?
Not the saddest story but really fucked me up
>be 10
>grandpa dies and grandma gets depressed
>she attempted suicide with pills ambulance came quick and she survived
>been normal ever since, always joyful for a old lady
>her house is next to the school I attended
>I was 15 and I used to go everyday to her house to eat lunch. She cooked great and was free food, uncle also ate there
>one nice monday, weather was great for november, classes went great everything was nice
>went to her house
>uncle says almost screaming "Anon don't come, anon don't come, phone your mom, tell her to take you home"
>I ask what's wrong and he bursts to tears, explains sobbing, with the most desperate voice I've heard "It w-w-as grandma, she... she...
>collapses crying, saying no-one's prepared for this
She cut her wrists surrounded by old photos of her and my family, my uncle had just seen that
> ambulance comes, people stack at the house because it's next to school
>kids start making a lot of noise because of the ambulance and because they knew me
This might not be one of the worst stories but it really fucked me up in my teens
>>676799199
And literally not one fuck was given
This anon told the truth.
>be me
>be 17 never had sex
>doesntbothermetho.exe
>i meet girls online from around the country
>tinder.jpg
>meet this 8/10 girl on tinder this january
>think nothing of it for the first 2 weeks
>talking everyday
>one month past not a day were we wouldnt speak
>she lives 120km away
>another month goes past its end of february, things are getting rocky
>made plans to go on holiday together already
>another couple of weeks pass
>she doesnt want a relationship as shes going uni v soon
>fuckmylife.gif
>i understand
>i cant get over her
>we argue and bicker but i always come back
>never met only know her for 3 months
>we decide to only be friends
>lowkey tryna smash but in a romantic way
>''anon r u gay?''
>26 hours ago
>i see snapchat story of her cuddling with someone
>i knew she had someone on the side but she only wanted a fling
>always called him a fuckboy
>i see snap
>heart and stomach sinks
>she messages me 5 hours ago
>''im at a party talk to me im bored''
>i tell her im busy
>3 hours later i text her back like a little bitch
>she replies fast
>ignores 2ns instant message
>probs getting laid again
im crying over a girl i never met /b/ what the fuck is wrong with me
...
>be me
>unkissable virgin
>people tell me I'm 7/10
>play stardew valley all the time
>talk to my in-game wife
>kiss her
>watch her until it turns night then go to sleep at the same time as her
how do I stop feeling so fucking sorry for myself? I feel so fucking pathetic
>>676824109
whats your steam name, if you need a friend add me its either skansneo or femnismismylife
ironic dw
>>676823764
I Understand the feels man just stay strong anon we are here for you.
>>676824247
sorry too paranoid to give out steam. I have a "shrink". We only talk, but never solve anything.
just need advice from someone who isn't getting paid to "care" about me.
>>676824416
cont(kinda)
>she cant get over her ex
>shes too scared to get into a relationship
>i hate listening to her talk about guys
>i tell her
>shes upset
>lulwut
>2 weeks ago i tell her i dont fancy her anymore
>she seems upset
>ohshit.jpg
>i tell her im talking to someone else (pic related)
>she seems kinda jelly
>i stopped talking to girl B even tho girl B was 11/10 and lived super close
>should i kill myself?
>or just drown my sorrows in games and fast foods
>>676824974
if you need help im here /b/ro
>>676805791
This is such a fake story that it actually really irritates me.
>>676825178
Anon suicide isn't the right thing to do I know from personal experience just stay calm and stay strong you may think its not worth continuing to go on but it always is I promise you that you might have to go through hell to reach the gold but in the end the gold is always there
>>676802653
That's too funny... everyone's always saying that girls should tell guys that they like them and ask them out, every single time I have done that I've been rejected. It's not coincidental, each person I asked out first, even if I KNOW they "like" me has rejected me. I've even experimented to where I just won't ask anyone out ever, 9/10 ends in a date. That stuff about girls should be asking guys out is complete bullshit.
>>676826221
i dont think im gonna kill myself but i feel like shit, should i tell the girl im upset?
This whole thread.
>>676816784
Free to Play: The Movie
>>676804795
Has he ever had a long standing interest? Ask for his number so he can give you advice on it.
>>676826440
to be honest I never told my feelings to the person in my story but if I was in your shoes I would just to see how the person responds but if its not what you are hoping for I promise you ill be here for you anon I promise
>>676827055
its 3am here shes probs cuddling with some guy again, i wish i never met her sometime
>>676827429
UK bro?
>>676827429
Anon I feel the same about the person in my story it breaks my heart and almost makes me want to cry when I think of them but my person loves some one else its hurts a lot to say that but I moved on or at least try to but I promise anon Im here I wont leave you
>>676827760
yeah bro im sat here with 2 rockstars and a kebab
>>676827865
thanks so much /b/ro ill keep you update if any minor details come to my head
>>676824109
I do the same thing. It makes me feel less lonely.
>>676828017
haha classic Brit. Cambridge here
>>676828343
polish but brought up here for like 8 years, never understood tea with milk though xD
>>676828174
thing is what if this thread 404s how will we continue to talk my /b/ro?
>>676828927
exchange details quickly or make new thread if it 404s
>>676828927
steam? battle.net? leauge of legends? twitter?
>>676827865
It's people like you who restore my faith in humanity, that u are willing to talk to someone you've never even met and help them through alot of tough shit, I hope that the people in this thread can follow your example and just be willing to listen, because even that little gesture can be enough to save someone... I hope that all of you here tonight go out into the world and do all that you can to help people and just be good people free of hate and judgement, because you can never know exactly what someone is going through behind closed doors... much love /b/
>>676829071
I got steam ill add you anon what is yours
Should I cut tonight?
>>676800591
I had that one friend
He died last thursday.
I wish someone cared.
>>676829629
feel for you bro. If you don't mind me asking, how?
>>676800676
I feel this feel.
>>676829461
don't. it's never worth it.
>>676800410
Sauce
>>676829737
I do,
>>676829397
UPDATE TIME
>CHECK SNAP
>MORE STORIES
>SELFIES WITH ONE GUY
>I THINK ITS HER FUCKBOI
>SOME OTHER DOUCHE HAS ARM AROUND HER
>I SEE THEM CUDDLING
>MY HEART FEELS LIKE ITS SINKING
>FUCKING HELL
>STOMACH FEELS EMPTY
>fuckmylife2.png
My steam is skansneo or skansen4
>>676828252
I hope you smile anon
I hate being in the situation I'm in. I don't have it nearly as bad as many of you guys, and it's something I can get out of. I have friends I can talk to, but I never go out of my house and go hang out with them other than 1 or 2 times a year. I'm out of shape, spend way too much time inside and alone, am a virgin, constantly asked by my parents why I don't go anywhere or to any parties, only ever talk to friends when they start talking to me, keep thinking about a girl that I was best friends with 2 or 3 years ago and fucked things up with because of fucking feelings, I have the stress of work, tests, and oncoming college coming down on me, my grades are shit, and I have zero motivation to do anything but play with my dog and watch Bob's burgers. I guess I'm depressed, but I to go to a psychiatrist for possible adhd then so I guess I'll mention it to them. Half of the time I don't care, the other half I just sit and think about how I'm starting to just feel alone. I don't have any friends or talk regularly to any girls anymore and I just sit on the computer bored all day, wacking it, playing CSGO, minecraft, and wow procrastinating on the shit I'm supposed to be doing. Hell, right now I'm just binging Bob's burgers. I'm not necessarily sad about it, and I'm not indifferent, but I'm just yearning for people to actually talk to, a girl to love again, and friends to hang out with. Like I said, I hate being this way. I'm not ackward, only slightly antisocial, and I'm not a neckbeard/whitenight (well, I vape, so I guess that counts). I just have to find a way to get out. Also, sorry the all the venting. Honestly the first time I've ever vented about this stuff.
>>676829833
>>676829712
I won't, for you guys. :)
>>676829737
I care anon, if you want to talk im here
>>676829770
Asthma attack, hes inhaler didnt work, drove him to the hospital... He died there after 5 mins.
>>676830456
Jesus dude
I love you k
>>676806864
>
rest in peace cat cat
>>676830147
I hurt so much anon. I want the pain to go away. The worst part is that I don't even know what it feels like to not hurt anymore.
>>676829955
thank you anon
>>676830691
Listen to Can You Feel My Heart by BMTH whilst reading the lyrics
>>676806082
Fucking god damn you, I'm not crying at all.
>>676830691
im not going to say I understand, because I dont, I will tell you that in all of my experiences the pain never seemed to end, but I acknxowleged that there was pain and that was my first step, the pain will not last forever, sometimes when it seems like its hopeless all you need to do is see yourself smile, even if its forced and remind yourself that pain is only temporary
>>676825668
Eventually, the obstacle becomes life itself. The real problem, is that few have actual empathy beyond temporary stopgap methods. When it's all said and done, though, I would much rather just be forgotten altogether, as at this point, our perception is nothing but a lost cause that will (most likely) prove the religious rhetoric about the human condition to be nothing more than the fantasy of some long forgotten entity that buried itself in death.
>>676798891
isn't that the chaturbate girl?
>>676798891
Nobody will read this but maybe is a way to relieve my sadness.
Two years ago, everyday I wrote a letter for someone , let's name this person Blue,because Blue was feeling lonely and I tried to help as much as possible. The letters had possitive messages and things that I found beautiful in my day. I used to take pictures of colorful thing because this person lived far away from me and basically for that time was winter. I remember I bought colorful papers and write the letters, later to scan them and obviously send them to Blue.
With the time passes by, I got distracted from this and Blue stopped to be the same charismatic person, Blue has huge problems and always talked about the struggle that had to face.
2 years later I was trying to find a book and I saw the carpet full of these letters and remember those times. I told Blue that I found them and said to keep the head up.
Blue didn't answer, it's busy with life when I'm writing letters as I did years ago. In any moment I'll throw them to the garbage can as I think Blue did with my support. And it fucking hurts; thanks if you read this anon. Have a nice day. And remember, there is always someone who wants to cheer you up, be with you, saying bad jokes to make you happy. Never let that kind of people leave from you. This world is a mess.
>>676832829
Atleast you had the heart to try and make him/her feel better. Many people would have ignored them.
>>676832829
To say the world is a mess is a gross understatement. Ironically, I can't say that it's the mess that leaves me constantly nauseous.
>>676832829
Have a nice day too anon, don't let that person bring you down
>I loved a girl
>first time since .. i'm born
>we had our own jokes
>we were travelling around time and space
>I show her beauty of cosmos and universe
>Show her how awesome space is
>Show her science and everything I know, even theoritical projects
>she restored my faith in humanity
>I was invicible
>one day she decided to be angry at me without any reason ( I swear i did nothing )
>she hate me so fucking much that I'm wondering how is this even possible
>asked for pity and I want to know what I did
>"Stop talking to me anon, stop stalking me"
>wut.png
one week passed , i didnt even text her
dont know what to do
listening to country metal since
girls are cold and heartless
lost fucking 6 kg :'(
She doesnt care of me anymore
>>676834211
Not your fault,
dont lose your strength, be independent and try to love yourself, eventually someone new will pop up. xo
>>676835100
Yes you are rigth.
but it's easier to say
We were both alone when we found out each other, I helped her as she helped me
How is this even possible to hate someone who did nothing ?
Damn , I'm torn between the fact that I am too smart or too fucking retarded to understand
sigh, keep looking forward, I can't change the past.
>>676798891
hey op. you should meet up with her one day fam. grab some coffee and shit and just ya know see how things are fam.
>>676834211
Might have come on too strong, or she might just be an asshole. Give it another week, place your mind on something else, or atleast try, and after that see if you guys can have a mature conversation on what's going on and talk things through, whether it be through text or face to face. If she's still cold, I hate to say it, but move on.
Sorry if this isn't the most comforting or easy advice, but it's the most realistic thing I can think of considering I've been in a situation slightly like this.
Best of luck man, keep it strong.
Goodnight /b/
>>676835844
Goodnight anon
>>676835844
goodnight <3
>>676835844
good night fam
posting an old favorite
bgm: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D_P-v1BVQn8
>>676798891
>fap to porn constantly 24/7
>get a shitty job as a cashier
>actually interacting with people has kind of opened me up to not be so cold and dead to the world
>last night have a really good dream
>in the dream, a girl loved me and we tentatively both had sex for the first time
>can't fap to porn anymore knowing how beautiful and loving that relationship with dream girl was
>get sad and start crying without any underwear on at 11 PM
welcome to hell
>>676835703
I want realistic things , thanks anon , I'll follow your advice.
Maybe ,( I dont want to think too much , I hate that ) she is just an attention whore , or an asshole as you said .
Or it was too strong or too fast.
Sadly she hate those "serious talk", but sometimes we need it to move on.
I hurt myself today
to see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
the only thing that's real
and ppl are saying that /b/ is devil ..
/b/ is , ironically , the last place where there are Human beings
>>676835844
Good night and dream buddy , dream ..
>>676836295
Damn :/
is there an highway near your place ? :)
>>676836845
i'd an hero but i kinda want to wait and see if things get better. a lot of the reason i'm depressed and so introverted is circumstantial.
i'm extremely close to just saying fuck it and trying to become an alpha male, i don't care if i end up in some cringe video. i've got no self confidence, and people walk all over me. and because i'm a doormat for literally everyone around me, i feel no reason to have any self confidence or improve my lifestyle.
>>676837246
Oh wait , non non i didnt mean that buddy
I wanted to make a pun saying "an highway to hell"
I'm really sorry for everything that is happening to you right now /b/ro
>>676837246
If you want to talk I'm here buddy
>>676836577
Well, atleast in feels threads. Seriously man, best of luck and I hope you can work it out.
>>676837544
thanks /b/ro. sorry for the misinterpretation.
it's hard continuing on sometimes. i consider myself a high-functioning autistic even though i've never actually been tested for that kind of stuff, so it's hard being one of those meticulous planners with so much uncertainty ahead of me in my life. i prefer to always be prepared for anything and for everything to go as planned, yknow.
>>676837610
thanks, but I think the thread is gonna drop off soon. if you want to listen to me whine somewhere else, I'm down
>>676799199
Try to get in contact with her, marry her.
Only if you love her, go an adventure. Find her!
>>676838415
I'm the same guy who tried to make a pun and who wants to talk with yo
facebook , steam or even call me, I'm kind of nice today
>>676838224
Thanks buddy , love
>>676838676
just steam me. KangFuish
>>676838667
I love this kind of answer !
Yeah buddy, show her you love her !
Move your ass bro ! COME ON
>>676799199
Why dont you try to get in contact with a qt3.14 wordpress devloepr and get her to make your blog?
>>676838667
do what he says fam. he knows his shit
saddest post i may ever read
(sad music: https://www.youtube.com//watch?v=jluCcb_iBvQ)
>>676800363
That kerning jesus, I think I'm going to be sick.
>>676800410
dreams>real world
>>676838667
Do it anon. Go get her. Get her for you. Get her for all of us who may never get the girl. Damnit anon, go get her.
Aight mother fuckers buckle up, I'll spill the beans on my shit now.
>Whole childhood father was emotionally abusive cunt to family, parents always fight.
>Brother has shitfits and puts holes in walls/starts fights etc
>12 years old dad molests me, for some reason I blocked it out, and didn't really make the correlation that it was bad.
>Only selective memory since I already hate my life- remember my dad (big mother fucker, fat as shit) running at me across from a room at like 10 years old "YOU HATE ME YOU LITTLE MOTHER FUCKER?!" Almost shit a brick, I came downstairs to watch Sat morn cartoons.
>Try to hang myself in my closet, failed my mom walked in that was hawkward
>FF-High school, I've always been socially inept, still am (23) I wake up one day and realize something happened to me, and see my counselor about it. Used wrong word (rape) have felt like I've been living a lie for the past 8 years almost because I am terrified to say something different discrediting my story
>Says it explains a lot about what kind of person I am and how I behave
>Fall in love with some girl I met through my first real friend, 2 years later we become relations
>Have trust issues my entire life, she let me know her login to everything because I think she knew I would never actually do it unless I felt distressed
>feel distressed, log in, see she's been sexting her ex since we started dating 5 months prior
>he ded due to kidney failure (alcoholic faggot) as well as other shit because he was a fat fuck that didn't take care of himself (sounds like me sadly)
>2 years later (now) realizing things
I hate myself
I feel no connection to anyone or anything
I smoked potand realize it was the only thing keeping me sane
Can't smoke pot due to waiting for a fucking drug test which is KILLING ME.
Back to alcohol
>Be drunk-feel but feel shit
>Be sober-Don't feel shit but mind is overactive and negative
>(can't) Have THC in system-be happy I don't even have to be high...just need it in system.
>>676840591
This is pretty poorly written, I only picked key elements that IMO influence the story, there's so much more drama. I just can't come to terms with the fact that I need to be inebriated to not want to kill myself though, and the fact that a PLANT is illegal and that if I smoke it/have it in my system I can't get a job. Also seeing how the world is today just stresses you the fuck out. how can people operate sober??
>>676825178
Same for me, just without the last part yet.
There's this girl /b/, we love each other.
I want a serious relationship, but she says she's unsure of what she wants, and very confused atm. Despite, I love our current relationship, and I feel that I couldn't live without her.
I understand what she feels, and I don't mind the waiting, I love her so much.
However, what do you guys think? Should I keep on waiting for her, hoping one day we'll be more than what we currently are; of should I give up on her, maybe saving us lots of pain down the road, but taking lots of happiness as well?
>>676837246
Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem, and frankly, it's selfish, by killing yourself, you're depriving the world of the potential light and love you could spread, think of the ripple effect, and think of the sadness you would cause everyone who knew you, stay strong anon, I believe in you
I'll share
>Meet 7/10 girl on tinder this Christmas
>Qt but lives pretty far away
>We make it work skype when we can
>Just do the dumbest shit and laugh at everything
>All of a sudden life feels brighter
>Planned to meet up on a weekend
>Her family bitched out and the plans got cancelled
>All of a sudden stops talking too me
>Just cuts it off no talk for 3 or 4 days
>I ask her whats up and she's just strangely cold
>I call her out on it
>She's super defensive and gets upset
>After a massive text blowout I'm pretty sure we're done
I'm upset because I thought I really had something but I just don't give a shit. Not too sound like and edge lord but I just stopped caring and it's not like I'm chad and drown in pussy she was too good for me and I know. I feel like I'm gonna be really sad and it just hasn't hit me yet so I pretty much just go through the routine nowadays bracing for the wave too hit. I'll miss laughing with you Hope I wish we could do something about it but it seems we're just done.
>>676800591
Fucking christ this hits me hard, especially since I have a friend who I consider to be my best friend yet doesn't feel the same way
>>676844240
It's a permanent solution to what seems like permanent coldness and ostracization in my life.
I just want someone to love, you know? Someone to hug, someone to cry with, someone who'll be there with me during my darkest hours and for my brightest hours. I want to cry, I want to laugh, I want to share my life with someone I love and someone who loves me back. I don't care who it is, or where they come from, so long as it's all genuine I don't care.
>>676806864
crying
