Ask a Schizophrenic anything.
I may take a while to reply sometimes, be patient.
Free (you)s for all posters!
Doggo bumpo
I like your threads. Please explain this to me
>be me
>sitting with a friend in front of a restaurant waiting for our orders
>car pulls up
>well dressed middle aged woman steps put smiling
>staring at me she says "his father sent me to tell him how good he is! oops, i shouldn't have said that!"
>she looks at an older dude sitting out there and asks "are you his father?"
>he shakes his head no
>she smiles at me one more time and goes inside
what the fuck was that?
>>769188622
>I like your threads.
Thanks, Anon.
>what the fuck was that?
Sadly, there isn't enough information to go off. Your guess is as good as mine.
>>769187820
Do you have any pets
>>769189138
>Do you have any pets
Yes, I do. See >>769188244
>>769189299
Is adorbs
>>769187820
Why you like Shinobu so much?
>>769189384
>Is adorbs
She da cutest.
>>769189457
>Why you like Shinobu so much?
>500 year old vampire
>Loli
>Cute
>Loyal
>Loli
>Cute
What is there not to like
>>769189299
Do you think the habsburgs should be returned to ruling austria?
>>769189614
>Do you think the habsburgs should be returned to ruling austria?
With a family name like Habsburg they shouldn't be allowed to rule anything.
>>769189557
Good man.
>>769189725
Should there be another crusade?
>>769189725
Kaka means poop where i live
>>769189725
What the hell man. I want to fucking die.
Who do you think Elsass-Lothringren/Alsace-Lorraine belongs to?
>Germany
Or
>France
>>769189741
>Good man.
My nigga.
>>769189800
>Should there be another crusade?
Yes, it should be lead by our glorious leader, Trump. Bomb the Muslimes into compliance.
>>769189919
>Kaka means poop where i live
Mexico?
>>769187820
Anime like that is precisely why people think that it is for cringey autists and children
>>769190049
>Mexico?
Germany
>>769190040
>Who do you think Elsass-Lothringren/Alsace-Lorraine belongs to?
>Germany
Or
>France
>OR
>FRANCE
HAHAHA.
>FRANCE
>>769190049
Forgot pic
>>769187820
I don't need (you) I can just go on /pol/ and bait someone for it
>>769190049
No image? Am disappoint
>>769190179
>Germany
Thank god.
>>769190258
>I don't need (you) I can just go on /pol/ and bait someone for it
Is this some next level reverse bait?
>>769190300
>No image?
I fucked up.
>>769190207
So wait, did you just say france? How the fuck do i downboat!
>>769190399
You owe us cute gif as compensation for forgetting image
>>769190461
>So wait, did you just say france?
No, you dumb dumb.
I was laughing at the fact that you even put France as an option.
>>769190544
>You owe us cute gif as compensation for forgetting image
I can accept that.
How many images/gifs of shinobu do you have saved
>>769190644
Tis I like
Hey man love these threads. I have a friend who's doing studying medicine, he wants to know what meds do you take if any?
>>769190700
>How many images/gifs of shinobu do you have saved
458
>>769190702
>Tis I like
Good.
>>769188244
>>769188622
>>769189299
>>769189800
>>769190155
>>769190300
>>769190399
>>769190544
>>769190644
>>769190700
Leave no dubs uncheck'd
>>769190762
>Hey man
Howdy.
>love these threads.
Glad you do.
>he wants to know what meds do you take if any?
I don't take any medications. Even for simple things, like a headache.
>>769190644
Oh. Okay. Good. Who is the only legitimate german state
>Austria
Or
>Bavaria
>>769187820
Do you see people? Do they talk? Can you molest them?
>>769190838
>Who is the only legitimate german state
Obviously Bavaria.
>>769190862
>Do you see people?
Sometimes.
>Do they talk?
The ones I see? No, they don't talk.
>Can you molest them?
Do I cannot interact with them.
No meds huh? Whys that?
>>769187820
I used to have a group of friends that were pretty cool, but they've all ghosted (pretended I don't exist and actively avoid me) me. Any advice other than severing ties?
>>769190971
>Bavaria
Well, at least they are Catholic. We can put the habsburgs in power there.
Süd Tirol is Austrian, you agree, no?
>>769191079
>No meds huh? Whys that?
I just don't like the ideal of medication. The only time I'll take something is if it's 100% required to live. Or if I'm experiencing a level of pain that cannot be sustained.
>>769191159
>Any advice other than severing ties?
Considering they've already severed the ties... That doesn't leave much.
>>769191245
>Süd Tirol is Austrian, you agree, no?
I know not about Süd Tirol.
>>769191394
Süd Tirol is majority Austrian area in Italy.
The fucking backstabbing scum stole it from us during the Weltkrieg. As a side note, do you despise italy as much as i do? They are only second to serbia in my hate for them. If i could, i would fucking crush (slowly) the italian government and their supporters to death.
>>769191796
>do you despise italy as much as i do?
I don't despise them. Their government just doesn't seem very bright to me.
>>769191958
Oh okay. What is your least favorite country?
>>769191958
What is your gender?
>>769187820
jesus fuk stop posting
we get it ur unique
>>769187820
wanna fug?
>>769192151
>What is your least favorite country?
Probably Brazil. That place is fucked up.
>>769192189
>What is your gender?
Male.
>>769192218
>jesus fuk stop posting
I'm okay, thanks for the advice though.
>we get it ur unique
I'm glad you think that about me. But, that isn't what this is about.
>>769192334
>wanna fug?
I still don't know you.
Though, I do remember you now.
>>769187820
Op you post quite a bit, I'm tipsy, wanna have a chat about life? RH#0001, you posted your discord a while back.
>>769187820
I asked yesterday if you were the anon from the other day if you remember that.
>>769192488
>Op you post quite a bit,
I do tend to sometimes.
>wanna have a chat about life? RH#0001,
Sure why not. I'll give you an add.
>I asked yesterday
I didn't post yesterday.
I don't post on Saturdays. Too high volume of people.
>>769187820
Do you like my farmer shinobu?
She is not wearing nothing under that coveralls, because her familiy is too poor has to buy underwear and shoes.
>>769192357
Oh, how i wish brazil would give up their fucked up ways, and accept the return of a monarch, a Habsburg!
OP, I grew up with a schitzo/autistic guy in my class from kindergarten to highschool. Kid was really violent and antisocial. Never talked to anyone and would rage if disturbed. Never understood how he passed any of his classes or how he graduated. Last I saw him was at the local McDonald's. Last I heard of him he got fired from said McDonald's for masturbating (not even exaggerating in the slightest) into a customer's burger. How is a guy like that able to stay in school with other kids with out disabilities or mental disorders? Also, you seem to be a very high functioning person for having schizophrenia, what's your daily life like?
>>769192666
Get those silly things off her, satan
>>769190767
I am circumcised, and I would like to rub my glans on her arm pit until I cum.
>>769192666
>Do you like my farmer shinobu?
It's pretty cute. Reminds of Applejack.
>>769192677
>Habsburg!
Heh. Nice try. Habsburgs can't rule nothin.
Yo op, do you use your "handicap" as an excuse for shit, or do you just like to be "above" it?
>>769187820
Should I risk bringing on Schizophrenia faster for a ego death trip?
>>769193091
Not op but did you consider that ego death is just interesting anyways? Surely you have... Worth!!!
>>769192678
>Kid was really violent and antisocial.
That was probably more because of the autism than the Schizo.
>for masturbating (not even exaggerating in the slightest) into a customer's burger
Not going to lie. That's fucking hilarious.
>Also, you seem to be a very high functioning person for having schizophrenia
It doesn't show as much over the internet.
>what's your daily life like?
Mostly sitting around my house shitting around on the internet.
>>769192900
>I am circumcised, and I would like to rub my glans on her arm pit until I cum.
Yuck. Keep your dick to yourself.
>>769193065
>Yo op, do you use your "handicap" as an excuse for shit
No.
>>769193091
>Should I risk bringing on Schizophrenia faster for a ego death trip?
If that's what you want to do, Anon.
>>769192940
Why you are not requesting drawings of Shinobu on the drawthreads of /a/ ?
>>769192940
>nice try, habsburgs cant rule nothin
Fugg. Why!?
>cryin.jpeg
Why hate habsburgs?
>>769193169
Thank you schizo anon
>>769193281
>Fugg. Why!?
Just look at that name. Habsburg
HABSBURG for christ's sake.
>Why hate habsburgs?
Goofy.
Ass.
Name.
Schizoaffective - AMA inside AMA
>>769193241
>Why you are not requesting drawings of Shinobu on the drawthreads of /a/ ?
Why would I be doing that?
>>769193346
>Thank you schizo anon
No problem.
>>769193514
Is op f,r?
>>769193379
>sniffles
>nose runs
>vomits
I wanna die....
I love you, Kaiser Karl Von Habsburg...
>>769193520
Lewd your loli
>>769193548
Nope. This faggot post this thread like four times a week - thinking it's cool to schizophenic.
Hello anon.
I think I may be a paranoid schizophrenic. My symptoms are very mild but I definitely see things that aren’t there about once a week and only for a second or two.
Should I see help? I work in a high stress job where I have to be mentally focused 100% of the time and need my car to get there.
I feel like if I see help it might ruin my career if my employer finds out
>>769193520
>Why would I be doing that?
I am really curious to see what kind of requests could came out from a Schizophrenic that loves this loli vampire.
>>>/a/173117445
>>769193706
Molest the hallucinations. Make your own mind fear you
>>769193514
>Schizoaffective - AMA inside AMA
Stop, criminal scum!
>>769193590
>I wanna die....
It's okay, Habanon. At least you have the holy German blood running in you.
>>769193617
>Lewd your loli
That's way too much effort though.
>>769193702
>Nope. This faggot post this thread like four times a week
Is that your basis for why I'm faking it?
Not a very strong argument.
>>769193702
Please go on, I'm curious.
I'm the same anon that tossed my discord for the record.
>>769187820
look carefully at this ring
when i say jongo, you will no longer be a Schizophrenic human being
>3
>2
>1
>JANGO!
do you have like random voices that talk to you or like some spirit that talks to you that you know personally
or like do you have a second personality or something
>>769193880
>JONGO************************!
@ all anons who've been stalking this thread for a while.
Do you guys have multiple instances of sentience? Like conversations with yourself and stuff?
>>769193850
Goodbye......
Anyway, what country do you live in
>>769187820
Why do you think (you)s mean anything? The point of this site is to be anonymous. If you need to opinion validated by other people go to reddit or facebook
>>769193706
>Hello anon.
Hello.
>Should I see help?
Do you feel like you need help? If so, yes. If no, then no.
>I work in a high stress job
It could just be stress induced. Stress a whole host of issues.
>I feel like if I see help it might ruin my career
It's illegal (at least in the US) to fire someone for a reason like that.
Also, it's illegal for your attending to tell your employer.
Unless you live in some backwards ass country.
>>769193880
>look carefully at this ring
What ring?
>>769194085
You're fucking retarded, clearly op is seeking attention, the same as you are. I get that you're both doing it intentionally, but at least he tries to make something interesting to go with it, you're just distasteful.
>>769194085
Thank you.
OP is worse then straightedge vegans.
>>769187820
ive dealt with one Schizophrenic person, he's extremely on edge all the time, paranoid and attacks anyone for the smallest thing. absolute crazy lad i tell you, are you aware how difficult it is to be around a Schizophrenic?
>>769194144
What do you think of this image
>>769193937
>do you have like random voices that talk to you
That's a good way of putting it, yes.
>or like some spirit that talks to you that you know personally
No.
>or like do you have a second personality or something
No, that's Dissociative Identity Disorder.
>>769194055
>Do you guys have multiple instances of sentience?
Wait is this targeted at me? I'm confused, Anon.
>>769194064
>Goodbye......
RIP Habanon.
>Anyway, what country do you live in
United States of Trumpland.
>>769194085
>Why do you think (you)s mean anything?
I don't. It's a joke, you dingleberry.
>If you need to opinion validated
What opinion am I seeking to have validated?
>>769187820
Your threads got me into watching the show because Shinobu is so cute.
>>769194455
>trumpland
Fuck. How is the sinking ship?
>>769194455
if I was only asking you I'd dm it, but you're included of course. Also, checked.
>>769194538
It's sinking faster than Kanye's career
>>769194567
Jesus fuck you're ignorant.
>>769194380
>are you aware how difficult it is to be around a Schizophrenic?
The typical Schizo doesn't act like that. Most of us will avoid people and any sort of confrontation at just about all costs.
But, yes. I am aware that some Schizophrenics probably shouldn't be in society. But, not all, or even a majority.
>>769194446
>What do you think of this image
It's retarded.
>>769194528
>Your threads got me into watching the show because Shinobu is so cute.
What do you think so far?
Shinobu a best.
>>769194538
>Fuck. How is the sinking ship?
>Sinking
>Said the Habanon
Hah. If that isn't the pot calling the kettle black.
It's actually pretty good though. Better than when Obamacuck was in charge.
>>769194567
No, i would just say kanyes career had half the people jump ship because he served shrimp instead of prawns.
>>769187820
I remember going to a conference. Where they talked about how schizo is the opposite of autism. Correct me if I'm wrong. Autism is caused by these small fibers on your nerves being almost completely shaved off, causing a lack of stimuli to your nerves. Normal people have a small amount shaved off as they grow. Schizo people have next to none shaved off. Causing too much stimuli, and in turn. The general side offect of schizo. I believe the area is on your brain stem, but I'm not 100% sure.
>>769194876
Kanye's about to pull what is either the most interesting movement or blunder of all time and I'm super hyped, agree or nah?
>>769194786
>Implying the Eastern Reich is sinking
Hah! Soon Austria will reform her mighty Reich, and i will be there to witness it!
>>769187820
have you ever drilled a hole in your head so the other you can breathe better
>>769194956
What, like his MAGA shit? It would be interesting to watch, why the hell not!
>>769194786
Just started the show recently. So far good, but if I catch another thread. I'll go into it. Shinobu too cute
>>769195397
Austria has no need of luck. With The Habsburgs and our Austrian spirit we are unstoppable!
Gott Mit Uns!!!
>>769195796
And military strategy and a well equipped army..
Preferably led by me, but the Habsurgs decide in the end
How are you doing schinobu ?
Look at this
>Be me
>Take LSD every 2 - 3 week like always
>Take 2 tabs (normal dose)
>Everything goes alright
>After one hours I start hearing angel chorale scream
>See face of human everywhere I look
>Everything stop
>I pretty much freak out
>Start to believe anything isn't real even my dog
>Then I hear "don't say anything" for at least 20 minutes before it stop again
Did I experienced some kind of schizophrenic episode
>>769195796
>Austria has no need of luck.
It may not need it, but a little extra luck never hurt anyone.
Maybe Hitler would have won WWII if he had a little extra luck on his side.
You know?
>>769195850
>that she bolong as woman with a stupid tool instead with a man or her "Prince Charming".
That's pretty messed up, Anon.
>>769196072
>How are you doing schinobu ?
I'm okay.
>Look at this
I'm looking.
>Did I experienced some kind of schizophrenic episode
A Schizophrenic episode doesn't exist.
What you're thinking of is a psychotic episode.
And, yes. That's probably what you experienced.
LSD is known to cause psychotic episodes. That's why you hallucinate from taking it.
It was probably just a bad trip.
OP, keep on keeping on man, you have any passions?
>>769196672
>so?
So.
>are you gonna request something of her on the drawthread or what?
Unlikely.
>>769196701
>OP, keep on keeping on man
Thanks, Anon. I'll try.
>you have any passions?
I like music..
And art...
Too bad I'm not good at either.
I also like psychology.
But I dropped out of college.
>>769196831
>But I dropped out of college.
Why?
>Too bad I'm not good at either.
Post??
>>769197074
>Why?
The education system is a scam and a waste of time.
>Post??
I don't have anything to post of either. I'm currently messing around in Flstudio but I never save anything I do.
Because it sucks.
>>769197169
>Because it sucks.
Make something over the next bit and show us?
>>769197243
>Make something over the next bit and show us?
My work isn't acceptable for public consumption.
Maybe at some point in the future when I learn the program more.
I'm currently just playing myself melodies in the pianoroll with my keyboard while I wait for posts.
>>769196427
Hitler was a disgusting man. He ruined both germany, and austria. Now danzig IS fucking polish
>>769197438
I'm excited to see your work at some point if you ever pursue it to that extent. See you around --
What's your philosophy on life
>>769197507
>Hitler was a disgusting man.
Everyone is disgusting, though. He was no more disgusting than you or I.
This song just popped into my head when I said that
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HTUq3Ik1GHM
>He ruined both germany
Ruined is a bit of a strong word. He did save it from economic despair.
>Danzig
Who dat
>>769197541
>I'm excited to see your work at some point if you ever pursue it to that extent.
I hope to eventually get to the level of competency where I can share it.
>see you around --
Catch you later, Anon.
>>769197606
>What's your philosophy on life
Uh.. Can you rephrase that to be a little less vague?
>>769196072
You wrote what happened even after "it" told you not to say anything... How do you feel about that? I'm genuinely curious
>>769197871
>Danzig
A formerly entirely german city, robbed from germany (like austria) by the entente. Hitler started ww2 over it. It is now 99% polish
>saved from economic despair
That was the ministers, and the technocrats.
Also, Kaiser Willhelm II, bless his soul, could have done the same
>>769196072
you or anybody else that knows, how do I get lsd please I need to know
>>769187820
im lost, give me any advice off the top of your head
>>769198225
>A formerly entirely german city
Oh, THAT Danzig.
For some reason, I thought there was a person I was unaware of.
>That was the ministers, and the technocrats.
It was Hitler starting the war that brought Germany to prosperity. Sure, anyone could have done that.
It's a well known fact war is great for the economy of a country. (most of the time)
>>769198358
>Are you sure that you are Schizophrenic and not retarded?
It's quite possible.
>Not wanting drawing of her waifu
I have drawings of her.
And why would I go out of my way to find more when I can just take them from Anons who do all the hard work?
Like a Tiger eating a little Gazell.
>>769198411
>im lost, give me any advice off the top of your head
Well, if you're lost try and find a body of water. Use the sun to find north and follow the body of water in the general direction of north.
Keep an eye out for watersneks and alligators.
>>769198343
>you or anybody else that knows, how do I get lsd please I need to know
There are sites that sell LSD and it's legal (depending on where you live).
I think it's called LSD-1? Or LSD-A? Or something like that.
>>769198828
>most of the time.
Ehhh... Not really. You only see that in few cases, like depression into war industry. Prosperity is also only brought to the winning side (not always even then).
But war, unless it is planned well, is hell.
>>769199006
psst- 1plsd.
>>769199189
>like depression into war industry.
That is what happened in Germany.
>But war, unless it is planned well, is hell.
I can agree with that. Even when it is planned really well is hell.
>>769199248
>psst- 1plsd.
Yeah yeah, that's the one.
>>769187820
Howdy bud, how's you doing?
>>769199617
Well, this is "Habanon" signing off.
For more info on my stupid ideas
Go to sga.monarchisten.org, or whatever
>>769200480
>Howdy bud
Hey, friend.
>how's you doing?
Can't complain. Head is a bit airy. Nothing unusual.
How about you?
>>769200499
>Well, this is "Habanon" signing off.
Farewell.
>sga.monarchisten.org
I'll look into it sometime.
>>769187820
Do you want to be friends forever and ever until we cease to exist and our matter is scattered throughout the cosmos until we meet again in the next life? I'm so starved for social interaction I'll befriend anyone who isn't toxic to stop my mind ffrom stagnating any more.
>>769200728
>Do you want to be friends forever and ever until we cease to exist and our matter is scattered throughout the cosmos until we meet again in the next life?
That's a really long time. I don't know if I'm up for that kind of commitment.
But, we can be friends for an nondescript amount of time.
You can add me on Discord: Laxeris:4748
>>769198828
>It was Hitler starting the war that brought Germany to prosperity
wrong. WWII started in 1939, after Germany was an economic powerhouse again.
>>769200974
>wrong.
>The years in preparation for a war were when Germany's economy began to recover
You just proved my point, Anon.
>>769200666
Woah... serious trips..
feeling relatively good..
>>769200921
A full commitment's what I'm looking for. You wouldn't get this from any other guy.
>>769201363
>Woah... serious trips..
Satan is speaking through me tonight.
Spoopy.
>feeling relatively good..
Good to hear.
>>769201324
>The years in preparation for a war were when Germany's economy began to recover
nice, just when hitler got into power the economy skyrocketed, but that's not because he knew a thing or two about governing, its because muh invasion prep that lasted for 6 years.
>no proof
>moving the goal posts
>unfalsifiable hypothesis
pulling out all the stops for this one aren't you?
>>769201526
>A full commitment's what I'm looking for. You wouldn't get this from any other guy.
I~~~~~
Just want to tell you how I'm feeling.
Gotta-
Make you understand
>>769201788
Never gonna give you up~
>>769201532
Your head is feeling 'airy' ..
is that.. flighty? or lightheaded?
glad to hear nothing unusual is affecting you tho...
>>769201737
>but that's not because he knew a thing or two about governing
I never said that. I would like it if you didn't attribute things to me which I never said.
>its because muh invasion prep that lasted for 6 years.
Well, he was put into power. There was a big spike of about 40% growth. Then it evens out to about 10% growth a year. Until about two years before the war then there are massive jumps.
>no proof
You can clearly see that the war is where the majority of the growth comes from by looking at the pic you literally posted.
>>769201965
>Never gonna give you up~
Until I get bored.
>>769201998
>>>769201532 (You)
>Your head is feeling 'airy' ..
>is that.. flighty? or lightheaded?
Just hard to think.
what do you talk about with the voices in your head? are they just unintelligible whispers? are they positive or negative? do they keep you up at night?
>>769202824
>what do you talk about with the voices in your head?
A lot of stuff. Existential stuff, religious stuff, random thoughts.
Sometimes random scenarios. I can't really go into specific details, as the memories are very hazy.
>are they just unintelligible whispers?
A lot of the times, yes.
>are they positive or negative?
Not really either, most of the time. They're just kind of there.
>do they keep you up at night?
Yes, I've been sleeping very poorly the past few nights because of them.
>>769203166
is it a constant thing? or is there something that triggers the voices coming like some type of stress or anxiety you're trying to deal with?
>>769195796
Carlos II, the last Habsburger descendant to rule the Spanish empire. One of their expansion tactics were their truely clever marriage arrangements, leading them on the vast majority of relevant thrones and, due to exessive inbreeding, to an a hillariously reduced gen-pool. Europe had some hard times surviving them, but finally nature lend a helping hand.
>>769202648
>I never said that
you literally said that here >>769198828
>It was Hitler starting the war that brought Germany to prosperity. Sure, anyone could have done that.
>There was a big spike of about 40% growth.
After a popular and inspiring leader that knew what he was doing got into power? Color me surprised.
>Then it evens out to about 10% growth a year. Until about two years before the war then there are massive jumps.
>1934: +9 from last year
>1934: +4
>1936: +3
>1937: +4
>1938: +9
>1939: +5
>biggest jump is 20%
wow what a massive jump
>You can clearly see that the war is where the majority of the growth comes from
I have provided proof that Germany had a good economy before the war broke out. Now its time for you to provide proof that the "war prep," ie rebuilding the country, was the primary cause of the economic boom.
>>769203502
>is it a constant thing?
Not usually.
>or is there something that triggers the voices coming like some type of stress or anxiety you're trying to deal with?
Anxiety is a big cause.
>>769203663
>I have provided proof that Germany had a good economy
Well, you and I have differing opinions on what good is. Not much point in continuing with this.
>>769204593
>Germany had the largest GDP in all of Europe by a factor of 2
>that's not good
>>769204774
>Germany had a better economy than all of Europe even at its lowest
>It was never bad to begin with
where tf is my (you)
>>769205110
>German GDP in 1933: 18.0
>British GDP in 1933: 17.9
that's basically the same starting point
>It was never bad to begin with
>the people were starving to death on the streets because the currency was assraped by war reparations
>never bad
>calling a tripling of the economy in 6 years insignifigant
Ill also take the time to note that hitler invaded Poland amid accusations that poles were genociding ethnic germans in danzig and... >>769198225
>Danzig is now 99% polish
>a few decades after hitler accused the poles of genociding germans all the germans dissapeared
>>769205772
>where tf is my (you)
In your butt. You gotta really dig in there for it.
>>769205863
fuckin rude
>>769205811
>never bad
It was a hyperbole to prove a point that inevitably went over your head.
>calling a tripling of the economy in 6 years insignifigant
You're again attributing things to me, that I never said.
Let's go over the point I made since you can't seem to get it in your head.
I said:
Hitler really saved the economy of Germany.
Let's see, your picture shows, yep that happened. Hitler is put in power, big spike.
Okay.
Next point:
Hitler's prep and starting of WWII really put the German economy ahead.
Hmm, let's see. What does the picture say?
What do you know. There are more big jumps leading up to the war.
Wow!
This conversation is literally going nowhere.
>>769206154
>fuckin rude
Hey, don't blame me. I'm CraaaAaaaAAAzy.
.
>>769187820
Post yourself nude or I'll commission an artist to draw your waifu getting BLACKED.
>>769206876
alright, well at this point were just arguing over what you originally stated, but at least we can agree that hitler saved germany and the war of polish agression ruined everything.
BUT I noted that the largest jump in gdp pre war was only 20% which isnt much of a bump from normal, so no, there werent big jumps leading up to the war and the german economy would have been fine if the war never started.
>>769207927
found the jew
>>769187820
>I have Schizophrenia.
Anon... I don't know if you know this about me, but I have poor eyesight. Ask me anything.
I see you.
>>769207927
>Post yourself nude
Hm, nah.
>or I'll commission an artist to draw your waifu getting BLACKED.
Okay. That doesn't bother me. What now?
>>769208011
>was only 20% which isnt much of a bump from normal
It's twice as high as it was in previous years.
>would have been fine if the war never started.
That's purely hypothetical.
>>769208039
>found the jew
Is it (you)?
>>769208096
>but I have poor eyesight.
You're right, I didn't know that.
>Ask me anything.
R u a qt grill with glasses?
>>769208382
>I see you.
How many fingers am I holding up?
>>769208563
>that doesn't bother me.
So you're a schizo AND a cuck? Damn, that sucks.
>>769208689
>AND a cuck?
I don't know if you know this, Anon...
Shinobu isn't real...
>>769208829
Doesn't matter. You still wanna see her animated ass taking black dick, and sinceyou're avatarfagging as her, it might also be something you subconsciously want yourself. So make that a schizo, cuck, and a fag.
>>769209370
>You still wanna see her animated ass taking black dick
I never said I wanted to see that.
I just said I don't care if that's what you do.
>it might also be something you subconsciously want yourself.
Got some projection going on there, Anon.
>>769187820
Does it feel like you're reality isn't make manifest but it should?
>>769209682
>Does it feel like you're reality isn't make manifest but it should?
...What
>>769208011
War wasn't a mistake, it was consequently part of the former growth of military superpower, financed by international investors and banks (to name just one of the "jews": Prescott Bush). There is no constant growth in military out of nothing and for no purpose. At some point, it gets obvious, that you can't eat tanks.
>>769208563
>R u a qt grill with glasses?
I'll be anything u want me to be.
>>769210180
>I'll be anything u want me to be.
That's a no.
>>769187820
Ever had an allucination that could interact with reality in unexplained ways, doing seemingly impossible things?
>>769187820
I don't want to live anymore, my life isn't shit so i feel terrible for feeling like this dude.
I feel bad for being a neet
I feel bad for everyone who had faith in me
waking up is harder everyday
There's so much I want to do, but I don't want to put any effort
I just don't belong to this world
It's me schizosolidpolishrock86 on discord I left a msg in your discard
This is gonna be my last post, need to get some sleep.
>>769210958
>Ever had an allucination that could interact with reality in unexplained ways, doing seemingly impossible things?
Yes, I once hallucinated a black hole. It ate a streetlight.
>>769211116
>I don't want to live anymore, my life isn't shit so i feel terrible for feeling like this dude.
Sounds like some pretty bad depression, Anon. You should seek help.
>I just don't belong to this world
Belonging is something we create for ourselves. If you want to belong somewhere you have to get up and create somewhere for you to belong.
How many people (other than lovers and your parents) have seen you naked?
>>769211493
>Yes, I once hallucinated a black hole. It ate a streetlight.
DUUUUDE. I hallucinated an invented bizarre person that helped me in a fight against 4 thugs. And I think he actually managed to stagger them and deflect some attacks; when I told my friends what happened after they see me bloody and bruised they said I was so afraid I developed a temporary stand before laughing at me.
I thought I was hardcore gone, but a black hole? Dang.
i'm schizophrenic too
medication sucks, wanking is suffering now
I also wish I could go back to some psychotic episodes in that the manic feeling was fun while it lasted until people had to fuck it up
It wasn't even a bad psychotic episode, more like mania.. but I ended up in mental ward afterwards because I shit talked to the psychiatrist at the appointment.
I still don't know if he knows what I know though, with my paranoid delusions beinig true or not
I thought I was apart of some secret military program like MK-Ultra (because I applied for military once and signed something with recruiter that I didn't look over, but never actually got in) and they were using the TV to brainwash people into becoming puppets using words and sounds with association and tempo, like musically. which is hard to explain, but I think it could work. like miltary level gaslighting..
the mental ward also sucks, i thought it was gonna be cool and meet some people that are weird in a good way but they were all annoying and kind of normal but weird in a bad way. especially the bad schizophrenics who mumble to themselves all the time, I couldn't stand being in a room with them.
about the only good thing since being diagnosed is i get benzodiazepines. but they're trying to take me off them which sucks, benzo withdrawal is hell.
but my schizophrenia is mainly delusions. I don't think I've hullucinated besides maybe sounds, but I don't know if it just feels like my sensory functions way more then it sohuld or i'm hullicinating the sounds
another thing with the mk-ultra delusion was I thought i was supposed to be some kind of laughing assassin to make people laugh for political purposes, they make them laugh in the wrong situation to lose face..
then I found out that asians have the advantage because they look like they're laughing, also monkey looking ones. one of my doctors is like that and when he goes to say something he looks like hes trying to be funny while talking kind of face.
>>769190399
Gib boipucci
>>769212285
actually I would ask to OP does the number 3 or 11 have anything of significance to you.
in the mental ward I saw someone else write about the number 3 which is why I ask.
I could go on about the gas lighting though, it has to do with numbers and basically turning someone into a paranoid numerologist. it could work with enough money and time, I think I could do it to someone
>>769212285
>>769212584
also it's a shame I lose all my delusions, kind of like on psychedelics where you end up forgetting by the time you come down.
I need to take a note out of that tool song and write them down but I'm worried of others seeing my notes and seeing something and it causing me harm
